#Knots Of Fear
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The Song I Live In
A song can hold me togetherwhen I’ve been torn apart,when I’m at the vergewhere jagged edges jut outpopping bloated brightmany a things of life. Lost notes coming togetherand stitching my seamswith threads of sound. Music doesn’t ask for permission—it breaks in, a trespasserwho knows all the rooms of my head,who rewires the walls with chordsuntil they buzz and climb on air’s back.On the top of…
#Acoustic Soul#Aural Sanctuary#Beats Of The Heart#Dreamlike Harmony#Emotional Rescue#Erwinism#Ethereal Groove#FYP#Harmonious Bridge#Healing#Healing Melodies#Inner Calm#Inspiration#Knots Of Fear#Learning#Life#Love#Lyrical Journey#Melodic Forgiveness#Melodic Reflection#Mental Escape#Motivation#Music#Poem#Poetic Rhythm#Poetry#Progress#Rhythmic Healing#Silencing Chaos#Solace In Sound
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Absolutely in love with @kyri45's Sky Cotl AU, it's honestly so galaxy brained
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#in stars and time siffrin#asil and art#me? shivering in fear of Eden?#oh yeah 100 percent I have a knot in my stomach I tell ya#the update today too help help I'm weak
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werewolf bf who's such a big softie puppy with you but snarls "just be a good little bunny and sit still while i give you my knot or i'll rip your fucking throat out" in your ear while he pins you down and pumps you full of his litter 🥰♡
#bxbiebxn#🐇.hop#k1nk blog#1cky bunny#1cky princess#primal kink#primal play#primal fear#kn0tting#knotting kink#werewolf knot#werewolf nsft#werewolf k1nk#nsft bunny#prey kink#unwilling prey#predator/prey#r@pe kink#fuck meat#fvcktoy#bimbo slvt#subby bunny#cnc k!nk#cnc free use#cnc r4p3#cnc rough#rough daddy#puppy dom#petpl4y#petpl@y
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Ideal ending to WCI is Luffy seeing Sanji cry and then awakening his devil fruit and unlocking Gear Fifth out of sheer RAGE and saying the classic line of “Who made you cry, Sanji?! I’ll DESTROY THEM!!!” and then proceeding to go on a rampage and fucking absolutely EVERYBODY up including the Vinsmokes, Pudding, AND the Big Mom Pirates. Toss in the trope of came back wrong and Sanji can immediately tell something is not right about this Luffy, whose smile is too wide, whose eyes are too distant, who continues to beat upon his enemies long after they’re down, who seems to take a sick sort of pleasure in hurting others, who grins and giggles and tells Sanji he’ll obliterate anything that makes him cry. Eventually he starts to scare Sanji so bad that even Luffy notices his reaction, and immediately turns on himself because if HE’S the one making Sanji cry then he’ll just have to destroy himself too. And that’s when Sanji finally leaps into action and does whatever he can to reach Luffy—including kissing him. Luckily that was exactly what Luffy needed to snap out of it, and when he comes to the Whole Cake Chateau is in broken pieces, the Big Mom Pirates are battered beyond fighting and the Vinsmokes are nowhere to be seen. And softly, tiredly, he asks if they won, if he can bring Sanji home, and Sanji cries again and says yes, take me home to the Sunny, I want to go home with you.
Meanwhile the rest of the Strawhats are like

#One Piece#Luffy#Monkey D Luffy#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Black Leg Sanji#Really what I’m saying is that I want Luffy to go Gear Fifth during WCI. And there’s Sanlu involved.#LMAO#Also I remember reading a Gear 5 Luffy fic where he ties people together in knots. Like that’s FUCKED up#And he would ABSOLUTELY do that in this situation. For funsies. To be silly 🤪#Sanji watches in horror as Luffy uses somebody as a jumprope. To Luffy this is a Normal thing to do#Sanji torn between ‘Holy shit I’m so in love with him rn’ and ‘What the actual FUCK is that thing wearing Luffy’s face’#We’ll get eldritch god vibes up in here.#Luffy uses Conqueror’s Haki so powerful it even brings Big Mom down to her knees#Pudding starts crying out of fear and Luffy’s like :)))) Good. Suffer#He can be scary AND silly. As a treat#They had back to the Sunny eventually and Sanji’s like. Well. That happened#*head#(He also has to mentally process the fact that the regular Luffy—HIS Luffy—only came back to him after he kissed him)#(But again he doesn’t have time to unpack all that right now)#Shima speaks#Sorry it’s self indulgent hours over here. I’m getting sick again and I need some way to cope. Lol#(And I mean actually sick I’ve had the worst sore throat known to man since yesterday)
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ik everybody thinks that "his face crumpled. "he hates me," he said. "all i do is love him, but he hates me, he just hates me, i don’t know why." is gonna be ty talking to dru but what if it’s julian????!?
