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Cody was right where Fox had known he would be.
Fox watched his back for a moment, before he looked at Rex. He was a little paler and a bit more grey than the last time Fox had seen him, and only one of those things had something to do with age. Fox watched for another moment how Rex's chest would rise with his breaths, before he decided that he had stood there silent for long enough.
"Cody."
Cody's back straightened like he had been hit by a lightning. Fox watched as he stood there, for a second, two, five, ten, his whole body rigid, before he finally seemed to regain control of himself and turned around to face him.
Cody looked...
Old.
It was the first thought Fox could manage to think. Tired was perhaps the word that would suit his outlook better, now that he had had the time to think for a moment longer, but it was not incorrect either. The Cody that Fox would see inside his head was like he had been when everything had been good. Tall, proud, brighter than all the suns in the universe.
The Cody standing before him now had more grey in his hair than Fox had ever had, and had the outlook of a man who had spent a better part of the past twenty years in deep sorrow.
Fox looked at this Cody, who looked back at him, with a look in his eyes that Fox knew all too well. He had seen the very same look on his own reflection too many times, after all.
He waited for Cody to decide.
He didn't have to wait for long.
Cody moved. He took a step, then another, his feet picking speed, his eyes never leaving Fox as he walked across the room towards him.
Then he was right in front of Fox, and he wrapped his arms around Fox and held onto him like his whole life depended on it.
Fox held him back just as tight.
They stood there for a long while. Fox did not know what he should say, so he stayed quiet, and for the time being, it seemed that Cody was content on doing the same. It did not bother Fox. This was the Cody that Fox still remembered, the one with arms stronger than all the forces in the Galaxy.
Nothing could last forever, though, and eventually, Fox heard Cody draw in a long breath, as if he was bracing himself, and then he finally stood back enough to look at Fox in the eyes again.
Fox looked back, letting Cody search whatever he was looking for. Fox was the one who had to answer for things, so it was only fair that he let Cody ask all the questions first.
Cody reached up with his hand. His fingertips howered at Fox's temple, hesitating for a few seconds, before he carefully brushed them against Fox's face.
His hands were still warm.
"Your hair is black", Cody said.
"It's dyed", Fox told him. No defining traits to anyone to recognise him by. "I'm still the one who started to look old before anyone else, don't worry."
Cody let out a breathy laugh. It was more like a strangled wheeze, if Fox was being perfectly honest.
"You don't look old", he said. He swallowed hard between his words. "You look...alive."
Something constricted around Fox's lungs.
"Yes", he said.
Perhaps it was the wrong thing to say. Cody shook his head, and then he let it fall forwards, leaning against Fox, and hiding his face at his chest. His back trembled with his next breath.
"You're alive", he said.
Fox nodded.
"Yes", he said. "I'm sorry."
Cody laughed again, louder this time. More shaky, too.
"Don't", he said. "Just...don't. Okay?"
"Okay", Fox said.
This was too easy. Way too easy for Fox, to have Cody to just hug it out like this. Cody deserved everything from Fox, and Fox nothing from him.
Here Fox was, still, just letting it happen, just because he had missed his brother.
They stood there for another moment in silence.
"How?" Cody asked, finally. "Why?"
For this, Fox was prepared.
"I was as good as dead", he said. "In a very, very real way. I failed to comply with Vader's orders, even with the chip telling me to follow every word given to me without question. Maybe I just never was that good of a soldier, after all. He snapped my neck and left me there to die on my own."
He still remembered it, no matter how much he had wanted to forget. The way he could only lie there, his body already numb, and just waiting for his lungs to run out of air, not able to make himself draw any more in.
He could still hear it, the noise his bones had made as they had cracked under the invisible force. Fox knew by now that he could never be able to forget it, either.
Cody didn't say anything, and Fox took it as his sign to continue.
"Bail had found out about the chips by that point", he said. "He was trying to get me out of there, as well as any Jedi still on Coruscant, so when he heard about the operation, he had made his way at the Temple as well, waiting to see if there was any opportunity for him to act. He saw it all. He kept me alive with his own hands until they could move me out from there."
That part Fox did not remember, and he was glad that he didn't. It was selfish of him, to be happy about the fact that he had not needed to see Bail watch him die, on top of everything.
Cody's hand slipped down from his face, his fingers wrapping around the back of his neck. Fox held back a shudder. It was not the same. Cody's hand was warm.
"I spent a long time barely awake, going from one operation to another." All of that, Fox could remember, but only in hazy, unfocused flashes of sounds and blurry images. "Breha had had her lungs and heart replaced years ago, and they managed to get the same technology to work on me, eventually, reconnecting my spine and nerves. I then spent even longer time learning how to use my body again."
That, he remembered all. It had, thankfully, not been the worst part of his life.
Cody still didn't say anything. He ran his fingers down Fox's neck, pressing onto the skin, feeling for the bones beneath it. The break was still there. Fox knew exactly where it was, as during the worst of it, he was all too aware of the feeling of his body having been separated from itself.
"I still...it never really healed, completely." It never would, but Fox had learned to take whatever he could a long, long time ago. "Sometimes I lose the feeling of my own body and my legs won't move and my hands will shake, but I'm-"
"Still here", Cody said against his chest. His hand pressed hard into Fox's skin, strong and warm. "You're still here."
Fox breathed through all of the emotions swirling inside him.
"Yes", he said.
Cody didn't say anything.
Fox had to tell him.
