#It was still traumatising tho
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Hotel Portofino be like: Bury your gays and also bury your child.
#Ok I think we all know what happened to Nish and Gian#It was still traumatising tho#Also the way it was shown in between the scenes of Bella getting the good review she so wanted#That was unnerving to be honest#The second part could be about Rose but that's not who I mean#It's just that if you watched season 3 or at least know some spoilers then you know what I'm talking about#Bro they legit killed off Bella and Cecil's son#And it was an accident#Accident in a way that not Lucien was supposed to be shot but Nish's brother Virat#But then Lucien went to save them and unfortunately the bullet got him#In his neck area I think#There was legit no other way for him but out#Also the one who was shooting was that evil bitch Vincenzo Danioni#Who iirc just was really over there terrorizing both Bella and Cecil#And he's apparently alive#Sure he was knocked out by Cecil after shooting at people but idk#There's a possibility that he didn't die?#My poor babies (Bella and Cecil) be really going through it#First it was the 1929 crash then Bella had to find a way to pay back the hotel's worth to her father after the divorce announcement plus#just find a way to keep the hotel#And Cecil had his own bullshit ofc with the loss of his money and Danioni blackmailing him because of that stupid Ruben's painting AND even#that dipshit Jack came back#also his attempt to kill Danioni failed (thanks Jack for double-crosding him)#Like my babies be having so many problems which were already causing them a lot of stress#On top of it all their son gets killed by their enemy and they have to watch it as he dies (nothing could have helped him)#And as I said that monster Danioni might still be alive and want a retaliation or smth#Damn I just hope that their family friends aquaitances and employees will be there for them to help and support them#hotel portofino#bella ainsworth#cecil ainsworth
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Manwhore AU headcanon
I like to believe Manwhore Ody got home shortly after the war ended because he didn't have to deal with any of the bullshit that canon Ody has to deal with.
Like imagine: if only he seduced his way out of the whole Polyphemus situation, he wouldn't have pissed off Poseidon, meaning he would've got home pretty much immediately.
I'm not even saying he had to fuck Poly (he'd die), but he could've used his babygirl looks or something. Be like "I'm sorry about your sheep, pookie *bats eyelashes*", but no. He just had to abandon all reason and blind the cyclops before telling him his full legal name and address.
#epic the musical#epic#the odyssey#epic odysseus#odysseus#epic poseidon#poseidon#epic polyphemus#polyphemus#shitpost#manwhore au epic#manwhore au#anniflamma#epic the cyclops saga#epic the ocean saga#epic circe saga#epic ocean saga#epic the thunder saga#epic vengeance saga#so much for the warrior of the mind#won't even use every tool he has available#smh#he could've avoided all of this#if he just used his head#everyone could've lived#eurylochus would probably still be traumatised from seeing his captain flirting with a cyclops tho#polites would be conflicted#he'd be happy Ody didn't choose violence#but unsure of the method#penelope would've been proud either way
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homura (after a whole movie dedicated to the mechanisms of her inner psyche and set in a world that is literally her subconscious, populated by little dolls that are the manifestation of her emotions and self-hatred, after a whole movie where we get to see that she loves and cares for her friends and above all she deeply loves madoka, after the most heartbreaking scene in the history of anime where she realises madoka never wanted to sacrifice herself, after sacrificing herself to try and keep madoka’s wish alive anyway and keep her safe from the incubators, after being saved by madoka and feeling undeserving of it yet again, after finally giving up on trying to preserve madoka’s wish and creating a universe in which madoka can be happy and her friends too and the incubators eat shit, after showing how much she hates herself for it): i’m evil! i’m a demon! i’m evil incarnate!
people: yeah that checks out, homura is evil.
