#JUST A DOLL OF FLESH
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im falling apart
#BRUISES AROUND MY NECK#JUST A DOLL OF FLESH#YOULL FIND MY SMOKING BODY HUNG IN WIRES OVERHEAD#my art
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grieving every single day that the average person is so unbelievably fucking squeamish. i want to talk about cool stuff that i like! but alas, i am not allowed to 💔
#googling abdominal compartment negative pressure wound therapy and caressing my phone screen. sigh.... I miss you my dear#told a guy yesterday just about how a regular fine looking exploratory laparotomy stapled shut surgical wound looks#and he was like 😧#dude! this is nothing! it just looks like ur a little teddybear doll sewn together by a kind and loving plushie doctor who fixd ur stuffing!#sigh.......#bitches can't even handle something that is fine and benign.... not even malign and worrying and out of the ordinary....#bitches can't even handle procedure that goes well and fine and looks great!#bitches can't even appreciate a good looking flesh wound these days#sigh
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Squirrel Girl My Beloved
Just ignore me I wanna just. Ramble about Marvel Rivals
Squirrel girl has always been my favorite and she’s done so well in the game. Her playful fun nature, the fact she’s voiced by her literal original planned live action actress, and her body type
I won’t show a photo but my mutuals in the HPMA server can confirm. She is LITERALLY my body type. T to T
It’s jaw dropping. She has my exact proportions and everything. And people on tumblr are feral for her
Does that mean people would like my body type as well?
I hope this massive love gives her the boost she needs to get more content and comics
And maybe we can finally get a continuation of her and Kraven with his super hero arc
This is the year or Kraven and squirrel girl like bro. His movie came out and she is staring in a stupidly popular video game
My favorite marvel characters ever are getting so much love
It makes me so happy
Especially since her body type is dead to dead on with mine
Makes me feel pretty
If anyone’s taking request can we please get Marvel Rivals Squirrel Girl and Kraven interactions please. Tell me his ass wouldn’t be a chubby chaser lmaoooo
Just….Its nice to see a ACTUAL human body
MY human body
Love you Doreen!
#belladonna rambles#squirrel girl#body posititivity#body positive#Kraven#marvel rivals#marvel rivals squirrel girl#she has my body type#it’s literally my body#I’m just amazed#she’s me#and people think she’s beautiful#that she’s attractive#that people just love her#do people love my body to?#stretch marks and all?#really?#I’m just so happy#she’s a REAL human body#she actually has organs and flesh#she actually looks like she’s consumed food and water#she’s ALIVE#I’m just in tears#my squirrel girl#I love her so much#I need more content of her#please#her and Kraven fr fr#he loves her and you know it#if she ever gets a doll my hands are on it
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awhile ago i mentioned that all the aliens in the transientverse are literally made of candy. including sulu (but excluding function since hes not actually from there). in particular sulu is like a blue gummy shark.
#my art#they do grow back but shockingly the fact that everyone around him is edible function does not do much with that#i think function is the only thing there made of meat#meat math#alpha is like a twizzlers splish is like taffy#also huh its just occuring to me that pacific and mansoa are my only MCs made of actual flesh#bc pupet is a stuffed doll sulu is a gummy shark/candy and rem and rhea dont even have corporeal bodies anymore
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regarding the caeru callout post. i- how. i am flabbergastered. how do you people write this shit??? i've been playing three bleeding years and all i have is a skeleton who pretends to be a genius but is in fact a buffoon who has no idea what he's doing, a gay whore of an author who throws elaborate and incredibly illegal parties at his lavish townhouse whenever he's not in exile or prison... and then there's just blackbeard the pirate sitting in the corner. what am i doing wrong pls help
genuine answer: do absolutely deranged roleplaying with your friends and it will all spawn naturally over time (trust me i have like. a decade of experience with this exact phenomenon. all rp inevitably evolves into kingdom hearts and/or homestuck levels of complicated interwoven plot if you give it enough time and blorboing)
equally genuine answer: be absolutely shameless and do whatever you think is coolest. hype yourself up. be your own biggest fan. kill the part of you that cringes. if you make (to use a completely hypothetical example) a semi-immortal homunculus who's made in the image of a man that died years ago and from his perspective has been resurrected against his will you have to Own That Shit. you can't turn around and mock yourself/put yourself down about it. you gotta be earnest and shameless and confident. eventually you'll fool everyone else into thinking you actually are all of those things. i don't know how else to express that besides It Really Just Works
