#Keep in mind that this is me roleplaying

[palialaina]

I have been staring at this page for like... twenty minutes, trying to figure out where to start. I know it's my own journal, but still. Today was just. It's been...

Okay.

I'm gonna back up.

I have been trying, very hard, to not step on TIsh's toes. I couldn't just come out and ask if she or Reth have feelings for Jel, and I mean... I also don't want to ruin the friendships I'm building either by presuming too much.

I told Kenyatta about the letter Zeki sent me, and she said he was just trying to make a quick coin, but also that Grimalkin have a really up there sense of smell, so he could probably... smell my interest, even if he didn't know who it was aimed at.

That's really really weird to think about. I'm not gonna think about it.

Anyways, she also said that if it was her, she'd just confess.

I pointed out that she and Nai'o only think their subtle, and she hit me with a sheaf of papers. I'm glad we're friends.

I asked Dad about it too. Sort of. More like he saw I was moping around town a little while I tried to decide and gently dragged me up to the Remembrance Garden to pry it out of me. I don't remember having a dad, but if I did, I hope he was as nice as Ashura.

And Ashura said that I couldn't control what someone else felt about me, but also that if I didn't try, I'd never know, and settling, like Eshe and Kenli, was a far cry from being in love with your potential life partner.

Dad's definitely got some romantic in him though, cause he told me a little about how he courted Sabine, and it was adorable. I keep wondering...

Getting ahead of myself.

So I took the money from the house fun, and bought some chocolates from Zeki... and then proceeded to avoid town and do everything but give them to Jel.

In my defense, I panicked.

He uh... well, he tracked me down? I mean, not like I was really hiding. I was so tongue tied, I just... shoved the box at him, and the way his face lit up. Oh my gosh. Apparently he'd been doing the exact same thing and worrying about what sort of gesture he could make and it was just as simple as this silly box of chocolates...

I don't really know what comes next, but he kissed my cheek before he left, and now I visit the shop and his smile is just so much softer. Oh, I do not know what to do with myself when he smiles at me! I just... I feel all soft and squishy and giddy!

....I hope it doesn't bother Tish any. I really really hope it doesn't. Or Reth...

Ugh. Though, speaking of Jel does remind me of something Hekla asked me to do that was pretty funny.

I really want to know why she wanted a potato, some cloth, and buttons, but at the same time, I'mm a little afraid to ask. The Goldur are strange beings. I mean, I don't think she'd hurt me or anything, but the answer might make my brain hurt?

But it meant I had to go ask Jel if he had any spare buttons, since I... don't. (Maybe I should get a sewing kit? I almost ripped my leggings twice while chasing sernuk...) And he wanted to know if there was any specific types. When I shrugged at him, well, you'd think I'd called down some sort of storm.

When I told him the buttons were for Hekla, he stopped ranting about fabric types vs. button types, and then handed me a couple of blue plastic ones. I don't think he wants to know either. I did tell him I'd come sit through a lesson on buttons and fabrics later though. Honestly, it sounds interesting! I don't think I'll ever be a seamstress the way he's a tailor, but knowing basic repairs can't hurt, can it?

He saw me holding the kamera, and when I explained what it was, he said we should take a picture together. This makes me look so short... but then again, could just be that he's tall?

Maybe both.

I did some more work on building furniture and arranging my house. I think I'm getting better at this! I made myself some shelving for my loose dishes, a couple cabinets for some spare things, moved the planter Jel gave me into my room, picked up some candles...

Oh, and the lute! I have to remember to ask Uncle B to teach me how to play sometime! I tried it myself earlier, but I must have calluses in all teh wrong spots, since now my fingers are kind of... um... bloody.

I may have tried a little too hard. Oops.

[welcometoparkerplays]

Hey guys so I'm rejoining the Life SMP series fandom after like 8 years away from it, having only watched LDShadowLady's perspective of the first One Life and Double Life series when I was younger

I'm currently watching LDShadowLady, SmallishBeans, GoodTimesWithScar, and Grian's perspectives of the Wild Life SMP

Can someone please give me a quick rundown on all that I've missed 😅

[mymelodyisme]

It’s Critter, updated, bitch.

[urlocalmagicalcat]

I Was A Bit Scared About Posting This! I Don’t Draw A Lot Compared To Everyone In Our System But I Thought About Giving It A Go Since I’m Really Satisfied With How It Looks! Art Comes In So Many Different Shapes, Sizes, And Styles! It’s So Fun To Express Art In My Own Way! I’m More Of A Crayon-Type Kind Of Guy Myself When Drawing And Doodling! @:)

— Wally, He/They, 🏠

[gtbutterfly]

Uh, so....is anyone interested in g/t roleplay? Dm me if you are,

[harmoniashines]

Well. Mind's back. And he's already being rude to the people that appeared in our house

[official-nrc-prophet]

Cassandrasan birthdays-

Atlas Cassandrasan- September 4th, Virgo. Age: 17

Prom Cassandrasan- September 4th, Virgo. Age: 17

Than Cassandrasan- May 30th, Gemini. Age: 16

Evenus Cassandrasan- January 2nd, Capricorn. Age: 17

Thalia Cassandrasan- October 27th, Scorpio. Age: 16

Scylla Cassandrasan- February 10th, Aquarias. Age: 18

Charybdis Cassandrasan- February 10th, Aquarias. Age: 18

Icarus Cassandrasan (deceased) - March 9th, Picses. Age: 9 at death.

