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This is how my morning started, it was very soothing, knowing a beautiful journey with my favorite person happens to be you, every version of myself leaning into my strengths. I’m just a So.east baby😌👌🏾, filled with love to give and receive love. Most importantly being at peace, even if things do not make sense, I accepted to not lean not only on my own understanding. 🙌🏾
Random thoughts💭 It would be nice to have a Crochet Jumbo Plushie. I gotta stop playing and learn how to. Powerpuff Girls?
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Have you ever been around the right people and a smile was the only confirmation you need, to know you are seen?🦦 Always be loved out loud, it’s beautiful to see.
Everyday is a day to appreciate that we are loved. Don’t ever stop learning, just learn how to love correctly, and know letting go is love too.
#matrimony#duet#youtube#wale#usher#rnb#rnb vibes#culture#self love#Journey#sunset to sunrise#beach#its just me#Crochet#crochetplushie#crochet yarn#🧶#self healing#healing#healing journey#Travel coast to coast#music#whole#single#Initiator and reciprocator#keep the faith#keep leading#Be thankful for holding yourself tight on most vulnerable days#Sade#Remy
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Wade: What's the most insane thing you've ever done?
Wade: For me, it's travelling the multiverse to find my soulmate because nobody matched my freak in my own universe.
Logan, softly staring down at Wade who's lying on his lap: I decided to give my kidnapper a chance and blindly followed him.
#wade's crush turned into something unbreakable and deeper than love itself#logan fell so hard for wade that it scared him initially#when they accepted their feeelings and started reciprocating their love became divine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#wade wilson#james logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#peanutbub#imagine your otp#otp prompts#writing promt#old man yaoi#marvel memes#mcu avengers#ao3 fanfiction#ryan reynolds and hugh jackman#deadpool x wolverine#mischievous thunder
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How would Sun from your have you eaten au feel about hugs? He seems like he's so reserved and you mentioned that because he knows he's a robot he isn't very indulgent
But would he like hugs? Or could he warm up to them eventually?
(was chatting with @inkydoughnut the other day and i realized i never posted this comic woops 😂)
well well! Sun is no stranger to hugs! he doesn't usually initiate hugs, but he's used to receiving them from when he was a daycare attendant. he's never really learned when is a good time to pull back tho, so he often stays put until you pull back first:
Eclipse: Sun, we have dishes to wash.
Sun: You have 4 hands. And Moon.
#ask the crab#fnaf sun#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#Have You Eaten? AU#Sun Have You Eaten? AU#Eclipse Have You Eaten? AU#crab art#digital art#bright colours#i think he does like hugs though#it's one of those things where he only realizes he likes them in their absence#like if a customer were to hug Sun every day#if they suddenly stopped coming to the restaurant Sun would feel a little down#ough i can imagine the first time he got hugged by one of the kids at the daycare#he's seen kids hug Moon and Eclipse all the time#but the first time one hugs him#ough#he probably cherishes that memory#i've mentioned before physical touch isn't really how he communicates his care#but i think if he were in a relationship with someone who likes to hug and kiss him#he would try to take more initiative to reciprocate#“Do you like this?”#“Is this adequate?”#“I want to better understand what brings you joy.”#“Then perhaps I can better understand the effect you have on me.”
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If it was platonic why was Deva's hand aching to touch Varadha's as soon as he put his hand on Deva's thigh?
If it was platonic why was deva's arm readily hanging waiting to hold onto Varadha’s body?
If it was platonic why was Deva running his hand along Varadha's arm and squeezed his elbow?
If it was platonic why was Deva's instinct to run his fingers through Varadha's hair?
If it was platonic why did he put his hand on Varadha's chest and softly pat it in soothing manner?
If it was platonic.......but it never was, wasn't it? because they always have been in love.