#people see a traumatised teenage girl who hates herself and decide she’s evil. i’ll nevet forgive people who slandered her#especially that dude who made that video with over 1mil views about how homura was never a good person…..#i watched it years ago and it still makes my blood boil. i remember making angry posts here lol#it fueled me to make my homura defense video essay tho so. one good thing#UGHHH i’ll forever be so bitter about this tho. like u have 0 media literacy skills.#madohomu#madoka magica#homura akemi#pmmm#mine
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thinking back on why i ever decided to watch supernatural all those years ago and it actually wasn’t about the gay angel it was because i fucking. thought. it. was. a. sitcom…
#boy was I in for a surprise when I saw the first episode and this woman is on the ceiling#it was honest to god so fucking creepy I was traumatised I didn’t watch it again for a year#and even then I couldn’t#and THEN I found out about the gay angel#and I actually skipped to season 4 bc I was too traumatised and scared it would get scary again#but then I powered through and watched the first seasons#took me a while tho#bc honestly what the fuck#I still cannot believe this was my thought process#spn#supernatural#destiel
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h...hi...🥵
#prompto argentum#prompto#ffxv#final fantasy xv#final fantasy 15#ff15#these days i am thirstin over this boi#when was i not#but still#it's got REAL BAD#we're all friends here aren't we#i am down bad#h word in fact#you guys get it tho don't you#right im logging out before i traumatise someone
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thinking about how smile (2022) is every traumatised person's worst nightmare. how the message clearly says "your trauma will always win and no matter what you do, you'll swallow it and it'll inhabit your skin forever." how, even if the protagonist had defeated the monster, she would have still lost - the intergenerational trauma has already spread its insidious wings and would survive in the mind of her sister's child. how traumatised people are so often told to just 'suck it up and smile through the pain,' how laughter is the best medicine until it isn't. how misery loves company. and how sometimes healing comes too late too little - you've let the beast grow too strong, it became an intrinsic part of you, your identity.
#the movie was by no means perfect and I know a lot of ppl found it cheesy and stupid#I agree that it could have been improved so easily by e.g. never showing the monster fully instead of that Michael jackson-esque face#the morale of the film was also super grim and demotivating#but imo if analysed as 'the worst case scenario' it holds its ground#And as a somewhat ✨️traumatised✨️ girlie I cannot imagine a scarier situation as when my trauma wins#I'm normally rly good with horror and I make fun of it easily#But there was smth about this one that made me paranoid#I'm still thinking about it even tho I saw it months ago#don't even get me started on the credits agakahsg#that was the paranoia cherry on top#anyways this has nothing to do w fantasy but I had these thoughts in my head for so long#I thought I'd share in case anyone felt similar (if ppl are still watching that movie lmao)#Smile 2022#Smile movie#horror film#Smile 2022 spoilers#Movies#🌹
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suddenly got a really vivid image of my head of like a c!prime home movie sort of thing and like it starts off and it looks like just two brothers hanging out and c!tommy's just awkward around the camera but as it captures what’s clearly a long span of time c!tommy slowly gets covered in more and more injuries that never seem to heal and is clearly just playing along with whatever he thinks c!dream wants out of sheer terror and it slowly breaks down more and more over each clip, somehow becoming more and less genuine in the exact worst possible ways. by the end hes all but catatonic and blatantly very much a dead corpse only continuing because of magic with injuries it’d be impossible to survive otherwise and c!dream is still excitedly chatting to him like nothings wrong and beating his ass at mario kart.
#c!tommy would have won if he wasn’t just so traumatised he’s disassociating constantly. c!dream still brags about it tho#there’s no actual violence and abuse in the clips. they’re the moments in between. and the effects on what seems like a normal life at firs#are all you can see. you don’t know how c!tommy gets the bruises. you don’t know why he’s so terrified. you don’t even know that c!dream is#necessarily the abuser just that he’s blatantly ignorant of c!tommy's declining mental and physical health and for some reason treats him#like a brother when they’re not at all related#He's never cruel to him. he never shouts or says anything unkind. without context you'd assume him to be innocent albeit ignorant#something something the way abuse goes on behind closed doors and how abusers groom the community around them into never believing their#victims. idk. just thinking bout this.
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Hey! Sorry to interrupt, quick question. how do you feel about the Zak Storm season 2 getting cancelled?
Also will you keep making Zak Storm related posts?
