#It's been one heck of a year
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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Ectoberhaunt Day 13
Isekai: Old Hero New World
#i have Thoughts about Harbinger!Danny#bro is Very interesting in Aether bc he wants to go home#he and aether would prob get along rly well tbh#this danny is kinda bitter bc he's been separated from his family. but he can be a silly goofy guy occasionally#he and childe are besties. i declare this now. both love their families and want to protect them#also- abyss and ghost zone?? hmmmmmmmm#abyssal energy is ectoplasm... maybe?#idk#oooh that would be neat bc then danny is like the exact opposite of aether/lumine (with their full/light power)#danny has a fake cryo vision. bro doesn't really need a delusion but he can have an anemo one. as a Treat#(he wants to be Free of this world)#danny just wants to go home but no he gets dropped into the middle of snezhnaya smh#ALSO. back to the point of the post lol-#danny HATES dottore. but also the guy kinda reminds him of his parents (who he rly misses). it's very trauma-bond-y.#danny phantom#dp#ectober#eh 24#day 13#ectoberhaunt24#ectoberhaunt 2024#ectoberhaunt#(its rly late i know but i'm not stressing this year✨️)#(dottore is also equally fascinated in danny.but no way in HECK is danny gonna let him experiment. so dottore has to be Subtle about it lol)#genshin impact#scaramouche#combining my fixations 👉👈 (always)
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Race likes knitting sweaters but hates knitting sleeves so Spot's wardrobe ends up being like 50% hand-knitted tank tops
#isabel.tex#sprace#newsies#uksies#<- I'm specifically thinking of uksies sprace here. i think uksies spot would wear the heck out of a knitted tank top#racetrack higgins#newsies headcanons#anyway I'm having awful writer's block#so I'm working on the modern sprace one-shot that's been kicking around my head for literal months instead#race is fully aware of the sweater curse#but spot appreciates the effort it takes + is sufficiently involved in the process so they're safe from the curse#i think I've discussed this headcanon with Alex before but I'm sharing it with the world now#also sleeves suck to knit and this is why i have not finished my >year old sweater wip
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ANGEL REWATCH ↳ 1.11 “Somnambulist“
#ats#angel the series#dailyats#atsedit#cordelia chase#wesley wyndam pryce#angelsource#mediagifs#zanisummer#tuserjana#userveronika#usercande#dailyflicks#dailytvfilmgifs#tvedit#90sedit#smallscreensource#angel rewatch#skipps gifs#my favorite part of this is that its been like what almost 25 years and yet no one still seems to understand what the heck wes means
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finally watched Wish and had a major brain blast
They’re besties now because I said so 💫
#my art#charis oc#overmorrow tfs#wish 2023#funny that there was a lot of overlap between me listening to the soundtrack and me writing overmorrow#but I’ve only watched it now#heck I even have a wish song in one of the playlists#but anyway I digress; here come the rambles!!!#technically charis would travel to rosas when he’s older but for the sake of the parallels he’s his 16 year old self yippee#asha would be the ariel to charis’ sora. if that makes any sense#I like the thought of charis arriving right at the beginning of the movie and sticking with asha for most of it#‘oh you just wanna help make your family’s wishes come true? sure bud I relate let’s make it happen!!!’#cue the kh shenanigans#(I did not think that far ahead)#all I know for sure is that charis would throw hands with magnifico for the first time as asha and her family escape on the horses#the ‘run; I’ll hold them off’ trope#I think that would be such a cool boss fight#charis would think he’s a lil bitch too esp after that scene in the house#and also just in general because. well. he can tell this guy ain’t a good leader#do I think wish as a movie could’ve/should’ve been executed better? yuppers#do I also think it could work well in kh? yuppers yuppers. I can see it so vividly#okay that’s all I’ve got for now 😊💖#bye#overmorrow misc
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I'm sorry I can't take your call right now, I'm becoming unhinged about Transformers again,,,
#i just. man#first of all i was super into it when i was younger. optimus prime has long been a projectable (and ratchet too‚ from tfp)#but even that's like more recent. when i was SEVEN i was running around in circles to the transformers 1980 theme and re-binging the movie#(autism? what? who? where? but fr it was like a daily thing p much where me and my brothers would just lose it to that song. good ol' days)#transformers#for the search function lol. anyways back to the ramble: the obsession started young and continued throughout my teenage years#the transformers prime version was ABSOLUTELY peak and clears every time. still SO good my brothers and i binged the heck out of that too#but i don't think we ever got to watch the movie??? or maybe it was season 3??? either way i remember being like WHAT OPTIMUS IS EVIL???#and never getting resolution which i still need to do (also reminding me of clone wars...never did finish that one and still not spoiled)#anyway yeah the nintendo 3DS transformers prime game was yet another staple of my childhood. fave main was optimus obvs#but it just fills me with joy to see the resurgence in this and also makes me feel some complex emotions because it's a part of little me#and that version of me feels like so long ago...my own orion pax in a way#11-year-old me checking out giant lore books and speeding through them (i need to find this one book!! it's been years!!#it was the first transformers tome i ever read and told the story of orion pax!! and i vaguely remember the cover? but not the title! help!)#ANYway yes just feeling a lot of feelings and. i love transformers#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags#also if you're reading this: i voted and you should too!!!
