#It's 9 pm bro
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This might be the origin of my newfound ed
#eating disoder trigger warning#I can't eat at night without my family bombarding me. Asking why I'm eating so late#why I'm not making any for them#Piss off#I only ate one meal at 5 pm. And a damn egg in the morning. (12 pm)#It's 9 pm bro#LET ME EAT#YOU CAN COOK FOR YOURSELF FUCK OFF#I feel like this is a form of fat shaming or shaming on a persons eating habits#Fuck offfffff#I hate this household#I can't stay home. I can't eat. I can't watch my phone. I can't relax. I have to cook. I have to get up and go out. I have to fucking dhjwhs#.#vent#If this seems dramatic to you. I literally could not care less.#I am so angry and pissed off rn omfg#Do you know what hungry means?#Do you know.#Also the fact that I can't have a dick is kinda upsetti g#Y know what. My pronouns are he/them.#If you see this make sure to use those#God fucking damn it I feel so damn angry and tired.#I wanted a nice bath tonight#MY FATHER HAS BEEN TAKING ONE EVERY. DAMN. DAY. FOR THE PAST THREE DAYS#I can't shower at night#I can't take a bath to fucking relax#AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Forest Carnival Event Special Outfits
#nu carnival#nu carnival eiden#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival kuya#bro my laptop was on life support as I was making these gifs#i started at 9 pm and finished at 1 am#i am so sleepy but their new oufits got me on a tight chokehold lmao#anyway i got kuya!!! i am so happy#out of the three i love his outfit the most#hes also one of my faves#elysss.gifs#my nucani gifs
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I'm so freaking tempted to make an ultrakill oc that's basically the apostate of heartbreak (the idea is from a quiz about "what apostate of something something are you?" Idk the name)
#yall#what id#what if#what if im going insane????/gen/sil#the mf violent video game brainrot is getting to me#HALDOGSSLDLA#HALP#somebody sedate me#pls#actually#LIKE#BRO HAD A PORCELAIN MASK#THATS ALL I HAVE SO FAR#LEMME COOK#WAIT NO#GET ME OUT OF THE DAMN KITCHENNNNNN. AHDHFJSNWLSJEKD#SEND ME TO A THERAPIST#HZOAKDBEKDJFHEODJEBFOSMFBWD#i am totally alright mentally#totally#i swear#*epic boom*#*epic fail*#c10wn's yapping#c10wn 3am spotted real not clickbair i swearrrrr#its not 3 am#its barely 9 pm
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Stirling and Emilia!!!!!! I am normal about them I promise
#i like my designs :))!! ik nobody really knows my ToyHouse but i uploded them their hours earlier likeeee yesterday#i prefer posting at 1 pm in general and i finished this at 9 pm so#i like them!!! i was gonna wait a bit before i drew them but i randomly ad a Stirling vision when i was trying to sleep so#im so happy hes evil and wrong i was hoping for this all along but i didn't say it but YESSSS#men who would spray u in the eyes with febreeze#i was drawing Emilia and. tne black part of her dress was gonna be a full dress then i suddeny said outloud 'make it a jacket.'#i wanted to incorperate her cool ass transparent shells!!!!!! makes me think of clear Gameboys and stuff#imagine trying to kill someone and the person who helps her defeat you is YOUR MOM.#not getting over that shit bro ^^^^^#portal 2#portal revolution#stirling portal revolution#Emilia portal revolution#portal revolution spoliers
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my gal killa
yas slay🗣️
#idk bro i spent like an hour and 20 minutes on this#honest to god i keep forgetting to draw her vitiligo every fucking time and its so stupid because i finish and then i REMEMBER#im writing this at like 11 am and will not post it til 9 pm because. the dndads fans are only active st night#timezones😒#ANYWAYS YES HERES EVERYONES FAVOURITE LADIEEEE#the shading is lousy the backgrounf is lousy the hair id lousy but atp who fucking cares#killa demall fans are desperate for content#..i would know.#tempted to draw cool ass makeup on her#brb#noo haha jk i didnt do it i prepared for my history exam#anyways lets do the normal tags now#dndads#dungeons and daddies#killa demall#fuck willy stampler
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i wish i would break the habit of fighting my sleep
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agonizing over sending an email to a professor wondering if I'll sound stupid and immature to receive a two-word response (it's not and never will be that deep) (i was worried over nothing)
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juni wanted to watch killers of the flower moon bc it’s their birthday but i did not know this movie is 3 and a half hours long
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um so exactly one person has responded abt coming to my little birthday celebration. so that’s cool
#i know two others were planning on it anyway but now i feel embarrassed i even messaged some of my film friends lol#weirdo! inviting people for your birthday. silly#i’m not going to lie. i might start crying if no one even responds with an ‘oh i can’t make it’ like. is that so difficult#i’m having a category five woman moment as of like 9 pm last night#my one friend doesn’t live that far either so she like. could come. but i know how her brain works and if she’s just not feeling it she prob#won’t. and i’ll have to try not to take that personally. you know#just once i would love to have someone in my life more enthusiastic abt my birthday than myself. the idea of someone planning smth for me#absolutely bonkers. anyway oh woe is me life’s so sad etc. whatever. ofc will appreciate any friends that do show up#even if two of them contributed to me having a mini breakdown last night#abby talks#sorry bros for attempting to take up space in your lives that’s my bad
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Fuck, sorry for not appearing as much, work and everything is tiring. Didn't want to get up today but here I am.
