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reminder to myself and whoever else needs it to stop feeding the machine. I'm aware I'm yelling into the void but look at the past couple years of games. They're pushing $70, $80, $100!!! for games that are completely unfinished, unpolished, and sometimes completely unplayable. Yes the game showcases were cool. The doom game looks sick and I don't even go there, but they're shaking the shiny keys to distract you and get you swept up in the hype. They're going to push so much fomo marketing to get you to jump for it full price.
Wait for sales. Wait and buy a used copy. Hell, wait a couple days (even hours!!!) after launch and reviews and breakdowns will start coming out. Our game backlogs are already packed, and mr big AAA studio can deal with some of us waiting to see if they actually delivered what was promised.
#I am whining to myself but preorder culture drives me insane#I love waiting ~2years after a game comes out and getting it for like $10#and all the patches are done! the updates are all there! dlc's out!#but feel free to reblog if you vibe#personal
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quick itfs sketch page
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#fr some reason it's rare fr me to b happy with monochrome pieces so i am combatting tht general dislike by making it itfs#harder 2 dislike smth when it's a bunch of sketches of my ship kissing#oh ya threw in some good ol Corner Angst also bc i ended up not wanting 2 draw a third kiss dsfhjshdsdfjg#doing this got me thinking about tht one itfs piece i did back in april#captioned smth smth 'im on an itafushi kick'#n how that was like. the piece that opened the floodgates n made me realize how actually insane i am abt them#before it was just a casual Yeah This Ship Is Cute ill draw for it when the mood strikes#then after doing tht draws i ws like wait a minute whats happening to me#now here i am 5 months later completely emotionally dependent on these 2 traumatized 15 year olds#anyway this sheet is kind of an homage 2 the other one :'> how far ive come. how far theyve come. they make me ill every waking hour
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Sunday mannerisms I noticed during the 2.7 livestream
when he finds something funny or amusing but doesn't laugh out loud - his right wing twitches
when he is happy or joyous - his left wing twitches
when he is flustered, shy or laughing out loud - both wings twitch
#small writer notes honestly#also so fkn cute#i love him#adorable#also him being aware of the exact shade of his feathers is so nice to know#like it makes it more palpable to talk/write about it#and his lack of a huge reaction to that many feathers dropping means he does sometimes “shed” feathers#bro imagine waking up to a fluffy feather on your nose#aaaaaaaaaaa#also yh these are some notes i wrote down while watching#sunday#sunday x reader#fluff#writing#hsr#honkai star rail#2.7 livestream#wait am i insane for noticing these details?#guys?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#rip me
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Welcome to the reverse verse! This is part 1 of 2 of a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and I can't wait to tell you all about it, because I'm incapable of being normal and chill about these concepts, so I ran with it.
Charles Rowland was born in 1900, his mum was from India and moved to the UK after marrying Charles' dad, a soldier who was not... very loving. Charles' heritage gave him some problems, but none as bad as that one time in 1916 when he was sacrificed to a demon and spent the next 7 decades in Hell. He doesn't like to talk about it, except when it can get him what he wants. He was always an angry boy, or so he thought, but after his time spent in Hell, it became so much worse. He's explosive and unpredictable, and so he mostly avoids conflict. He doesn't need to fight anyone, as his charming personality and sweet smile (plus a few smart calculations) always seem to be enough to convince people to give him what he asks for. And when the fight is inevitable... well, he has Edwin for that!
Edwin Payne grew up very sheltered, in a deeply religious home, and he is proud of that. Don't try to argue with him, because he surely has a Bible verse that will help him win (and if not, he is not above using his croquet mallet now that he has someone to keep safe). Unfortunately for him, he realized at a quite young age that he felt attraction towards other boys. Even worse, somehow other people could tell as well, including those peers that ended up killing him for it (the rumour spread throughout school was that he had died due to AIDS, and most people just accepted it). He never acted on those unnatural urges of his, but when he met this ghost who had just escaped Hell... he decided not to risk eternal damnation, and to stay here with Charles, instead. Edwin has no interest in the supernatural or in magic, and sort of looks down on them, but luckily his friend's got that covered.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#honestly the fact that i was given so much freedom to plan this universe is insane to me i am so thankful#i feel like this version of them is a bit darker#that wasn't intentional but oh well#guess that comes with having a charles who is kind of manipulative#and an edwin who is the annoying kind of catholic#(i am allowed to say that i come from a catholic family... not very catholic mind you my mom didn't actually care)#cw homophobia#can't forget that one#i'll post the next part probably tomorrow or the day after!#that's the crossover so wait for it#just to make it clear yes this edwin is in love with his charles but in denial#and this charles adores his edwin and doesn't think much about it#universal constant etc etc
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Thinking about @stygiovictoria's Roleswap AU.