#salaar#varadha rajamannar#varadeva#devaratha raisaar#prabhas#prithviraj sukumaran#Varadha keeps moving around finding the best position to sleep on Deva’s lap#and yet Deva never fails trying to put his hand on him#like even since the beginning his hand keep trying to adjust to his movements#he’s not hesitating#he didn’t wait till Varadha completely still on his lap#but the moment Varadha initiated the touch he was so eager to reciprocate ten folds#deva having the prettiest longest fingers like gosh look at those slender beauties#think about how softly he would hold Varadha with those hands
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5p yuuram bloood twww
#i feel bad for tagging this yuuram cuz its so far from canon LMFAO i will for organization but like...#yuuram#mine#kkm#comics#fanart#its been so long since i got to draw a comic im so happy im flourishing#uhhh anyways#hc time. i think yuuri is the type of person to act before he thinks and therefore i think he would be the first to initiate. not exactlu a#unpopular interpretation of yuuri but i think he likes wolf before he knows it and so his body acts b4 he recognizes the feelings wihin him#i also think wolf wont initiate first cuz his love towards yuuri is very. um. catholic and political lmao.#cuz hes a dog and a human weapon. he thinks the suffering is part of his job. like born duty. and i think he likes it too#cuz theres eomthing about being able to pour ur soul into being obsessed w someone in a gay codependent relationship w/out worrying ab them#reciprocating LMFAO#anyways i think wolf loves in a way that is very intentional. his love is a weapon that he gives to people. its not something to indulge in#i also thinkk his love is a weapon for himself. to sharpen and use. like motivation/justification to exist and also DUTY BABYYY#i talked too much#wolfram von bielefelt#shibuya yuuri#(comic is abuot yuuri. talks about wolfram instead) sorry son.
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Hello! I hope I won't sour your mood with this ask but I have been thinking a lot about your gay dogs this month especially.
I'll just try to keep the context short but in general I'm someone that has accepted being romantically undesireable. It was hard but in the end I have built my life just around me, my humble family and at this point in time I don't even think I have the time for a partner. And considering that it's the love month and a lot of people are preparing to celebrate it with their SOs I assumed that, actually, this is a thing that I sort of have in common with Machete.
From the miscellaneous lore on your profile I see Machete as someone that also has kind of rejected love. That also has built his life around his job, possibly hobbies, his family or mentors (depending if we're talking about canon or modern au). Who kind of forgot that relationships are a thing and that people bond with others in that way. Well, at least he did until meeting Vasco.
I just love thinking about their awkward beginnings. Machete being 100% sure that Vasco is just joking, maybe even sometimes teasing him (in a friendly banter type way) or just explaining to himself that all that kindness and interest is just him being a very considerate friend. And then we have Vasco that just tries to be subtle, as if he was trying to pass a fawn without it noticing and running away, but also with time gains confidence and tries more risque moves. Vasco being all smug and Machete being flustered when their hands or shoulders or tails brush in passing. And then when both are sure of their feelings we have Machete who has to choose between God and his love. Who, at first, unwillingly accepts that divine wrath will be worth their brief love.
I just love your boys. I swear they are all the love supply one might possibly need
Thank you for such a long and thoughtful message! I don't know why you thought you might accidentally sour my mood, I'm utterly delighted whenever I hear that someone has been pondering my little guys (rotating them in their head, as they say), and when they go through the trouble of sharing their findings and conclusions I'm so happy I could crawl up a wall.
I think you deciphered Machete's inner workings very well, especially those of the original canon version. The concept of love is of course prominent in Christianity, so even as a kid being raised in a religious environment that discouraged overt displays of affection and close personal bonds, Machete wasn't completely alienated from it. But it has always been a nebulous, unperceivable and unattainable thing for him. When he was old enough to lock down his career choice he readily accepted he'd never have romantic relationships, spouse or a family, and I think he must've been too young and socially inexperienced to think of it as a significant loss. Either he consciously blocked out the need for companionship by studying and working like his life depended on it, or he didn't really consider that being genuinely befriended, appreciated and loved as a person instead of a respectable and competent authority figure was even an option for him, at least not until Vasco came along.
