#If you want to be high energy then be high energy but you don't have to talk like every word out of your mouth is high comedy
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improving your focus
improving focus is crucial for several reasons, especially in today's fast-paced world dominated by rapidly consumed media. focusing enhances productivity by allowing you to complete tasks more efficiently and effectively, leading to better results in less time.
it also improves mental health by reducing distractions and lowering stress levels, creating a sense of accomplishment and control over your workload. deep focus helps you engage more thoroughly with your tasks, leading to higher quality outcomes and greater creativity. it is essential for lifelong learning, enabling you to absorb and retain information better for continuous personal growth.
in the information overload age, where digital platforms bombard us with constant information, maintaining focus helps prevent cognitive overwhelm and helps you to stay clear of the ever-growing brainrot. many apps and platforms are designed to fragment our attention, making it crucial to develop strong focus skills to concentrate on important tasks. focusing also promotes better mental well-being by creating mental space and clarity amidst the rapid consumption of media. it helps prioritize high-quality content and meaningful experiences over superficial information, ultimately contributing to your overall well-being and productivity.
improving your focus can make a big difference in your productivity and overall well-being. here are some tips to help you stay focused:
set clear goals: knowing what you want to achieve can keep you on track. break larger goals into smaller, manageable tasks.
create a routine: establish a daily routine that includes dedicated time for focused work. consistency helps train your brain to concentrate.
limit distractions: identify and eliminate things that divert your attention, whether it's unnecessary notifications or a cluttered workspace.
take regular breaks: use techniques like the pomodoro method to work in intervals and take short breaks. it helps prevent burnout and maintains mental sharpness.
stay organized: keep your workspace tidy and use tools like to-do lists or planners to prioritize and track tasks.
practice mindfulness: incorporate mindfulness techniques such as meditation or deep breathing to enhance your concentration and reduce stress.
stay active: regular exercise can improve your overall energy levels and cognitive function, helping you stay focused.
nourish your body: a balanced diet and proper hydration are essential for maintaining focus and mental clarity.
get enough sleep: prioritize quality sleep to ensure your brain is well-rested and ready to tackle tasks each day.
continuous learning: engage in activities that challenge your brain, like puzzles or learning a new skill, to keep your mind sharp.
now! don't read this and continue scrolling! get a drink of water! have a break! what's the point of any of these posts if you aren't actually going to make a change?
here, and here are 2 links to OFFICIAL studies conducted with rats on the effect of diet on the brain. in both of these studies, the rats consumed an equivalent of the standard american diet (SAD) - and were affected significantly more by health problems and memory issues than the control groups.
i hope this was helpful! send an ask if you have any questions?
❤️nene
#that girl#becoming that girl#study blog#student life#it girl#academia#it girl aesthetic#chaotic academia#productivity#student#focus#brain rot#mental health#study#it girl energy#pinterest girl#nenelonomh#wellness#wellnessjourney#health and wellness#mental wellness#healthy habits#selfcare#studying#100 days of studying#study motivation#study aesthetic#study inspo#study notes#study space
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I wanted to take a crack at a murder drones hummoons au and give it a biblically accurate twist.
Ideas behind this flavor of au include:
-This is an urban fantasy post-apocalypse setting. Loads of witches n' stuff. Humans are separated by natural-borns and homunculi, the latter obviously being a slave class that makes up most of the survivors after the catastrophe.
-The kind of vampirism where mana/soul energy is consumed.
-Everything else is angel-like. After the apocalypse people call them "death angels" unless you're in one of those crazy cults who think humanity deserves this, those folks call em "god's wrath/soldiers"
-they don't wear shoes because divinity symbolism. Also I think it's pretty metal if V just lets her feet get sliced up on sharp debris out of sheer masochism.
-The other thing on their double halos are for hearing. One side senses low pitches and the other senses high pitches humans can't hear.
-Actually being angels is just the myths humans have come up with.