#like dude that would be emotional as hell#bc all julian wants to do is protect them all from harm but this isn't up to him and his brother is heartbroken#and he can't do anything about it#and and -#anyways just saying it would be super emo if it was julian but ALSO i really REALLY love it being dru#bc that would mean those two are finally bonding with eachother and letting out their fears and i need that so (i mean /so/) freaking badly#but yeah this snippet causes me actual pain#<- and i mean that#like my heart just got all knotted up this scene (and in general series) will be my downfall#ty blackthorn#julian blackthorn#kit herondale#kit x ty#kitty#the last king of faerie#the wicked powers#tlkof#twp#tsc
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someone needs to write a fanfic about the first turn of the wheel and i need it RIGHT NOW
#the knots#the tattoos#the smile#i will never be over this i fear#moirane damodred#siuan sanche#moiraine x siuan#wheel of time#wot s3#wot s3 spoilers
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How far are you with the story? Like, how far have you gotten with the dialogue and scenes and comic planning or whatever
Oh also I saw you said you were going to not include scenes you don’t feel are completely necessary towards the story
If the comic ever gets completed would you give us info on some scrapped scenes and whatnot
I want to eat every morsel of this AU it’s so yummy (it’s my favorite flavor)
Hi! First of all,
Thank you sm, I'm so happy u like it so far and find the concept just as interesting as I do:D
So, when it comes to the story
Most of it is already planned out, but I'm really stuck on figuring out how to make a character do something or be motivated to do that thing that I need them to do... I'm not sure how to make it play out smoothly, but I'm getting there...
I've been stuck on that FOR A WHILE, before I paused this blog
About the scrapped content, sure! That would be fun to share. I changed a lot of stuff during the early development, wich was mostly me making little funny drawing to show my close friends
Here are some very early design ideas I had for Wingdings:D I have some that were even BEFORE these but those are kind of ehhh, not interesting
I changed him A LOT, things that only I would notice but I think are very important and differentiate him from your typical Gaster design (He's more colorful for starters, not only black and white, and his hands are still perfectly fine), still, events will lead him to the same conclusion anyways. Poor guy's gonna have a self destructive arc and become less "Wingdings" and more "W.D. Gaster"
#there's lots of little details that are important but only I know AHHH#I really want to make this a comic#I just need to detangle some knots and yeah:D#and also write the dialogue#wich I fear will be very hard because english isn't my first lenguage and I don't know a lot of complicated words😞#forgettable-au#answered ask#undertale au#papyrus is gaster
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new sterek song dropped: The Beast by Lady Gaga
Oh my god, oh fuck yes, you are so damn right!! I mean -
I wanna feel the beast inside I know you're hungry, ready to bite I wanna watch you turn tonight I wanna feel the beast inside
Did Stiles Stilinski himself ghost-write this song?!
#ask#sterek#my head is reading this as like half-feral derek who stalks the town at night and is feared by all of its citizens#but not stiles stilinski#oh hellll no#he is valiantly willing to take one (knot) for the team to keep the beast in check ✊#also the lyrics literally say 'little red' we are so blessed ?!
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How does Heaven react once the news of Alastor being Lucifer's son gets out in The Devil's Bastard AU and the Raised Together/Kid!Alastor branches? They certainly won't be happy that Lucifer has been going to earth in secret. Given Alastor isn't Hellborn I could also see them arguing for him to be killed or sealed in some way. "Nephilim of his sort were wiped out for a reason after all, right?"
Weeping, I started to answer this then accidentally refreshed the page and lost everything I'd typed. Lemme see if I can remember all my thoughts...
Their first major concern would not be Alastor himself. Not that another branch of the Morningstar bloodline isn't cause for alarm, but with Charlie as a precedent and Alastor's carnage restricted to Hell itself, he's a secondary concern to Hell's leadership. Their primary concern surrounds the fact that Lucifer broke the terms of his banishment and left Hell an unknown number of times without them being aware. While they watched him closely in the beginning of Hell, fearing he would attempt to retaliate against Heaven, in the three hundred thousand years since his Fall* they've clearly grown complacent. They're fearful of what kind of evil he may have sown on Earth, or if he's created any more yet undiscovered offspring who may be corrupting mortal souls. Could Lucifer's visits to the living world be the reason Earth is in such a miserable state?
(It's not, but of course they'd like an easy answer, one little problem they can snuff out that will fix everything forever.)
