#LOSING MY SHIT BYE
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dumbass supreme says 'yeah ill play a quick game of rivals before lunch why not' and gets mvp more at 1
#marvel rivals#snap chats#closing the game so i can live off the high of me thinking im actually good at this game ☝️#please ignore the losing streak i was on last night I WAS SO PISSED LIKE PLEAAASSEE IM NOT /THAT/ BAD AM I#I WAS LIKE 'ok ill just play until i win that should be like a game or two' AND THEN. i just never won.. i had to stop to finish my work...#NO CAUSE i was just doing some practice stuff and being more comfortable with magneto's kit#note: please use the enhanced sword when wanda's on your team i promise. she wasnt on my team this game but just in general#i always forget i have it 💀 BUT ITS DPS IS GREAT FOR ERIK no wonder that shit has a thirty second cool down#in any case. i was sufficiently locked in so i guess thats why i was hitting shots for once 💀#no chat you know what my ultimate high is playing this game. ult canceling vaJELVKAJERL#SPECIFICALLY IRON MAN'S like you just look at him and throw up a barrier .... hello .... im a master at this from ow ok. ... you are nothin#now if only erik said cutesy one liners when blocking an ult then my life would really be complete#for the first time i was caught in a magneto duel today. there can only be one you chucklefuck im bullying you#i have no idea how magneto is meta wise The Game Just Came Out but idc i will give him a menacing reputation#its only right !!!!! its lore accurate. me in the big Fuck You red and purple outfit I NEVER SEE OTHER PEOPLE WITH THE SKIN. BTW.#its worth it idc. ... . id buy it again really ..... its such a good skin .......#love how when i first saw it i was like 'eh idk' but now i wanna eat it and make out sloppy with it#IT JUST LOOKS GREAT IN MOTION LIKE OKKKK i woudlnt have minded a simple classic look either tho ...#... but ill take the emperor vibes ... theyre cool ...#ok bye ima actually eat now
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#one piece#one piece live action#roronoa zoro#mackenyu#my shitsets#something something about losing my shit for the past few days since this came oit#bye
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the nature of seven and ace relationship is that every few months the doctor is found out for doing some shady shit, ace blows up at him for it (hehe) and then they have a hasty, shaky reconciliation founded on ace's steadily waning trust
#i listened to thin ice today if you can't tell#if i had a nickel for every time the doctor tricked ace into doing something#/withheld info from her and their plan completely backfired#i'd have a fucking mountain of nickels#i love them#'ace you didn't even say goodbye' 'bye'#had me losing my shit on the drive home#seventh doctor#ace mcshane
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foolish saying he genuinely trusts bad especially after the election announcement is like. oh
like i knew it a little. i knew they bantered but bad still came to help him when he thought he was dying in that hole. bad still takes care of the eggs, bad shows up, etc.
but leo and foolish are literally talking about how good of a person bad is and like. yeah. yeah even though foolish is all 'oh i hate bad he's terrible and a menace' it's clear he really does trust bad. and he's not the only one
it's easy to forget just how many people trust bad implicitly on the qsmp, especially with all the shenanigans he gets up to. but like. oh
#which is why if he goes evil i will Commit#in minecraft#if they kidnap murder or otherwise incapicate bad shit will go Down#and he's not the only person who's doing a lot of good on the server not at all#but bad shows up so much. like even the stream where he was s like 'im going to go play video game now bye' and then played video game but#stayed on the qsmp after stream to make sure everyone was okay#he's like almost always taking care of at least two eggs#idk#just#full of terror that they'll lose what they have#hoping praying that they stay connected and together and that everyone has a good time and is happy <3 manifesting#qsmp election#ignore my rambles#qsmp liveblogging#except i'm a slow typer#so its like qsmp 20-min. ago liveblogging#qsmp foolish#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp landduo
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Watched across the Spiderverse and am UNwell
#Subscribe and hit the notification bell for more just kidding you will never see me again until the next movie comes out bye#I AM LOSING MY DAMN SHIT#MR GLOVER SIR#MIGUEL WHAT DID YOU MIGUELLLLLLLLLLLLLL
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i love how starved for content we are as a fandom that we're screaming and crying over the port of a game that came out in 2007. effervescent.