#I think it took some time to get through his initial defences#especially since when they first met the stressful apprenticeship period was still fresh in Machete's mind#the years under his explosive and gaslighting mentor's wing had made him very distrustful so he preferred to just stick to himself#Vasco is good at winning people over and once he convinced him that he didn't have any ulterior motives they became besties pretty quickly#and even though the line between platonic and romantic started gradually blurring Machete kept convincing himself#that his feelings for Vasco were just Very Deep Friendship#and Vasco has an eye for noticing these things and a bolder personality#so when he tried to reciprocate a little bit Machete thought 'what a good friend he is'#'so kind and considerate and I'm so grateful and lucky to have him and I must not ruin things by getting too personal'#it was awkward and at times a little bit painful but I'd like to believe the progression was for the most part smooth and natural#considering the circumstances it could've been a lot more distressing#as corny as it is I think they were just happy to have found each other#they advanced at the same phase and reached the 'I think we've become a couple actually' stage at the same time#at least that's how I imagine it at the moment#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#long post
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look at me baby, dead in my eyes it's the end of our holiday, but it isn't goodbye carry me with you all of the time eat of me baby, skin to the bone body on body, until I'm all gone but I'm with you, inside
🎥 @theriddletrades
#sweeney todd#mrs lovett#broadwayedit#sweenett#josh groban#annaleigh ashford#this set brought to you by the way annaleigh WINCES after 'that wouldn't be too painful would it?'#babby....babbygirlm#babygrl#im having a meltdown#anyway sexxxxxxxxy ass dip thank u as always for your captures riddle xoxo#if u think about it this chronicles the rise and fall of her being able to soothe sweeney with her touch#starts out just ghosting her hands over him; filled to the brim with want but not quite able to touch him yet#slowly she coaxes him and draws him out in wait; he's FULLY reciprocal by alp#he's slipping away from her a little by bts but she's able to pull him back to her just before she loses him again.#he recoils from her in life#but in death??? we're so back baby. and this time HE'S initiating. they're meeting as equals. very sexy thank u tommy kail#in case you all were wondering i am STILL HERE !!!!!!!! :D#otp: if you only knew#**
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i just need to know what it is about me that everyone thinks it’s okay to constantly disrespect me and treat me like a subhuman. everyone keeps telling me it’s not my fault that i keep getting used and fucked over but the common denominator is me.
like i don’t know what it is about guys being on the internet that makes them think women are a roster for them to act how every they want and have no consequences. im sorry it’s fucking trashy and what’s worse is when they’re people you have been friends with for years. even worse when they’re in a relationship. being online does not mean anonymous and social media is not a fucking dating or hookup app and i dont do that shit. i dont associate with people who do that shit and i don’t tolerate it being done to me.
you can ask people to stop but unless they respect you and actually want to i guess change for lack of a better word you’re stuck on a constant cycle of this harassment and borderline mental abuse and it’s really starting to take its fucking toll on me.
I’ve lost some of my best friends who think i just fuck around with whoever gives me attention because of my personality i guess i don’t know but it makes me sick to my stomach and i have never hated myself more. and then to find out your boyfriend is/was doing the same thing? it’s fucking devastating.
all it tells me is that im worth nothing to no one. the only thing im good for is sex or my appearance and when they get bored of me theres always someone else.
i have given up so much of myself to people who don’t deserve to be a thought in my mind and I still will protect them because i want to be the better person.
i just can’t take it anymore. i want to be chosen by someone who chooses me. me the person. sure i want the compliments and the flirty bits n all that but like there’s so much more to me than just my appearance and it’s becoming sickening clear that’s all im good for.
i’ve never felt so alone and i hate myself for it.
#like i don’t even pursue anything with people#i don’t initiate this shit and i sure as shit don’t reciprocate#so i don’t understand why this keeps happening#like these people know me#they know exactly how i am#why do they think i’ll act any differently online#i am a one guy kind of girl#i do not fuck around#even now i wont#and literally no one knows about the boyfriend situation#we’re still acting like everything is normal to the friend group#again because even though he deserves no grace i still want to protect him#i don’t want people talking bad about him despite how much i still hurt#so as far as everyone is concerned aside from the like 2 people who know#im in a relationship and it just shows that people have no fucking respect for that#like aside from tumblr two people know what’s up#one moved away like 5yrs ago and doesn’t talk to anyone#and the other kinda got thrown into the middle of it at no fault of their own#so like literally people just have zero disrespect for me#and i don’t want it to make me angry or bitter#but it’s so fucking hard
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shout out to the worst couple out there
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from Diary Of A Wimpy Kid: 25 Years Later
#scream#stu macher#billy loomis#art#my art#i knew i couldnt replicate the style of the original image whilst having them both be recognizable and also have it look good#so i decided Full Render would be funnier#anyway i like to think stu was in love with billy and it was Not reciprocated#same with tatum and sidney but that ones less because of toxicity and more just because sid's straight#stuilly#billy loomis x stu matcher#<- forgot those tag initially
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a short rest
#bg3#look I have so many feelings about Caesia and Astarion...#On the surface they're quite similar#biting wit and self-indulgence#they're both rather self-centered but Caesia still skews Good despite her impulses#they get along instantly and have a good time in each others' company#but Caesia initially distanced herself because they were so ideologically incompatible and figured the whole thing was just casual for him#anyway I drew this because even if he didn't verbally reciprocate her feelings#I bet he did shit like this that showed how safe he felt around her#crying in the club at 4am#proxi draws#not ff#im not even fucking done with this game#i just want to drown in my feelings
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Oh nooo... wlw are kinda eyerolling and sighing that a show got wrongfully marketed as "queerest Star Wars ever" and is now just, essentially, R/ylo 2.0... After a Lot of really potentially interesting women have been ganked over and over again, within the show.
