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"Codependency" by Nestor
This intricate black-and-white hand-drawn artwork captures the powerful emotional connection between a couple, intertwined through a vast network of neurons and veins. It delves deep into the symbolism of codependency, showing how relationships can become both a source of strength and constraint. The contrast of the delicate lines of the human forms with the intricate web of connections evokes a profound reflection on love, dependency, and identity.
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Unlocking the Mysteries of Bible Prophecy: What You Need to Know About End Times
In our modern age dominated by social media, we frequently encounter discourse on a myriad of life’s facets, notably, spirituality. It has become a forum for individuals to express their viewpoints and apprehensions, particularly in relation to ecclesiastical matters, spiritual leaders, and devoutness. Nonetheless, within this cacophonous milieu of diverse opinions, there arises a resounding call…
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#ancient wisdom#contemporary contexts#digital age#intricate web#mysteries#prophecies#prophetic landscape
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coping after the events of frybread face&me through kevin day exposure therapy, bedtime sketch
#amalia day could out sing all youse fuckers#going insane with hcs because my mutuals get it (we’re delusional)#this close to sharing my intricate hc web#havnt drawn a horse in… seven years#digital art#all for the game#aftg fanart#aftg#digital painting#kevin day#indigenous kevin day#native#bedtime sketch
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conspiracy brain prediction for new d20 season:
i think aabria is gonna climb up on the table at some point
#d20#dimension 20#the ravening war#matt mercer#brennan lee mulligan#erika ishii#lou wilson#aabria iyengar#aabria i know you are on here lurking#worlds beyond number#i know its insane but i simply believe it to be possible#like brennan in acofaf#lou in neverafter at murph#erika in their stint on cr and i feel like thats not the only time#idk erika seems like the type to have climbed on many a table#feral goblin vibes i love them#anyways i just choose to believe that everything i see is some sort of intricate web of connections :)
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finally finished my asos reread. i forgot how diabolical the last chapters are like what do you mean we get deeply introspective jon admitting to his desires for winterfell and lordship and children and comparing ghost to a weirwood and ‘he belonged to the old gods, this one’ and then denying all his desires bc winterfell belongs to the old gods too (and later these thoughts will become the declaration ‘winterfell belongs to my sister sansa’) and he chooses to deny his claim bc his love for the starks supersedes everything and then thinks of val up in her tower ‘i am not the man to steal you out of there’ (continuing his self denial and denying himself the role of the romantic hero) and then immediately he’s raised up to lord commander and then next chapter we get sansa as a bastard (their swapped social positions are full circle now) abruptly waking up to snowfall and being drawn to the yard that was meant to be a godswood but no weirwood can take root and ‘the eyrie was no home’ and ‘a godswood without gods, as empty as me’ and ‘she stepped out all the same’ and then the snow is like lovers kisses and like innocence and dreams and she literally rebuilds winterfell out of snow but her momentary peace is shattered by ‘dawn stealing into her garden like a thief’ and men who only want her for her beauty and claim and then she’s almost thrown out of a tower (later she will think of Jon explicitly for the first time since book 1). like oh my goddddd
#the web is so intricate it cannot be verbalised it must be experienced#if jonsa isn’t real then why does it feel like ur reading the books with the code cracked. like everything makes so much sense#rereads#junk
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Tonight on Thoughts That Fuck Me Up:
At some point, Mycroft probably came to the messed up realization that his little brother was safer outside than at home. Sherlock was already spending much of his time outside, and Mycroft encouraged it by sending him on all kinds of errands and assignments across Cordona, from stealing letters to searching for stupid rare coins. He had Sherlock spy on people for him, not because he couldn't do it himself, and not just because he wanted him to master the craft either, but because Mycroft would rather be the one to stay home and face the violent outbursts a million times over than have it be his baby brother. He let him be wild and free and spend as much time outside as possible even if it worried him sick (i wonder if sherlock ever told him about the slavers incident...), because, at the very least, the outside was an environment that Mycroft COULD control—manipulate in his favor so that, if for any reason he wasn't physically present to protect Sherlock, his reputation would. He'd been establishing connections with people everywhere he went since they arrived, compiling dossiers and dirt on everyone he met, securing the island for himself and his family. So at the very least, and especially when Mycroft was busy or away, Sherlock would be out in a public that either respected, feared, or owed Mycroft Holmes so many favors, watched over by his agents and other people he trusted, and not trapped inside a depressing manor with an unstable, abusive mother and a creepy doctor..
