#LIVE yOUR LIFE

[antimony-medusa]

“We want more morally grey characters” you guys can’t even handle badboyhalo.

[thepeacefulgarden]

[nenelonomh]

a journey to find myself

i am going against the constant influx of short-lived trends. i want to know who i am. i want to learn and try new things and grow. i'm only sixteen years old, but i feel a little bit like i'm wasting my life, like i'm running out of time.

i'm so sick of planning changes (and seeing others do the same thing) without actually experiencing any great changes.

so, a new start: welcome to finding joanne. i'd like to record this journey and share it with you guys, hence i'm going to be starting this new series.

hopefully this will also help you find yourself.

_________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐

my plan for this series is as follows:

every month, i am going to try 3 new things. this could include listening to different music, a new hobby, a new habit, a different style of food, the way i dress. anything. but, i have to stick with it for a month (at least do it twice, if it's definitely not for me). i'm also going to share what i think of it in a reflection.

there is only 25 months until i finish high school. if i keep going the same as i am now, that's not a huge amount of time.

my goal by the end of this is to know myself; who i am; who i want to be.

_________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐

series post masterlist:

knowing yourself (my why)

the bucket list

[null-hydrangea]

I’m playing portal for the first time since middle school. Here are some exchanges between me and my boyfriend

[spiritualseeker777]

[classycookiexo]

[coolsane]

[psycohousecat]

Oh my, are those mine? 😅

[saturncoyote]

Every day i see people on the internet complaining about shit i've never even heard of in my life which causes me to immediatelly picture a image in my head, so i made it real:

[thepeacefulgarden]

[dumblr]

Learn to live without the person you can’t live without.

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[sephospaganplace]

There are so so so many ways to experience the gods.

There is no right or wrong way. There is no blunt way. Its all feeling and ephemeral.

If you've felt warmth, if you've had a dream, if you've seen a crow that stares at you for too long, if something inexplicable happens and you're lucky suddenly, if you've caught eyes with a stranger and felt like you knew each other, if the candle flickers a certain way, if one time when you're singing your voice sounds gorgeous in a way you weren't expecting, these are all the presence of a god.

God phoning is popular on witchtok but half the time what they're saying is bullshit. I've very very rarely heard a voice and every single time it was my own voice, just suffused with something, saying something I normally wouldn’t say. Or maybe I would. I've never heard a clear, distinct, audible voice. Its an invisible world we're connecting with, its a different plane. We cannot experience it the same way we experience every day life.

We'll never sit down at a coffee table across from the physical manifestation of our god, and know that its them, not until after. And even then we can never be sure. That’s the nature of it. There are no absolutes, there cannot be. That’s what makes it beautiful. That’s where belief comes in. It isn't about being good enough or worthy enough or devout enough, that doesn't exist. That isn’t what its about at all. You are worthy even if the divine doesn’t manifest in a way we've been told is the only real way, and you are connecting even if you cant see it now. My most intense spiritual experiences are never something I realize are happening in the moment, its always only after that I can see it clearly.

The gods are all around us.

[serenityquest]

[denerturee]

Stop thinking that happiness is having a romantic partner, fuck, life is more than that...

🗣️ Being AroAce is wonderful 🧡💛💙🖤🤍💚💜

[typelikeagirl]