"I didn't want to leave you", he hurried to say. "I swear I didn't. Please, Cody. I swear. I had to take care of Leia. She was so small and she needed me and the only thing I could do right was to take care of her. I needed to do it, Cody. She needed me."
I needed her, Fox did not say, but he wouldn't be surprised if Cody could still hear it. I needed her, because loving her was the only thing there was left for me to do for any of us.
If nothing else, Cody could probably hear the way Fox's heart was beating inside his chest right then.
Cody's hand was warm against the back of Fox's neck.
"I know", Cody said, then, like it was really that simple. "I'm just happy that you're here now."
He lifted his head then, and he looked Fox in the eyes and smiled.
"Fox", he said, like he was simply greeting him after a long time apart, and maybe, it could be that simple.
Maybe. Maybe not. But for now, it was, and Fox had missed his brother.
He would take what he was given.
#at long last! it's here! the fabled Cody and Fox reunion!#how long has this been coming (way too long)#there's still much to say and too many feelings but there's no way they can say it all at once#so a hug is a good place to start#ignore rex being unconscious in the background. he's fine. just let him rest#also as a reminded in my verses the clones age at a regular pace after being deployed#so they are like in their forties physically atm#stress is still making them all go grey early lmao#sw#tcw#my writing#Star Writing#Commander Fox#Commander Cody#bail/breha/fox#in the background#Post Order 66 AU
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Notte D'Amore
Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Summary: Sequel to Bella Notte. Exactly one year later, you find yourself at Aubrey Hall lake again...
Warnings: 18+ smut, minors DNI. Slight exhibitionism, oral sex (m to f), cunnilingus, vaginal sex, sex underwater, orgasms. Benedict speaking foreign languages, yep, that needs a warning.
Word Count: 3.4k
Authors note: I've finally finished this sequel that I started almost two years ago. You don't need to have read Bella Notte to read this, but it helps with the grounding of the story and shows the growth of their relationship. Thanks as always to the amazing @colettebronte for beta reading. Enjoy! <3
An elegant grandfather clock softly chimes midnight as you pad through the hallway of Aubrey Hall. Struggling to sleep after a rousing midsummer day of Pall Mall, you decide to go for a walk to make yourself drowsy, leaving your husband and beautiful three-month-old baby daughter sleeping soundly.
Before you know it, you are outside on the rear terrace enjoying the night air. There, you realise that it has been exactly one year since you went for a memorable night swim, just a few short days before your wedding.
Unable to resist, you drift towards that very lake, surveying its serene, moonlit beauty again. You recall with perfect clarity how Benedict stood naked with the water hugging his hips, beckoning you in. And, like so many times since, you joined him in a new adventure.
Wandering along its edges, you eventually pause to lean against the reddish trunk of a sturdy, towering evergreen. Inhaling deeply, you savour the refreshing fragrance of the pine needles above. Staring out at the glassy surface, vividly remembering how it felt when your husband first kissed you—how your world spun. And you giggle to yourself as you reflect that; even now, all it takes is one brush of his lips, and you are just as swept away, perhaps even more so now, knowing exactly where such journeys can end, a stirring between your legs.
“It was precisely a year ago.”
His sonorous voice from nearby startles you; you jump and grab your chest, your heart erratic from the shock. You didn’t even hear his approach, so lost in wistful reverie for untold minutes.
“You half scared me to death!” you scold affectionately, shaking your head as he rounds closer and slides his arms around your waist. He wears a somewhat crumpled white shirt and britches, obviously haphazardly thrown on before leaving your rooms as he always sleeps naked, not something you ever complain about.
“I am so cruel, am I not, my darling?” he chuckles.
“The very worst,” you concur dryly, settling into his embrace, always your very favourite place to be.
“I do not know how you tolerate me…” he jests mildly, his hands running soothing patterns along your spine.
“Wait! Bella!” you exclaim, pulling back a fraction, concerned about your little bundle of joy.
“She is fine,” he soothes. “Meredith is watching her sleep.”
Your nursery maid is so often a veritable lifesaver.
“Thank you,” you smile as he draws you flush against him once more, rocking you gently in his arms for a few minutes of companionable silence.
“So is this a little trip down memory lane, Mrs Bridgerton?” He asks sotto voce, his warm lips lingering on your temple.
“Perhaps...” you coquette, that kindling flame always smouldering between you.
“Mmm, it was so very memorable,” he hums, his lips tracing over your cheek until he reaches your mouth and seizes it with a brief but fiery kiss. “Do you have any idea how much willpower it took to stop when we did? I had to go back to my room and take myself in hand,” he pouts over your lips.
“Poor, poor lamb,” you tease playfully, your hand lowering instinctively to palm his stirring cock. “I would happily have helped.”
“You were so innocent then; what a change a year makes,” his breath more laboured as your hand drags insistently over his clothing.
“I know you liked me innocent, but I think you like me even more so now,” you contend, your intent unmistakable as you make fast work of the buttons on his trousers.
“You are not wrong…” he breathes as you shove the fabric down his muscular thighs, a searing need to have him inside you right away.
“Fuck me,” you demand crudely, your hand wrapping around his bare cock. “Against this tree, right now, right here.”
He groans, surging into your grip, his hands flexing on your back. You glance at the house around his shoulder, realising you are not remotely concealed from most of the East Wing. If anyone were to drift to their window, they would get an eyeful of your husband’s naked bottom at this very moment.
“I hope no one can see us….”