Very much upset, especially since all that waiting and so called "delayed by unknown reasons" was for nothing at all to be honest
But don't worry I will keep posting Zak storm and I still like it even after the cancelation I won't leave that fandom so easily😋
#zak storm#Im still very bitter about it tho#literally how dare you zag#all that waiting for nothing bro#now i wont even be able to see more of the 7cs angst#grrr#if i could i would steal the script/jjjjj#i wonder what season 2 couldve been tbh#okay unrelated but Caramba and Zane and Tails wouldve been such a nerd trio#aight i rlly gotta stop with those random ass crossover headcanons#all i wanna know if Caramba is being not traumatised or traumatised#or clovis#or raimondi#or zak#or cece#or crogar#or literally anyone in the show#not cool zag not cool
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#i watched this scene with 陈老师 and said 好美我看着都想结婚 and he went 👀那再看一遍???? Jie jie...tell us more about 陈老师! 😊😊😊
ahahahahaha 来吧,吃吃我的瓜😂 if y'all have been following me on insta, y'all would've been Very Exposed to 陈老师 already, so......
OKAY so uhhhh some months ago, 秦律师 and i decided to call it quits. he was offered a permanent position back in hangzhou that paid a heck lot better and had way better benefits than his auckland firm, and it was just the kind of career move that he had to take (fair, i would've done the same). he asked me to quit my job to go to hangzhou with him, but uh because of a variety of reasons (a huge part of it was that giving up my career was a hard limit), i eventually said no. it wasn't a bad breakup, per se, but it was still :/ because we'd been together for about 3 years at that stage, and prior to this, we'd been very seriously talking about getting married???
enter 陈老师! so i'd actually known 陈老师 for more than a year at that point?? 陈老师 is a sound engineer working at the local tv station by day, and does some 直播(to pre-emptively answer an faq: 不露脸的那种,唱歌的)when he's free at night. we first met when i went with one of my clients to the station for an interview. we have quite a huge mutual friend circle but i'd never run into him before, but since we met at the tv station, we just.....sort of kept running into each other??
陈老师 says he had a crush on me from the moment he heard me quietly threatening my client not to say anything i told him not to say, but ahahahahaha it wasn't obvious until 秦律师 and i broke up imo. first 陈老师 started showing up at group events a lot more, then we started going out for coffees alone, and then we went through this super weird week where he kept calling me jiejie (because one of his friends told him that might do the trick) (it didn't but i was tempted 😂), and that sort of just progressed to him awkwardly telling me he likes me and then, get this, literally getting so embarrassed he had to run away before following it up again by wechat (over a song). it was weirdly cute. i said yes.
ANYWAY he's still a bit awkward, but he's found this trick where every time he want to express something Important, he'll do it by song so he doesn't mess it up, the concept is hilarious, but in practise it's actually quite heart-warming ahahahahaha all the covers i've put up on insta are songs 陈老师 covers and sends to me 🥰
#he's about two years younger and it's like his first relationship so everything is new for him and a lot of it is very funny#他的嘴是真的笨but i think i can mostly interpret what he's trying to express now??? it's just still funny to go 🤨 at him to watch him flail tho#he's recently learnt how to 撒娇 and does it SO WELL skfhsdjghjsga#the jiejie thing is making a comeback i hate that it works on me#anyway it's a cutesy relationship for now#i won't say i'm like expecting it to last for a very long time but man low commitment suits me so much better#ya he does send me a song every night to help me sleep when he's too busy to record he calls me to sing it to me#like i said super cutesy relationship#it's a 初恋 thing for him i'm doing my best to not traumatise him i know i know i do so much for my community#another faq: he does take suggestions if y'all want to suggest a song#asks#Anonymous#sarah talks about herself
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Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.
