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So um... How's everybody been doing waiting for Larry & lawrie's bitch ass to show up at the beginning of february as everyone else already claims Kit this update?

#chewys notes#brawl stars#since im basically stuck playing this game again#As of recently I've been getting a lot of credits i need to actually unlock Kit rn#And i can actually be able to get the mfs rn#but i genuinely want to wait until larry and Lawrie are released#Even though they're an epic and easy to unlock#but still#I wanna save it for them#Even though again#I can get back my credit no problem with this new update#but whatever#brawl stars larry#brawl stars lawrie#i hate this sm#fuck my life bro#BS know that i like robots#god i wanna leave this shitty ass game but damn#If i sound like im being an asshole#It okay im just messing a bit#But fr tho#Playing this game again after i quit long time ago made me lose my hot girl swag#I aint never getting it back until i uninstalled this game for my own sake🙏🛐
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say, what do you think ever happened to that boy from the forest? you think he ever found what he was looking for?
#i have the vaguest hope here that tumblr wont utterly crunch the quality but i think it might be in vain. alas.#anyway take him..... i dont want to look at him anymore#link#oot#mm#loz#oot link#loz fanart#this guy + ss and botw/totk link are my fav guys btw but i think This one has my favourite story across his games and in loz lore itself#gods favourite chewtoy....... he didnt deserve any of that :(#this came out really messy i was kind of just messing around with lineart stuff so im a bit iffy on it but. i like the colours at least#Okay. anyways#my art
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Angel Dust turns Human - pg4
"Alastor's & Angels background"




