“Let them watch,” he snarls, tugging off his shirt and removing your hand so he can shuck his trousers, fully naked now.
It’s a sight that always has you flustered, so much lithe musculature, his skin glowing like sculpted marble in the moonlight. But you get little chance to admire or to run your hands along his contours, for he hauls you off your feet into his arms. Your robe and nightgown are pushed high around your hips as he presses you into the tree trunk; the fabric snags the rough bark.
Then he guides his cock where you want, with no preamble, both groaning as he thrusts into you in one swift, decisive move.
“Yesssss, that's it…” you hiss, your toes scraping the meat of his calf, your arms banding his neck tightly as he withdraws and then surges back in, your whole body rolling with the sheer force.
It’s only been three months since you had your baby, and he has been so tender with you since you started having sex again mere weeks ago. But tonight, you don’t want gentle; you want raw, rough passion, a reminder of just how much you cannot resist each other.
‘“Harder husband,” you implore, finger digging into his toned flesh.
And he delivers, setting a fierce rhythm, snapping his hips in a way that ensures neither of you will last long. You moan a litany of encouragement, your eyes drifting to the lake, remembering how thrilling it felt to touch him for the first time. He grabs one of your legs and loops it over his forearm, opening you wide, your thighs burning slightly with the stretch, your mouth slackening as his pelvis glances at your clit.
“Oh yes, right there, do not dare stop,” you moan through gritted teeth, fighting off your thin silk robe.
“So very demanding tonight,” he huffs, bemused, but his pace never wavering as he assists you in tugging your nightgown off, now as naked as him.
“Make me come,” you order, breathing heavily, bearing down into his upward thrusts, plunging yourself deeper onto his cock, greedily chasing your orgasm.
“Happily…” he retorts with a victorious smile.
But you mewl bereft as, instead of moving faster, he abruptly withdraws from you, leaving you pulsing and wanting.
With you still in his arms, he takes a few paces and lays you down delicately by the water's edge. The verdant grass cushions your back as he quickly snakes down your torso, landing between your legs. You cant upwards and howl at his sudden acute suction on your throbbing clit.
This is why you thank your lucky stars every damn day for your husband. You ask him to fuck you, and he changes it into something else, entirely other, taking you beyond. He tilts his head up, bringing your attention back to his handsome face framed by your thighs, his eyes glittering like the lake.
“I want to be out here all night, bringing you pleasure over and over. I don’t care if anyone sees. One of my family, even. I want everyone to know how good we are together. How lucky I am.” He turns and sucks hard on your inner thigh. “So give them a good show, my darling wife, scream for me.”
Your responding groan is loud and appreciative, your hands grabbing his head to direct his questing tongue.
This.
This is the Benedict you can never get enough of. When he’s all riled up, he is a force to behold: filthy poetry dripping from his sinful, talented mouth. Enchanted by his decadent words, your knees fall open wider, pushing yourself into his face.
“Yes, my love,” he encourages silkily as you lightly scratch your fingernails across his scalp; his reply muffled into your folds as he languidly swirls his tongue.
So you do as bidden. Begin to ride his face shamelessly, his nose nudging your clit as he slips lower to swirl his tongue into your pussy, murmuring words into your soaked, quivering flesh.
“Mia bellissima, mia dia…”
All you can do is shudder and hold tight, the ground dewy under your shoulder blades as you writhe upon him, toes curling into the muscle of his back as he feasts upon you, drinking your honeyed nectar. Notching you gently up that invisible ladder towards ecstasy as he returns to your throbbing clit.
“Mon vie, ma femme, tu es mon monde.”
Each word is like a precious jewel he drops onto your pearl, his tongue a glancing tease that has you begging for more.
“Please husband…” you rasp, licking your lips, that telltale twinge deep in your belly.
His stubbled cheeks rasp your folds as he takes pity and sucks your clit hard between his lips and doesn't let up. Your pussy clenching in pulses, his strong hands grasp your thighs to hold you down as you buck up reflexively, all your muscles tensing as he takes you higher. Your engorged nub in his hot mouth, him driving you towards the edge with each roll of his muscular tongue. When he reaches up a hand to pinch one of your nipples, you are gone. Hurtling into the stars above, calling his name—uncaring if your lusty cries awake anyone sleeping in the house.
He growls encouragements as you begin to break under him, but his hold is still firm, not letting up, elongating your rapture. Making you thrash your head into the mossy verge, your pussy convulsing, leaking onto his chin as he chuckles richly, the echo seeming to travel through your pelvis. Knowing your body so well, he keeps suckling on your sodden flesh, running the edge of his teeth over your nub, holding you right in that state of mindless ecstasy for what feels like forever, a dizzying high that wracks your whole being, buzzing down to your fingertips and toes.
Just as it seems too much, and you want to beg him to stop, he relents, switching to delicate kisses on your inner thighs as you fight for breaths, your entire being tingling.
“You were right,” you stutter, idly raking your fingers through his thick chestnut hair as you come back down to earth.
“About what?” he queries, resting his chin on your pubic hair.
“W-what you said to me in this very lake,” you sigh, head lolling to the side to observe the moonlit waters. “That I would receive pleasure from you at length.”
He smiles jubilantly and crawls up on all fours, landing a kiss on your lips. The tangy flavour of your release is strong on his face. And yet, even quaking and dazed, you are still greedy for more—for him, for this night not to end.
“I need you inside me again,” you appeal breathily. “In the water. Take me the way you wanted to that night, husband.”
