#It is a need of mine to hug him
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beetlewastaken Ā· 2 months ago
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i hyperfixate on him so hard bro it's not even funny
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guzhufuren Ā· 3 months ago
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Wang Yunkai's message on Weibo (translated by xiaoqiaoo_)
Today, Iā€™d like to share with everyone how the rookie actor Wang Yunkai and Jin Xiaobao came to meet each other.
My thoughts are scattered, and my writing skills arenā€™t perfect, so please forgive any awkward phrasing in what Iā€™m about to write.
On September 14, 2022, I began a new life in Beijing, full of uncertainty. After drifting around aimlessly like a headless fly for several days, I soon realized that pursuing a career as an actor was as difficult as reaching the heavens.
Without formal acting training and with limited personal qualifications, almost all of my auditions ended in rejection. To make ends meet, I took a job as an art examination teacher. After passing the interview, a sudden thought struck me: ā€œWould I never become an actor? Would I be moving further and further away from my ultimate dream?ā€
While I was caught in this dilemma, a friend suggested I start out as a commercial actor. So, I spent thirty yuan to join five casting announcement groups and nervously embarked on my journey as a ā€œcommercial actor,ā€ starting as an extra and stand-in and eventually moving on to short dramas, tvc advertisements, and MV roles. By June 2023, I landed my first lead role in a commercialā€”the one for Beijing Music Industrial Park that everyone has seen. During this time, I continued auditioning for film and TV roles, but each attempt would always end in failure.
What I didnā€™t expect was that this commercial would become a turning point for me. On July 15, 2023, a producer reached out through a friend after seeing the commercial, thinking I was very suitable for the role of Xiaobao. My first video interview was scheduled for the afternoon of July 17. Despite the screen separating us, I was extremely nervous, with many thoughts racing through my mind, the main two being: ā€œThis has to be a scam, right?ā€ and ā€œEven if itā€™s real, Iā€™m still going to fail.ā€
Knowing that the producer felt I was right for the role because of my dimples, I didnā€™t dare relax for a second. I kept my face slightly angled and forced my dimples to show throughout the entire interview. After the call ended, half of my face was stiff.
After a week full of anxiety, I received an invitation for an in-person audition. I couldnā€™t contain my joy after hearing the news, but that joy would soon be replaced by greater fear and self-doubt.
Can I really do this? Do I have the luck? Am I capable enough?
Due to my lack of experience and with no examples to follow, I just read the original work several times and prepared as best as I could. But when the day finally came, I truly understood what ā€œeasier said than doneā€ meant!
The scale of the audition was far greater than I had imagined, and the impressive competitors also made me feel intimidated.
Honestly, I canā€™t recall the specific details of the audition because all my emotions were condensed into a single word: nervous. Oh, and there was also one mission etched in my mind: to keep emphasizing my dimples.
After the audition, I figured I probably didnā€™t stand a chance and began consoling myself as usual: ā€œItā€™s okay, failure is also a kind of experience.ā€ But to my surprise, the next day, I received notice from the producer that I was selected for the second round of fittings a month later!
To prepare, I started working out and lost 7.5 kg in a month. But after a month had passed, it seemed as if the fitting notice had disappeared into thin air. Just as I was about to give up, I was informed that the second round of fittings would be rescheduled, and the third round of auditions would be held directly in October.
After the third round, I made it to the final three. I understood very well that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, so to be responsible for both the project and myself, I enrolled in a month-long acting training course.
Finally, in late November, I was notified that I would be joining the cast for training on December 8th. Even after joining, I was still worried that I might be replaced at any moment. It wasnā€™t until the producer arranged more than 20 days of acting, martial arts, etiquette, and fitness classes that I truly began experiencing life on set. Only then did my heart finally settle.
I want to thank the two producers for their appreciation and support, the director for patiently guiding me, the acting coach and screenwriter for helping this newbie better understand the script and character, Li Le for taking care of me on set, Li Junliang and Song Jiaxi for tirelessly answering my questions about acting. Iā€™m also glad I got to spend this time with my old friend Kou Weilong and new friend Li Yimu. And a big thank you to the friend who connected me with the two producers.
Lastly, I want to say that Iā€™m so happy to have met everyone in the height of summer 2024. Thanks to Meet You at the Blossom, I was able to encounter all of you. Although I still have a lot to improve on, I will work hard and wholeheartedly cherish every beautiful moment. I hope we can all be our most wonderful selves where the flowers are in full bloom! Just be happy~ ā¤ļø
Goodbye, Jin Xiaobao šŸ‘‹
Hello, actor Wang Yunkai āœŒļø
* the line ā€œjust be happyā€ is a play on words, he uses the ā€œkaiā€œ part of his name because it sounds like the kai in kaixin (happy)
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anders-hawke Ā· 10 months ago
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GALE in BALDURā€™S GATE 3 (2023) - [20/āˆž]
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ginpotts Ā· 2 years ago
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ā–ŗ Bokura no Shokutaku (Our Dining Table), Episode Four
How wonderful it can be to eat with someone... I had no idea back then.
