#In fact I despise her
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tw// grooming
The last dream I remember having was horrid.
I guess my unconscious brain thought John Flansburgh and Orion Simprini were the same person or at least looked similar.
Because apparently Flansburgh was an alleged groomer in this dream-
Thank you, sub-conscious
For those who are unaware, Orion Simprini is the main vocalist of The Orion Experience, and is a groomer. It wasn't just one person either.
so here's a picture of each of them:
Flans is on the right >>>
This is Orion Simprini. To be fair she looks like the John Flansburgh/Morgan Wallen love child. Anyway, yeah. They don't look EERIELY similar, but it is sad that my sub-conscious literally decided they're one person. Anyway yeah dreams are fucking stupid.
#tmbg#they might be giants#john flansburgh#Orion Simprini#I don't like Simprini#In fact I despise her#He can kill himself#I'm serious#She groomed people :/#Grooming tw#tw grooming#Okay bye
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red is her colour❤️
#)#ignore the fact i messed up her eyes i drew this at 1 in the morning :#the owl house#toh#fanart#the owl house fanart#disney#eda clawthorne#this reminded me just how much i despise rendering folds :)
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ballerina blaze agenda is back boys
#blaze the cat#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#blaze the cat fanart#blaze sth#sth blaze#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonic rush#sonic art#digital art#illustration#art of crane#i do not like the pink in blaze's og design god bless#they shouldve given her red shoes to match sonic i will die on this hill#plus i despise the fact that she has heels but thats a me thing probably
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Okay, excuse me. You know what?
#bones#bonesedit#rjs*: new#OKAY listen if we IGNORE the fact that i despised her in s1#this was truly a Look for her actually and why did she ditch it#the pony and the sneakers like ok?????????? hmmmmmmmMmmmMm#also her saying what made me laugh it was cute#i honestly just ignore the fact that she's a character and am like emily looks pretty here :)
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love how the fandom collectively reimagined drew's character. recently had a cousin of mine pick up the lost hero, and she told me, "reese, i don't get how you like drew. she's so mean to piper." and i kind of sat there for a moment trying to reorganize canon from fanon.
#dearest cousin i regret to inform u that fanon is in fact not canon#drew had so much potential omg#bitter over silena's betrayal and being unable to forgive her the way the rest of her cabin did#and consequently despising her siblings for being so quick to forgive#having to take over a position as head counselor that she probably never wanted#did her cabinmates invalidate her bitterness? say that she had to forgive selena because of the circumstances?#i think the aphrodite cabin is the most family oriented of them all#after the war they probably tried to keep things together#and drew was the outlier in that because she wasn't quite so willing to forgive and forget#maybe other aphrodite campers thought the same but were too afraid to voice their opinions because they wanted to keep their family togethe#anyway IGNORE MY RAMBLING ODHGDOGDG#i just really like drew. can u tell.#drew tanaka#aphrodite cabin#cabin 10#silena beauregard#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#percy jackson and the olympians#the lost hero#the last olympian#pjo#hoo#rrverse#riordanverse
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Sayaka Maizono in Danganronpa: The Animation
#danganronpa#dangan ronpa#sayaka maizono#animeedit#danganronpa the animation#animanga#maizono#anisource#creaciones#fun fact danganronpa introduced me to anime and maizono was my first favorite character :3#which means if you talk sh!t about her i'll block you btw#people used to despise her at that time i'm hoping things have changed over the years#still can't believe ppl had such a strong emotions over a victim 🙄 i was more mature than those ppl at 13 lmao
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how it feels to find song lyrics that fit your OC perfectly:
#“I'm my father's stubborn daughter; and I am no gentle lover. Only crown I wear is loyalty.” CHIMERA. CHIMERA. CHIMERA. CHIMERA.#for context chimera is my dearest nemesis daughter. sometimes I despise her but she's still my oc of FOUR YEARS.#“lover” in a platonic sense because she doesn't experience romantic attraction#“only crown i wear is loyalty” she is the only person from the main cast of the story she's from that isn't royalty#she is very stubborn. it is incredibly hard to change her opinions; especially those on other people.#she holds grudges for unfathomable amounts of time and she generally just isn't willing to trust people in the first place#she shows large amounts of loyalty towards the handful of people that she does trust and is very overprotective#sometimes even to a violent extent although she barely gets to act upon said violent nature due to other characters' interference#the above ties back to “only crown i wear is loyalty”#her issues with trust are slightly derived from the fact that she was taught at a very young age that she must save herself. she cannot#rely on other people. that other people were unpredictable; dangerous.