Sera orders Lucifer to meet with her in the Heaven Embassy and she brings along a couple of archangels* as backup to ensure he doesn't try anything. She wants Lucifer on the defensive. Lucifer does have some leverage though thanks to Adam's pettiness. For one, Heaven promising not to touch hellborn wasn't dependent on Lucifer adhering to his banishment. The exterminations came a long, long time after the Fall. Even if it was though, no one in Heaven, least of all Adam, even knew about Lucifer's excursions until after the final extermination. Adam knowingly choosing to target Charlie - not just a random hellborn but Lucifer's daughter who had absolutely zero ill will towards Heaven and only wanted to protect sinners - out of nothing more than malicious spite, gives Lucifer a leg to stand on when it comes to negotiating with Sera. She knew what Adam intended to do because he'd declared his intention to Charlie in front of Heaven's court, but she did nothing to stop him. On top of which, Sera also can't provide any evidence of Lucifer leading humans towards evil acts on Earth because he never did anything like that. Even in the rare cases of cults forming to worship him, they were done independently by humans who had no idea what Lucifer was really like and Lucifer himself had no contact with them. In other words, Sera in breaking her word to Lucifer caused more harm to him and his than Lucifer did to her and hers in breaking his banishment.
In the end, Lucifer is able to get Heaven to back down from trying to imprison him or Alastor. He agrees to increased surveillance - he hasn't gone back to Earth since his meeting with Nicaise anyway - and calls an end to the meeting.
And then as soon as he sets foot through the front doors of the hotel he promptly passes out from the stress overload.
(*Early modern humans started out in Africa approximately 300,000 years ago, so I'm timing Lucifer's Fall to align with that.)
(*I was going to say Michael at first since he seems like a popular Bible character to adapt into Hazbin Hotel fanon, but with him supposedly being the leader of Heaven's armies, I feel like he clashes with Adam as the leader of the exorcists. So now I have this headcanon that after Lucifer's banishment, Michael fell into a depression of his own. He spiraled deeper and deeper until ultimately he retired from his position which was then passed to Adam.)
#ask#mermaid of the valley#Hazbin Hotel#The Devil's Bastard AU#Lucifer Morningstar#Sera (Hazbin Hotel)#Lucifer's sitting in the chair in Heaven's embassy stone faced#while on the inside his heart is about to explode and his guts are twisted into a million knots#at some point he jumps up on the table to stand eye to eye with Sera#originally I was thinking that if they were worried about nephilim they would be concerned with Charlie first#but technically I think she's a lilin#so yeah Alastor's the only true nephilim here#but again he's confined to Hell just as much as any sinner#Lucifer himself remains Heaven's greatest fear#at least until Charlie and Alastor grow into their powers more
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flood
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#caligosto loboto#dr loboto#psychonauts#nightmaretheater#if you havent noticed i reaaally like flood by tool#this took 10 hours combined time of drawing 🕊️🕊️🕊️redid the sketch like 5 times lik#this is actually kind of personal to me….#as a child i had a reeaaaallly oppressive fear of my house flooding#like. i couldnt bare to hear a faucet running. thats how bad it was#all those flood damage relief commercials on tv scared me.#i very distinctly rememebr on of a house flooding thru the floor vents very quickly. and at the end the front door broke down.. scary#the psychological damage young me endured from the commercials#also ignore the wonky perspedtive on the crib i kind of exploded after trying to perspective for like an hour straight#its okay. it works. geometry is just weird in the psychonauts world#sheds a tear#oh the horrors..!.!.!!.! yipes#this is my ‘bobo exposed heart image’ to the cycle knots fanbase. real ones would know#drawing this was an experience man#thats why i vanished for a bit… sorry. ‘hey johnny got into str-‘ dont care im making a masterpiece#okay enough rambling im sorry#tips down glasses. send post
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i really keep thinking i’m free of my unhinged libido for a while and then i just start squirming panting whimpering growling rutting thinking about what i would do to a subby tboy or prey-coded lesbian right now
#the only difference is that i feel this way 40% of the time rather than 90% of the time#this is not a bad thing#but it is funny to just suddenly glaze over and start wriggling against the nearest surface#anyway#i can be trusted around cute boys#prey lesbians have nothing to fear from me#😇😇😇#im good. im trustworthy and gentle and respectful.#i prommy i won’t bite or knot (unless you want me to ❤️)#primal kink
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[ @nothingbutthenight \\ for cinder]
Cinder isn’t altogether sure what brought her back to the convoluted ramble of Mistral’s lowest slums. Maybe a vague impulse to recapture the clear, burning sense of purpose she’d felt the last time she found herself stranded here, alone. It had been raining then; it’s sleet now, pelting down in miserable formless globs of slush.
Prowling through the deluge with nowhere to go and nothing to do is not how Cinder imagined this would go.
She’d planned to run.
Salem would come after her, and the unsettling mask of magnanimity would end. There would be pain enough to make what happened on the whale seem like a kindness, and Cinder would endure it all. No more pretending. No more games. Just the unvarnished truth Salem thinks she’s too stupid to realize, that Cinder is nothing more to her than a pawn, dredged up and laid bare.
