#LOVE LOST AS NUMBER TWO?!?!
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Me: Minding my own damn business, listening to Relaxing Castlevania Music while shuffling my tarot cards.
The Video: puts on one of the most heartbreaking, emotional songs from LoS1 literally as the second song, 2 minutes into the video
Me, in tears: This was a direct attack.
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suvi gets into her first real fight and then immediately calls for help from her true friends, the ones she knows can help her succeed
#i. love them#lost two out of eight and then immediately went “no more” no matter her pride!!!!!#suvirin kedberiket#the wizard the witch and the wild one#worlds beyond number#wbn spoilers
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gay blindness
#tumblr gets this first bc i’m nervous#now time to yap#this playthrough kinda annoyed me at times just cause of the commentary but i’m lazy so i finished it#anyways i wanted to challenge myself to make an animatic#(sort of)#and dgs/tgaa is all i’ve been able to think abt lately#i just love the cast sm#prob more than the mainline games tbh#i’ve been kinda circling the aa fandom for a while#but the sheer number of games was kinda overwhelming#so ig having tgaa be just two made it easier#ok yap over#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#ace attorney#ryunosuke naruhodo#susato mikotoba#barok van zieks#kazuma asogi#masked disciple#baroryuu#asoryuu#??? i guess#lavrose art#fanart#animatic#art#update my friend told me this was 2019 fandom animatic vibes#and like. yes#i’m making up for lost time fr
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#takayuki yagami#yagami takayuki#higashi#toru higashi#judgment#judge eyes#lost judgment#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#fanart#my fanart#get along shirt#I love these two#I absolutely love Higashi#honestly if it weren't for Yagami#Higashi would be my number 1 favorite in the Judgment games
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jopzer........ good ship.
#beebles#sometimes i forget#and then the terror makes me crazy again#sometimes two lackeys should have a weird strained relationship where one calls the other a class traitor#and then and and then they. and they#good heavens#i should finish things lost things found#good fucking fanfiction if i do say so myself.#thomas jopson and solomon tozer. you are in love.#idc if they never interacted on my screen. they're crazy making.#i used to be number one jopzer poster on ao3 but i haven't written for the terror in like a year lol#and hickeytozer caught my eye.... just a little....#marv got me out of terror slump with baby bang i need them to do some shit like that again
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What I love most about Roxton and Marguerite's relationship is that at first you might think that John Roxton is going to be this macho man, this hunter who sees a beautiful woman as a prize to be won, a rare jewel for him to discover. And you might think "aha, so it's going to be this kind of dynamic, oh boy..."
But then it turns out he is the sweetest, the kindest and the most considerate man in existence, a man who falls head over heels for a woman who is not the easiest person to love - and day after day he teaches her what love and compassion is, he helps her open up, accepts all parts of her, loves her and protects her no matter what. To add to that, he is flirty and playful, but also pretty vulnerable at times.
Marguerite's character adds to the beauty of her relationship with Roxton as much as Roxton's does. When we are introduced to her, we see her as a self-serving, cunning and manipulative person, someone who is driven only by her own desires, who does everything for her own personal gain. However, as the story unfolds, we see that her cold and calculating nature is a carefully crafted façade that she hides behind, and she slowly learns to trust others, starts to share her insecurities with people who little by little become her family.
Make no mistake, at the end of the day Marguerite is still bold, snarky and as morally gray as can be, but she is also softer, kinder to herself and to others, and it adds volumes to the complexity of her character. And the fact that she finds a man who challenges her and argues with her when she is wrong, but who still loves her unconditionally, who helps her heal, who makes her understand that she deserves so much more that she allows herself to have is so utterly beautiful and so important to me.
