#unfortunately im not immune to angst

[iholli]

I will never canonize angst in my BlitzRat bc I need them to be the most married couple of all time forever but that doesn't mean I don't lay awake sometimes with the devastating potential of "how RTE's story would be different if Bee had actually killed Blitz in BBM"

[reason-with-the-underdog]

the most unshakable part of one's past is a friend that will never change...

(MCD, kaveh edition)

its 5 am aka angst time & and now im thinking about how alhaitham would react if kaveh had passed away during the period they weren't officially talking to each other (pre-reconciliation era)

does the news come as a surprise to alhaitham? not really... yet... even if it's not unexpected, why can't he accept this fact

alhaitham may have predicted kaveh working himself into an early grave for the sake of others but also at the same time...

not even alhaitham was totally immune to the myth of the light of the kshahrewar (even though he knew better)

somehow he believed in kaveh's resourcefulness and skill and grit to persevere in all circumstances regardless

... unfortunately kaveh's luck has never been great. and sometimes that's all that matters in the end 🙃

for more fun flavor: kaveh never changed his paperwork so alhaitham is contacted for matters regarding his estate & intellectual property

and alhaitham doesn't actually know faranak's new address so he has to dig through kaveh's old letters to try to find a lead....

& he realises that kaveh taped up their old thesis back together and that kaveh kept all their letters from before. & not just that but several snippets of their academic journal back-and-forth debates had been pasted into kaveh's sketchbook journal...

maybe the paperwork listing alhaitham as his next of kin was intentional after all...

(the most unshakable part of one's past is a friend that will never change)

[adrian-sheppy]

Sorry if this is completely wrong igore if it is LMAO but I noticed you seem to have different hcs for how mind lost his eye!!! Like in Seattles Going Under it was lost in a vague fight or something, but in art w/ the resonance cascade he lost it prolly during the ambush? I was wondering if you had info to share on it/infodump abt or if its just whatever makes the art more fun!

hehe youre observant and actually right on the money. yup!  so essentially i just have different eye trauma head canons for whichever version of freemind im drawing; since he doesnt actually lose his eye in canon, its up to everyone to fil in the blanks if they wanna use the popular headcanon. i wrote .  a good chunk of stuff .  so i put it under the cut . but heres a picture to be like a . tldr

I sorta like his eye already being gone before the resonance cascade (in a non-freemanverse scenario). he does verbally say something like "my eyes" in the series, indicating he has two, BUT . well.  its a headcanon. so we can have fun with it . my eye loss pre-rescas freemind stems from my original freemind design (before i ever started posting half-life on the internet) where he had short hair, but i needed a way to distinguish him from og gordon, so I used thr popular one eye headcanon. then I realized him losing his eye bc of the military goes perfectly with martini losing an arm. that bothered me for a while until i realized i could just have multiple freemind designs + headcanons. if theres different variations of Gordon  and martini, why can't there be some of Freemind as well? grins grins

i left it open ended in my SGU because people have their own headcanons and I thought anyone could just fill in their own. if I did every make a canon eyeloss event prequel thing, he would've lost his eye during college in some sort of either freak accident (like tripping on something and injuring himself bad; I like this one because he'll lie and say he was in a fight) or, like u said, a fight . for SGU, college was a low point in his life of him struggling with freedom from his parents for the firsr time, but them and their ideals still holding him hostage. he is simultaneously more repressed and more emotionally volatile than present!gordon. then, when his parents die, hes just given a clusterfuck of emotions. so why dont we add physical trauma? whatever the sgu canon event eye loss was, it was definitely related to substance abuse issues. whether that be he was high/drunk and got into an accident, or fought someone... not sure! yet. the only thing that i can say was that no fire or chemicals were involved, since his tearduct is (unfortunately for him) wholly in tact!

but for freemanverse!freemind, he should lose his eye during the rescas since its like thematic and stuff if (almost) every Gordon Loses Something. also, angst. whenever I draw freemanverse (even in a domestic setting) in my head, i always think of them surviving the rescas together! i have. convoluted freemanverse headcanons. the eye loss is an important freemanverae event because, like martini, it gives him a valid reason to REALLY dislike benrey (but in my au, benrey isnt the big bad, so he "redeems" himself kinda sorta) . and then it ALSO opens up freemind to be upset and vulnerable, which allows him to bond with his fellow freemen.

...

also I want barmey to tend to his wounds and call his scar(s) badass. im not immune to buttermind and i never was.

honorable mention: sims freemind, who has both eyes physically but only can see from one. this is due to me unable to properly texture a glasses + eyepatch combo, that and i have no experience with 3d modelling (I did try!).

i hope this is a satisfying enough infodump!! I'm sorry if it's a bit vague; a lot of my ideas tend to be fluid. i also like taking inspiration from what other people think! some of you guys are way super smart and have awesome ideas. i am not immune to well articulated essays and thought out headcanons

[gryffinartt]

i be like MMMMM fidstan smut ideas. Then I turn 180. Having too many drafts of angst fiddlestan AUs and MysteTrio.

Your art is so soft and beautiful, i hope i can be able to commission if you accept or not! Much love and support!!!!

omg EXACTLY! No matter what type of drawing im trying to make it always leans to angst with fiddlestan, its like the concept is immune to happiness and only accepts angst. also THANK YOU SO MUCH!! You’re too kind <33

commissions are currently closed unfortunately BUT i will be opening them soon (just waiting for finals to be over). you can check the commission sheet/any updates via my insta or twitter/X :3!

[thesecrimsonstrings-if]

speaking of sexy vamps, have u read wayhaven chronicles book 3 yet 👀 it’s no wonder im a tachibana stan, A and M carved it out for me

lmao we're all thirsty for sexy vampire, bonnie, it's unfortunately a plague that's gripped millennials and gen z ever since the pulitzer prize winning masterpiece, twilight.

to answer your question, yes, i bought the book the second it was available on steam 💀 and since i'm a sucker for bubbly, sunshine characters, F is my all-time favourite and it didn't change this book too. A is a close second because the events at the end of book 3 👀 let's just say it had me gagged quite a bit, i'm not immune to that blonde wall of angst and muscles any longer 😞💔

[m1ckeyb3rry]

I’m not crying…I’m not crying….IM NOT CRTINGFH

FR the magic Mira touch breathing life into the story fr!! But YES I NOTICED barous houndour and readers houndour paralleling their trainers dw i read that and fr was like omg….that houndours protecting the injured one…..guys……it’s Barou reader….i love the expansion on dynamics within the pokemon setting though like you said the psychic dark type beef I can imagine that just like wild animals they’ve got their own sort of territorial tendencies too (pretty certain seviper and zangoose are canonical mortal enemies mirroring their irl counterparts)