#like for context i was 8 when apollo justice came out lmao#ace attorney#soj is like what 7-8 years old at this point lmao#love that for us#can't wait to lose my shit over klavier gavin and simon blackquill#i will go feral in early 2024 i promise new smut incoming#in like 2024 lmao#i have like 5 abandoned fics in my folder#BYE
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ELEMENTAL
The mortifying ordeal of being known
The gratifying relief of being forgotten
I have been on my knees alone
Frozen as the ivy renders my whole soul rotten
My face forced upwards, the sky so blue
I pinch my eyes shut, I'm scared of the moon
People surround me with their never ending chants
All eclipsed, they're performing their dance.
The ivy grips my hand, my eyes forced open
The waves crash in with sounds forgotten
The moon looks beautiful, a glory in the lone.
The stares on me are chilling, like snow falling down.
My eyes shut, I want to will them away.
The ivy reaches my shoulder, I should smile again
Drawing blood from me, it's for my own good
They sacrifice it to the earth, even the ivy shook
To be seen is the penalty, being alive is an art.
How can they still dance? They're falling apart.
The ivy reaches my neck, it clenches my throat.
Pain makes us most aware of ourself alone.
I look up to the moon, I want to escape
They're also closing in, I'll never see the day
Did my best just to exist for them
Burned at the stake, I was too normal for them
"Magic surges from their finger tips
Alluring siren sounds from their lips"
They're all the same.
They're all the same.
Following steps of their mothers and mothers and mothers
At least I was brave enough to walk on path another.
The moon is beautiful, she stands alone
Fire consumes me, I'm on my own.
The ivy burns with me, surely there was only one of them
The waves crash in, their sounds will be heard again
The moon will stand in her glory- never leaving the sky
Little did I know, from the sun it will hide.
Another one of me will be tied to the ivy again
She won't even have the moon, all scared and chained
She will look up to the sky just to get blinded
Tragedy never ends, I was too short sighted.
#dark academia#poetry#the tortured poets department#writers and poets#writeblr#writers on tumblr#female writers#poem#poemsworld#neetcore#depressing shit#poison ivy#air is absent because i cannot breathe#get it#studyblr#girlhood#just girly thoughts#original poem#losing my mind#im losing it#the moon#dying inside#death and dying#taylor swift inspired#kinda#idk what else to tag#idk what im doing#ok bye <3
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on the one hand i want to try for a second wind to stay up and get really into something but on the other hand im sleepy and im pretty sure my husband went to bed without me so i honestly might as well
#back in godot learning thingssssssss#trying to do anything i can to distract myself from the abysmal lack of work ive been able to find lately LOL#genuinely ive had 1 commission in the last 2 weeks like its so joever im so hungry#not to be like “the economy” but man i used to be doing upwards of 20 coms a week when i was really nuts#making a couple grand a month etc#but shits gone so to pieces between ai and the cost of living crisis that like i get no work anymore at all ever#the bone deep resistance i have to having to get another shitty day job is insane tho after what the last one did to me#idk but ive been losing a ton of sleep over it lately and ive been having nightmares every night again#so i guess i really gotta solve that sooner rather than later. esp bc we cant buy groceries indefinitely like this#ive cut back to eating cereal in the morning and then something for dinner after having a really good streak of eating 3 hardy meals a day#which sucks but what can you do#gotta stop being a big fat failure if i want to eat like a. not failure. a succeeder#ig theres the ego of it too bc coms have been my fulltime job for years so like the dead dropoff lately is so#what if it ends tomorrow right. what if it ends next week. what if it doesnt end until next year#what if it never ends and im just unemployed sitting on my ass pretending i still have a career doing what i love#which is already what it feels like bc ive been scrounging for pennies to put food on the table for months now#like idk man. its joever let it go let it die. but that means getting a shit fucking job somewhere and god i do not want to LOL#i wont have the energy to do anything anymore and im such a brittle person this time of year anyway#whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#im gunna try to sleep bye o/
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there's a k-pop themed cafe in my town that i've been to at least 5 times now and the music video/song selection just gets better with every visit omfg.
