#It is a need of mine to hug him
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i hyperfixate on him so hard bro it's not even funny
#william birkin#Resident evil#Resident evil 2#my pookie#I need to use him as a chew toy#It is a need of mine to hug him#toast shitposts
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Wang Yunkai's message on Weibo (translated by xiaoqiaoo_)
Today, Iād like to share with everyone how the rookie actor Wang Yunkai and Jin Xiaobao came to meet each other.
My thoughts are scattered, and my writing skills arenāt perfect, so please forgive any awkward phrasing in what Iām about to write.
On September 14, 2022, I began a new life in Beijing, full of uncertainty. After drifting around aimlessly like a headless fly for several days, I soon realized that pursuing a career as an actor was as difficult as reaching the heavens.
Without formal acting training and with limited personal qualifications, almost all of my auditions ended in rejection. To make ends meet, I took a job as an art examination teacher. After passing the interview, a sudden thought struck me: āWould I never become an actor? Would I be moving further and further away from my ultimate dream?ā
While I was caught in this dilemma, a friend suggested I start out as a commercial actor. So, I spent thirty yuan to join five casting announcement groups and nervously embarked on my journey as a ācommercial actor,ā starting as an extra and stand-in and eventually moving on to short dramas, tvc advertisements, and MV roles. By June 2023, I landed my first lead role in a commercialāthe one for Beijing Music Industrial Park that everyone has seen. During this time, I continued auditioning for film and TV roles, but each attempt would always end in failure.
What I didnāt expect was that this commercial would become a turning point for me. On July 15, 2023, a producer reached out through a friend after seeing the commercial, thinking I was very suitable for the role of Xiaobao. My first video interview was scheduled for the afternoon of July 17. Despite the screen separating us, I was extremely nervous, with many thoughts racing through my mind, the main two being: āThis has to be a scam, right?ā and āEven if itās real, Iām still going to fail.ā
Knowing that the producer felt I was right for the role because of my dimples, I didnāt dare relax for a second. I kept my face slightly angled and forced my dimples to show throughout the entire interview. After the call ended, half of my face was stiff.
After a week full of anxiety, I received an invitation for an in-person audition. I couldnāt contain my joy after hearing the news, but that joy would soon be replaced by greater fear and self-doubt.
Can I really do this? Do I have the luck? Am I capable enough?
Due to my lack of experience and with no examples to follow, I just read the original work several times and prepared as best as I could. But when the day finally came, I truly understood what āeasier said than doneā meant!
The scale of the audition was far greater than I had imagined, and the impressive competitors also made me feel intimidated.
Honestly, I canāt recall the specific details of the audition because all my emotions were condensed into a single word: nervous. Oh, and there was also one mission etched in my mind: to keep emphasizing my dimples.
After the audition, I figured I probably didnāt stand a chance and began consoling myself as usual: āItās okay, failure is also a kind of experience.ā But to my surprise, the next day, I received notice from the producer that I was selected for the second round of fittings a month later!
To prepare, I started working out and lost 7.5 kg in a month. But after a month had passed, it seemed as if the fitting notice had disappeared into thin air. Just as I was about to give up, I was informed that the second round of fittings would be rescheduled, and the third round of auditions would be held directly in October.
After the third round, I made it to the final three. I understood very well that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, so to be responsible for both the project and myself, I enrolled in a month-long acting training course.
Finally, in late November, I was notified that I would be joining the cast for training on December 8th. Even after joining, I was still worried that I might be replaced at any moment. It wasnāt until the producer arranged more than 20 days of acting, martial arts, etiquette, and fitness classes that I truly began experiencing life on set. Only then did my heart finally settle.
I want to thank the two producers for their appreciation and support, the director for patiently guiding me, the acting coach and screenwriter for helping this newbie better understand the script and character, Li Le for taking care of me on set, Li Junliang and Song Jiaxi for tirelessly answering my questions about acting. Iām also glad I got to spend this time with my old friend Kou Weilong and new friend Li Yimu. And a big thank you to the friend who connected me with the two producers.
