#Jesus I need therapy.
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hello, it's me again. so i saw you mention on my prompt how jason would be jealous of rose's healing factor when it comes to fucking kara and the jaycass you wrote and i thought why not combine them? in young justice jason and kara are part of the light and cass was in the shadows before defecting and joining the bats. what if she doesn't? childhood friends/lovers jaykara but kara becomes a red lantern after jason's death. after a while jason heals and goes on a mission with kara and they recognise each other. they cry, fight, fuck, all of that before breaking free of the light and run into cass. maybe cass and jason fucked a couple of times in the league to release some stress, and kara would be attracted to cass, so all three of them have a threesome inside a lazarus pit. just a cycle of fucking and breaking and dying and soul breaking healing. you can get really kinky with this too, like kara could ride jason to death, jason could fist cass until she needs the pit, cass could ride jason's face until he chokes on her juices, could even have kara bring a strap and her and jay could fuck cass at the same time (regular dp or anal dp) or peg jason until he can't walk. maybe they force kara to take a kryptonite shard up her pussy while jason fucks her and cass rides her face. technically the lazarus pit would boost their stamina every time they dip, and kara's a kryptonian, so they'd fuck for actual days or weeks. maybe they fuck so long they don't realise it until a team associated with the justice league walk in on them on a mission to rescue cass or something
HELLO YOU. YOU GET ME. it's my favorite thing EVER when the Laz Pit is utilized for a vicious cycle of fucking, dying, and fucking again. the altered mental state, the violent levels the sex can be taken to when dying no longer matter and longterm injuries aren't an issue... it lives in my brain.
i'll be honest, i don't know or care much about the Young Justice tv show so you'll have to forgive me for this being divorced from that world bc it's just. foreign as fuck to me so my apologies for that but as for the porn. (decided to put this headcanon/concept under a cut bc i feel like what could be considered snuff is probably a jumpscare for most ppl so. click at your own warning)
i just. i adore brutal dead dove sex that is destructive. like the whole "i want to crawl inside your chest" but it's *literal* and no one takes advantage of Laz Pits enough to do just that. like sex where you just physically can't hold yourself back from tearing open the flesh of the person you love bc you need to see their blood, you need to hold their heart in your greedy fist type shit. and if this is an AU where Jason and Kara were close but got separated by Jason ended up with the League, i do think their reunion could bring about just that. for once Kara isn't holding herself back and she's clawing at Jason's skin until he's bloody. i think it's fun if sometimes she just fucks him *in* the water bc it's quicker that way and Jason is constantly on this edge of death and rebirth at the same time. and with Cass in the mix too. JayCass you get me anon <3 Jason loves Kara still but it's clear he and Cass are a sort of package deal now and Kara might not know Cass well but if Jason loves her, she can trust that. so she gets to know Cass in the only way she cares about at the moment, pinning Cass down and fucking her. with a strap, with her own fist, anything that she can get inside of Cass to feel her body. maybe she pushes in too far and fucks Cass bloody until Csss needs the Pit sooner than even Jason did. and for Cass, who has no benchmark for real love but this dizzying feeling of being revived over and over, this is all she can ask for. devotion.
them suffocating on each other is so good- Kara doesn't care if Jason or Cass need to breathe, she cares about getting off and feeling whole again. she holds them down until their body gives out and forces them into the Pit again. maybe at some point she gets curious and holds one of them down facedown in the waters just to see if it's even possible to drown in the Lazarus Pit or not. she breaks bones just because she can and she wants to see what level of pain it takes for Cass to actually react to. how long it takes for a human body to bleed out. exploring their bodies means memorizing the limitations of them. it means she learns what them getting close to death looks like the same as getting close to an orgasm and whispers filthy dirty talk about how she can hear Jason's heart about to go out as he's trying desperately to come before he dies again. she counts how many minutes it takes before they die from lack of oxygen and compares who can last longer.
the Kryptonite shard is also enlightened- eventually Cass and Jason want to be the ones in control bc fair is fair and they deserve to do the same to Kara so they find some stash of Kryptonite and hold Kara down until it's deep inside of her and she's weak and in pain but still getting fucked. and she gets to taste the Lazarus Pit too, which i think would make her absolutely feral. Kara deserves some Pit rage for fun, i think even if she only gets to taste it while Cass is holding her down so Jason can fuck the Kryptonite deeper inside of her. every now and then Kara actually manages to strike one of them hard enough to injure them and it doesn't matter bc the Pit is right there.
