#It's midnight but I know I'm right
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Tim can cook and I'm willing to die on that hill, alright? Tim was kid given much too independence much too young, and y'know what tweens do with independence? They learn how to cook. And they make God awful cookies and burnt Ramen, but they learn. And don't you think that little Tim, desperate to stand out to his parents would learn how to make his favorite meals to show off? The boy had unlimited funds. And maybe even after having a the Alfred food he wants, he still learns how to make the best protein filled healthy food for himself. Because the relationship with Bruce was shaky at the beginning okay, and boy wanted to be a strong robin. So now I'm picturing adult tim drake being able to make the best comfort food meals, the most satisfying post workout meals, and the most homey dinners.
And guess who would be able to compliment that exact cooking style? Good ol' farm boy Kon Kent who learned what love was through homemade apple pie and enormous breakfasts.
Domestic timkon with kon making breakfast in bed for late night patrolling tim. And Tim making welcome home dinners for kon back from an off world mission.
#tim drake#timkon#red robin#conner kent#kon el#dc robin#robin#food#Domestic timkon#It's midnight but I know I'm right#batfamily
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Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.
This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.
You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.
For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.
White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.
Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.
Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.
The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.
There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.
The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"
You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.
Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.
Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.
Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.
If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.
If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.
When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".
#I'm still so young and ignorant#but I wish someone had told ME these things before I had to learn them#And now when shit goes south and everything is over and calm again the same things just roll though my head#Over and over and over#It's like everyone I meet has the same 3 problems and its ruining their lives#I just want to take everyone I meet by the shoulders and shake them#I KNOW why this is happening to you#Do you realize you can be better?#Do you realize you can do it?#Aren't you terrified of wasting your life like this?#*I* want to be happier#*I* used to be so much worse than I am#And I don't have it all figured out#But if we all decide to help ourselves then it'll be that much easier to help each other#Right?#It's so hard to lift dead weight#You need to kick against the waves with me#You need to WANT to float#Do you understand#Ugh it's 6am#This has been your overdramatic midnight ramble#Imma grill me a cheese and go back to bed#Blaurfhgh
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Checking up on his commission
#hate this guy. spoilers under tag cutoff#i fear i may have cooked with the tags. slash jay.#I've always imagined him with Particulars but I keep forgetting to draw them til like now#he speaks in lowercase to me. for reasons#I wanna know more about this untrustworthy bisexual but I also kinda wanna attack him every time he shows up#cant wait for the inevitable boss fight#fun fact: according to the dictionary 'nebulae' can refer to a clouded spot on the cornea that can cause defective vision#a limbus is 'the junction of the cornea and sclera in the eye'#so I think I speak for us all when I say WHAT THE FUCK MAN#what the hell was he on abt with Dante falling from the sky. and by sheep does he mean June 985 or?#if anyone wants to theorise on my post I'm all for it#limbus company#dante lcb#demian lcb#⏰🐍#unfortunately proud of that caption btw he really is just wanting his comm#HM WAIT BACK AGAIN#is the way the San was on about with leading the fallen nebulae home what causes J985?#as in - it is not people dying but them returning to their rightful place outside the City#with Purgatorio being the war 📘[i think] mentioned#is the doomsday Dante's head leading to the war? it typically refers to humanity's self destruction#or any globlal catastrophe#oh ok with PM is being sneaky again the Wiki page says it was inaugurated in June and guess when the MDE is#but generally things like nuclear war - AI and climate change are the main factors contributing to it#and we've already faced AI in the prev games via Angie so presumably one of the others will be the main force behind Dante's midnight#i personally like the nuclear angle given how Dante's head is already a clock#*BOMB. THEIR HEAD IS A BOMB THAT CAN BLOW UP#please do not write tags at night this was a bad idea
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THE SIGN (2023) EP. 2 // EP. 5 // EP. 6
#the sign the series#the sign#thesignsource#thaidrama#phayatharn#tusersilence#userpharawee#user25shades#mjtag#uservix#userrlaura#asiandramasource#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#tvarchive#asiandramaedit#tansgifs#gifs:ts#flashing#tharn baby i know it hurts i know but come on now you are making both you and phaya absolutely miserable#so i really hope you are doing this cuz u tryna spy on dr timothee chalamet#<- the only time i've ever written this guy's name right is when i'm calling someone else by his name#WAIT AKSJDGKAHGDFKJASGDFKJGAKJDFASKDFKJABSDKJF#a sign that it's midnight : making myself laugh in my own tags#WAIT I JUST SAID SIGN IN A THE SIGN POST ASKJBSJDFJHAGDFJAGSDJF#anyways i do have an idea as to why tharn is avoiding phaya for real that is not dr celery juice related but that's gonna be another gifset#i need to get to bed it's critical
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Mnemosyne's Elysium — Chapter One
Alfred’s first peaceful night in ages is shattered by a call from the last person he wants to hear from—his ex, Uhtred. Annoyance is the least of his problems, as a haunting past reemerges to torment him all over again. He knows doom will be unavoidable, whether he likes it or not.