#she shows affection in ways that could be perceived as strange by others because she never learned how to properly express love#towards those who she cared for. sorry for the rant i literally have no one to rant about her to#she's part of a private story that me and my best friend are working on#i really wish i could share more about her but i dont know if my friend would let me#anyways fun fact about her she is a genetic chimera#i will provide to you a simple definition from my understanding of it#genetic chimerism is when an individual has a population of cells in their body that are genetically distinct from the rest; the individual#has more than one set of DNA. about the unfortunate coincidence with her name i came up with the idea of her being a chimera#much after i had named her and my best friend had already gotten used to the name so ummm#to be specific she is a tetragametic chimera; meaning that in the womb she originally had a twin but when they were zygotes#[fertilized egg cell] the other zygote somehow died and was absorbed by the zygote that would eventually develop into Chimera.#this resulted in her having two separate sets of DNA— that of her own and of her twin that never was.#i'd just like to get this out of the way because i've seen people think this. albeit it was in another fandom that i saw this misconception#with another chimeric character. she. did. not. kill. her. twin. her twin died due to unknown causes as a zygote. a cell.#now that that's out of the way there's a really interesting form of tetragametic chimerism that is also related to Chimera herself#it's called 46 XX/46 XY chimerism. if you know anything about chromosomes you could most likely guess what it's about but I'll explain#46 XX/46 XY chimerism occurs when the two zygotes that fused possessed opposite sex chromosomes— one with XX and one with XY#feel free to do some research on it for yourself#if you read all of this just know that. i. love. you. so. sosososososososo much [platonic] thankk you so much for reading my ramble
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For those that keep telling people it's vote or die, Texas apparently suspended 2,1 millions voters from their rolls. Just saying.
#stories from the void#moving gif#I'm only doing this#because Fannie Lou Hammer#Lady Ruby and her daughter#and because I despise the fact you're barking on people#without even checking if the system will allow you to vote
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Realized I forgot to introduce Eileen again LMAO
My sea shanty interest was reignited and I was like “:O Boston is a coastal town I can make a sailor oc!!” And promptly remembered Far Harbour exists and so now she is there :)
She left the mainland after nearly destroying the entire commonwealth for her kiddo Eliza. Blew up the Prydwen, Railroad, nearly collapsed the Minutemen, and eventually destroyed the Institute when they created a synth version of her husband and she realized just how much they were manipulating her. She left Eliza with Nick and fucked off North, a good fifty miles past the Nakano residence, where she fixes up an old boat and fishes the days away in solitude. Nick eventually finds her a year or two later and needs her boat to head to far harbour to find Kasumi Nakano, and they get stranded there together cuz a sea monster basically ate her boat :)
Anyway she’s also from Newfoundland and Labrador, got military training from soldiers she helped guide through the Northwest Passage, and commonly goes by “The Lobstermonger” in Far Harbour due to her hiding her identity out of shame for all she’s done. I <3 her I’m sorry
#she was in a compulsively heterosexual marriage and it’s ONLY the fact that she wasn’t actually in love with her husband that made her#reject the synth copy. she would have gone along with it to the end if she didn’t lowkey hate the guy#he wasn’t bad or anything she just wasn’t happy. she only married him because she got pregnant#she also has lowkey complicated feelings about her daughter too and Kinda resents her a little. she hates that her life was hijacked#loves her daughter of course but lots of it is out of obligation. she guns for Eliza so hard also because she lowkey despises the rest of#the commonwealth and thinks they deserve it but that’s another post#she’s not evil or anything she’s just very very angry about it all#anyway I <3 her#fallout 4#far harbour#far harbour dlc#fallout#fanart#fallout fanart#fallout 4 fanart#far harbour fanart#mirelurk#original character#oc#oc intro#fallout oc#fisherman#lobstermonger#digital art#serenade draws#Eileen waters#lesbian#gay character#wlw
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i feel an objectively irrational amount of hatred for cassian. the way he treats nesta and would literally outright antagonize her was so gross. i hate that she ended up with him. nesta did not deserve that. she did not deserve to be put down and degraded until she fit the mold he wanted her to fit in. it’s so disgusting that cassian got her in the end, that the inner circle got what they wanted from her. meanwhile, she’s never going to truly move on and be happy. i HATE him. he prioritizes the ic and rhysand’s mate over his own, literally degrades and abuses nesta when she’s at her lowest, fucking LAUGHED when she went tumbling down 10,000 steps, never bothered to try and help her with her powers, never accepted her for who she is, etc. etc. he is such a despicable excuse of a character and a terrible love interest.
