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Might sound wild but do you think the Black Rabbit Brotherhood actually want to kill us at the beginning because we're not Carlo (or at least that's what they're thinking)?
We don't really know the different ways someone can become a stalker, it's explicit that you can become one by going to school or having special type of education, but I'm thinking about the more older stalker : did the stalker thing appeared with the arrival of the alchemist or was it already install? We don't have an actual answer to that but if yes that mean only education could do, if not it mean that you can become stalker with other ways but anyways going back to the subject now.
With the attitude of the Black Rabbit Brotherhood it would seems that they are poor children or orphans (surely both) since the youngest said her elder bother always looked out for her or something. Also they all appear to be between their late teens to late twenties, as for Romeo and Carlo/P they also look in their late teens early twenties (but other people might argue about that because of their appearance so I'm basing myself on the fact that carlo had a graduation necklace - don't really think they would graduate at 14). We know that the Black Rabbit Brotherhood were actual stalkers before turning into criminals (find out in a wanted poster).
But where I'm I going with all this, huh? I think that to become stalkers the Black Rabbit Brotherhood were actually student/resident of the Monad Charity House since they are likely orphans and we know it was a refuge for orphans and poor children like Romeo before. Carlo also was a student there and I think the fact that the son of the "genius" who build the puppets was in the same boarding school as you was not something you could really ignore. So even if they didn't really knew each other personally i think that they knew at least who it was. And it seems like Carlo's death was also a public affair, since he's the son of Geppetto, they obliviously knew about his death, (maybe not the cause since the petrification desease was still covered up but at least that he died).
So I think that seeing him going around killing puppets must have been a little unsettling. The liar coffin can also be a clue : the fact that P is not really Carlo (at least not yet) but it can also mean so many things and be references to other so I'm not really betting on this argument.
In fact do I have a single valuable argument in this? No, because it's a theory and maybe it's not that or maybe the devs didn't even thought about it. It's all speculation with the little amount of information that we have throught-out the game but I still find it interesting.
#lies of p#Black Rabbit Brotherhood#Theory#Just thought about this at 10 pm#Lies of P Carlo#Lies of P P#Carlo#Romeo (just mention but gotta ad my boy)
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Everyone kept talking about how the final exam for business ethics was so hard and tanking all their grades and when I took it I breezed right through it and got a 100%
Theyāre gonna hunt me for sport š
#it was online and we just had to take in anytime between 9 am and 10 pm#it was so easy I donāt understand what they had trouble with??#no fandom#they were all talking about how hopefully the curve will help them#I thought Iād have to rely on the curve too because they made it seem like it was an impossible exam#Iām not saying shit to any of them on how I scored#I like living ty v much#I just need a final paper for that class now#and I still have my 2 other classes
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Me: I got a 25 on the ACT!
Mom: it won't get you into BYU, especially with your math grade the way it is.
Me: I have a 3.7 GPA, and I can always retake the ACT?
Mom: you're going to need a really good admissions essay if you want to get into BYU.
Me: thanks, mom.
#25 without even studying#so anyways now i don't want to tell her about my AP test score#it's a 3 which means that I passed#but at the same time#I'm always told to do better#and there's no validation there#just do better so you can get into your dream school#like mother. i'm trying!#but do you know what straight a's get me? panic attacks every time i get anything less than an A#do you want to repeat 9th grade where i was told that every second counted towards college and you'd have to hold me#as i cried at 10 pm at night because I thought I wasn't good enough#and it's taken me literal years to finally reach the conclusion that my grades aren't everything and even then i still panic#whenever i get anything less than a C#the math grade was an outlier from a set of horrible circumstances#i finished 11th with 5 A's two B's and a D and you come after me for the D#it's always 'do better; your grades suck' when I have one bad grade#i'm taking 3 AP classes next year because I want to college credit#I was on the honor roll the entirety of junior high#I'm working towards a chord at graduation#maybe one day i'll be praised for everything i've sacrificed just to be good enough#i know that I need better grades and scores for BYU#and I've literally been working my ass off to get into BYU my entire life
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Finished up Cyberpunk with the Devil ending (specifically rejecting the contract) and was saddened by the fact that there was no Takemura call to be found. I had hoped even after the rocky departure he would have called V one last time.
By this point in the game, Goro understands V's position, (in particular my V having regarded him with respect and familiarity up until refusing to sign) and clearly there is a sizable crack in his worldview, but as evidenced by the "you know I cannot do that" there are still obligations in japan. This is still something he has to do. V has made him question his worldview, and thanks them. He doesn't say that unless you try and convince him one last time. He thanks you for the perspective, for caring.
He doesn't leave a voicemail, as mentioned, I started digging. I thought that it would have been a perfect opportunity, lo and behold there is one. Unused. Can't figure out why, but it confirms that Goro is still under Arasaka's wing. True to his word, even after seeing that they had failed to give V their full life back, he stays. He wants V safe, and to be able to choose how they live. I read it as Takemura wanting the one thing for V that he cannot bring himself to choose. Freedom.
But even though it gives us a sort of closure on Goro, why was it not used? Every other ending storming Arasaka gives you a call from him, but it is bitter. It is basically "you have destroyed my life's purpose, I'm not putting this poetically before I go I need you to know I hope you rot in hell you whore." Pretty sour.
I choose to believe that the omission of the voicemail leaves his future ambiguous. Leaves it hopeful. The most likely option is that he is transferred and kept by Arasaka until he dies or is no longer of use, but there is hope. There is no definitive conclusion for him in this end. It elaborates and then leaves the player to think about it. But the DLC changes things. I choose to think that one of the endings granted by the DLC elaborate more on the hopeful side.
Note: I haven't played the DLC for Cyberpunk, the full ramifications for this is not yet known to me, maybe I will follow up at a different time if I do end up getting the DLC. If it changes how I view anything.
The DLC, Phantom Liberty, can leave you off with an ending that grants you with, from a character perspective, a step beyond the Arasaka ending. It's tonally more middle of the road in sweet and bitter but it's intended as such. V is able to be contacted by Takemura, who tells V that he and Hanako had stormed Arasaka (as in the devil end, just without V.) and it had gone wrong. He takes on, ironically enough, the same status as V. Hiding from Arasaka, failing his task, losing what he had in an attempt to regain that honor he lives by. He tells V that they are a bitter medicine. Good for you, but bitter nonetheless. To get this you have to be at least close with him. V has impacted his life. His worldview is similarly changed by V's presence, this DLC coming after the removal of the initial Devil end call imply that there is hope for Goro Takemura, and this ending confirms it. He doesn't see himself as Arasaka any longer, but fights with himself about it, no doubt thinking what if he were still a lapdog. If he was still blindly obedient. I feel like V can act as a more healing presence in Goro's life going forward, if they so choose. This is the best ending character wise for his arc. There is damage control to do, there is bitterness to work through, medicine to take, time to heal, all now that he has no choice but to look at it for what it is.
This is how I see it:
V's involvement and support, ironically enough, was the thing that would make or break his loyalty to Arasaka. Their assistance in the raid allows him to convince himself he is doing something right. There is something to believe in. There is still honor to be regained. But without V, everything kept from him comes to light and he has no one with him. Without V they fail, and he is forced to hide again, forced to face the reality from the outside that Arasaka is without honor. No Hanako to get back on Arasaka's good graces, just the streets that V walks. That bitter medicine adjusts his worldview. He is implied to act on it. Failure was necessary to heal.
#Posts made while drinking my 10 pm coffee#maybe there is more if I played the dlc but thats all for now#I love this guy I have so many thoughts this is just something I dont see contrasted enough#I tend to only really want to chime in with something new or less talked about#goro takemura#arasaka#cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk phantom liberty#cyberpunk spoilers#mochi.txt
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#well today i found out my adhd medication makes me more talkative#supposedly because i am able to organize my thoughts better and thereās a reduction in anxiety and all the constant stream of thoughts#i feel like iāve talked A LOT today#iām very sleepy but i still want to talk#itās kinda funny i was already talkative but now itās like i canāt stop#also being sleepy as a side effect#i guess it relaxes you?#but also the longer the day goes the medication wears off and it leaves you tired#yesterday i went to bed at 10 something pm#which is insane because i usually go from going to sleep from 2am to 5am#iāve always had this anxiety about sleeping because it felt like i was missing real life#hmm something to discuss with my therapist next visit#but yeah i am able to organize my thoughts and my brain feels calmer#also happy to report intrusive thoughts havenāt bothered me!!! my brain is finally shutting the fuck up in regards to that#also i feel like iām able to absorb information and understand better? before as much as i tried i just couldnāt#i really like that a lot#logan.txt#adventures in adhd
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guys i laurv college like actually. went out w a group of ppl and went to CVS and a mediocre pep rally. had a really sweet exchange w a bus driver. roommates are going out in a large group to have some of that sweet liquid sillies allegedly. i am alone in my dorm despite thinking i'd be the last one awake i am literally the only one here. and i'm happy i think :D
#nightmare.personal#we have to be up at like 7:30 am though so God bless my poor roommates#it's just two of them out person no 3 is unaccounted for#hypothetically i couldve stayed up but the group i was hanging out w are all roommates#so it was just me sititng in their dorm while they were showering and i was like. i think maybe i should go back to my home domain#but college is seriously kind of great bc like. you can just Do Shit. no parental convos about the logistics of hanging out#if i want to knock on a friends door to see their taxidermied rat and then go out w them at 10 pm#i am well within my God given right to do that!!!!!!#also idk when the RAs come bc this is meant to be quiet hours but people are blasting frank ocean which#it's frank ocean so you cannot be complaining about that but still#ALSO I SAW THIS GUY I'D BEEN TEXTING AT A STORE AND THEN I SAW HIM LATER AT THE RALLY#AND THIR=TY SECONDS BEFORE THE RALLY ENDED I TEXTED HIM SAYING I SAW HIM#AND HE MADE DIRECT EYE CONTACT WITH ME RIGHT WHEN EVERYONE STARTED LEAVING#IT WAS SO FUNNY. i am seeing him in SO many places and we haven't even hung out yet#also hope the guy that i recced mƄneskin liked it i didn't do one of their best songs but hopefully thats cool#i just did baby said bc i was gonna do read your diary but thought it'd be too much in hindsight i'd DEFFO do kool kids#IN ANY CASEEEE. idk what to do now just text my gf i guess
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*Gritting my teeth* I Will Not add love songs to Lyra's playlist I WON'T DO IT I WON'T!!
#he dont got nobody that makes his heart flutter or whatever cheesy crap people write these days /lh#like sorry the. i let myself put in 1 (one) song from The Sapphic Album (Burn Pygmalion) and now just like with Vivi its like ADD THIS SONG#ADD THIS SONG TOO! OO THIS ONE TOO and its like GUYS THIS IS A LOVE ALBUM. WE CALL IT THE SAPPHIC ALBUM FOR A REASON.#THESE CHARACTERS DONT HAVE LOVE INTERESTS.#anyway bottom line#I. Yeah im coping with the possibility of her dying by thinking nonstop about him living with Emily what of it#Hey ill have stuff to make me feel better when they all DIE. HEY WHAT IF LYRA DIES AND EMILY LIVES. WHAT THEN BITCH#LOOKING MY DM IN THE FUCKING EYES.#I swear to god#If you pull an Epilogue I will s c r e a m ok.#do you understand.#the possibility of death has been fucking plaguing me. Also lyra is very much having an 'im in danger' moment#like might not. uh. go back up?? she might be the KHUNOTH WE'RE GETTING OUR ASSES KICKED guy#anyway. thoughts! 10 pm thoughts! this is what you do to me DM although im sure youre well aware of it by now#c: dnd related#lyra
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i think no matter how many people i surround myself with, i'm always gonna feel a little bit lonely. and that's okay, i'm just gonna have to learn to live with it.
#about 10 people texted me today#talking to them in the moment felt good. but the loneliness creeps right back in afterwards#either this is a legitimate problem i have or it's just pms and late at night#also! i'm trying to catch myself when i'm overthinking any interactions i've had#and then derailing my stupid mind from those anxious thoughts#which has been working out okay. i think
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do not look at this iām just gonna be throwing a fit in the tags and i need to feel like its going somewhere
#look. i love my roommate. p much my best friend. i am also this close to fucking killing them dead#the way they live. stresses me out#like i work 40 hours a week. 4 10 hour days. in the medical field#she works likeā¦ 16 hours a week. 4 4 hour days. basically babysitting#doing crafts and watching children in an after school program#so tell me why the fuck iām doing like 95% of the work around the apartment#and shes stressing me out rn in particular cause the hours she works are like. 2-6 pm#and when iām off work i dont see her wake up/come out of her room until like 1#but the thing is. is that instead of doing things she needs to do before going to work#shes decided to do her laundry after she gets home#so its 10pm and im trying to go to bed so i can go to work in the morning#but im just listening to the fucking washing machine which is on the other side of the wall from my head :)#bestie :) do you have thoughts :) in your head :) ever#and she barely does her dishes she never takes out the trash#she leaves food in the fridge and pantry for way too long and instead of eating stuff she has she just buys more stuff#shes so messy her shit is everywhere and shes like boarderline a hoarder actually#girl you have enough stuff. its time to stop i think#she does not think before she buys anything#she loves vintage/antique things#and she basically just sees something and goes āi like thatā and buys it#without thinking if she actually needs it or is gonna use it#i swear 90% of the time shes forgotten that she bought anything by the next day#its just abandoned somewhere among her stuff#im like girl. im begging you to try and get a normal sleep schedule so you can be up and doing adult things during the day#bc i pay for half this apartment and im about to bite you#and she doesnt seem to understand why i want to sleep at night#it like. confuses her#she tries to get me to watch like three movies in a row with her after work and when im like okay i need to go to bed she actually like#pouts at me#and ik from experience if i dont sleep enough i get really mean and dysfunctional. so
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I still feel so strongly about this. In my mind it'd be so cool to start a new Beast arc with the Higuchi alley ambush, with higher stakes and the reveal that a new boss took over the pm. Mori being the pm boss reveal in the main manga took place in an alley with everyone bowing before him; it'd be cool for Higuchi to parallel Morin in that: Higuchi presenting herself as a seemingly harmless and even sympathetic individual to the main character, and then the revelation of her being the new powerful boss. A thing about Higuchi's first appearance in the bsd manga is also how she openly declares war to the ada, so it'd be nice to parallel that by having Beast Higuchi do the same. And that's not even mentioning! How it'd be SO GOOD to see this flavour of Higuchi, a powerful and confident one- because Beast as a whole is a lot about stretching how the circumstances condition and shape people to be who they are, and I feel like a lot of Higuchi's insecurity and self-doubt come from her upbringing and especially being Akutagawa's assistant. It'd be great to see an Higuchi now confident and charismatic, a striking contrast to her canon counterpart.
