#Im LiTeRaLlY iN a TaNk AnD YoUrE nOt
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xxplastic-cubexx · 7 months ago
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thought you'd enjoy this art by ozanpulat on insta.
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OH I DO I DO VERY MUCH ENJOY THIS
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garretthawkes · 21 days ago
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my cat's health is getting worse so i can't stop crying and it all feels so surreal
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lordgeneralsix · 2 years ago
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astarion stans who refuse to try befriending or even romancing anyone else are the most annoying mfs. "I only romance astarion I just can't relate to the other stories" really? you can't relate to gales deep self loathing? his deep love and loyalty for those he cares about? you can't relate to wylls kind heart and desire to always do good, even if it means he's miserable? can't relate to shadowheart blindly following a god, only to learn the truth and reinvent herself? you can't relate to lae'zel or karlach who were lied to and used as weapons their whole lives, but continue to push on even when they're scared? you can't relate to the overarching theme of authority vs autonomy???
it's not difficult, it's just people refusing to appreciate and explore the game to its fullest bc their manipulative sexy vampire is all they need(something astarion actually loathes being seen as btw). but ok, you can be boring and do whatever you want, but don't lie and say the other stories are bad, because they're not. it's simply a lack of media literacy and critical thinking. because to you, if a character doesn't tell you point blank that they're aware of their situation, it's bad writing. missing the entire point that victims don't always realize the situation they're in. keep in mind astarion and karlach are the only ones who got away from their abusers, which is why they tell you clearly and confidently about what happened to them, fully aware that it was abuse. whereas the others give only their tunnel visioned perspective and speak highly of their deity(not caring about themselves, wish to appease them for something in return).
don't get me wrong (seriously, if I see one person misunderstand me I'm going to lose it) astarion is a good character, but people who only like him need to stop acting like he's the only complex and well written one. stop crying when people with brains call you out for being weird about his ascended ending. the game isn't about him. at least try and show some respect to those who worked hard on the game. make an oc and try new things, i promise the fictional vampire won't care if you don't romance him one run. have a drink with shadowheart, dance with wyll, go to a restaurant w karlach, maybe then you'll calm down.
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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago
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how do i tell my roommate that her cat repeatedly pissing on and destroying my things is something that people usually offer to clean or replace or apologize for instead of shrugging off
#there's always garbage scattered along the floor she has a million shoes that somehow end up under my bed#she fucking leaves her cat alone for days and days bc 'if he gets hungry he'll rip open the cat food bag' ?????#her cat killed one of her turtles bc of their shitty housing and the other one's visibly terrified to bask in the fucking#led light that gives off no heat that i TOLD her was wrong and unhealthy months ago#she never cleans said turtle's tank even though the algae bloom is currently insane#her shit takes up like 80% of the room for exactly zero reason#and i cant use my closet because rascal pissed in it over the month long break and she did nothing about it#meaning the whole closet smells so much like piss that any clothes that stay there will smell like piss#it's fucking filthy in here and she never cleans obviously but it also makes it harder for me to clean bc her shit's everywhere#can you please maybe just take some of the trash out before you go cheat on your boyfriend please#(<- at least im pretty sure that's what's going on? might be more of an open relationship)#your cat is fucking violent and filthy because you never hang out with him or clean anything#and next year i'll be gone (im Not living like this for another year) and someone else is going to put you into debt#charging you for the things your cat ruined or they're going to abuse him again and you don't even seem to care#bc you're too busy buying sorority merch and thinking about new tattoos and shit#i want broke ppl to have fun and to buy/do things that make them happy but her negligence literally has a body count now#bc she refuses to keep a turtle she's had for over a year in anything but shallow unprotected tupperware#a small glass tank isn't that expensive especially not compared to tattoos!! you Can save for this#and more importantly you Should have saved for this before getting a fucking living thing in your house#she kept her dead turtle rotting in our room for about three weeks. just. in a cup by the sink#and there's nowhere the cat can't reach so im terrified every time i leave that he's gonna piss on my mattress or something#that i'd be financially responsible for (or else that'd leave the poor inheriter of this room in filth) and couldn't really clean properly#and unfortunately i like talking to her so much and im so dogshit with confrontation that i never say anything#world's biggest sucker award!! fucking. christ on a cracker#like he's pissed on my SHOES. he's scratching up everything in here#and i don't want to pay outta my ass or spend a bunch of time trying to fix her cat for her#because contrary to popular belief i have shit to do!! i do not have the energy to have a cat That's Why I Don't Have One!!!!!#and i can't go to the RA bc she's not supposed to have any of these animals#if rascal gets taken from her chances are he's gonna get euthanized at our local shelter and i can't take him in bc of my dogs#but why doesn't she ever stop to think about how this might be affecting me?? my standards are not that high!!!!