#anna speaks#i was afraid my love for these two wouldn't stand the test of time but this rewatch only solidified them as my number one otp#tlw rewatch 2023#tv: the lost world#sir arthur conan doyle's the lost world#marguerite krux#john roxton#marguerite x roxton
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Me when I think my dad is cool and admirable
#the previous earl lost the game lol#like i think if ciel's dad came back from the dead instead of ciel prime that ciel would have the same im the earl reaction#i don't have a reading of this narrative at all that he's trying to be his dad or wants sebastian to be his dad bc number one i think...#...vincent only looks like sebastian bc that's yana's art style and number two it also gets on my nerves the really fandom-y brain to...#...assign found family into actual nuclear family roles. when ciel's whole house now is made up of relationships that are really only...#...defined by how much they all love each other. it's the opposite of what his life was like before where he was stuck in like. an older...#...brother does this and marries this and the watchdog does this and rich people are expected to be like this and a family is a nuclear...#...kind of family unit and that's honestly what caused madam red and ciel and ciel prime a lot of their problems pre fire#now instead the people in ciel's house care about their roles as maid and gardener and chef etc only insofar as playing that role is a...#...way to have freedom for them and it's a way to do things for ciel only bc they love him. not that vincent and rachel completely sucked...#...and didn't love their kids but it was the opposite of ciel's situation now and uh i don't think he wants it back or to recreate it#i think he sees his parents and the midfords as sheep just like of the rest of the rich people he complains about#it's a category 10 albert moriarty situation#he was raised in it so he understands just how destructive these expectations are madam red had the exact problems with the expectation...#...she should get married and have kids when i don't think she particularly wanted that to the point she had to convince herself she did...#...even though it felt unnatural to her and i think that's why she was so attached to the idea of vincent but anyway comphet madam red...#...different post i have already made somewhere probably#it's the same deal for ciel i think he thinks the way the rich people govern their lives is stupid and sebastian has both spoiled him and...#...made him feel like he's above all that and honestly that mindset genuinely informs a lot of this arc and the sheep motif#kuroshitsuji#my kuro posts#ciel
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m/cr finally going on tour again but their promo and timing was NOT thought out at ALL
#also them never doing presale so the chances of my actually getting tickets are like -100#now was not the time sirs#this was the worst time ever probably in fact#both for the symbolism which i know it was half the symbolism of tbp anyways but both the sumbolism and thentiming in general just#no thoughts head empty i see#honestly out of all the ticketm/aster wars ive suffered tho m/cr still is number 2 bc tay was terrifying but not as haed and opted out#of dynamic pricing whereas m/cr did NOT opt out of dynamic pricing and sab was i lost the war three times before she added a show and i won#if anyone else would like to try and get tickets for me as an early bday prezzie thatd be gr8 but im also like hmmm but tpb also changed me#as a being so like id love that but also—#raiiot#i doubt we would i think its just poor thought out promonand poor timing but#i would hope tjat literally nonbinary g wont be found out for supporting some ppl bc having to drop them would probably be it for me#idk if incan recover from losing them#my only up thing isnknowing it takes a long ass time to get those reservations in place for stadiums so theyve been planning this for#pmuch a minimum of a month if not two#but the climate g THE CLIMATEEEEEEE#also IM BROKE AS FUCK RNNNNN
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Reading moodboard #84430940 (Patreon)
#Doodles#I wonder what this is in reference to lol - could be anything really!#Bit funny actually - I was reading something else in overlap at the time - a fic from another fandom though it ended up not being for me#Different authors just speak to different people! It was fun to come back to something familiar and realize Just how much I appreciate it ah#Novel and familiar! My very favourite <3 And of course it was a wonderful experience on top of that hehe ♪♫#Numbers lol - I really have done way too much age headcanon math pfft#I just love timelines! And even if the hints aren't exact they /are/ hints and I'm going to use them!!#The numbers that are established are such fun markers - and using characterization as hints towards how many years have passed! Ah! ♪#Like how it's definitely possible that Max took a two year but considering his family he was probably pushed to do a four year#There's no confirmation either way but it's just so fun to consider what they'd do based on how they're written!#These are the kind of written math problems I enjoy hehe#I was being a bit self-deprecating for that doodle actually tho lol - art mimics life and all that pfft#Also confirmation of him being a Lit Major ❤️💕💖💞💗 Small details give me big love you must understand this lol#As evidenced lol ♪ Adding to my playlist definitely didn't help it very strongly upgraded to Big Love for like a week straight lol#Terrible �� Couldn't stand it <3 Genuinely painful ♫#Lol - ''finding'' more - it's what had my blood on fire! I'm so grateful for mirrors#Anyone who's been following me for a while knows I have this whole thing about Legacy and what you leave behind and the internet in general#That the internet is forever except when it's not - that plenty of things get deleted or lost etc. etc. and it makes me very sad :(#So seeing that there was an in-built preservation - it only saved Some things but anything saved is precious!! It made me very happy <3#And then finishing off 💔💕 Beautifully heartbreaking ah#Even skim-reading later made me cry again! It's deeply affecting hhh#Another experience I'm so happy to be able to have ♥ Another tally on the wall haha <3
