#Ist

[interskyned]

“i’m not disabled” i say, folding my cane to be put in my bag and immediately nearly falling over in an elevator because my body can’t handle bending down

[riiviir]

hey guys I made a T-shirt design for my sister with heart issues, feel free to use it no credit needed!

alt versions bc I couldn't decide whether the heart should be red or not

btw if you want me to make a version with different text at the bottom let me know I'll probably do it

[adam-sztuk]

"And although I don't understand why, you and I have this special thing that makes me want to return to your lips one more time."

[zurko48]

[je-suis-ronflex]

J'ai un plan cul avec qui j'ai couché il y a un petit moment qui vient de m'écrire pour me dire qu'il avait été testé positif à une MST et qu'il voulait me prévenir au cas où, j'ai aucun symptôme mais le boug me dit qu'il n'en avait pas non plus et j'étais là en mode

mais c'est pas grave, je devais me faire dépister quoi qu'il arrive donc surprise mdr même si j'apprécie l'honnêteté du monsieur

[aelianated-star]

Being loaded into an ambulance: Sorry am I ruining the vibe?

[ceces-thoughts]

October 1 2024

I was diagnosed with Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia (IST) last month. i finally have an answer to my heart issues. i was also diagnosed with ADHD which explains so much in my life and im happy i can get that figured out. my doctor now instead of blaming my heart, fatigue and joint issues on anxiety is now blaming that on the meds (minus my heart issues. proved her wrong lol) and i keep telling her it’s not the meds and something is seriously wrong.

other news i still haven’t talked to my mom and it’s been almost 3 months. i was thinking about what i want to say to her to try and resolve our issues but it made me nauseas. idk what to do about it. she’s immature and cant communicate healthily

[mgnifiqueyoo]

"Let me be the water that embraces you, a beautiful flower. A water lily. So that no storm can ever hurt you as it isn’t my heart’s choice."

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‘ It's still me… but different. ‘

As everybody says, grief is the price we pay for love… and Y/N L/N could surely see herself believing it. After losing her best friend on his birthday, the poor girl knew to herself that his death was her wrongdoing. A mistake she could never forget.

But the moment she attempts to start over, she sees him again.

Junseok Oh. Resurrected from the dead.

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act i: mia nea apxh | ΕΠΙΣΤΡΟΦΗ. | ΕΝΑΣ ΞΕΝΟΣ | ΚΟΡΟΪΔΙΑ | ΤΟ ΑΠΡΟΣΜΕΝΟ. | ΞΕΡΑΜΕΝΑ ΦΥΛΛΑ. | ΜΑΥΡΟ ΦΟΡΕΜΑ. | ΣΚΙΩΜΕΝΑ ΜΥΣΤΗΡΙΑ. | Η ΑΛΗΘΕΙΑ. act ii: ΝΥΚΤΕΡΙΝΟΣ. act iii:

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genre/s: angst, fluff, action, supernatural, adventure

main theme/s: enemies to lovers, best friends to lovers, heroism

status: ongoing

idols & group/s included: atbo members, seok rakwon (written prior his departure), jay b of got7/soloist, majority of the boyz (lee juyeon, kim younghoon, lee sangyeon, kim sunwoo, choi chanhee, kim sunwoo)

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[zikllop]

Ich brauche leider nichts Außer einer Seele, die verwandt mit meiner ist.

Azad & PA Sports – NICHT ALLES GOLD

[adam-sztuk]

Let our bodies flow 😏😉

[vaelynez]

What kind of hell have I unlocked my heart-rate’s 150 sitting in the middle of class. What am I supposed to do, lay on the floor in the middle of a lecture?

Ah yes, chronic illness my beloved.

[toomanyacronyms]

Anyone else with Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia (IST) or Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) not on meds by choice?

I tried a med to help my body retain salt that didn't really make a noticable difference. Then a beta blocker that made me feel horrible and had to stop after three days. My main treatment is basically salt, water, compression socks, and currently have a rollator but looking into an active wheelchair.

I also failed the Levine Protocol because my symptoms don't really let up enough for me to lay on the floor. I can't build exercise tolerance.

Feel free to answer in the replies!

[normal-with-adhd-is-a-joke]

I'm doing things now that I have my powerchair that I never would have done when I was "able bodied". I'm slowly realizing that I was physically disabled for years before I developed CFS and was just in denial about it. The IST severely limited my ability to stand up for a long time and my knees kept me from doing things that required walking. My life used to be constantly controlled by "is that too much walking/standing for me?" and it's just not as much anymore. I've always struggled with big live shows because of the slow shuffle out, same way with getting on and off of planes, and in line at amusement parks. I just think of all the times I was miserable at fun events and how much more fun I would have had if I had a small powerchair or a manual chair with power assist. I punished myself because I was told I would get better if I exercised and I thought I was lazy for struggling to exercise and not being well enough to do things.

[ectogeranium]

People with chronic body illness, how do you cope? I've only been chronically ill for almost a year and I feel so lost, and like there's no end in sight. I miss what normal feels like. I miss the feeling of not feeling. I'll never feel that way again, and that thought is enough to bring me to tears. Will I live a normal length of life? What even is normal anymore? Does it get better? Will I ever be able to truly cope? I've been avoiding accepting that I'm ill this entire time, and I currently feel like I won't ever accept it. It sucks so much. I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of so many emotions. As much as it sucks to admit, but I'm scared. Scared of the day to day. Scared of the future. I need advice. Anything would help.

[aelianated-star]

Nothing like almost passing out while peeing to humble you