#It just hits close to home for me
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AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos
#he just like me fr#dungeon meshi#laios touden#actuallyautistic#aphelion.txt#dunmeshi#laios#autism things#im definitely chewing on that marcille lore/angst too but the laios nightmare sequence hit close to home!!#dont think falin had a great relationship with their parents either#i mean aside from being willing to abandon her in the dream. idk if that's 100% accurate to how they acted.#it didnt seem like her affinity for ghosts was gonna go down real good in that flashback#also i need to write that post abt how falin has girl autism (dont ask me what that means unless you want to enter an unskippable cutscene)#actually its pretty easy to hit most dunmeshi chars w the hammer of autism laios is just the most obvious#senshi hyperfixating and having meltdowns (Waterwalk Incident.) and low empathy for people until he's gotten Attached#i need to go find that post someone made about chilchuck being the token allistic it was so fucking funny#i have like 3 more dunmeshi autism metas in my mental queue apparently. please make me shut up
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something very important that i love about jayvik is that they are explicitly two dudes with serious suicidal ideation that is only ended through love. i feel like this is forgotten often. they both thought that they wanted to die, even for just a brief moment, but lived for each other and their shared dream. am i interrupting something? they want each other to live so god damn much. theyre both so impulsive that after making one mistake their first instinct is to end their life, but both have the same impulse to make sure one another live. they both got there just at the right time, every time. they are the only reason the other is alive. they cannot stop saving each other. can you imagine how much you have to love someone to live for them. and save them and let them save you. its so romantic and beautiful they are there for each other in every conceivable world its killing me
#tw suicide#this just hits reallt close to home and is really beautiful to me#jayvik#arcane#league of legends
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doing random sketches while having vinesauce's playthrough of mother 3 in the bg :]
decided to add color to this one in particular cuz I had nothing better to do
#I don't have it in me to play through the game myself cause some of it be hitting a *bit* too close to home but I like watching others play#mother 3#lucas mother 3#claus mother 3#earthbound#mother series#tw blood#with the bajillion filters and junk it doesn't look like it anymore but yk just to be safe ig#idr the name of it rn but I based it off that one painting of a king cradling his dying son in his arms after accidentally killing him#idk I just thought it was fitting lol#my art shit
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I see a lot of people in the Mouthwashing tag frequently listing 'keeping Curly alive' in the list of crimes Jimmy has done, implying or sometimes outright saying that not mercy-killing Curly was a cruel and unusual act...and would like to caution against that.
There's a long history of abled people deciding someone's quality of life is too horrible to merit letting them live (usually to nonverbal or otherwise 'low functioning' people lacking a clear means to communicate) and condoning the murder of disabled people under the guise of kindness. Curly is an extreme example, and one could argue he might prefer to be 'put out of his misery,' but it's important to note that we don't know, no one asks, and there's no attempt to communicate either which way.
How extreme pain and 'low quality of life' are handled are very nuanced and complicated topics, but you can never decide for someone else what kind of life isn't 'worth living.' Curly is obviously a videogame character, but these attitudes can and do affect the lives of real people & are worth being aware of.
#I say this as a disabled person who has heard ''I could never live if [condition] happened to me'' and claims my life was over#and all sorts of shit that made me think everyone would jump at the chance to put me down like a sick dog#just hits close to home so wanted to type a gentle word of caution#there's also a lot to be said about the history of disability rights and how DNRs have been used to purge us in hospitals#but i won't get into all of that for a fandom post#idk if i wrote this out well bc I'm trying not to get too In My Feelings about it but. yea#sometimes people deal with exceuciating pain & disability but would still very much like to live thank you#Mouthwashing
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#me reliving my 12-year-old adhd experience while watching this like: ow 💔
PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS 1.01 • I Accidentally Vaporize My Pre-Algebra Teacher
#pjoedit#percyjacksonedit#pjotv#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#sally jackson#pjospoilers#pjosource#pjotvsource#userpegs#userzhr#tosnimeat#userjjessi#tuserhidden#userelio#*cajedit#*gif#no really these lines hit way too close to home#percy meant so much to me growing up and he still does and he's gonna be there for a whole other generation too and im just *crying*#wish these were better quality but im doomed to 1080p
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guess who (re)watched everything everywhere all at once and cried (again)
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#this isn’t new art LMAOO#i’ve been putting this off for months#also either of them could be saying the quote#i just- couldn’t decide#domestic currynoodles i love u#(ignores the angst)#[—✦-#-✧ my art#-✧ comic#twst art#twisted wonderland#twst#jamil viper#twst oc x canon#jamiyuu#jamil x yuu#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]#anyways other than this quote#this movie had me bawling#it hit WAY too close to home
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ed is absolutely panicking in 2x7 bc he’s seeing stede having the time of his life being a famous pirate and he’s genuinely happy for stede but also he wants out of this life and he’s afraid stede will choose piracy over him and so he’s leaving first before stede can leave him again, all of which is bc deep down ed still thinks he’s unlovable and he’s scared to get hurt by stede again and he’s handling everything very badly
all that being said
the fact that ed has already decided that he can’t choose piracy for stede’s sake is so important to me
piracy was slowly killing ed long before stede entered the picture. and now that ed’s decided that he wants warmth and food and orgasms and he wants to live he’s not going to force himself to do a job that makes him fucking miserable. he still might not think he’s worth love and not worth choosing, but he’s at least moved past thinking he deserves to die. he’s past making himself so miserable that he wants to die. ed still has a lot of work to do but he’s making good progress and i’m proud of him.