He looks out to the adjacent lake briefly, then back to you, that devastating lopsided smile claiming his features.
“You are full of wonderful ideas, my love. What a fitting tribute to that night.”
He swoops you into his arms bridal style, athletically springing to his feet and strides decisively into the lake. Your whoop of delight morphs into a shriek as the cold water engulfs your nethers.
“Colder than I was expecting, too,” he acknowledges perkily but wades on regardless.
You giggle to distract from the mild shiver at the sudden change in temperature. Impressed that his cock is still rigid at your hip as the ground under his feet falls away rapidly, the water quickly up at your ribs.
His hold changes as you both begin to float in the water, spinning so you are face to face. The juxtaposition of his warm skin and cool water is just as beguiling as it was that night. Your lips find each other in a languid kiss, wrapping your limbs around him as it deepens, that fire stoking within you that he always seems to ignite.
“Roleplay with me,” you beseech impromptu as your lips part.
“What do you mean, my darling?” He queries, his face the picture of intrigue as his sizable hands slide over your buttocks, grabbing your cheeks.
“Pretend I am the innocent I was that night,” you whisper into his ear, pressing your pebbled nipples into his chest as you lightly bite his earlobe. “But do not be a gentleman this time.”
He groans, fingers kneading your bottom as his cock tip ruts into your belly button, telegraphing how much he loves that idea. You grab one of his hands and guide it between your legs.
“I ache there…. when you kiss me.”
You employ the exact words you uttered to him one year ago, the moment, indeed the whole night, etched so clearly in your memory.
You watch his face cloud with a beguiling mix of tender nostalgia and pure seductive menace—his cheekbones and jaw in stark relief in the moonlight as his cadence slips lower.
“That is wonderful news, my love. That is how it should be; it means you desire me as much as I desire you.”
Your heart leaps as he recites, verbatim, his reply to you that night. A meaningful beat passes between you, silently conveying the poignancy.
But then, just as you want, as you need, he flips the script. A sharp tang of desire floods through you as he curls his fingers into your folds.
“And fear not, I shall make that ache go away,” he rumbles. “I will take you right here. Make you mine. Ruin you for every other man. You will not want another for as long as you breathe.”
You pull him in for a kiss, burning from his possessive words, hitching your legs, encircling his waist—a blatant invitation. His other hand slides up your spine, dampening the strands at the nape of your neck, grasping there lightly as he continues in that resonant tone.
“I fear I cannot be gentle, for you have bewitched me.” It sounds like the very best kind of warning, his fingers teasing over your clit.
“I do not wish you to be,” you affirm truthfully, your lips ghosting his as you breathe other's air.
There is a rich groan from him, and his fingers are gone, replaced by the blunt head of his cock demanding entry. You gasp as he slips a fraction inside you, your eyes going wide as if this were unknown, even though all you feel is bliss from that now familiar stretch.
“Relax, my sweet, let me in,” he tutors, stilling, playing the part so perfectly.
As he inches in so slowly, you attempt a noise of astonishment, but it just sounds wanton, the hot steely plunge of his cock such a contrast to the cold water enveloping you. Part of you rues asking him to treat you as the innocent, for the slow pace is almost agnosing, like sandpaper rasping gradually over the needy edges of your desire. It makes you impatient for him to take you roughly, perhaps more than he ever has before, greedy for another spine-tingling orgasm. Even as you enjoy the cling of your pussy to his every contour.
“Well done, my love. You've taken all of me so well,” he praises as he reaches your hilt.
You can't help but peal a laugh; although his swagger is not unfounded, something about the moment feels both humorous and oddly sweet.
He breaks character too, chuckles warmly into your ear: “You are terrible at acting innocent, darling wife.”
“Maybe,” you concede as you swat his shoulder affectionately, clenching your pussy so he moans loudly. “But I am enjoying you corrupting me, you utter rake, so please continue,” you giggle.
There is a twinkle in his eye as he withdraws and then charges back into you, not at all how he treated you on your wedding night.
“Be gentle; I am so innocent,” you entreat with theatrical irony as your eyes beg for him to be anything but. A ripe, pulpy sensation in your core needs relief.
“I warned you that I cannot…” he volleys back in a low timbre, quirking a brow and deploying that devastating, crooked smile, goosebumps breaking over your arms, and not just from the coolness of the lake.
This playfulness, slipping into and out of roles for each other's amusement, is why you feel so lucky to be married to him, indeed, why you love him so much. The deep, trusting bond you have built together since the last time you were in this very lake. And passion, so much passion. A mutual wish to always be joined as you are now, him buried inside you as you float together.
“I love you, Benedict,” It falls from your lips unbidden. Honest. Truthful,
“I love you too, y/n.” His response is instant; his mien softens in understanding as if he intuits where your thoughts have slid.
Profound emotion mutates to tart, metallic want, causing you to undulate upon him. The buoyancy of the water aids your movement, rising, then sinking back onto his cock, staring into his hazy eyes, blown wide by inky pupils.
“Amore mio,” he murmurs, his gaze never straying from yours.
Even if you do not understand every word when he speaks in another language, you can feel the meaning emanating from his very soul.
The water ripples out in concentric waves, distorting the glassy reflection of the moon as you move together with increasing urgency, naked bodies entwined under the surface. He ploughs so deep into you, hitting that spot only he can reach—the one that makes you feel altered, renewed, powerless to do anything but chase that addictive, dizzying high again. Eyes rolling, caged in his arms, you hit a new joined rhythm that feels sublime, stealing kisses between breaths.