Lastly, I want to say that Iām so happy to have met everyone in the height of summer 2024. Thanks to Meet You at the Blossom, I was able to encounter all of you. Although I still have a lot to improve on, I will work hard and wholeheartedly cherish every beautiful moment. I hope we can all be our most wonderful selves where the flowers are in full bloom! Just be happy~ ā¤ļø
Goodbye, Jin Xiaobao š
Hello, actor Wang Yunkai āļø
* the line ājust be happyā is a play on words, he uses the ākaiā part of his name because it sounds like the kai in kaixin (happy)
#meet you at the blossom#wang yunkai#lekai#myatbsource#mine#tw weight loss#tw weight mention#not him forcing dimples the whole interview god i need to hug that sweetheart#and he turned out to be one of the best actors in this show!!!!!!
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GALE in BALDURāS GATE 3 (2023) - [20/ā]
#bg3edit#gamingedit#dailygaming#userfray#gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#need to give him the biggest hug asap stat pronto#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate#bgiii#baldur's gate iii#mine#also bloodweave if you squint but i wanted the focus to be on gale and what he says abt mystra rather than gale/astarion
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āŗ Bokura no Shokutaku (Our Dining Table), Episode Four
How wonderful it can be to eat with someone... I had no idea back then.
#åćć®é£å#bokura no shokutaku#our dining table#i needed this to help me heal from today's episode#every time i saw yutaka freeze up#i wanted to give him a hug#no#i wanted minoru and tane to be able to give him a hug#minoru wanted to give one So Bad this episode#and he's right#jdrama#jdramagifs#japaneseartistsinc#asiandramasource#usermare#userstorge#userjap#lextag#&.mine#jtv: bokura no shokutaku#not me posting this at 11:30 at night lol
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yk. the resistance ppl have to so much as considering the idea that mike might not jump to immediately and enthusiastically engaging in obvious n indisputably gay shit with will publicly is kinda funny in a puzzling way when season three and season four, where he does exactly that the entire way through, are literally right there for us all to watch on netflix.com. like. Okay ā¤ļø
#i get not liking angst. but it's not an insane idea. do you think it's a coincidence that mike quit touching will after season two? do you#think it was just for shits and giggles when he stopped himself from hugging will and put distance between them by ''bro''-ing#out and maintained that energy throughout the entire rest of the season until he finally got over it because he realized they were#in danger and will really needed his support? do i need to remind anyone of his season three + ongoing arc and the iconic legendary#lucas look my arm and it's not my fault you don't like girls moments?#no one HAS to write or entertain those ideas but to act like it's INSANE when we've seen him do literally just that already......#we all know mike's got a mean bite and that he is absolutely losing the fight rn to conformity like š huh..#like even in AU contexts that gets thrown out as being preposterous. since s3 will has been the one trying to ''fight'' for#their friendship and in s4 we see him initiating contact and getting rebuffed so it's just like . dsfhbjkjhbdfkjhsbdkjfhbdkj#like do u get what i mean. why do people act like it's crazy that he'd ever be hesitant why is that never considered for even a second#why is will the one that's written as being resistant in every way!!!!!!#anyway. clasps my hands together. I Love Yelling At Clouds#byler#mine
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āItās not safe. You need to run! Youāre in danger!ā
#sorry sorry i just needed to gif this bc of the wounds and angst reasons#vash the stampede#trigunedit#vash#trigun stampede#trigun#mine#gif:trigun#mostly like thinking what will stay there after he fell towards julai..#if this is what would add the other scars on him.. or would it heal or smth#also bc it hits him in the right leg and bleed.. so that one is probably real but i like the prosthetic legs headcanons for vash#had to slow it down a lot especially the first 2 gifs bc it happened so fast i havent even noticed it much on first watch#only when hes flying up with knives in later scenes his shirt has the blood stains and hes missing his arm too... just ufff. give him a hug#hes still telling the guys to run bc theyre in danger.. while they do this to him ;-;#...still not over the animation in this last ep its so good#blood //
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he is fucking brokenā¦ this is not āMr. Hands, First Mate Hands, or God, as far as youāre concerned.ā this is just izzy. sad and scared and lost and broken and feeling it all come crashing down at him at once by forced comfort. fuck
#also this is me thatās the thing#like if youāve never felt relieved by a hug like that.. idk#get you a good friend who will force you into accepting the love and care you donāt even know if you know that you need#watching this is tearjerking for that reason among others#heās so relatableā¦ god#i love him so fucking much#izzy hands#ofmd s2 spoilers#mine
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Wally has something to give everyoneā¦a super big, as big as he can manage, hug!
