#Like complicated af situation to be honest

[doebt]

Lately I’m always like i worked so hard for this...For my home... but I didnt really do anything fr. but it still sucks

[cringelordofchaos]

(for"sendacharacterandilllist"askgame) DREWWWWWWWWWWWWW

YAYYAYAYAYAYA SOMEONE ASKED ME

ok so drew !!!

favorite thing about them

everything. But if I had to choose then maybe his attachment issues or those little spiky strane of hair above one of his ears

least favorite thing about them

just the fact that his backstory is not revealed yet. Like I hope the whole "he has family issues and feels detached from them making him have a complicated and toxic view kn relationships as well as attachment issues" headcanon ks revealed to be canon otherwise, if he's acting the way he is just bc he does, then he makes for a pretty boring character no matter how "realistic" it would be (which it kinda wouldn't but whatever that's a separate discussion). so yeah like the lack of traits rather than the traits themselves ig. Though rosyclozy said season 2 is druffering 2 so I am EXCITED

brOTP

dria. draisy. dracy. idfk which I should pick. endless possibilities. and they all parallel each other in one way or another and I fucking love them platonically but I'm not interested in them romantically if I'm gonna be honest. they'd all fix him

OTP

this is so unfathomably predictive and obvious of me but Drake/PlumPeach like come on a) I relate to Drew's "I'm in love with my best friend but they can't know and they're in love with someone else" situation heavily,there are endless analyses to be made and written, endless fic potential, SO MANY songs about breakups that just Fit Them, they make each other worse and also interesting characters. Someone once called me an abuse apologist that should never date anyone because I shipped them? LMAO. that was like 3/2 years ago though. without drake drew just like... wouldnt have character. Which says a lot. Second OTP is HOT TAKE droey. I made a whole fucking post abt them please don't @ me o can explain themselves - also droey angst. Also they're complicated af as well. But they are also pretty annoying so I'm not sure lmao. Dria rules too but prefer it platonic

nOTP

Idk drelliot .?? It's so unfathomably cliche and stereotypical toxic yaoi material and I hate it but I also think it's funny so idk I don't really have notps unless it's siblings or bad age gaps cuz they make me uncomfortable

random headcanon

do I have to share only one? I want more so I'll do more. I think he's Filipino, he had one of those glow in the dark shoes in elementary school and flexed them HARD, he has major depressive disorder and maybe borderline personality disorder, he hyperfixates on video games, listens to mostly emo rap, spends most of his time inside during summer, gets a new iphone every year, cyberbullies little kids on roblox, also still plays roblox, gets expensive watches just to flex and also bc he measures his worth by wealth his parents give him bc that's the only love they show him LMAO, and thinks furries and weebs are cringe, and also i love him

unpopular opinion

he actually loved/loves zoey

song I associate with them

ok how about I drop my whole playlist for them instead

Alex G - Nintendo 64

Amy Winehouse - Back To Black

Annika Bennett - Boy Who Has Everything

Billie Eilish - Wish U Were Gay

BoyWithUke - Toxic

Conan Gray - Heather

DoshVO - Dear Jake

DoshVO - Do You Wanna Bully Hailey?

DoshVO - Like a Six "Zoey Diss"

DoshVO - Move Along

ElyOtto - SugarCrash!

Fran Vasilić - eyes blue or brown can't remember

5 Seconds Of Summer - Teeth

Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know

Jack Stauber - Cupid

Kaden Mackay - Don't You Dare (Make Me Fall In Love With You)

Kali Uchis - Just A Stranger

Laufey - From The Start

Laufey - Promise

Laufey - Second Best

Liana Flores - papercut

Mitski - Old Friend

Olivia Rodrigo - drivers license

Olivia Rodrigo - traitor

Olivia Rodrigo - vampire

Regina Spektor - Two Birds On A Wire

Rex Orange County - Best Friend

Rex Orange County - Sunflower

Rex Orange County - Television / So Far So Good

Steven Universe - It's Over Isn't It

The Front Bottoms - Be Nice To Me

The Vaccines - Heartbreak Kid

The Walters - I Love You So

...wow. I really thought I had more - whatever, more to be added w time, dw

Also the song "you better move on" I have no idea who made it ???????? I just listened to the cover by Frank Wattkinson lmao

favorite picture of them

ooof this one's heard. I mean hard. shut up

ok ok so I like this one .

cuz he's just done with him. looks angry but probably suppressing his years so fucking much. leaving Jake behind after such struggle and effort to keep him... dam (and it also shows their height difference lmfao)

Or one of these !!

Another ones from the finale, he's just laughing and smiling from the sheer pain he's in and the utter irony that is his friendship with Jake and he's so hurt but he's probably doing this to keep himself from crying but he's also probably just laughing at how pathetic he is for trusting Jake or believing that they really had something when it all turned out to be a huge lie and he just can't believe in himself or anyone anymore

ahahaha

this one's just him being jelly like eurgj. 😠😒

this one's a funny reaction image concept

and I also love this one cuz like, first of all lol at his eyebags he's either been crying or not getting any sleep or BOTH, he'd also in a call with Zoey trying to get him back and he's just looking at the side like he's mad at her and he's hurt by her but he also looks like he's trying so hard to resist idk how to explain it man he can't deal with her but he can't deal without her yknow what I mean

Thank you for asking !!!!!!

[queenbol-of-baldurs-gate]

Feed my BG3 hunger.

I wanna know for those playing with CustomTavs that will romance someone in the game, who are they wooing? And why? How do you imagine their dynamic? In tags or reblogs are fine! I'll start;

Delight- Warlock, Tiefling, Criminal

I literally cannot unsee her romancing Astarion.

Their pasts just line up and mirror so well, as do their current situations, and while she's not outright cruel she's definitely not a Good Guy. She finds him funny and over the top, and is entertained by his poor lying but drawn in by his vulnerability. He finds her contradictory but also funny (laughing together about the walking undead husband was a sweet moment between them lmao) and is starting to find her smartass comments and teasing endearing. They don't just become good lovers, they become good friends, and they will be wonderfully morally grey and chaotic together.

Briallen- Half-Orc, Sorceror, Folk Hero

This bitch can fit so much Survivor's Guilt inside her!! I think she will really fit well with Halsin all things considered. She is, down to her core, a genuinely good person who wants to protect and help, even if she sees her heroism as a selfish act to punish herself. I can see her being drawn to Halsin's strength, confidence and wisdom and I can see him drawn to her bravery, selflessness and serenity. But hopefully he will be able to curb her extremely low sense of self-preservation and she will show him that she will accept him in his entirety with no strings. Two folks who really admire each other slowly falling head over heels for each other!

Iker- Human, Ranger, Soldier

Gale. Not just because he's a magebreaker and I love the whole enemies/rivals to lovers, but because Gale is a wonderfully complicated person and turns out Iker finds complicated hot. I can see Gale intially finding his standoffish and straight up cunty behaviour annoying/vaguely amusing at first, but become increasingly curious about the person he used to be before everything. Iker looks at Gale and they think "Fuck. He's hot. Damn mage." and becomes fascinated with the fractured man beneath the perfect veneer. Idk about Gale, but Iker is actually the devoted type and in the future won't care what he does as long as he lets them stay by his side. Unhealthy obsessions all round let's get on it cunts.