also practice. lots and lots of writing practice and writing experience. but that's the obvious advice you hear from every creative ever
#batter also deserves the credit for making it Even More Dramatic than i originally intended (via throwing the vake yearner into the mix)#when i was originally thinking out the shadow's backstory she wasnt a factor. at least 99% of my dramatic lore is improv#it's great#ask#also worth noting#i never really set out to make an intricate web of FL oc lore. it just spawned organically from me hyperfixating#and then deciding to flesh out my one (1) fallen london oc at the time (the scoundrel)#and then it all just. continued. and now here we are. really i just stumbled into this#if you've made cool ocs that you enjoy you have already won. you have done nothing wrong ever.#the point is to make what you enjoy and do what you want to do#you Cannot fail at playing with ur toys (barbie dolls (ocs))#not if you believe in yourself. not if you believe in the you that believes in you.#you gotta trick yourself into being an anime character that gets superpowers from belief and love and friendship tldr
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disrespectfully i’m thinking about suguru’s dilfy dad
#a swan & vulture cultivating a dove is the vibe i’m going for in terms of suguru’s family dynamic#i think both of his parents genuinely deep down mean well but they also . well i think they see suguru as a doll in some ways#for his mother: to play and dress up! for his father: to control.#his dad though… whew#he’s mean and i’m into it unfortunately 😞#he’s a stricter version of suguru but just as beautiful… i want to do That scene justice#bc i also have to remember to make tie-ins to ‘black is the color’#thankfully i have some ideas but i just don’t want to make this specific scene cringy/cheesy/fake#i want it to feel like a real argument + want suguru to feel as if he’s a caged bird in the presence of his mother & father#and ofc his parents will have their gripes w reader OBVIOUSLY but i also want reader to feel like a rock for suguru! that’s MOST important#i do want there to be some . jealousy vibes though from suguru’s dad… does that make Sense#i think he’s jealous of his son bc he’s everything he’s not (or rather what/who he couldn’t be)#again i truly believe that suguru learned suffocation from his mother and isolation from his father and i hope that comes through the fic 😭#but in terms of jealousy… i think his dad is jealous that suguru has someone like reader and his dad has EYES he thinks she’s very pretty#i think he’s . nicer to her and that pisses off his wife AND suguru#but then he hates her again . there’s a back & forth within him#the fic isn’t about suguru’s dad i’m just obsessed w him and his hot mean dilfism#the beauty mark & glasses & black turtleneck… yeah <3#just imagine an older suguru/kenjaku and that’s his dad <333#his MOTHER… delicate beautiful stunning. overbearing & sickly sweet & condescending & suffocating#at the end of the day suguru is unfortunately his mother & father’s son BUT. something something breaking the cycle <333#does this make sense . i’m talking into the void but i need to get their vibes down bc i have to flesh them out#anyways. suguru you and your parents and your family dynamic in this fic make me insane . God Bless 🙏🏼#snippets#<- so important for me to remember 😭#personal
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SO UHHH I may or may not have gotten a bit carried away and made a OC for @blackkatdraws2 / @blackkatdraws ‘s blank script au
yeah have this crappy 1 am sleep deprived doodle of her
a tid bits of lore abt her in tags ^^
#BASICALLY this is Mell#she’s a NPC who really likes the dark and zombies. like#just mention zombies and she’s already at your location ready to infodump to you everything she knows about them#She gets shy around people so she lurks around in the dark people watching or playing with whatever she can find#oh and she also likes rag dolls and carries one with her sometimes. (Her outfit is inspired by raggedy ann :D#if you’re wondering how her arms got all like that then uhh there was a accident where she was playing with the ‘guard dogs’ of the dungeon#and they got carried away to the point where her arms were missing pieces of flesh#she doesn’t mind since it makes her look like a zombie#and she loves zombies#(regarding her playing with the ‘guard dogs’ (idk how else to refer to them as😭) she feels its more easier to be around them than like#The janitors in the dungeon)#SORRY FOR RAMBLING😭 I’ll shut up now#Fanart#my art <3#oc art#oc#I mighttttt delete this later when I wake up cause I’m not sure if I’m proud of this or not 😭😭😭 so sorry
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it’s true. she *wants* it. just let that sweet fuzzy feeling eat you alive.
abyssal delusions II/I
#void book#flesh vessel#crimson library#trans art#overclocked#doll draws#furry art#she wants you#trust me#nothing bad will happen#just sink into the abyss
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Day ninety-one
Everyday I am low-key thinking about Nobara in the official light novel.