Lethess Family-

Hippodamia Lethess- July 17th, Cancer. Age: 21

Ceyx Lethess- November 29th, Sagittarius. Age: 18

Coeus Lethess- February 14th, Pisces. Age: 16

[decadentias]

“IT’S LIKE I’M MEANT TO loathe your entire existence,” Edwina rambled, completely intoxicated. The Princess wasn’t the type who’d openly express her feelings. She didn’t do negative emotions, avoiding any display of unbecoming behavior. However, the other’s presence fazed her. 

open to: m / f / nb || possible connection(s): frenemies, rival, etc. / whatever works || based on this but could also be something else

[girlnextmorgue]

i j caught maybe one of the most embarrassing mistakes ive ever made when writing... as someone who is very judgy and particular about the things i read (not that i can really be choosy in the creepypasta fandom because most of the fic nowadays is either crazy porn (like noncon or weird stuff... i am not a fan of sa fics!!!) or poorly written stuff by the next generation of crp fans (go for it young ones.... i am rooting for u)) BUT as i was saying as someone who is VERY particular when it comes to my fics it was just very embarrassing to see that because like damn girl i was not paying attention. and i HATE when people dont pay attention to their writing

[troglobite]

[crying screaming tearing my hair out]

me watching this video before dming: oh these are good tips. and i'm glad that i already do most of these! okay cool.

me watching this video after dming: [inconsolable, distraught, curled up in a ball on the floor, begging, pleading]

[afraidparade]

this is circulating again…. i wanna draw more regional borrowers…. i think we should all draw more regional borrowers….

we were talking about regional borrowers in gtcon discord a few days ago so i present to you: desert borrower

[manymanyjerrys]

For all: What are your comfort items (if you have any)?

J-666: One of my Beth's old hoodies she doesn't use anymore. ...Don't ask. >:(

8-FG21: I mean... Not really an item but my cats :3

5-S8F3: A nice teal scarf I've had for years... It just feels nice.

5-S8F3(L): *He holds up a plushie of a baby penguin* This :>

10-JHI7: I mean... Do stress balls count?

[ask-oliver-the-demonom]

HPW DO I BRIBE VOTES

You could do things like offer a reward if you can get someone to send proof that they voted for a specific option !

Like r if I wanted to rig a vote I'd give out doodles for anyone who's account is active and sends me a screenshot of their vote on the poll ! I hope that makes sense :>

[bbqhooligan]

be honest if i gifted you a book with "i hope you experience romance in literature and love in your life to the fullest" written inside is it shady

[poppyseed799]

My favorite pastime: roleplaying characters and just making them soso weird and then pulling up the DSM-5 to try to diagnose them

[quillheel]

@icyexecutioner // x

when the words left Shinjiro's mouth, he'd hoped that the more aggressively unwilling approach would've been enough to cause the other to withdraw, reluctant but refusing to force a hand so adamant about staying as it was, but if he were being truthful; he knew better. Mitsuru wasn't someone he ever expected his attitude to work on, like a null strike against her that while Akihiko's immunity came with time as he learned all the little quirks of his body language and the way he spoke to see through any bluff ( nearly any bluff ), Mitsuru always felt to him to be organically engineered to piss him off.

he stifles his irritation, half of it from a thousand years ago, when it was just them, when he could recognize their footsteps down the hall or clatter in the floor beneath and be able to tell who was who because it was only them, only them, and it's very hard to convince himself to be angry when a deeper exhaustion whittles at his stomach beneath it; one not from her. Nostalgia turns to nausea, an argument going for forever, and he pushes it down. ( a talent he's gotten good at. he wonders if his winning streak will break anytime soon. out of the frying pan, into the oven. )

the superior, winning tone did get on his nerves a little, though. endlessly, things were requested of him... ... Jeez, these two would be good for crime investigation, wouldn't they?

" Sometimes, you're just as stubborn as Aki... " Shinjiro sighs, snipping in that indirect way he so likes to; maybe hoping to get under her nerves. " I told you a hundred times, I'm not going back. It's not like they'd take me, anyway, so don't push your luck. "

Shinjiro hadn't been a terrible student, at least not in the years he'd actually attended. He was never as perfect as Mitsuru herself, as most were, but his grades would go toe-to-toe with Aki's. On the days he decided to stick around, anyhow. His habit of ditching had existed a long, long time, until it grew up and out and eventually he decided staying away was better than facing it head on.

Maybe he'd been a little bit right to do it, too. ━ he tries not to think about it.

" Plus, " he continues, perhaps as if it'd win him mercy, his guts in opposition of Mitsuru from so far back still holding strong even now. " The less distraction, the more I focus on fighting Shadows. That's why I'm here, remember? " ( he lies, as if it was the only reason. as if, as if. )