Also Lilah says hi
#dale/red#lilah is the kitten#<- her new tag lmao#tw mentioned depression#<- ig?#it's like around 9 PM for him (yes he slept in the whole day)#<- bro probably scared the shit outta Aaron lol
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it should be illegal for a class to go past 9 pm
#just wrap it up bro im tired hurry up END IT#hes just talking there is no teaching going on. let us go.#these classes have no business being this long#and we have to stay cause he takes attendance at the end#and next week i start another class with this same schedule. just take the shot. im so tired#6 am - 9:30 pm schedule is killing me im melting im burning
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WHAT THE FUCK
#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#bro we slept in a gain#there's A T Least 2 goddamn robots up front#i am disoriented as hell it's 1:30 pm.#and you're tellign me our blog is. 9 YEARS OLD? THE FUCK
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my previous job: work overtime, you better get that fucking sale. *pressure, pressure, you can't take a break until you get a sale or you'll lose a customer* my current job: please take a break, work your right hours. deadlines are here to keep us on board, not stress us out. me: *cries on the floor* I'm in heaven but I want to work so hard to make them proud because I want to show they weren't wrong in choosing me for the job
#anyways im too used to work from 9:30 to 7-8 pm and overworking myself to the point of sickness#but here i'm like 'wait what.. i can... relax? you are flexible with lunch time? you aren't pressuring me? omg'#❄ ― OUT OF CHARACTER. ╱ fun time’s passing by like river’s flow.#bro what the fuck have i survived for 5 months
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Actually I think I’ll die mad at my bros high school girlfriend. I hope she gets stuck in stop-and-go traffic for an hour every time she travels for more than 20 minutes.
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I remembered her today randomly and it made my blood boil#one time my bro said she thought I didn’t like her which wasn’t true at the time but ohhh girly if I see you on the streets…#you’re getting the coldest shoulder of your life#I got a notif from Instagram randomly the other day abt her that’s what reminded me#she and him dated p much his entire high school career#and she had severe anxiety but was also highly social#so as a result my bro was always supporting her + basically only hung out w her friends and such#which like isn’t a bad thing even tho I think he should’ve tried to make his own friends and time for them#she needed support and someone to talk her down over the phone at 9 PM or whatever and he was willing to do that#she’s a year ahead of him so she goes to college. they both know long distance is gonna be a pain#so they mutually agree that if it doesn’t feel like it’s working out they’ll talk face to face for a break up#I think almost a year into a pretty steady long distance thing with regular phone calls and irl vacations together#(also the calls were so well scheduled we literally called it T*** Time whenever my bro dipped to call her)#anyways she doesn’t answer his calls or texts for a few days and then she BREAKS UP WITH HIM OVER TEXT#she ignores his attempts to call her/stops responding to his texts abt it bc they BOTH agreed to break up face to face#she cuts him off burned bridges everything overnight no warning#and THEN. THEN. she has her DAD (who’s become a bit of a family friend up until this point) BRING OVER EVERY GIFT AND HOODIE MY BRO EVER#GAVE HER. EVEN FRAMED PICTURES OF THEM TOGETHER. and that was it.#I’m still. so fucking pissed on his behalf. frankly amazed he didn’t turn into an incel-type out of spite#like WHAT THE HELL happened to make her turn and cut him off so quick??? they were going steady and my bro was devestated bc he legitimately#didn’t know if he said/did something to upset her and she wouldn’t respond to let him know WHY out of a sudden and vague ‘I don’t think this#is working out’ which like. GIRL YOU COULDNT HAVE DROPPED A HINT OR TWO??#idk it just feels like all the time he spent supporting her in high school/how much of HIS time was spent taking care of her#and exclusively socializing with HER friends (which he never really clicked w so to speak)#it’s like he was robbed of a fulfilling high school social life for nothing. to be dumped over text cold Turkey.#at least he has college friends now it only took him two years lol <- it took me four so I can’t judge
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#i'm still drunk bro it's 2 pm#i remember tidbits of last night#and i vividly remember thinking 'oh it's almost 6 am i need to go home' AND NOT GOING#and i probably came home at like 8 or 9 am#anyway had a very deep talk with my ex fwb and someone kissed me but idk who#i have a faint idea but yeah#and then the 'bar' closed and i went with my friend who i've had a crush on for a long time to our friends house#and we kissed 😳 but i don't really remember much more than that lmao
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i cant do this anymore.
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