#anti cassian#pro nesta#anti nessian#nesta deserves better#nesta archeron#the fact that Nesta ended up with this man is not it#the thing that bothers me the most is that a lot of nesta stans that despise rhys#were so desperate for nesta to have someone that would love and care for her#that they turned to the autumn equivalent of rhysand whose hair is just red#like i do like Eris as a character#but still that is the main reason neris is so popular#astrababyy#anti sjm
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(from this video)
#not a confession#helluva boss#the fact that they even mentioned Chaz just made me screech mentally#because... you know. if you've read my oneshot you know#but yes exactly. I also tie back to him the fact that Millie was so serious and untrusting during the flashback#(to be fair. being a mercenary is cutthroat business. but even while fighting and killing she seems a lot goofier nowadays)#how the timeline works in my head is#affair in Wrath. Chaz bounces to another ring and breaks her heart. she stays home for a while after that before moving to the city in Prid#she could've had her walls up out of a sense that the city slickers would only betray her#Chillie seems significant to me bc we've SEEN just how MUCH it takes for Millie to snap when it comes to loved ones and their bullshit#let alone turn from loving affection to seething murderous hatred#so you KNOW that whatever happened between her and Chaz WOUNDED her. or at least offended in a huge way idk#someone on AO3 wrote it so he cheated on her with her sister. like yeah that could do the job alright#though that does imply she loved him which is easily the biggest plot hole here. like. look at that thing#what is there to love#about Chazwick Thurman#he's an embarrassing roach with a dick complex#(also my girl Sallie would never have standards that low. please. she's also a lesbian now but that's another thing)#tbf Chaz and Blitzo are quite similar... except Blitzo has way less shallow writing... I wonder if that could be explored#her currently being so close to someone who is in theory strongly reminiscent of her ex. putting up with so much from him too#ah but I shan't keep talking Chillie. we'd be here all night if I tried to explain all my mental lore#isn't it funny how I've thought so much about them despite despising S02e03 and becoming physically ill by Chaz's sceentime#on my first watch#and then never watching it again#it's just the Concept of him alright. like shared ex of M&M who's a conman a loser a former mafia goon & whores himself to survive#who are you and how did you get here#plus the fact that he's a shark bc sharks are so cool. did you know threshers harm and even kill prey by whipping them with their tails#wish we could've seen that#I love it when anthros have their animal traits acknowledged#wow the tags here really derailed from the original screenshot. ignore them please 🙏
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"how do you, as a fan of [insert character here] deal with [list of this characters's idiocy and/or misdeeds] ?"
.... bestie... my girl, my main man... do u...? think I can only enjoy characters who are good people and smart? 🤔
I don't need to deal with anything. Yes, that character can be awful & makes frankly the dumbest choices. I'm not pretending this character is a whole-ass different person who did different stuff. Then they are someone else, so what's the point?
I.... just come 'ere, I need to understand what lead you to such a ludicrous conclusion. Me & Katherine Pierce wanna understand why you're trying to right my girl's fabulous wrongs.
#the littlest marquis duke regent of An#is a whole trash fire#good 4 him#let! characters! be! shitty!#why do i need to pretend rodney mckay was not at times a sexist condescending jerkface#thats his brand#im reading heart protection#and yan hui is such a selfish asshole who is sometimes a hero and i love her for it#qi rong from tgcf is like everything i despise thrown into a blender with extra hot sauce#but he is v entertaining on page#he is gross but fun#so 🤷♀️#the fact that he is deeply uncool and just gets ass kicked all the time#makes the character better
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Grace FUMBLED Ryan! BAD parenting to preach respect and then act contrarily (ie saying she wants him to feel safe, then not allowing him any autonomy). She should've let him leave and come back... or at least explained why she didn't want him to leave before deciding (ex: 'Homelander will kidnap you', etc). She needed to let him make the decision for himself... agh. AAAAA.
And now Butcher's no use because he's committed to being evil and can't offer ANYTHING good to Ryan!!! He was so right, they NEEDED to give Ryan more space... I know the external pressures seemed impossible, but dammit, Grace, this was no way to beat the odds!