Rowan- Half-Elf, Wizard, Scholar/Sage

I am truly a bit stumped with them BUT I can see them making poor decisions and falling for Wyll. He's got secrets and they're a curious sort who naturally wants to uncover them, for good or ill. They trigger Wyll's protective instinct, as they are particularly a bit naive about the wider world beyond their studies and dig sites and he's as soon to find them crouching down in the middle of a battle protecting a suspected artifact as he is to find them completely closed off to the world with her nose in a tome. He would find their completely objective opinion about his situation surprisingly refreshing and they want to study him under a microscope (oh and he has a very nice smile they can't seem to say no to). They'll make him better, he'll make them worse lol.

Zlatan- Githyanki, Cleric, Outlander

Oh Shadowheart for sure. Not only does he find her beautiful, he's intrigued with the fact that such a kind person (objectively) worships such an evil goddess. He's always been fascinated with outlier cultures and beliefs, like the drow. She would obviously be wary of him at first, but will be pleasantly surprised by his easygoing and cheerful nature yet shocked by his daredevilry and adventurousness. When she finally lets down her guard and they get closer, I can see them having actually quite a romantic dynamic between them.

Delshad [Name WIP]- Dragonborn, Fighter, Noble

I'll be honest, I was inspired by the Panel to make a hot af dragonborn to sweep Karlach off her feet. I'm weak. He is literally Just Some Guy. He's polite, he's softspoken, he likes embroidery and he will Fuck You Up when pressed. He would find Karlach very, very cute once she trusts him with her more romantic side and he can withstand her sparky tendencies with all his scales. She would appreciate the fact that he's pretty non-conforming in terms of his status and his gender stereotype and that he's only a gentleman with her FOR her. Very sweet, very soft relationship ahoy!!

Tav [Name Undecided]- Gnome/Deep Gnome, Rogue, Urchin or Charlatan?

Now this Tav is very much a recent and underdeveloped idea, because I saw The Prettiest gnome Tav the other day and I had this image of a cute gnome lady Absolutely Down Bad for Lae'zel because she loves big strong hot mean women. I imagine a very messy, horny dynamic since this Tav despises any authority on principle and Lae'zel comes from a society very much built upon obeying authority, but I can see Lae'zel finding Tav's dedication to chaos and getting things done her way or no way quite attractive.

[one-abuse-survivor]

hi im just sorta looking for some reassurance/advice, ive started dating this guy and both his parents died when he was rlly young and he makes the occasional dark humour joke and stuff, but the thing is, my parents abused tf out of me so i just kinda shit talk them and despite getting a but closer to my mum she still rlly can stress me out and i cant even be close to my dad or i disosociate and feel insanely nauseous and anxious. it makes me feel really guilty cos ik i still have my parents but to me they dont feel like parents yk? they definitely didnt act like parents to me, but i just dont rlly jnow how to like act n think abt it if that makes sense. i vented anout my mum and he said, well at least u still have her. and dude i wanted to cry so bad at that. cos i have weird af feelings with my mum like idk i dont want her die. my dad? sounds awful but idrc haha he has done awful things to me and i hate him very deeply, but its awkward with my mum. i dont know if im doing the right things with him when it comes to my parents. he knows what theyve done to me and i think the xomment he made wouldve been one of those half honest half joke things, but idk it hurt hearing that lol. am i being sensitive?

I'd like to start by saying that being sensitive isn't necessarily a bad thing, and there's nothing wrong with having strong emotions about things that affect us.

That being said, I don't think you're overreacting by being hurt by what he said, nonnie. Even if it was meant as a joke, it was pretty invalidating. Like somehow having alive but abusive parents is less painful than having dead ones, or like you don't deserve to have complicated feelings about your mum because she's alive. Of course hearing something like that hurts.

This sounds like a complicated situation, with one of you having dead parents and the other abusive ones. I think the best thing you can both do is to allow space for both of your parent-related feelings to exist. They don't always have to be compatible. They don't always have to be pretty. But they do need to be given space to exist and to be treated respectfully. You've both gone through very different, but very deep, kinds of trauma, and I think it's important for you to create a space where you can both acknowledge that without inadvertently making the conversation about who had it worse or who has more of a right to complain.

I hope you can talk to him about how the comment made you feel and it goes well!

Sending a virtual hug ❤️

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I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally  / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me  / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else /

[shydefendorcoffee]

Bakugo Katsuki x Kaminari!reader

If the reader was the twin sister of Kaminari

Ok so the reader is the twin sister of Denki

It's kinda all over the place so sorry about that

Let's be honest anyone related to 'dunce-face' is probably already a deemed a menace in his mind

So the first time he meets you, he's like "ew another extra"

Overtime as the rest of the Bakusquad grow on him so do you

I personally imagine Denki's twin to be like more calmer and smarter than him cause like majority of the time in the case of twins one's always smarter (no offense Denki) and in this case it's you

You're like super smart and you're quirk is kinda the opposite of Denki's electric quirk

You have full control of the shadows

You can make your own domain from the shadows and in a way control every movement made by the person inside the domain

You can also trap people in a protective bubble like shield where nothing can enter or leave

Enough about you tho

You and Katsuki have a very complicated relationship

He's all rough edges and snarls while you're soft smiles and sharp looks

Since you have a relatively powerful quirk it means you're often very tired and get nosebleeds from overuse which is where you see for the first time how gentle Katsuki can be with you

He's still grumbling on and on about how you're a dumbass but it's the way he gently holds you upright and brings a cloth to your nose that you see past his tough guy exterior

Overtime when he gets used to you he begins showing more physical affection because lets be honest man's is touchstarved af

So while there's no handholding or arms around your waist

There's harsh pats on your head and/or shoulders

There's brushing shoulders with you in the hallways

There's nudges here and there

Smiles shared when he knows no one is watching

And further on in your relationship when you're both proheroes the smiles increase not to the point where its a daily occurrence but more to the point it's something that doesn't cause people to take double or triple looks

He loves to spar with you

Exercise and fighting are his thing add you to the list and it's a dreamboat

Denki disliked your relationship at the start

I mean you were his person, his other half and now there's someone else in the picture

You were the one who helped him when he short-circuits

And you were the only one who knew how it actually hurted when it happened

It didn't help that Bakugo was an asshole

His sister deserved better

I mean honestly if Denki told you, you would probably have left Bakugo at the start because no matter how much you adored Bakugo, Denki was Denki

And Bakugo realized that during a big fight you had on how he treated your brother

It was loud and you ended up spending a week at Denki's before Katsuki came apologizing to your brother for the kinda insensitive jokes

Denki is always over at your place

His excuse separation anxiety

Bakugo has no choice but to tolerate him for longer lmao

Bakugo and you are always teasing eachother around sometimes it does go too far

But at the end of the day you're both always cuddled on the couch watching some trashy show

Stupid nicknames, you're the one usually giving them

You're both very competitive or maybe you're not but you're doing it to spite him

So there's often meaningless races on who reaches the door first, or who can catch the villain first, or who chugs a glass of water fastest

Workout sessions in the small gym you have in your home

Coffee dates that end with Denki thirdwheeling

You're best friends with Mina

Which means relationship advice from her that usually worsens the situation

There's moments where it feels like the world is against you and those days end with angry tears and your face buried in Katsuki's chest as you tightly clutch his tank top, he's learned how to deal with your emotions as you have his

So on his hard days you sit by him as he violently attacks workout dummies and accompany him throughout the day

And then in the darkness of the night he places his head in your neck and grips your hip tightly letting out tears of frustration

It's these moments that remind him of how lucky he is and then once more he's enveloping you in his arms

There's days where both of you are too busy to see eachother so that usually entails a lot of messages shit talking everyone who annoys you two

And then there's days where both of you have days off

This usually means both of you being in the same room doing your own thing but every now and then you look towards eachother making sure the other is okay

There's nights where you both lay cuddled together and talk about your school memories

It usually includes you mocking Katsuki's actions while he groans but still he indulges you cause that's love

"I was not bred for this lifestyle." You breathed out between harsh shallow breaths.