You moan his name as he plants his feet firmly on the bottom of the lake to give him more capacity—a dangerous smile as he grasps your bottom vice-like, slamming you onto him, redoubling his efforts. You throw your head back, your hair trailing in the water, moaning to the dark domed sky above, his mouth hot on your throat as you move together with increasing speed, the cool water a balm to your now fevered skin. Spurred on by the illicitly arousing thought that anyone in the house could see you out in the middle of the lake, fucking under the stars.
“Mon amour,” Benedict stutters, his voice tinged with the desperation of nudging ecstasy.
“So close,” you pant, grabbing his jaw and kissing him deeply, lathing your tongue over his as one of his hands dives between your legs. You cry out into his mouth as he strums roughly against your swollen clit, flinging you towards bliss.
You feel that dam breaking, your whole being wound tight like a spring that abruptly snaps in a kaleidoscopic release. Your pussy clenching around his cock, an imprint you want to carry always. Fireworks behind your eyelids as a thrill races down your spine to all your nerve endings. Your fluttering pulls him over the edge, too, his body spasming then stilling as he releases into you, a bloom you feel inside as his teeth sink into your neck and he emits a wracking groan of sheer relief.
For a few moments, you hover in the water, him still inside you, catching your breath. Chaste, pecking kisses and little words of reassurance as he slips from your body, both of you belatedly realise just how cold the water is now that your passions have been sated, giggling as you swim back towards the edge. Certainly not as warm as it was during last year’s heatwave.
After he has helped you out of the lake, you return hand-in-hand to your pile of discarded clothes under the trees, jostling into each other for warmth, staving off your shivers in the night air.
“I need you to promise me something…” you murmur, pulling on your nightgown, it turning translucent as it adheres to your damp skin.
“What is that, my darling wife?” he drawls, intrigued, pausing in the haphazard refastening of his trousers.
You wait until his gaze meets yours. “I know it is close to our wedding anniversary, but I need you to bring me here every year, Benedict. On this exact date… And take me right here, in this very lake…”
His eyes flash, and he tugs you into his arms.
“That can certainly be arranged, my love,” his words laden with dusky promise. “This shall forevermore be our notte d’amore.”
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ִ ࣪𖤐 — "Full Circle"
︶ ⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶

╰┈➤Chapter One
— An Itoshi Brothers Reincarnation AU x FEM!Reader ᯓ★ Warnings! NONE
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I took some time to calm myself and process the situation I was in.
It seems that I have been reincarnated.
Hah.
Is this some sick joke?
Tell me it is...
When i thought i could finally rest myself...
But it could also be a second chance
But what if it all happens again
No
NO
NO! I won't let it happen!
But—
I was cut off when the front door suddenly swung open, revealing 2 adults, probably in their mid-20s?
"DARLING ARE YOU OK?!" The man shouted as he ran to the side of where I was sat.
He reached out and shook my shoulders back and forth but stopped when the woman smacked the back oh his head
"She wont be if you keep shaking her!" She scolded, making the man sulk.
She sighed at him before redirecting her gaze to me.
"Don't mind your father sweetie" She chuckled patting my head.
"I was just worried when my precious daughter suddenly fainted on the street!" He whined.
As the couple argued, I could only chuckle at the sight, who wouldn't? Seeing a woman scold muscly man who was sitting on the ground sulking was breaking the stereotype, plus it's entertaining!
They took notice of my laughter and smiled softly.
"Well, at least she's okay now..." My 'Father' laughed before hugging me tightly, 'Kuhh!!' His body is no joke! He was holding me so tightly to the point that I could hardly breathe.
But of course my 'Mother' saw this and sighed before scolding her husband.
Huh...
This is so new to me, the warm feeling, the laughter, the smiles, the whole atmosphere.
It's so refreshing...
It's been a few months ever since I got reincarnated in this world, and I figured out I was in "My father sold me to the emperor thinking I would die, but I gained his affection instead", the otome game I always played back in my world.
Just by hearing the name of this kingdom, "Verrouillage", only then did I figure out where I was.
At first, I was ecstatic to meet the people whom I had always idolized and held dearly. It was such an opportunity! But it all got crushed when I learned that my status was only that of a mere commoner.
Instead I chose to give life another shot, such as making a friend.
He's quite peculiar, before I befriended him he would always be in their house lazing around. Fortunately, one day his mother forced him to go outside and play with other kids.
But all he did was go to the forest and lay under the sunlight, I couldn't help myself so I tried befriending him.
It has been at least 3 months since. I've only imagined he was a lazy bum with no skills, but to my surprise—he was good at everything we did!
Painting, drawing, stitching (he only did half then fell asleep), soccer, EVEN PLAYING A SIMPLE GAME OF TAG! It was frustrating yet impressive at the same time.
Currently, we were having a contest: whoever skips the rock further the river would win. Pretty simple.
Nagi took a deformed pebble from the ground near where I sat. I only scoffed. He clearly doesn't know how to pick a good pebble for skipping.
As I was lost in thought, I heard him call out my name.
"Y/n it skipped 8 times..." He mumbled lazily whilst pointing at the lake to where the pebble sank. I forgot to mention that the person I reincarnated as, fortunately, has the same name as me
I know I shouldn't be surprised, but come on! He was just a scrawny 9-year-old kid who only knew how to laze about all his life!