#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd meta#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd s2#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#edward teach#ed teach#edward teach born on a beach#blackbeard#txt#meta#mine#og#s2e07#idt it’s likely but i guess it’s POSSIBLE he’ll end up doing piracy a little bit longer w stede before retiring#but it’ll be like a very watered down version. they’ll make it their own thing#anyway ed’s mental health shit this season is hitting very close to home#not gonna get into it on tumblr dot com but let me just say. Oof.
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my heart dropped when i read the statement that sm put out re: taeil, genuinely the last thing i expected to read today. i’m shocked, disappointed, but most of all- i’m angry.
angry at what he’s done, angry at seeing some fans defend him, angry at those turning this into a gotcha moment to promote or lift their faves up. please, this isn’t just some discussion on the internet- there is a very real victim, a very real woman at the heart of all this. i hope she gets the justice and healing she deserves.
#apologies for coming in and dropping this#ik i havent written in a while#truly i have not been in the best emotional state but i needed to let this out#this is an issue that hits close to home to me and i just feel sick to my stomach at the news#always ALWAYS believe victims#goes without saying but moving forward i will not be supporting taeil#it’s a piece of a much bigger picture in how south korean women are being treated#i’ve been seeing a rise in the digital space of them raising awareness and advocating against the sexist rhetoric and harassment they face#i know this is an au account BUT very real women are being affected. real life will always take precedent over silly little brainrots#morals before kpop always#anyways sending love and light and hugs to those who need it#esp the czennies / taeil biased that are disheartened and disappointed#don’t feel guilty for having once supported him- we were all blindsided by the idol persona#idk when ill be back. truly need a bit of a mental health break#but ill see you all again soon <3
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charles rowland is the type of person to end his marriage vows with "and you're my best mate" then think nothing of it
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#edwin x charles#this development is far worse than any heartbreak i could ever endure#or maybe i just got hit too close to home as a gay person who has had feelings for their best friend once#probably both! who knows!!#im also madly in love w charles rowland so i dont blame edwin at all#i too would confess to my best friend of 30 years after hearing them say there was no version where they didnt go to hell for me.#im so sad i am so incredibly sad#edwin is a far stronger person than i am bc. im literally crying rn.#famous posts
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Every other aspect of Jesse’s trauma makes me go oh no poor blorbo :( but his relationship w his parents and thinking ab it in the context of the series aftermath actually makes me unwell… they never even knew him they only ever saw the worst in him and now they’ve had that validated by his own actions and they’ll never know how sorry he is and that he was a good kid at heart and they didn’t imagine it and they still love him but how can they have loved him if they never even knew him and only ever saw the worst in him *flatlines*
#i sometimes feel like i’m the only one here who cares ab jesse’s parents but look#i grew up upper middle class with very attentive parents who really loved me#who would also accuse me of doing really bizarre terrible shit based on nothing but me wearing too much black or reading the wrong things#the love is there but it’s conditional the love is unconditional bc you are my child but i don’t know or love you as a person#obviously jesse actually did some really bad shit but even before all that they thought of him more as a junkie than their son#not me unloading in the tags lol it just hits too close to home is all#if i ever put my parents through that shit i would have to kms sorry#breaking bad#brba#el camino#jesse pinkman#diane pinkman#adam pinkman
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i think something with jily that makes the 5th to 7th year transformation so compelling to me is how *not* ridiculous it is to assume that both of them could have significantly changed during that short time in their life.