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Lots and lots of Love too!
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#wally darling#welcome home wally#welcome home Wally darling#welcome home plushie#wally darling plush#we all need a hug from wally#If you have a Wally darling plush hug him#If not then mine will give you all hugs#He is indefinitely the most#I am so lucky to have him#Sniff#yes I am crying over my Wally plushie#I love him and will always love him
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feeling #notnormal about matt bomer playing a dad in fellow travelers
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Louis Tomlinson with family and friends | Away From Home Festival 2023
#need this for my own sanity#louis tomlinson#lottie tomlinson#phoebe tomlinson#away from home festival#afhf#away from home festival 2023#tomlinson family#ā¤ļø#gifs#mine#hug#hugs#i wanna hug him too#š„ŗ#louisupdates#dailytomlinson
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solo sikoa on wwe's the bump
#solo sikoa#solosikoaedit#the bloodline#wweedit#wwe#*mine#my cinnamon apple! my babie! my HUSBAND!#when sza said i need a big boy not only did i ghostwrite the song but i dedicated to this beautiful man right here#like god. just hug me with those arms????????///#that smile? im blushing.#this was a good interview for him otherwise! love seeing him delve into character and talk more than just the usual in ring yelling
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#even tho it was so hard for me. ofc when u can only communicate via the internet so much is lost i think... sm extra things u need to be#more secure kinda? like physical presence does a lot on its own#but yeah.. ok i actually wrote more but u can only have 30tags per post and safari on ur phone does not tell u when it's stopping so half o#what i wrote just disappeared ._. i cant rmbr what i said... and i mean this is just for myself to vent but grr im so annoyed#yeah just that he was sm more patient than i realized. i just was in the start of learning how to live w my avpd#i wasnt able to do a lot. even if i wanted to. he helped me sm to uncover things in myself to start that thing within me#i just desperately wish i had found him earlier and that i've been this far along in my anti avpd limitation abilities.... truly wish that#so im trying to accept it and just think bc i dont have a choice :') i've never wanted anyone like this and that just is how it is#i will always love him simply bc he is who he is#he's so so cool and amazing to me in so so many ways. and i always loved just how he talks and communicates bc it resonates w me#and there are simply sm details i just adore. but yeah... i probably shouldnt think abt that? i feel like.. it isnt my place to think abt i#but it is what it is but it hurts so incredibly much. will i ever be able to let go of him? the love i couldve experienced? the wonderful#person i couldve been with? will i be able to stop thinking abt all his great qualities and how much i wish he was mine? and all the things#wanna do and talk abt with him? he's just.. he just is .. i cant describe it. it feels like more than just earthly love...#maybe i sound insane or too intense or dramatic or smth but.. it feels so much larger than everything#so i struggle sm with letting go bc i want to touch him and i want to love him and i just want to be with him and experience everything w h#but that isnt my place. i know... why.. have i only ever felt like this w him... what do i do with this?? am i crazy? am i going insane? is#there smth wrong with me?#he is worthy of everything and he is so so wonderful but is there smth wrong w me for being so..#for having love that actually truly is all consuming? what is this... it's scary. esp when i cant unleash it. it's like a wild beast i have#to learn how to tame. and i want to be able to find mutual love too. but i cant force anything. will the universe grant me that?#i cant imagine myself ever being able of letting go of him but if that is what the universe has planned then..#ok im actually starting to sound intense and weird and idk O.O i think i think too much#.. it hurts that i wont get to do all of the things and talk abt all the things i wanna do w him. i'll never get to hug him...#if i could ask for only one thing it'd be one hug from him....#maybe is ound crazy but with all my disorders and feeling disconnected from the world.. and finding someone that makes me feel tethered#and safe and real.. and having to let go bc it just wasnt meant for me... why is the universe so cruel.#in the end i care abt him so much i just want him to be loved. i want him to finally feel loved.#someone else.. someone else without avpd can do that for him. i want him to be oh so so loved and .. yeah.. :(#i wish i couldve loved him as he deserves but .. its not my place. not my place... all i want is to hear his voice and live in his arms