I only scoffed, losing another time to him. Nagi then sat beside me before laying his head on my lap. I didn't move nor react, and neither did he. After a few seconds, he grumbled before reaching my hand and laying it on top of his head.
I just sighed weakly before giving in and started caressing his hair with my fingers gently.
Whenever I would lose to him (all the time), my consequence was to pat his head till he fell asleep; it was like a tradition now.
"How do you manage to lose all the time...?" he asked, sounding so genuine it irritated me. "Whatever," I mumbled, can't believe a kid could irritate me this much. Well, as if I wasn't a kid myself physically.
I could hear his little chuckle. This child expressed little to no emotion, so I couldn't help but smile softly.
As me and Nagi were relaxing by the river, I heard a faint rustle among the bushes behind us, catching me off guard.
I looked at where i heard the sound—
rustle
rustle
Nagi noticed my still hand which just laid on top of his head for quite a while now, which caused him to open his eyes and look for my gaze that was averted from him
"Boo...?" Nagi called out, which snapped me back to reality. "Oh— yeah?" I tripped over my words, flinching as he suddenly called me out.
"Why did you stop..." he frowned motioning my hand, I only scoffed in false annoyance before continuing to pat his head, making him slightly grin in satisfaction
"I just heard the bush rustle earlier, nothing special," I explained, to which he only hummed, seemingly uninterested in my words, which only made me pinch his cheek out of annoyance and cuteness aggression.
It was true; I did hear the bush shake its leaves just a few minutes ago, but I left out the fact that I saw a purple-haired boy peeking his head from it.
HELL YEAH FINALLY RELEASING OUR 1 CHAPTER
NAGI CONTENT (and semi reo content) YAYAYAY
kinda just filler for now lolz
what do we feel about the nickname?
me and @kxniiiii are still kinda 50/50 with it though lol, TELL US YOUR RECOMMENDATIONS FOR A NEW ONE IF YALL WANT
#bllk#bllk x reader#bllk x you#blue lock#reincarnation#royal au#nagi seishiro#nagi x y/n#nagi x you#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi seishiro x you#bluelock x you#bluelock x reader#reo mikage#bllk reo#bllk nagi#mikage reo x reader#seishiro nagi x reader
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2/? - Reluctant Acceptance
Marla's note:
[March/28th/20**] Here is Luana and Omar's baby! I got a bit scared when Luana started crying (mainly because I was the one who spilled the element by accident...), but she said it's from how happy she is to finally have a child so I suppose I'm good. The one who isn't really happy is Dr. Corbyn, though, Omar is still trying to convince him that the baby won't be causing any trouble (the boss doesn't really like kids or hybrids because he thinks they're both unpredictable... hopefully he'll change his mind). Aaanyway, this is the species' information of the baby:
(there will be timeskips, btw, I ain't gonna draw the entirety of AJ's first four years of his life- 😭)
(I HAD TO REDRAW THE SKETCH THREE. FUCKING. TIMES. THIS TOOK SO LONG BUT I THINK IT FINALLY LOOKS GOOD ENOUGH. I'm still learning how to shade, pls don't jump me (┬┬﹏┬┬))
#fictioned machines! au#blaze and the monster machines#batmm#batmm au#AJ's lore#ibispaintx#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#i like this but at the same time i don't#why are you reading the tags?
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Found Family.
#my art#pokemon#pokemon black and white#pokemon black 2 and white 2#n harmonia#trainer hilbert#trainer touya#trainer black#anthea pokemon#concordia pokemon#anthea and concordia#sage rood#rood pokemon#colress#plasma boss colress#colress pokemon#reshiram#zekrom#serperior#zoroark#isshushipping#found family#team plasma#It took me YEARS to finally draw one of these i liked
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YOU'VE GOTTA LET IT GLOW ?!
YOU'VE GOTTA LET IT SHINE ?!
(available as stickers on shop)
#I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THEY'RE SCRAPPING THIS ENTIRE GEN#IM DOING A VIDEO ON MY “REWRITE” OR “AU” OR WHATEVER IT IS#very proud of how these came out...ive relearned how to draw ponies#also made my izzy HUGE like she could PUMMEL HITCH if she wasn't consciously nice#all inspo'ed in some way by their concept art...expect maybe pipp and zipp?? these took like over a year to finalize so i dont remember#one thing that mildly iffed me about their designs was...WHY DO ALL OF THEM EXPECT FOR IZZY AND MISTY HAVE THE SAME TAIL???#shumm's art#mlp#mlp g5#mlp make your mark#mlp tell your tale#sunny starscout#izzy moonbow#zipp storm#zephyrina storm#misty brightdawn#hitch trailblazer#pipp petals#sprout cloverleaf#mlp a new generation#artists on tumblr#my little pony#medibang paint#digital art#mlp g5 redesigns#mlp mym#mlp ang#mlp tyt
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May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home
#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#scum villain#heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees#it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work#anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song#if you haven't heard it before#can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it#like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot#nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief#and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM#just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed#like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck#lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL#coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings#my art#most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOU!!!