So real honestly all of the pokemon fitting that dynamic makes her team even funnier LMAO aegislash is also so funny just thinking back on its arc makes me giggle

YES THE SCARF ITEM “bro idk wtf this is” “well it’s still an item even if it’s useless so” but FRRRRRR I forgot to add that in my commentary but that was such a good Easter egg/foreshadowing hint

JUSTICE FOR GOGOAT also YESSSS I figured the second houndour was the one reader got only one chapter in and im alr sobbing bro

IS THAT WHO THAT WAS??? I forgot this was a flashback at some point while reading and was expecting yayoi but then it said dude and I was like oh lol wait what (not me forgetting they have parents) FREAKY NICKNAME FOR KARASU GOODYBE LFMSOFJEIS me knowing the lore but not putting the pieces together for this one oops yeah my bad forgot they had a father but I saw the flying type ref and thought of them so uhhhh half point? Er anyways

Also unrelated but when I scroll to find your replies I pass by some of your other posts or replies and your tags are so funny “they don’t call me Amazon prime for nothing! (No one calls me that)” LMAOOOO I’ll start calling you that then you can start claiming that fsfs /j

- Karasu anon

PURSUIT ANGST ON TOP FR 1.5 chapters in and it’s already sad (ig it’s sadder for you because you know the ending though idk if the average reader would consider it to be particularly angsty)

BAROU AND READER PARALLELED IN THEIR HOUNDOURS can’t even lie that had me sniffling a bit they’re so cute…and the way the grumpig and the principal both enjoyed having power over others but don’t have any way to actually maintain that power (reader straight up leaving the school, houndour being immune to grumpig’s moves)…i can’t wait to write more of that kind of thing HAHHA like otoya’s froakie is def going to be very wannabe-cool like him, some of karasu’s birds (specifically talonflame, not so much honchkrow who’s a bit of a problem child) are super motherly and like to look after younger pokémon (imagine his fletchling evolves into a fletchinder before otoya and reader get deino and happiny and while they’re rehabbing/raising the two it helps out becuase it has flame body as an ability so the two babies like to sleep near it 🥹), and zantetsu’s abomasnow from the side stories is also an idiot LKSJFHLKSJ truly nature vs nurture

yes seviper and zangoose do have that!! i’ve been referencing pokédex entries when coming up with behaviors and whatnot (hence the explanation for houndour’s flash fire ability) so that everything makes sense with lore and all!! lots of research being done TRUST i have like a map of kalos pulled up and i always check to see if pokémon are even found in the region or not (unfortunately joltik/galvantula isn’t found in kalos EXCEPT in the friend safari so i might have reader capture it during the arc where they’re all with hiori since that ends up being kinda safari-zone related??

aegislash is so funny i can’t wait to write that arc so i can make memes about it HAHAHA aegislash the number one nagi x reader shipper…definitely reads nagi x reader (as in nagi x pursuit reader not self-insert) fan fiction on ao3 actually no it WRITES that shit…also probably posted the nagi and pursuit reader isekai plot as an actual published manwha (it’s a “ghost” writer LMAOAOA) which they all only find out about because it ends up in reo’s favorites library and he ends up describing it to nagi at some point because he tells nagi about all of his fav isekai manhwas (hence nagi’s knowledge of the genre conventions)…at first nagi’s like “wow what a basic plot” and he’s about to fall asleep but then all of a sudden he’s like “hold on this is sounding a little too familiar what’s the male lead’s name???” and reo’s like “seichiro magi” SDJFHLSDKJFHDK

hehe i was worried i made it to obvious with the houndoominite discovery and mentioning that houndour wears it but tbh i think that’s more of a “if you know it’s obvious if not it’s not” thing…also idk why but the image of reader’s menacing houndour (and eventually houndoom) just having a literal red bow with a sparkly gemstone on at all times cracks me up like it’s so cute now i need her to give gyarados a matching collar just because imagining smiling happy dancing red gyarados with a white ribbon is also adorable

NALKSJFHLKDSJ yes it was papa karasu!! in the pursuit-verse the karasus are like league royalty because they’ve been holding custody of the shalour gym so before yayoi it’s their dad and then after her it’ll be her child with isagi LMAO unless tabito takes over (which he was planning on attempting but then he decided to be a daycare owner) PLSSS i didn’t want you to think that i was coming up w kinky nicknames for (tabito) karasu but from now on i’m going to call their dad papa karasu so it’s not confusing

LMAOOOO i always try to keep my tags funny and lighthearted i want to be known as the humorous and witty mutual SLFKJHSDK okay wait this is unrelated but i’m just now realizing how many of my dumb blue lock meme posts have gotten an absurd amount of notes?? like first of all the zantetsu one has like over 1k notes but the duolingo x rin crossover, the nagi texting post, my many karasu memes…i wonder if i’m like a well known entity on bllk tumblr atp HAHAH

[tendouluvr]

aizawa calling you clingy - gn reader

- [attempt at] angst to fluff

- warnings: being called clingy, aizawa gets annoyed with reader and berates them, one use of the word ‘shit’

- wc: 1.9k

a/n: this wasnt......as sad as i wanted... i cant tell if im just not so good at writing angst or immune to it T_T

once again, not edited!

#! aizawa!!!! eee

#! hes a levelheaded man so arguments are rare

#! u both trust one another so theres no reason to have doubts in ur relationship

#! being his s/o, he tells u things thats not so easy to tell others over time, and you’re patient enough to let him take however much time he needs to let u in

#! however, years of keeping to himself most of the time doesnt just disappear even if you’re his s/o

#! so aizawa does have this tendency to close off and distance himself from u bc of his stress and insecurities

walking through the spacious halls of ua, you were headed towards your lovely boyfriend. aizawas been pretty busy lately with teaching his class, making sure no one is being left behind progress wise, doing his job as a pro-hero, and then spending his free time training with shinsou.

you knew showing up at school unexpectedly was something aizawa found irky, that’s why you made sure to tell him the night before that you would be coming during lunch time to bring him some yummy homemade food.

humming softly to yourself, you finally reached the door opening to class 1-A and walked in. the classroom was empty, but there at the front was no one other than mr. aizawa shouta. you quickly greeted him with a smile and he turned to look at you.

“what are you doing here?” he slowly asked with a look of confusion.

“i brought you some food! did you eat yet? i hope not, i made-,” you quickly stopped talking once you noticed the look he was giving you.