#sherlock holmes chapter one#i headcanon the overarching web of protection that mycroft carefully and tactfully built around his little brother to be so intricate#so clandestine that it eludes even sherlock. which is probably the whole point#im in genuine tears just thinking about the unconditional love this man has for his kid#and all the compromises he had to make for the sake of prioritizing his safety#its too much for any parent. let alone for a young adult who was never supposed to be one but still gives it his all#frogwares mycroft#mycroft holmes#thoughts & rambles
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Robert Duncan, from “Torso” | Frank Bidart, from “In the Western Night” | Ada Limón, from "The Conditional" x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x
#it's their year btw#1634#ode to hands and intricate rituals#L#my edits#hockey edits#toronto maple leafs#web weaving
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So many Tim Drake-centric fics and very rarely do I ever see Lonnie Machin (The original superhero named ANARKY) used as Moneyspider
Jason Todd this and Luigi Mangione that, what about Lonnie and Tim taking over the internet? Especially with the 'end' to the Unternet in Red Robin #21?
My hands are TWITCHING at the idea, frothing at the mouth, there's so much untapped current events-inspired bullshit you can pull with these two characters ALONE. Are you KIDDING ME?
I'm sitting here rocking back and forth in a wooden chair tapping my fingers together like a supervillain and yearning for someone more talented than I am to hop on my wavelength
#LET LONNIE HAVE HIS FUCKING INTRICATE WEB... PLEASE...#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#Someone... anyone... are you out there...#can you here me...?#is this thing on...?#red robin#dc red robin#tim drake#batman#anarky#timothy drake#lonnie machin#moneyspider
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#i feel like im missing an important piece#the intricate web.....#also i have a list of sources. to too many of these
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"My children are going to have normal family stories to tell their children, little funny stories about every day nothings, stories where no one dies too young or has to carry a burden of shame. [...] Nothing matters more to me, do you understand? Nothing." ~Leia Organa Solo, 16 ABY "You'll never catch up. Not with my help, not with a dozen assistants. That's because you take on everyone else's problems. Well, you weren't there for mine." ~Jaina Solo, 26 ABY
Leia Organa Solo || politician - Jedi - mother
Adrianne Lenker, not a lot, just forever // Michael Paul Kube-McDowell, Black Fleet Crisis: Before the Storm // Kathy Tyers, New Jedi Order: Balance Point
#star wars#star wars legends#star wars eu#Leia Organa#Jaina Solo#Jacen Solo#Anakin Solo#Han Solo#sort of#this is extremely half-assed#I'm just having a lot of Leia feels right now#the og trio and the parents they all became is something that can be#so personal actually#one day#one day I'm going to actually create a more intricate Leia-Jaina web weaving#but today is not that day#anyways#stuff I made#web weaving
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regarding the caeru callout post. i- how. i am flabbergastered. how do you people write this shit??? i've been playing three bleeding years and all i have is a skeleton who pretends to be a genius but is in fact a buffoon who has no idea what he's doing, a gay whore of an author who throws elaborate and incredibly illegal parties at his lavish townhouse whenever he's not in exile or prison... and then there's just blackbeard the pirate sitting in the corner. what am i doing wrong pls help
genuine answer: do absolutely deranged roleplaying with your friends and it will all spawn naturally over time (trust me i have like. a decade of experience with this exact phenomenon. all rp inevitably evolves into kingdom hearts and/or homestuck levels of complicated interwoven plot if you give it enough time and blorboing)