Fluff for the occasion!!! set in 2015; in the current day and age he's turning 25 which is crazy, hope mans nailing adulthood
bonus air kiss to my fellow queers and especially aspecs:
#i turn 25 in exactly one month like hol up!!!!!!!!!!#decided to draw the year 2015 cause i headcanon the further they go in their friendship the closer they will strive to be#so it wouldn't align to have them live in different cities way later#Breathing Room is canon so they bouta go to the same high school#so for a few years post canon shou lives with his mom#who moved back to japan from US for him.#he started going to school and facing Struggles there#evident by a plastered bruise which he didn't wake up with#He's eccentric and confrontational and previously homeschooled and the child of a known criminal so um#safe to say he doesn't make friends in middle school. he's closest with Tome and the esper gang back in Seasoning#thank you to a few fics for introducing me to the beauty of tome and shou friendship yes#He's artistically driven as said in the wikia so he took up guitar and painting clubs#Also i do love the fact he denounced his powers in the series finale#and that's bound to be something that's resolved in some huge way#that i may or may not draw if i have a solid script its currently just a buncha dialogue#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 fanart#kageyama ritsu#suzuki shou#ritshou#shouritsu#WHY THE T???? WHY THE T. RISHOU SOUNDS BETTER NO?#rishou#shou suzuki#ritsu kageyama#happy birthday shou
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ive gotten rlly into ice hockey recently! i like goalies best. they are. friend shaped
ref images and process vid under cut! <3


#mine#cats#nhl#marc andre fleury#seeing as . i used him as a ref#goalies are kitties!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in my opinion#i bought sm new brushes and finally found a line art brush i can stand. who knew it was possible#anyway this drawing took years off my life#digital art ??? me??#i took one look at th gear n was like yeh im. im not drawing that#i love tracing its like a brother to me#anyway i have made a new routine for myself when i took a hiatus n i can now say it is working Extremely well for me#it is . not normal routine but it is making my brain happy yes yes yes yes
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Drawing request drawing request! If u’d like, can u do Holloduke/Holloweane? If not that, then maybe Chumby, the Hatchetfield Ape-Man with Willabella Muckwab. Put ‘em in a room together and see what happens haha!

Just run away with me, [I] won't feel so alone
#while drawing this i was imagining something along the lines of a *found out the love of ur life is getting married* desperate last minute#love confession <3#also listened to Run Away With Me almost the entire time i worked on this so that mifht explain why i feel insane now <3#and the Actual Years* it took me to figure out the final touches/half-assed background lol#*it felt like years but i suppose it was only an hour maybe idk i have adhd <3#brp folks liked this one so that's nice. hope you like it too anon! really happy with it thanks for requesting them 🥰#jack jabbers#hatchetfield#starkid#hatchetfield fanart#holloweane#holloduke#miss holloway#duke keane#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#nmt2#artists on tumblr#digital art#clip studio paint#csp
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[ID: an 11 panel comic featuring characters from the owl house. Panel 1- a cloaked Darius sneaking around a wall. panel 2 he peaks around the corner, saying "well? Did you retrieve...the package?". Panel 3 Hettie Cutburn (who has old Hollywood style text announcing "surprise Hettie Cutburn!" next to her) says "Darius! Of course! Took some digging but I found them eventually. Tell the boy I say 'hi!'". Panel four- she hands documents labeled "classified" to Darius. Later, Hunter (post timeskip) walks through a door in Darius' home, saying "hey Darius, hey Eber, I'm ba-". Next panel- Darius, Willow, and Eberwolf on the couch. Hunter says "...willow?", She replies "hey hunter!", he asks "what are you guys doing?
Darius says "oh nothing...except looking at pictures of you as a baby!" Holding up the documents from earlier. We see two pictures of a younger hunter framed like panels- the first is of hunter as a baby/toddler aged hunter freshly sprouted out of the ground with a blanket around him, covered in dirt, while the second one shows a young scout Hunter covered in bandages receiving his sprig plushie. Darius' narration reads "courtesy of Hettie Cutburn- she found the only surviving copy of your early life medical records and gave them to me". Willow says "aww, you were so cute!". The final panel shows Hunter looking embarrassed/stunned as Willow takes a photo of the documents, and Darius says "I'm considering it an early father's day present- so, thank you, Hunter". End ID]
MERRY DADRIUS WEEK!!! Thank you to @sergeantsporks for hosting! There's other prompts I wanna do but they'll probably be late (maybe I'll do them in bulk and upload them on the final day). Til then here's a silly comic!
#the owl house#toh#dadrius week#hunter toh#hunter deamonne#darius deamonne#won't tag eber and willow cause they're barely there#also i realize that op isn't really a fan of hubtlow i. literally forgot while making this the brainrot was so strong#it's not explicitly romantic though so hopefully it's not obtrusive. i know ships are allowed but i don't wanna annoy anyone yknow?#anyway this was 90% an excuse to draw baby hunter even though it was 90% me practicing drawing Darius#he's fun to draw! i just struggle w drawing him consistently but like. i do that w/ most characters from illustration to illustration#i finished this right under the wire. executive dysfunction and exams really got my ass#but it's finished now! not perfect but i haven't really made a proper comic since my final piece this year#on account of that one took me like 6 months#i needed comic recovery time 😭#also hope the ID isn't an issue for anyone since it's a bit spartan. i was trying to trim down it's length since a) it's long as fuck#and b) this fandom is- respectfully- whimpy as hell abt image IDs#but anyway yeah! happy dadrius week#and also happy fathers day if you celebrate!#i got my dad 'do androids dream of electric sheep' and he was really happy w/ that :]
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Hellsing 2002 calendar illustration.