"Take a deep breath and stop being a little bitch." He drawls but still stops and does a do-over to make sure you're actually okay.

You place your hands on your knees and wheeze out, "don't be fucking rude."

He reaches for a bottle of water he's brought with himself and hands it. He watches you carefully as you drink still antsy about completing his run.

You sit down on the ground crisscross apple sauce and look up at him still panting. You smile softly and your eyes crinkle in the corner.

"what?"

"nothing, you just look like a dumbass right now."

[thoughtfulstudentsalad]

“It wasn’t just for revenge” Yona told Hak. 

But it was the most important reason IMO... the reason that drove Su-Won to do what he did the MOST. 

Sure, he did it for the country. For the people. That’s what he rationalizes it all for... it “had” to be done. And I won’t lie that it was a complicated situation where things had to be done.

But there’s no denial that there was a personal stake in all this that was selfish AF. Su-Won was hell bent on avenging his father, that was the day he’d lived for. 

Su-Won is unhealthily obsessed with his dad. Obsessed with revenge. He chose his dad over Yona and Hak’s happiness... he chose Yu-Hon’s life over theirs too. 

Is that wrong? Well, there’s nothing with filial piety, I guess... but sacrificing people you care for for your father’s romanticized ghost is not the way to do it my guy. That’s a bit too much. 

Of course, I don’t think choosing Yona and Hak over your dad is the right thing either. There’s really no solution to that question that’s going to leave someone completely happy. But either way, it’s wrong. 

He left the freaking door open when he walked in to kill Il... the reason he’d forgotten to close the door? Probably because he was frothing with so much repulsion and excitement about his revenge that he didn’t think clearly about anything else that mattered in that moment, blinding himself. 

Even though all his rational reasons had pushed him that far... for the country, for the country, etc. etc. 

I think if Il hadn’t died, would Su-Won have been as compelled to take the throne as he had been? 

Probably not. Then again, it’s like a chain of events that are connected that all led to this outcome. We can’t forget that Yon-hi being sick and the Hiryuu issue is what led to this all occurring. 

I’m not going to say that Su-Won is necessarily evil. But he’s not as rational as people see him. He has his rational side, then he’s got an irrational side. For instance, when pushed to the brink with those crimson illness headaches, he decided to kill Mei right then and there out of spite. Even though his mother had gone through similar experiences and thoughts as she did. 

All because Mei reminded him of Il rather than his mother. I complain so much about Mei and even I thought Su-Won was a big, irrational asshole in that one. It was a big eye-opener for me. 

Su-Won doesn’t have all the cards in his favor. He’s not always right. He has some good points (better than Il at ruling for example) but he’s not the dude people worship as the perfect king. 

And let’s be honest, how much of Su-Won doing all this was really him living a life separate from his father? He was kind of just the vessel to achieving Yu-Hon’s dreams... he has no actual ambition regarding himself, he doesn’t really even want to be king. He’s just doing it because it was what Yu-Hon was supposed to do but supposedly declined nicely (no dude your view of your dad is soooooo skewed and romanticized, I can’t even)

[fringyrasa]

I've seen a lot of conversations about how Nurse Chapel feels the most unlike her character in TOS and they can't see how she'll end up being that one, and I feel like they've already left several hints at what's to come with her.

Chapel is a character who uses humor as a fierce defense mechanism. She doesn't let people get close to her because we can already see that she is someone who gets emotionally hurt. Her instance of why she doesn't do serious relationships, her being a lonely child whose only friend was a pet, her getting bullied by the girl who called her stupid, and the end conversation between her and Spock in the pirate episode shows the more vulnerable and sensitive side to Christine that she usually tries to keep away. Even Ortegas is trying to figure her out, why doesn't Christine just allow herself to take a relationship seriously? That's Chapel's closest friend (that we've seen so far) and Oretagas still feels like she can't get over the wall Christine puts up.

So then she ends up having feelings for Spock. It's messy af. He's engaged, she's just trying to be his friend and help him, yet situations get complicated and she ends up having feelings for someone she can't and then they both tell each other there are no feelings, despite neither feel super honest. That's pretty much where we are now. You can see the more and more complicated her feelings get, the more Christine is stripping back her defense mechanism and allowing herself to get hurt. And soon, that part of her personality will be gone. She'll leave the enterprise with Korby and that whole situation is messy too. When she's reunited on the Enterprise with Spock, it'll be bittersweet because it'll be a reminder of how badly it ended between them, but also complicated because those feelings are still there. She'll throw herself at him in a mix of emotions regarding Korby and the feeling she still has for Spock, but this won't be the Spock she fell for in SNW. He too is going to change into more of his Vulcan side and Christine is someone who has always wanted him to embrace his human emotions.

This series takes place 7 years before the Chapel we know on TOS. I find it a bit odd that people are willing to buy a rookie Uhura who isn't even sure she wants to be in Starfleet and isn't the confident person she is in TOS, but are not willing to accept a Chapel who isn't the sad person she is in TOS. Those 7 years are going to make her that way. We're probably seeing the happiest Chapel was in her life and that's incredibly depressing. I feel so bad for her knowing that the stuff with Spock is gonna blow up, knowing that she'll settle for Korby and even leave her position for it, knowing that the whole thing with Korby will blow up too, and that she'll be seen on the Enterprise as this very sad character. And I also think about how Uhura will probably remember how her friend used to be and wished she could return to that.

So, yes, I think Chapel is going to end the series being reminiscent of the character we know from TOS, just like I think Uhura will be, it's just that her arc isn't going to be an uplifting one.

[love-patient-0s-writing-world]

General Rantaro Headcanons

Class: SFW

CW: Swearing

Note: I simp for him so hard

He definitely has freckles BUT he hides them

He doesn’t want to throw off his “playboy aesthetic”

He’s actually really insecure about them so he covers them up

Don’t let his calm exterior fool you

He’s uhm...complicated

You two probably need to besties for awhile before he’d even develope a crush on you

His crushing signs are somewhat subtle

His hands are a little sweaty when you hold them

You’ll catch him staring at you more often

Hangouts at his house, just the two of you, happen almost everyday

Eventually you catch on that he likes you

Considering he was getting love confessions pretty much everyday and rejecting everyone, even Sonia who was a whole ass princess!

So you just decided it’d be better to wait

Now is the perfect time to tell him!!!

Go for it (Y/N)!