Hot take but Higuchi is the new pm boss in Beast
#Also yes I'm a Beast movie ending denier.#I'm a pm boss Chuuya denier in general tbh. Screw the Cannibalism stage play or whatever the pm boss title belongs to Kouyou#It's not even about Kouyou alone I don't think being boss would be the right thing for Chuuya nor something he would want to do?#It's nothing personal reallyā it's the same of me saying that Akutagawa should not be an executive and will never become one.#It's just not the right thing for them#reblog+#Started out in the tags but. I DO feel strongly about this-#and I have a clear idea in my mind of how the Beast story should proceed after the main events so I thought it was worth mentioning#@bsd author please feel free to make this yours btw I do not wish for anything else than see more female characters in bsd#Edit: Also also!! I think Beast deserves a break kinda low stakes arc like everything that was after the Guild Arc for the main manga?#So a pm arc that looks frightening but in the end really isn't that deep if not for introducing new characters (which is also important)#(While we're at it can I have a suit Kouyou... She'd look so cool......... )#AKA arc where mostly Akutagawa and the ada are involved + lighthearted snippets of Akutagawa's husband at home recovering from the trauma#Akutagawa coming home and complaining about his job and Atsushi being one who can give plot-device advices on how the pm works-#but isn't intentioned to take part in the conflict / would never side against the pm anyway#Yes every Beast thought I have is in function of sskk#05/10/23
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I looked at my old math assignments for like 10 minutes last night and then had a school stress dream. About English class.
#so it was a final and if you walked out of the room you had to have submitted it already cuz if you worked on it outside the room youād#fail. so I had my old ass shitty broken computer that takes 20 minutes to boot up and dies if you unplug it. so I thought oh Iāll leave so#nobody steps on the chord and unplugs it#it was due at 3 pm and I left at 10:49 am#wanted to come back to the class and say what happened or make up a lie about the charger but#in the end I thought maybe I should pretend my mom made me go pick out arranged marriage husbands so the prof would feel bad for me#(I was on arranged marriage instagram last night also)#but alas. I just took the L and woke up#OH AND the final included a written part and you also had to knit something
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Pairing: Lee Minho x Reader
Word Count: 7K
Tags: fluff, first meeting, first kiss, strangers to lovers
Summary: When the power goes out while youāre in an ATM vestibule, you come to realize youāre stuck inside until the police come to open the door. But thereās one problem, you donāt speak a lick of Korean, and the man inside doesnāt seem to speak an ounce of English.
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A/N: Please note that sentences that are Italicized are meant to be in Korean and sentences that are regular text are in English.
āHow are you?ā - English
āIām fine thank you, and you?ā - Korean
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
Luck was not on your side today.
Itās not like youāre an unlucky person as a whole, no, thatās not it. Today was just one of those days that when you say āHow could this get any worse?ā, the universe takes it as a challenge.
Perhaps you shouldāve just kept your mouth shut after you spilled coffee on your blouse this morning. But, youāve always been such a āglass-half-fullā sort of person that you tried to take every inconvenience in stride. Everyone has their limit, though.
Before you came here on a business trip, you had heard about the Korean Monsoon season.
Everyone and their mother told you about how much it would pour, how it would feel like the skies suddenly opened up. But, you didnāt take anyoneās warning seriously. You would wave them off with a scoff.
āItās just rain,ā you thought. āHow bad could it be?ā
Youāre eating those words now as you run through the streets in your nice, newly-soaked, professional heels. Your slacks are sticking to your legs, making the fabric ten times heavier. With your bag held over your head, you look around frantically for the bank.
It doesnāt help that itās close to 10 PM and visibility is already horrible at this time. Yes, you should have gone earlier, but you were distracted!
Where is it? Where is it?
There!
You spot the glass doors and practically sprint up to them, grab the handle, and rip the door open.
A giant sigh of relief comes out of your lips as you step inside the tiny vestibule.
The only other man inside the place jumps a bit at your noise. He glances over his shoulder at you, but immediately turns back to what heās doing at the ATM. You pay him no mind as you shake the rainwater off of your bag.
Itās after hours at the bank, meaning the only thing open and available is one ATM inside the room between the bank itself and the streets of Seoul.
Soft beeping comes from the ATM as the other man presses a few buttons. Thereās an umbrella on the floor at his feet.
After brushing the water off your jacket, you bring your bag in front of you and start fishing out your card. Countless items inside your bag are now completely soaked.
Ugh, there goes all those business cards you collected at the meeting. Most of the ink is bleeding off the cardstock. Maybe, if you try really hard, you can make out the phone numbers on the cards.
Is that a 6 or an 8?
Or maybe the email addresses will be easier to understand. Surely, it just their names and their companyāsā
Thereās a bright flash of lightning followed immediately by a booming clap of thunder at the same time the lights in the ATM vestibule flicker and go out completely.
You fight the yelp that bubbles in your throat. The man in front of you seems to lose the fight against his reactions and lets out a tiny yip.
His shoulders come up and he seems to bristle like a cat.
āYouāre kidding,ā you mumble, looking up at the lights. It was almost pitch black inside now, save for the tiny emergency lights that kick on on either side of the glowing Exit sign.
The man lets out a grumble and a sigh.
You look over and see that the ATM has completely shut off. Figures.
The storm mustāve triggered some sort of power outage. Great. Now youāll have to find some other ATM.
Why, oh why, did the restaurant that your boss wanted to take you to tomorrow morning have to be cash only?
Whatever, there should be a bank a few blocks from here.
Your heels click on the tile as you make your way to the door. When you grab the handle and pull, it doesnāt budge.
Thereās a beat.
You try again, really putting your back into it this time.
āAm I stupid or what?ā you whisper to yourself, trying the other door and pulling equally as hard.
āTheyāre not going to open,ā the man behind you says. āThe fail-safe locks probably kicked in once the power went out. Itās a security measure.ā
You turn around and look at him with a blank look on your face. āOh, ah, umā¦ s-sorry, noā¦ no Korean.ā
The man blinks at you. āYou donāt speak Korean?ā
You blink right back at him. āUmā¦ā All you can do is shake your head with wide eyes and a sympathetic smile. āIām sorry,ā you repeat.
Another series of blinks are exchanged.
āNoā¦ Korean?ā he asks slowly. His English sounds so unsure.
You nod. āNoā¦ no Korean.ā
A tiny, exasperated sigh comes from his lips and he looks around, as if anything inside this tiny little room would be able to help him communicate with you. Meanwhile, you turn back to the door and give it another sharp tug to no avail.
āNo,ā he says firmly, drawing your attention back to him. He motions down to the door handles and then shakes his head.
āNo?ā you repeat, a bit confused.
āNo.ā
Honestly, the primitive conversation between the two of you would be somewhat laughable if you didnāt feel frustrated beyond belief.
āWhy?ā you ask, becoming annoyed. Obviously, he knows something that you donāt.
The man blinks at you and shifts around nervously on his feet. His hands motion around as he tries to conjure up a sentence in English. āNā¦ No. Closed?... Closed.ā He nods, saying the word rather confidently.
Yes, you know the door is closed. But, why?
After a second, he sees that whatever he said evidently isnāt good enough, so he points back to the ATM, to the light that is now off due to no power, and then to the locks. You follow his pointing and the cogs in your brain start turning slowly.
āFail-safe locks,ā you state and then finally release the door handles.
āFailā¦ Fail-safe locks,ā he repeats slowly. āFail-safe locks.ā
āFail-safe locks?ā you parrot his Korean back to him and he nods.
A small hum comes from your chest and you take a step back from the door finally. āHow long do you thinkāā you cut yourself off when you look over at him. The man is staring at you, not following a word youāre saying.
Your hand comes up and you brush some wet hair off your forehead and then scratch the back of your head as a nervous tick. Thereās no point in even asking the question, he wonāt be able to understand anything youāre saying.
If you were in his shoes, youād probably be a bit annoyed too. But at the same time, heās already been kinder than most would be in this situation.
Heās locked in an ATM vestibule with someone who doesnāt speak the same language as himā in his own country. Heās been more than kind. Most people would just wave you off and forget trying to communicate at all.
But here he was, talking slowly and making sure you can understand what heās saying. Heās going so far as to point around the room to make sure you understand.
The man notices you give up and he lets out a tiny sigh, turning to then peer out the glass doors at the streets of Seoul. Thereās basically no one out there, everyone has taken shelter from the squall.
āWeāll have to wait until the police come to open the door.ā He pats at his pockets, searching for his phone.
Even with how terrible your Korean is, you still pick up on a few words. āPolice?ā A beat. āPolice?ā
āYes,ā he answers in English, taking his phone out and tapping the screen a few times before holding it up to his ear. The man continues to look through the glass doors, watching all the different cars drive by, none of them police cars.
You decide to turn around, walking around the tiny room.
All of the lights are off except for the emergency lights. They cast a dull glow through the entirety of the vestibule. There's barely enough light to see from one side of the room to the other.
Rain starts hammering against the glass as the man speaks into his phone. āYes, hi, hello. I am currently trapped with another woman inside the ATM vestibule of Metrobank Seoulā¦ Namdaemunnoā¦ Yes, that one.ā
Your ears perk up when he mentions the name of the bank and the address. Ah, he must have called the police. His face pulls into a slightly annoyed look, but he doesnāt speak with a hint of it through the phone, at least, not that youāre really able to tell.
The man says a few more words into the phone before he hangs up with a sigh. He runs a hand through his hair and then down his face in an exasperated fashion before turning to look at you. His mouth opens to say something, but he thinks better of it and he grimaces even more.
Your own features pull into a sympathetic expression and you look away, slightly embarrassed. Should you have learned more of the language before coming here? Absolutely. But at the same time, you didnāt have much time to prepare once you were told you had to travel here for business.
He shuffles from foot to foot and looks around, shoving his hands in his pockets and desperately trying to remember every English class he took in school.
āPoliceā¦ā he says slowly, thinking through every word he wants to try and say. āPolice areā¦ busy.ā
āBusy?ā
āYes. Busy. Busy withā¦ carā¦ā He brings both of his hands together and claps and then makes an explosion noise with his hands.
āA car accident?ā
He snaps his fingers and points to you, as if youāre a team during a game of charades.
āCar accident,ā he says in Korean.
āCar accident,ā you repeat and he nods.
Despite the reality of the situation, you smile. The humor in all of this does not escape you. You decide to try and meet him halfway, even with your butchered pronunciation.
āPoliceā¦ timeā¦ long?ā Your head cocks to the side and you point to your watch. He shakes his head and shrugs in exaggerated movements.
Scoffing, you roll your eyes. The accident was that bad, huh? No wonder the power went out then, the car must have smashed into electrical lines after that loud clap of thunder. This probably means all of the traffic lights and such are out too.
The police are most likely directing traffic and making sure no one gets injured; two idiots stranded in an ATM vestibule are the least of their concerns. Honestly, you canāt be in a safer place. Well, unless this guy is a murderer, but you havenāt gotten a harsh vibe yet.
You sigh and lean against the wall near the corner across from the ATM. Your body slides down to the floor and you stare straight ahead. It seems like youāre going to be in here for a while then.
The man takes one last look outside the doors before walking in your direction. He leans against the adjacent wall and takes a seat on the floor with you. His shoes almost touch the side of yours. Itās at this time that you let yourself take a moment to really look at him.
He has to be around your age; older than a college graduate but younger than someone settled into their career. Something that definitely doesnāt escape your attention is howā¦ pretty he is. His skin is near perfect and so is his hair. Everything, down to the clothes heās wearing, is absolutely flawlessā and heās only in sweatpants and a zip-up hoodie!
Next to him, especially in your current drowned rat state, you probably look like something worse than a hot mess. You quickly comb your hair off your forehead once more and pull at your soaking wet clothes sticking to your skin.
The manās lips purse for a moment and he opens his mouth as if to say something, then promptly stops, opting for a grumble of frustration.
After a moment, an idea flickers through your mind and you hold up one finger to him to say āone momentā. You reach down into your pocket for your phone and take it out, tapping at a few screens and bringing up the Translate app.
āWhatās your name?ā you type into the phone and it immediately translates it into Korean below it. You turn your phone around and hold it up to him.
The man looks at you, then your phone, and his eyes light up. If youāre not mistaken, you even see a little bit of relief flash over his features. A tiny smirk pulls at one corner of his lips before he looks back at you.
āMinho,ā he answers and motions to you.
āY/N,ā you reply. āNice to meet you, Minho.ā You hold your hand out for a handshake.
Minho looks at your hand and his smirk gets wider before he grabs your hand and shakes it gently. The skin on his palm is so soft. āNice to meet you, Y/N.ā
After shaking his hand, you bring your phone back up to your face and type another sentence into the translate app.
āIām very sorry for not knowing Korean, Iām here on business.ā
Minho looks at your phone, reading the statement before shaking his head and pulling out his own phone. He types away and then holds it up for you to read.
āNo need to apologize. With my line of work, my English should be better. Itās a very hard language to learn.ā
A little laugh huffs from your nose and you nod and type.
āTry learning Korean.ā
Minho laughs with you and his smirk grows into a playful smile. Jesus Christ, this man is gorgeous. He looks down and taps a bit on his phone and then he holds it up to you. With the way his smirk pulls at his lips, it almost reminds you of a devious little cat.
āI could tell you were a foreigner when you first came into the bank.ā
Your eyebrow raises. āOh, really?ā
Heās chuckling when he brings his phone back to type more and then hold it up for you to read.
āYou donāt have an umbrella.ā
Laughter leaves your lips when you read that and your head tilts back to rest against the wall. The wetness from your clothes is beginning to seep into your bones. Plus, the feeling of the fabric sticking to your skin is starting to become overstimulating.