Part1
Part2
Part3
The beginning of their meeting!!!o(≧▽≦)oYAYAYYA! Alastor finds an odd boy playing around w some leftover bones of an animals head and teaches him about domino's! We learn about Angel's childhood, or a glimpse of it (again, sorry it's OOC but this is all self-indulgent☹️🙏!) And Alastor gives Angel a nickname🙂♡
Anyways, super sorry for how LATE this is💔 my classes recently started & I've been getting accustomed w how my study schedule would align w my personal😔 I rlly like my class based on my major since it's interesting to me, but ppl aren't very open to talking in any classes so I'm usually just kinda sitting there😮💨
Also, ignore how different Angel looks at the very last drawing w his face looking a bit more chubby, I drew these in different time spans🙏 but you can also imagine that it's how Alastor sees him in his perspective🙂♡
Hope you like it🩷
Tag list: @diffidentphantom
I didn't even know what a tag list was before searching it up, I mistook it for just a hashtag!
#hazbin art#hazbin hotel#fanart#angel dust#alastor#no romance#comic art#fan comic#yandere#yandere parent#parental yandere#/platonic#parental alastor#parental figure#first meeting#backstory#college has really been new to me since Im a bit slow in the head so Ive been trying to find ways to keep up w the class :(#im doing okay though so :]#anyways angel is basically just seen as an orphan that snuck his way inside this house and decided to live there. Well thats what Pa sees#angels relationship w his siblings are very different than seen in fanfics. At least I think so🤨#Alastors wondering whos messing w the bones he dumps at the garbage🙂#You'll see yandere parental Alastor in a bit I promise..just let it build up since I find it very satisfying☹️
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i need some of your parrot art very sad. like, make him very very sad, as sad as you can make it. horribly sad. depressingly tragic sadness.
oops. sorry, i think i traumatized your bird.
#why are you guys like this????#i keep getting reqs like this#my inbox is filled with crackships and angst why is this my life right now#anyway parrot's blank stare at the spyglass still gets me#every time i think back to it it just makes me physically feel the devastation he probably felt#and then the complete silence on his part when spoke revealed there was no secret#no words. he just stares at the spyglass that became a symbol of his and wifies friendship and the trust between them#that parrot ended up giving up on for nothing.#the realization of how attached he got and how used he's grown to wifies being with him#he probably feels incredibly lonely when wifies is not around now#considering how hesitant he always is to separate with him#you think it reminds him of the time wifies was chunkbanned? it's like a guilt thing#and then there's the trauma of seeing one of his friends actually die in front of him#that probably messed him up a little bit#parrot has a very obvious protector complex#okay im done yapping here#and i only went over what happened in canon and didnt start making shit up#i just love parrot a lot#and i love angst#parrotx2#☆ request .#☆ my art .
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an entire doodle page worth of content of just these two waow
art commissions
full page for you nerds
#🚬.dei.art#i can link my art comms on this on because i spent all day on this#just dance#just dance 4#jd4#rock lobster#rock lobster p1#rock lobster p2#art#fanart#digital art#procreate#doodle page#me changing up how i draw humans ONCE AGAIN#but tbh this time think its really cuties from how i stylized the eyes#anyways im unhealthy obsessed with this one map#if youre in kin palace you know what i mean#okay to explain why im calling p1 a ''fucking freak'' its because 1) she just fucking bites p2 2) come on have you heard the female vocals#on this song 3) yeah you gotta be a little weird to date a lobster#eerrmm small little headcannon time#i like to think while p2 is very flirtatious and cocky and all that stuff that comes with being a greaser and shit#when flirted back with hes a never mess and gets all flustered when shown affection :dandylien:#ALSO also i like to think the map was their first meeting it just like gives me that vibes at the first couple seconds of the map#and the first drawing in all of this is after that and p2 is a little shy bc oooohh fuck he really likes this chick and also she bit him#and then p1 kinda like bombards him with love or whatever and then the rest is history (they went missing since 2012)#i sound insane i just love these two a lot#oh also its hard to tell ingame but p1's bracelets match of colors of p2 and THATS SO CUTE 🥺🥺🥺🥺���🥺 UUUUWWWWWWAAAAAA#i almost typed ''how come no one talks about this!!!1!'' like giiirrrl no one gaf about rock lobster#i should go to bed ive been on this draft for too long#morning edit: i thought i was cooking what am i talking about
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agony ?
#nightmaretheater#psychonauts#caligosto loboto#genuinely dont have a name for this one bye#kinda just wanted to mess with some filters 🫢 muahahahha#time on canvas… 2 hours. Wait what? Squints… 2 hours????#its a bit wonky but honestly? goes hard. Whatt ever#(thats why im putting it in my main art tag)#..Okay. Fine. Ill be honest. Ive been feeling a bit of AGONY!!! lately thats what it means. Okay. Yeah. Im fine. Dont worry sctually!!!
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old unfinished neil doodles cuz i never POSTED ANY these were when i was still figuring out how i wanna draw everybody
#and rn im already messing w how i draw him again#art#scott pilgrim fanart#spvtw fanart#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#scott pilgrim takes off#spto#young neil#neil nordegraf#all of these are the usual case for me of ''i hate how this looks im never posting these'' and then i just. wait and im like oh theyre okay#im getting more comfortable just posting sketches and junk even if i think it might look a bit dumb#also can u guess whos touchin him in the last one lollll
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zatna voice claims except it's not just one. they're also all correct.
#(✦) ꮪꭲꮜꭰꭹ ;#yeah it goes under the official study tag bc im correct in all of these heres my essay:#first one is almost strictly during her solo line with sloane. i just think it fits the art style and time period tbh.#a bit young still but growing into it?? enough to be confident and teasing?? U GET ME. tbh it fits more of her jla days too..#second one is of course i want her voice to be diff when shes under spells/casting her self. in the specific scene she just finished#swimming thru a rotten ass mind so. i think it messes with her entirely voice included. thats just canon to me ok i DO make the rules#i like how deep kaines voice is compared to the first..a bit more accurate especially in current day/jld team ups. <3 <3#just fits her temper during it & strain under combat. minus maybe like 70% of the swears but its funny sooo#hehe okay im done thank u please tell me u like them
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first week back at school and ahhhhhh everything is a little overwhelming currently
- my living space is full of boxes i have simply not had the energy to unpack at all.... hopefully this weekend (but i have also been invited to a Social Event so WE SHALL SEE)
- this school year is going to have So Much Important Stuff happening inbetween the many weeks of practice placement
- such as The Academic Text
- AND i need to finish the big project i was supposed to have finished ages ago
- our teacher this year speaks swedish with a very thick french accent and i speak norwegian with a dialect, we really struggle to understand one another but maybe hopefully that will change over time.... please...........
- i'm stressed about Stupid Bureaucracy Stuff
- and im so so sleepytired :(((
- and it's too humid and warm for comfort :(((((
AT LEAST I HAVE CUTE SOCKS

