#Ist

[interskyned]

“i’m not disabled” i say, folding my cane to be put in my bag and immediately nearly falling over in an elevator because my body can’t handle bending down

[riiviir]

hey guys I made a T-shirt design for my sister with heart issues, feel free to use it no credit needed!

alt versions bc I couldn't decide whether the heart should be red or not

btw if you want me to make a version with different text at the bottom let me know I'll probably do it

[adam-sztuk]

"And although I don't understand why, you and I have this special thing that makes me want to return to your lips one more time."

[normal-with-adhd-is-a-joke]

Lately when I've felt like I was going to pass out I've taken my heart rate and it's been in my normal range (~90-100bpm) so I expected this time to be the same.

It turns out my body was right about me needing to lay down this time.

[bishiglomper]

Felt like shit and slept all day. Only got up when mom expressed concern like okay maybe we can go get ourselves a granola bar. Get some blood flow going. blugh.

I managed a whole cup o' oatmeal by myself so I feel accomplished.

Every time I checked my pulse I was sitting down. Ive been sleeping all day, so. Made sense.

It was the only abnormality. (BP and glucose were normal) Mostly it was just 100. Which, my normal is like 97-100. At one point it was fluctuating by 110-120.

I took it standing up

145. Ohh. Okay. That's not normal.

I feel more validated in my feeling shitty.

I took my meds and some extra lorazapam

It was still 130 standing.

In bed its hanging around 108.

I dunno why but I must be in some kinda IST flare.

It's frustrating because I was actually struggling with the "well, its not a depression sleep, right?? I really do physically feel like shit but nothing hurts???" Am I gaslighting myself?? 🫣😭

But seriously if there's a 30 point jump that might be POTS, right??

I would think ESPECIALLY if im already on 100 of metoprolol and 1 mg lorazapam when this is going on jfc

But then wouldn't my blood pressure drop. Or rise. Or something? I don't get it.

[zurko48]

[je-suis-ronflex]

J'ai un plan cul avec qui j'ai couché il y a un petit moment qui vient de m'écrire pour me dire qu'il avait été testé positif à une MST et qu'il voulait me prévenir au cas où, j'ai aucun symptôme mais le boug me dit qu'il n'en avait pas non plus et j'étais là en mode

mais c'est pas grave, je devais me faire dépister quoi qu'il arrive donc surprise mdr même si j'apprécie l'honnêteté du monsieur

[mgnifiqueyoo]

"Let me be the water that embraces you, a beautiful flower. A water lily. So that no storm can ever hurt you as it isn’t my heart’s choice."

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‘ It's still me… but different. ‘

As everybody says, grief is the price we pay for love… and Y/N L/N could surely see herself believing it. After losing her best friend on his birthday, the poor girl knew to herself that his death was her wrongdoing. A mistake she could never forget.

But the moment she attempts to start over, she sees him again.

Junseok Oh. Resurrected from the dead.

⊱ ────── {.⋅ chapters ⋅.} ────── ⊰

act i: mia nea apxh | ΕΠΙΣΤΡΟΦΗ. | ΕΝΑΣ ΞΕΝΟΣ | ΚΟΡΟΪΔΙΑ | ΤΟ ΑΠΡΟΣΜΕΝΟ. | ΞΕΡΑΜΕΝΑ ΦΥΛΛΑ. | ΜΑΥΡΟ ΦΟΡΕΜΑ. | ΣΚΙΩΜΕΝΑ ΜΥΣΤΗΡΙΑ. | Η ΑΛΗΘΕΙΑ. act ii: ΝΥΚΤΕΡΙΝΟΣ. | ΜΙΑ ΠΑΡΩΔΙΑ. | ΠΑΡΕΞΗΓΩ. | ΤΟ ΣΥΜΒΟΥΛΙΟ. | ΤΟ ΨΕΜΑ. | ΑΝΕΣΗ. | ΣΠΙΘΗΤΕΣ. | ΤΟ ΦΩΣ. | Η ΑΠΑΝΤΗΣΗ. act iii:

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genre/s: angst, fluff, action, supernatural, adventure

main theme/s: enemies to lovers, best friends to lovers, heroism

status: ongoing

idols & group/s included: atbo members, seok rakwon (written prior his departure), jay b of got7/soloist, majority of the boyz (lee juyeon, kim younghoon, lee sangyeon, kim sunwoo, choi chanhee, kim sunwoo)

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[aelianated-star]

Being loaded into an ambulance: Sorry am I ruining the vibe?

[ceces-thoughts]

October 1 2024

I was diagnosed with Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia (IST) last month. i finally have an answer to my heart issues. i was also diagnosed with ADHD which explains so much in my life and im happy i can get that figured out. my doctor now instead of blaming my heart, fatigue and joint issues on anxiety is now blaming that on the meds (minus my heart issues. proved her wrong lol) and i keep telling her it’s not the meds and something is seriously wrong.

other news i still haven’t talked to my mom and it’s been almost 3 months. i was thinking about what i want to say to her to try and resolve our issues but it made me nauseas. idk what to do about it. she’s immature and cant communicate healthily

[javierduffy]

Same anon from earlier who sent that ask about how Dutch would react to javieran. I finished the fic but uh it's porn lol. If you're still interested it's "steady beat" on ao3

anon i would like you to know that i spent the first 20 minutes of my shift sitting in the bathroom reading this and i do not regret a single moment

THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD ARE UOU INSANE !-?/!?:3! JAVIERAN CONTENT WAS EXCITING ENOUGH ALREADY BUT PORN ??? AND SOFT, FLUFFY, HEAD-OVER-HEELS IN LOVE PORN ???????? you wrote this for ME !!!!!!! and i am SO GRATEFUL !-!2!2!3 OMG !!!!!!!!!! it was sooo good i was literally giggling and kicking my feet the whole time, you nailed their dynamic sooo so perfectly imo 😭💔 reading that was such a pleasure thank you for the food !!!!!

[interskyned]

i got accommodations at work today so i can sit at the register and if you’re looking for a sign to do the same, THIS IS IT! i tried explaining to my fiancé when i got home that i was tired but not so tired i’m in need of medical attention and he was like “yeah? that’s how able bodied people feel?????” and i was so genuinely shocked, the magic of a fucking metal stool is unmatched and it’ll probably give my butt a bruise but it’s SO worth it

[vaelynez]

What kind of hell have I unlocked my heart-rate’s 150 sitting in the middle of class. What am I supposed to do, lay on the floor in the middle of a lecture?

Ah yes, chronic illness my beloved.

[adam-sztuk]

Let our bodies flow 😏😉

[zikllop]

Ich brauche leider nichts Außer einer Seele, die verwandt mit meiner ist.

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