it’s not about it being ‘just two years.’ it’s about it being those two years when they are 15, 16, 17 and how we all change so much in that time, but especially james and lily who are on the cusp of fighting in a very personal war. what do you mean it’s unrealistic and boring for james to go from schoolyard bully to head boy? (which i wouldn’t personally classify him as a schoolyard bully, but i am also the last to condone his actions in swm)
do you not remember that age? and how confusing everything was? i think one of the reasons i love exploring jily and the marauders is because this is the age i teach and i see my students walk into my class in august, not even knowing how to properly introduce themself to me while making eye contact…but they leave writing me multi-page letters of appreciation and inviting me to their birthday parties. and it’s not because i’m just a really good teacher…its because they grow up. even the ones that don’t want to! the ones that staunchly resist every temptation to mature. they still grow up, even if it’s for different reasons or at a different rate than their peers.
and so I don’t know. i look at sixteen-year-old lily evans losing her best (only real?) friend and sixteen-year-old james potter impulse reacting to the dude he despises humiliating the girl he’s infatuated with. and then i look at them graduating exactly two years later, hand in hand, only a couple more years away from bringing a child into the world and it just…doesn’t seem like a stretch? it seems completely believable and fun to explore all the potential catalysts that popped up along the way.
#it just astounds me to see people dying on the hill that jily sucks because it doesn’t make SENSE#when remus and sirius literally take the time to explain this very concern to harry in ootp#stop looking at the passing of two years like they’re 30! they were teens!#but a disclaimer: i married the guy i started dating at 16 so maybe this just hits too close to home for me lol#jily#abi rants
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Obsessed with the way Evadne's relationship with Apollo is described. Obsessed with the way Apollo was especially gentle with her because she was sheltered, hidden away and hadn't had any sort of experience with love prior to Apollo (and due to it being described as her 'first learning Aphrodite's joy' through Apollo', it was probably her first time even being attracted to someone). Obsessed with the way when she runs away, she stops in a violet patch to give birth. Y'know, violets, very famously the flower so strongly associated with Aphrodite that they were used in love potions? Those violets. Obsessed with the way that when Apollo realised his lover was going to have to deliver their child alone, he sent BOTH the goddess of childbirth and ALL THREE OF THE FATES to help and support her. Obsessed with the way that Apollo sends snakes to feed his baby honey straight from their fangs because Evadne abandons their son out of straight primal fear when her stepfather finds her and how the description of that honey is 'sweet venom' [ἰός] of the bees and is DEFINITELY a poetic pair/pun with [ἴον] aka violets and that every single thing about this relationship, conception and birth is a complete and utter fairytale down to Evadne's insanely overprotective stepfather having an immediate change of heart when he learned Evadne's child was an actual, legitimate Son of Apollo and the babe, after being cared for by his dad's honey-fanged snake buddies, was found perfectly healthy five days later swaddled in a blanket of violets (y'know the flowers so strongly associated with Aphrodite that they were used for lo-) and they called him Iamus aka Boy of the Violets which is AAAAAARRRR I AM GNAWING AT MY ENCLOSURE
Iamus was made of love. Everything about him was surrounded by deep and profound love and like, let's not even talk about his whole Thing of when he came of age and was like "I need to find out what my purpose is" and he literally had a Disney Protagonist moment where he ran out into the wilds and was like "Father!! Grandfather!! Tell me what I'm supposed to doooo!!" and then APOLLO FUCKING ANSWERED AND LED HIM TO ONE HIS TEMPLES ENTIRELY BY TALKING WITH IAMUS AND LETTING HIM FOLLOW HIS VOICE FOR THE WHOLE JOURNEY LIKE -
What do y'all know about the kind of SSS tier romantic escapades Apollo had fr?
#ginger rambles#NO BECAUSE WHAT DO Y'ALL KNOW ABOUT APOLLO AND EVADNE FR#They're a MAD underrated couple and their story is what everyone wishes Hades/Persephone was#Evadne actually WAS sheltered and overprotected because she was a daughter of Poseidon explicitly given to Aepytus to watch over#And Aepytus to his credit wasn't actually a bad man or anything he just took his job very very seriously#Super pious guy - even though he was positively incandescent when he found out Evadne was pregnant he didn't hit her or anything#He just was like “Get me my HORSE I am going to consult the GODS about my DAUGHTER'S HARLOTRY”#Evadne was fucking terrified of him though she hid that pregnancy like her life depended on it#And the minute she heard horse hooves even though she had just finished giving birth she dropped Iamus like he was molten and fucking ran#I could only imagine Aepytus having set up a baby shower or something cause he was overjoyed by the oracle and Evadne gets home thinking#she's going to get Dungeon'd only for Aepytus to hug her and be like “You should've told me you were seeing Apollo sob emoji sob emoji”#God I'm sure Evadne had a bunch of trauma to work through with her stepfather changing his whole entire attitude on a complete#Apollo doesn't directly interfere with their lives after Iamus is born up until Iamus comes looking for him but he was definitely keeping#a very close eye on them all through their lives#Ugh I'm sick I'm so sick in the head thinking about them#apollo#evadne#iamus#greek mythology#ginger chats about greek myths
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Zooble's issue basically being that body parts which feel right for them don't exist feels... Familiar. It's kinda liberating, seeing such a thing explored. I haven't seen it addressed with any nb character before.