purchased in a distraught jetlag haze and subsidized by my travel insurance. they're my favourites now
#swedenquest#everything happens so much :(((#but i will be okay...!!!!!!!! no unsolicited advice please#in fact i have been given resources for metacognitive therapy to fight my brain demons and im excited to get more into that#but also how am i supposed to read anything under these circumstances.#tomorrow is self study day and if i wasn't so stressed about Big Project I would've made myself stay at home and rest/unpack#ill simply have to compromise. sleep a little bit longer; couple hours of tinkering at school#take it easy but take it!!!!#also god i was first out to have kitchen cleaning responsibilities this week#which isnt Hard u just need to run the break room dishwasher and take out the trash BUT#the trash bags are the worst quality trash bags i have ever encountered. they tore at my touch.#i tried so hard to remove the trash from the trash cans in a neat and professional manner but it all kept falling apart#and next thing you know there's coffee grounds all over the floor and everyone looks at you with pity#i got some help but it was so stressful and Bad#and there's someone in the 2nd year who keeps emptying the dishwasher even tho it's not their turn and I WOULD DO IT IF U WAITED FIVE MINUT#they did this all the time last year too and it's like. i get that they're stressed out by dishes in the sink or whatever i really do get i#but it's really messing with the system and like... teaching everyone else to not contribute??? because they don't even get to??#AND i lost at minigolf with like 20 more points than everyone at my team#which i genuinely wouldn't mind except i dragged the average score down so bad we could never have won anything#FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL GOING FINE
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Ride 721: Bottles!!

Pag 1
1: To deliver the supplies they're carrying, and their hopes, they're franticly chasing!!

Pag 2
1: It's too hot for this jacket
2: I'll take it off
Even though the forecast said it would be a little cooler..
Thanks- with this weather I already want to eat an ice-cream
3: It's starting to blow a hot south wind from the sea, suddenly
4: It's humid, too..... I feel the sudden heat of this season in my body

Pag 3
1: For the cyclists running it must be much more hard

Pag 4
6: The tempersture is rising higher than I imagined
Since earlier some people, because of the heat....

Pag 5
1: Got separated from this pack
Senpai, I can't do it- the heat.... my leg is cramped
Do your best, Nishikawa!
2: Senpai, at least take my bottle and go
Nishikawa!
3: I'm sweating a lot
4: And earlier I emptied my second bottle, too
5: Onoda's expression isn't showing feelings, either
6: “If the forecast was right and we're without supplies...”.... you're thinking that, right?
7: Yeah
Like this, we probably won't last... until the finish line
Yeah

Pag 6
1: Right now, the thing I want the most....
4: is water bottles

Pag 7
1: Straight road!!
2: Two people from Sohoku jumped ahead!!
What's with that speed!?
They plant to reach the lead!?

Pag 8
2: The guy in the lead
3: his legs are so thick!!
4: And the guy behind him

Pag 9
2: Why does he have his jersey on his head!?
I can only see his back!
Is that a new diversionary tactic!?
3: Don't think!!
4: Just pedal!!

Pag 10
3: Alright!!
4: I can see the lead!! Rokudai!!
5: Imaizumi-san and the others will be among....!!
Gau!!

Pag 11
1: Them!!

Pag 12
4: They..... they.....
5: They're not here....!?
Well.... sorry to keep you waiting, teh!!
Here's the supplies, teh!!
Alright, alright
6: I'm- I'm so glad, we were so scared our race was over....

Pag 13
1: Not yet, Rokudai
2: What? This hand
3: Is it to eat?
5: This is the second pack; Imaizumi-san and the others are in the pack that's even more ahead of this!!

Pag 14
1: Gau!?
2: It's not the time to eat my hand, Rokudai
The “lead” is further ahead
They've probably
3: already entered the mounains!!
4: Dammit!! We have to deliver these things!!
What do we do!! From the road map, I saw that this time in the mountain is a winding climb!!
5: My “straight road” can only move us streight ahead, so it won't work on a winding road!!
6: What do we do!!

Pag 15
1: Ah
Gau
2: Gau!!
I’ve been told I'm a “climber”!!
Gau
That's true!!
4: Let's go, Rokudai, don't give up yet
Run up the mountain until we reach the lead pack!!

Pag 16
1: Gau!!
Two people from Sohoku are moving forward!
Wait, what's with that speed!!

Pag 17
1: They're so fast!!
2: Hn!? He really is fast
Wait, this guy
3: He's faster than he was during the first years' race!?
4: I'm pretty out of breath, it's hard for me!!
6: I mean, I told him to stop being all “hyaa hyaa”, but
This guy!!

Pag 18
1: He's faster when he's pedaling without thinking of anything!!
2: I wonder why, but I feel like there's a bottomless wildness in Rokudai
Gau
Teh
3: Alright, I'll name that “Beast Mode”
4: Anywa, this is bad, I'm falling behind!
Wait, Rokudai
Gau

Pag 19
1: Naruko ran away... I can see the first chasing pack
There's a lot of people
It's... nine people!!
Gooo!!
Kamogawa do your best!!
2: Sohoku sent one cyclist ahead alone, Naruko, while two others are here!! Two people?
Amazing! They're rock solid!
3: As expected, Sohoku is so confident
And there's Onoda, last year's national champion
He'll jump ahead any time now- Onodaa!!
4: Jump ahead...!!