equally genuine answer: be absolutely shameless and do whatever you think is coolest. hype yourself up. be your own biggest fan. kill the part of you that cringes. if you make (to use a completely hypothetical example) a semi-immortal homunculus who's made in the image of a man that died years ago and from his perspective has been resurrected against his will you have to Own That Shit. you can't turn around and mock yourself/put yourself down about it. you gotta be earnest and shameless and confident. eventually you'll fool everyone else into thinking you actually are all of those things. i don't know how else to express that besides It Really Just Works
also practice. lots and lots of writing practice and writing experience. but that's the obvious advice you hear from every creative ever
#batter also deserves the credit for making it Even More Dramatic than i originally intended (via throwing the vake yearner into the mix)#when i was originally thinking out the shadow's backstory she wasnt a factor. at least 99% of my dramatic lore is improv#it's great#ask#also worth noting#i never really set out to make an intricate web of FL oc lore. it just spawned organically from me hyperfixating#and then deciding to flesh out my one (1) fallen london oc at the time (the scoundrel)#and then it all just. continued. and now here we are. really i just stumbled into this#if you've made cool ocs that you enjoy you have already won. you have done nothing wrong ever.#the point is to make what you enjoy and do what you want to do#you Cannot fail at playing with ur toys (barbie dolls (ocs))#not if you believe in yourself. not if you believe in the you that believes in you.#you gotta trick yourself into being an anime character that gets superpowers from belief and love and friendship tldr
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MHA Chapter 392 spoilers translations
This week’s initial tentative super rough/literal translations under the cut.
1-2 私の何を知ってるの⁉︎ わたしのなにをしってるの⁉︎ watashi no nani wo shitteru no!? “What do you know about me!?”
tagline 1 大軍にのまれ! たいぐんにのまれ! taigun ni nomare! Swallowed by a giant army!
tagline 2 No.392 ヴィラン名 堀越耕平 ナンバー392 ヴィランめい ほりこしこうへい NANBAA 392 VIRAN mei Horikoshi Kouhei No. 392 Villain Name Kouhei Horikoshi
3 フロッピーーー‼︎ FUROPPII--!! “Froppy--!!”
4 奥渡島のダメージで オクトじまのダメージで OKUTO jima no DAMEEJI de The damage I got at Octo Island,
5 くっ…うまく捌けなかった…! くっ…うまくさばけなかった…! gu...umaku sabakenakatta...! ggh...I didn’t handle it well...!
1 何一つ不自由なんかなかったくせに なにひとつふじゆうなんかなかったくせに nani hitotsu fujiyuu nanka nakatta kuse ni “Even though you had not even one inconvenience,”
2 ルールに合ってただけのくせに‼︎ ルールにあってただけのくせに‼︎ RUURU ni atteta dake no kuse ni!! “even though you only followed the rules!!”
3 生きやすく産まれただけのくせに‼︎ いきやすくうまれただけのくせに‼︎ iki yasuku umareta dake no kuse ni!! “Even though you were born only to live easily!!” (Note: This grammar pattern sounds more accusatory than it might sound in translation. The overall message is basically: “How could someone like you, who has only ever had such an easy life, know anything about me!?”)
1 スズメを殺して血を啜って スズメをころしてちをすすって SUZUME wo koroshite chi wo susutte You killed a sparrow to drink its blood,
2 笑ってるなんて… わらってるなんて… waratteru nante... and then you smile...
3 違うの ちがうの chigau no No, it’s different.
4 お庭に落ちてたの おにわにおちてたの oniwa ni ochiteta no It had fallen in the garden.
5 ハイ矯正していきまし���う"普通"に ハイきょうせいしていきましょう"ふつう"に HAI kyousei shite ikimashou “futsuu” ni All right, let’s go and correct you to normal.
6 あ ハイもうちょっと待ってください あ ハイもうちょっとまってください a HAI mou chotto matte kudasai Ah, yes, please wait a little longer.
7 すぐそっち行きます すぐそっちいきます sugu socchi ikimasu I’ll be right there.
8 えっと… etto... Um...
9 ええ大丈夫です ええだいじょうぶです ee daijoubu desu Yes, it’s fine.
10 そうですね… sou desu ne... That’s right...