But, you try and keep it together. You donāt really have another option at the moment.
You type a message back to Minho.
āPeople tried to warn me about the Monsoon Season. As you can see, I didnāt listen.ā
He reads your message and sucks his teeth with a smirk. Minho shakes his head and motions to the glass doors, as if to say āLook!ā.
āI know, I know!ā you laugh and look outside at the sheets of rain pouring from the sky. Puddles have turned into small ravines flowing down the sides of the road. Any car that passes by creates a huge splash as they pass through them.
Every once in a while, the sky will light up and thunder will follow it quickly.
Minho laughs with you. āNext timeā¦ you listen.ā He nudges your leg with his foot.
You look over at him. āI will, trust me.ā
A long look is shared between the two of you. Thereās this tiny nagging feeling at the back of your mind, itās that same feeling you get when you see someone in public that you swear youāve seen before. Maybe he just has one of those faces?
No, you definitely havenāt met him before. You would remember if he was someone you shook hands with in the last few days. A man that gorgeous would never slip under your radar, youāre certain.
Minho stares back at you, eyes flitting about at your soaking wet hair matting to your skin. It looks like his one hand twitches for a moment and then he shifts in his seat.
Back to the app.
The two of you type away on your phones and hold them up at the same time with the exact same question on them.
āWhat do you do for work?ā
āWhat do you do for work?ā
Again, the two of you let out little huffs of laughter and he motions to you as if to tell you to go first.
So you do, you type down on your phone a little answer for him.
āRight now, Iām only the assistant to a CEO for a huge company. Wherever he goes, I go. I write all his contracts; everything he does goes through me first. Iām more of an administrator than an assistant, though.ā
Minho reads your answer carefully and then types out a small response with a tiny crease in between his brows.
āWhy do you say āright nowā?ā
A sad smile spreads on your face as you look down at your phone to type out a response.
āI studied hard and have a Mathematics degree. But no matter where I apply, they say I donāt have enough experience. Back in America, the job market is absolutely horrible. So, Iām stuck.ā
Minhoās eyes scan through your message and a frown pulls at his lips. He looks back up at you, meeting your eyes and then back to your phone before he begins to type his own message.
Your silent communication warms your heart a little bit. The glow from his phone lights up his features and you study him carefully. His teeth poke out from his top lipā itās absolutely adorable.
He seems to think for a long moment before his thumbs fly over his screen.
Rain is coming down in sheets outside the door, itās the only other sound inside the room besides the light clicking of the haptics on his phone.
You reach back and once more run your fingers through your hairā it seems to be drying now, but not in a good way. The humidity of the rain is apparent in the way it's starting to frizz up.
Minho turns his phone around after a moment of typing.
āIāve heard about how hard it is to get a job in America, Iām very sorry itās so unfair. For what itās worth, I think thereās nothing wrong with the job you have now. Hard work is hard work no matter if it's an assistant or a scientist.ā
His words strike a chord within your heart, they tug at your chest and at the corner of your lips which twitch into a wistful smile on your face.
āThank you,ā you say to him in Korean, looking directly into his eyes. Minho smiles back at you when he hears it.
āYou are welcome,ā he answers in English.
His smile seems so warm for a stranger. He looks at you as if youāre an old friend, not like a woman, still soaking wet from the rain, sitting on the floor with him inside an ATM vestibule. Heās so genuine.
After a few seconds of just looking at him, you bring your phone up to type once more.
āYour turn. What do you do?ā
Minho stares at your phone for a long time, seemingly reading the sentence over and over again. His bottom lip pulls between his teeth and he seems to weigh something in his mind.
His brown eyes flick to yours, then back to the phone, then back to you again before he looks down at his phone.
You never realized how much just body language alone can convey.
He types slower, his thumbs not moving as quickly as before. Why does he seem so apprehensive?
Eventually, he turns the phone around.
āIām an idol.ā
āOh,ā you say softly. Your shoulders shrug a bit and you cock your head to the side. āLike a K-pop idol?ā
Minho nods in response. āStray Kids.ā
The name rings a bell, itās just one youāve heard floating around for a few months now. You think one of your friends is into them, but you canāt remember. Sheās into so many different groups, itās hard to keep track anymore.
You type in your phone.
āIāve heard the name before. Werenāt you guys at the MET Gala?ā
With a breathy chuckle, he nods. A smile spreads across your face.
āWow, Iām trapped in a room with a celebrity then. You know, people write stories like this.ā
Your joke definitely lands because he snorts a huff of laughter as you type on your phone a little bit more after that.
āDonāt worry, I wonāt take pictures and post them all over Twitter or anything. This will just be a funny story for me to tell my friends when I get back home to America.ā
āThank you,ā Minho says softly with genuine gratitude in his voice. God, you canāt even imagine what itās like being an idol. There probably wasnāt a single place he felt safe going to anymore. There are always cameras just waiting to take his picture.
āWhen do you go back to America?ā
āIn a few days. My boss loves to extend his business trips at the last minute. So, I could be here three more days or seven more days. Itās very hard to pack to come on these trips.ā
A bittersweet expression settles on his handsome face.
You think for a long moment before typing away at your phone and showing it to him.
āHave you ever been to New Jersey? Thatās the state Iām from.ā
Minhoās lips purse as he thinks for a long few moments. Very slowly, he nods, almost unsure. He types in his phone, then thinks for a moment, then types again.
āI think weāve been there twice. Is Newark in New Jersey?ā
Excitedly, you nod. āYes, thatās up in North Jersey!ā Youāre so excited that you forget to type down on your phone. āOh!ā you say with a laugh, looking back down at your phone.
āYes, thatās in the northern part of the state, about an hour or so from my hometown. I grew up in the central region, right on the beach. It only takes ten minutes to get to the beach from my house.ā
Minhoās smile widens and he looks at you with a slightly envious look in his eyes. You giggle in response.
āTwo other members love the beach, but theyāre from Australia.ā
āAustralian beaches are probably not that different from American beaches. But Iāve never been to Australia. Have you?ā
Minho nods and you see him close his translation app and switch over to his camera roll. His fingers quickly begin scrolling up through the countless amount of photos he has on his phone.
Not wanting to invade his privacy, you look away from his phone and out the doors in the vestibule once more. Not a single soul is walkingā or runningā along the sidewalks anymore.
Due to the power outage, thereās not even street lights illuminating in the puddles, itās almost eerie looking. But, surprisingly, you donāt feel uneasy at all. Especially not with Minho sitting at your side.
Said man hums to get your attention, shuffling closer to you, and you look down at his phone. The picture is absolutely gorgeous.
Itās a photo of the beach, youāre assuming in Australia. The red sun is peeking above the horizon and painting the sky a beautiful wash of reds, pinks, and purples, all of the colors melting into one another. The clouds are wispy and glow in the morning sun.
The ocean seems so beautifully blue, even the foam at the crash of the waves is beautiful.
In front of the ocean is a gaggle of boys, it looks like thereās about seven of them. Each of them have bright, beautiful smiles on their faces reaching their eyes.
Youāve never been able to feel joy radiating from a photo like this, it seems to be contagious since you find a smile pulling at your own lips.
āThis photo is beautiful,ā you whisper, not taking your eyes off of it.
Minho hums, maybe he understood what you said. His thumb moves and he scrolls to the next picture where two of the boys have taken one of the others by his legs and arms and seem to be pretending to toss him into the surf.
A soft giggle comes from your lips and you find yourself leaning towards him a bit to get a better look at the photo. Truly, you didnāt even notice your shoulders brushing against each other, and by his lack of reaction, it seems Minho didnāt either.
āFriends?ā you ask him in your choppy Korean.
Minho looks over at you, his face closer to you than before. His eyes widen a bit at your proximity, but he doesnāt back up at all.
āFamily,ā he corrects you in his soft English.
An even warmer feeling spreads through your chest and you look back down at the photo. They must be his band members, but they just look so much closer than that. It reminds you of all of your friends back home.
Before you can even think twice, youāre opening your own camera roll, scrolling through an endless sea of memories before finding one specific morning you woke up to go watch the sunrise on the beach.
A tiny, awe-struck noise comes from Minho when he looks down at it.
āSunrise,ā you say and then think for a moment. Youāre not sure of the Korean you want to say. āFavoriteā¦ time.ā
Heās so patient when you speak, it absolutely melts your heart. Thereās a different air about his softness with you too. Heās not treating you like a child just learning how to speak, no, heās just beingā¦ nice. Heās being sweet and genuine and it speaks volumes about his character.
āSunrise,ā he says in Korean.
āSunrise,ā you repeat, looking up at him. His eyes were already trained on your face by the time you looked up. A tiny dusting of pink covers your cheeks. How long has he been looking at you?
A happy smile spreads over his lips, the edges curl up playfully. He nods. āSunrise. Sunrise.ā
āSunrise.ā Your voice says softly once more before looking back down at your phone.
Swiping through a few more pictures, you show him the boardwalk that runs down the beaches by your house. Everything from shops, to amusement park rides, to lemonade and ice cream stands litter the entirety of the shore.
He points down at the ferris wheel and shakes his head. āNo,ā he says simply.
āNo?ā you ask with a laugh. āWhy not?ā
āNoā¦ no high,ā he shakes his head and motions his hands around to emphasize his point.
āBest picture,ā you giggle holding your hand up in the air to emphasize the height aspect, then youāre swiping to the next picture taken from the top of the ferris wheel. This time, it was sunset. āSunset.ā
āSunset.ā A pause. āMyā¦ Myā¦ favorite time.ā
A soft hum bubbles up in your throat. He loves sunset whereas you love sunrise. How cute.
āSunset is beautiful,ā you say slowly. Your eyes are still on your phone when you swipe to another photo.
āBeautiful,ā Minho whispers softly.
Humming, you nod. āYes, beautiful.ā
A soft puff of air comes out of his nose and fans out over your cheek. When did he get this close? You look up at him and almost bump his nose with yours.
Minhoās head flinches back a bit at your sudden movement, but he makes no move to get further away from you.
He sighs softly, his eyes flitting all over your face, taking in every one of your features. āBeautiful,ā he murmurs.
Your eyes widen, that pink blush making its way back to your face. You canāt even help the tiny, giddy giggle that bubbles in your throat. You look down shyly, biting your bottom lip.
Tender, gentle fingers lift your chin back up. Truly, you didnāt notice how cold your skin was until his warm touch spread on your skin.
Is this really happening?
A shiver races down your spine and a soft shudder comes out of your lips. Minhoās eyes look down at your lips and then down at your arm where goosebumps begin to raise.
He pulls away gently, making your brows furrow. Did you do something wrong? Maybe you misread hisā
Heās shrugging off his hoodie.
Oh, he thinks you're cold.
Before you can even think to tell him youāre okay, heās pulling your shoulder forward a bit so he can drape it over your back, bundling you up in such a pleasant, soft warmth. With small, fussy movements, heās closing the hoodie around your body.
Perhaps you didnāt even notice how cold you were until you were suddenly surrounded in a warmth that can be compared to the fuzziest blanket you own. Not to mention the absolutely delightful scent that wafts upwards into your nose from the fabric.
Itās such a clean, cozy, calming scent. Itās like you buried your nose into the Mahogany Teakwood candle at Bath and Body Works.
Your eyes stay trained on his face while he bundles you up tightly. His hands gently grab your arms and rub up and down a few times to create even more warmth.
āBetter,ā he murmurs, finally looking up to meet your eyes.
How is it that a stranger has wormed himself into your heart like this? His tender gaze makes your soul feel calm, like those pictures of the morning surf under the sunrise.
āThank you,ā you whisper back to him. Your hands come up to grab at the hoodie, curling into the fabric.
Minho smiles back at you, you can see how his smile grows as he watches you relax into his clothing. Thereās no space between your shoulders as you rest against adjacent walls, your two bodies have melted into the corner.
Thereās a clap of thunder outside, but neither of you move. Your feet shuffle on the floor as you bring your knees closer to your chest. His legs adjust around yours, feeding them under your bent knees and tangling your limbs up further.
Itās so hard to break Minhoās eye contact, but you do it slowly, looking down at your phone and opening up the translate app once more. His soft breathing hits your cheek with every exhale.
āYouāre too nice to a stranger.ā
Minho hums, almost in agreement. He picks up his phone and types back.
āIām usually not.ā
You read the statement and then look at him, your head cocked to the side. Your brows furrow in confusion, but he types more before you can even ask another question.
āI donāt know why I feel drawn to you.ā
The text looks right back at you. Your heart flutters in your chest and you know that your cheeks get redder and redder by the second. Still, you canāt contain the giddy laugh that makes its way past your lips.
You bite the inside of your cheek to try and hide the smile, but it only makes Minho smile wider. His hand slowly comes up towards your cheek. Right before heās able to make contact, he stops, hovering over your skin and gazing into your eyes.
A silent question is asked through his eyes. Itās a language that you donāt need any sort of app for. An answer is communicated right back.
Soft, tender warmth spreads over your cheek, radiating all throughout your body in the most gentle glow. His thumb caresses over your cheek bone, swiping gentle strokes back and forth.
You feel the same as him, thatās the strange part. Thereās something so alluring about him that you just canāt put your finger on it. Heās pulling you in like a magnet and you donāt even want to fight against it.
Thereās so many words sitting on the tip of your tongue, but you know that each and every one of them would fall on deaf ears. Nothing that you can say in the moment would make sense to him.
Exhales are shared and mingled together in the minimal space between your faces,
āBeautiful,ā he whispers for your ears only. Not like thereās anyone else to hear it except the ATM sitting dormant in the corner of the vestibule. Not even the mice in the walls would have been able to hear his murmur.
Love at first sight was something you always gawked and scoffed at. You always thought that it was such a Hallmark invention, that there was no way you would be able to just look at someone once and immediately fall head over heels for them.
But here you were, sitting on a dirty floor, feeling your heart beating faster and faster in your chest. Letting your face be cradled by a man you didnāt know two hours ago. By the man who patiently worked with you to communicate.
How is this even possible?
You can count on one hand the amount of things you know about one another.
Minho, who is a famous idol in Korea, who loves sunset and hates heights, who has the most expressive brown eyes youāve ever seen.
Minho, who did whatever he could just to talk to you when he could have just as easily sat in silence on the other side of the vestibule.