Pag 20
1: Right, if they jump ahead now... if they come together with Naruko now, it'll be the perfect battle formation
So why
2: Why aren't you moving, Sohoku!!
Are you too confident!?
3: ….. or maybe
6: Could it be that their bottles....
Don't tell me that it's the opposite!!
7: One person is jumping ahead!!

Pag 21
1: The man who inerited the name of the fastest man on Kyosumiyama, the third one of the Kanogawa Honda siblings!!
Honda Ryouzou from Kanogawa high school!!
2: My brothers' dream of partecipating in the Inter High
I'll make that dream come true!!
3: This Inter High qualifiers are held in Kanogawa, our hometown, so I feel like it's destiny!!
4: Honda from Kamo High is accelerating!!
5: He left them behind in a twinkle!!
The defending champions, Sohoku....
6: Aren't moving!!
7: They're not moving!! Sohoku isn't confident!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal spoilers#yowamushi pedal manga#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal translations#ride 721#this is one of the funniest ywpd chapter really asdsfgdhgfhg#what do you mean rokudai completely lost his brain all of a sudden lmao#okay kinaka told him to stop thinking and just pedal BUT NOT LIKE THAT#hes literally the no thought head empty meme#WHY DID HE BITE THE HAND WHY IS HE MAKING WEIRD VERSES SDASDFDSGF#Also why wasnt kinaka shocked that he bit his hand- is that something that normally happens between them?#'now isnt the time to bite my hand' when would be the right time???? huh??#theyre too funny this is so ridiculous and i love it here thanks watanabe#also 'oh no a mountain what do we do!' *looks at rokudai* :O#'ive been told im a climber' sadasdfsgdfg THEYRE A TOTAL MESS#WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO LEAVE THEM ALONE#cant wait to tsee them both in the IH lmao#also also#why are imaizumi and onoda's bottles already empty halfway through the race!#they knew they probably wouldnt get the supplies in time! so why did they drink so much!#naruko jumped ahead right away and is still ahead! they diodnt do anything yet! so???#also that random guy at the end still has strength and water so.... why are imaizumi and onoda suddenly so dumb? lmao#are they now gonna pull a machimiya and ask that guy for some water?? asdsfagsfdgsdf#everything about this chapter is so funny to me i love it
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No, like.. I posted on my IG story and tagged the Young Bucks in my version of “Giving them their flowers” which was an edit and a thankful note. Tell me why Nicholas responded with “Thank you very much” in my DM’s.
No Sir, THANK YOU!
Ps. I’m not gloating or anything. (I don’t do that) I just really need this bit of happiness. 🥹
#i am a sobbing mess rn#these men mean everything to me#nicholas jackson#wrestling#the young bucks#matt jackson#nick jackson#matthew jackson#young bucks#blessed#maybe its a sign#things will get better#things will be okay#god im blessed right now#not gloating#just needed this bit of happiness
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if it wasn't obvious, this blog is going on hiatus for a while. I don't know if it'll come back or not. I'm not deleting it, though. goodbye for a bit, jack
#to the one anon who reached out im doing fine. alright even#im taking it easy and drinking some tea now#to those of you who got mad at me for not tagging things before it got to this#no one ever mentioned it. I'm not perfect I'm gonna mess up#but no one ever mentioned tagging it until now#I'm not mad at any of you I'm just explaining why I didn't tag it#i do hope anons okay#i really truly do.#this has brought up a lot of bad and painful memories for me.#anon you know my main. if you're alright please let me know. I'm not mad i hope you're alright#I'm not mad or anything. i struggle with words and im a bit triggered#I'm trying my best#also if anyone wants to be friends you know my main
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ok sometimes i look through my old art on here and its like WHAT was i doing with them colours??? like they all look so sad and lifeless
#okay so there is a reason#drawing primarily anime girls meant i drew primarily very very light skinned characters#so my colour selection is based on the skintone being one shade lighter than white#so as soon as the skin is actually skin coloured in any other shade than white pale my colour picking gets entirely thrown off#like ahsoka??#shes taken me a WHILE to figure out colours for#it is an issue i am working to fix#other than that i think i was just really worried to mess the colours up and so i kinda took guesses instead of using fun colours#iv fixed that quite a bit lately id say#i still love pastels but im messing around with colours more#and not just dusty soggy looking dark colours#like for some reason i also used too much
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i really just dont think more than one person cares that i write fics tbh
and yes i love that one person so so so much and i love creating with and for them and its the light of my miserable existence
but it would just.. sometimes be nice. to be acknowledged when i do share something publicly
and yes i know it only matters that im happy and im writing for a niche ship within a niche fandom; trust me ive heard it all before. it doesnt change the fact that i feel like i dont even exist as a writer, like in general. within the fandom or otherwise