11 強い"個性"を持つ子にありがちな倒錯ですよ つよい"こせい"をもつこにありがちなとうさくですよ tsuyoi “kosei” wo motsu ko niarigachi na tousaku desu yo It’s a perversion common to children who have strong quirks.
12 この社会ではよくあることです このしゃかいではよくあることです kono shakai de wa yoku aru koto desu It’s a thing that happens often in this society.
13 正して消していきましょう ただしてけしていきましょう tadashite keshite ikimashou Let’s go correct and erase it.
1 ヒミコちゃんの顔コワーイ! ヒミコちゃんのかおコワーイ! HIMIKO-chan no kao KOWAAI! Himiko-chan’s face is scaaary!
2 やめなさい‼︎何をしてるの やめなさい‼︎なにをしてるの yamenasai!! nani wo shiteru no Stop it!! What are you doing?
3 まるでーー異常者だ! まるでーーいじょうしゃだ! maru de--ijousha da! It’s like--you’re a deviant! (Note: I feel obligated to point out that the word for “deviant” also works as a word for “pervert.”)
4 普通しなさい! ふつうしなさい! futsuu shinasai! Be normal!
5 あの子ぜんぜん話合わないんだもん あのこぜんぜんはなしあわないんだもん ano ko zenzen hanashiawanainda mon That kid just doesn’t speak on the same wavelength [as us].
1 被身子‼︎ ヒミコ‼︎ HIMIKO!! Himiko!!
2 友だちの血を吸ったって⁉︎ ともだちのちをすったって⁉︎ tomodachi no chi wo sutta tte!? You sucked your friend’s blood!?
3 違うの ちがうの chigau no No, it’s different.
4 怪我してたからちうちうしたの けがしてたからちうちうしたの kega shiteta kara chiuchiu shita no I kissed it because they were injured. (Note: The onomatopoeia here for “kissed” also sounds like the one for “sucked.”)
5 普通じゃない‼︎ ふつうじゃない‼︎ futsuu ja nai!! That’s not normal!!
6 まともになりたくないのか⁉︎ matomo ni naritakunai no ka!? Don’t you want to be normal!? (Note: This word for “normal” also means “decent, upstanding.”)
7 パパ ママ PAPA MAMA Papa, Mama.
8 わからないの 私わからないの わからないの わたしわからないの wakaranai no watashi wakaranai no Don’t understand, I don’t understand.
9 みんな好きなノになるのガマンしてるの? みんなすきなノになるのガマンしてるの? minna suki na NO ni naru no GAMAN shiteru no? Is everyone restraining how they want to become the ones they like?
10 なんでみんな nande minna Why won’t everyone
11 ちうちうしないの? chiuchiu shinai no? kiss? (Note: Again, this is that same onomatopoeia that means both “kiss” and “suck.”)
12 ああ…‼︎ aa...!! Aah...!!
13 あ〜〜〜〜〜〜〜 a~~~~~~~ Aaaaaaaaah!
14 違うんだこれ ちがうんだこれ chigaunda kore This is so wrong.
15 もう根っこが! もうねっこが! mou nekko ga! Her core is already--! (Note: This “core” word means literally “roots,” and it’s the same word Katsuki uses to describe what Izuku is like “at his core” in chapter 284. I also can’t remember where but I’m pretty sure someone used the same word to describe Tomura at some point this arc. Maybe Dabi too.)
16-17 人間じゃない子産んじゃった! にんげんじゃないこうんじゃった! ningen ja nai ko unjatta! We went and gave birth to a child that isn’t human!
1 だからあなたはフタをした dakara anata wa FUTA wo shita “That’s why you covered it up.”
2 抑圧し仮面をつくった よくあつしかめんをつくった yokuatsu shi kamen wo tsukutta “You suppressed [yourself] and made a mask.”
3 自分じゃない誰かになった じぶんじゃないだれかになった jibun ja nai dare ka ni natta “You became someone other than yourself.”
1 ああ aa “Aagh!”
2 麗日ぁあああ‼︎ うららかぁあああ‼︎ Urarakaaaaa!! “Urarakaaaaa!!“
3 梅雨ちゃん! つゆちゃん! Tsuyu-chan! “Tsuyu-chan!“
1 ケロ! KERO! “Ribbit!”