Exactly none of that has happened. The dark glint of connection through her arm has lain quiet and still for eighteen days. Cinder made it to Forever-Fall like she’d planned—and there had been no chase, no hunt, no vindicating struggle against her fate.
Nothing.
Several tense, sleepless, uneventful nights led her to conclude that Salem believes she’s bluffing, and even worse was the uncomfortable realization that she might be. Alone in the wild dark of that forest, Cinder found that she could think of nothing she wanted that wouldn’t lead her right back to Salem. In pursuit of a new world…
Fuck her.
Cinder scowls, kicking disconsolately at a loose paving stone. Slush splatters everywhere. She’s not going to give Salem the satisfaction of crawling back empty-handed. She won’t.
She can’t. She won’t.
The problem is that Salem has the lamp and the staff, Cinder can’t retrieve the crown for her without first going back to Beacon, and with the whole world forewarned and rallying to Vacuo’s defense, she doesn’t like her odds there alone. And all Salem cares about, the only thing she wants, is those damned relics.
Snarling under her breath, Cinder whips around a corner. There has to be something–
Cinder never gets cold, but few other people are willing to brave the slum’s tangled byways in such foul weather; so her eye narrows when she sees another person coming her way, bent against the driving wind.
No one down here is worth robbing, and the stranger doesn’t have the bearing of a huntress. Still, Cinder draws an obsidian knife out of thin air to hold in her palm as they pass. Talons on the one hand, a blade in the other: if the woman recognizes her, she won’t have time to scream for help.
#LEGENDS AND FAIRYTALES ( ic. )#THE CROWNED KNOT OF FIRE ( ic: cinder. )#I DO NOT FEAR IT: I HAVE BEEN THERE ( v: dawn. )#nothingbutthenight
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I've been feeling a little knot inside of me, It's only 2.5 weeks into the new year and I already feel like a failure. I'm doing fine with working out, eating well , drinking water, working hard and trying to have fun. But there's part of me that's like "why do I feel like a shitty partner, a shitty daughter and why do I feel like I'm not responsible, why do I feel like I don't have a grasp on balancing my goals, spending time with my partner and family" Maybe I just need to make more time for myself..Sorry I know validation comes from me but I need some reassurance.
#this feels so jumbled but i can't explain this knot i think it's a fear of not achieving my goals .#fear that i won't change for the better even though time and time again i have changed little by little
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I saw someone was doing who's your favorite pc of each cast member polls and I was like okay ill look out for when the sam one shows up so I can rep my girl :) and then they had nott and veth listed separately and now im stubbornly ignoring it
#my number one pet peave#also they spelled her name as knot????#i fear someone did not watch the show 😔#actually i just checked they spelled it knott so you cant even blame autocorrect for it
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ya i'm gonna make you do it: give us the jack draper KT song 👀 (EEEE)
oh man there's no songs about being sweaty and shirtless all the time... whatever shall I do... (I jest)
lowkey this part of push that knot away:
it's like. that reckoning with becoming a player who people don't want to see in the draw. and yeah top players are intimidating but wait a minute, he can intimidate them right back now
#he's had all these top 10 wins... but when it comes to jannik he is NOT pushing that knot away I fear (unless he's puking it up)#I'm sorry jack fans I enjoy making fun of him immensely. he has good vibes though#jack draper#asks#ask game#EEEE!
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Someone's gonna find, hunt, cut, rape, knot and impregnate you soon enough hun, dw. Not saying it's me, but... that howling in the distance is getting rather close isn't it?
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Oh I just sent you that ask with the 🌙 signoff, didn't notice you had an anon with a moon in their signoff already! I'll use the 🪢 signoff in future asks if that's better :3
The howling is getting closer, isn't it? I hear it in those quiet moments between my heavy breaths and behind the rush of blood pounding in my ears. I keep trying to outrun it, but I know I won't. I hesitate every time before I take off, just half a beat before I start running. Because I know that it's a waste of time and energy. Because I know no matter how hard I run, no matter how far, I'm going to get caught.
And that despite it all, I know it's my purpose. I know that instinctually, my body craves it even when my mind recoils in terror. But when I get caught, pinned down, torn into, my boy will yield as much as it would if I got on my hands and knees and begged for it. My hunter's pleasure of using my exhausted prey animal body, my fate of being their sex toy and breeding victim- no matter how much I run, how strong I think I am, I am going to get caught.
The howling is getting closer.
#ftm breeding#cvntboy#forced impreg#cvmdump#impregnate her#cvm wh0re#ftmpreg#trans breeding#deerboy breeding#deerboy hunting#predprey#r@pe fantasy#r@pe baby#r@pe b@it#knot me#asks#anon#🪢#sorry about the tone shift on this one it pinnged something in my brain that activated my writer behavior#fear play
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