Alfred x Uhtred Modern AU
Word count: 8,045
#PANIC ATTACK RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I'M SO NERVOUS#one of the reasons why i'm posting almost at midnight over here#so that i can run afterwards#AND HIDE#PLEASEE DO TELL ME IF THERE'S A TYPO#i know it's an enormous amount of words by the way#i apologise for that#IT'S A MODERN AU!!#ANYWAY YEAH#RUNNING AWAY NOW#IN EMBARRASMENT#michela's gifs#my fics#the last kingdom#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#tlk alfred#uhtred
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happy help yourself to the face of your manservant monday
#just so you know it's wednesday and i'm putting this in my drafts#here's to hoping i dont forget#could i schedule it? yes#but#.....i'm not gonna :)#twas#uh#02x04 right#i think so#anyway#it's past midnight to me#so#happy help yourself to your manservants face monday#s2#merlin#arthur#merthur
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@hedgehodgy Another Barney sketch for yoouu! He desires the olives, please.
From the wonderful Percy Jackson Modern AU Family fic living in my brain, and lovingly eating my available art file space.
#i finished this in like 2 hours#headache went away and inspiration came in#i'm so tired right now#i hope this makes sense#i thought i learned my lesson about posting past midnight....#here we are anyway#look at the puppy#i don't know if his claws are white or black and i think that's a very specific detail....#but i made them white here#anyway i am rambling#period brain's real i'm afraid#pjo#barney#barnacles
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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i ran out of SPACE i could have gone on for days bc she is the master of bridges,, #1 architect in the universe. this is kind of a selfish list bc these are MY favs,, so if u have any NOT listed put in comments or reblog!!!
#this was way too fun for me#i know ppl are gonna start saying 'you missed *BLANK* and i'm gonna be like FUCK UR RIGHT#anyways. enjoy.#taylor swift#swifties#midnights#reputation#1989#folklore#evermore#lover
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Sometimes, I really fucking hate Skyrim.
So, a long time ago, I created a simple little mod for Skyrim that just replaced the "Riekling death noise" with sound-files that were silent. A simple, elegant solution that Skyrim has always been okay with.
Of course, for some fucking reason, this didn't work. I spent hours upon hours trying to figure out what was wrong, to no avail.
In the end, I threw my hands up, left the mod installed (since it didn't get in the way) and started a new save. Boom, no death-noise.
Obviously I was mystified and vaguely horrified at the possible implication that the sound-file was somehow hardcoded into the save-file, because how the fuck would that even happen????
But it worked, right? So who gives a shit. Live and let live.
Killed a riekling today, and it made the death-noise.
Immediately went to check that I'd installed the mod, and yeah, it'd been installed from the start. So, clearly it'd become quiet back then for some completely different reason.
Was very unhappy about it, but decided to open the Creation-Kit to see if I could track something down. Ended up finding a "riekling death-noise"-file that clearly linked to all of those aforementioned sound-files, and-...
And nothing was using that file. As in, nothing was referencing or calling to this file at all.
Which would mean that the Creation-Kit is telling me that SOMEHOW the game just spontaneously without any references or anything at all, just plays the death-noise (that has already been erased from the game) exactly when it needs to.
And like... what the fuck dude?