His hand slowly drags down your cheek, each finger gliding down your skin towards your jawline to lift under your chin.
Another silent question passes through both of you in the one language you seem to both be fluent in.
Your eyes flick down to his lips and he hears you loud and clear.
Minho leans in slowly, his lips brushing against yours in a featherlight touch. But, despite how soft the kiss is, heat spreads through your body in a grand wave, rushing through your fingertips and into your toes.
The first press is long and sweet, the two of you simply melting into the sensation of being locked together.
He pulls away only for a moment, his eyes gazing down at your lips before he swoops in again, this time his movements a bit quicker.
His hand returns to your cheek, guiding your head to tilt to the side to gain better access to your lips.
A soft sigh leaves your nose and your own hand travels up to grab at his shirt gently, just needing to hold onto him in any way possible.
Minho responds to your sigh, his lips moving a bit faster against yours. Both of your lips part and close, moving like mirror images of one another. Every few kisses, your noses brush against one another, but it doesnāt deter you from your actions at all.
Slowly, your hand travels from his shirt up to his neck, running up the side of his flushed skin. He feels feverish to the touch and it only spurs you on to keep moving. At the contact on his own body, Minho lets out a tiny grunt against your lips, his kisses stutter for a moment but heās back to kissing you after just a moment.
Up, up, up, your hand travels over his moving jaw, to his cheek, then moving back to thread in his soft, brown trusses of hair. God, everything about him is just so perfect. Itās like youāre combing your fingers through the softest of cotton.
His kisses are getting deeper, little sighs come from both of your mouths as the passion continues on. Minhoās body turns towards yours a bit more, his knees canting up and almost forcing your legs onto his lap.
Tentatively, you feel his tongue poke out from between his lips, licking gently at your lower lip. You donāt even hesitate to give him access to your mouth. A gentle moan claws its way up your throat as his tongue licks into your mouth.
The hand on your cheek grips you a bit tighter, holding your face to hisā as if you would want to try and move away from Minho and his addicting kisses.
āI just canāt help it,ā he whispers in Korean against your spit, soaked lips before capturing them once more. āI donāt know what youāre doing to me, Y/N.ā
All you catch is your name and it sends a shiver down your spine. You donāt even need to know what else he said, his tone says it all. The way it comes out in a breathy exhale is enough to send your mind reeling.
āPlease,ā you murmur into his mouth before he presses his lips to yours once more with the same amount of passion and need in his actions.
More and more rain hits the glass doors, becoming the only sound that can be heard in the room except for your shared exhales, pants, and breathy moans.
Slowly, the kisses begin to calm down. Minho pulls away for a moment to take a long breath. His thumb moves to brush against your lower lip like a butterfly landing on a flower.
His eyes open just a crack, gazing down at your mouth with a hazy look in his eye. As he slowly catches his breath, he presses his forehead against yours, his fingers brushing along the heated skin on your face.
āForgive me, I didnāt do things in order,ā he whispers. āI shouldāve taken you out first.ā
Your eyes open and you look at him in confusion. āHm?ā
His jaw clenches before he swallows and he takes another long moment to look over your face, his features soft and welcoming.
Thereās some movement as his other hand blindly pats around his lap for his phone. He canāt physically tear himself away from you long enough to even look down.
Another tiny laugh comes from your lips.
Your fingers move out of his hair to come around and gently run over his features, brushing against his jawline, to then trace up to his lips and up the length of his nose, memorizing each and every detail.
Minho melts into your touch, his face moving closer to your touch, seeking you out.
His hand finally finds his phone and he grabs it blindly, flipping it around in his lap and tearing his gaze away from your face to glance down at it.
Thumbs are flying across the screen to type at his translate app. Heās typing so quickly on his phone that you can't help but laugh a bit.
Before heās able to turn the phone around, there are a few sharp knocks against the glass of the vestibule. The two of you practically jump out of your skin and your heads whip over to the doors.
Red and blue lights are flashing outside and it looks like two police officers are standing outside, peering in at you both. They wave when they see theyāve caught your attention.
Minho looks at the police officers, then to you, then back to the officers, and then back to you once more. His mouth opens and closes a few times and he tries to form a few words but youāre untangling your limbs from one another.
In a moment, youāre both on your feet as the officers work on unlocking the doors from the outside.
Minho gently grabs at your arm and you look down where heās touching and your heart sinks a little. His eyes look a little questioning and desperate.
āOh,ā you say sadly. You shrug off his jacket, and hand it back to him. Minhoās eyebrows pull together and his lips part. He looks down at the jacket and then up at you.
āNo,ā he says firmly.
āAre you two alright?ā The police officer calls inside in Korean.
āWeāre okay,ā Minho responds without breaking eye contact with you. He puts a hand on his jacket still dangling over your arm and pushes it back towards you.
āMinho?ā you ask, looking at him and then at the officer approaching you both.
āWe apologize for the delay, but we knew you two were safe, so we had to prioritize,ā the officer says.
You blink at him blankly for a moment before then looking back at Minho.
āSheās a foreigner,ā he says to the officer, finally looking away from you. āShe doesnāt know Korean.ā
āAh,ā the officer responds. āMy apologies. You can tell her that sheās free to go.ā He nods at the two of you and motions towards the door. You take his hint and slowly begin follow him.
Once again, Minho tugs on your arm and you pause, turning around to look at him. Heās holding his phone up to your face with a pleading look in his eye.
āCan I please buy you a drink?ā
A wide smile spreads across your cheeks and you canāt deny the relief that you feel inside your chest. The moment your lips twitch upwards, Minho immediately mirrors it.
āYes,ā you respond. āI love to go.ā
He chuckles at your choppy Korean once more before taking his jacket out of your hands and wrapping you inside it once more. This time, he grabs the hood and pulls it up over your head.
With a satisfied hum, he nods and laces your fingers together.
āCome,ā he says confidently.
āLead way.ā
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Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female Reader
Summary: After catching your boyfriend cheating, you find accidental comfort in your coworker. With your phone ringing nonstop, you're willing to do whatever it takes to start fresh.
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, bug mentions (cockroaches), cheating, exhibitionism, dom/sub dynamics, fingering, oral sex (f receiving), squirting, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, slight spanking, mentions of masturbation. Dom! Spencer.
A/N: Haha... hi guys... been a while š Please enjoy the fic I dreamed up over a month ago now, and was finally able to conjure up!
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If you were to be asked how you assumed a five-year-long relationship would end, you'd likely say something like irreparable differences. Maybe a difference in lifestyle, growing out of love, or even different plans for the future. Unfortunately, the irreparable difference your boyfriend had chosen at 10 pm on a Thursday evening was being balls deep in an irreparably different woman.Ā
You supposed you should've seen the signs the relationship was drawing to a close and likely you did, but with your job itself being a life or death situation almost daily, you really didn't have much time to worry about the fact that your boyfriend was sowing his oats in other fields. Based on the look of the woman spread across your bed, the oats weren't that great for her either.Ā
Your reaction had been somewhat delayed, but curiously not as much as hers. She'd been wonderfully blasĆ© about the man writhing on top of her before you started screaming and throwing things, and even now you were armed with a vase of flowers (dead - you'd bought them yourself before the case you'd been on for the last two weeks) she still looked slightly bored. But at least her legs were together now, and not gynaecologist level apart.Ā
Your boyfriend - ex-boyfriend? - managed to regain an ounce of dignity with a scrap of clothing, and did his best to shepard you out of the crime scene as you regained the ability to hold coherent thoughts that weren't about strangling him with his own tie.Ā
āListen to me, please just for five minutes-āĀ
āListen? I was just listening! To you moaning into that woman's shoulders with your eyes rolled back in your head!āĀ
It was as if in the last few minutes all the love you'd had for this man, all five years of relationship and comfort, and nights spent together had melted away in an instant. The rage dissipated, and you were surprisingly calm again, though that worried you, too. Surely you should be crying, or at the very least upset. You should be feeling some kind of emotion that wasn't a vague disgust at the man in front of you in full pooh bear mode, trying to tug down the hem of his shirt to cover the crown jewels.Ā
āIt didn't mean anything. She doesn't mean anything. She's just - You're gone so long on cases, and I just-āĀ
āSo you're saying it's my fault you're cheating on me?āĀ
āYes! No, wait, no, no, no, no-āĀ
āNo, heard loud and clear, I'll try not to save lives in the future, I'm sure the BAU will understand I should be on my back 24 hours a day instead, taking all four inches you have to donate to my worthy cause.āĀ
āY/N, don't be like that,ā he said, exasperated. Whatever he had to be exasperated about, you had no idea. Maybe blue balls.Ā
āLike what?ā
āLike a bitch!āĀ
The room went still with silence as you let him sit with the words he'd just spoken, willing him to snap back quickly so you could keep even just a shred of respect for him.Ā
No such apology came.Ā
āI'm leaving now. I expect your things packed and out of here by 12 pm tomorrow, including your thing in the bedroom. Don't bother cleaning the sheets. Just burn them. Lock the door and post the keys through the letterbox when you're done.āĀ
āY/N, I told you it's not like that, I still love you, come on-āĀ
āWell I don't love you. And please go put some fucking pants on.āĀ
You stepped back over the threshold of your apartment - the lovely, nice apartment you'd been living in for the last eight years, your nice safe space - and you shuddered.Ā
The question wasn't exactly what next, but more like where next. What next was sending a group text in your ex-boyfriends family chat telling them what you'd walked in on, and then leaving the chat before you could get any response. The where would be a harder sell.Ā
From this part of the city, it'd take 2 hours to get to Penelopeās apartment, especially at this time of night without a car. Emily's apartment was similarly far. Going through a list of your coworkers again, you mentally crossed off Tara, who'd been injured on your last case and was resting at her girlfriend's apartment, Luke, who despite the promised comfort of a cute dog, you were absolutely sure didn't have a spare bed, and all members of the team with spouses and/or children. Which left just Spencer and Rossi.Ā
Needless to say, you found your way to Spencer's apartment in only 20 minutes, though you were sure you had disassociated the entire thing.Ā
Knocking on the door, you felt a little bit awkward, but not awkward enough to leave and find a hotel at nearly 11 pm. Your last case hadn't been a pleasant one, hotel-wise, and you weren't exactly eager for another check-in.
Spencer opened the door quickly, his eyebrows knitted in confusion as he found you thereĀ but only for a brief flash before his face brightened up.Ā
āY/N? Do we have a case again? I thought Hotch said-āĀ
āCan I stay here tonight?ā you blurted, needing to get the words out as quickly as possible before you convinced yourself to walk away.Ā
Spencer took a moment to take in your words, and you took the opportunity to look at him then. He was fully clothed at least, and you were glad to find that his pajamas looked comfortable and clean. A simple plaid cotton pant with a soft-looking white long sleeved shirt pushed up his arms slightly. He'd taken out his contacts and put on his glasses, and you wondered if you'd caught him mid-book.Ā
āPlease?ā you added in a hopeful voice as he still looked at you slightly confused.Ā
āOh, of course,ā he said, stepping aside and gesturing inside. āIs there something wrong with your apartment?ā he asked, taking your go-bag from you without question and guiding you into the main living space of his apartment.Ā
āThank you, yeah. Something like that. Shoes off or on?āĀ
āI have some slippers. You can take them off. What happened?ā he said, placing the slippers in front of you and turning back to bolt the door.Ā
āInvasive species?ā You said, trying to sound as nonplussed as possibleĀ despite now feeling incredibly plussed.
āOh, bugs? Yeah, I've had a cockroach or two in the apartment before. Did you know that the average female cockroach can produce up to 10,000 offspring in a single year?āĀ
You sat on his couch quietly, trying not to imagine 10,000 cockroaches and failing nearly spectacularly. Unfortunately, the only image that could surpass tiny cockroach babies was of your boyfriend pounding away at another woman. Which was just a brilliant move for your psyche.Ā
āSpencer, I know I've really intruded here tonight, but doā¦. Do you wanna drink with me?ā You asked, hoping to drown at least a memory or two of the last 24 hours. Hopefully, the cheating one, but you'd take cockroach extermination as well.
A slightly worried look settled on Spencer's face, but he said nothing and nodded, walking to his kitchen, grabbing two beers and meeting you back on his loveseat.Ā
āOh you really have beer here!ā You exclaimed, thanking him for the beverage before cracking it open and taking a sip.Ā
āMorgan came over with some to celebrate 6 months out of prison. These are leftovers.āĀ
āRightā¦ rightā¦āĀ
The first few sips were so painfully awkward that you thought about returning back to your apartment and just sleeping on your own couch.Ā
Vaguely, you felt Spencer watching you, taking a sip of his drink for every sip you took of yours.Ā
āSoā¦ā you said, and he raised an inquisitive eyebrow again, already questioning whatever was about to come out of your mouth.Ā
āSo?āĀ he asked. You weren't sure if it was the beer, the look on his face, or the crazy implosion of the last 5 years that had you giggling all of a sudden. You were just glad that when you cracked up, he cracked a smile as well, and a little bit of the tension went away.Ā
āWhy are you really here, YN?āĀ
You took a deep breath and looked straight forward at the bookshelves Spencer had lovingly filled. Maybe this had taken him half a decade as well, so he'd understand how your life felt a little bit like a wobbly bookshelf at that second.Ā
āThe invasive species I mentioned? It was the woman screwing my boyfriend in my bed. Ex. Ex-boyfriend.āĀ
You heard the intake of breath from Spencer before he put his can down and started thinking of something to say in reply to that.Ā
āOh.āĀ
āYeah.āĀ
āOhā¦ Y/N, I-āĀ
A shrill ringing cut him off, and you were almost glad to not be on the receiving end of whatever pitiful words he was about to push on you, until you checked the caller ID and saw your ex's name.Ā
āDon't pick that up,ā Spencer said as you hesitated towards the phone. With a hand over yours, he flipped the phone over, locking eyes with you as he let it ring out.Ā
āHe's just going to try it again.ā
āLet him.āĀ
You nodded, breaking eye contact and sinking back into Spencer's slightly wilted couch cushions.Ā
āIn your bed? Really?ā he asked, talking another sup as you took a gulp, letting the beer fizz down your throat before you could answer.