You two are bundled up on the couch with a big blanket 

His head was on your shoulder and you rested yours on top of his

His arms were loosely wrapped around your waist

A documentary of the next country he was going to next playing up on the large screen

It lit up your faces in the dark room

You took a deep breath

“Hey, Rantaro?”

“Yeah?”

“I like you...in like a ‘more than friends’ way.”

You felt his arms leave your body and head lift off your shoulder

The documentary was put on pause

‘SHIT SHIT SHIT DID I MISREAD THE SITUATION?’

“Do you actually mean that?”

He looked so serious but his voice was so soft

“O-Of course I mean it.”

You reach over and intertwine your fingers with his

He squeezed your hand as an uncontrollable smile took over his face

“Well it just so happens that I like you too...partner.”

The friendly name you had grown used to, now suddenly held a whole new meaning

You two just smiled like idiots at each other

“Ah if we’re going to start dating then I need to show you something...”

He stood up and extended a hand to you gently lifting you off the couch

Without letting go of your hand he led you to his room

It was odd you’d been in his room many times before, you had even slept in his bed before

But it felt different this time, like you weren’t supposed to be in there with him

You just shook the thoughts from your head

He led you to the bathroom in his room (he’s rich af what’d you expect)

You actually never saw his bathroom before the door was always shut

Plus it felt kinda strange to use his bathroom instead of a guest one

That seems so silly now

His bathroom is HUUUGE!!!

You were sure it was bigger than your bedroom, you looked around with wide eyes

A soft chuckle brought you back to reality

“I guess I should’ve warned you before you came in huh?”

“Y-yeah that would’ve been nice”

He rubbed the back of his neck and smiled at you, a Rantaro classic

“I’m guessing that your bathroom isn’t what you wanted to show me?”

“Hehe yeah...anyways I need you to close your eyes.”

You closed yours eyes wondering what the hell you were about to see

You could here him shuffle around, drawers opening and closing

After waiting a while he put his hands on your shoulders turning you to face him

“Ok you can open your eyes now”

It took you a second to see what was different about him

Then you noticed the small dots that were scattered across his cheeks and nose 

He stared at you nervously 

You lifted your hands and placed them on his cheeks, then squished them together as you squealed

“AAAWWWW YOU LOOK SO CUUUTTTEEE!!!”

You peppered his face with kisses

When you finally stopped your flurry of smooches and removed your hands from his face

It revealed a very pink Rantaro that had sheepish almost embarrassed smile on his lips

“I-uh didn’t think you’d react like that...”

“Well you thought wrong!”

You smiled brightly at him before giving him a light peck on the nose

“You’re a lot more kissier than I thought.”

“Weeelll you’re very kissable sooo”

He cupped your cheek suddenly and pressed a needy kiss to your lips

You could feel him smile into it and to be honest you did too

He pulled away smiling at you

“You’re rather kissable yourself, partner.”

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed it! Remember to take care of yourself traveler!💜

~Love Patient 0

[ahundredtimesover]

The vibe for this chapter - M A R R I E D 🤌

Gosh these two were so domestic and involved with each other in the best jovial way possible it was disgustingly adorable and I AM SCREAMING BECAUSE THE CONSTANT USAGE OF HUSBAND AND WIFE BY THE TWO PROTAGONISTS IN BOTH DISBELIEF AND UNCONSCIOUSLY WAS CUTE AF... And then some🙄

It also makes me as a reader go... Sigh please you two are the most married unmarried couple ever 😭😭😭

It's like a housemate situation but we calling each other husband and wife??? Excuse me?? Excuse you????

Dearest OC.. Living with the president of your company isn't a learning experience coz this ain't an internship.. It's a marriage... 😹

Okay-1. Loved the dialogue heavy approach in this chapter. Like I'm serious but this was so high quality. We really saw their dynamics as colleagues, friends, "married couple" surface in the most calm beautiful way..

2. Cementing the ambiguity of his relationship With Seri and the shaky grounds of his affair come through very neatly. This confusion is a pivotal point of this story because it affects JIN as a boyfriend/a CEO/a husband and the OC as a wife who ultimately will have to put her foot down and either chase her happiness or chase herself away from Jin's life and this marriage (Mimi I know you ain't giving me a spoiler but like Karen I can feel the angst in my left tit)

3. I really approve of the fact that nobody here approves of this Seri jin affair and their moral compass is strong and it doesn't dwindle just because this is a work of fiction.

4. I don't understand Seri's character and why she would want to be the other other woman like the entire vibe is so amicable and not normal 😂 waiting to let shit hit the fan.

5. Also a lot of casual moments that made me feel warmer than a ramen bowl on a rainy day - the dress fitting, the tie fixing, the soft smiles when the other said something heartfelt and honest, the tuxedo trials, admitting that the boss let her sleep in tmrw, him saying he will do the husband duty of complimenting her...

6. Pale puppy eyed feminine looking Seri being his type.. And the naturally fresh looking woman being his wife - Seokjin please stop being such a man 😂😂

7. Forget Seokjin.. Find me a Taehyung to my Hyuna (I'll become a Hyuna if this can be arranged) 😂

I left my work to read this chapter as soon as it dropped... 3 days is too long( how did we wait an entire week for updates???)

8. Also I feel that she's gonna meet Namjoon either at the wedding or in France and then there's going to be mixed feelings because now she's like wifing it out with her husband but she's also like wtf what about the guy who told me to wait???? And yeah.. Consider this theory while you laugh..

Thank you Mimi have a wonderful week ❤️

Ahhh I always look forward to your feedback 🥰 loving how you’re picking up details here and there and I won’t confirm nor deny anything! Hehe but you’re right, they’re the most married unmarried couple ever.

1, 5. I wanted to show how the boss/workmate thing adds another layer (and a bit of complication) to their relationship. But they’re domestic and sweet and friendly like that; their non-romantic interactions were some of my favorite scenes to write! 😊

2. Your left tit is right. I think there’s more angst here that you wouldn’t expect? I cried a lot rereading it? actually

3. There are still characters here with common sense!

4. She’s got her reasons; but we’ll know more a bit Seri and how this whole thing affects her in the later chapters

6. Lol we all know that Jin has a type hehehe

7. Oooh Taehyung is a dream! There’s more of him being a hopeless romantic for Hyun-a in the next chapters. I rly love his character here, too 😍

8. Laughing at this theory… or am I? 🤔🤔

Thank you so much, I always look forward to your messages 🥰 see you in the next chapters in 🇫🇷!

[1111jenx]

First of all, I won't ask this on anon so i can leave you the option of blocking me if needed. I also apologize if my energy is negative or toxic- I'm trying to contain it and be positive but its taking a while. But, I just need to vent I guess? Like I said, I don't expect you to answer this or even be my therapist or give me advice but I thought you might understand my point of view or at least tell me I'm wrong or something?

I hate having fixed energy in my chart. I appreciate and even love at times my aspects. Like- yes my chiron/lilith/Pluto in 4th makes it hard for me to trust and love people but in its own way- it transforms me and protects me. And yes, having Leo rising and moon with my Taurus Sun is exhausting at times but they make me unique and personable. And while I dislike how sexualized my Scorpio Mars is as a demi aroace- I'm aware it makes me fiercely loyal over my loved ones. But, at times like these where I'm feeling betrayed is where I hate it.