#obviously i tried to make some audio-template use it as a reference ''upon death'' and nothing at all changed#but whether or not that was bcs it played the sound twice (the soundless-sound and also the sound) or bcs i didn't do it right?#who the fuck knows. but since it's past midnight i'm throwing in the towel on this one. fuck but this pissed me off so much.#skyrim#video games#rants#personal stuff
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The most important day in the world, my beautiful spouse's birthday!!! Happy happy birthday I love you mwah mwah!!! 💕💕💕🎂🎉🎊🥳
MOLLYYYYYYYY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
They're so they're so they're so. 🥺🥺🥺🥺 The pose is so absolutely precious. Ur so nice for making me so much pretty art. And ending it all with THEMMM... Don't look at me I'm emotional
#scheduling for midnight!!! i rlly wanted to answer immediately but i thought it felt right ro wait#just know it's immediately going up as my discord pfp LOL#WAHHHH#art gallery#💙 / feels like i'm in love again#ch.: ⚡#amalthea-wolfwood#weather report jjba#wes bluemarine#stone ocean#they're Thee otp they get to go in all the tags. everypony look at what my beautiful fiancee has made me
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Fandom: DCU (Comics) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Dick Grayson/Slade Wilson Characters: Dick Grayson, Slade Wilson Additional Tags: Omega Dick Week (DCU), Alpha Slade Wilson, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Bitching, Beta to Omega Dick Grayson, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Degradation, Verbal Humiliation, Objectification, Dirty Talk, Rough Sex, Painful Sex, Blood Kink, Cock & Ball Torture, bleeding during sex, Dacryphilia, Begging, Dubious Consent, Aftercare, Sadism, Edge Play, Timeline What Timeline, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Unhealthy Relationships, Possessive Sex, Knotting, Blood As Lube Summary: When Dick comes to Slade, asking Slade to bitch him into an omega, Dick refuses to give his reason why. If it means fucking Dick Grayson until he breaks though, Slade's pretty sure he doesn't need a reason. - Omega Dick Week 2024 - Day 6: Bitching
#omegadickweek2024#necrotic writings#sladick#ao3 fic#dead dove do not eat#i feel like a student turning in an assignment right before midnight#liek yes. i'm on time. barely.#good lord.#this was was good and *fun* but it got away from me and today was busy for adulting stuff.#is this how students feel turning stuff in at midnight?#i don't actually know i'm a high school drop out#there's a random lore drop for you.#we're almost done. the light at the end of the tunnel.#god i loved this one#like this is the most pure raw smut of all my fills for this week by far.#yesterday was also pwp but this one just has a crunch.#she's fun. we love her.#sladick my beloved fucked up shitshow.#just. so yummy.#i'm going to. become a lump#have i been up for 24 hours?? unclear#if i have it's not this fic's fault dw#well. it sort of is.#but i have a surgery soon so like. that's also at fault.#life. yk.
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help somebody who is more well-versed in fiction podcasts than me: i listened to the first episode of this podcast a couple months ago and i'm trying to find it because it's too obscure to google and i forgot the name. it was about this teenage girl who was running a gossip column in like a school newspaper i think? and then it got shut down so she made it into a radio show. the podcast is like her doing the radio show and talking about gossip and just random things in the town
#tagging this with podcasts that i know so that hopefully the right people will find it#camp here and there#chnt#smile grove#midnight burger#wtnv#tma#i'm sorry for putting this in those tags but i need this podcast back so bad.#you understand
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if jenny were in the later seasons she and buffy would have been best pals tbh! i had the idea that once buffy forgives and accepts jenny entirely into her life, she would challenge her to silly competitive things that are actually a) a way to spend time with her without having to ask to spend time with her, and b) a healthy outlet for some of her pent-up feelings, because jenny can handle it, and because she has a similar competitive spirit.