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BNHA Ch. 429
So, I guess Toga is dead, and people are losing it.
I get why people liked her--she was actually queer, being pan/bisexual. She was representation for them and that's rare in shonen manga. But here's the thing--she was bad representation at best and insulting at worst. Nor do I think she was made queer because Hori really wanted to represent a queer girl. Himiko was always the author's poorly hidden fetish--she just was. She liked girls as much as boys because Hori wanted to draw a girl touching sexually on another girl. You can see this in how he draws her and Ochako in solo pics together.
I mean, people seem to understand this when it comes to Momo and her outfit being overly sexual or that both Himiko and Hagakure's Quirks either leave them naked or they have to be naked to use them. These are excuses to draw girls in a sexual manner. Himiko being into other girls is the same thing and that's the kindest interpretation.
Given how Himiko acts and her Quirk being heavily coded sexual desire, and therefore her use of it against someone unwilling being sexual assault, it could just being playing into harmful stereotypes of predatory gays.
As a queer person myself I just found Toga insulting. She was designed to be overly sexual and give the male author a female character that he could draw being suggestive with his other female characters. When he did flesh out her character, her backstory was eventually the trope/fear of straight people, that gay people will be so overcome with their lust that they end up sexually assaulting them.
In the end Ochako accepts this part of Toga and says she'll giver her blood forever, but as much as a lot of readers took that that as some deep lesbian confession, for me it really fell flat. Hori never really gave any of the main kids time to actually learn about their villain or show how that changed their minds toward them. Shoto only works because Touya is his brother (even though he admits he barely remembers him). But Ochako goes from not thinking of Toga at all pre-first war, to one thought about her during her speech, to suddenly caring about her so much she--given how Toga's quirk is coded, is willing to essentially fulfill Toga's kink for the rest of their lives.
It's weird and it comes out of nowhere. It's made even stranger because Toga doesn't actually change or show remorse for anything she did, which included personally hunting and murdering people before she joined the LOV. None of the death and destruction she is also partially responsible for is brought up either, something that Ochako was rightfully upset about during the first war when less people and property had been destroyed. Ochako just accepts everything about her suddenly and her past serious crimes are forgotten so they can cuddle and cry.
Am I shocked Toga died--a little. I didn't think Hori would have the guts to kill off a young girl character, especially one that he clearly got a lot of joy drawing in sexy poses. But at the same time, once he killed off Shigaraki and ended Touya's story with his slow death, I'm not surprised he went the same route with Toga.
This isn't Naruto--Hori isn't really kind to characters that do something wrong, especially if they don't try and change. Enji, Bakugo, Hawks, and Aoyama all sort of got punished for what they did. Enji is the worst off, being permanently crippled, missing an arm and burned everywhere. Bakugo's hand is damaged, his heart weaker, plus he feels bad that Izuku lost his Quirk so they can't compete the same way he wanted them to. Aoyama, despite doing way less wrong and even helping his class during the forest raid, still leaves school because he doesn't feel he earned being there yet. Hawks lost his Quirk and even though him running the HPSC could be seen as good for him, Hawks always wanted a break, but now he has one of the most time consuming and stressful jobs out there.
So, if this is what characters who actively did good things and even changed and fought to be better get, what would characters who never changed and never did anything positive for anyone but their friends/themselves get?
Before the last Arc started, when so many people said the LoV were 100% going to be redeemed I had doubts and always thought it wouldn't make sense with how the story presented redemption or treated other non-LoV villains in the past. That if the main LoV did get some happy ending where they were bffs with the main cast it would clash with how other characters had been treated.