Because seeing my ex happy and smiling with his new girl- someone I work in the same dept with and see often- barley a month after we broke up due to him "not being in a right place" makes me want to scream and punch a wall. Especially, when hes ignoring me like I don't even matter. Like, me kissing him when I never kissed anyone before doesn't matter. Like, opening up about my uncle and my triggers doesn't matter. And im trying to be professional but I honestly can't.

And I know this is the universe's way of teaching me a lesson and giving me a better person but I'm tired. I'm tired of always working and being self aware and trying to be understanding when in reality I just want to go ape shit.

And I don't know- I just need to let it go but I can't. I honestly can't. I tried moving to another shift but he moved to my new shift too and now I have to continue to see him and his girl being fucking happy together for my whole shift when before I only had to deal with it for an hour or two. I have to see him smile at her like he did at me and I hate him so so much. I can't hate her but him? I fucking despise. Especially for making me feel this way.

Again, I apologize for the long, incoherent rant. And I apologize for my energy. Feel free to block me, delete this message or just yell at me. I'll go stress bake now.

Hi baby,

Don't feel bad whatsoever for ranting to me. My inbox is lengthy af and even though I'm a lazyass, I'll always be here if you need to vent. I heard some psychic told me once that people tend to come to me when they're at a critical moment of their life and at first I'm like tf I'm not paramedics😀 but when I think about it, I enjoy it so much more than I realized. So don't worry, your local Cancer/Leo dominant do not feel burdened with your issues nor will she block you for being honest with your feelings. I think there's always beauty in honesty and intimacy. And this honest to god asks made me think about that.

I think about the theme of love more than I should these days and the idea of it simply fascinate me. To love is also to give in, to surrender. Letting someone into your world and open up your darkest drawers probably was not easy at all for you. And it hurts more that when they're done, they leave without ever making it clear for you. I can see why it is the thoughts aftermaths that will make you rage. But the thing is, it was never about you in the first place. Your ex probably had a reason for his actions & while we can't guess his intentions, his actions reflect just that. Dating someone only a month after breaking up with you, sure, that's obviously not mf ideal. But this also shows me that, he never deserves someone that feels so much as you do in the first place.

Feelings are complicated always. Love and hate intertwined create something so powerful and become much darker than one can comprehend. However, I think at the end, I want you to feel for yourself more than you ever feel for him or for the situation. You give me someone who feels a lot but struggle to express it. Rage, anger, passion or pain. Those are all valid feelings baby. That anger thats lurking inside you, is going to do nothing but make you feel more for him, someone who never deserve that much of energy in the first place. Ofcourse, the time you two shared together is something personal and a stranger like me won't be able to understand. But as your local fixed dominant mutual, I tell you to trust me.

Fixed dominant never stop feeling once we do. It is constant and it may take years to actually let go of all those feels. But I found out that the only way to help is to let it out. And you're doing just that my love. I think you're pretty brave actually. Being so open to admit those darker feelings and thoughts are something very scorpionic in my opinion. But its also the beauty of your Leo placement. We roar. We don't speak.

Never apologize for being honest with yourself or to others. Honesty is something I value deeply and seeing people proudly presenting it is simply beautiful. I know where you're coming from when you mention the universe's plan for you. But hang in their for me. Pick yourself up from the ground and fight these battles for me. Know that you're not alone and I'm sending you better vibes and light. Know that the better days are yet to come and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. You telling me how you wanna punch a wall make me giggle because that's exactly what I would do when I'm emotional and lost control LOL. We Leo Risings do need help haha. I'm jk but you understand what I'm tryna say right love? I'm sorry for all the thing that happened to you and please know that you're not alone this world. Whether or not you feel like it, whether or not you feel like people are trying to convince you it is true. I appreciate your energy and I can tell, one day someone will be able to love you and treasure everything that makes you you intuitively. The universe is mysterious yet its also very clear, sometimes, as painful as it is, there are always more that what meets the eyes.

I hope you're having a good day boo. I'm sorry for answering you so late. I hope after that baking session you feel much better. I'm always here if you want to talk🤎

love,

saint jenx🪐

[tapewormin]

Can I ask you about your autism? Are you able to lie to people like if someone asked you if their outfit looked nice would you still say yes because you recognise if you don’t it would upset them? Cause my therapist thought I might have autism but she has said that if I wouldn’t do that then I probably don’t

I can talk about my autism a bit but to preface

1: I’m still fairly new out on my autism journey after years of denial

2: Unfortunately most professionals don’t know jack diddly about how autism actually works, including but not limited to maybe the therapist you’re seeing and also actual specialists for autism.

Yes, I can and do ‘white lie’ as the allistics like to call it in social situations. In fact, a lot of the only reason why I am able to function socially is keeping in mind how much allistics loooove being ‘lied to’. I however also went through really brutal social retraining out of necessity as a kid when I, and I am what is often considered to be a moderate to high functioning autistic person.

To me, a lot of allistic interaction is not honest, so in my very black-and-white functioning mind, if it’s not total honesty, it’s a lie. This is how my brain personally handles allistic socialization. Lies, half-truths, and going against my personal social sense of always providing completely honest and exhaustive answers to social prompts is how I have handled social interactions with allistics for a very very long time. This is probably not healthy (I honestly don’t know??) but it works very well and on the surface, to most people, I pass as an extroverted allistic person. It tends to fall apart when I cannot mask as well- if I’m under stress or emotional, if I’m overstimulated, if I’m mentally exhausted, or if I’m put in a situation or printed with something I’m unfamiliar with and haven’t practiced, it becomes very difficult for me to maintain the illusion. In terms of your question specifically, if it’s a stranger/coworker/etc- yeah I would simply flat out lie even if it’s atrocious. I simply do not know them well enough to care to offer them feedback, nor do I want them getting upset with me over a question they asked. If it’s a close friend or family member obviously looking for actual feedback- it’s a little more complicated for me. I would want to be honest but I tend to be ‘brutally honest’ aka blunt af, so I have to be super careful to like, dress it up and sugar coat it a lot and pepper compliments in there bc allistics get their feelings hurt really easily by bluntness even if the blunt comment is not inherently mean, they just personally feel like it was supposed to be mean. I can recognize allistic people have feelings attached to how I respond to things but that doesn’t mean I’m necessarily good at answering in a way that WON’T hurt feelings, since my social compass is working on different settings from theirs. ANYWAYS Autism comes in a lot of shapes and sizes and this really is personally just a snippet of how functioning and coping operates for me. Some autistic people are much ‘better’ than me at picking up allistic subtext, patterns, ext. Some autistic people are ‘worse’ at it. A single and highly variable question like that is not enough to determine whether or not someone has autism. We all have slightly different toolsets and ways of handling a world that is inherently aggressive to us. If you have not already, I would HIGHLY recommend taking the RAADS-R and the Autism Quotient tests online. While not used for official diagnosis, they are really helpful to understanding yourself and can be used with the right leverage in professional settings to help you have your autism acknowledged and receive the accommodations you need to be a healthier and happier functioning person. Many PROFESSIONAL AUTISM SPECIALISTS use tests that are highly outdated compared to the RAADS-R and Autism Quotient and are only trained to see the very crude and outdated caricatures of what autistic people look like. Many have no idea about what it even means for autism to be a spectrum and how it can change the experience so wildly between two people.