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terfs when a study shows literally anything positive about trans people/transitioning: 'hm i think this requires some fact-checking. Were those researchers REALLY unbiased? Because if they were biased this doesn't count and if they weren't knowingly biased they probably were unconsciously biased, woke media affects so much these days. Have there been any other studies on this? Because if there haven't been this could be an outlier and if there have been and they all agree that's a bit odd, why aren't there any outliers, and if there have been and any disagree we really won't know the truth until we very thoroughly analyze them all, will we? Were there enough subjects for a good sample size? Did every single subject involved stay involved through the whole study because if they didn't we should be sure nothing shady was going on resulting in people dropping out. Are we 110% sure all the subjects were fully honest and at no point were embarrassed or afraid to admit they didn't love transitioning to the people in charge of their transition? Are we 110% sure none of the subjects were manipulated into thinking they were happy with their transition? In fact we should double-check what they think with their parents, because if the subjects and their parents disagree it's probably because they've been manipulated but their cis parents have not and are very unbiased. How many autistic subjects were there because if there weren't enough then this doesn't really study the overlap between autistic and trans and if there were too many then we just don't know enough about what causes that overlap to be sure this study really explains being trans and isn't just about being autistic. How many AFAB subjects were there because if there weren't enough this is just another example of prioritizing AMAB people and ignoring the different struggles of girls and women and if there were too many how do we know sexism didn't affect the results. Was the study double-blinded? We all know double-blinded is the most reliable so if this one wasn't that's a point against it even if the thesis literally physically could not be double-blinded. Look i'm not being transphobic, i want what's best for trans people! Really! But as a person who is not trans and therefore objective in a way they cannot possibly be, i just think we should only take into account Good Science here. You want to be following science and not being manipulated or experimented upon by something unscientific, right?'
terfs when they see a study of 45 subjects so old it predates modern criteria for gender dysphoria and basically uses 'idk her parents think she's too butch', run by a guy who practiced conversion therapy, 'confirmed' by a guy who treated the significant portion of subjects who didn't follow up as all desisting, definitely in the category of 'physically cannot double-blind this', completely contradicted by multiple other studies done on actual transgender subjects, but can be kinda cited as evidence against transitioning if you ignore everything else about it: 'oOOH SEE THIS IS WHAT WE'RE TALKIN BOUT. SCIENCE. Just good ol' unbiased thorough analysis. I see absolutely no reason to dig any deeper on this and if you think it's wrong you're the one being unscientific. It's really a shame you've been so thoroughly brainwashed by the trans agenda and can't even accept science when you see it. Maybe now that someone has finally uncovered this long-lost study from 1985, we can make some actual progress on the whole trans problem.'
#science#transphobia#cass review#less 'cass review' generally more 'zucker specifically' because this same problem exists outside cass#have lost count of the number of times i've seen 'well THAT study may have said most trans kids persist but it MUST be wrong'#'there's another study says the exact opposite. that one's right. obviously.'#but cass is why i'm annoyed by it now#normally i don't have a problem with critical observations and questions. yeah check your science! that's good!#there have been some bullshit studies and some bullshit interpretations of good studies! scientific literacy is important!#and normally also am willing to pretend the people pulling reaction 1 on some studies and reaction 2 on others are. not the same group.#but now there's a ton of cass supporters tryna say 'oh the cass review didn't reject or downplay anything for being pro-trans!'#'some studies just weren't given much weight for being poor evidence! not our fault those were all studies with results trans people like!'#…….………….aight explain why zucker's findings are used for the 'percentage of trans kids who don't stay trans' stat instead of anyone else's.#would've been more scientifically accurate to say 'yeah we just don't know.'#'studies have been done but none of them fit our crack criteria sooooo *shrug*'#like COME ON at least PRETEND you're genuinely checking scientific correctness and not looking for excuses to weed out undesirable results#am also mad about zucker in particular because his is possibly the most famous bullshit study#quite bluntly if you're doing trans research and think 'yeah this one seems reasonable' you. are maybe not well-informed enough for the job#there's just no way you genuinely look at the research with an eye toward accurate science regardless of personal bias#and walk away thinking 'hm that zucker fellow seems reasonable. competent scientists will respect that citation.'#that's one or two steps above doing a review of vaccine science and seriously citing wakefield's mmr-causes-autism study#it doesn't matter what the rest of your review says people are gonna have OPINIONS on that bit#and outside anti-vaxxers most of those opinions will be 'are you actually the most qualified for this because ummmm.'#people who agree with everything else will still think someone more competent could've done a much better job#people who disagree with everything else will point to that as proof you don't know shit and why should we listen to you#anyway i'd love a hugeass trans science review with actual fucking standards hmu if you know of one cause this ain't it#……does tumblr still put a limit on how many tags you can include guess me and my tag essay are about to find out.
