shoto todoroki is fucking shameless. and surprisingly clingy.
he’d done a good job becoming a little more social little by little. he’s still a little wonky and awkward during the few times he tries to make conversation, but he tries and that’s the good part. you’re proud of him.
you’ve known shoto since you were kids, his closest friend, you’d seen him through it all and you’re so grateful that he’s found friends he feels comfortable and happy with, though he always reassures you that you’re dearest to him, which always makes you a little too giddy and flustered for somebody who’s supposed to be his closest friend and nothing more.
you’re in the cafeteria chatting with your mutual friends, shoto had told you to go off without him since he needed to go the bathroom and you found yourself sitting next to midoriya when he’d scooched in next to you, happy to see there was still a spot for him at the table. you liked midoriya a lot, he was sweet, cute and most importantly he made shoto come out of his shell in a way that you regrettably never could, plus the way he flails around when he gets embarrassed is pretty funny.
(you did notice ochaco’s face going completely blank for a few seconds, but you didn’t think much about it.)
after a few minutes of giggling and chatting shoto shows up, and something is immediately wrong with the way his natural straight face goes absolutely dead in the span of three seconds. it’s subtle, but you know him and it’s there. there also seems to be a chill in the room now.
he’s at your side of the table in three seconds, but he doesn’t register your smile in greeting as his cold gaze is glued to the green haired boy next to you.
“midoriya,” and his voice even sounds a little deeper, colder as he speaks like he somehow managed to use his right side on his mouth.
“that’s my seat.” he states calmly.
“oh ! my bad, todoroki !” izuku splutters an apology, but shoto’s eyes do not waver, staying fixed on the boy until he grabs his tray and makes a move to stand “i didn’t realize this was your spot, sorry !”
you feel a little bad at how intensely he’s apologizing, but you’re still shell shocked about that look. shoto seems unfazed though, his expression morphs slightly when izuku goes to squeeze in next to iida.
“i always sit next to yn.”
it’s so stupid. really, it is. how fast that makes your heart beat. because shoto does always sit next to you, he always has and he still always does when you come over to his house. but it’s the fact that he didn’t say he always sits here, in his unassigned assigned seat.
he said he always sits next to you. and your mind and heart races.
you don’t get much time to think because immediately he’s next to you, sighing before sitting as close to you as he can. he looks over to you and you look back, still a little startle but his features are soft again when he looks at you. he drops his utensils to thread his fingers with yours under the table.
“ did you wash your hands, mister ?” you tease, but you squeeze his hand when he squeezes yours. he frowns but it’s not the one from before. it almost looks like a pout and you snort.
“yes, i did.” he snips, you giggle and his eyes soften. even as you assure him you were just kidding he doesn’t mind, he couldn’t be mad at you.
you offer him a bite of your lunch as truce and he leans forward and plops a piece in his mouth from your chopsticks, then offers you a bit of his precious soba noodles and even holds a hand below them so they don’t spill because he insists on feeding you himself.
your friends pretend they don’t see the lowkey romantic exchange, but with the way shoto keeps insisting to have you eat his food and the soft barely there smile when you crack a joke that manages to break through his icey demeanor, they can start to figure out why he wanted to sit next to you so bad.
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i don't think jing yuan gets jealous very often or very easily but with that said i have the clearest picture of you waltzing with the members of the astral express and him being a little bit of a way about it
there's something about the way you laugh when himeko dips you and how warmly you smile at welt when he spins you, how easily you fit with them and how readily you welcome their touch
he smiles the whole time but there's something inside of him that's burning and finally, he can't help himself and has to cut in
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hi bee! I just finished reading “Nevra coming to terms with the fact that he is still in love with the Guardian” and you left me wondering, how would they get back into it? I mean what is your vision on them trying to be together again? how would they do it? this is not a scenario request, I suppose you could call it a hc, I just wanted see your opinion on it
♦️My thoughts on Guardy and Nevra’s relationship after my “Jealousy” fic♦️
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A/N: This is a companion piece to one of my previous stories. You don’t really have to read it to understand it, but I’ll recommend doing so anyway.
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It would take a lot of time and patience for them to be ready for a proper relationship again.
While Guardy wanted to jump into a relationship straight away, both because they were still in love with him and as a weak attempt to regain some familiarity after they’d lost so much, Nevra wasn’t at all ready for it.
Seeing them again meant that he had to accept and work through a lot of other things he had spent the last few years carefully avoiding. He let his repressed feelings bubble to the surface and now it was like he had no control over them anymore.
He couldn’t afford to let other people be affected by his trauma, not in the way that Guardy was. So he started working into acceptance and finally allowing himself to grieve his previous life.
Guardy joined him in that eventually. While talking to and meditating with Leiftan had helped, there were things she had lost that he couldn’t understand.
He kind of welcomed her presence. In a way, they symbolized his pain at the time, and it was nice to see them involved in the process.
Well… there were also other things that they had to work through. They both still talked frequently even though they weren’t together, and Guardy started getting to know Nevra and the ways he had changed over the years.
Seven years does a lot to change a person, after all.
It was still difficult to reconcile the younger, sillier Nevra with the older, mature one, but she could still see a lot of his younger self in him. In the way he couldn’t help but tease her or in his interactions with Karenn and Chrome.
They had grown to love the new him as much as they loved the old him.
Months into their awakening, they noticed how easier things had become. They didn’t see their new life as a cheap imitation of their previous one, and didn’t feel like a relic of a bygone era awkwardly trying to fit in where they didn’t belong.
Nevra wasn’t a coping mechanism, a way to diminish the pain of all the other things they had lost. He was someone that they loved and grew to love.
Nevra is the one to approach them. Things had started growing awry and he didn’t want to waste anymore time.
Like everything else, their new-old relationship is definitely a process.
They can’t just go back to the way things were, can’t really rehash their old dynamic and hope it works. They were different now.
So they approached it as they would any new relationship. It wasn’t really a continuation of what they had before, but a new beginning.
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I am genuinely so terrified of the fact that I have to find a job now. I'm trying to think of or look up a job that's suitable for my mentally ill autistic ass and I just. I don't know. Everything either requires some very specific qualifications that I don't have, or seems at best awfully exhausting, at worst literally putting me in danger. And I'm not even exaggerating, I genuinely think that working in retail, for example, could possibly kill me if I was forced to do that job for long enough. I sometimes get overwhelmed to the point of crying when there's too many other customers while I'm shopping, I can't imagine working in an environment like that. I suppose physical jobs could work, I've been to this blueberry plantation twice last week and mentally I was fine, but it was. So tiring. And you don't even make that much money a day, I don't think I could earn enough even if I did work there everyday, not to mention it's only a seasonal job. Right now it's fine for me to go there every now and then, but if I wanted to move out and become independent I'd have to get an actual day job. And that sounds impossible. The only job that sounds good to me is being an artist, it's not too mentally or physically difficult, and it's something I enjoy. But I'd have to get commissions constantly or start a small business or something like that to actually survive. And I'm not saying it's impossible, I know that people can live by being an artist, but it's so hard to get into that field. I wish I could do it but I dont know if it's possible for me. Makes me wanna cry. I hate this I hate that my brain isn't suited for this world and still I have to participate in all that shit that everyone has to do. My brain isn't made for working like that
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