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was anyone gonna inform me that jax checks all the gender boxes or was I supposed to just watch the first episode of the amazing digital circus and learn that the hard way
#for real though like#he purple (BIG win) and has those soulless eyes where its clear he's thinking too much for his own good and makes that everyones problem#like I saw him and two interaction in went āyeah I can see him donating his pronouns to the same people that stole mineā#like if you told me that rabbit dabbled in being a he/they I would not be surprised#glassy eyes and tall and purple he is literally the ideal gender#which is kinda a problem due to.. everything else that is implied about his rabbithood. and everyone else's being too#Concerned for him. in that way I'm always concerned about the fictional characters that are gender to me#yknow. like the guy who has no inner organs and probably some other guys I'm forgwtting bc its been too long#all of whom have three things in common:#1. purple#2. Shape#3. So Concerning Oh My God#anyways give me being a literal beanpole of a man who just really needs sleep and a hug and some purple hoodies#like unironically getting. 15cm more. and filling my closet with fluffy oversized dark purple clothes. would fix me
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When someone tells you they don't like hugs, that's not an invitation for you to "cure them". It is not a "you" thing, although sometimes it might be. You thinking "they have to get used to it" because "your hugs are different" and "that's how you show love" is not a valid argument. Hugging them out of the blue as a goodbye is not cool either. Fuck off.
#ok to rb in case someone is in the same boat but thinks the post is too personal#this friend of mine...#pretends he's great but can't respect one basic thing#he's lucky I have grown to control my emotions and not lash out#i hate it#don't hug me or touch me end of line#i am honest to god feeling sick#this dude and I have history where I borderline felt incapable of saying no and had sex with him#afterwards I told him how I felt#yet he still pulls this shit#hugs make me sick to my stomach I don't even hug my family#and I really don't wanna hug a man who pretty much made me hate sex (for myself) as a whole#i feel disgusting rn#twice he hugged me and got mad when I refused to hug him again#even after I already told him I hated it#then asks if I'm scared of him because of that like you piece of shit I wanna rip my skin out where you touched it#I may pretend to everyone that I'm a strong confident man but good lord#sometimes I wish I had an over protective boyfriend so he could kick him in the teeth over this shit#it's ridiculous I know but fuck#apologies if you read all these tags but I over drank after this and none of my friends are awake and I needed to vent#garrett.text
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might get called out for it but idrc tbh alec is so devastatingly in love with ellie it's insane
#broadchurch#alec hardy#ellie miller#text#mine#like i'm crying#hadn't seen her in 5~ months and he's asking if she needs a hug....from him no less#LIKE DCJUCMKTFS#also:#āI could kiss you.ā#mind you he hasn't seen her in almost half a year PLSSSSS
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called my boyfriend cause he hadn't been replying to my messages properly and I got anxious, and we talked and I cried and he apologised and promised to try do better. so then I sent him a message to thank him for listening, and he read it and just never replied. so now I wanna cry again
#look I know he's sick so that means he wont be putting as much effort into this#but I thought the conversation went really really well#and now I feel neglected again ughhh#and he knows this bothers me and normally really tries to reply immediately#i just. I dont know what to do any more I don't wanna have to constantly ask for attention#when I see him live? sure. I don't have to#but I haven't seen him in a week cause I've been away#i need a hug :(#mine#s
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