-The more I think about urban-fantasy absolute solver the more I realize it looks like the eldritch psychic powers in Akira so fuck it. Uzi's having that kinda bad time. As you can see I like to put fur on the viscera.
-This version of the solver intends to do the Flood(TM) thing where it collects as much assimilated biomass as possible for a huge fleshy home base.
#Murder drones#Uzi doorman#serial designation N#Serial designation V#Serial designation J#Murder drones N#Murder drones J#Murder drones V#murder drones human AU#cheezy art
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I did a whole bunch of drawings for Jason's team two weeks back, so now its time to concentrate on Steph's team! Here we've got 4 new characters for her team, with a couple extra tomorrow as well. Lets go into to them, one by one.
First up is the lantern for the group, more specifically a Violet Lantern apprentice aka Miri Riam! Her reasons for coming to earth is unknown at the moment but they seem to have some connection to Carol Ferris. Carol's also a Violet Lantern and Hal's(Green Lantern) on-and-off girlfriend and occasional antagonist. Perhaps Miri was sent to become Carol's apprentice? I've got more info on whats happening there, but thats for later.
As for why Miri was chosen for the group, I knew I wanted some kind of Lantern for the team, but couldn't find a green lantern that was both in Steph's age group and have fun interactions with them. But then I thought, does it have to be a green lantern? I had a red lantern for Jason's group after all. I looked around and found Miri! I don't know her exact age but I knew she was a young adult, so I'm just gonna have her be around Steph's age group.
The Violet Lanterns Corps are very ...enthusiastic about the power of love and Miri's no exception. She wants everyone to know the joy of Love, she's honestly kinda annoying about it. I remember this one GL issue where she was destroying a city just to get Kyle and Soranik to resolve their love troubles. That pretty much became the basis for how I'm writing Miri's personality. Like I said above, I'll get more into Miri at a later time.
Next is Maxine Hunkel aka Cyclone, granddaughter of Ma Hunkel aka the golden age Red Tornado! I already posted a drawing of her a while back, I thought she'd make a fun fit for the team. She's has such high energy and so much enthusiasm I couldn't help but find her utterly endearing. I think at a later point she'll end up joining the JSA but for now she's just having fun with this team.
Btw I thought that maybe her grandmother, Ma Hunkel, could fit a similar role that the other Red Tornado did for Young Justice, helping out a young hero team. Just a way to emphasize how Steph and Tim's teams can serve as foils to each other.
Next up is the archer of the group, Mia Dearden aka Speedy II. Tho she should probably have a different name due to Roy still being Speedy atm. Maybe Speedette? Ehhh, gotta workshop that.
Anyways here's Mia and Steph meeting as civilians, with Mia showing off her bow. Mia seems to be in some sort of school uniform, perhaps Oliver is sponsoring her to go to a fancy academy? Her backstory is similar to canon, with Oliver saving her from bad people. I'm not sure if her story should be exactly the same as canon, since Mia is 10 but terrible things like that do happen in real life to young children. But I don't know if a goofy au like mine is the best place to show that. But for now lets just say Mia is currently trying to heal and become a hero like Green Arrow.
I imagine Steph and Mia get along really well, they just get each other in a lot of ways. Steph can see Mia might be hurting inside and wants to cheer her up, hopefully with all of Mia's new friends she can.
Last up is Jaime Reyes aka Blue Beetle III. Unfortunately I haven't drawn him all that much so no individual drawing for him, tho I do like him.
As for why Jaime, I remember liking him in the YJ cartoon and found him pretty likeable in the comics as well. But I've always like the spiderman hero archetype anyways, which Jaime fits really well (I mean, it was done on purpose). Static and Sideways also fit the archetype and are in the team as well. Arguably you can say add Steph to this too, probably more than Tim in my personal opinion.
Another reason I wanted to add Jaime is that he and Steph almost became teammates in canon, in a failed Young Justice project. What could have been huh. Third reason is more silly tho, if Barbara and Ted Kord start to date in this au, imagine how grossed out Steph and Jaime will be lmao.