“why are you here? i already told you, you shouldnt be showing up without letting me know first. our relationship is quiet, if the students see they’ll get noisy and ask questions, i’ll get bombarded by my colleagues, and it’ll put you in danger if words get out. did anyone see you coming here? can you listen to me for once instead of continuing to always be near me? you’re so damn clingy and need to start thinking about the consequences your action will bring. i already ate, just go home before anything happens.”

your jaw dropped a little after hearing what he just said to you. did he not remember what you told him last night?

worst of all, you couldnt believe he just called you clingy. you just wanted to do something nice for him by making his favorite food hoping that it’ll relieve some of the stress thats been building up, but he just thought of you as clingy.

fine, if clingy is what you are then you’ll stop bothering him. you quickly whispered an apology, not sure if he could hear or not, and began making your way back home as fast as possible. the food you made for him was still tightly grasped in your hand.

due to the new dormitories, aizawa stays at ua majority of the time. he comes home to your shared apartment whenever he can to spend time with you. unfortunately, those time aren’t usually much because as soon as he’s free, he’s quick to do something else.

once you’ve made it home, you packed the food away and put it in the fridge. you felt your phone buzzing repeatedly, already guessing who it could possibly be, you took it out to see it was your boyfriend.

shou <3: im sorry

shou <3: honey, im so sorry. pls text me back when u can

shou <3: i know what i said hurted u, but i promise u i dont mean it. pls just call me or text me so we can talk about this

shou <3: i have to go back now. but i love u. so much.

staring at your screen, you contemplated texting him back.

letting out a sigh, you decided not to.

putting your phone to the side, you walked to the bedroom and changed out of your clothes into the comfy pjs you were wearing right before you left.

seeing that there was nothing for you to do other than wallow in your insecurities and let out a few tears, you got into bed and made yourself comfortable for an afternoon nap.

aizawa on the other hand was at school and distracted. his own words kept replaying over and over in his head and all he wants to do is smack himself a few times (after comforting u ofc).

his students could tell he was in a badder mood than usual so they collectively agreed to not worsen it (one particular student does not care. can u guess?). aizawa just wanted the day to pass so he can apologize to you directly and make it up with some cuddling.

despite being distracted with planning his apology and thinking about you, he was still teaching as he should and constantly telling his students to be quiet because he’s intimidating like that.

a few hours passed, the students are back in their dorms and some of the teachers are still in school finishing up some work. the hallways were empty and silent, and the weather outside was nice and calm - not too sunny with just the right amount of wind.

however, if you were to peek your head inside of class 1-A at the moment, the environment is an exact 180. aizawa is quickly trying to grade the remaining stack of papers he has on his desk so he can leave as soon as he can. there’s papers everywhere, he’s not so sure where the answer key went off to but to hell with the answer key. he just needs to go home.

his hair is messily tied up and his lips have probably been gnawed off by now. as soon as school ended, he got out his phone to see if you replied and sadly you didn’t. he doesn’t blame you though, considering all of the shit he said to you earlier. 

finally writing down the fat score in red pen onto the final paper, he gathers everything and put to the side of his desk and packed up his stuff. his stuff being his yellow sleeping bag and that’s it.

he went to his room first to clean himself up a bit, and then grabbed a taxi to go to your shared apartment. arriving at the front door, he takes out his copy of the key and entered.

first thing he noticed while entering and taking off his shoes was that the apartment was dark and quiet. he made his way to the kitchen first and turned on its lights to check the fridge. in the fridge laid the food you made for him earlier today. he took it out to start heating it up in the microwave then he walks away from the food and to your bedroom.

quietly opening the door, he poked his head in to see you laying on your side with your back facing the door. he assumed you were asleep and gently closed the door to not wake you up. he made his way over to the bed and sat on the edge of it. 

you, feeling the bed dip, slowly opened your eyes to be greeted with the sight of your boyfriend gingerly brushing his fingertips across your cheekbones. he notices that you’re awake and looks up to meet your eyes.

making eye contact with him, you quietly grunted and brought the blanket up to cover your face while turning your entire body to the other side to ignore him. aizawa sighed and brought his hand down to rest on your waist as he begins talking.

“yn... i know you’re.. mad at me for the things i said to you earlier, but i’m truly sorry. i know saying i didn’t mean it isn’t good enough for you to forgive me, but i want you to know i’m really really sorry. i’ve been so busy for the past few days, my head is all over the place, seeing you at school just got me overthinking and worried that i ended up saying things about you that’s not true at all. i love you so much, hun. you’re the best thing to happen to me. you don’t have to forgive me now, i understand if you want some space.”

it was silent for some time after he finished his apology. the echoing silence was slowly making aizawa worried that you’ll leave him, but he won’t tell you that. thinking that you wanted space, he lifted his shaky hand off of your waist and moved to get off of the bed when you suddenly grabbed onto his hand to keep him there.

“i...i told you the day before that i was going to be visiting you during lunch time. did you not remember? or even hear me tell you?”

aizawa situated himself back down onto the bed before replying. “if i’m being honest, i don’t really remember much of that day at all. my brain was occupied with work and rest, so i was practically drained by the end of the night. i’m sorry i took it out on you, it’s my fault for overworking when i know you’ve been trying to help.”

letting out a soft sigh, you turned your body back towards him. still holding onto his hand, you carefully slotted your fingers in between his and pulled him down to lay with you. he immediately found comfort in this and placed his head into your neck. you could feel his facial hair against your skin making you let out a quiet giggle.

“i love you. i know you have a habit to overwork since that’s all you did before we dated, but please shou, take care of yourself. im not talking physically, cuz you’re already so damn fine, but mentally. i hate seeing you bury yourself in work and training that it even makes me tired just watching you.”

he grumbled something against your neck - his usual reaction to you complimenting him - and held onto you tighter while putting light kisses on your collarbone.

“i know. i will. please bear with me, i know i’m a pain but i’ll always try to be my best for you. i’m never letting you go, love you too much for that.”

“hmm? who said i’m going? you’re stuck with me forever just so you know,” you laughed and patted his head before rising from the bed.

“i heard you heating up the food earlier. get up and come eat,” you tugged aizawa to get him off the bed.

he grumbled once again because he was being forced to leave the warm comfort of your shared bed, but followed you out anyway holding onto your hand.

“wait. you heard me entering? so you were pretending to sleep when i got here?! not funny, babe. not funny. -also don’t take sleep for granted. i did and look where that got me. stop laughing!”

bonus:

it was the next day and aizawa just finished passing out the grades he rushed grading yesterday. even though it was rushed, he was confident that there wasn’t any mistakes-

“aizawa sensei, you marked this question wrong when it’s right. this one too. and this other one on the last page. are you trying to fail me?!” denki dramatically wailed as he showed aizawa his papers.

guess he did make mistakes after all.

[sanscestships]

Love Like You (CrossxKiller)

Requested by: @aceofspadesblog

Started On: 9/10/21

it's been a long time since I got a request (-w -o I'll do my best though!

my first time doing a songfic O_O but i heard it and it was so pretty and i thought it really matched them and i want fluff because im doing angst ;-; so FLUUUUFFFF!!

