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lemonycranberries · 9 months ago

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fuck man... fuck.

i wasn't ready for this. i was just enjoying the silly party with silly teenagers and their silly drama (well not exactly but you get it).

then they decide to throw Layan's memorial at us.

not only that, they also decided to show us Farah on her own watching everyone else on the party have fun and crying and tearing her pictures apart, Tasneem's ED (which they had already shown implicitly but now it's completely explicit) and Sarah being threatened with the creepy stranger saying they'll post her video if she doesn't meet them? did they simply want to destroy us?

(...my mind's still in Layan's memorial though. i'll think about this for at least a few days.)

#you have no idea how much of a mess i am right now #i went from just enjoying the drama to ugly crying and just a general depressed mood in like. one minute #mariam just breaking down because of all those complex feelings wrapped in the enormous crushing guilt.#rania crying and missing her best friend who was just taken from her abruptly.#ms abeer deciding to ignore and delete that video because she knows it's not worth it. that version of the school anthem.#the girls (+ms abeer) crying and hugging bc it's so fucking unfair.#the fact that honor killings are very much a real thing that still happens.#this show... i hated and despised layan. i felt mariam's thirst for revenge and was on her side.#and i still know she didn't fucking deserve this. i can still see and feel the tragedy and injustice of it all.#al rawabi school for girls #al rawabi school for girls s2 #al rawabi school for girls s2 ep4 #my posts

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