And now a number of us wlw are a lil tongue and cheek about how we saw the objectification and hyper-sexualization going on with Yord within fandom, only for it to now morph over to Qimir... Oh, bro, what are we gonna Do?
#star wars#acolyte critical#im making my own post because I saw a heavy sigh inducing post#yea im thinking about the person acting like it's Strange that wolfwren folks are Not with Osha/Qimir rn#like im gonna be so real there are a lot of Wolfwren folks who.... don't be fucking with straight ships#simple as#are you surprised? really?#and especially when like... Qimir is. Absurdly foul in comparison to Shin?#sure. Shin stabbed Sabine. Sure! Shin force choked Sabine!#that is waaaay super different from. Murdering a big ol' group of her jedi friends#presumably! Osha was close with Yord! presumably Osha mightve had the slightest little reciprocated crush with Jecki#and initially she doesnt know if Qimir killed Mae and Sol too. she only has his word to go off of like#the dynamics are HUGELY different from Wolfwren dios fucking mio guys#if you come in here trying to defend the ship or Qimir to me I am Not gonna listen to you btw k thx bye#opinions
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Dude I know I'm deep into my Gale obsession when seeing people's dumbshit takes actually makes me angry. Someone on instagram called him easy and a gold digger??? How do you live with yourself.
#had to turn off my phone and sit with my thoughts for a sec after that one#like what the FUCK do you mean#I just don't understand how people think GALE is the 'sleazy' one. and they're always the Astarion simps lol#like Gale. a fuckboy. GALE. who is so fucking dedicated and loving and poetic and straightforward#compared to Astarion who ACTIVELY. CANONICALLY. USES SEX TO MANIPULATE THE PLAYER. and he has his reasons for that#but between the two you're saying GALE is sleazy???#or easy? when the only way to trigger his romance is if you initiate in the weave scene and reciprocate his flirting in the shadow curse#like he straight does not come on to you at all. if you heard the narrator say the moment is intimate and them imagined a “romantic walk” or#“kissing him passionately” and thought that was the platonic route then buddy it is definitely you with A Problem not him#anyway#bg3#gale dekarios#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#gale of waterdeep#baldur's gate#baldurs gate
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I love you thiiiiiiiiiiis much! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Yanderapy#The boys are back in town the boys are back in town <3#At least for the moment! Caught a quick glimpse of inspiration for them and then it settled again haha - but they're here now!#Following up on the idea of their give and take - Ishida is definitely the more selfish of the two and Micchan the more giving#You'd think that'd lead to them overstepping - Ishi asking for too much and Mitsu being all-too-happy to grant it but no!#Part of that is from Micchan being in therapy lol - even when he has trouble recognizing his healthy boundaries himself he has external help#And him being honest and upfront - communicating where he struggles - eventually puts the onus on his boyfriend to help him!#And he does!! Because Ishida loves him!! ♥#They're still weird about it tho lol <3 There are things that both of them can get away with that they wouldn't if they were dating others#Featured here is Mitsu initiating snuggles and Ishida reciprocating a little aggressively lol - which Micchan is into <3 Feels loved!#And also flusters him so he responds with his own cute aggression lol - but they recognize that in each other! They play :D#Mitsu would Try to reciprocate to the level his partner sets the standard of but he's full of these big feelings!#It all works out that Ishida Also feels that way haha - they match each other's energy naturally <3 They have quite good chemistry :)#They also behave when they need to lol that's enough PDAs for now ♪#And of course they also got caught in the plush brainmush everyone does everyone needs to#They'd be so cute...... Holding hands or plush-kissing................#I don't think Micchan's necklace counts as an accessory hmm what would they have#They both need their bracelets! Of course#But besides those hmmm what Signature Objects could they have I wonder#And how would Ishida's glasses stay on! Magnets? Stitched on? Hm! Many things to consider haha
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When Mortimer learns Manco is a fellow bounty killer...