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#prince zuko#roleswap au#atla au#atla zuko#zuko art#zuko fanart#Hello hello I am obsessed with unhinged Zuko#He's so insane so creepy so absolutely despicable#I love him#This AU is amazing! I really love what you're doing with it and I can't wait to see more of it#The entire concept is so terribly intriguing#For the newbies—in this AU Azula and Zuko's roles are swapped#Which means Zuko is a brainwashed insane unhinged sneaky manipulative creepy drama queen#And I'm in love with him#He's sooooooooooooooooo creepy#Like#You have literally no idea of how creepy that mf is#I want to punch him in the face#Bastard#(I love him SO MUCH)#Also his design is *chef kiss*#Another round of yours truly drawing stuff for other people's AUs!#(Let us all ignore the bunch of wips for my own AUs that are gaining dust)#Quick sketch done in *checks time* around one hour and a half#Have I already said his design is Peak?
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we are so fucking back
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic movie 3#sonic movie fanart#screenshot redraw#shadow the hedgehog#shadow sth#i am going to be so annoying about sonic the hedgehog for the rest of the year sorry#ive got a lot more screenshot redraws in the works#i went a little insane with this i finished it in like less than two hours i think#oughghghhhhh shadow cool sonic cool i cant wait for this movie
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ONYX STORM SPOILER‼️

Somebody said that they believe that Lynx is a mimic not a shadow wielder and I choose to live in this delulu land!
you don’t understand, I actually felt physically sick when I read that
#denial is a river#and i choose to drown in that river#somebody sedate me#this is the most heartbroken I’ve been over a book since the epilogue in clockwork princess#maybe even worse#I’m actually considering therapy#he cannot die#I’ll go insane#onyx storm#onyx storm spoilers#fourth wing#iron flame#rebecca yarros#xaden riorson#violet and xaden#violet sorrengail#riorgail#sorrenson#xaddy#how am i supposed to live like this#and wait for the next book?
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please draw something soft with little pq dirk and alpha dave or the silly pq older one iregrhgh ur art makes me so so sad abt them in the best way ever plsplspls
HI ANON. oh my god sorry for keeping you waiting this long. i wanted to do something nice for you but truth be told... i struggle with drawing people hugging & similar stuff. historically. but ur rq is WAY overdue so!! i did my best.
i only hope this reaches you alrighht... i wish it notified anons when their asks are answered ahgfdjksgg ;w; thank u so much for this and again so sorry it took this long...
#anonymous#asks#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dave strider#dirk strider#alpha dave#alpha dave strider#alpha bro#alpha bro strider#candy dave#candy dave strider#striders#pesterquest#admin draws#fanart#if you go far back enough on my blog u can see that i have been insane about candy dave and dirk for a long long time#I STILL HAVENT REPLAYED HIS PQ ROUTE. BUT I NEED TO#once i do i want to draw them again and dispense some thoughts... but for now u get da fluff. and its like 1 am so id better hustle to bed#also thank you everyone for refilling my askbox! i cant wait to get to all of these ehe
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everyone else: haha The Summoning sexy
me: The Summoning's "raise me up again" is in direct contrast to Drag Me Under's "drag me under again" and shows an immense amount of growth between the two points in the narrative, for him to go from singing "drag me [...] deep into your love" to "take me past the edge / I want to see the other side" shows that he no longer wishes to drown and wallow in the toxicity of this situation and now wants to move past it and see what lies beyond and in this essay I will-
#rae.txt#sleep token#this is only a joke in the sense that i know i'm not the only one who considers the summoning a serious part of the narrative#and not just The Sexy Song#i just feel like not a lot of people appreciate drag me under#i am trying so hard to finish my analysis/interpretation of One but i keep getting distracted by Sundowning lmao#wait till y'all hear my thoughts on the sequence of give -> gods -> sugar -> say that you will#sundowning my beloved#sorry for the random unhinged 6am thoughts i woke up insane today
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don't think about eddie in el paso facetiming buck early in the morning to get him to walk him through making chris’ favorite pancakes, desperately wanting things to go just right for his first morning back under the same roof of his son. don't think about the call ringing out.