#the first couple of times they just played a shit ton of stray kids/bts/twice/itzy/enhypen/gidle on both the speakers and the tvs#last time however!!! they played SIX taemin songs. mind you i live in fuckass nowhere in russia.#it went move > advice > criminal > thirsty??? >SEXUALITY ?? > SAYONARA HITORI (and then they played rover too. this sm slay)#like i was fully losing my mind when move started playing and then it just got even crazier#and today they played criminal again and THE FEELING (just the music video with no sound BUT STILL)#i felt my soul leave my body when i turned to see what was playing on the tv and kibum just. stared back at me#the same amount of serotonin i got when i randomly heard teddy picker (my FAV am song) playing in some random ass cafe??#sigh anyway sorry i'm gonna be normal#OH also got a fanmade red velvet photocard too. cute!#and now we drink peach soju bye bye y'all#post.txt
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bioware has once again rejected my proposal for a dragon age: inquisition romance* fantasy gag manhwa
(* By now yuo know their fucking deal.)
there's kind of a whole au plot i'm only extremely vaguely gesturing at here but it's wildly stupid and contrived so i can have fun putting them in scenarios literally don't worry about it
#hey man what about your tendonitis Don't worry about it. i've been losing it and indulging in romance manhwa. obviously .#this is not caden canon. this is not anything. i'm losing it and if i didn't draw anything i would explode#caden trevelyan#mentholated#i cannot for the life of me draw consistent solases. anyway bye.#considering if i need to post an official hiatus notice on my main i didn't realize i hadn't been online for a full week#the process of getting a new desk that isnt bad for me has been waylaid. ive also just been kind of feeling like shit
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#art talks about stuff#it didn't pick it up sadly but i was also losing my shit here so#anyway presented without context bye
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okay clown moment i didn’t see the yuta rant page but that doesn’t make it better does it.
#this shit has me in shambles man WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNNNN#so not only do i get to grapple with the fact that gojo’s body is still being used as a weapon even post mortem#i ALSO have to sit here and think about how we’re probably also losing yuta. good fucking bye#AND that this is a full circle moment for him as in becoming like the man he despises to save his friends#against his will. just like he cursed rika against his will and started this whole campaign shit#*gouges my eyes out and throws them on the floor* i don’t need those anymore NIGHT FOLKSSSS#should’ve just stayed my ass asleep smh#jjk#jjk 261#jjk manga spoilers#yuta okkotsu#in 2 chapters we’ll find out that megumi has also been dead the whole time and then it’s wraps#we’ll not have anybody left by the end of this. fuck all that#GEGE LEMME SEE YOU PUSH A teee
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'throw them off the map with telekinesis' has been my method for almost all act 3 bosses and I am never stopping
#telekinesis best spell fight me#bye cazador bye orin bye dragon get shit on#ik im losing some of their loot but idc get: banished#get banned from my minecraft server cazador#astarionlover says things#bg3#bg3 spoilers#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#baldur’s gate 3
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me thinking an amazing story to do but im shit at writing:
#im tired lol#im going insane#im losing my mind#im dying#IM SHIT AT WRITING WTF#starts sobbing#crying violently#explodes violently#riot grrrl#grrr#explodes#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#ok bye now
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JOUNO IN EPISODE 7 PREVIEW,,,,,,
#win; posts#HELP#h E L P#HE'S SO#HES SO FREAKING HOT#HIS HANDS#HIS SMIRK#HIS PRETTY HAIR#IM LOSING MY SHIT#GOOD FUCKING BYE#jouno saigiku#my pretty boy ♡
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another day of feeling like i don't belong anywhere ✌
#cheers!#i love my friends and i love knowing that i will have to see one of their friends whom i massively dislike in a month and a half!#i can't control my friends' friendships of course but my god why do some of them have to be friends with especially these two people??? fuc#i don't usually dislike people that easily and it takes me a lot of time to form some sort of judgement but i've known one of these fuckers#for about 10 years already and there's a long list of fucked up stuff that he did and it's enough to not want to see him anymore. ever#i would've treated myself to some new clothes to drown this feeling but i feel so out of place that i won't buy shit until i lose weight#which also means no going out to eat with my s/o and crying all afternoon. amazing!!!!#i love these days where how i value myself is very tied to my body!!! why bother about my personality (awful) and my skills (also awful)+#where there is something even worse to focus on! very fun!!!#anyway there's no way to avoid that meeting with my friends and their friends. bye
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