āI told him to expect me tomorrow because of how the case was looking. I guess he wasn't expecting me.āĀ
āI think that was a given. Unless he was into that. Exhibitionism is one of the most common kinks among adult males, and-āĀ
āOh he was not into exposing himself,ā you laughed into your drink, propping your head up on your hand and turning to face Spencer more. He shot another questioning glance but didn't push the issue, so you silently explained as well. By pinching your fingers together to the approximate size of your ex-boyfriend's dick.Ā
āOh. Well, it's not the size that counts?ā He whispered almost ironically as he took another sip, now much closer than before. You'd done your best to distance yourself from your boyfriend even as he'd followed you through your apartment half naked, but you didn't seem to find Spencer's proximity threatening at all.Ā
Maybe because he wasn't having sex with a random woman in your bed 5 seconds before.Ā
āYou wanna know the worst part?ā You said, leaning closer as if to tell him an even bigger secret. āHe didn't even know how to use it. I haven't-āĀ
Another phone call blasted through, and you grabbed your phone and put it behind you.Ā
āHe's really great at interrupting conversation when itās just getting good,ā Spencer laughed, but you were slightly disappointed that he'd leaned back away now.Ā
āWhat was it you were saying?ā He asked, taking a swig of beer again, can nearing its close.Ā
āI haven't had an orgasm in almost three years,ā you said bluntly, watching the most genuine spit take youād seen in your life. You pat Spencer's back as he coughed up inhaled beer, bringing your feet up under you into a cosier position.Ā
āOkay now?ā you asked as his breathing returned to normal.Ā
āNo? Three years, Y/N? Really?āĀ
You shrugged and looked awayĀ almost embarrassed to be meeting his eyes now that your sexual history was the topic of the night.Ā
āWe had sex. He's justā¦ he's just a really lazy lover. It'd be the same stuff every time. Handjob to some clumsy fingers missing my clit, a few pumps and cum on my face. I wasn't exactly initiating seven days a week in the hopes that this time he'd be able to locate it.āĀ
Spencer was somewhere between horror and trying not to laugh, eyes wide with either alarm or the strain of having to keep it in.Ā
āIt's okay, you can laugh,ā you said, but he shook his head politely.
āY/N, I was in prison and still had more orgasms than you this year.āĀ
āHey, I hear prison is a great place to meet new people. Have new experiences.ā
Spencer shot you a quickly horrified look as his cheeks flushed with heat. āY/N, I was not someone's bitch in prison.āĀ
āWhy not? You're pretty enough for it?āĀ
You'd meant the line to come across as teasing, just as you'd expected the finger now twisted in a lock of his hair, playing with him, to come off as teasing as well.Ā
But you felt a definite throb between your legs when he looked at you again, doubly so when his eyes darted down to your lips.Ā
You cleared your throat and tried for a teasing tone once again.Ā
āSo you made someone else your bitch?ā you smiled, trying to drag his eyes away from your lips before you did something you'd regret.Ā
āNo. Iā¦ I spent a long time in solitary, and there'sā¦ there's really not that much to do.āĀ
āSo you did yourself?āĀ
The tips of his ears were scarlet when you finally decided to back off, tucking the curl of hair behind his ear and letting him cool off.Ā
āWhy didn't you masturbate then?ā he asked, pouting slightly still from your interrogation.Ā
āExcuse me?ā
āYour boyfriend couldn't make you cum, but a vibrator probably could. But you still haven't had an orgasm in three years. Why is that?āĀ
It was your turn to feel the heat, the warmth from the beer finally reaching your head.Ā
āHe didn't want me to.āĀ
You didn't mean for the words to sound as sad as they did. The fact itself was just incredibly sad. Your boyfriend saw anything vaguely phallic shaped as competition and had encouraged āorganicā coupling instead.Ā
You waited for Spencer to say something else, anything else as you held his gaze, waiting for the other shoe to drop, and him to start talking down to you as if you were simply a victim of the worst sex in the world.Ā
Instead, he said āso did that other woman look as miserable as you've been for the last three years?ā and the spell was broken.Ā
You laughed so hard, you nearly choked on the beer you'd already finished. This time, it was Spencer's turn to land a hand on your back as you winded yourself with laughter.Ā
āShe looked bored! She looked genuinely bored. I almost thought it was just a lifelike doll, she was that unphased,ā you kept giggling between gasps, forcing the words out as you threw your head onto Spencer's shoulder, hand landing on his thigh as you finally calmed down.Ā
āI'd be horrified if anyone looked bored while in bed with me,ā came Spencer's voice, and a little shiver ran down your spine as the rasp of his whisper rang in your ear.Ā
You looked up from his shoulder and caught his eye immediately. If you wanted to, you could lean up by a centimetre and catch his lips with yours. And you suddenly, very much wanted to do that.Ā
A final shriek of your phone behind you deterred you for a few seconds, and you were about to work yourself up to scooting a little bit away from Spencer when he leaned over you, grabbed the phone, and hung up on your boyfriend.Ā
āDo you want to cum, Y/N?ā he asked, as quietly as before as his hands traced over you on their return journey to him. He looked down your body, eyes greedily drinking in your breasts, hips, thighs and legs tucked into his side on his couch.Ā
You didn't know what you were going to respond when your head practically nodded by itself. Enthusiastically.Ā
He doesn't immediately pull you in for a kiss, and you're worried for a beat that he meant that only as a hypothetical and not an invite. A final cry from your phone has you standing in seconds, completely detached from Spencer, and the nearly embarrassing moment you pouncing him would've been.
āI should probably take it this time,ā you explained, turning slightly.Ā
But Spencer was faster than you, if not more prepared for what was to come. Wrapping an arm around your waist, Spencer tugged you back, pulling you onto his lap. When you were firmly situated - ass over his now evidently firm cock - he grabbed the phone out of your other hand, hung up and put it in his pocket.Ā
āSpencer, I-I don't think that's a good idea,ā you gasped as his hands slowly progressed up to your chest, and his lips dropped to your neck, biting and sucking along whatever flesh was easy for him to access.Ā
āYou need to cum. You deserve to cum, Y/N. I'm just here to help. Use me.āĀ
You stifle a sharp, quick moan, biting your lips and thanking God that he couldn't see the face you made when his hips ground his cock up into your ass.Ā
āI'm probably not ready for this,ā you stuttered slightly, breath departing your body quicker than it could arrive.Ā
āProbably not.ā
āWe work together, too. It would be awkward.ā
āIt might,ā he nodded. āBut you still want to.āĀ
You couldn't help the moan, finally letting it free as you tossed your head back and clawed at his forearm, wrapped around you.Ā
Your ass had a mind of its own, grinding back into him in circles as his hands found their way under your shirt, inquisitive fingers stroking your nipples through your bra.Ā
āS-Spencer,ā you whimpered again, legs spreading apart as you felt that familiar warmth settle between them. He didn't miss the longing in your tone, the shift in your core, pushing one hand down your stomach and trailing it onto your thigh.Ā
It was as close as he could get with your pants still on, tight against your skin. He squeezed your thigh,Ā still licking and sucking at your neck before his hand rose to the clasp of your pants.Ā
It took him a long lime to fumble with them, and you thought of helping multiple times but you let yourself get distracted by the tense definition of his muscles, the rigid line of his body as he strained to please you.Ā
Your mind fogged with lust, and you felt the vibrations from his pocket right under you when your phone rang again. You practically jerked up in shock as pleasure hit you in a wave, Spencer's fingers finally dipping into your panties just as the vibrations hit you. They weren't centred, of course, not anywhere close to where you needed them to be for you to enjoy them the way you would a toy, but that's what Spencer was for.Ā
He let the call ring out, tracing small, slow circles over your clit as you jumped up into his hand, moaning and whimpering the entire time.Ā
āWhat an idiot. I bet he never touched you like this. Nice and slow.ā
āN-no, S-s-āĀ
āI'm so glad I'm right. He didn't deserve this beautiful cunt. You're so wet for me, right, baby?ā You nodded and he hummed in response, voice low and making you pulse in his lap.Ā
āThat's it, good girl,ā he whispered as you worked your cunt up and down his fingers, stilling himself so you could find your own pleasure.Ā
āSpencerā¦ Spencer, fuck-āĀ
With his free hand, he turned your face to the side and finally kissed you properly as you moaned into his mouth. He was quick to deepen the kiss, to press his tongue against the seam of your mouth and enter your mouth, quickly dominating you as you let yourself get more and more excited. Your hips stuttered, out of rhythm and out of practice, and you almost whimpered in frustration that you couldn't get off quicker, that your body wasn't finding the orgasm quick enough despite how good, how perfect this felt.
Sensing your growing frustration, Spencer broke the kiss.Ā
āCome with me,ā he said, pulling his hands away from your wet cunt and out of your stupid pants and encouraging your hips up until you were stood and he was stood behind you.Ā
Cock still firmly stood against your ass, he walked you all the way to his bedroom, hands on your hips the entire time, memorising the sway of your walk.Ā
āStrip and get on the bed, please, Y/N,ā he said, finally peeling himself away from you as you nodded quickly and listened to him immediately. You weren't sure what to expect, so you hesitated, laying down, crawling up until your head hit the pillows. You were almost disappointed when you finally looked back at Spencer and he was still fully clothed, so sure that he was going to fuck you to your climax.Ā
Instead, he approached the bed, gently slid his arms around your thighs, opened your legs wider, knelt on the floor and brought your cunt to his face.Ā
The first touch of his to guess to your clit had you almost beside yourself with lust. You'd been sexually active for a handful of years, and this - THIS - was the first time you'd experienced such acute pleasure.Ā
Your hips were unable to stop, thrusting up into his face as you willed his tongue to engulf you, to be a tool in your pleasure.Ā
Again your phone rang, but he grabbed it quickly, pausing only a second to silence it and discard it on the bed beside you, sitting it further up the bed where it would no longer be a distraction to him.Ā
He dove right back in, and you rewarded him with wave after wave of fierce moan, your writhing body only restricted by a hand snaked up onto his stomach. You still pushed against his face, practically fucking it as he flattened out his to guess and let you chase your high.Ā
āSpencer!ā You gasped and moaned, voice dripping with lust and desperation, mouth not even properly forming words now you were so close.Ā
You propped yourself up slightly, looking down as Spencer's eye caught your own, his chin slick with your juices, his eyes dripping with lust. You grabbed a handful of his hair and jumped that little bit faster as you felt that long forgotten whisper of pleasure, that all-encompassing explosion of satisfaction, and you came apart on Spencer's tongue.Ā
āThank you, thank you, Spencer, shit, thank you,ā you whimpered, falling back again into the bed as you rode out the high. When you managed to open your bleary eyes again, Spencer was propped up above you, but instead of paying you attention, he'd grabbed your phone and bought it to his ear.Ā
āYou heard that? Good. I'm sure you're aware now that she won't be returning your calls tonight. Goodbye.āĀ
His voice, his words, were like a cold bucket of water to your brain as you sat up, reaching for him and finding him as his hips circled your waist.Ā
āWas that-?ā He cut you off with a kissĀ a sweet, soft one.Ā
āYes.ā He kissed you againĀ and you melted into his touch as he pulled you into his lap again.Ā
āH-He-āĀ
āHe knows now what a real orgasm sounds like. He knows you're not interested anymore. He knows you're mine now.āĀ
You shivered at the words, your lust addled brain flooding your senses, and your cunt as you reacted to the possessiveness of his words, his tone. Part of you was turned on by the exhibitionism as well. You'd had to walk in on your ex boyfriend completely exposed, and there was satisfaction in kicking him to the curb with a similar fuck you. A fuck you that you'd enjoyed a lot.Ā
You pressed your lips against Spencer's and rocked your hips against him again, tasting yourself on his tongue as he laid you down once more. His cock twitched against your leg as he propped you up on the pillows, and your hands trailed down to show it some attention as your sighed into his kiss.
He eagerly shed his clothes, first his top, sitting up and pulling it over his head, giving you a deliriously enticing shot of his chest and soft stomach before dropping down to cover your body again. You let your hand find the sprinkling of hair on his lower stomach, though, following it down as you encouraged his pants off. His cock was thick and heavy in your hand, and you gladly stroked it as he kissed the plains of your body again. He found the side of your neck that he'd neglected earlier, licking and sucking until it was almost as loved as the first side, before pulling your hand away from his cock.Ā
You pouted and began to protest when he quickly lined his cock up with your cunt, and slid in deep and soft before you could.Ā
āNeeded to be in you,ā he whispered in your ear, gripping your hips and sliding your legs up and around him as he pushed that little bit deeper. āKeep them nice and wide for me,ā he said, dropping one last kiss to your lips, before his chest rose, and his hips pulled away again.Ā
When they snapped back into you, you let out a generous scream of pleasure that almost had you wishing you'd never hung up. He set a quick pace, a furious pace as he too moaned into the contact of your cunt and his cock, two desperate people searching for release.Ā
āSo tight, Y/N, you're so tight,ā he moaned, flesh hitting flesh as you dug your nails into his arms, already so wet again, you could feel the sheets under you growing damp. His hand left its perch on your hip and found its way to your clit once again, and you knew that you weren't going to be able to keep to this pace without cumming a second time.Ā
āKeep moaning for me baby, show me how much you want it,ā his voice begged, almost a rumble with how lustful he sounded. You let your voice carry, each moan a little bit more unrestricted than the last.Ā
āLouder, Y/N, please. I want to hear how much you're enjoying this, you don't know how much I enjoy hearing your pleasure.ā
His prayers were answered when he lowered his head back down and took one of your nipples into his mouth, gently grazing it with his teeth between licks and sucks. You practically screamed his name, pressing your chest up to grant him better access.Ā
You liquefied beneath him, pressure building and building until you felt him rock, lifting his chest as you came. He pulled his cock out, teasing it through your folds as you stuttered around him, your arousal squirting across his cock and sheets as you fell back to the bed, gasping in pleasure. Your hips stuttered against him, and he soothed you gently, still working his cock through your folds gently as your clit went from overwhelmed to calm to quickly overstimulated.Ā
āSpencer,ā you whimpered, almost unable to take all the pleasure he was offering you. āSpencer, it-it hurts.āĀ
āDon't you want me to stop?ā He asked, stopping his movements for a second as you deliberated your answer. The lack of movement was answer alone, and you shook your head no wanting to feel his cock against you, inside you, one more time.Ā
āLouder, Y/N, tell me what you want.āĀ
āI want to keep going,ā you said, as he began slowly rocking his cock against you again, sticky from your cum.Ā
āWhat do you want me to do?ā He asked, teasing a nipple with his hand as your eyes fluttered shut.Ā
āPlease fill me up again, please I want to cum again.āĀ
āOne more time?ā He asked.