happy jenny calendar day! 💜 @norakovacs
#btvs#jenny calendar#buffy#me: asks celia for drawing ideas for jenny day#celia: buffy and jenny being cute!#my brain for some godforsaken reason: competitive foosballing??#i'm sorry i don't know why but i couldn't shake this thought dflhkjdghjdgh#giles knows what they are like and doesn't interfere#he is glad his gf and his daughter are Bonding#posting right at midnight because i'm away tomorrow and can't be bothered to make a scheduled post#mine
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oo midnight beauty [opening the container] how romantic (stealing grapes)
#just me hi#that's a nice name for some grapes hfsh :)#they're so right btw these grapes are pretty..#dark and looking lightly frosted. kissed by moonlight even in the sun#also seedless!! i love purple grapes hfsh :3#concord are okay man ; i don't see why you'd Like the seeds but whatever fills your moat lol#//i have a mic atm (my sister's headphones she doesn't use anymore (mine now ehegh)) and i was playing around w/ them yesterday on soundtra#old audio on there. do you ever. do you. [lays down and stares at the ceiling]#i'm so happy. it's so cool how the present let's us enjoy the past hbhsv#cool cool cool [continues staring]#//m gonna work on bl.s today :)#i'm a bit nervous abt the whole thing not being up to my expectations but i'm a pretty finicky audience so we're throwing the critic's#opinion out hbfsh#//ouhhr i'm out of grapes... my midnight beauties...... eaten............#i can go grab more rn so 'm gonna go do that lol :)#maybe i'll pop back later!! who knows#i need to do some things i've been neglecting. ooo...#alrighty toodles :3
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if there's one thing I personally focus on when I draw something, it would be the emotions. I try to convey the exact emotions of a character when I make art, and portray how they'd be feeling at that exact situation, as they say something, and so on...
I try to feel the same feelings they would when I draw an expression, as close as I can get at least, it's what I do over and over. You don't really have to do that ofc, but for me, it's a huge part of the point and it's really fun to do! It's what I believe could give my drawings more life and make them more genuine, even if it's a sketch (in fact, sometimes sketches can be more powerful on that aspect so I used to stick to drawing exclusively those for a very long time). That's how I pour my heart in, and I'm sure a lot of artists would do the same in their own ways when they create their works.
For that same reason, I really like drawing smiles (and characters that can make genuine ones) because that makes me happy. Other feelings are cool, too, but drawing happy art is so soothing, so I draw a lot of smiles!! It's also why I feel the need to understand a character, because you can't exactly feel what they'd be feeling unless you aren't so aware of what they're going through. I wouldn't be entirely right, I'm sure, but I really want to try. It's maybe why I usually stick to drawing a select few characters from a series all the time, because there are some characters I "get" better than others, and feel I can bring out better(and most of the time, luckily, those kinds of characters end up to be my favs, so I can draw then alot ;v;) Then again, I'm seeing them through my own lens of thinking, I'm just putting out what I see in those characters in the end. But it's usually the good things I love! Or something I feel is really intriguing and want to think about, or want to explore on, emphasize? Anyhow, it's the feelings and emotions part I've always been interested about! So I hope I can do that well!
My drawings aren't perfect, but they aren't too bad either, and I've been trying all the way. If they could imbue some sort of feeling for you, that's definitely what I wanted to accomplish! It makes me so excited when I get feedbacks about it being able to make someone "feel" something.. it means what I wanted got across so I'm like "yes"!!
it'd be nice if they will feel genuine one way or another!! I was and is and will be happy to continue to share my works with you all
#random blabbering#hehe#I recently got really nice tags and I#I kind of want to go and thank ppl individually for that but I was out of energy... I missed the timing..#drawing makes me think about feelings#characters too#so I really like seeing characters that can make big genuine smiles from the heart#ofc I love other types of characters too#but sometimes you just need to think about that kind of feeling and it exists#and I love characters that are literal saints right.. those kind of characters have always been my favs#they are very inspiring and thinking-not just thinking but trying to feel how they would be feeling..is really good for the soul I think#I wish I could be strong like them and genuinely feel like that#(you could a little as you draw#being immersed is very nice#and I hope what I draw could be that way for someone#here I am writing at midnight..I don't know if what I'm writing's making good sense but wish you all the best#thank you for seeing my drawings together with me!!#I CAN draw some self-indulgent stuff that'd not exactly cater to be educational or inspiring yeah but#I probably won't mean bad. I want to have fun~which I've been!! for so long
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