Edit: 10/4/21

im so sorry

i was supposed to be working on this, but my mom kept pressuring me between not staying up past 9:00 PM and getting rid of my C grades so I haven't had time to write

im so sorry to the people who were waiting so long for this

Edit: 10/30/21

I FINALLY HAVE THIS DONE

right before Halloween too-

AAAAAA IT TOOK ME OVER A MONTH TO FINISH ONE SONGFIC

and i still have homework to do ;w; but thats OKAY! I FINALLY GOT THIS DONE!

so sorry for the long wait q-q but WAIT NO LONGER

I AM TRYING TO GET MY MOTIVATION BACK!

AND I THINK ITS WORKING

SO PLEASE ENJOY THIS INTENSE CHEESINESS

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If I could begin to be

They were sitting together in Cross's room, laughing at the antics of the arguing ghosts. Killer had his cheshire-like grin, poking fun at his Chara as the monochrome skeleton allowed himself to chuckle. He gently rubbed the bandages on his arm, rubbings his knees together nervously as he kept himself turned from the other.

Half of what you think of me

They had just returned from a mission after Cross had been injured. It was his own fault really, for getting distracted by a ghost he'd lived with long enough to be used to by now. But of course, Killer dragged him back by the cape to get him fixed up. He wasn't supposed to train until it was healed, but the goopy-eyed flirt said he'd cover for him so long as he only sparred with him until he got better.

I could do about anything

The red-scarred warrior agreed of course, not know how he'd stay sane after two days if he didn't get some training in. Asking him not to train was like asking him not to have any tacos nor chocolate. He needed the training. He needed to be stronger. How else would he manage to keep up with Killer's skills, Dust's LOVE, and Horror's power? He wasn't like them. He wasn't special like them.

So why did Killer spend so much time with him?

I could even learn

Almost as though-

How to love.

Couldn't be, right?

~ x ~

When I see the way you act

Normally Killer didn't bother wiping the goop from his eyes. It was a part of him now after all. It would stop and drip down his face eventually, so what was the point?

Wondering when I'm coming back

Killer being the romantic he was, made being able to clearly see Cross's adorable smile when he anxiously greets him the point. But what else could he do when his cute little husband-to-be was shifting nervously in front of him, that subtle purple blush dusting his cheeks as he nervously asks if he was free later that day.

Unfortunately, the Sans actually did have another mission to do.

I could do about anything

But Killer would never let that stop him from spending time with his favorite fluffy oreo.

Because

I could even learn how

he loved him.

To love, like you.

~ x ~

I always thought

Cross looked down at his hands, covered in dust as the injured Snowdrake ran away. Dust was flying in spite of the lack of death as the wounds of the monsters began to crumble. It was fine, they wouldn't die.

He would know. He too, once was on the verge of death. Standing alone against the odds, dusting but still living.

I might be bad

He could remember it vividly. The fight against his own friends and family. Standing behind him at that time was XGaster, the bastard melting but still smiling as if he'd planned for the monochrome soldier's choice all along. The adrenaline fueling him as he blasted his friends, blue souling all of them in place to render them immobile.

Now I'm sure that it's true

But his brother, his brother who was immune. His brother who could have dodged. His brother, Papyrus.

He just stood there. He stood there and took the hit.

'Cause

He looked so tired. So weary of living their messed up lives. To be perfect, or to be changed until you were perfect. That was the law of their universe, put in place and enforced by their own father figure.

I think you're so good

Yet, Killer was always so cheerful. He wasn't really optimistic. Cross and the rest of the team knew that for a fact. But at least he always kept team moral high with his quirky ways; always at least one trap for yet another prank was laid in the castle.

And I'm nothing like you-

But he wasn't as great as the rest. Personality wise nor combat wise. Nightmare only picked him up on a whim. He had a connection to Ink, even if it was dead now. He had a unique ability, even if XChara didn't always cooperate. Without those... Without just those things that weren't even because of him...

He was nothing.

Look at you go!

Killer was great even without his Chara. Even without all that LOVE that Dust had, he cut and tore through enemies with ease. And even with all that LOVE, he was still so cheery. Even if it was fake, he knew just what to do to help everyone else.

I just adore you

That was a fact. A fact that Cross adored that killer with his soul. Something that disgusted XChara, but who gave a damn? Who cared if it sounded so fucking cheesy?

I wish

Who cared if there was no way Killer would love him back. His stupid, useless ass that couldn't even do the one thing it was made to do: Be a perfect being in a perfect world.

That I knew

Who cared if he hardly had any LOVE? That he had been defeated so easily, humiliated during the X EVENT. Lost in rage, and knocked out in an instant?

What makes you think

Who really cared that he had nothing to give to the group that they didn't already have? That he was simply an ordinary soldier, with the only special thing about him being because of someone else's power? That the power he used so often, his knives, being a power that he stole?

I'm so special?

Oh right. He did.

~ x ~

If I could

Killer couldn't help himself when he started laughing his ass off. Cross was just too cute when he was acting all stern and serious.

begin to do

He'd dunked a bucket of black paint on Dust and Horror, turning them both into mini-Nightmares by the time it was over. Hell, Horror had paint pouring out of his mouth, nostrils, and eyeholes from it getting into his skull. It was like his own condition, but through aaaaall of the holes in his skull. It was fucking hilarious!

Something that does right by you

Then of course, the mother hen and Papamare walked through the doors. Nightmare of course wasn't at all amused by his antics, grumbling about his 'childish antics' before saying to clean up. Cross on the other hand, still kind and caring even after all the shit he went through, said he'll handle the clean up.

I would do about anything

He wasn't like them. He wasn't as cynical as they were. They all had drastically changed from their past selves, becoming murderers and villains. But Cross..

I would even learn

He wasn't good, but he wasn't bad either. He was a perfect balance; he was almost like a vigilante of sorts. He took justice into his own hands, however he saw that it was right. He acted independently during the X EVENT, choosing to do what he thought that he should do.

I would even learn

Killer was happy. Killer become happy, in a sick and twisted way. Cross had been a caring big brother, and a kind best friend.

How to love

Cross was still pure. And Killer... Wasn't.

~ x ~

When I see

The two idiots were so surprised when they received the anonymous letters.

The way you look

The two idiots were so embarrassed when they arrived at the meeting spot: A giant tree with "now kiss you lovesick idiots" carved into it.

Shaken by how long it took

The monochrome idiot was so flustered when he came back to the house, carried bridal style in the arms of his new lover while that target-souled dumbass just looked smug that he had a boyfriend while the rest of us were single.

I could do about anything

But what else could we do

I could even learn how to love

Then to set them up

Like you

When we were all so sick and tired

Love

Of them tiptoeing around each other

Like you

And just had to help them.