I wish you much happiness, self love, and hopefully a smooth journey! Remember always that regardless of the outcome, you are doing your best to live authentically and understand yourself.

Autism can be a beautiful thing. GLHF!

[dirtyrottenraskel]

my take on yueki's personalities

yue 

notes / personality

cocky (but also like understated confidence - r e g a l af) 

kind of a nerd

maybe a little entitled, and a little bratty and suki loves to indulge her or to rile her up depending on her mood

books

seems soft but made of steel

strong sense of duty

socially intelligent - can be manipulative and suki (the dork) thinks it is so hot 

aloof queen bee typa beat

supportive, both in ur day to day and in going after your big moral life goals 

deep water - steady and powerful, often underestimated

untold depths, private yet surprisingly nurturing - master of deflecting away from herself

political nerd - well read, and when she has someone she trusts not to take advantage of her, she goes OFF 

distrusting of most people, has been used and ignored and underestimated her whole life

patient - homegirl knows how to play the long game

excellent at pai sho / chess 

she and suki have epic battles of wits - dif types of strategy but both are really into it and get a little too competitive (multiple board games have had to be replaced over the years)

loves travel bc wasn’t allowed to much, esp when she was sick 

was super repressed growing up - never let her be herself or really have any sort of independence

used to sneak out and wander around in rebellion and casually sabotage plans and decisions she didn’t agree with 

introverted, many opinions but keeps them to herself, discreet but well spoken

weaponizes secrets and information - doesn’t often use it but...she could

definitlyyyyy worries and overthinks and re-evaluates - worries ab social politics a lot

obsessive about picking things - wants it to be perfect

shes growing into her confidence as a leader

prefers quite intimate places

incredibly romantic

classic lit

planner for the future - visionary

kind / sweet / gentle - yes, but that’s also her “front” to a degree (seriously, i feel like she gets painted as so sweet and submissive and one dimensional by the fandom a lot of times and it freakin kills me)

INFJ-T (The Advocate) ((yes this is from 16p which i know is not super accurate but u can still catch her overall vibes from it ya know)

Creative/insightful/principled/compassionate/altruistic

sensitive/reluctant to open up/perfectionist/prone to burnout/not a fan of the ordinary

friendships / relationships

(<> indicates that they’re one of her best friends)

sokka - puppy love crushes, laugh ab it now, get into deep late night talks about responsibilities and leading, water tribe culture, prank wars (no one believes sokka when he says yue is a mean prank master (expect suki comes to see it in action lol))

katara - <> badass women friendship, totally would go to matches and protests together, tough girl shit, waterbending practice/duels - start of cautious, but then get rough in a good way bc they trust each other, they do water tribe food adventures together

toph - indulges her chaos, bonding over stupid royal upbringings, odd yet weirdly endearing pair

zuko - both sort of standoffish gay royals, but once they come to see that they are friends - take up similar spaces though, so only hang out in a group or rarely by themselves, they do hang out at like political parties and stuff when they get more comfortable together

aang - <> he has an impressive world view, yue is super studied and well read, so she and aang nerd out over past cultures together, and also their peace keeping nature, they have tea together often - usually after she and katara wipe the floor w/ each other

clothing / aesthetic:

blues and pale colors

classy and understated wealth

like those cute feminine button down shirts

dresses

like cold weather classy

complicated braids

sort of soft girl aesthetic?

pleated skirts !!!

i feel like she would wear ethically sourced fur (i don’t wear fur but idk how to get it in an ethical way - maybe it’s just fake??)

knit sweaters and skinny jeans and heeled ankle boots

light academia !!!

hella funky earrings - to mark her native pride and also cuz gay

from my readings, tattoos have a lot of cultural significance for Inuit women, and so i feel like yue would totally have some (when she comes of age ofc) 

suki

notes / personality 

extroverted 

also very strategic 

more spontaneous tho - will totally calculate the odds in a spilt second in her head and then just go for it

like still a careful planner, but willing to say fuck it, yolo if it seems right 

reflects on her mistakes, but more in like a healthy way - unless it was a leadership mistake, then it eats her up inside - worries more ab keeping her girls safe and making the right call

likes lively places

total bashful romantic

manages the present and the short term - realist

loves to do lists 

a little punch happy - loves to make violent threats, but also does it out of excitement and she’s just a really physical person tbh

steady, can come off as stubborn and abrasive but she really just wants what’s best for everyone she loves

harsh on herself and worries about her girls a lot 

always ends up in the oddest situations 

totally would kick someone’s ass for being racist/sexist/homophobic/etc 

dedicated to her training and her regime 

not a great cook, but she can manage 

would drink monsters 

has a weird relationship with femininity - took her awhile to reconcile strength and toughness and being assertive and aggressive with also wanting to feel pretty and feminine and embracing being a girl and how those things can coincide and amplify each other

abandonment issues - parents absent/dead 

was imprisoned - obvi she had several almost successful escape attempts, but she got really close to breaking 

was incredibly independent really early, grew up really fast and tries to make up for that now by sometimes being reckless 

tough/assertive/woman of action 

dry sense of humor/sarcastic - not good at nickname/pun humor tho

practical/dedicated/strong-willed/direct/honest/reliable/loyal/patient

stubborn/judgmental/difficult to relax/difficulty expressing emotions/too selfless 

friendships / relationships

(<> indicates that they’re one of her best friends)

sokka - <>  man they’re like platonic soulmates - she beat him up, and now they spar all the time, totally funny and crack jokes all the time, go skating together, they do shitty art together, and then show their lovers after zuko and yue come back from their high society mixers, broke her out of prison, m/f friendship !!! 

katara - also sparring buddies (suki will throw down at any literally moment (and tbh so will katara)), not close but will hang in a group - go to each other for advice 

toph - <> listen these two wreak havoc together, they help each other out a lot, i feel like they’re shopping buddies (similar enough style to frequent the same shops) toph knows suki won’t judge her for wanting to feel pretty and suki knows toph will be honest, they are both blunt sarcastic assholes and get along like a house on fire 

zuko - <> shows zuko how to like,,,enjoy things (and how to let go of some of that pressure to be always right and the adult and in charge bc they were raised with so much responsibility on their shoulders even tho they were just kids)? she is also super protective of him (once she trusts him), one of the only ppl who can match suki fully in hand to hand combat, both do the Disappointed Parent Look when the group falls into chaos, but by themselves, the two of them end up in hijinks

aang- suki enjoys his optimism and they’re just chill bros, they love exploring abandoned placed together 

clothing / aesthetic

sporty and skater mixed 

ripped jeans, crewnecks, vans 

green and yellow and dark red 

gym clothes/athleisure - lifting style gym clothes - cut off t-shirts and bike shorts

skirts too, likes to play into femininity

she’s a gold jewelry kinda girl - but stuff that won’t hinder her movements 

necklaces that end in the hollow of her throat & occasionally rings

definitely cuffs all of her jeans (it’s just bisexual culture ya know)

so many crop tops - some came like that, some were more of a diy project

yueki’s relationship!!!