all of it lasting for Days is just. good. like the haze the Pit has on the mind, being used over and over? almost like a spell none of them can break. they'd live the rest of their lives like this if they could and there would never even be a realistic end. it takes someone else walking in and managing to separate them before they actually calm down. and days before all the Lazarus Pit wears off and it finally sinks in just how fucked up what they did together was. and how fucked up it is that they don't even regret it. they're already trying to figure out where another Lazarus Pit is and how they can get control of it. i think it's fun if they spring it on each other too. like Jason will fall asleep in his bed but wake up to Cass and Kara holding his head under the green waters as he thrashes on instinct. Cass will be minding her business until Kara literally grabs her at superspeed and just flies her off to the waters to spread her legs and fuck her at superspeed until she's a bloody mess. they never know peace with each other and they irreparably damage their psyches over this. ty and gn.
#necrotic answerings#jaykaracass#jaycass#karacass#jaykara#dead dove do not eat#darkfic#anon it's like your connected to my brain bc i've been thinking about this concept for months#I might write this fic. I'm so serious#or just a fic with some ship with this concept.#anyway this one is so dark i've had the “can I even post this” question hit me#which of course means it's a favorite of mine#this is a reminder that I take the necrotic in my username seriously. it's not an aesthetic it's a promise.#I just adore Kara being so disgustingly feral in sex#and having a laz pit that lets her stop holding back. god bless.#I don't pick favorites but if I had a favorite anon. I think you'd be in the running I won't lie#bc yea. just. yeah. also your rarepairs are ELITE thoughts#does it count as snuff if the death isn't permanent and all characters understand that? unclear.#I feel it needs it's own word atp.#ALSO you could add cannibalism to this concept#Kara literally biting chunks off of both of them.#just bc she can.#or Jason and Cass eating at each other as she watches.#good thoughts all around#Jesus I need therapy.
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Katsuki fucking LOVES that you’re smaller than him, he drools over the thought.
He goes feral over your hips being swallowed up by his rough grip while he pounds into you mercilessly from behind. He looms over you, caging you in his embrace, as sweat drips from his forehead down your back. He fills your senses, he’s all you know as he shoves you into the sheets once more.
And he’ll be damned if that doesn’t make him fucking animalistic 😳
#I still need therapy#I still need jesus#bnha ao3#bnha bakusquad#bnha kirishima#bnha sero#denki kaminari#denki smut#poly kiribaku#bakusquad smut#hanta sero smut#kirishima smut#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakusquad#bakugo smut#bakugo x female reader#bakugo x you#bakugo x gender neutral reader#bakugo x male reader#bakugo fluff#bakugou x reader#bakugou fluff#katsuki x you#katsuki x y/n#katsuki smut#katsukibakugou#katsuki fluff#katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki#katsuki x male reader
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im gonna start a fight; and, at the same time, i need you to take this in the most good-faith way possible, but:
videos that involve body-checking and intentionally (and uncritically) show a mealplan of an unhealthy number of calories are just a revamped version of pro-ana food diaries.
and yeah, i know there's arguments. i address some of them under the cut. but at the end of the day, we're just coming back to romanticizing mental illness; we've just found a better platform for it.
this is already something we've done. we knew it was wrong and tried to stop it. and tbh. it just wasn't enough.
there are people who argue "well, what if you have an eating disorder, you can't help it if you don't eat!" except that as someone with an ED; we are not infants. we know what we're doing. part of having an ED is that you are like, maybe too self-aware. even if we can't help our own food choices, we don't need to fucking romanticize the disorder - something we've been warning you about since 2013. there are hours of setup, filming, and editing that go into these videos. they do not happen to fall into place randomly. there is a reason they are pieced together to be beautiful, bright, inspiring.
