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doebt · 1 year
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Lately I’m always like i worked so hard for this...For my home... but I didnt really do anything fr. but it still sucks
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kyurochurro · 1 year
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exploring the woods with some little buddies!!🌿
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enden-k · 3 months
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hi, not that i take "requests" anyway (i explained i sometimes doodle it when smth inspires me to) but heads up that i wont draw any more on sfw here for the time/dont expect me to draw all things you throw at my head. im currently working a lot more than usual bc im assigned mentor + ill prob be busy with zine work in free time so when i do draw smth else, its prob just whatever i feel like or for other blog so i wont get too distracted w too many other things and mess up my schedule
so, pls dont clog my inbox with "can you draw--" anymore
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rojekte · 4 months
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how long exactly has the silver eve arc been going on in wha? maybe it's just because i happened to read and catch up with the manga when it was starting (i believe ch49 was the latest release when i had caught up tho it didn't have an eng tl yet) and therefore this just so happens to be the arc i've had to wait for monthly updates on but,,, man,,,,, feels like we've been here forever
like i love wha dearly but most chapters feel like we're not really going anywhere? not that every chapter has to specifically drive the plot forward - and there have been some very special moments to me in this arc. for the record, i know that This Particular latest chapter was just a character focus on utowin bc shirahama was,, busy? didn't feel well? one of the two i don't remember. so i do get that and im not saying anything against this specific chapter. just more of an overall feeling ive been getting month after month
it's very possible that once this part of the story concludes i'll be able to go back and read thru it all at once and think it's amazing but rn i've just.... not really been all that excited for new chapters
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skunkes · 2 months
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how do u draw so compactly in your sketchbook??? like do u draw and then fill in the space with doodles or do you draw everything close to each other
Both! I try to fit everything neatly together if it applies, and then I'll also assess if empty spaces are abe to be filled in. Some negative space is good but i try not to leave huge gaps...but sometimes it will happen anyway. Though can be filled with words or lyrics or tiny scribbles ^_^
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draw-you-coward · 6 months
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screenshot study! from the movie the sea beast which has SUCH pretty shots :)
this was very useful! i learned that something like this is way over my head rn 😅 it's the first time ive ever done a painted figure study and i can see why people struggle with them! it's a HUGE leap from shading in spheres or eggs. but now that i've seen how i struggle i can start to tackle it! huge difference from before where i was just feeling lost and didn't know how to proceed :)
edit: her dress is apparently fucking YELLOW!! i told you. i warned you about yellow
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batvillainz · 22 days
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I find the whole "this is why you ignorant idiots should still vote for Biden" crowd on here to be just. I don't even know. Jaw droppingly insensitive and selfish, to say the nicest thing I can say. He is FUNDING A GENOCIDE. Gaza is being OBLITERATED. What is worse than this. There is nothing worse than this. Are you seriously saying the best thing to do is just to be like "oh well better throw my support behind this guy anyway and harass people who are RIGHTFULLY horrified by that idea" instead of like. Idk. Realizing that this a political climate where with the right effort getting a third party candidate in office is actually quite probable. Cornel West is still in the running and he's got genuinely progressive ideas and is running with the explicit goal of breaking this stupid two party monopoly. Think beyond the edge of your nose. Christ.
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transmechanicus · 1 year
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Bitch this shit does not fucking goddamn cohere i swear to god!!!!!!!
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spacedlexi · 1 year
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i may still be recovering from the psychic damage done to me by my high school art teacher but at least it taught me early that art teachers dont always know wtf theyre talking about
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seventh-district · 3 months
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i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)
#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#cw health#cw heart#i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it#i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help#sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me#he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me#sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree#have i Ever actually relaxed#hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch#anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things#a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal#so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now#and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser#i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever#if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked#all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is#every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse#anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches#‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now#i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC#which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it#i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead#anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t.#it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about#i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father
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wooahaes · 2 years
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anyway here’s your reminder that you should reblog from multiple authors if you like their works!! i’ve had friends who will queue up their fic recs/use their likes as a way of bookmarking fics and that’s entirely valid, but it’s important to rb from more than just a few if you can!! there’s SO many good writers out there and it really goes a long way to reblog their works <3
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juroguro · 8 months