#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this#I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl#The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones...#The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery#It wasn't. As bad? The last few times?#I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times#3rd time was more traumatising.#This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again.#I never want to have surgery again#I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under#It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore#Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs....#It was like as a patient you're less than human.#My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws...#I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest#I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry*#Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop#Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn.#damie talks
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imagine u reluctantly tolerate (and even try to like !!) this guy with downright rancid vibes bc he is ur favourite specialest darling angelic princess’s brotherhusband who makes her happy turns out whole time he’s abusing her n depleting her sense of self and taking away her personhood under the guise of love idgaf about how traumatised he is im killing this guy with hammers
#found an old draft from like 3 months ago from when i was a hardcore samdean truther…#like he genuinely needs his ass beat and in jail canon dean as a person is vitriolic lmao#as a character he is very compelling however bc it’s a very realistic and honestly sympathetic portrayal of an abuser#they r not all downright comically evil (even tho he is sometimes which is just um) they are real and very often traumatised ppl Themselves#but a narcissist’s version of love is incomplete and conditional and more importantly toxic#still doesn’t absolve them of abuse though! doesn’t justify repeated & increasingly malignant patternsof behaviours against their close ones#but recognising dean as both a victim of and a perpetrator of the cycle of abuse is instrumental to understanding the show in a way that is#not mired by narrative bias#personal idk#dean crit#is it dean crit if it is just pointing out canon…🤔
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oooh they are going into a trap. jokastes maid that he remembered would be harder to convince to keep quiet. She did Not make that arrangment with the nurse the regent did
or so i believe. This just stinks of trap. Go back. Go back and let her go to ios alone. It is hard to know if it is your son or kastors son. But it is jokastes son. Yes its agamble to believe she would try to keep him alive but its the best gamble youve got. If she goes its most reasonable to tel kastor it is his child. Whomevers child it is they are brothers and its unlikely that the child will show signs int he first few months of being one specific half brothers. So. let jokaste go. Its in her best interest to convince kastor it is his and damen it is his. the truth doesnt really matter much but in case it is kastors and he wins you get to be mother of the next king, in case damen wins youll probably be exiled but likely under better circumstances, and you could argue for specific allowances over keeping the child as safe as you can
all in all its double insurance and she would probbly use it, so best to just let her go, shes probably smart enough to at least protect the child a little bit from the regent and knows kastor better then him
#captive prince#kings rising#capri spoilers#kings rising spoilers#captive prince spoilers#anyway. my guys are cute and all. im h3re for politicla drama and whack interpersonal plays at power#still not over nicaise#i am. in denial.#it could be anyones head!#... sure hope its someone elses head i lvoed thta kid but#the narrative treats it like he IS death so i have little hope at this point#still some tho. anyway#i support womens wrongs so i wanna get to know jokaste better#but yeah bad bicthes get taken out by even badder bitches#laurent is traumatised and also our cast iron bitch#and we love him.
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i’m going to kill myself in front of him (again) in public to 1. ruin his day and 2. make everyone worry about me instead of thinking abt him on his birthday
#mod gackpo#kaito slander tag#tw suicide#mod una says vocaloids dont care that much abt death bc they respawn but ive been seeing it as a failsafe#vocaloids should NOT DIE but if they do dw theyll come back#its still traumatising to see and have happen to them tho#so like .... they will worry#a vocaloid should not kill themself unless theyre like . deeply disturbed or something#anyway . lore dump in the tags ig ....
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Omg remember the weirdos in school who would flip their eyelids inside out??
#actually gave me nightmares back then#i remember one guy used to do this all the time when we were in year 7 and whenever i think of him i think of him with his eyelids flipped 💀#i nearly hit him with my car the other day 😭😭 but i don’t think he saw it was me#it was red for him tho#HE PROBABLY DIDNT SEE THE RED LIGHT BC HE USED TO DO THAT EYELID SHIT SO MUCH#😭😭😭💀💀💀#i feel like this needs a tw#it would still traumatise me if i saw it now#imagine doing that as well??? do you have no regard for your health agakshshs
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A friend spent half an hour venting about how terrible our libraries are, I've never felt more validated.
#i mean none of my friends go to the library and she just quit her membership so she needed to vent#the last time i went to the city library i was in elementary school and the librarian made me cry#literally left me traumatised#god bless my highschool's library tho#every time i see a post about how amazing libraries are on here (i assume american) my eye twitches#they sound so amazing#meanwhile i still shudder whenever i pass the local library i went to in elementary school
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Back in high school when we had to run long distance runs, I would try to motivate my mind by imagining I'm a guy in far future who just got really cool mechanical legs and can now move freely through the world for the first time in years. This plan backfired around ⅔ of the distance when my imagination switched into "your consciousness is now entrapped in prison of the machine and there's nothing you can do to stop it from moving, you can just silently watch your technological demise" mode. I cried when i got to the finish line but i did pass so i'll give it a 5 out of 10
#when imagining you're a robot soldier fighting against your will is less traumatising than the expirience of high school#i still hate running tho#robotalk
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