āMhmmmā¦ one moreā¦ one more, please.āĀ
You were cum drunk, so horny that you couldn't fathom stopping there. He pressed another kiss to your lips and encouraged you to flip over, propping a pillow under your stomach as he pulled your legs into the right position.Ā
You snuggled into the pillows at your head, pushing your ass up for him slightly as he nudged his cock against your entrance once more.Ā
āWhere should I cumĀ Y/N?ā He asked, reaching under you to slowly circle your clit again.Ā
āH-hmmmā¦ā you said, eyes shut, focused more on the pleasure than the question. You didn't care anymore. You didn't care where he came, just as long as he let you do it, too.Ā
āY/N, I expect an answer. Where should I put my cum?āĀ
āAnywhere,ā you pouted, pressing your hips back into his cock in the hopes that he'd just fuck you again already.Ā
āThat's not an answer,ā he said, gently slapping your ass as he pulled his cock away.Ā
āOn your back?ā He asked, fingers still working your clit underneath, but trailing lower until they found your cunt, two entering you to keep you wet and stretched for him.Ā
āYou'd need to shower before you could pass out, but I'm happy to help clean you off. They have communal showers in prison, so I'm not shy.ā You moaned at the suggestion but couldn't answer further.Ā
āOn your stomach? Again we'd have to shower off, but I would love to see your boobs decorated all nicely.ā Your moans were whimpers now as he edged you with his fingers, his words gentle in your ear but dripping with so much lust and promise you couldn't stand it. You didn't want to make decisions anymore.Ā
āOn your face?ā
āNot on my face,ā you snapped quickly, and he nodded and stroked your hair, hooking a strand behind your ear as he agreed.Ā
āOkay. Where, Y/N? Be a good girl and tell me.ā
āI-Inside. Cum inside me. Please.āĀ
āOf course. Good job.ā
He pulled his hand free gently, and quickly replaced it with his thick cock, and you moaned again at the weight of it against your walls, the familiar stretch of it. In this position, he reached deeper somehow, his thrusts slower, more precise as he drew out his own orgasm as long as possible, maximising his ability to pleasure you.Ā
āGood girl,ā he muttered against your skin, dropping a kiss to your back. āGood girl.āĀ
āWanted to do this for so long, Y/N,ā he confessed with each thrust. āLook at how pretty this pussy is, how wet it is for me. I wish your boyfriend could see it. I wish he could see how well-behaved you are for me. How nicely you take my cock.āĀ
His deep, slow strokes, his words, the kisses he pressed against any inch of your skin he could reach combined to push you over the edge a third and final time. This one wasn't loud. It wasn't dramatic. It was a steady shudder of pleasure from your hips and a quiet, satisfied sigh.Ā
You didn't say anythingĀ but Spencer knew, he felt it, and he came moments after, cock deep inside as he filled you with his cum.Ā
āYou're on birth control, right?āĀ
āIUD. Pill. Yeah.ā You say between breathy sighs of contentment.
Muttering something behind you, he pulled out finally, leaving for a minute to grab a washcloth and clean himself off before returning to help you as well.Ā
āWhat did you mumble?ā You asked, as he crawled back into your arms, looking up at him.Ā
āWhat?ā He asked, ears turning slightly pink as you stared at him intently.Ā
āJust now. I told you I was on birth control, and you mumbled something.āĀ
He looked away, refusing to meet your gaze before dropping to kiss you sweetly once again.Ā
āTell me,ā you said, and he kissed you again.Ā
āSpencer, tell me,ā you pouted, and he kissed the pout away.Ā
You almost asked again, but he kissed you too quickly, too deeplyĀ and you lost your breath again.Ā
āI said,ā he started, leaving you panting under him again. āIt was good you're on birth control, because I like the sight of my cum dripping out of you.āĀ
The remaining breath left your body as you gasped, your face growing hot. You burrowed your face in his chest and let him hold you as you drifted into sleep, wrapped up in each other.Ā
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a winners celebration - LANDO NORRIS
pairing : lando norris x best friend!reader
summary : win celebrations look a little different for lando norris this time around
warnings/notes : swearing, drinking, smut, unprotected sex (please use a condom!), overstimulation, fingering, hair pulling, oral (both!receiving), praise kink, use of "baby" and "good girl", pussydrunk!lando lowkey, 69, dacryphilia
word count : 5.3k
a/n : i miss race weekends | there's a lot more plot to this compared to the previous days
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September 22, 2024 - 10:36 PM
Lando was riding a high of adrenaline and joy as the checkered flag waved at the finish line, signaling his victory at the Singapore Grand Prix. His team swarmed around him, celebrating and congratulating him for the hard-earned win, but it was the person waiting in the pit stands that caught his eye.
Y/n stood there, smiling and waving, watching Lando's success. He couldn't help but grin wider, seeing his best friend's proud expression. He knew that she had been there cheering him on, supporting him every step of the way.
Lando quickly shook off the other team members, making his way over to where Y/n stood. He walked with a slight swagger, still riding the high of the race win. Once he reached his friend, he flashed a cocky smirk, before enveloping her in a tight hug.
"Told you I'd win." He murmured jokingly, pulling back to look Y/n in the eye.
Y/n laughed, returning the hug and rolling their eyes. "Yeah, yeah. You're so full of yourself." She teased playfully, punching him lightly in the arm.
Lando just chuckled, shrugging. "Hey, can you blame me? I just won the damn race. I feel like I could take on the world right now."
She chuckled at his boastful statement, shaking her head in amusement. "More like your ego could take on the world. Careful, your head might not fit through the doors anymore if it gets any bigger."
He gasped in mock offense. "Hey, my head is the perfect size, thank you very much." Lando protested jokingly, running a hand through his hair. "Besides, you love my ego and you know it."
Y/n rolled her eyes again, but couldn't help but smile. "Yeah, yeah. Your ego is just so charming, how could I resist." She replied sarcastically, pretending to swoon.
Lando looked at Y/n apologetically. "I hate to cut this short, but I gotta go give some interviews and stuff. But I'll meet you in the hotel lobby in a bit, and we'll go out and celebrate. Sound good?"
She nodded, understanding. "Yeah, no worries. Go do your press stuff." Y/n said with a smile. "I'll see you in a bit in the lobby."
Lando nodded, already turning to walk away when he suddenly stopped and turned back, a mischievous grin on his face. He leaned in, placing a quick kiss on Y/n's cheek before realizing what he'd just done.
He froze, realizing how he may have crossed a line. He quickly blurted out a "thank you" and turned away, heading off to do his interviews while leaving Y/n shocked and confused by the unexpected display of affection.
Y/n was left standing there, feeling her cheek where Lando had kissed her before walking away. They were both shocked and confused by his actions, unsure of what to make of it.
Y/n took a moment to compose herself, shaking her head to snap out of the daze and heading back to the hotel. As she walked, she couldn't stop thinking about the kiss on the cheek. Did it mean something, or was it just a spontaneous act in the heat of the moment? Y/n wasn't sure, but the thought of it made her chest flutter.
September 22, 2024 - 11:43 PM
An hour or so later, Y/n was waiting in the hotel lobby, just as they had agreed upon. She was sitting on a plush couch in the lobby, scrolling through her phone, when suddenly, they heard a familiar voice say, "Hey, there you are."
Y/n looked up from her phone to see Lando strolling toward her, looking more casual now that he wasn't in his race suit. He was wearing a simple shirt and jeans, his hair tousled and messy from the helmet. He gave her a charming grin as he approached.
"Sorry to keep you waiting. The interviews took longer than I thought they would." He said, sitting down next to Y/n on the couch.
"It's all good," Y/n replied with a smile. "At least you're free now, and we can go out and celebrate."
Lando leaned back on the couch, stretching his arms above his head. "Yeah, I'm all yours now. So, what's the plan for the night?"
Y/n stood up, a mischievous gleam in her eye. "Alright, we're going out for drinks. I know a great bar nearby that has the best cocktails. Sound good?"
Lando groaned as she grabbed his wrist, pulling him up from the couch. "Hey, can a guy get a little break after winning a Grand Prix? I just sat down." He protested jokingly, feigning resistance.
Y/n just laughed, not releasing her grip on his wrist. "Nope, no breaks. We're going out to celebrate. Come on, get up." She tugged him lightly, urging him to follow her.
Lando rolled his eyes but couldn't help but smile at her enthusiasm. "Fine, fine. I'll come, but only because you're practically dragging me out the door." He grumbled dramatically.
She smiled as she led Lando out of the hotel, still holding onto his wrist. "And the bar is just a few minutes walk from here, so it's not far," she said, glancing at him. "Plus, some fresh air will do you good. You probably need to clear your head from all those interviews, anyway."
Lando huffed in agreement, secretly enjoying the feeling of her holding onto him. "Yeah, the interviews were exhausting. I swear, they ask the same damn questions every time. I could give all the answers in my sleep at this point."
Y/n chuckled, giving his wrist a playful tug. "Don't get yourself too worked up. We're here to have fun tonight, remember? No thinking about interviews or racing or any of that stuff."
Lando smiled, nodding in agreement. "You're right, you're right. Tonight is all about letting loose and celebrating. No work, no racingā¦ just us and some good drinks."
She grinned at that, and they continued walking until they reached the bar. The place was buzzing with energy, music could be heard from inside, and the neon signs above the door flickered alluringly.
Lando gazed at the bar, seeing the lively atmosphere within. "Looks like this place is popular," he commented, looking down at Y/n. "How did you even find this place, anyway?"
Y/n looked up at Lando, a smile on her lips as she answered his question. "Oh, I came here with Alexandra for a girls' night out a few months ago. It's a pretty cool spot. Good drinks and good music."
Lando raised an eyebrow. "Oh, so you've already been here? And you didn't tell me about it until now?" He feigned indignation, giving her a playful nudge with his elbow.
Y/n shrugged her shoulders, a playful smirk on her face. "Hey, it's not my fault you were partying it up in Ibiza while I was here in Singapore. You weren't exactly available for bar hopping."
Lando chuckled at that, conceding her point. "Alright, alright, fair enough. I was having a blast in Ibiza, but I guess I missed out on some good bars here in Singapore."
Y/n gave Lando a teasing smile before guiding him into the bar. The music inside was even more vibrant, the sound of laughter and conversation filling the air. They found a spot at the bar, and Y/n gestured for Lando to sit down next to her.
Lando took a seat on the barstool next to Y/n, glancing around the place. The bar was dimly lit, with colorful lights casting a warm, inviting glow over everything. People were gathered around, chatting and enjoying their drinks, adding to the lively atmosphere.
Y/n called the bartender over and ordered a cocktail for herself. Then, she turned to Lando and asked, "What do you want to drink? Something strong, or something a bit fancier?"
He contemplated for a moment, leaning against the bar. "Hmm, I'm feeling like something classic tonight. I think I'll go with a gin and tonic."
She nodded, relaying Lando's order to the bartender. "One gin and tonic for the grand prix winner, please," Y/n said with a smile. The bartender nodded and began preparing their orders.
Lando chuckled at Y/n's remark, his ego slightly boosted. "You know, I could get used to you calling me a grand prix winner." He said, a hint of pride in his voice.
Y/n chuckled and rolled her eyes at Lando's comment. "Oh, come on. This isn't your first win, Norris. You've won two races before this one, remember?"
He glanced at Y/n, a sly smile on his lips. "Yeah, but this time it's different. You were actually here to witness my win. And I must say, it felt fucking good."
Y/n smiled mischievously, deciding to tease Lando a bit. She leaned closer to him, a playful glint in her eyes. "Oh, I see what's going on here. You have such a huge crush on me, don't you?"
Lando chuckled at her remark and responded with a hint of banter, "Hey, hey, that was high school, alright? We're adults now. We've moved on and grown past all that silly crush stuff."
Y/n chuckled as well, enjoying their playful banter. "Is that so? So you're saying you don't have a crush on me anymore?" She raised an eyebrow, a knowing smile on her face.
He rolled his eyes, trying to maintain a nonchalant expression. "Yeah, yeah, I've totally moved on. No more silly crushes here." He took a sip of his gin and tonic, clearly not fooling Y/n for a second.
She just smiled, not believing him for a moment. She knew Lando well enough to know that he was just playing tough. "Uh-huh, sure you have. And the moon is made of cheese, right? And pigs can fly."
Lando huffed in mock indignation, trying to keep up his act. "Hey, I'll have you know, I'm a sophisticated man now. I don't have crushes like some high school kid. That's all in the past."
Y/n couldn't help but laugh loudly at Lando's statement. "Oh, because those flings totally prove you're over crushes and completely sophisticated now, right?" She teased with a smirk.
He rolled his eyes but couldn't help but smile at her sarcasm. "Alright, alright, fine. Maybe I've had a few flings and whatnot, but that doesn't prove anything. That's just casual stuff, not the same as having a crush."
She grinned and rolled her eyes again, amused by Lando's attempts to deny his feelings. "Oh, c'mon, finish your drink. We're here here to celebrate and let loose. Let's go out there and dance a little, shall we?"
Lando downed the rest of his gin and tonic with a smirk. "Alright, alright, you've convinced me. Let's go dance." He stood up from his barstool, offering a hand to Y/n.
Y/n took his hand with a smile and hopped off her own barstool, following Lando toward the dance floor of the bar. The music was pumping, the lights were flashing, and a group of people were already dancing on the floor.
He led her into the midst of the dance floor, finding a spot for them to dance. As the music played, they both started swaying and moving to the beat. With each step and move, their bodies would occasionally brush against each other, sending sparks of electricity through them.
She could feel her pulse quickening as she danced with Lando. Their bodies moved in sync with the music, each step bringing them closer together. The atmosphere was electrifying with Lando so close, the heat between them undeniable
Lando's fingers gently traced small circles on her hip, the touch sending shivers down her spine. The music and the people around them seemed to fade into the background as they swayed together, their eyes locked onto each other.