2 違うそっちじゃな ちがうそっちじゃな chigau socchi ja na “No, not over there!”
3 え e “Eh?”
4 ゲゴッ GEGO “Ribbi-cough!”
5 トガだ! TOGA da! “That’s Toga!”
6-7 ヒーローは殲滅する ヒーローはせんめつする HIIROO wa senmetsu suru “Annihilate the heroes!”
8 飛び散った血を分身が摂取してるんだ! とびちったちをぶんしんがせっしゅしてるんだ! tobichitta chi wo bunshin ga sesshu shiterunda! “The doppelgangers are ingesting the blood that’s splattering everywhere!”
1 ウチまで… UCHI made... “Even me...”
2 この量に抗うには… このりょうにあらがうには… kono ryou ni aragau ni wa... “To oppose these numbers...”
3 全員一丸となってのチームアップが不可欠だった…! ぜんいんいちがんとなってのチームアップがふかけつだった…! zen’in ichigan to natte no CHIIMUAPPU ga fukaketsu datta...! “it was essential for everyone to team up all together...!”
4 散らされ…欺かれるのであれば最早… ちらされ…あざむかれるのであればもはや… chirasare...azamukareru node areba mohaya... “We’ll be scattered...and deceived, so the quickest way...“
5 うわああああ‼︎ uwaaaaa!! “Waaaaah!!”
6 最早 もはや mohaya The quickest way
7 止める術は… とめるすべは… tomeru sube wa... to stop her is...
1 そいつを殺せ そいつをころせ soitsu wo korose Kill him!
2 殲 せん sen Anni-
3 滅 めつ metsu -hilate!
4 トガ…ヒミコちゃん…聞いてっ トガ…ヒミコちゃん…きいてっ! TOGA...HIMIKO-chan...kiite! “Toga...Himiko-chan...listen!”
5-6 私は…!"ルール"を守ることが… わたしは…!"ルール"をまもることが… watashi wa...! “RUURU” wo mamoru koto ga... “I...! [Thought that] following the rules...”
7 ヒーローだと思ってた…‼︎外れる事が…敵だと思ってた…! ヒーローだとおもってた…‼︎はずれることが…ヴィランだとおもってた…! HIIROO da to omotteta...!! hazureru koto ga...VIRAN da to omotteta...! “I thought that’s what a hero is...!! I thought that deviating [from them]...is what a villain is...!”
8 でもねトガヒミコちゃん demo ne TOGA HIMIKO-chan “But you know, Himiko Toga-chan,”
9 私のお友だちは今 わたしのおともだちはいま watashi no otomodachi wa ima “my friend right now,”
10 そんなルールより何より そんなルールよりなにより sonna RUURU yori nani yori “more than the rules, more than anything,”
1-2 あなたと向き合おうとしてる あなたとむきあおうとしてる anata to mukiaou to shiteru “is trying to face you.” (Note: The word here literally means “to face, oppose, face off with, confront,” but the meaning implied here is that this confrontation is not a merely physical battle but an attempt to address Toga philosophically.)
3 それはただ殲滅するより それはただせんめつするより sore wa tada senmetsu suru yori “Rather than just annihilating you,”
4 ただ確保するより ただかくほするより tada kakuho suru yori “rather than securing you,”
5 困難な道だと思う こんなんなみちだとおもう konnan na michi da to omou “I think it’s the more difficult path.”
6 だから dakara “So,”
7 お茶子ちゃんのこと おちゃこちゃんのこと Ochako-chan no koto “about Ochako-chan,”
8 遅くなったかもしれないけれど おそくなったかもしれないけれど osokunatta kamo shirenai kedo “maybe she was late, but”
9 少しでいいから…話を聞いて! すこしでいいから…はなしをきいて! sukoshi de ii kara...hanashi wo kiite! “just a little is fine...listen to what she has to say!”
1 構造が違う‼︎ こうぞうがちがう‼︎ kouzou ga chigau!! Literal: “The structure is different!!” Contextual: “We’re built differently!!”