nerd/jock solidarity 

feel the burden of responsibility and the weight on their shoulders 

they create a safe space between them, full of trust and warmth and vulnerability 

yue will read suki sappy passages from poetry books while suki polishes her fans 

they slow dance in the kitchen a lot 

they get good at ordering takeout - and they have some weird decision making process that only they understand - bc neither of them are great cooks 

yue would feel jealous of suki and sokka, if it weren’t for how stupid in love sokka was with zuko and yue can see that suki really only has eyes for her 

yue is taller than suki and it amuses her to no end to pick suki up and carry her away from a fight (we all know suki could get away if she wanted to, but when ur hot tall sexy gf throws u over her shoulder,,,,,,u don’t complain)

joke they’ve adopted kataang and zukka, bc they’re all dummies, but in reality every last one of them is stupid LMAO 

they love to do each other’s hair and it’s like super intimate and really cute 

sometimes it’s these epic elaborate hairstyles and then at other times, they try to see how many ponytails they can fit on suki’s head and how many little braid yue can do 

they travel EVERYWHERE 

since yue is royalty and suki is her body guard,,,, well i mean, they totally have to see these kingdoms they are doing trade deals with in person 

it helps that they're friends with a lot of them 

they stay over in everything from camping so they can stargaze to ritzy hotels with hot tubs in the bathroom 

yue gives suki rocks she finds on all their travels and suki lines them up on their mantle around the pictures of them in increasingly weird locations 

suki loves guarding yue’s meetings bc she gets to watch her absolutely rip a new one into misogynistic old men and it never fails to bring her joy 

While yue doesn’t love getting attacked, the ruthless efficiency suki defends her with is like,,,,,stupid attractive 

[doudecim]

So, I was reading We Do (K)not Always Love You novel because I was very thirsty for Bleach content and I came across that horrifying scene where Orihime’s dinning with the Kurosaki family and suddenly there was some weird af talk about how much Orihime looked like Masaki and the twins saw her as their mother I’m just no. Hell to the FUCKING NO, bitch.

Let me begin by saying that this is an absolute disservice to Orihime. She’s INOUE ORIHIME, not Kurosaki Masaki. Second of all, Orihime is barely into her twenties in the novel. T w e n t i e s. She’s at the age of discovering herself, finding her path in the world, having fun, becoming the smart, successful career-woman she saw herself becoming by the earliest chapters of the manga. She shouldn’t be idealized as the mother of two motherfucking teenagers, and SPECIALLY SHOULDN’T BE IDEALIZED AS HER BOYFRIEND’S DEAD MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!

To be quite honest, Orihime and Masaki do have physical simmilarities. And, from a very shallow point of view, they both are very easy-going, bubbly and smiley people. But their resemblance ends there. Orihime is a sweet girl, yes! But she is far, far, far away from being nurturing the way Masaki was portrayed. Orihime’s main goal is portrayed as one through the whole series: Ichigo; (or whatever idea she had of Ichigo.) All the series, her main motivator was Ichigo, to get close to him, to be with him. Romantically speaking. Let’s be real, y’all: Orihime is self-centered as fuck. That doesn’t make her a bad person, that just makes her human, like you and me. All Orihime works foward in the whole series is to achieve what she wants. No one can blame her for that! Orihime grew up by her own, and she had to think of herself first and foremost if she wanted to stay alive, because no one would do it for her.

Now, let’s speak of Masaki. Masaki is basically the glorified saint of selflessness. She is the ultimate protector: the last person she thinks when a complicated situation arises is herself. She was compliant to marrying Ryuuken if that assured the well-being if the Ishida family that took her in. Even if that meant sacrificing her own happiness. And then, when she sees Isshin about to be killed by a Hollow, what she does? She just bursts in the battle to save him, even if it cost her life. Let’s not forget that Isshin was a Shinigami, her natural nemesis. And then comes her biggest sacrifice: her life for her son’s. Masaki’s life philosophy was to do all the things she could do to help others, even at the cost of herself. She preferred to die than to see anyone suffering.

Now, dude, do you dare to look me in the eye and say that they are sooo alike like OMG they’re twinsies!!! and shit? If Masaki saw those adorable scenes in the Hueco Mundo arc where Orihime is crying over Ichigo’s lifeless body and shit she would have had an aneurysm. Because Masaki is a fighter. When she sees a loved one down she rises up for the fight, how powerful the enemy is doesn’t matter for her. BY THE WAY, THIS IS HOW MASAKI RAISED ALL OF HER KIDS. Even Karin, as powerless as she is as a human girl was willing to face a much more stronger and dangerous foe to protect her friends, and don’t let me start on how much Yuzu sacrificed of her childhood and how she was forced to grow up and fill her mother’s shoes and did so without complain!

BITCH, TATSUKI IS MORE OF A MOTHER FIGURED TO THE TWINS THAN ORIHIME!!!!! One of her first instincts after she wakes up in the Winter War arc is to check up on Yuzu and Karin!! 

And don’t come after me with that bullshit that they are both orphans and grew up surrounded by hostile blood relatives/caretakers and therefore they are soooo selfless and caring. Cuz’ you know what, bitch? If that makes a mother then Uryū is the real soccer mom of Bleach.

Btw, I’m not saying Orihime is incapable of being a great mother. She does seems like an awesome mother, in fact! It’s just that Orihime learned to be a good mother with her own child and with time. It doesn’t mean she was just Motherhood Material from the beggining, nor should she. AND SHE SHOULDN’T BE COMPARED TO ANYONE. (I swear that if someone came to face and said “you’re so much like my mother! you’re so motherly!” I would fucking set them on fire.)

[cfmanymuses]

Character Study - Namira

Repost & tag away!

(This screenshot is old af, bear with me!)

Traits and characteristics

BOLD all that applies to your muse. Italicized - applicable in some way.  

• Eyes: blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | other

• Hair: blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey | white | multi-color | other (copper)

• Body type: skinny  | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight

• Skin: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored | other

• Gender: male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels |  

• Sexuality: heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | unsure | doesn’t like labels

• Romantic orientation: homoromantic | heteroromantic |  biromantic  |   panromantic |  aromantic  |  demiromantic  |  unsure  |  doesn’t like labels

• Species: human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus/succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | other (wood elf!) 

• Education: high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other (does the assassin’s guild count?) 

• I’ve been: in love (currently!) | hurt | ill |  mentally abused  | bullied | physically abused (by the guild) | tortured |  brainwashed | shot

• Positive traits: affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming  | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm

• Negative traits: aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure |  irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious  | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious  | self-sabotaging | self-sacrificing | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic |  slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative

• Living situation: lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other

• Parents/guardian: mother | father | adoptive | aunt | uncle | foster | grandmother | grandfather | other/all dead

• Sibling(s): sister(s) | brother(s) | none | other

• Relationship: single | crushing | dating (Kinda?) | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated

• I have a(n):    developmental disorder  |  learning disorder  |  personality disorder |  mental disorder |  anxiety disorder  | sleep disorder |  eating disorder  |  behavioral disorder  |  substance-related disorder  |  PTSD |  mental disability  |  physical disability |  other  |  none

• Things I’ve done before: had alcohol | smoked | stolen (she’s a rogue) | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to the hospital | gone to jail  | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them (Backstory~)

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[trans] <GQ Korea> 2021 Feb Issue - Minho Interview

source: http://www.gqkorea.co.kr/2021/01/21/%eb%af%bc%ed%98%b8-%eb%9c%a8%ea%b2%81%ea%b2%8c-%eb%8b%ac%ec%95%84%ec%98%a4%eb%a5%b8-%eb%a7%88%ec%9d%8c%ec%9d%80-%ec%97%ac%ec%a0%84%ed%9e%88-%ec%a7%84%ed%96%89-%ec%a4%91%ec%9d%b4%ec%97%90%ec%9a%94/

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I heard that you had a schedule until this morning, but you’re still lively. No matter how tired I am, I feel better when I wake up and take a shower. It’s a routine that starts my day.