there's this woman who pretty much only posts daily plans under a normal amount of calories, and everyone defends her saying but it's better than nothing! and i'm like. except she opens those with images of her showing off her body and provides no context in the video or caption that suggests that she believes what she's doing is unhealthy. she has hundreds of thousands of followers on a platform designed for young kids and teens. i refuse to believe that by accident her content just happens to be cheery advice on "healthy" versions of starving.
for any other symptom of mental illness, we would be incredibly enraged by this kind of placid acceptance of a "tips and tricks" fast-start guide. imagine if people posted pink & pretty videos saying "best places to cut yourself" as if it was a fucking storytime. we, as a society, are so fucking fatphobic that we would rather accept blatantly harmful displays of self harm than admit that we are obsessed with a hyper-thin body type.
i am not suggesting someone never talks about their disorder. i talk about mine. actually, it's a plot point in my book.
here's the difference: i recognize it's a fucking mental illness. i am very careful to never mention a specific weight, eating pattern, or calorie plan. i always make sure to position it as something that ruined my fucking life. i do not put cheery music in the background and hearts and sparkles over my worst moments. i do not film it in bright light. i do not start each passage with an image of a thin body followed by "here's how to look like her."
eating disorders should not be framed as aspirational. and the problem is that society worships the "after" image, so long as you don't get too sick. there is a reason so many people who quit being "influencers" will later admit - i wasn't eating well that whole time; an obsession with food was completely destroying my life.
we let any uncredited, uncertified person write the most backwards, fucked up shit about how to get the body you desire! because the underlying, secret belief is: well, at least they're thin! and the real thing that fucking gets me each time - they make fucking money off of it. their irresponsibility and societal harm literally pays off for them.
"why do you care so much." "don't like it don't look." "so what if people experiment with new ways of thinking of food?"
thank you for asking. we're about to get extremely personal. it's because when i was 18 i discovered "thinspiration"/"thinspo." and it absolutely influenced, shaped, and codified my pre-existing eating disorder. i went from having some troubling habits and traits to being incredibly unwell within what felt like a matter of days. there were actual pages designed to train me on how to have an ED correctly. it was all so suddenly easy. i was sick; and the nature of the illness meant - i wanted to be sicker.
it takes an average of 7 years for a person to fully recover. i know this personally - even now, 10 years from the worst of it, i still fucking struggle. i am so much happier now and i eat what i want and i literally don't think about food at all (19 year old me would shudder) and yet - i still fucking know the calories of plain toast with butter.
an eating disorder is one of the deadliest types of mental illness. over 1 in 4 people with an ED will attempt suicide.
and i'm sorry. i just do not see the exchange rate of "high rate of engagement" versus "the value of a human life."
#and there's something else in there about like ....#tbh once i got over something like 1k followers#i stopped being specific about my ED for a REASON.#yes on ur personal locked blog that u use like a diary go ahead etc#but we are OBVIOUSLY not talking about that. we're talking about the sheer NUMBER of people i could be talking about#in that one paragraph. that you and i probably were thinking about 2 different influencers#bc they get to say that they're just posting FITNESS and if it's FITNESS it's OKAY and im like#jesus christ lord almighty#every person in recovery from an ED: this is incredibly dangerous holy shit do you know how much this would have triggered me#each of these ppl: how dare you!!!!!!!!! i am only harming those who WANT to engage with my content!!!!!#their followers: leave them alone !!! they can't help that they make an hours-long choice to frame their disorder as if it was#fucking cottagecore !!!!#like girlie this person needs THERAPY#again! i didn't even have that large of a following before i IMMEDIATELY deleted any specific mention of calories food etc#bc i recognize responsibility and i didnt EVER want to even ACCIDENTALLY encourage this#and im not even GETTING PAID FOR THIS!!!#aND THEY ARE!!!#something something something they know this content makes them money#they don't give a SHIT about u babe
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Did I finish Wind and Truth or did Wind and Truth finish me?
#what the fuck am i supposed to do until 2031????#how am i supposed to funcion when shallan is totally pregnant and trapped in the cognitive realm#and adolin is in the physical realm#and kaladin is in a therapy retreat with his new friends#?????????#ANSWER ME BRANDON#jesus christ this book#at least shallan and adolin have seon skype#we need to get a seon to braize immediately#cosmere#wind and truth#wind and truth spoilers#wat spoilers#brandon sanderson#cfsbf#bea lb books
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saw ur grower or shower hcs,,,, as an extension to that, what would their sizes be? (sry if u’ve alr done size hcs,,,,if u have can u link them to this ask pls)
Gonna kill two birds with one stone and say both size and hair :)
Grower:
Simon Riley : 8 inches, decently thick + buzzes the hair down real short but does not shave it all off :).