Doodled sumn from it.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#inumaki toge#GOD THEIR FRIENDSHIP#Inumaki you should've let her kill him#KUGISAKI LITERALLY TURNED A CURSED SPEECH USERS TONGUE INTO A FUCKING FLESH FLOWER!!!#removed his ability to use his technique in the WORST way#best part is she is literally high-key unaffected by cursed speech because of three things#first one is her endless rage the second is her rationality somewhat and the third is deadass just because shes Kugisaki Nobara#DO ANY OF YALL UNDERSTAND HOW FUCKING HARDCORE THAT IS??#SHE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TO USE A HAMMER AND NAILS SHE JUST LIKES THE DAMN THINGS#SHE USED THE SHARPENED ON THE FLOOR HEEL OF HER BOOT TO PEIRCE A DOLL SHE MADE IN SECONDS FROM THE ROPES THAT#THAT FUCKING RESTRAINED HER???#SHES SO FUCKIN COOL DUDE SHES SO FUCKIN COOL#Gege you don't know ANYTHING#Inumaki used his technique on her yo make her not kill the dude and instead if not attacking she literally nailed the guy to the floor by#BY THE ANKLES#didn't want his ass scampering away#FLESH FOWERS FLESH FOWERS FLESH FLOWERS!!!#*Jumps around aggressively*#bucket fucking screams
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Unless I'm just really bad at searching it there is a surprising lack of guro fanart in the DST fandom, even though the tone of the game makes it perfect for it. I'm not good at drawing wounds and pus and viscera and whatnot unfortunately, everytime I've tried to draw gore it looked more like a child scribbled all over a drawing with a red pencil and called it a day- but I'm still gonna try my best to draw some bc I can't be the only one who craves seeing her faves covered in their own filth 🙏
#if you guys can refer me to any good artists that would make me happy...#i usually dont care for gore much but DST is just perfect for it#so many ways you could do it too lol#the survivors are flesh dolls more than anything. you can tear them apart in so many ways and they come back brand new
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and we're on, baby. chapter 3. one step closer to perfection.
:3c
#resident evil#fanfictions#fanfics#the doll au#chapter 4 will take longer lol#i just had the first 3 pretty well fleshed out
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kinda wanna socialize more in this fandom but it feels like ocs/self-inserts are the main activities and i’m not rlly invested in that so fjskdjf
#personal#i mean thank GOD that i like one of the big ships in this fandom#but i def feel like the odd one out since p much everyone i know has ocs they regularly flesh out/write content for#and im *shows you my skwistok dolls* it aint much but its honest work#ig i also do keep to myself for a handful of other reasons but whew….#miss making friends in fandom#this is not a serious post just random stuff on my mind#blah blah blah
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* i miss lou uglydollz so bad itz terrible 4 me rn …..
#phinz wordz#i hav so many issuez w this damb movie#there r 2 MANY UGLYDOLLZ 4 starterz like i mean the main characterz which meanz none of them r particularly memorable#lucky bat iz like . a shy fortune teller wage iz a sassy baker babo iz .???? nice ????? ugly dog iz ugly dog and moxy iz Optimistic#meanwhile lou being the 1 main villain haz sm more personality crammed in2 a single character cuz hez not spread across FIVE OF THEM#and hell he even haz the spy girlz who hav a lot more personality shine through 2 despite being prettydollz who r suppozed 2 b perfect#and fall in line while the uglydollz r suppozed 2 b interesting and unique yet itz actually the EXACT OPPOSITE !!!!!!#the way that real human beingz wrote the linez ‘i was never allowed 2 go 2 the big world but YOU could . how could some1 as ugly as you be#accepted and loved while some1 as perfect as i never could and never will’ and ‘lets see how you feel when youre trapped here forever just#like me’ and ‘YOU a REJECT were gonna LEAVE ME just like the others’#and then still ended louz story on ‘so anyway hes an undeniably irredeemable piece of shit and we’re going 2 drive this home by having the#crowd of Good Guys shouting abt how he needs 2 b killed yaayyy’#itz so JARRING w the way the uglydollz fight 4 acceptance and equality while also leaving lou in the dust AND HE WAZ A PIECE OF SHIT THEREZ#NO DENYING THAT !!!!!! HE WAZ AWFUL !!!!!!!! but the movie also SO clearly set up Reazonz 4 why he turned out that way#the ‘accepting ppls differencez’ messaging iz also extremely shaky when the examplez of ‘Imperfectionz’ r . uuhh .#a doll who wearz glassez . a doll who haz heterochromia . like omg guyz#that bit where some1 holdz on2 the thing on moxyz head n then theyre like ‘boy am i glad u got that thing on ur head whatever it is’ rubbed#me the wrong way 2 cuz itz like o yea being different is fine ! as long as u r Useful :) YKWIM ?#honestly a lot of the issuez coulda been fixed if they made this a show instead of a movie …… honestlyyyy#more screentime 4 fleshing out each individual uglydoll#more time 2 giv lou a redemption arc#do ANYTHING w nolan that iznt just uzing him 4 plot conveniencez ???????#SPY GIRLZ CONTENT IDEC WHAT IT IZ#i feel like they were done dirty the Least cuz theyre so iconic and memorable 2 me but still . giv them 2 Meeeee#and when it comez 2 the prettydollz in general aside from lou + hiz lackiez + nolan we dont actually know much abt them either#SO MANY THINGZ . THAT COULDVE BEEN MORE FLESHED OUT . SM WEIRD SHAKY WORLDBUILDING SM SURFACE-LEVEL STUFF#I LOV THIS MOVIE BTW I ADORE IT THATZ WHY I WISH IT WAZ BETTERRRRR#and maybe a lotta this stuff COULDVE been fleshed out if the movie actually performed well and got a sequel or show afterwardz#but alas . it flopped
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I don't know if anyone else has said this but
Is it just me or does Lucifer give off "dad from a RoFan/Otome Isekai whose bad communication skills led to irreparable damage in his relationship with his daughter in a first timeline". Honestly Lucifer and Charlie really give me otome isekai/rofan manga/manhwa/manhua father-daughter pair vibes. Like they might not look like it conventionally (mostly in terms of height ig) but they really do feel like they'd fit right in with their love for each other but also non-existent communication skills AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE MISCOMMUNICATION.