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waterfall-ambience · 1 year ago
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faunandfloraas · 1 year ago
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sorry but i still cant get over loewe having clothes seungmin would wear so well but instead they keep putting him in giant bows and shit 😭
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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 1 year ago
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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swagging-back-to · 2 years ago
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genuinely dont understand how people can be scared of rats and mice they are so so so so so cute and the chances of you getting sick even if they bite you really arent as high as society would like you to believe.
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cybersodas · 2 years ago
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That “arthur, get out of the tank!!” Video is protoman and dr wily to me
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senseiwu · 1 year ago
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Oh yeah I don't think I shared my recent obsession with axolotls with tumblr
Watched axolotl videos all day yesterday as I cleaned
I think I want to get one
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elongated-twink · 1 year ago
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I think being autistic does actually make me inherently better at animal handling because I, too, have been yelled at for growling and biting when everyone ignored my previous warnings and didn’t set clear boundaries
#my roommate’s always like Wow my dog responds so well to you!#yeah bitch I set clear expectations and consistent rules and I don’t yell at him#and I pay attention to his body language and the rituals he creates#literally it’s not that hard#ya she got him to train as a service dog LMAO#she doesn’t have the money to send him to a trainer and the time to do it herself#when I recommended she pull from the emergency fund (because his reactivity is getting BAD to the point of borderline aggression)#she was like ‘who has an emergency fund for their pet :P’#BITCH IDK IM NOT MAKING $30+ AN HOUR WITH A 401K AND FULL INSURANCE PACKAGE#THATS WHY I DONT HAVE A DOG??#just an in-the-works shrimp tank that I do in fact have a small emergency fund for#it’s your job as a responsible pet owner to attend to your animal’s needs. if you can’t do that you shouldn’t have a pet#and she fucking undermines the training /I/ give#like I was teaching him to find a toy when someone knocks at the door to redirect his energy and prevent barking#but now whenever he barks at the door she YELLS at him to find his toy#so I had to stop training that area because like. what the fuck am I gonna do???#notably I am the only person who can consistently get him to stop barking at the door#completely unrelated to the fact that I’m calm and give him treats when he stops barking#and comes over to me and chills out#goddddd I hate her she shouldn’t have any animals ever#anyways what was I saying.#oh yeah I’m the only person in this apartment who should ever be allowed to have a dog#this is also why I dont plan to get one! I recognize that the college life is simply incompatible with responsible dog ownership#(unless EVERYONE is REALLY onboard which. lmao good luck.)
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eriophorumcallitrix · 2 years ago
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ignore this post I’m venting my disappointment in the tags abt twitter LMFAOOO
#dude do you have any idea how fucking awful it feels to go on a social media site and have your favourite character just be constantly#shit on? like I’ve gotten attached in an autistic way to this fucker and now it’s legitimately made my mental health for the past few days#TANK. I used to go on twitter and see people be normal instead of being bombarded with hatred from every angle#and not to get me started on the fact that bad refuses to fucking say anything#like okay man! just let the hatred fester and let people who actually liked you turn on you because you made a stupid ass decision#it’s literally just a hostile fucking environment on one end and the other is in radio silence#im still so attached and I fucking hate it#I hate the motherfuckers on twitter and I hate bad being so goddamn silent#I hate the people defending him in places where he’s wrong and I hate the people who take every chance to twist his words#I love my mutuals who are sensible people#but I cannot fucking stand everything else#and sorry for being so upset when im shamed out of a special interest and what used to be a safe place for me#you motherfuckers have EVERYTHING. you have the numbers. the popular ships. you have people who will defend you#literally cannot have shit in this place#our fav is treated like shit and yours is praised to the high heavens#in and out of game he’s constantly fucking disrespected#can you even imagine how that feels to someone who gets so attached to a character and his dynamic that it influences their mental state#or is it just easier to play the Saint who is never wrong and will never be#I fucking hate what bad did and I’m disgusted that he’s still friends with that fucker#and I am still attached to his character and story#the shame is legitimately overwhelming#fuck it all. really and truly#and most of all fuck qsmptwt I cannot stand you motherfuckers#my mutuals and oomfs are obviously exempt from previous statement
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tchaikovskym · 2 years ago
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Four lane highways all across a country are humans' most miserable creations