Love me

Because we were all a family now

Like you

And family knows when they need to step in and give a little nudge.

To each other, to our brothers by choice, family by will,

And now, boyfriends by love.

[jjkyaoi]

yeah you're right the egg arc was a great concept in theory it just really lacked in execution, which is rlly unfortunate bc who doesn't want to see their favorite character go crazy? great potential for angst and conflict. what also sucks is that apart from the people actively involved with the egg arc no one outside it took it seriously, take tommy or techno for example. the whole premise is "mind control" but if a whole bunch of characters are just like "lol nope im immune though!!!" .......... what's the point. what are the stakes. the reason the egg arc felt so inconsequential because it had no lasting impact on the world or characters. it's also really easy to fix this problem? but it just doesn't work if not everyone is on board with the idea

Oh i KNOW. the egg lore could've been really cool, like an inhuman threat that's basically indestructible and can take control of people ?? sign me the fuck up i was a stranger things enjoyer, but. like. you're right with the whole nobody took it seriously thing because again, this creature has existed for centuries beforehand and has been taking over people for a long time, which is what tftsmp told us, it can't be destroyed by tnt and yet tommyinnit can stand on top of it and say no actually i won't be mind controlled and technoblade can make a haha bacon and eggs joke and suddenly it's like oh shit i guess i, a creature who has existed for centuries and is almost indestructible , cannot do a darned thing . well. pack it up everyone time to go home

[letstalksymphogear]

Symphogear, EP.7 (Cont.)

“i have not now, nor ever, liked this creepy ass church elevator.”

“kanade please get out of my head, just because im hungry doesnt mean you have to tell me every time i am”

Hibiki finishes getting a full body X-ray. She’s fine.

“that anime protagonist immunity is really kicking in well!”

“by the way, your wife is here! and she’s looking mighty miffed., as opposed to me, mighty milfed.”

“you dont strike me as a mother figure but ill play along for now”

“i just hope miku’s okay...”

“oh, she’ll be fine! see, i’ve seen these kinds of plots before. big secret revealed, another lover is shown, the victim watches as they’re thoroughly cheated on, and they get to lik-”

“please stop breathing”

Genjuro’s wasting away again in Margaritaville. Looking for some daughter to adopt. SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THERE’S A, WOOOOMAAAAAN TO BLAAAAAAAAAAME, BUT HE KNOWS

XYLOPHONE RIFF

THAT’S IT’S ALL HIS FAULT

XYLOPHONE RIFF

“i hate it when he gets like this. jimmy buffets not a good look for him.”

“for once you and i agree. seeing the commander sulk like this like a middle aged perma-tourist is genuinely miserable”

“hey homies! im back and i brought some bitches! oh, jesus, why does this place smell like mistakes in miami?”

“its me. im sorry. every time i feel like i failed as a dad, my anti-dad energies manifest. imagine every midlife crisis rolled up into a single ball, smacked into the face for eternity. thats the depth of my pain for failing this girl.”

In a moment of positivity, the friendship between Tsubasa and Hibiki is cemented.

> Tsubasa has joined the party.

“FRIENDSHIP!”

“fweindship.”

“uuuuhhhhh... dadship? yeah thats close enough.”

“WE’RE ALL GOOD FRIENDS!”

“ya tiddies are ringing again, better go get it”

Ryoko also points out that Hibiki’s relic is fusing with herself at an alarming rate. This is important to keep in mind.

Meanwhile, at night.

Miku is posing in the motherly “you done fucked up, where have you been young lady” position. A cold scolding is coming.

“.........................hey miku......”

“you can come in. are you worried im gonna bite? you suplexed a car. that shouldn’t be an issue anymore.”

“miku, i.... i wanted to tell you.... but.... the plot wouldn’t let me, miku....”

“should’ve told the plot to fuck off anyway. now you’re gonna live with that. you’re sleeping... on the bottom bunk.”

“b.... b..... b...... b.... b...... bottom bunk...?”

They slept separately that night. God, this is so stupid. All of this is so goddamned stupid. “I’m so mad at you even though you saved my life.” This is just so. AUGH. THIS IS DUMB. KANEKO WRITE BETTER ANGST THAT MAKES SENSE THAT ISN’T THIS.

Meanwhile, far away from this garbage...

Chris, having been evicted from Fine’s McMansion, wanders the streets of mumblemumble aimlessly. Don’t be fooled by her new fancy dress. Basically, she’s a combat-competent hobo.

“no food. no home. no victories. this sucks. whyd you do it, fine? we coulda been great together. but no. ya fired me. now i look like im prancing the red light district with a highly advanced superweapon around my neck.”

“no... hibiki’s to blame. ever since that genderbent little mac showed up to fight me, it’s been all downhill. fine thought me a laughstock because i couldnt take out her oversized boxing gloves, and now she beat me while i had nehushtan. god... i wish i never met that damn hamster faced chubby cheeked nerd.”

“wait, whats that crying”

Chris spies two kids talking to each other, one of them crying. Chris immediately makes an assumption, believing the big bro is bullying his sis.

“hey! stop nicking her lunch money, twerp”

Chris currently is a firm believer of corporeal punishment.

But the sister deflects the blow. Chris can’t even defeat children right now. Truly, this is a record low for her. You know you blew it when even kids are schooling you on basic morality. She then tells the little girl to stop crying, ironically mirroring her brother.

The infamous double T-Pose maneuver. Chris, you might as well get a shovel and start digging your own grave.

“i keep doing bad things badly, and now im doing good things badly... when fine said i was bad... did she just mean im not talented?”

Chris, finally, does a good thing and helps these kids find their parents.

“yeah. hibiki saved a kid when she got her gear. guess what? bam! im saving two! that’s fifty percent more kid per kid saved. take that, weirdo.”

The kids call her out on Chris singing unconsciously, and Chris gets flustered over it. Dawwwwww.

Chris manages to get them to safety to their Dad...

...while brutally lying about it, making Chris look like a predator. There’s a very crushing irony at play here, given who Chris used to serve.

“ugggggggggggggggghhhhhh hes not even gonna payyyyy meeeeeee why the fuck did i dooooo thiiiiiiissssss”

“hey, you know. you kids have a really nice relationship with one another. care to give me tips on how to be an empathetic human being capable of making friends?”

“maybe we’re born with it”

“maybe its maybeline”

“maybeline...”

Meanwhile...

A cold wind blows through Lydian Apartment 69-L. (I don’t actually know if that’s their room number, I just made it up.)

“jesus take the wheel, because i’m jumping out the passenger seat to save this current wreck of a relationship”

“miku please i saved your life, doesnt that count for anything”

“you already killed me the moment you lied. also im taking the bottom bunk so i dont have to see your face coming down the ladder.”