Kyle Garrick : 8.5 inches, average thickness + shaves completely.
John Price : 6.5 inches, definitely the thickest in this category + trims his bush.
Alejandro Vargas : 7.5 inches, thin but VERY curved upward + does not shave, does not trim, the man's been rocking the same bush since he first started growing it in puberty.
Alex Keller : 7 inches, average thickness + buzzes it down like Simon does, right after he's done trimming his mustache :).
Shower:
Johnny MacTavish : 5.5 inches, THICK, thick, thick, beats everyone + does NOT shave on the field... but shaves it all off at home :).
Rodolfo Parra : 5 inches, average thickness + shaves it off fully just like Kyle and only ever lets it grow a little before he's shaving it off again.
Philip Graves : 4 inches, but he's the second thickest in this category + shaves it all clean off because if his face is shaven, so will his balls be.
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{Guys I promise I get where all of hms are coming from it's just......some more than others}
#HEART I LOVE YOU YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU DO WRONG. I CAN TRY AND APOLOGISE FOR YOU BUT ITS HARD.#SOUL YOU ARE ME. I CAN FORGIVE EVERYTHING YOU DO.#MIND YOU NEED TO GO TO FUCKING THERAPY OR SOMETHING. I GET YOU I CAN DEFEND YOU BUT JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.#atlas goes on a ramble in the tags#cccc#cj hms
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what type of op sibling issues do you have?
the: "depressed older sibling who still manages to look after the younger one despite thinking of themselves as unlovable and is thankful for their sibling's love because they were each other's only support for a long time / younger sibling that feels guilty for all the burden the other had to carry and blames themselves for everything and ended up being too mature at a young age" ace and luffy type?
or the: "caring but emotionless distant older sibling under an abusive household that did what they could do to protect the younger one but it was never enough out of fear of being targeted too / younger sibling that holds grudges against family and understands that the other tried their best but it was never enough and chose to only save them whenever it was safe for them and wants to run away from the family line" reiju and sanji type?
#because me and my brother are both and it's so fucking funny hahahahahaha i need to go to therapy jesus christ#the things kinning luffy and sanji makes you write huh#sorry this is kind of vent ??#i'm just in a very ace/luffy and reiju/sanji siblings dynamic mood today#don't let me be sad i'll post shit like this#okay so it's never actually said that sanji resents reiju for her behavior but y'know what i mean#this is just me projecting ngl#one piece#black leg sanji#vinsmoke reiju#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#asl brothers
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OK BUT THIS MAKES WHAT NAITO DID SO MUCH WORSE!!!
SO YOU HAVE BABY TAIYA, WHO WAS TRAUMATIZED AFTER POTENTIALLY HEARING HIS NEIGHBOR (ANOTHER CHILD) BEING MURDERED SO HE BECOMES OBSESSED WITH FIXING THE WORLD’S PROBLEMS
BUT NO ADULT WILL LISTEN TO HIM OR SUPPORT HIS BELIEFS. THEY CALL HIM NAIVE
BUT THEN HERE COMES PRESIDENT NAITO, WHO MEETS THIS EXTREMELY BRILLIANT, TRAUMATIZED CHILD AND IS LIKE “YEAH I CAN USE THIS”
NAITO FED INTO TAIYA’S BELIEFS SO HE COULD USE TAIYA, THEN FUCKING RIPPED THE RUG OUT FROM UNDER HIM GOING “NAH YOU’RE A NAIVE LITTLE BOY I NEVER ACTUALLY SUPPORTED YOUR DREAM OF A BETTER WORLD”
…….