So there's four new teammates for the team, but! I've got a couple extra for tomorrow! And later on I hope to finally post some more doodles of these characters (some of them are real old, more than a year old). Especially Miri, she turned out to be such a fun character, and I've always liked the all the lantern corps. Here's a bonus doodle of them btw (with bonus unmasked Sideways):
So many new members, well, hope you liked all that!
#DC Comics#Stephanie Brown#Jackson Hyde#Kara Zor El#M'gann M'orzz#Miri Riam#Maxine Hunkel#Jaime Reyes#Mia Dearden#Carol Ferris#Derek James#my art#Training Wheels au
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I have to write my thoughts on Wednesday's game since I have woken up from the high of Azzi's return :
The game was ugly, especially the first quarter mind you they are playing an unranked pretty cupcake team. Rotations are messy; the team needs to practice more for the post and paint. Must figure things out, or it will be ugly in December. They will be ready by March, but I'm not sure by December.
I am not worried about Paige because there will be off-shooting nights. Fans are just expecting her to be perfect every game. She wasn't doing anything wrong, but sometimes, your shots won't fall. It happens to the best, but she contributed to everything else. This is why it is nice we have different offensive options. We don't want the ND game to happen again.
SARH STRONG IS SPECIAL. You know how good you have to be to stand out in a team that has Paige Buckers tbh she could be equal to Paige as FRESHMAN!!!!!! This, with her restricting herself and still being unselfish, as Geno said, is an all-around player, impacting every stat in the game!!! I know she got the 3PT shot, but I would love it if they did more plays for her in the paint. The UConn team will be ok with her, that is for sure.
Ice continues to improve and become more confident, which is why she is in the starting lineup. Also, her FG% is really good. She needs to take more shots and rebound more.
Ash is ash; she is streaky but doing well defensively.
I love KK energy, but I don't see her in the starting lineup over Chen all season.
Chen is great, and she and Paige have great chemistry. She didn't have any turnovers, which is good.
JANA !!!! I wish you all give Ice the grace you give Jana. She is really good at rebounding especially offensive rebounds, but from the first game I saw, she is bad at layups. She just chucks them and hopes they go in, there is no need to rush her shot, but she does. I get why Geno was pissed as fuck. The layup she made was crazy. Who the fuck makes a layup like that? And she doesn't look athletic to me. I hope she proves me wrong.
Morgan is the best of the other freshmen. She makes many rookie mistakes, but you can see her hustle defensively, Allie still doesn't move me, I don't see her getting many minutes this season.
Q is not getting much time either.
For AZZI FUDD, I was so happy even if she didn't score anything. I am happy that the first game jitters were gone I am sure she was nervous as fuck and to me, she looked really really good for the limited time she got. I was most impressed with her defense; she was so aggressive, and she looked strong like the girl who fouled her was decked to the ground lol. Also, I think the team was not used to her playing with them, yet maybe they didn't practice together enough because when she subbed in the 3rd quarter, they passed her the ball once for a shot, and she missed lol. Her shots would fall eventually, and I see her getting in the starting lineup. The team needs her to be 100% the Azzi Fudd in March to win the ring. Let her accumulate, like Geno said, for now.
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Gugh I'm exhausted.
I woke up with bad nightmare-filled sleep.
First class of the day, dumb quiz
Second class of the day, be the mediator between my friends and people I still want to be nice to.
Lunch, I can hardly eat, want to throw up with anxiety. My friend is making it worse. I find myself with a hot temper...
Class three. Verbal test, shake and shake until it's my turn. Test, I'm a bit rough but I earn 100% so I chill out and immediately go to study for next verbal test.
Class four. A nice break, still anxious.
Class five. I go first so I can't get more scared than I already am. I do badly compared to my peers. My brain won't stop making me repeat the same three words for the rest of the class.