and idk its just very demotivating and it sucks so
#yeah#it would just sometimes be nice to be acknowledged. even on the most basic of levels#and i mean like.. people asking stuff. showing even general interest. fuck i dont even get requests for anything whenever ive posted that#they are open. like i know i havent done that in a while but why do you think i stopped#it just feels like i dont exist. unless i have something visual to present to the fandom im invisible#idk. it just kinda sucks. like a lot. cause even if i dabble in a lot of things writing is still the thing i wanna do and love the most#and i know im gonna keep writing and creating. but just trying to talk about it outside of very specific dms or sharing it publicly is just#not worth it tbh. and it doesnt matter how hard i try#anyways just. a thought. i guess. idk im running on very little sleep and two cups of coffee im a little bit sick lmao#read immortal fears. thats my final note on this. i would like to continue that story. okay bye#night is an absolute mess on main
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head in my hands helpppp my brother didn't even talk to our parents before hauling a bunch of his stuff over here 😭😭😭 texting w my mother now and I think she's pissed and I'm so scared she's going to get mad at ME even though I've been hassling my brother to text the parents since he first phoned me oh my goddd I've been nauseous from anxiety all day 😭😭😭
#she isnt making any sense in her texts fjfkdl i do not understand what she's trying to say to me#i rly dont want to cry today i rly do not want this fbfjdkl#i look forward to this month bc parents leave for a couple weeks and i get to have time to like. let my guard down.#and it usually takes a few days for the hypervigilance part of me to realize the parents are gone#and that we're like. safe. for a bit. but now brother being here is messing that all up fbfjdl#sorry i try so hard to not talk abt abuse and trauma shit here bc its like... i feel like its off-putting to ppl fjdkdl#but christ this is my one time of the year when i get to feel some semblance of safe and comfortable#where i can just. exist. and not have intense fear running in the bg constantly#like i wake up in the morning and im immediately on guard#and i dont even notice that happens until a week after parents leave#and suddenly i Don't have that happening anymore. i can just. wake up. and feel okay djfkdl#like this life situation is. so bad. it is genuinely nearly unbearable fjfkdl honestly it Does get unbearable sometimes#so this is just. fucking me up so bad. anyways!!! oh well !!!! it is what it is (but i do not like the way it is fjfkdl)#i just need to keep my head down and not think about it fjfkdl i will simply focus on art stuff and Not Think sbfjfkl#as long as mother does not get angry w me then i can deal w it. well. even if she does get angry I'll have to deal w it fjdkdl#it is what it is 😭😭#vent //#abuse cw#dandy.cmd
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IA 2.0 voisona test with a short version of drag on dragoon's ending B song tsukiru/exhausted :) now i can hear Lia's beautiful dulcet tones sing scary scary songs
#vocal synth wip#maybe i'll finish it. not sure if im fully happy with the base file yet. ive been working on it + the growing wings ver for a thousand year#the timing is super tricky. why did i decide to make an svp of the most intentionally muffled smothering whispering song on earth#as my first attempt at making an svp by myself. why did i do this myself#also the instrumental probably needs work since its just a basic like software remove vocal situation LOL#there is no official instrumental rip..... i think someone had made a nice piano instrumental like five years ago but the videos down so#this is all we got LOL#the base file was an svp because i started this whole project in sv because..... its easier for me LOL BUt also i didnt feel like dealing#with the whispering in the bg of the original so i was like. just gonna make a flat track and maybe output the aspiration separate#and like fuck around with that until it sounds weird enough. but voisona and cevio dont have that function so i just stopped at the main#vocal + the chorus double. which also i have been so spoiled by sv scripts. randomize timing my beloved. i had to manually randomize it her#it took.... a thousand years 😔😔😔😔 although i guess thats fine since the tuning is like mostly default with just some tiny adjustments#i was more interested in messing with the different voice expressions and stuff in voisona <3 IA 2.0 has like this awesome exhale expressio#that im in love with because like. okay the one thing i think UTAU banks always have on any other synth is the end breath situation#no other software has given me as expressive end breaths as ur average utau bank. but IA's exhale is getting there!!!#also hopefully this isnt too loud. this is a very loud song. drakengard is a very loud game#edit: i mixed this like deliriously melting from a lack of AC and a bajillion percent humidity and listening back i now realize how#fucked up the volume levels are LOL ia's a BIT too loud and that double should be messed with a lot#but it works for demo purposes i think at least. kinda
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