THROW HIM INTO THE SUN
#boonboomger spoilers#like Jesus they did a number on Taiya#my poor boy needs so much therapy#I could write a whole essay about my head canon on the number Naito pulled on him
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oh god imagine if a fairy godparent was assigned to one of those family vlog channel kids
#i mean the kid clearly needs it but jesus christ#that fairy's gonna need therapy#joey says some sh#fop#fairly oddparents
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HOW THE FUCKITTY FUCKING FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO BE OKAY AFTER THIS?! LOOK AT HIM OMFG LOOK AT HIM I LOVE HIM THIS DORK SO MUCH MY GOD 😭🧡
#Hori you're one hell of a motherfucker#Ilysm#fucking hell#baby with the cutest smile#jesus christ#no way I'm surviving the end of this series#like fuck#that smiiiiiile#someone help#I need therapy#bnha#bakugou katsuki#mha#mha 405#bnh 405#mha leaks#bnha leaks#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#katsuki bakugo#bakugo katsuki#he's absolutely gorgeous#I love him
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Y’ALL, I-
KATSUKI FUCKING BAKUGO ALWAYS STUFFING YOUR PRETTY PUSSY FULL WITH HIS RING FINGER CAUSE HE GOES ABSOLUTELY FERAL OVER THE THOUGHT OF TOUCHING OR KISSING HIS WEDDING RING LATER ON AND REMEMBERING YOUR JUICES FLOWING ALL OVER IT 🫡
#i need therapy#i need jesus#bnha ao3#bnha bakusquad#bnha kirishima#bnha sero#denki kaminari#poly kiribaku#bnha bakugou#mha bakugou#bakugou x reader#bakusquad smut#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugo smut#bakugou katsuki#katsuki x y/n#bnha bakugo katsuki#katsuki x you#bakugou#bakugou fluff#bakugou x you#bakugo katuski#bakugo headcanons#kirishima smut#denki smut#hanta sero smut#mina smut
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Just finished season 6 of the Dragon Prince
(More coherent thoughts in tags)
#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp spoilers#the dragon prince season 6#the dragon prince season six#Jesus where do I even begin#it was so profound#so well written#so raw and emotional and yet so triumphant in some parts#I already related to Soren because of who I am and my relationship with my father#this season was like a stab to the heart#and then it has the gall to make me cry tears of joy#because of the queer wedding and just. all the love#this season had a lot of death and destruction but also so much love#love for partners#love for family#love for friends#it was all so gut wrenching in how it could be both hopeful and tragic#anyways the writers cooked#however I will be asking them to pay for my therapy#someone please talk to me about this season#dms or reblogs idc I need to RANT#also I saw so much symbolism and motifs in the backgrounds and so on FUCCCKKK#please please someone let me ramble about the beautiful writing decisions
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new Tayc album dropped dedicated to the friend he lost this summer and uh. hey. who the fuck let him do this to me
#tayc#look. i should have known after Poseidon ended up in my top seven of the week that song is sad as fuck. i knew this album was coming.#i didn't know looking through the lyrics that are available i would be needing to book myself into therapy possibly what the fuck.#not in December Tayc. not with all the loss coming up over the next weeks don't do this#we got a Davido feature on this but i haven't listened to it yet. we got our first explicitly religious song from him too which feels#like vindication after the debacle that happened in the comment section of the Poseidon MV where people were accusing him of#showing disrespect to the Quran when he had to come out and say there was no Quran featured and that he rented the decorative#books that ended up causing the controversy. Jesus is it a good idea for me to listen to this now of all times
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Y’all don’t even know I need more toji x male reader shit I eat that shit up way too quick✋🙄
Scratch that I need more x male reader in general who tf am I kidding I’ll read like almost anything
#toji x male reader#im gay as fuck#gay#x male reader#im starvin#holy bible#i need him#i need jesus#i need therapy#please please please
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#saw one that said semesters and it was close but i needed more of the ben affleck smoking vibe#this has been my philosophy since i was probably 16 and it hasn't really served me at all 🫶 but this year it might#(it really might what with the meds and the therapy but jesus christ i cannot do this anymore)#a post#anyone who attempts grad school has my respect forever
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wow everyone here is insane and/or mentally ill
#my post#giggling a little bit about it. holy shit you all need therapy. for the most part#reading through character summaries to try and find smth and jesus fucking christ#you are all so strange. /aff but christ#you could put like tsukasa or rui in here and they would be completely normal in comparison to most of the cast i think
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