Ein wunderliche und erschröckliche Hystori von einem großen Wüttrich genant Dracole wayda Der do so ganz unkristenliche marrter hat angelegt die mensche, als mit spissen als auch die leut zu Tod geslyffen
A wondrous and frightening story about a great berserk called Dracula the voivode who inflicted such unchristian tortures such as with stakes and also dragged people to death
#hellsing#alucard#kouta hirano#translation was found in a comment by u/lazyfoxheart on r/Kurrent#fun fact this is the highest quality version of this image that exists online#i know because i've been looking forever for a version that's clear enough to actually read what hirano wrote under '1443'#but there weren't any so i had to take matters into my own hands#the real image on the back of the guidebook is only 2 inches tall so i had to take this with my smartphone and will my hands not to shake#anyway i'm pretty sure it's supposed to say Eğrigöz (the location vlad was imprisoned) so yeah. thank you hirano very cool#if i might rant for a sec it took me an embarrassingly long time to figure that out because i didn't have the guidebook at first#and in the images i could find online that part was just a blur that looked suspiciously like a person's signature and i was like. who tf#i was thinking matthias corvinus since he issued some political propaganda against vlad iirc but it didn't match his signature on wikipedia#then i thought it might be vlad II dracul's since he probably had to sign an agreement to send his sons over as hostages at some point#but that didnt seem right either so i kept skimming vlad's wiki page#and then i was like goddammit...hirano.....you just misspelled Eğrigöz didn't you.. ....#i maybe should've made a separate post dedicated to this instead of writing a novel in the tags but eh#the hellsing brainrot runs deep#also- i put it in the source link at the bottom of the post but the german inscription is copied off a real woodcut of vlad from 1491#except instead of depicting him as an adult hirano drew him as a child which gives the inscription a very different feel imo#the one final thing that interests me about this is the fact that hirano published this calendar in 2002#which is REALLY early in the series. like this was before volume 5 came out??#i have no idea why he decided to do a massive spoiler drop in a random piece of japan-only merch#sandwiched between a drawing of alucard as john travolta from saturday night fever and integra as a fish no less#it makes me really curious to know what the fan response to this was back then. like did people even know who this was#maybe im just an idiot and everyone back then was like 'ah yes its alucard as a 12 year old. how very informative'
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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don't make me go here
#k#my art#pim#:] pim sighting...#finally... executed but ONE drawing of him the way i wanted... only took 4 fuckin years#photo drawover#the sky was beautiful this day#thts why i took the pic#we were in the car#was a while ago now#a few months#glad i got to use it for something :3 have a bunch of photos i can probably do similar things 2#art#artists on tumblr#cat#original character#i see pim as kind of. a guy who is present when terrible things happen but not necessarily the cause of them#he does enjoy seeing it tho :3 i think its funny to him#seeing people me miserably hes like “lol why are u doing that??? :3 idiot.!!”
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— do us part
#tw blood#im in an angst mood#the way it took me like five years to actually finally draw this#well five years to finally start and then i did it all in one go two days ago#anyway#banana fish#asheiji#ash lynx#eiji okumura#banana fish fanart#comic#my art
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there are two wolves inside of you. One of them is fretting that you went through all the effort of making a new art account just to pigeonhole yourself once more into a specific fandom, which holds you back from exploring original art concepts that you care about. The other one came up with three separate ace attorney comic ideas in the last hour alone and isn't stopping anytime soon
#laurellala talks#am i unwell? perhaps#i also drew like 5 more sketchy comics i haven't posted#and a full colored drawing i haven't posted bc i'm overthinking if i need to attach comics to it also or post on its own#i want to draw more muppets interactions and come up with an actual theoretical muppets ace attorney case!#they would get to explore the muppet studio as a location aaa it would be so cuteee#and i'm in the middle of drawing a comic of miles and nick video calling and teasing a young trucy (i love trucy)#and i NEED to draw nick and maya interactions from trials and tribulations case 3 it's so sibling coded agh my heart#also i want to draw lisa basil in general the roboty software company lady#i want to design an ace attorney self insert called Laurel Lyre (you're a liar) and draw sprite expressions and character interactions#she would be an art student that Nick knew from college and she was painting a still life of the scene of the crime#and her painting has something different than how the crime scene looked which is used as proof in court#ALSOOO i had an idea for a silly comic of nick visiting miles in germany (platonic coded)#and of either a comic or short story idea of them going out to dinner together. This one is hard to explain but it would be good#I WANT TO DRAW FRANZISKA TOO i have an angst comic idea for her! And i want to draw her as a kid in dance class#i feel like she has so much scrutiny of herself which is very “i was in dance as a kid” coded. Ballet probably#I ALSO have a comic idea of a holiday party that took place before miles' murder trial but after steel samurai case#where miles begrudgingly talks to phoenix to avoid small talk with strangers and they talk about college#specifically like. it is canon to me that phoenix was in an improv group in college. That's where he learned to bluff. he's so silly#i also want to make a comic of the parents at trucy's school trying to sus out how old nick is#since he's only like what 17 years older than her?#I also want to make a gilmore girls joke but i can't tell if this is too dated to be funny. Do people know this show still#i had never watched it before so i just watched like half a season of it just to make a joke. It's cute.#What Else. I have like 5 animatic ideas but i need to ask my friend what she uses to make hers bc in the past I've used imovie on my phone#do not recommend#and if i don't draw everything RIGHT NOW i'm going to lose interest and nothing will get made!!!!!!#andandand I STILL NEED TO FINISH TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONSSSSS#i got sooo far i'm doing so well in the waitress case#i need to finish it so i can finally understand apollo justice and know what the HECK happened in that time skip#ace attorney
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