After school: 2nd sib is stuck doing homework aftw4 school. I spe d a bunch of energy helping them and staving off anxiety. Finally done helping sib, need to navigate across three dlors with locked doors, go up and down twice, go home.
Home. tensions high for some reason, I fi d out i probably can't go to a fun event i looked forward to. I give my dogs a bath, they don't like it. But now I'm here alone on the couch, two shivering dogs wrapped in a bundle of blankets across my lap. I think I might take a nap
You all should send some asks for when I wake up :) just chatting preferably, I don't have the energy to draw for others much apparently.
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BGM: Dragon Ball Z - Budokai Tenkaichi 3 - High and Scream
"Do you really think you have enough power to beat me? Don't make me laugh."
Broly stopped releasing orbs, but kept his shield up as he stared down the Ascended Sovereigns, smirking as he created a small Ki Blast in his hands.
"If you'd just let me kill you sooner, you wouldn't be dealing with this pain now. You're all complete and utter waste of blood. But that's not going to matter. Struggle all you want. In the end you're still dead!"
He then released the Ki Blast in front of him with one hand, it slowly travelled towards the group before it expanded into a ginormous ball of energy! Then the Herrschers would hear a voice behind them...
"Hmph. I should of known this Ki signature belonged to you, Broly."
It was none other than Vegeta, the Prince of all Saiyans, in his Super Saiyan 4 state, arms crossed. Broly spotted this and continued to smirk as the giant energy blast slowly came closer to the group. Vegeta clasped his hands together and formed a blast of his own as he walked in front of the quartet.
"FINAL! FLASH!"
A large beam erupted from Vegeta's hands and made contact with Broly's Gigantic Omega, prompting a beam clash in the middle of them all.
"I am the Prince of all Saiyans, even you, Broly! Your reign ends here!"
"Then please, do your best to make me kneel before you. Hah!"
Vegeta then turned to the group of four.
"I can't hold this blast on my own. Amplify the clash with your own energy, and we might be able to overpower him. Broly is no ordinary opponent, it will take all our combined might to defeat him."
"Everyone, MOVE!"
The combatants that was the team SEPHIRA reacted quickly.
With the large Ki blasts being flung about every which way, anyone who was not a direct target of Broly's hostility was now at risk.
Some tried flying to weave out of the way of the blasts, some attempted to put of barriers of power to act as shields, and some simply teleported out of the line of fire. In Mukuro's case, she created a large wormhole infront of herself, Natsumi and Miku to redirect any stray blast coming towards them to a completely harmless area somewhere.
For the hundred or so Jedi that was in the area to not only act as support, but to keep this entire fight contained to a limited area, they put up Force barriers to protect themselves and the Foundation and Colition Troops beside them, however some were not strong enough to withstand the blast and succumbed to them.
Yuna was able to grab Veridia and fly her over to where Tohka, Blanc and Xia were. Tenebria, who helped pull the injured Glacea and slightly injured Tohka over towards Xia and the others.
Xia projected a large blueish-purple barrier of Share Mana around them to protect them from the onslaught that was bearing down upon them all.
"Vivio, we can't keep this up. It's almost as if he's getting stronger and more erratic the longer this fight drags on. We need to end this."
"I know. Yuna, do you have those pills they gave us?"
"Oh, yes, I got them right here."
Taking out what looked like a round metal tablet, Yuna would distribute its contents to the rest of the group that was within Xia's barrier, everyone taking the pills as quickly as they could.
In almost an instant, the wounds they got from the fight would suddenly be healed. Glacea and Tenebria, who suffered the worst, were up on their feet and feeling good as new.
These were Bacta Pills.
A new type of medicine created from the same general healing properties as Bacta Water by the Ratatoskr Foundation. These pills were specifically modified through advanced technological and thaumatergical means to produce rapid healing.
And given that this was the first time these pills were officially being used in the field, it was safe to assume that its development was a success.
"Let's fucking go! I'm ready to tear into that roided up asshole for real this time!"