Something something reality can be whatever you want it to be—anyways Otome Isekai AU Charlie & Lucifer. I think it'd be neat to just plonk them in this kind of scenario. Like time-travel do-over on either end, reincarnation (wmmap style so it's the "of soul"), parallel universe shenanigans, gaining consciousness in a shitty novel/game turned real world where you and your dad are both in danger of plot bc ur both final bosses. Hell even the "finding ur kid after your wife left" scenario and then going forward from there scenario.
(I blame my younger self for getting into wmmap for thinking of this)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel charlie#kind of an au idea maybe???? idk it's not fleshed out#i just love their dynamic it really went for my rofan father-daughter enjoyed throat#idk they're just neat i like putting them next to each other saying#this could go so badly or so well#ouro rambles#story ideas#this is probably both incoherent or niche but yeah rofan/otome isekai charlie & lucifer!!!!!#i am so normal about fictional characters#my beloved barbie dolls#the most favoured squimshes
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Thinking about Trina's "godhood would be a prison" and "a caged divinity is beyond saving" applying to Marika. "You must kill Miquella. Grant him forgiveness."
#It's always been vague as to whether or not Ranni actually becomes a god.#it's referred to as “the dark path of the Empyrean” and I think about how the gloam-eyed queen was merely referred to as an Empyrean#not a god. And Ranni slew her “Empyrean flesh” which seemed significant but I guess Miquella also abandoned his#Miquella seems to be pure spirit while Ranni stays bound to a doll#Miquella is also presumably not being guided by fingers. What exactly it means to be a god is of course also vague#previously thought to just mean “vessel of the Elden Ring”.
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I'm gonna be real I have no clue how I'd ever post Tiger crawl home, it's so atypical compared to the way I write now. Like new stories I'm so clearheaded about what parts characters serve in the narrative, I know what I want to say, even if it's something more freeform like my stuff with Leopard which is contained and has a purpose in my mind. Tiger Crawl home as a story and not just a headworld exists as years of script like snippets I can't post without feeling like I'm having a public vivisection. Like it's easy to write complex characters when you are Writing them with purpose.
Tiger Crawl home isn't like that, these guys are like an insane pseudo mirror of my life via the way of untreated mega mental illness and schemas and abused kid delusions ages 14 to 22. Like this is the kind of story that I feel like can only exist in some weird 62 hour long visual novel with zero payoff but it alters your life somehow. Saying it has arcs is generous, I will write 8 page half script half summaries about how Damian is avoidant of homes and owns virtually nothing, how they choose concrete basements to rest in because it reminds them of cages, and it's a reason to never become comfortable, and why, and how, and how it changes over time but stays the same and how it effects those around you to come and go like a stray cat, hissing, disappearing and purring and staying in the same breath. Obviously I'm being so self indulgent in combining all my passions in clothing, design, themes and creatures in here, I put plenty in here just because I think it's cool and fun but the writing itself only exists as like agonizingly slow crawls through suicide attempts and relationship dynamics that might not ever get to a truly healthy and clean place. It means the world to me, I don't know how to actually show it raw to anyone though.
#anyway i'm not going to force it out of me or anything. i;m content just showing off my headguys as dolls and studying them and dissecting#them in my private mind#it's not going to be very formal whatever way i choose to release it#ermm. it's why i respect things like higurashi so much.#the idea of such a fleshed out setting with such rich complex characters and dynamics#being shown through like. soft timelines that let you see every side of these conflicts is incredible#and obviously higurashi is noteably long haha#like it's a story. of course it's a story. but i think i'm inclined to do a similar thing where the value comes from familiarizing#yourself so so deeply with characters and their circumstances and every micro detail as to how they were#shaped into what they are now and how do you go forward in bad environments that you've had no choice but to grow used to#i don't think it's a story i could have decided to write on purpose if i hadn't built it up the way i have in response to my own life
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