You’re confident that you’re second to none when it comes to fitness, right? I remember what you said in the past. It’s not pride, but I know that I have stronger fitness than others. Being full of energy is my strength too.

Besides, it hasn’t been long since you got back from the Marine Corps. Well, I think my fitness did get better. Hahaha.

There must have been so many things you wanted to do. What are you enjoying the most these days? I’m spending a lot of time with my family because we can’t go anywhere freely. We spent Christmas and New Year together. I think it’s good because I haven’t been able to do this since my debut. When I was in the army, I wanted to see my people. That feeling was the strongest.

That’s why you showed up to Taemin’s waiting room in the music show on the day you were discharged. Still in my military uniform. I ran straight from Pohang. All the SHINee members gathered to support Taemin and there were staff members who have been with us for over 10 years. SHINee’s activities felt vague like a fun, pleasant memory when I was looking back in the military, but it felt real that day. That this is the reason why we’ve been together for a long time.

What do you talk about with the members? Since we’re preparing for our album, we talk a lot about the team. About SHINee’s directions, the things we need to show.

Are the pieces coming together? SHINee has often made unique and new attempts in terms of music and style. Some things were derived from what we started, and some were so bold that we asked ourselves ‘Is it okay to do this?’. But there were prejudices that were inevitable since we are an idol group and we didn’t ignore that view either. But now, our members have a consensus that we should show our music colours more clearly by playing to our artistic sides.

I agree. Can you tell me a song that represents that kind of identity by SHINee? The title track of our 4th regular album, ‘View’, was SHINee’s turning point. Before that, there was a strong perception that we are a group with a strong focus on performance. But we were able to show the music colours that we pursue through this song. We tried the deep house genre, which was unfamiliar to K-pop at the time. There were concerns but we achieved what we hoped. The album that contained that song has that kind of meaning itself too.  

Other than music or performance, what do you think of as a scene that shows the group SHINee well? It’s hard to define ‘this is us’ just by one thing because we’ve been through a lot. Instead, if there was to be a documentary made about SHINee, it would be better to have members showing their true sides in the opening scene rather than showing our glorious moments. With me for example, it would show me saying what I want without hesitation. Without worrying, without caring too much about what other people think.

Do you tend to save your words? I play pranks easily but I try not to spit out my words easily. I’m more of a listener than a talker.

You spent your time entirely as Choi Minho at least in the army. Have you been yourself as much as you can? Or did you get to see a lot of your new sides? Both of them coexisted. I had a lot of time to think deeply about myself. I thought about what was good and what was disappointing looking back on the past, and found a new side of myself that I didn’t know about while working as Minho in SHINee. It’s not that something has changed, but I am clearer about myself. I became clear about the things that I can be honest with others and the things that I should be careful about, and understand that what I thought as my strength could be my weakness.

In what way, did you think like that? I thought that I am an extrovert but it turned out, when I looked deep into it, that I cared more about others than myself. I realized that other people would feel comfortable only if I am too. I was busy being considerate and I was stressed, knowingly or not, because I thought I should be that way.

Minho reminds me of a good and sincere image, but it seems like the circumstances were complicated. Even I didn’t know. I think it’s a part that I have to work on to become a better person than now. It’s similar to the reason why I am looking forward to my 30s. I’m curious about what parts of myself that would mature in the future.

Some words that describe Minho are ‘passion’ and ‘trying one’s best’. When do you think the hottest time for you was? When I debuted as SHINee, I felt like I was lacking a lot of skills because I was practicing and promoting by blindly following, so I lost confidence. But after our first concert, I was able to feel less anxious and worried. I realized that there are so many fans who support me. The only thing that I was able to think about was that I should try my best. That heated heart is still ongoing. I feel that it hasn’t cooled down and has been going on so far.

What does passion mean to Minho? Does it mean that you’re greedy? Passion and greed. I thought the two words have similar meaning in the past. I was convinced that anything would come true if I worked hard by being greedy (overly ambitious). I think I hypnotized myself because I really wanted to be that way, rather than trying to be reckless. But as I gained experience, I am able to distinguish their meanings. If passion is the attitude of trying my best in what I can do, then greed is when I question myself ‘Can I really do this?’ and setting limits. So confidence is important. If you gain confidence, then you can boost your greed to positive energy.

Are you used to acting and promoting SHINee activities at the same time now? At first, I thought I would be able to do it even if it was hard. But it wasn’t easy like that. It’s not easy to handle both. I don’t want to let it go. This is a homework that I have to work on, rather than complaining that it’s hard or the results are disappointing.

Your first work after your discharge from the army was also acting. You guest starred in the drama ‘Lovestruck in the City’, what was your first line? “Wear this”. I can’t forget it.

What was it like? One of my favourite words is ‘first’. The first time, within many experiences, sticks to your mind strongly. Your second experience is blurry. That’s how much it means to be the first. When I first stood in front of the camera after I was discharged from the army, if felt like I was starting anew. It wasn’t a difficult scene but I was very nervous. Just like the first time I acted on the set, I vividly remember the situation, people, atmosphere, and the weather of that day.

Even the first scene you ever acted? It’s been more than a decade. It was a short drama, and it was a scene filmed inside a tow truck. I don’t remember my lines well but the actors next to me, the busy staff outside the car window, the sunlight beating down, the appearance of the first tow truck that I rode in, all are still very clear. Even if you tell me to forget it, it will not be forgotten.

Do you remember the first compliment you heard while acting? Well, a lot of people around me say good things to me but I’ve never thought of it as a compliment. It’s because I think I haven’t achieved anything that deserves a compliment yet. So I’ll just say that there’s nothing I can say as my first compliment yet.

It’s a very cool-headed and a cool answer. Then what are the things that you need to pluck up your courage in order to do it? There are a lot of everyday things… Cooking. I didn’t even dare to try it but I was wondering if I could try it before it was too late.

Anyway, somehow you started your social media. You revealed that you didn’t feel the need for a social media in an interview. What made you change your mind? I received so many letters from fans when I was in the army. I read every single one of them and many asked to share my everyday life on social media. I jokingly said that I’d rather open a personal photo exhibition than having a social media, but I started one because I wanted to give a present to fans who have been waiting for me for two years. But I don’t know if I can maintain it well.

Do you record your daily life as much as others do? Not at all. It’s what I’m trying my best these days.

When was the profile picture on your social media taken? When I was 3 or 4 years old. I thought about all sorts of things even with this. Like, should I upload a selfie or act cool?