#obviously everyone's experience is gonna be differently#but it hits close to home for me#and truth is I don't mind my body these days- it just doesn't always... feel like me.#whenever I think about what would be ideal I can't answer my own question#because a body I would feel 100% comfortable in does not exist.#and it's just... nice to see something like that#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc zooble#rätposting
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i should know better than to wade into any political discourse on reddit, but lately i just haven't been able to stop myself because it's so obvious that the various canadian subreddits are being overrun with paid actors and bots. so when i spot what looks like a genuine post from someone who is trying in good faith to find out information (usually about emigrating to canada), i try to chime in with my two cents as an american who's been living here for a decade now
i'm not going to waste any energy being shocked over how lots of terminally online canadian redditors are responding to americans immigrants right now (because it is absolutely nothing compared to the flaming vitriolic shitshow immigrants from india and china specifically have been dealing with for years [to say nothing of anti-indigenous racism]), but i do have to say this kind of shit is actually pretty funny to me
crucial context: OP of this post (a gay american man) was just asking whether fluency in french was required for getting a job in canada (it isn't)--and the vast majority of the responses were just a bunch of people angrily saying "no, if you're american, we don't want you." in a move that even i now recognize as being a huge waste of my time and energy, i remarked that OP should ignore all the dingdongs telling them not to come here, because by and large most canadians he'll encounter in his day to day life will be perfectly nice and kind and won't have a problem with him. and then there's just. these guys.
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answer me, reddit user barneyblasto, before i have no choice but to share the follow-up response i have prepared for you with a niche subset of a single danmei fandom on tumblr dot com instead
#ray.txt#us politics (sort of)#reddit being reddit i g#i'm truly so sorry about the increase in the number of political posts i've been making lately#all of This Shit™️ is just hitting very close to home for me personally#(literally and figuratively)
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Can I say though Yi Sang and Aeng-du's instant connection and solidarity is one of my favorite things about this event, it's just so sweet and also so special how they find that feeling of safety just from also knowing someone from the homeland they have left behind while they remain so out of place in The City. It stands out so much when the general mentality of the world is "everyone for themselves" but S Corp's people and those who had to leave it behind seem to have found so much understanding and sympathy with each other.
Overall I find it so interesting and unique that more than any other District in The City the people of District 19 feel such genuine attachment to the land and its heritage, not just with Aeung-du, Kim and the rest of the Blade Lineage but going back to Dongbaek and Dongrang's EGOs too, it's just so special to see that very united sense of culture and heritage in a world that despite being multicultural and multilingual seems to have largely left such notions behind
#project moon#Limbus Company#lcb Yi Sang#lcb Aeng-du#Canto 5.5 spoilers#lcb Dongbaek#lcb Dongrang#I love S Corp lore so much....#but also I think it's funny PM accidentally hit Yi Sang with the Funny Foreigner trope with this being the explanation for his speech#even though he's literally supposed to be the representative of their home country#but it also just hits very close to home to me and my experiences so it makes me happy to see#limbus company meta
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just finished Nimona… DAMN does it feel good to watch such an openly queer movie man
#i haven’t read the graphic novel (though now I plan to!) so these are just my observations from the movie but#nimona is fucking trans & nonbinary man#like so fucking openly. refusing to answer balistair’s small minded questions and simply replying ‘i’m Nimona!’#chef’s kiss. absolutely fucking astounding. the nonbinary/genderqueer experience in a nutshell#you cannot and will not pin me down !#and obviously the major themes of being the odd one out among a whole society of people perceived as ‘normal’. wow that hit close to home!#and if the aggressively queer themes weren’t enough we have ambrosius and balistair too <3 like fuck yeah give us that on screen couple !#overall… enjoyed it so very much#a new comfort movie perhaps…..#oh and don’t think i missed that pride flag in the credits lmaooo absolutely iconic#jay rambles#nimona#nimona spoilers
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