That doesn't mean that I think how Shigaraki, Toga, and Touya ended up in the manga was well done. I think their endings fit far better then a last minute redemption would have, but at the same time you can feel how rushed everything has been since the end of the first war arc. Hori was done with this story months if not years ago, yet he was contractually obligated to finish it. Because of that I think he left out as much as possible. As much as I think he's written some pretty obsessive stuff, particularly towards women, I can't really fully blame him cutting corners or the story being shit at the end.
We know Manga authors, particularly those that work with Jump are treated like shit. That they suffer incredibly long hours at times not even getting to go home for days. We've gotten messages for Hori saying he's sick quite a few times. On top of that, weekly story telling is not a great way to tell a cohesive narrative. Ideas probably change week to week or at least month to month and you can't go back and change the last chapter no matter how much you need or want to. Then you remember he also gave a lot of ideas to the people who made the movies, which would also change his plans for how he wanted the main story to go.
The story is bad--it has been for a while, but I think a lot of people put their hopes on their favorite characters getting a happy ending, even when there were signs that probably wasn't going to be the case. I know how much it sucks when a character you love gets a shitty ending (Stain was my fav, but he got an absolute dogshit ending) but at least, knowing what I know about the industry I can't really blame Hori the way I see some other people doing. Criticize it, sure, but saying Hori hates his readers or is horrible writer isn't true. BNHA was popular for a reason--he's great with characters and the beginning of the story had some great pacing. We'll never know, but I wouldn't be surprised if BNHA could have been amazing if Hori had been treated better and the story hadn't needed a chapter every week.
If anything BNHA has taught me how much a story suffers when authors/artists are treated like crap and forced to work past burnout.
#bnha 429#bnha spoilers#bnha critical#bnha#idk i just feel bad for the guy#i think he's sexist as shit#but no one deserves to work under such bad conditions#and frankly idk how any weekly story turns out any good#especially when its gone on for so many years#like when you think about it the chapters aren't even real full chapters#they're like half or even a quarter of a chapter that you'd find in a book or monthly manga#of course you're your going to have an incoherent story when you write like that#I mean the only other thing written like that are some fanfictions#and those authors can and often do go back and edit things#heck I've seen some that go on hiatus with the specific purpose of overhauling the entire backlog of chapters to make it a better overall#and I think part of why BNHA is perhaps worse then other weekly shonen is because he had a lot he wanted to say#on top of trying to find things that kept him invested in a story he clearly was tired of writing#I mean Lady Nagnat is great example#he watched a movie and thought the female assassin character was cool and it got him excited to draw/write#so he shoehorned in this character that was really only there because she made the story more fun for him to write and draw for a while#like American comics aren't great either when it comes to consistency or coherent plots sometimes#but I do wonder if BNHA might have been better if Hori could have left a story bible and basic outlines of what his plans were#and then someone else could have worked on it instead#because he really didn't seem very into by the end of the first war arc#like I think he wished that had been the end#but it wasn't and he was really tired and burned out#and probably already working on fumes
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Guess whose birthday it is today??? 🎂
#GOTTA kick off artastic april with the birthday boy <3#this was just a quick sketch to get back into the groove of drawing usopp bc it's been too long since i've drawn him#also wish me luck for artastic april this year.... this april is gonna be busy as heck but im gonna try my best#one piece#usopp#op fanart#fanart#artastic april#id in alt text
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Some random unfinished One Piece doodles. I've liked my Luffy climbing on Zoro since 2003. (Katakuri and Rosinante are my little meowmeows.)
#one piece#zolu#zoroluffy#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#donquixote rosinante#charlotte katakuri#kromiart#fanart#i got into this series in 2003#there were years between following it tho#but i caught up every now and then and never stopped loving it#living the reneissance now after OPLA#watching all the episodes with my wife lmao#anyway how the heck has it been 20 years
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⭐ We Made It, Boys ⭐
(ID: Two art summary grids featuring some of my favorite pieces from 2024. Lots of bright colors, silly faces, shippy nonsense, and Kirby characters. Links below the cut to the individual posts - mind the tags and trigger warnings in each. END ID.)
Pieces made between 01/24 and 12/24.