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insane about lucina today
#tactician's log#awakening#imagine. you’re the ONE PERSON with the power to end the nightmare your world is living through#(technically one of two or three people but the others are your younger sibling and cousin and you won’t put that on them)#you grow up knowing this. your mother and aunt and the other adults in your life try to protect you from it for as long as they can#but already the sword is in your hands and the weight is on your shoulders#over and over you watch your father’s friends die just to buy time for you to grow up enough to do what he failed to#(all because he trusted his best friend too deeply)#and when you get to the end you find that it was all hopeless anyway. one of the gemstones is gone and there’s nothing you can do about it#and there’s no other way to fix things. your timeline is lost#but because you can’t stomach the thought of all of it being in vain you decide to go back in time to try and prevent it#just so there can be ONE timeline where the apocalypse never happens. where some version of you and your friends can grow up happy and safe#it makes me INSANE man#number 1 eldest daughter syndrome haver in the world i love her so much
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patron saint of being hot
and a lot of skill and really interesting anecdotes about your life and having professors that give me second hand anxiety bc they seem kinda awful and mean. But mainly just being hot
ty! admittedly my professors are not that bad, ive only had one bad professor that was more incompetent that awful. if you want another anecdote, ill tell you about the only teacher i truly despise to this day (on the tags, cuz its a very dark story)
ask gamerino
#i retook that course with a different professor and passed expectacularly. now for the horrendous teacher#on this story we have vomiting injuries and attempted suicide so watch out#in my last two years of our highschool equivalent i had PE with a teacher that loved to play favorites#if u were on a sport team you were immediately given special treatment and as you might already tell i wasnt. i hate ball sports#i loved exercising but i dreaded PE because of her#i have a condition that made my periods incredibly painful and meself anemic so those weeks were hellish#even though i was a good student she would NEVER let me sit out the navette test. even with a doctors note#i would do my best and then literally go vomit and pass out in the bathroom cuz if i did it on the court i would be berated#that wasnt enough to earn my absolute hatred tho. we now move to the worst day of my life to this day#it was just getting to school from lunch (we could go home and have it there) and i had PE#when i get a text#it was my best friend being cryptic thanking me for being a friend and saying goodbyes#he was going to commit suicide#i absolutely lost my shit as one does and went on a rampage#i couldnt get in contact with anyone (his ex stepdad was abusive and isolated his family) and they didnt let me get out of school#i was desperate and my friends were trying to help me but i didnt know what to do. i called my mom and she called his school and then i just#sat and waited with a friend. while the other classmates did the navette test#the minutes passed. i got message from my bffs number and it was his mom telling me she found him just in time#i broke then. i started sobbing and screaming and scratching my arms and my friend held me and tried to keep me from hurting myself#some other classmates came concerned and tried to help#then the teacher came. she just looked at one of the volleyball girlies who shrugged#she didnt ask if i was ok or if i needed to call someone or go somewhere. she just asked if i planning to do the test#i said no and she left and i kept crying#when i felt stable enough i went to see what had happened and she just failed me. i couldnt give the test any other day and that was that#she simply didnt care#i had to calm myself down while writing this. its no use getting emotional over a teacher that didnt care#but i hate her. she made the worst day of my life worse and she doesnt know and doesnt care#that memory fuels me to never surrender to indifference and make the pain in this world worse#my bff got help he needed after that and our bond is stronger than ever. he never pulled something like that again#thats the story! not gonna tag this babes