“miku you cant hide in this depression den forever. i know i hurt you and im sorry for it, but please understand i literally couldnt do it. you saw there were punches and violence and stuff... i didnt want you tied to that...”

“what was that? i cant hear your apologies over my incredibly loud snoring. SNOOOOOOORE. SNOOOOOOOORE. SNOOO- fuck, i just swallowed my spit, fuck”

“i hope this cocoon of displeasure you’ve made for yourself lets you erupt into a butterfly of acceptance so i can fly with you again.”

“......thats not fair. you cant say those beautiful metaphors and get away with it. let me be mad... sniff... let me be mad...”

Sadness wafts in the den of lies Hibiki has been forced into.

No music plays. There is only heartbreak, and woe.

In the midst of this pain...

Ryoko loredumps about how the Symphogears work and are immune to the noise on her blog, ‘hornyonmainforscience.org’, her hybrid science journal slash kink zone. It’s mostly a recap with some pretty good soft techno beats in it.

“i made a custom brew of red bull, five hour energy drink, coffee, and cream. i call it gamer girl piss.”

“damn. that’s some good piss.”

She muses about how Hibiki has managed to break the limitations of her Symphogear, making her a totally unique specimen. Wait, where have we heard this before...?

Hey... Ryoko... let’s just... cool it a bit with the Hibiki pictures... come on...

Ryoko touches upon the Custodians and the Curse of Babel. We ain’t touching that shit until later, because that’s another shitfuck box of crazy just ready to jump us in a dark alleyway to rob us of our wits.

Back to Lydian:

“miku whats the answer to the first three multiple choice questions”

“B. A. D.”

“oh, thanks. huh, BAD.”

“yeah. you are.”

“mmm. taste likes dissapointment. just like my life.”

“hey table for two haha get it cause there’s two chairs and miku for the love of god, please, forgive me”

“ive surgically removed my eyes and drew eyelashes over them with sharpie so i dont have to see your bird bangs.”

“thats very rude to both me and my hair. also, wig.”

Even Hibiki’s meal is judging her. Mainly for not eating it. Fucking look at this. God, that looks amazing. Fuck, why did I write this while I was hungry.

“miku you cant do this forever. i might die and youll end up crying on my tombstone going ‘oh god, why, oh god’, and really, i cant live with myself if that happens. mainly because id already be dead by then”

The Anime Janai crew show up to break some icebergs with a goddamn sledgehammer. As the self-aware Gods of this realm, they got very tired of this poor display of angst, and have decided to directly intervene.

Nevermind. They came for her kneecaps, and they most certainly got them.

PLEASE. I’M BEGGING YOU. END THIS GARBAGE PLOT THREAD.

“look. imma lay down the facts. yall are gay. yall are in love. yall are angry for the wrong reasons. its nobody’s fault here but the writer. so please kiss and make up. pretty please.”

“kaneko... you fool... we all know what the original sin is. its your hack writing making this stupidity in the first place. let the pencil go, asshole!”

They bring up the fact that Hibiki isn’t doing her work and wonder if she has a job on the side, which isn’t allowed by the school. Miku gets annoyed and bails, with Hibiki running after her. Unfortunately, Miku runs faster...

“oh god miku not the rooftop whatever you’re thinking just dont do it! please!”

“no. i came here to angst, since this is the Maximum Angst Zone.”

“i..... okay! okay, that’s fair! rooftops are the perfect place to look sad while getting proper air ventilation, thats fine”

It really would have been better played if it was played off that she felt hurt not because of the lie, but because she felt like she could have helped her better having known the truth, and it being a self-loathing sort of scenario for not being there better for her and not fully understanding the risk at play.

But no, instead, we get this.

Absolutely obliterated. A heart ripped, shredded, and sent to the Shadow Realm.

The episode ends on that note, but has a post credit scene.

Naked. On an old timey telephone. On a computer. Wearing stockings and long gloves.

The main antagonist of the series, everybody.

She’s talking the best English possible to some random-ass American when suddenly bursting through the scene is none other than:

“I WANT WORKERS COMPENSATION YOU BITCH, BEFORE I UNIONIZE YOUR NAKED ASS”

“AND I WANT A GOOD REFERNECE FOR MY FUTURE EMPLOYER, AND ALSO A SEVERANCE PACKAGE SINCE I’M FUCKING HOMELESS”

“i paint my eyelashes with mascara made from the tar of freshly carbonated corpses manufactured through noise, what on gods green earth compels you to think id give a rats ass about you?”

“so you never cared, huh! you’re just a nasty naked hedonist trying to- trying to- what the fuck are you even trying to do?!”

“i want to live the dream every spicy little fossil like me yearns for.”

“I WANNA FUCK GOD!”

“how- what? what? how do you even- what? are you- do you want to be the pope? is that it? does the pope get to fuck god? are you- is this a larping thing? you’ve really been into larping lately! i don’t like this!”

“youve never read the old testament, have you. ass out, pussy bare, hips up and barefoot. that’s how god’s always liked it.”

“now get lost, punk. you tipped off my hand to genjuro and now you being here is going to ruin everything. if you still feel any semblance of devotion, eat one of your own bullets and call it a day.”

“it’s 2012 bitch, if the mayans dont get you, I WILL”

“what god gives, He takes away, and so do i. i built you from the ground up. your relic, which was good for jack shit on you. the nehushtan, which you failed to do anything with except zap a couple hundred people. stop wars? you’re a walking war, waged by me, for me. and your cartridge has just run out of bullets.”

“uh oh! hand’s acting up again! better bail before i send you back to smacktown where all the bitter little shittalkers like you strut around spending their lives being useless as hell.”

“ah fuck, im not dealing with no manos: the hands of fate bullshit again”

“and guess what else i got on motherfucker”

“i see the union efforts have officially been busted. understandable, have a nice day ma’am”

“LEAVE.”