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going to the store and being happy seeing more people masking and then realizing that literally every around u is sick and. idk i don't have the spoons to make this post anymore. it's really hard to feel safe anywhere this time of year
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vaugarde · 2 years
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so sad watching someone go through each episode of a multi season show and they just get more and more exhausted as the seasons just get worse
#both about drake's mlp liveblog and about the 7 hour spongebob ranking LOL#i forgot how many episodes of spongebob were just plain mean-spirited and i fully agree with him when i say that like#*when he says#they're not problematic or the worst episodes of all time and ''its just a comedy'' but then the mean spirited stuff isnt funny#its just not fun to watch. like black comedy can be really good but like it has to actually be enjoyable#mlp thankfully doesnt have that same mean spirited issue or anything like i think i likelater seasons more than most ppl#bc i got into the show finally when the movie came out. so im used to alicorn twilight and baby flurry heart and. kinda starlight.#but like the tone absolutely just gets weirder as it goes imo. like watching season 1 i can see why ppl prefer it#bc its very charming and later seasons kinda lose that. like ''the magic of friendship'' stops being like a metaphor#and there was sorta less focus on cute lessons about ''listen to your friends when they reach out! ask for help!'' that made the elements wo#work#and friendship somehow becomes like this magical unspeakable force thats barely studied and only ponies understand for real#so they have to teach other people what friendship is so they can also be magical. and how having friends just redeems u immediately#idk if im describing it right but it just feels weird. like in the movie w twilights dramaticline like#''friendship didnt fail me... i failed friendship.'' like that wouldve sounded more natural if she said ''my friends'' instead#idk its not a huge deal but it takes away from the charm for me bc it feels less like power of friendship and more ''this is so mystical''#echoed voice#id say i think this is me also with pokeani but like. idk i feel like thats kinda different inthat its not seasonal rot#its just that theres so so much of the same formula and not every small arc they do isa banger#the casts also shift now and then so it doesnt feel like characters other than ash haveto forget things all the time to function
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just-miru · 2 years
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kinda funny how thanks to this hellsite (affectionate) i am finally starting to make some changes in my life
#i have always had the mentally of 'you can push through this and u can rest after' and it fucked me up so much u sillies have no idea#it's come to a point when even if i wanna study i just can't bring myself to#i am way too exhausted all the time and even when i relax /do things i enjoy i am eaten by guilt#'why are you doing that instead of studying?'#and that doesn't make things any better ya know? i just end up more exhausted#if it weren't for this silly site and all the posts i have seen and stuff#i would have probably kept on trying to push myself despite not being able to do so#like-#most advice i see on other sites is to 'push through it' or 'to force myself to study regardless' - and that's just not it#i can't do that. i just can't#tumblr helped me see there's another way - taking things slow it's ok#thanks to this hellsite i made some good decisions actually!#i decided not to apply to university this year since right now i am not in the best mental state to focus on so many exams#(the ones at the end of my final year of high school as well as the university admission exams (? - i think that's how they're called))#decision my parents see as 'giving up' for some reason but i can't give a single fuck about what they think right now#my biology teacher was way more supportive of my decision actually! she understood me and my reasoning and i just-#i can't thank her enough for all the support she has offered me :D#not only that but i will make sure i start therapy this year as well#no matter what#i really really need it#it's gonna be with the school therapist since it's the only available option i have#because my parents have a 'normal and healthy child' if ya know what i mean :/#but it sure is better than nothing!#idk sillies#i am just really happy and i hope things will work out for me in the end
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#sometimes i feel very normal and then i interact with ppl lol#i had an in person meeting with my boss for the 1st time in ages and i usually talk to ppl while theyre driving or were walking somewhere#so i forgot how much im like obviously not making eye contact when ppl talk to me while hunched over and fidgeting lol#and when im trying to explain ideas to ppl abt like data stuff im like: i dont understand how what im saying doesnt make sense???#also with a healthy dose of wtf is this person trying to say to me? u r saying words and i dont kno what theyre directed at#we had a lab party and im like v awkward at those things. idk how to interact in groups#ppl r interacting and im watching like u r clearly getting something out of this that i am not#i did maybe secure a place as a patient for one of our undergrads who is in the dental school lol#she was like yea i need 8 patients and i was like lol u can look in my mouth and then proceeded to tell her all the weird teeth problems#ive had. maybe that was weird but she seemed interested so 🤷#i hope she follows up bc i havent been to the dentist in like 3 years#and i still habe my wisdome teeth#lol me at any party: i am waiting patiently until i can leave.#like its weird bc those r the time when ppl bond and make memories and all that but everytime someone calls back to events that ive been#there fore it baffles me bc im like. yea that was a thing that happened. i dont really have any feelings abt it so idk y u r recalling it#fondly??? plus my ears r kinda fucked so it was hard to focus on individual conversations#ay im so scatterbrained. thats what happens when u get little sleep and dont allow ur self to chill. ill just crunch myself into a lil ball#at least my boss tried to reassure me that id get accepted somewhere phd wise. but i will not relax until its official so rip#i just really want 2 specific schools to work out bc one is close to home and the other i can prob get good classes and opportunities#ugh i need to sleep. but im not tired :-P#unrelated
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keeps-ache · 2 years
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i've had tiny pieces of dialogue following me around for most of the year, little bits i'd think about sometimes and turn in my hands thinking 'okay. this has somethin goin on with it. i dunno what but like. it does'. and then today i was in the car and suddenly they all just clicked together and waow. woah
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