(this is about The Boys season four)
#ryan butcher#the boys#How much does Ryan know about his dad's upbringing?#Because he's right... Grace trapping him would've been like Vought and young Homelander... AAAGH#I hate it!!! When the heroes are genuinely more moral than the villains#but they make the same fatal mistakes and doom their cause in the process!!#AAA!!! GRACE!!!!#I don't hate her. I think she was dead wrong but I do not despise her. I know she meant it from the bottom of her heart--#--when she said she loves him.#But as she said it I couldn't help but imagine Barbara saying that to young John in the exact same way...#Grace may not have wanted to be like that but her actions would've had the same effect.#It hurts because I know so much where she's coming from#but it's just dead true that they can't reach a happy ending by treating someone so inhumanely.#Anyway. I hurt#Homelander is EVIL and THE BAD GUY#and this is not mutually exclusive with the fact that HE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT (how Vought raised him)#And it HURTS because the protagonists who were able to get to Ryan understood the first part (Homelander evil)#but not the second!!!! (His upbringing was a moral abomination)#It hurty it hurty because I WANT Ryan to heal...I want SOME kind of closure to what happened to the kid Homelander once was...#Ryan and his dad (insofar as he is Ryan's dad) had the potential to get to that place Hughie described...that place of forgiveness#where it's not win all vs lose all.... where it's confronting hell and making something good out of it...#Homelander was corrupting the trust he and Ryan were building by traumatizing Ryan and pushing him to do evil things....#..but god...GODDD....Hughie was SO RIGHT in his speech... what he and Victoria had is the answer. That's the answer!!!#And there was a MERE GLIMMER of a chance that Ryan and Homelander could enact that healing#And damn!! After the name of the game being 'kill Homelander' for the other three seasons#seeing the answer be 'violence only exacerbates suffering.. let's make things better instead' .... It would've been so amazing...#ah! Too good to be true!!!!#Butcher saying 'If where you feel safest is with Homelander then I won't stop you' HIT SO HARD#knowing that Ryan has felt so afraid....#they made it about the relationship between a child and their abusive parent and uh BIG SURPRISE it's breaking me
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#yttd maple#ask 2 tag#ive been having a very hard time with my art lately (then again art has always been tough)#so this was drawn as a stress relief + freedom to do what i wanted to draw with no rules or limitaitons or references#and i decided maple bc well depsite her being on myblogf i havent drawn her mcuh havi#sorry my wife#it isnt as a vent or anything just a concept#but at least i got some art finished#im glad for that#its just been everyutiome i open up firelaappca i do a stroke nad some things here and there#but then it just ends up with me despising my style my limited skills and the fact i cant reach what i want#which obv isnt healthy i love art#but ah. ive ranted abt it enough#i swearill terry to develop a healthier midnset soon <3#for now take !#gogogo
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I feel like I deserve a gold star every time I manage to get through the simplest conversation with my family members without splitting on them
#i genuinely start to despise them more each day#I have thoughts I shouldn't have every time my grandma mentions that she doesn't believe in personality disorders#or when she cant stop talking about herself#shes the worst bitch ever. i hate her racist homophobic and transphobic ass. i hope she chokes on her own spit#I literally can't say I'm sad or that I have a headache because she says shit like “oh you're ALWAYS in pain. when *i* was your age-”#i cant say that i hate my dad despite the fact that he abused me bc she always say that he's still my father and that i should respect him#Well I haven't seen him in almost 5 years. He doesn't care about me. I would want to fucking kill him if I saw him#bpd shit#actually bpd#rambles
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fuck man... fuck.
i wasn't ready for this. i was just enjoying the silly party with silly teenagers and their silly drama (well not exactly but you get it).
then they decide to throw Layan's memorial at us.
not only that, they also decided to show us Farah on her own watching everyone else on the party have fun and crying and tearing her pictures apart, Tasneem's ED (which they had already shown implicitly but now it's completely explicit) and Sarah being threatened with the creepy stranger saying they'll post her video if she doesn't meet them? did they simply want to destroy us?
(...my mind's still in Layan's memorial though. i'll think about this for at least a few days.)
#you have no idea how much of a mess i am right now#i went from just enjoying the drama to ugly crying and just a general depressed mood in like. one minute#mariam just breaking down because of all those complex feelings wrapped in the enormous crushing guilt.#rania crying and missing her best friend who was just taken from her abruptly.#ms abeer deciding to ignore and delete that video because she knows it's not worth it. that version of the school anthem.#the girls (+ms abeer) crying and hugging bc it's so fucking unfair.#the fact that honor killings are very much a real thing that still happens.#this show... i hated and despised layan. i felt mariam's thirst for revenge and was on her side.#and i still know she didn't fucking deserve this. i can still see and feel the tragedy and injustice of it all.#al rawabi school for girls#al rawabi school for girls s2#al rawabi school for girls s2 ep4#my posts
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