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arolesbianism · 5 months ago
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Played some oni on the home computer and holy shit it's a magical feeling playing oni on a computer that isn't constantly shitting itself
#rat rambles#oni posting#also Im finally starting to get more into space travel with bionic dupes and I have mixed feelings on it#on the one hand I very much enjoy them not needing food nor even a bed which saves space#but on the other hand the bathroom situation is lowkey kinda dire#theres just plainly no good options for dealing with their gunk they all come with major downsides#and worse of all is that actually using the gunk extractor is quite possibly the least appealing option to me#its not undoable but without rocket melting it just takes up So much space#because you cant just have a gunk extractor you also need to pipe that gunk somewhere#and you cant pipe it out in space so you have to build either a storage tank or a bottler#neither of which are ideal for different reasons#normal rocket toilets are still on the table along with out houses but they will require constant emptying#which isnt too big of a deal if theyre not doing a whole lot but its still not ideal#plus if you wanna have a whole crew of bionic dupes youll be putting a lot of stress onto that working out for you#if you want to do a whole crew your best bet is probably having a few outhouses but its hard for me to say that with confidence#the plus side of not needing a mess hall or barracks is notable though#even if it can be a bit of a moral hit#Ive been using that extra space to make a mini rec room but I imagine you could fit in other stuff#such as liquid storage for gunk extractors but again even then its still limited#as in literally its limited storage that itself will need to be emptied#and bottle emptiers dong just empty themselves youre going to have to manually manage that shit#but its not actually That big of a problem its just a kind of annoying one for more ambitious large scale trips#again primarily for when you have a whole crew flying out cause gunk extractors take up a Lot of space#also for a crew I imagine the power bank situation starts to get awkward#Im currently just packing a few eco banks and having the one recharger since its just the pilot going out#but for a proper crew youd probably want to have more than you technically need#gear balm is another thing you have to pack but that one isnt a big of a headache given you have gunk to spare#and conidering Ive been using lubrication stations for ages now I am very much good on gunk#but I imagine theres going to be cases where you dont have easy oil access and really dont have the gunk to spare#but for now Im feeling mildly annoyed with bionic dupe space travel but otherwise am enjoying the perks of not needing food
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mothmanns · 6 months ago
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MAD
#ants.txt#sick. am 100% certain its a bacterial infection (uri)#dr at urgent care didnt give me jack shit.#i was hoping for a steroid shot (ikik it tanks your immune system but i have work for the rest of the week and would like to not feel like s#hit)#but whatever. but THEN#no antibiotics either. and ik many drs dont prescribe antibiotics for uris now bc of noncompliance#but i am very compliant!!! AND I HAVE SHIT!!! TO DO!!!!!!!!#GOD.#im not some fuckass whos gonna take 3 days of antibiotics and then stop when i feel better i know how this shit works!!!#looks like its me and the *******#3x a day 10 days yeah yeah yeah.#also i think i have like. four prednisones ive been hoarding for when i go to friends houses with cats#the colors of the gunk i spit out this morning are insane#theres blood in there.#it was like cement ucould set bricks with my phlegm#AND#i was going to spend all day today baking cookies for cookie boxes.#but no!! i spent four fuckinghours trying to get medical care.#and i have so much to do and no time to do it and im sick and my mom will lose her goddamn mind if i try to cook anything rn bc#then it might look like people live in our house.#despite the fact that people do in fact live in our house#shes fucking neurotic#EVEN THOUGH#EVERYONE THAT IS COMING TO OUR HOUSE TONIGHT. IS RELATED TO US.#she yelled at my dad yesterday bc he qasnt going to be home to help her ‘clean the yard’#a) as far as i am aware. we will not be exchanging presents in the yard. in fact no one will be in the yard! because its 30 fucking degrees#outside!#b) its. tge yard. in december. i dont know what the fuck kind of ‘cleaning’ you can do.#c) jesus fucking christ no one carws. literally no one fucking cares and shes going to make everyone else miserable with her.
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bluinary · 2 years ago
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Reblogging this before everyone hops on the "you should've known better" train
I'm convinced I have the worst vibes detector of all time. I used to be a fan of Creepshow Art, iilluminaughtii, and James Somerton- all high-profile creators who got their careers tanked because they're bad people. Given the absolutely huge number of creators I subscribe to it's not surprising that this has happened multiple times, but still.
Then again, when I expressed this sentiment in the past and kicked myself for not being more aware of the red flags, someone told me that means I just want to see the good in people and am more willing to forgive faults than others are. I think that's spot-on tbh; I'm a very naive and forgiving person, which has often been taken advantage of. But it's just my nature, I can't help it.
This will inevitably happen to me again, but I'd rather not beat myself up over not constantly being attuned to every red flag people give off.
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