He couldn't resist pulling her even closer, their bodies now pressed against each other. Lando's arm wrapped around her waist, holding her in place as they continued to move to the music. Her scent, the way she felt against him, it was driving him wild.
Lando's lips, hot and needy, began to trail kisses down her neck, his grip on her waist tightening slightly. Everywhere his lips touched sent a rush of heat through her body, a small gasp escaping her lips.
His tongue darted out, tracing a path along her sensitive skin, his lips alternating between soft kisses and lingering nibbles. The sensation was maddening, her mind clouding with desire as he continued his exploration of her neck.
A soft moan escaped Y/n's lips as Lando continued his assault on her neck. Her hands clutched at the fabric of his shirt, her body arching against his. "L-Lando," she gasped softly, her voice filled with a mixture of need and desire.
Y/n's words were barely above a whisper, her voice hoarse with need. "Not here," she repeated, her cheeks flushed with a mix of embarrassment and desire. Lando had the exact same thought running through his mind.
Lando pulled back reluctantly, his lips leaving her neck with a final lingering kiss. He looked at her, his eyes darkened with lust, taking in her flushed cheeks and the way she was gripping his shirt. He knew exactly what she meant, and the same need was burning through him.
"Let's go," Lando murmured, his voice low and rough with desire. He took her hand in his, the skin-to-skin contact sending another jolt of electricity through them.
The two of them practically sprinted out of the bar, the cool night air doing little to cool their ardor. The hotel wasn't far, but the short walk felt like an eternity as their bodies practically ached with desire.
They reached the hotel lobby, their breaths coming out in slightly ragged pants. Lando led Y/n towards the elevator, practically hitting the button to call it impatiently. As they waited, Lando turned towards Y/n, his eyes filled with a mixture of desire and need.
As the elevator doors open, Lando gently shoved Y/n into the elevator with the doors quickly closing behind them. As the elevator began to move upwards, Lando backed her against the wall of the elevator, trapping her between his body and the cold metal.
Lando wasted no time, his lips finding hers in a searing kiss. His hands came up to cup her face, holding her in place as his tongue darted out to trace the seam of her lips.
The kiss grew more intense, and Y/n found herself responding to him. Her body melted against his, her hands gripping his shoulders as a soft moan escaped her lips. "Landoā¦" she whispered, her voice filled with need.
The elevator continued to ascend, and Y/n's mind was clouded with need. Lando's lips left hers briefly, only to blaze a trail of hot kisses down her neck. She found herself arching against him, whispering "Moreā¦please" as her body ached for his touch.
Lando seemed encouraged by her pleading, his hands roaming her body as his lips continued their assault on her neck. He pressed his body against hers, his hips slowly rutting against her in a teasing rhythm.
"Gods, you're driving me crazy," Lando muttered, his voice hoarse with desire. His hands moved lower, cupping her hips and pulling her impossibly close so they were flush against each other.
Lando grudgingly pulled back, reluctantly detaching his mouth from Y/N's neck. The elevator doors opened with a soft 'ding,' signaling they had reached his floor. Lando stepped back, reluctantly removing his hands from her hips.
His eyes burned as he looked at her; her lips slightly swollen, skin flushed, and hair disheveled. The sight of her sent another jolt of need through him, but he managed to resist the urge to pull her back into his arms. Instead, he gestured for her to follow him down the hallway towards his hotel room.
Lando fumbled with the key card, opening the door to his room. He ushered Y/N inside, his eyes never leaving her. The moment the door shut behind them, Lando pushed Y/N against it, and the sound of the door slamming echoed in the quiet room.
His body pressed against hers, trapping her between the cool wood of the door and his warm, solid frame. His hands found her wrists, pinning them above her head as his lips crashed against hers in a passionate, bruising kiss.
Y/n and Lando were both feeling the effects of the alcohol they had consumed earlier that night. Their inhibitions lowered, they found themselves drawn to each other, their bodies pressed close together as they made out passionately against the door.
Y/n's heart raced as Lando's lips met hers, their tongues entwining in a sensual dance. She could feel the heat radiating off his body, his strong hands roaming over her curves. The sensation sent shivers down her spine, and she couldn't help but let out a soft moan.
Lando's hands slid down to Y/n's hips, pulling her even closer to him. He could feel her soft breasts pressing against his chest, and it only fueled his desire for her. His lips trailed down to her neck, leaving a path of hot kisses along her skin.
Y/n tilted her head back, giving Lando better access to her sensitive neck. She could feel his teeth grazing her skin, and it sent a jolt of pleasure through her body. Her hands reached up to tangle in his hair, holding him close as he continued his assault on her senses.
Lando's strong arms easily lifted Y/n, carrying her over to the nearby bed. Her legs instinctively wrapped around his waist as he laid her down gently on the soft mattress. The movement caused her short dress to ride up, revealing the tantalizing sight of her light blue lace panties.
Lando's breath caught in his throat at the erotic view. He drank in the sight of Y/n's long, toned legs and the delicate fabric barely covering her most intimate area. Desire coursed through his veins, his arousal growing with each passing second.
Y/n looked up at Lando with lust-filled eyes, a coy smile playing on her lips. She could see the hunger in his gaze as it roamed over her body. Slowly, teasingly, she reached down and hooked her fingers in the waistband of her panties.
"Do you like what you see, Lando?" Y/n purred, her voice low and seductive. She slowly started to slide the lace down her legs, revealing more of her smooth, creamy skin, before putting them back on teasingly.
Lando knelt before Y/n, his hands gently caressing her thighs as he leaned in to leave a trail of hot kisses along her smooth skin. "God, I fucking love this view," he murmured, his voice husky with desire. "You're so pretty, so perfect."
Y/n shivered with anticipation as Lando's lips moved higher and higher up her thighs. She could feel the heat of his breath on her sensitive skin, and it only heightened her arousal. Her fingers tangled in his hair, guiding him closer to her aching core.
Lando's fingers hooked into the waistband of Y/n's panties, slowly pulling them down and off her legs. He tossed them aside, his eyes feasting on the glistening wetness between her thighs. "You're so wet for me, baby," he growled, his voice thick with lust.
Unable to resist any longer, Lando leaned in and ran his tongue along Y/n's slit, savoring the taste of her arousal. She let out a gasp, her hips bucking against his face as he continued to explore her most intimate area with his tongue.
Y/n's moans grew louder and more frequent as Lando devoured her like a man starved. His tongue delved deep into her dripping folds, lapping up her arousal. He alternated between broad strokes and targeted flicks against her sensitive clit, driving her wild with pleasure.
"Oh god, Lando! Yes, just like that!" Y/n cried out, her voice trembling with ecstasy. Her fingers tightened in his hair, holding him firmly against her as she ground her hips against his face. The obscene sounds of his mouth on her pussy filled the room, mixing with her moans.
Lando groaned against her, the vibrations adding to her pleasure. He could feel her thighs beginning to quiver and tense around his head, signaling her impending release. Determined to bring her over the edge, he redoubled his efforts, sucking hard on her clit as he thrust two fingers deep inside her tight cunt.
Y/n's eyes flew open as she felt Lando's fingers suddenly plunge into her wet heat. She looked down at him, her eyes wide and filled with shock and arousal. Their gazes locked, and the intensity of the moment sent a jolt of electricity through her body.
Lando's fingers pumped in and out of her, curling to hit that special spot inside her that made her see stars. His thumb rubbed circles on her clit, the dual stimulation pushing her closer and closer to the edge.
"Eyes on me, baby," he commanded, his voice muffled against her sensitive flesh. "I want to see your face when you cum."
Y/n's breath came in short, sharp gasps as Lando's fingers worked their magic inside her. She couldn't tear her eyes away from his, the connection between them only heightening her pleasure. Her body tensed, the coil of tension in her lower belly winding tighter and tighter.
Lando could sense her impending orgasm, and he doubled down on his efforts. He sucked hard on her clit, his fingers pumping furiously in and out of her dripping cunt. He wanted to feel her come undone, to watch her face as she lost herself in the throes of passion.
With a final flick of his tongue and a deep thrust of his fingers, Y/n finally reached her breaking point. Her body convulsed, her back arching off the bed as wave after wave of intense pleasure crashed over her. "Lando!" she screamed, his name falling from her lips like a prayer.
Lando continued to work her through her orgasm, his fingers and tongue bringing her down from the high. As her body went limp, he pulled back and looked up at her with a satisfied grin. "That's it, baby."
Lando stood up, his face glistening with Y/n's juices. His eyes were dark with lust, his cock straining against the confines of his pants. With a growl, he quickly stripped off his clothes, tossing them haphazardly on the floor until he stood before her completely naked.
Y/n's gaze roamed over his muscular body, taking in every inch of his tanned skin and hard planes. Her eyes zeroed in on his impressive erection, standing proud and ready. She licked her lips, already craving more of him.
Lando climbed onto the bed, crawling over Y/n's prone form. He hovered above her, his hips nestled between her thighs. "I need to be inside you," he rasped, his voice rough with desire. "I need to feel your tight little pussy wrapped around my cock."
Y/n wrapped her legs around his waist, using her heels to urge him closer. "Then take me," she breathed, her nails raking down his back. "Fuck me hard, Lando. Make me yours."
Lando positioned himself at Y/n's entrance, the head of his cock teasing her slick folds. He could feel the heat emanating from her core, beckoning him to plunge into her depths. With a swift thrust of his hips, he buried himself inside her, groaning at the exquisite sensation of her tight walls enveloping him.
"Oh fuck, you feel amazing," Lando grunted, his hands gripping her hips as he began to move. He set a relentless pace, his thick cock stretching and filling her with each powerful thrust.
Y/n's head fell back, her eyes fluttering closed as she reveled in the feeling of being so thoroughly claimed by Lando. Her nails dug into his shoulders, her hips rising to meet his every stroke. "Yes, just like that!" she cried out, her voice a mix of pleasure and desperation.
Lando's thrusts grew harder and faster, his balls slapping against her ass as he drove into her again and again. He could feel her tightening around him, her body responding to his every move. "You're so fucking tight," he growled, his fingers digging into the flesh of her hips.
Y/n's body tensed, her back arching off the bed as her second orgasm crashed over her. "Oh god, Lando! I'm cumming!" she screamed, her walls clamping down around his throbbing cock.
The sensation of her coming undone around him pushed Lando over the edge. With a final, powerful thrust, he buried himself deep inside her, his cock pulsing as he released his load. But instead of staying inside her, he pulled out at the last moment, his hot seed spurting onto her stomach and breasts.
"Fuck, Y/n," Lando groaned, his hips jerking as he emptied himself onto her. Pulling out, he watched as his cum coated her skin, marking her as his.
Barely giving Y/n a moment to catch her breath, Lando lifted her up. His strong hands gripped her hips, lifting her up and positioning her so that she was straddling his face. "I'm not done with you yet," he growled, his voice muffled against her dripping folds.
Y/n gasped as she felt Lando's tongue delve into her sensitive cunt, his lips and teeth nipping at her swollen clit. Her hands braced against the headboard, her body already trembling with renewed arousal.
Lando's hands gripped her ass, spreading her open for him as he devoured her like a man possessed. He alternated between long, slow licks and quick flicks of his tongue, driving her wild with pleasure.
"Oh fuck, Lando!" Y/n cried out, her hips grinding against his face. She could feel another orgasm building, the coil of tension in her belly winding tighter and tighter.
Y/n's eyes drifted down to Lando's cock, still rock hard and glistening with their combined juices. A wicked grin spread across her face as she leaned down, her breasts pressing against his thighs as she brought her lips to the tip of his member.
She placed a soft kiss on the head, her tongue darting out to lap up the drops of precum. Lando groaned against her pussy, the vibrations sending shockwaves of pleasure through her body. Encouraged by his reaction, Y/n took him into her mouth, her lips stretching around his girth.
In the 69 position, they pleasured each other with reckless abandon. Y/n bobbed her head up and down his shaft, taking him deeper into her throat with each pass. Lando's tongue delved into her folds, lapping up her sweet nectar as he brought her closer and closer to the edge.
As Lando's tongue worked its magic on Y/n's sensitive clit, she could feel her orgasm building rapidly. Her hips bucked against his face, her moans muffled by his thick cock filling her mouth. She took him deeper, her throat constricting around him as she gagged on his length.
Lando's own pleasure mounted, his cock twitching in Y/n's mouth as he approached his climax. He could feel her tightening around him, her body trembling with the force of her impending release. With a final, powerful thrust of his tongue, he sent her over the edge.
Y/n's scream of ecstasy was cut off by Lando's cock as he erupted in her mouth. Her eyes watered, tears streaming down her face as she struggled to swallow his hot seed. The sensation of his cum hitting the back of her throat only intensified her own orgasm, her body shaking uncontrollably as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over her.
Lando's insatiable desire for Y/n showed no signs of abating. As they both came down from their intense orgasms, he pulled her off his body, repositioning her so that she was straddling him. He leaned back against the headboard, his hands gripping her hips as he guided her onto his still-hard cock.
"Ride me, baby," Lando growled, his voice thick with lust. "I want to feel you bouncing on my dick."
Y/n's body was still trembling from the aftershocks of her orgasm, her eyes glazed over with a mix of pleasure and exhaustion. She placed her hands on his chest for balance, slowly lowering herself onto his throbbing member. A soft gasp escaped her lips as he stretched her once again, filling her completely.
She began to move, her hips rising and falling in a steady rhythm. Lando's hands roamed over her body, squeezing her breasts and pinching her nipples as she rode him. The combination of pain and pleasure only served to heighten her arousal, her walls clenching around him with each thrust.
Y/n's movements became more erratic, her body struggling to keep up with the relentless pace Lando had set. "I can't... I can't take anymore," she whimpered, her voice barely above a whisper.
Lando's grip on her hips tightened, his fingers digging into her soft flesh. "Be a good girl f' me," he commanded, his voice low and authoritative. "I know you can take another round."
Tears streamed down Y/n's face as she tried to comply with his demands. Her body felt like it was on fire, every nerve ending screaming for relief. But the thought of letting Lando down was too much to bear. She gritted her teeth, pushing through the pain and exhaustion as she continued to ride him.