2 おまえ達が言う祝福も喜びも おまえたちがいうしゅくふくもよろこびも omaetachi ga iu shukufuku mo yorokobi mo “The blessings and joy you all speak of,”
1 私は何も感じない! わたしはなにもかんじない! watashi wa nani mo kanjinai! “I feel none of them!”
2-3 そっちの尺度で私を可哀想な人間にするな‼︎ そっちのルールでわたしをかわいそうなにんげんにするな‼︎ socchi no RUURU (kanji: shakudo) de watashi wo kawaisou na ningen ni suruna!! “Don’t make me a pitiable person by those rules (read as: standards)!!” (Note: In an incredibly well-timed turn of events, this ask has become extremely relevant. The sentence above, in content and structure, resembles Twice’s narration directed at Hawks in chapter 266.)
4 そういやトガちゃんって souiya Toga-chan tte “Come to think of it, Toga-chan,”
5 敵名つけねえの? ヴィランめいつけねえの? VIRAN-mei tsukenee no? “can’t you [use] a villain name?”
tagline 蘇る記憶…‼︎ よみがるきおく…‼︎ yomigaeru kioku...!! A memory revives...!!
#my hero academia leak translations#mha 392#bnha 392#my hero academia manga spoilers#final showdown spoilers#himiko toga#thinly-veiled allegories for direct expressions of affection#and how japan is so painfully allergic to them#the fact that toga's affection was so repulsive to society#that society so utterly failed to teach her anything about consent#THE MESSY WEB HATH BEEN WOVEN SO INTRICATELY#THAT IS _SOME SHIT_ MY DUDES
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got deltarune darkner relationships on the brain tonight. i think a lot of them have had one-sided feelings for jevil (specifically spades king, rouxls kaard, and spamton, as well as your fair share of assorted folks around card kingdom) but jevil has only ever had eyes for seam. i do not think that man has ever even considered the possibility that he could fall for someone else and he isn't starting now.
#ooc#seavil#deltarune#the intricate web of my very specific very niche thoughts on deltarune's divorce drama lives eternally in my mind#these middle aged to old folks are having at leave five soap opera plots at any given time#and almost all of them involve seam
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i can't start my morning with yet another cheeky cry come on now
#life#me @ my brain: be so for real right now#i just have so many thoughts and they all cross each other and make this intricate web of misery#and i feel so... ass#i'm tired of being mentally ill i'm tired of being a fucking weirdo#i'm tired of feeling like i don't belong or don't fit in#i'm tired of watching people have a good time from the sidelines like some creep#i keep circling back to the thought#that maybe if i was diagnosed earlier in my life.. i would've been better#that i would've had tools to deal with everything that i would've known it's not some personal moral failing#i wouldn't have blamed myself for everything all the time#i wouldn't have tortured myself wondering what was i doing wrong why people didn’t like me#and even with that my mind's all “well maybe your mother was protecting you!”#because maybe she didn't want someone to slap a label that would define me for the rest of my life#that would be the first thing people would know before they even had the chance to know me#and i feel so damn conflicted#but it hurts it hurts not every day but on days like this#it hurts somewhere deep in my heart and i can't shake it#i just have to wait it out fam#therapy is literally in a week i'm uh 🤠🔫
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whyyyyyyyy does toni morrison always have to write such beautiful novels with extremely complex characters and nuances? like sometimes i just want to hate someone in her books, and sometimes i do hate them, but then they also have like these complexities in their character and experiences that i also have to appreciate and like reevaluate my world view and at the same time like be enchanted by morrison’s prose. like sometimes i just want to have an opp like donato sarratore
#this is not actually a rant this is a love letter to toni morrison#just like how does she always craft such an intricate web of stories where someone can do something unforgivable but also#have really interesting nuances in their character so i hate them but also like see into their minds
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i cant even get mad abt chozen and sensei kim sex because first and foremost this show is a telenovela. second. yeah i'd hit that too
#s.txt#ck spoilers#the intricate web of dynamics and relationships in these five episodes was sooo. complex.
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