"Agreed. Using my body as a trampoline is a disrespect even I will not overlook. It is time to show him our true power together."
Tenebria, Glacea, and Veridia are all surrounded by a surge of Share Mana as their power rises, causing the air to be filled with static and the temperature to drop considerably.
Like Xia, they too had achieved a level of power beyond their base perimeters, all thanks to the same ritual that Xia underwent.
And so they had arrived.
Ascended Tenebria.
Ascended Glacea.
Ascended Veridia.
The four Sovereigns now stood together, the height of their power made evident as they were now ready to take on the Saiyan together.
#【The Messiah Complex】Sephira Alternative - Main Story#Arc: Siege of the Republic#muse: z broly#muse: vegeta
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BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY!
#hermitaday#bdubs fanart#bdouble0 fanart#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#my art#bdubs#im so happy#a day where i get to draw bdubs is a good day#my favourite guy. lich rally.#this is one of the softer bdubs i've drawn i think..#as much as high energy matches him 99% of the time idk idk he's so sweet that 1% of the time#and this season rlly has me feeling that. secret life rlly changed alot of these mfs in my head.#secret life is such amazing pay off for the whole life series im always saying tihs#anyway yeah insanity aside his builds this season have been so incredible i know bdubs builds are bdubs builds but like. wow#i think we should all appreciate idk. the way he plays w/ scale#makes a tiny box house that's like 6 blocks tall and it somehow looks so detailed like if you squint it could be an oil painting#and those trees. idk what else to say man. those trees.#anyway (insanity goggles on again) bdubs living far off happily in his cottage a bit off the grid. makes me so happy.#idk. bdubs learning to chill. it's so awesome.#his interactions with etho joel and pearl have been so cool to see#ethubs is gonna ethubs#but him and pearl are so funny together too. i love the kinda? sheepishness he talks to her with lol#and joel. i haven't quite figured out exactly what's going on between him and joel but i like it.#i think. bdubs wants to hit joel with sticks. but in like. an oh you rascal kinda way. little troublemaker you#i don't fuck with familial headcanons and I don't like assigning people parental roles. But.#coughs. okay that's enough.#i love bdubs alot he's my favourite. good night guys.
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Brennan never let Riz and Ayda talk because the conversation would immediately devolve into autism-to-autism communication so powerful it could level entire cities.
#I listened VERY carefully I don't think they exchange a single line EVER#Riz never speaking directly to Ayda has the same energy as Legolas never speaking to Frodo in the movies#anyways I hope in junior year they team up and commit so much crime#Riz: When I don't want to forget things I have someone ink them into my skin.#Ayda: Masterful. The least misplacable form of note taking. Do you think those police sirens are coming this way.#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#ayda aguefort
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Okay okay, listen, y'all. Listen.
These guys.
Vampire heroes AU.
That is all.