don't think about eddie trying to facetime buck again after chris is holed up in his room playing video games and he's overwhelmed with the sounds of life now inhabiting the house that was so quiet before: the click-clack of chris' crutches, the distant echoes of whatever game he and his friends are playing, his laugh, so dear and familiar, eddie's heart catches-
no answer.
then, later, eddie hesitating with his thumb over the call button. thinks about buck on shift. buck on a call. not having eddie half a step behind him ready to step in, anticipating all his moves, what if something happened? how long would it be before he knew? before someone called to tell-
he pivots, texts:
Hey. Just wanted to check in.
I know you're on shift, but call when you see this.
Nothing bad! Chris wants to say hi.
He says you promised movie recs. Something about a space dog? He says you told him we'd love it.
Also, I successfully managed to make the pancakes this morning without your explicit instructions on call.
Chris ate them. Said he felt like something was missing though. Not sure what since I followed your recipe exactly, but the kid is right. Something was missing.
Okay. Talk soon, Buck.
and then. and then-
eddie and chris curled on different corners of the couch after dinner, both not paying attention to what's on tv: chris, presumably texting his friends; eddie, talking himself out of sending buck a "hey, just checking in again" text for the fifth time today.
chris gasps. and-well, eddie knows his son. he knows the shape of all his letters, of his breaths, of everything that makes chris, chris. so when chris gasps the way he does, eddie knows.
he looks over before chris can even fully turn his phone towards him:
Breaking: LAFD Team Trapped After Explosion at Containment Lab-Sources Confirm Hazmat Lockdown, Possible Fatalities
don't think about eddie's stomach dropping. don't think about eddie being confronted with the reality of everything he left behind in LA—his true family, a family that is surely feeling his absence more acutely right now. who could’ve used him. don't think about eddie having to put on a brave face for chris while trying not to completely unravel.
don't think about chris and eddie trying to call buck and it going to voicemail again. and again. and again-
#okay i KNOW this def won’t happen#but this was born from me having SUCHHHHH a feeling that chris has google alerts for the 118 on#like. come ON!!!! i KNOW HE DOES#i have so much more to say but i’m so tired fr#all i ever am is tired but i somehow manage to get some brain rot out#feeling insane thinking about SOMETHINGGGG something something like this happening come ONNNN#and what and and and i#and???? no stop wait i'm so im sad i'm like. GOD i'm having more THOUGHTS HELP ME#christopher diaz#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 rambling.#911 on abc#911 abc#911 season 8#buddie#911 8x14#911 8x15#911 8x15 spec#buddiemaxxing
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maybe it was just a cool visual but like...is anyone else curious about what would've happened if Lin Ling gave into the fear in his first battle? Like, fear seems to function the same as trust (or belief or faith or whatever) since his old boss said his workers' fears of getting laid off powered him but it kinda seems like Lin Ling was gonna get infected by the fear after doubting himself (fear in another sense, I guess)?
anyway had another random thought about how faith and fear go hand in hand in religion and in general (machiavelli-esque kinda thing, y'know?) and just like, what if a hero becomes so powerful people become as scared as they are reverent of them and they end up turning into villains?