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SUMMARY #1
Jan | Feb | Mar | Apr | May | Jun | Jul | Aug | Sep | Oct #1, Oct #2 | Nov | Dec
SUMMARY #2
Jan | Feb | Mar | Apr | May | Jun | Jul | Aug Sep #2 | Sep | Oct #1, Oct #2 | Nov | Dec
And an honorable mention to the one piece of fanart I made this year that wasn’t Kirby-related:
Rain World iterator busts
#veins art#veins fanart#veins ocs#veins ships#kirby series#kirby#ensemble cast#darkroach#metadede#art summary#2024 art summary#compilation#stars almighty what a year huh?#IRL shitshows left and right yet somehow one of the best I’ve had for art#my neck hurts from all the whiplash…#but yeah wow I made a lot of art this year what the heck? like I had to make a second sheet just to fit 'em all here haha#… even then I still culled so many favs :’(#they all came out better than I would’ve imagined and I’m legitimately proud of so many#(for real I can’t remember the last time I actually felt... *good* about my art - it’s kinda surreal)#anyway I hope the rest of y’all’s year has been good - be it in terms of art or life stuff or whatever applies to you#if you also had a year of downers… well let’s hope the next one can be endured with more grace#may we keep going no matter what. in spite if we must. and may we find respite in each other and in what brings us joy#have a good one everyone! and see you next year! <3#... (also cringe-face Daroach my beloved)#eye contact tw#blood tw#eyestrain tw#veinsfullofstars
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tysm for the sweet tree messages, my heart is so soft and full. i didn’t know meant sm to so many ppl but it makes my day knowing i can make some of you smile or happy <3
#risu’s rambles ☆#i’m horrible at being soft or sappy#and have trouble w repressing emotions#but ty all for being w me here !#its been one heck of a year and therapy has definitely helped me change a lot for the better#here is to another year of growth !
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Out of curiosity, what chapter of It Takes A Village (hurt/comfort, hotel residents helping Angel Dust in various circumstances) are you most interested in?
*already exists, click for Chapter One: Niffty
**already exists, click for Chapter Two: Vaggie
#hazbin hotel#hazbin fic#my least popular fic by far lolsob#should i probably be working on something else? absolutely#i regularly get comments on My Body Is An Orphanage asking if I abandoned it#its been two weeks#Dungeon Meshi folks have been waiting months for the next chapter of Nothing Ventured#heck#its been two years since i properly updated that one witcher fic#but nooo all my brain wants to focus on is this#every chapter is a huge challenge and it takes forever to figure out the characters' voices and it doesn't matter because nobody likes it#yet here i am#researching the opium trade for a throwaway line in sir pentious's chapter#because that's the person i am#i wonder if anyone's noticed there's nine chapters planned and eight options here#who could the last chapter be about?
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Hmmmmm hate when my inbox says I have an ask and there’s NOT one
#lover talks#my main blog has like 4 of those#what the heck tumblr#fix yourself#I still have one draft I’ve been working on for like#over a year now I think#hAAAHH#oh man I’m behind#I need to write
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Lost a bet with @kreidbreadejad-and-co over the outcome over the first ever Mets/Phils playoff series sooooooo I have to change my avatar for the duration of the Mets' stay in the postseason. ITS NOT FR METS FANS DNI!!!1!
#jk shes been one of my best friends for almost 2 decades#also its officially her birthday in NY time so go wish her a happy one#i genuinely don't care what fans interact w me heck ive had a few mets fan friends over the years#and there's definitely some former Mets players even that I'd gladly interact with ya feel me >:)#also since it's mr met i feel i have to give the requisite#'i got stitches on my face and bitches at my place'
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6 times Madagascar didn't say hell + 1 time they did
#madagascar#dreamworks#dreamworks animation#animationedit#dreamworksedit#alex the lion#grvyd8.gifs#parallels of the mcu (madagascar cinematic universe)#fun fact: the actual lyrics to the song alex sings are 'it's a helluva town' and the writers were very close to having him sing that#but they ultimately decided to change it to heck#source: mada3 director's commentary#another fun fact: this gifset has been on my idea list for FIVE YEARS#source: the snapchat picture i wrote down the scenes in that came up in my memories a few weeks ago and prompted me to finally make this#also i don't know why some of the 'hecks' look yellow and some look orange#it bothers me but not enought to figure out why it did that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#films: mada1#series: ahkj#ep: 1x06 eat prey shove#ep: 1x08 viva mort#ep: 5x06 one more cup part 2#series: tpom#ep: 2x53 byte sized#films: mada3#ch: alex#ch: ted#ch: becca#ch: kowalski#ch: karl
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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