“I’M GOING, I’M GOING”

[kpopchangedme]

|| Main || GOT7 || Day6 || Stray Kids || Monsta X || Jung Haein ||

JAEBEOM

⭐Out Of This World [M] || Romance - Smut - Alien!AU / Childhood Friends || [One Shot]

Jaebum was left behind, forgotten on Earth a long time ago. Even if he’s far from home, he finds himself believing that you might actually be where he truly belongs.  [11k words]

⭐Worship [M] || Smut - Boyfriend - Idol!verse - Romance || [One Shot]

A steamy shower is what you both need after your boyfriend gets back from working really hard promoting his group’s latest single.  [4.6k words]

The Shrimp [M] || Smut - Romance - Pregnancy - Newly Weds || [Drabble]

Jaebeom read so many baby-related books he’s forgotten how to enjoy some simple pleasures… [2.4k words]

Folks & Hooligans || Romance - Royalty - Masquerade || [Drabble]

The best festivals are always the ones where folks dress like royalty and princes go rogue… [2.2k words]

The Pervert on the Train || Strangers - Idol!verse - Misunderstandings - Romance || [Drabble]

When you started screaming about a pervert, it took a moment for Jaebum to understand who you were referring to exactly… [2.4k words]

Capture The Flag: The Trade || Romance - Fluff - Highshool!AU - Enemies to lovers || [One Shot]

Two teams, a lot of snow & a simple common goal. The only problem is that you’re on a losing streak and Jaebum, your mortal enemy, is way too good at this game…  [3.6k words]  A collab with @greasygyeom: Capture The Flag: The Absconding

JACKSON

⭐In-Depth [M] || Smut - F*ck Boy - University - Strangers || [One Shot]

You are about to find out why Jackson’s talents outside the basketball court are also praised by the masses…  [3.4k words]

⭐Practice Makes Perfect [M] || Angst - Romance - Smut - *First Time* -Friends to Lovers || [One Shot] 

You don’t want to be the “only” virgin in college so you ask your poor friend Jackson for… advice.  [5.4k words]

JINYOUNG

Plot Twist [M] || Romance - Enemies to Lovers - Smut || [One Shot] 

Being locked up until tomorrow morning with your biggest rival of the Archery team might not be all bad after all…  [5.5k words]

Third One’s a Charm || Romance - Married Life - Parents || [Drabble] 

Christmas morning is a little rough for Jinyoung this year…  [2k words]

Careless Fall (Hiatus) || Angst - Romance - Idol!verse || [Mini Series]

After starring together in the drama that propelled you to stardom, you spent years avoiding Park Jinyoung. However, no matter how hard you try or where you go, the ghost of what you could have been seems to follow. 

MARK

⭐Saint-Agnès de Roma || Romance - Boarding School - Enemies || [One Shot]

A scholarship student like you has no business hanging out with the cool, filthy rich, teens of your private Academy… But somehow you still end up playing a naughty game with that one guy… [8.3k words]

Hot Mess [M] (Completed) || Romance - Smut - Idol!verse || [Mini Series]  

You work at JYPE and don’t know how to read Mark Tuan, especially since that messy night… Does he truly hate your guts that much? 

Two Sheep Staring at Stars [M] || Soulmates - Friends - Smut || [One Shot]

Years ago, you couldn’t believe a man like Mark could really be your Soulmate. This morning, it’s his turn to find out, and he can’t believe you wasted all this time. [3.7k words]

Abnormality || Romance - Humour - Doctor!AU || [Drabble]

A normal medical appointment can be awfully embarrassing when the doctor examining you looks like a top model.  [1.9k words]

His Taste || Romance - Vampire - Idol!verse || [Drabble]

One night in the JYPE building Mark helps you with a work-related problem and you get a bit... overwhelmed by his proximity.  [1.7k words]

Buy Milk || Romance - Relationship || [Drabble]

Your boyfriend is trying to read, but even while you are sleeping, you are too distracting… [810 words]  A prompt for @mara-twins

YOUNGJAE

⭐The Intervention || Romance - Humour - Strangers || [One Shot]  

To his best friends’ total amazement, you decide to drastically intervene when a shy man is being played by a mean client at your bar.  [3.6k words]

The Maple Goddess || Romance - Christmas || [One Shot]  

Love is in the air at the Christmas Market when you finally get to spend some quality time with the cute guy from the ice skating rink... [4.7k words] Part of a multi-author collaboration of 7 short stories.

Sun-drenched [M] || Smut - F*ck girl - Step-siblings || [One Shot]

Every time you opened your mouth something outrageous came out but unfortunately, your new dorky step-brother seemed to be immune. [4.6k words] Part of a multi-author collaboration The Pleasure Chest

BAMBAM

Don’t Wake Up The Tiger || Storytelling - Humour - *Swearing* || [Drabble]

A tipsy Bambam recounts the nastiest fight GOT7 ever had and don’t believe whatever you’ve heard; it wasn’t his fault.  [quotes from The Catcher in the Rye, by J.D. Salinger]  [2.2k words]

JAEBEOM & JINYOUNG

Starboy (Ongoing) || University - Baseball - Love Triangle || [Mini Series]

Due to a series of past “mistakes” with Starboy Im Jaebeom, your school life becomes a bit more than you can handle after you begin dating the handsome Resident doctor, Park Jinyoung.

L’Opéra (Hiatus) || Drama - Romance - Love Triangle - Childhood Friends - 1880s!AU - || [Mini Series]  

The arrival of a new sponsor turns the famous Opera House upside down. He’s very handsome, rich and a long lost friend of yours… His return in your life bothers a mysterious character who secretly yearns for you from the shadows. Inspired by “Le Fantôme de l’Opéra” a novel by Gaston Leroux

GOT7: Being unable to make you reach orgasm (M) 

GOT7: His girlfriend squirts during sex (M)

GOT7: Would he make your relationship public?

GOT7 as Zelda: Ocarina of Time main characters

GOT7 as their astrological sign traits

[Click N’ Drag] Rooftop cocktail party with GOT7

[Click N’ Drag] GOT7 visits Jurassic Park

[Click N’ Drag] GOT7 in Star Wars

|| Main || GOT7 || Day6 || Stray Kids || Monsta X ||

[susannahsteiner]

How would Batman cover up Robin's and Jason Todd's death, making sure no one connected the two as the same person.

How would Batman cover up Robin’s and Jason Todd’s death, making sure no one connected the two as the same person.

This is a question that’s bothered me for a long time and I think I’ve figured out how. Bruce could make a fake news headline stating that, “Robin, the Boy Wonder Dies Trying to Save Bruce Wayne’s Ward, Jason Todd”.

It could be written more gracefully but you get the idea. Bruce owns the daily planet so he can basically publish whatever he wants.

Right after Jason’s death, the Joker gains diplomatic immunity and Superman is sent to prevent Batman from beating him to an inch within his life. I want this incident to put a huge rift between Bruce and Clark, metaphorically putting an end to “The World’s Finest”. Once they considered themselves the best of friends and now Bruce coldly refers to their relationship as long-term acquaintances. No more jokes or teasing between the two. Batman tries to finish the mission as quickly as possible and the moment he’s done, he disappears. If there are other people, he divides the group so that he’s with someone else and Clark is in the opposite direction. Bruce also dodges Clark all the time to the point where Clark gives up after trying so hard for so long. As opposed to in the past where he usually lingers a little to make small talk before slipping away.