#tbhx#to be hero x#last thought...for now#i have entirely other thoughts on enlighter/enlightenment and X's thing about the truth and the eye symbolism#but i'll wait on that#it has been 3 days. i am going insane#tu bian yingxiong x#another thought: what if belief goes so far as to give Lin Ling the original Nice's memories?#what if their entire personalities can be affected by others' belief in what they are like? what if that clashes with their real self?#listen i read way too much about hamlet and the creation of identity ok#so basically. what if Nice was not actually nice
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happy @chanrizard day ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ insp., saranghae nunbit image credit
#sa! this is scheduled to post at midnight ur time so. hopefully it worked. happy happy happy birthday<3 i hope u have a day as lovely as u r#i am so happy to call u a friend and i cant wait to finally hang out w u for more than one hour in july (and also watch railway live for th#first time w u) love u! hope u like this!!!!#stray kids#chanlix#my gifs#those tags r enough lmao#i can't explain how long it took to make all of these from scratch. i thought id go insane at some point#that lyric one took so many braincells out of me i will now be stupid forever. but wow. my magnum opus i think. a labor of love.#sa and anyone else reading this PLEASEEE look at it on desktop..sm prettier there i promise#if u catch any of my little easter eggs let me know:]
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holy fuck harrow is a product of her parent’s genocide and alecto is a product of jod’s genocide how have i never put this together before
i’m trying to spell out my thoughts about this but i cant get past how a horrific number of people had to die in order for them to exist
#was this obvious did everyone else know this?#the locked tomb#harrowhawk#harrow the 9th#gideon the ninth#gideon the 9th#alecto the ninth#alecto the first#tlt#tlt spoilers#locked tomb#locked tomb spoilers#i actually just collapsed into a chair over this I’m so drama#like obviously harrow and gideon’s relationship foils of jod and alecto’s and harrow is jod and gideon is alecto.#because jod and harrow are necromancers and also the one running things as god or as reverend daughter.#and gideon and alecto both come from unknown origins (to the people around them) and had to ‘die’ to give power to their necromancer.#wait no also cause gideon was the only survivor of that genocide and alecto is the embodiment of what remains of life on earth.#also alecto is described as having been violently created#and considering gideon’s conception and wake’s death i wouldnt say gideon’s all that different#hi today i am going insane#four way foils they all foil each other#i feel like maybe this is obvious and I’m just slow but i hadnt put it together spelled out like this before#i LOVE character foils so much
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The clock keepers deserve to have the full shaded promo art for their volume 🙏🙏
Edit: I HAVE THEM ALL!!!
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#aoi akane#mirai#I AM WAITING FOR KAKO PLZ#like yes the illustrations for Hanako/Tsukasa/Nene are okay but the effort went clearly for the clock keepers#I couldn't be happier aaaah#AidaIro finally answering the “Does Akane have red or brown hair?” question by putting both colors on one illustration#Tea colored hair my beloved#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#I am eating the blue and yellow illustrations so much omggg#and this green/blue is so close to my fav color (called duck blue in french) I am so happy#I CAN COLOR THE OWLS NOW TOO YEEES#Akane *takes a pose with his owl pet*#he is sending me help#him always having a neutral expression as a clock keeper kills me#I can't go insane I don't have time but the clock keepers are always in my mind#it's even more obvious how Akane and Mirai have the same front bangs here I am ascending
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u don’t understand how much i care abt them
beyx sideblog!

#i feel really awkward posting this when i’m STILL not caught up yet#just know that☝️#but i’m impatient and didn’t wanna wait#beyblade x#beyblade x fanart#bird kazami#robin kazami#multi nanairo#ekusu kurosu#jaxon cross#how am i this insane already i’ve only known them for LIKE FIVE DAYS#update i finally watched up to episode 26#ILL NEVER BE THE SAME EVER EVER AGAIN#IM IN SHAMBLES
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Imagine your f/o doing your hair! If you like it done simple, they just run it through with a comb and make sure everything is clean, frantically apologizing whenever they tug on a knot as you laugh and put a hand on theirs. If you like it done fancy, they help you hold it back as you fiddle with the details, patiently doing and redoing pins and bows until everything is perfect, just for you!
#proship safe#op is a proshipper#proshippers please interact#i am a proshipper#yumeship#───.𖥔 ݁ ˖ original lyrics ° yume#yumeshipping#nonsharing selfship#op is a darkshipper#───.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ohedo julian night ° KAITO#───.𖥔 ݁ ˖ step by step ° minori#───.𖥔 ݁ ˖ just like this always ° March 7th#───.𖥔 ݁ ˖ the troubled soul lies in wait ° dan heng#SORRY FOR THE INSANE WAIT BETWEEN POSTS.#it will happen again LOL#proselfship#antis dni#I've been shamelessly lusting over kaito so bad lately i needa give my other f/os sum love#selfship imagines#f/o imagines#selfship positivity
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