Lando could sense her struggle, but he refused to relent. He wanted to push her to her limits, to see just how much she could take. His cock throbbed inside her, the sensation of her tight walls clenching around him driving him closer to the edge.
Despite her exhaustion, Y/n found the strength to continue riding Lando's cock. Her hips moved in a steady rhythm, rising and falling as she took him deep inside her. The pain and pleasure mixed together, creating a heady cocktail that left her dizzy with sensation.
Lando's hands roamed over her body, squeezing and kneading her soft flesh. He pinched her nipples, twisting them slightly as he watched her face contort with a mix of pain and pleasure. "That's it, baby," he growled, his voice low and rough. "Take it all for me."
Y/n's moans grew louder, her body trembling with the effort of keeping up with Lando's relentless pace. She could feel another orgasm building, the coil of tension in her belly winding tighter and tighter.
Lando could sense her impending release, and he doubled his efforts. His hips bucked up to meet her downward thrusts, his cock hitting that special spot inside her that made her see stars. "Cum for me, Y/n," he demanded, his voice thick with lust.
Y/n's body tensed, her back arching as she felt her orgasm approaching. She gritted her teeth, pushing herself to the limit as she rode Lando's cock with increasing fervor. Her walls began to flutter around him, signaling her imminent release.
"Oh god, Lando!" she cried out, her voice raw with emotion. "I'm going to cum!"
Lando's grip on her hips tightened, his fingers digging into her flesh as he thrust up into her with powerful strokes. "That's it, baby," he growled, his own release building. "Let go for me. Cum all over my cock."
With a final, desperate thrust, Y/n reached her breaking point. Her body convulsed, her walls clamping down around Lando's throbbing member as she came undone. The sensation of her tightening around him was too much for Lando to bear, and with a guttural groan, he erupted inside her, his hot seed filling her with each powerful pulse.
As they both came down from their intense orgasms, Lando leaned forward, capturing Y/n's lips in a passionate kiss. His hands caressed her face, his thumbs wiping away the tears that still clung to her lashes. "You did so good, baby," he murmured against her lips. "I'm so proud of you."
Y/n's body went limp, her head resting on Lando's shoulder as she tried to catch her breath. She could feel his cock still inside her, softening but not yet fully withdrawn. The sensation was comforting, a reminder of the incredible pleasure they had just shared.
Lando continued to pepper her face with gentle kisses, his lips trailing along her jawline and down her neck. "You're amazing," he whispered, his voice filled with admiration and affection.
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synopsis: in which sylus sneaks into your apartment and finds you sick. yet, you're not resting. why?
contains: sylus x mc!reader (they're not dating but sylus is pining and reader is confused), reader is implied to be in college, slightly obsessive sylus, mentions of violence and sickness, suggestive themes, cussing, and fluff.
a/n: i got sick yesterday. what better way to rest than to write about sylus? do NOT copy or steal my work. sylus WOULD NOT endorse plagiarism :)
you don't want to admit it. you really don't. but you're sick. there's no denying that with how short of breath you are, how nauseous you feel, and the goddamn soreness in the back of your throat that didn't go away with the first sip of water.
"shitā¦" you mumble as you sluggishly move to empty the dishwasher as your roommate asked. it's bad enough that you were sick, but you were also stressed out of your mind. midterms have been kicking your ass this semester. big assignments have been piling up on your already heavy shoulders. in essence, this was a burnout month, and all that lack of sleep and unparalleled stress had finally caught up to you. in the form of a cold, that is.
"of all the times," you grumble as you struggle to stack the dishes in the cabinet. "why nowā¦" indeed, this was a terrible time to get sick. how were you to complete all your tasks while feeling absolutely miserable? you glance at the microwave clock in desperation. 10:00 PM, it read. although you meant to sigh a breath of relief, you let out a painful cough. maybe you could finish an assignment or two by midnight. that way, you can focus on studying tomorrow, you thought to yourself.
you sniff as you return to the dishwasher to unload the rest of the dishes. as much as you were happy for your roommate leaving for the weekend to finally see her family, you couldn't help but feel resentful. why were you here struggling to do the dishes while she got to have fun? shaking your head at your bitter thoughts, you bend down, trying to grab the utensils from the dishwasher. keyword: trying.
the sudden pair of strong arms that wrapped around you prevented you from doing so. normally, you would've swiftly elbowed the person behind you and turned around to land a hard blow that would have them seeing stars. instead, you exhale shakily. you recognize the mysterious backhugger's scent. the scent of sweet wine and sharp citrus. sylus.
how the hell did he get in? you donāt remember giving him a spare key when you told him your address. you look behind you, angling your head to meet his garnet eyes. "i did not give you my address just so you can sneak in like this," you say, trying your best not to sound like you're dying.
unfortunately, the nasal tone of your voice does not go unnoticed by sylus. instead of offering his usual quips, sylus furrows his brows and unclasps his right arm from your waist. you try not to flinch at the chill of his slender fingers touching your forehead. he frowns. "you're sick."
you immediately avert your gaze. "i'm not sick," you mutter as you try to bend down once more to grab the stupid utensils from the dishwasher. sylus doesn't let go. this time, he spins you around with his left arm, making sure that he can see you properly.
"you're burning up, sweetie." sylus says as flips the hand on your forehead for good measure. "you're sick and you know it."
you roll your eyes, squirming to get out of his grip. you did not want sylus to see you like this. a sick, miserable mess incapable of doing something as simple as emptying the dishwasher. you had an image to uphold after all. being vulnerable with someone like him could mean getting hurt again. last time you were vulnerable with someoneā¦ well, let's say you learned your lesson.
weakly, you push at sylus' arm around your waist with your small hands. you try not to think about how minuscule they looked next to sylus' deliciously veiny forearms. great, you're sick, and your mind decides to lust after sylus' arms. you shiver at your thoughts and attempt to push sylus' grip away once more. normally, escaping sylus' hold would be a reasonable task for you. after all, your sparring sessions with him prepared you to get out of sticky situations. but you were sick and exhausted out of your mind. all you could manage was a feeble squirm.
sylus' gaze moves from his hand on your forehead to your eyes. your half-lidded baggy eyes. his frown deepens. you looked extremely fatigued. your face was noticeably pale, and your intake of breath was short. not to mention, sylus could see the slight wince of pain whenever you tried to swallow your saliva. sylus sighs as he removes his hand on your forehead and replaces it with his own. you were neglecting yourself again.
under normal circumstances, you would've shied away from sylus' physical advancements. his hand on the small of your back? an immediate flinch and glare, signaling him to stop. a tap on the crown of your head? a swift jerk of your neck and avoidance of eye contact. insteadāagain, you blame it on your exhaustionāyou tiredly close your eyes, relishing in sylus' cool forehead against your heated one. no resistance to be shown.
you don't see it, but sylus' sharp eyes soften at the sight of you accepting his touch. even with the eye bags and ghastly skin, you looked ethereal. like an angel sent from heaven to save him from his own solitary hell. as much as he wants to savor this moment of you finally giving into his touch, sylus knows what he must do. you're unwell and unrested. you need to be in bed immediately.
"you should be in bed, sweetie." sylus murmurs as he pulls away from your forehead. you try not to sulk at the loss of the soothing chill of his skin. though, not without feeling conflicted because why you would even sulk about him? for god's sake, he was a criminal. he's taken countless lives. not to mention, he choked you upon meeting you, called you a disappointment, and tried to alter you after three straight days of relentless attempts at a forced resonationā¦ just thinking about him drives you nuts and being driven nuts is the last thing you want right now.
"i'm fine, sylus." it was your turn to pull away, trying to put as much distance between you two as his firm grip around your waist would allow. "besides, nothing a little old tea can't fix."
with that, you turn to face the dishwasher and reach for the utensils for the umpteenth time of the night. sylus sighs and pinches his nose bridge with his free hand. as much as he admired your stubbornness, he could not help but resent it at times like these. times when you were in desperate need of a break. before you can grab the utensils, you feel yourself get lifted off the ground effortlessly.
sylus' arm on your waist had moved to your shoulder, and his other arm was hooked under your thighs. he had you in bridal style in less than a second. your eyes widen, realizing the sudden change in positions. "what are you doing?!" you cough painfully. "put me down!"
you do your best to escape sylus' new grip on you by kicking your legs and squirming uncontrollably, but it was hopeless. you were weakened due to your sickness, and sylus was determined to make sure you looked only at him instead of the goddamn dishwasher. one more look at it, and he swears he's gonna break it with his evol.
quickly and confidently, sylus exits the kitchen with you in his arms and arrives at what he guesses is your shared bedroom with your roommate. he tries not to get distracted by the fact that this is his first time in your room. god, the entire space smelled so much like you, he wanted to become one with it and watch you forever and ever. dismissing his intrusive thoughts, sylus gently places you down on your bed and starts to cover you in your blanket.
"wait, sylus," you start, trying to get up. "i have to empty the dishwasher. i have homework, too." sylus tuts as he shakes his head, his messy silver locks following suit. although he doesn't respond, sylus continues to spread out your blanket. you furrow your eyebrows at his strange behavior. "sylusā¦" you whine. you actually whined. something you never thought you would do, especially in front of sylus. you could feel his intense gaze prick at you like little needles. you avoid his gaze, hoping to hide your flustered state.
adorable. that's what you are. incredibly adorable to the point sylus wants to grab your chin and force you to look at him as he coaxes more and more of your pretty whines out of you.
trying to fight his indecent thoughts, sylus locks eyes with you, a firm yet pleading look on his face. "you need to rest, sweetie," he leans in to adjust your pillow. "you won't get anything done in this state." you try to protest again, but sylus beats you to it. "rest. i'll take care of everything."
well, fuck. how can you say no when sylus, in all of his gorgeous glory, is centimeters from your face, telling you that he will take care of everything and asking you to do the one thing you've been longing to do for a very long time? besides, you felt sleepy ever since sylus took you in his arms. just this once. just this once, you'll allow yourself to be vulnerable with him. so that you can rest, of course. totally not because sylus had a way of comforting you so sweetly and breaking your defensive walls so charmingly.
your labored breathing slows as you cautiously nod. "fine," you yawn. "the utensils go in the very left drawer of the island while the pots and pans go in the stove oven, andā¦" you can feel sleep beckoning for you as you continue to list instructions. sylus can't help the grin that appears on his face as he watches your cute blinks grow in intervals.
"noted, sweetie." he caresses a stray hair strand out of your face. "i'll make sure everything is back where they belong." like you to him. though, he doesn't say that part out loud. maybe another day. when you are no longer wary of him and are willing to acknowledge his very obvious affection for you. deep in his fantasy, sylus almost misses your cute snores. he chuckles, taking this chance to admire you now that you've fallen asleep.
you truly were an angel. the way your eyebrows furrowed here and there in your sleep. the way your plump lips parted at times. the way your button nose twitched sporadically. oh, sylus loved it all. he could watch you sleep forever. but he had a better task at hand: to take care of you. he assured you that he would take care of everything. and sylus is a man of his words. carefully to not wake you, sylus cups your face with his right hand. closing his eyes, he places a delicate kiss on your forehead.
"rest well, sweetie. i'll see you soon."
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rafe jerking off to one of kook!sweetheart!readerās pictures and making a mess out of himself? šµāš«
warnings: reader sends pics, male masturbation, suggestive ending
[10:56 PM] sweetheart <3: 1 attached image
[10:56 PM] sweetheart <3: i just got this sample in for my next collection, what do you think?
rafe stared at his phone, utterly speechless at the sight. how was it that he was the one to receive a picture of you in the skimpiest lingerie heās ever seen?
he swallowed thickly, his jaw clenching as he inspected every detail, every curve of your body in the photo. you were obviously in bed, the thought of him barging into your room and ripping every last piece of lace off of you before fucking you into oblivion was, without a doubt, something he was seriously considering doing right now.
mind scrambling to write a reply, rafe cursed under his breath as another picture lit up his screen.
[11:00 PM] sweetheart <3: 1 attached image
[11:00 PM] sweetheart <3: cute little detail, right?
if rafe thought he was losing his mind at the first photo, he was definitely losing it now. there, in the middle of your bra, hung a small gold pendant with the letter āRā, the damned thing glinting underneath the dim lighting of your room.
rafe was already a jealous hothead, so to see you put his own little mark on you willingly? oh, he was going to show you his appreciation. with his phone long forgotten next to him, rafe stroked his already hard cock, wishing his hand was your own as he brushed the tip with his thumb.
everything you did drove this man insane. the little glances at his lips whenever you two would be flirting, the way you rested your pretty hand on his thigh when heād make you laugh, all of itā rafe felt it all boiling down to one thing. and he needed it bad.
ās-shit,ā rafe shuddered, his eyes screwing shut as he imagined you on top of him, that pendent with his initial swinging in his face as you rode him like there was no tomorrow. he would bet all of his daddyās money and tanneyhill, that youād feel like heaven wrapped around him.
it was embarrassing to rafe how fast he felt himself approaching his high. his mouth fell open, a throaty moan falling from his lips as his hips bucked into his fist. he wondered if youād let him cum or make him work for it, just like everything else.
the first time he tried to talk to you, you ignored him until you saw for yourself that he wasnāt in any other girls ear. everything, whether it was a peck on his cheek, or simply letting him take you out to lunch, you made his actions determine whether or not he was going to get what he wanted.
āholy fuck!ā he whispered, his chest now rising and falling as the band in his stomach threatened to snap. never in his life had he wished he was somewhere else right now, that āsomewhereā being between your thighs, hearing your sweet cries of pleasure. rafe couldnāt decide if he wanted to fuck his cum inside of you or paint your face, but after this? he figured heād do both.
āoh, my g-ā rafeās words were cut short when his orgasm hit him, his jaw falling slack as his eyebrows knitted together. spilling his load into his hand, rafe groaned as his cock twitched in his boxers, a hiss sounding from his lips as he continued to move his hand languidly over his length.
by this point, itād been well over thirty minutes since rafe had left you on seen, your ego a little hurt that he hadnāt responded to any of your texts after you dolled yourself up just for him. just as you were about to call it a night, your phone dinged with a message from none other than the man himself.
[11:33 PM] ray <3: made a mess. iām getting in the shower and then iām making my way over there. be ready for me, doll.
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