I also imagine that Lois has just given birth to Jon. I’m not a mother but I’m sure that the birth of a first child is magical. And because of that she has become somewhat soft hearted. Which gives Bruce the leverage he needs to convince/persuade/emotionally blackmails Lois into writing the article about Jason and Robin even though she is a strict believer in finding and only reporting the Truth.

Bruce kind of convinces her by guilting her of what she would feel like if she lost her son and by pressuring her of possible consequences of ppl linking Robin to Jason and him to Batman. He may also tell her/make up a story about how the Justice League is in full swing only because “he, Bruce” the “human” is there to control these God-like creatures. And because he has no powers and can still take down the Justice League, that is why the American Government lets the League function. He can also say that he bribes many ppl on the inside of the government to look the other way regarding superman as he has singlehandedly produced enough damage as Hurricane Katrina because of his powers. (Okay that may or may not be an exaggeration but you get my point)

The reason Bruce asks her to write the article is because Lois is a “famous” news reporter and is thus “trustworthy” so if Bruce can get the story published under her name, no one would really ask any questions.

Batman also has a camera recording everything that goes on when he puts on the cowl so he could choose many images to forge the cover picture for the article. Since he made it a point to master multiple technologies to hack into systems and to keep his identity safe, I imagine he also mastered image manipulation and that he begrudgingly uses them to forge an appropriate image for the “occasion”.

This incident not only distances Bruce from Clark, but also the rest of his friends from the League which is why none of them are there for Jason’s funeral, as in he didn’t or Alfred didn’t invite them.

The funeral is obviously private because Bruce doesn’t want to deal with the media right now. The attendees are Bruce, Alfred, Barbara(Oracle), Commissioner Gordon, Lucius Fox (and his son Luke maybe?), Leslie Thompson, maybe Selina, AND DICK GRAYSON DAMNIT.

WHY THE HELL WAS HE NOT INFORMED OF JASON’S DEATH?!?! ALFRED SHOULD HAVE CONTACTED HIM FIRST LIKE YOUR YOUNGER SON JUST DIED SO YOU SHOULD HAVE THE DECENCY TO TELL YOUR OLDER SON. THIS NEVER FAILS TO ANNOY ME. IM JUST GONNA WRITE THIS OFF AS A MISTAKE ON DC’S PART BECAUSE THEY LIKE MAN PAIN AND DECIDED THEY WERE GONNA PUT MORE ANGST FOR BOTH BRUCE AND DICK.

The members of the Justice League, and some from the Young Justice team come visit a few at a time to check up on Bruce but Bruce is locked up in his or Jason’s room so Alfred attends to them.

I feel like Conner from the Young Justice TV show (the introvert softy but with rage issues) would have been able to relate to Jason the most because they were both kind of “replacements for the originals”. Conner being a replacement for Clark and Jason being a replacement for Dick. Although the latter isn’t completely true, many of Dick’s team mates (Teen Titans I mean here. The Young Justice team dealt with clones of Superman and Roy Harper and Artemis “replacing” Roy as the archer in the team- this team didn’t mind too much so Jason got along with them better) probably felt that way and didn’t warm up to Jason too quickly and kind of gave him dirty looks when Dick wasn’t looking. By the time they realized their mistake, Jason would have passed away. Conner losing someone for the first time and trying to act fine but then breaks down in his room privately because he doesn’t want to be seen.

I feel like Jason and Conner would be good friends. Like, Conner is the quiet type and Jason I think is considered an extrovert. And because Jason is Nightwing’s “little bro” Conner decides to humor him and listen to what he’s saying. Jason had high grades in school(his grade average was like a 94%. Even his teacher thought he needed to chill. Lol when you’re so op everybody is jealous) and I think he was super into reading. So because he would read a lot, he was exposed to different lines of thinking and he shared those open minded ideas with Conner because Conner actively listened but also because Conner was too afraid of offending Jason and in turn rubbing Dick the wrong way, so he always listened, nodding and answering when necessary. Pretty soon he found himself talking and debating with Jason and reading the things that Jason recommended.

This is what got Conner to unfortunately break up with Megan (m'gann??). Because Conner was exposed to these ideas that Lobotomy was wrong and that all people have certain rights, even though they may be trash, inequality, violence, rape??(Jason ran into a few incidents with rape victims during his run as Robin so maybe he vented to Conner instead of Bruce because of Bruce’s no kill rule and Bruce can sometimes be a brick wall), laws, psychology, philosophy, etc.

This is what got Conner thinking about what Megan was doing and confronting her about it. Then being strong enough to break up with the person he was the most closest to and had been with him his whole life because he knew what she was doing was wrong and was strong enough not to ignore it.

I feel like this says a lot about him and it would develop his character. Because at the very beginning, he was this guy with rage issues who didn’t like to listen to people. Then, once his rage issues slowly decreasing, he obediently follows orders or suggestions(or politely declines??? Season 2 his birthday he declines going out with that other chick??? I don’t remember am I just making things up??) and becomes much more easy to approach and nicer. Lessening his ego to ask Canary to teach him how to fight properly and later happily sparring with Aqualad in season 1.

Near the middle of season 2 he has “the talk” with Megan (but his break up was during the time skip…he still took suggestion and orders seriously tho like how he should read previous reports of missions to increase his general and battle field knowledge) which shows that despite being obedient to his what the league tells him and to his peers who have lived much longer than him and generally know what’s best, he can still think on his own and isn’t a “yes-man” to everybody.

I also feel like Megan and Conner getting back together destroyed the whole character development in a sense because when people recall their relationship, they will probably glaze over why they broke up in the first place. Usually saying things like, “oh yeah and they broke up for two seconds and got back together again”.

Even though at the beginning I was all for the two to be together, I think it was good that they showed an actual break up because that happens in life. You can both love each other with all your hearts and still not be “meant to be”.

I didn’t like how quickly Megan got with Lagoon boy but honestly I’m glad because then I wouldn’t have to barf through them flirty and finally getting together so I kind of appreciate it in a sense. Doesn’t mean I like it, but still.

And although I don’t like Lagoon boy either, I was hoping that he would stay together with Megan. I didn’t like that she broke it off. Even though Conner may have been right about the “rebound guy” part, that didn’t mean she had to break it off. It would have been nice to see her have a healthy relationship after a break up. That’s something that’s kind of rare in most tv dramas. Or maybe I just wanted to have a sure fire way to make sure Conner and Megan didn’t get back together again.

I would also like to commend Megan for acknowledging her mistakes and apologizing to Conner for it. (Although it took jacking up and fixing Aqualad’s brains to do it. )

Well this post went in a completely different direction then what I expected. So this is what a 180 looks like. I have no regrets. These are my headcannons. This is my life and these are my choices. I bet like no one is gonna read this because it is so long…… I’m sorry. I don’t know how to do the thing with the read more button and it cuts off a fourth in.