He smiles softly, hinting that he's already considering asking Manco to become his partner.
Manco, on the other hand...
...comes to the same realization with a sour grimace. He enters full blown this-town-ain't-big-enough-for-the-two-of-us mode.
Manco repeatedly tries to instigate a fight as he attempts to kick Mortimer out of town. He steps on Mortimer's boots, punches him in the face, and-- of course-- shoots his hat.
Despite Manco's repeated attempts to provoke him, Mortimer never escalates the confrontation. He only reciprocates gestures that Manco introduces. When Manco steps on Mortimer's boots, Mortimer reciprocates. When Manco shoots Mortimer's hat a comical number of times, Mortimer reciprocates. Mortimer doesn't punch back, and he doesn't take the opportunity to injure (or kill) Manco-- even when Manco is at a range disadvantage.
This is noteworthy, because earlier in the film, Mortimer remarks:
"Why should a man walk around with a pistol and then let himself be insulted?"
Mortimer goes through most of his encounter with Manco wearing a calm, curious expression. Manco, meanwhile, seems enraged by Mortimer's very existence.
Why is Mortimer so unperturbed by Manco's antagonistic behavior?
Well! Though Manco clearly views this interaction as a skirmish against a rival... Mortimer views it as an opportunity to court a potential partner.
His smile from the earlier scene indicates that he wants to work with Manco. That's why Mortimer reciprocates actions instead of escalating them.
Mortimer's goal was never to "beat" Manco in their quasi-duel; it was to convince Manco that he was worthy of an equal partnership.
I believe that Mortimer began the night already fully intending to invite Manco up to his hotel room for the partnership proposal.
He just needed to shoot a hat to make it happen.
#for a few dollars more (1965)#for a few dollars more#mantimer#mancomer#dollars trilogy#im back at it again with another super surface level meta analysis !#im trying to get back into the swing of writing analyses again#and ''mortimer wanted to befriend manco; not beat him'' is a fairly simple thesis to argue.#his motivations behind wanting the partnership are comparatively more open to interpretation#like... did mortimer want manco as his partner..#...because manco was far more impressive than previous partnership options?#...because mortimer spent years pursuing revenge by himself and he got lonely?#...because indio his band really are too powerful to take on alone?#(personally i think mortimer wanted to fuck tmwnn in addition to all the previously listed motivations but shhh)#mortimer's deeper motivations for initiating the partnership are ambiguous. but regardless.. he DEFINITELY wanted it.#and i think their confrontation scene shows that mortimer didnt want to risk offending manco too harshly#but he also didnt wanna risk being seen as inferior.#hence: the compromise of reciprocating but not escalating#anyways im love them#tmwnn#manco#douglas mortimer#clint eastwood#lee van cleef#westerns#🍝#🤠#pardner posts
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See what we not going to do is dangle Darilyn again instead give me Benius you idiotic cowards.
#like cut the crap#if he didn’t like her the first time he’s not going to start suddenly liking her now#stop toying with my baby boy Darius#like bffr#first you made it seem like darilyn was going to be a thing and pulled kenlyn out of your ass#no offense to kenlyn shippers like I didn’t ship Dailyn either like it just seemed like that was the initial vibe they were going for#but now they really going play in my face again when clearly Benius should’ve been the next and only correct move#Ben is in love with Darius and the feelings are reciprocated and that’s final#like can we quit this idea where there can only be one gay couple in a show jeez#btw I have no fucking clue of any of the ship names because honestly I don’t even know if there is a fandom for this show#I just love the show and I’m just so glad they brought it back because me and my mom was so pissed they ended it after they became teens b/c#bitch we know you could’ve made more and see I was right#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwct#jwcc#jwct darius#jwcc darius#jwct ben#jwcc ben#jwct brooklynn#jwcc brooklynn#nublar six
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Leonard Cohen, “Letter” from Let Us Compare Mythologies (1956)
#leonard cohen#lit#mine#i am so in love with these lines#separated from the poem (which from my initial impression is about a cruel woman whose cruelty is expected and therefore reciprocated?)#((‘[your dreams] mean nothing to me / beside your body’ for example. only caring for physicality so to avoid inevitable and imminent hurt))#anyways separated from that these lines ironically carry a really romantic sentiment#what you have done does not matter. you are here with me and i am touching you
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