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bylertruther Ā· 1 year ago
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yk. the resistance ppl have to so much as considering the idea that mike might not jump to immediately and enthusiastically engaging in obvious n indisputably gay shit with will publicly is kinda funny in a puzzling way when season three and season four, where he does exactly that the entire way through, are literally right there for us all to watch on netflix.com. like. Okay ā¤ļø
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beaulesbian Ā· 2 years ago
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ā€œItā€™s not safe. You need to run! Youā€™re in danger!ā€
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godasfarasyoureconcerned Ā· 1 year ago
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he is fucking brokenā€¦ this is not ā€œMr. Hands, First Mate Hands, or God, as far as youā€™re concerned.ā€ this is just izzy. sad and scared and lost and broken and feeling it all come crashing down at him at once by forced comfort. fuck
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sg-the-mag-by Ā· 7 months ago
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Wally has something to give everyoneā€¦a super big, as big as he can manage, hug!
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Lots and lots of Love too!
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
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blondepw Ā· 9 months ago
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feeling #notnormal about matt bomer playing a dad in fellow travelers
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hl-obsessed Ā· 1 year ago
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Louis Tomlinson with family and friends | Away From Home Festival 2023
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solosikoasgf Ā· 2 years ago
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solo sikoa on wwe's the bump
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bunnihearted Ā· 4 months ago
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#even tho it was so hard for me. ofc when u can only communicate via the internet so much is lost i think... sm extra things u need to be#more secure kinda? like physical presence does a lot on its own#but yeah.. ok i actually wrote more but u can only have 30tags per post and safari on ur phone does not tell u when it's stopping so half o#what i wrote just disappeared ._. i cant rmbr what i said... and i mean this is just for myself to vent but grr im so annoyed#yeah just that he was sm more patient than i realized. i just was in the start of learning how to live w my avpd#i wasnt able to do a lot. even if i wanted to. he helped me sm to uncover things in myself to start that thing within me#i just desperately wish i had found him earlier and that i've been this far along in my anti avpd limitation abilities.... truly wish that#so im trying to accept it and just think bc i dont have a choice :') i've never wanted anyone like this and that just is how it is#i will always love him simply bc he is who he is#he's so so cool and amazing to me in so so many ways. and i always loved just how he talks and communicates bc it resonates w me#and there are simply sm details i just adore. but yeah... i probably shouldnt think abt that? i feel like.. it isnt my place to think abt i#but it is what it is but it hurts so incredibly much. will i ever be able to let go of him? the love i couldve experienced? the wonderful#person i couldve been with? will i be able to stop thinking abt all his great qualities and how much i wish he was mine? and all the things#wanna do and talk abt with him? he's just.. he just is .. i cant describe it. it feels like more than just earthly love...#maybe i sound insane or too intense or dramatic or smth but.. it feels so much larger than everything#so i struggle sm with letting go bc i want to touch him and i want to love him and i just want to be with him and experience everything w h#but that isnt my place. i know... why.. have i only ever felt like this w him... what do i do with this?? am i crazy? am i going insane? is#there smth wrong with me?#he is worthy of everything and he is so so wonderful but is there smth wrong w me for being so..#for having love that actually truly is all consuming? what is this... it's scary. esp when i cant unleash it. it's like a wild beast i have#to learn how to tame. and i want to be able to find mutual love too. but i cant force anything. will the universe grant me that?#i cant imagine myself ever being able of letting go of him but if that is what the universe has planned then..#ok im actually starting to sound intense and weird and idk O.O i think i think too much#.. it hurts that i wont get to do all of the things and talk abt all the things i wanna do w him. i'll never get to hug him...#if i could ask for only one thing it'd be one hug from him....#maybe is ound crazy but with all my disorders and feeling disconnected from the world.. and finding someone that makes me feel tethered#and safe and real.. and having to let go bc it just wasnt meant for me... why is the universe so cruel.#in the end i care abt him so much i just want him to be loved. i want him to finally feel loved.#someone else.. someone else without avpd can do that for him. i want him to be oh so so loved and .. yeah.. :(#i wish i couldve loved him as he deserves but .. its not my place. not my place... all i want is to hear his voice and live in his arms
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thepandalion Ā· 22 days ago
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was anyone gonna inform me that jax checks all the gender boxes or was I supposed to just watch the first episode of the amazing digital circus and learn that the hard way
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garrettwrites Ā· 1 year ago
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When someone tells you they don't like hugs, that's not an invitation for you to "cure them". It is not a "you" thing, although sometimes it might be. You thinking "they have to get used to it" because "your hugs are different" and "that's how you show love" is not a valid argument. Hugging them out of the blue as a goodbye is not cool either. Fuck off.
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durtystars Ā· 1 year ago
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might get called out for it but idrc tbh alec is so devastatingly in love with ellie it's insane
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wherela Ā· 11 months ago
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called my boyfriend cause he hadn't been replying to my messages properly and I got anxious, and we talked and I cried and he apologised and promised to try do better. so then I sent him a message to thank him for listening, and he read it and just never replied. so now I wanna cry again
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