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more sona oc shenanigans because they make me feel things 🫶 /pos
#ringmaster doodles#oc#sona art#( so much happens in 7 years. is 7 the number of reunions? )#( two vastly different people fall in love within 7 years after they first meet. )#( we were 14 and 15 when we first met. now we’re 21 and 22. 7 years of ups and downs yet. I think we’ve made it. Tammy. )#( I think… maybe we haven’t won. but we’ve survived. we’ve survived everything that’s been thrown at us until this point. )#( ma might not love me. but… I know you do. and that’s all I need. )#( two brothers reunite after 7 long years separated by captivity and death. )#( 7 years of regrets. of looking for a way back to you. 7 long years of longing. and loneliness. were you lonely too? I bet you were. )#( I never really had any real friends. and the few I had left just like you did. it’s funny how time marches on. cold and unfeeling. )#( but… your hugs are warm. can I say I’ve waited 7 years to give you this hug? )#( 7 years ago was when I first found you. broken and desolate. all alone. now look at you Devil. can I tell you how much I love you? )#( I’ve always loved you. imperfections and tendencies and insecurities and doubts. because you’re imperfectly perfect. )#( you’re you. wholly you. you’re all you. and all of me loves all of you. )#( even if you don’t love you. even if you don’t know how to. )#( 7 might really be a magical number after all. maybe not lucky but… magical. )#( it’s funny. how time can be so fragile and yet so powerful and unyielding. 7 years. it’s been 7 years. )#( 7 years of I loved you. I lost you. and I’ve found you. )#( … anyways! )
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in honor of my community rewatch i re-took the statistical "which character are you" quiz and
other characters will come and go but me and abed are forever
#i take this quiz every few months. just for funsies. and i've gotten abed every single time#except that one time i got charlie from perks of being a wallflower but that was a fluke#diagnosed autistic by statistical character quiz#(100% valid because i love statistics and fictional characters)#also not to brag but my highest ranked lost character is hurley. he's number 157 but still. i am the coolest person alive.#just fyi. if this quiz had orphan black characters cosima would be my number two. i just know it#m.txt
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watching ttt and jichaeng going as one team.. UGH IM SO HAPPY
FIRST PICK IKTR 🗣🗣🗣 AND FIRST POINT! chaeng knows who the winners are 🫂🫂
when she just stood by one side and watched lovingly as they got the ball for her 😭 dahyun stood no chance... all she had was the two tallest members and a dream 😞
#jimitzu mvp THATS RIGHT 👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩#did you see nayeon rip tzuyu away from the ball and toss her to the side with her two bare hands PLEAKSJIRKF 😭😭#AND THE DESCRIPTIONS FOR CHAENGS TEAM BEING LIKE “more numbers and ambition!” “sha is a bonus” BYE#AND MOMO HANDING HYO HER LOST SHOE 😭😭😭#AND SANA CELEBRATING BEING PICKED BY CHAENG BEFORE REALISING SHE WAS PICKED BC SHE WAS THE LAST ONE LEFT 😭😭#asks#nr1chaedickrider#amazing ttt i love them 😭😭😭
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I'm getting the sense that you don't like River Song all too much. Could you explain why? If you'd rather not, could you at least confirm my suspicions?
oh no, I love all the companions (except adam), I just really really love Vicki and was hoping for her in the final against Zoe. Placed everyone in the bracket randomly, they ended up against two of the three new who companions lowering their chances so I supported them vocally in the tags
Absolutely have nothing against River
#the only reason i want river and jack out is because zoe and vicki are my third and fourth favourite companions of all time#(number 1 is Jo number 2 is Bill)#i do also love Jack and River but sacrifices must be made#also ive been thinking about sandy the sand beast for two days straight#which doesn't help reduce the vocal vicki support#in the past i know ive tried to stay impartial#but i like going to bat for some of them sometimes#so if i desperately want a lost cause to get through#i'll do it#partly because I know I probably won't affect the outcome
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