#project sekai#proseka#prsk au#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#megurine luka#au#vampire au#au idea#wondershow#emus the one with the most vampire energy imo#not that the others don't have ANY vampire vibes#but the emu card is what actually made me think vampire ya know?#anyway feel free to use this idea if you want#high likelihood i won't actually do anything with it myself#though id really like to#if you use it let me know so i can look at whatever you make#i love vampires#and vampire aus#lol
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Starting to slowly realise I'm really not doing well mentally and it's. concerning. I feel like I should take a break from tumblr bc it takes some of what little energy I have but it's also my source of joy with friends so idk what to do, like I'd miss y'all more than I'd feel good about being away. But if you notice me talking less/not responding in days it's bc I just cannot. I leave your message notifs up so I don't forget tho <3
#Personal#Feeling dreadful bc so many friends have shared with me things they wrote that I SO GENUINELY AM EXCITED TO READ#I've just had literally no time nor energy for ANYTHING I enjoy in like a month#And I'm also literally not sleeping. I'm either not sleeping or I have recurring nightmares that wake me up. It's god-awful#Therapy isn't helping either cause atp I already know everything they're advising me about it's just not working#Nothing's changed either which ofc makes me feel worse. No meds changed no habits changed nothing crazy happened#I'm just suddenly worse than I've been in years which is Not Good#I feel awful for not being able to read my friends' things if I could let y'all see my mind you'd know I want to read what you write so bad#I just can't right now. I'm sorry#Not to mention work and school have been especially more demanding recently and I literally get home after 8 every single night#Don't even eat dinner til past 10pm#Doing hw until 3am etc etc#It's like high-school all over again but I'm an adult with more responsibilities than ever
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I'm so tired of people who think they're comedians
#Does every sentence of yours have to be a joke#Do you really think it's funny to jab at me when neither of us know each other#Can you not be professional#I am not talking about random people#Right now I'm specifically referring to the dentist I've been seeing and the dude who works the morning shift at my local subway#Like#Surely you can be professional#We are not friends and I don't find you funny at all#You are just being weird#If you want to be high energy then be high energy but you don't have to talk like every word out of your mouth is high comedy
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#Moon posting#There's a lot to be said about FF7's themes and Cloud's character arc and how a lot of it ties into toxic masculinity#And like. The scene in VIIR where you play as Aerith when Cloud comes out of the bar in a dress and he's absolutely MORTIFIED by his get up#That fucking out-of-body horror and distress Cloud is going through even though there isn't anything for him to be ashamed of?#How humiliated he felt and how the compliments on how he was looking didn't make him feel any better?#That was me when my mom forced me to wear a skirt to my grandma's funeral back when I was in high school#(The last god forsaken time I wore a fucking skirt) (And even at that point I hadn't worn those things for YEARS)#That scene with Cloud? Yeah. Big ''I'm in this picture and I don't like it''-energy.#So this whole thing of Cloud wanting to live up to a horrible twisted idea of masculinity (a Shinra Soldier(/Sephiroth))#And realizing that he never can but(/and?) doesn't have to. That his masculinity is already good enough. That's wonderful.#Also Cloud is just kinda gender leave me alone#Sure wish I had a PS5 because I sure would like to play Rebirth but I am not dropping 700€ to play a single fucking game#Already feel bad enough about getting a Switch last year just for TOTK#Can't even watch my fave Tubers play it because I wanna experience it on my own too#Woe is me
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And not that it's actually going to stop anyone from coming for me I guess, but like. Not voting in the US this election cycle because of your disgust at the handling of the Palestinian genocide by the US government isn't actually the Great Big Political Statement Of Solidarity you think it is
What it is, is apathy. No I'm not naïve enough to believe that voting blue absolves me of the crimes committed by my country on the word of a bunch of out of touch oligarchs. But not voting doesn't actually absolve us of any of that either, and it only materially makes things worse for everybody, locally and globally, when we allow our political apathy to keep us from Working Towards Better outcomes
#in other words don't listen to the Russian bots 2 electric boogaloo#if you live in a country with elections please vote#there's caveats to this sentence but like safely 98% of my audience lives in North or South America somewhere#and there's a really really high percentage of countries with (arguably fair and free) elections and like#if you live in the non global South i frankly think you have a responsibility to vote at a care fucking minimum and especially in the US#I'm not gonna be able to make this brief and concise#just#fuck man if someone is busy telling you that voting is useless they have an agenda and not voting plays into that agenda#do you really want to enact someone else's unnamed and potentially awful agenda all because you're in your feelings about voting#I'm in my feelings about voting but that doesn't mean i stop doing it#it means i do more like calling and emailing representatives when i can and putting money and time where i believe it belongs#when i can afford the energy for the other#it's creating a culture of mutual aid in my friend circles#and curating a world where voting is simply one task like when you have to pay your registration#it's a part of the process of being an adult with autonomous thought but it's never where we Finish actually#it's the beginning of the conversation with the people that are supposed to 'represent' me#fuck my entire point is you're better off voting because at least then you've said your piece one way that isn't existential Twitter thread#and how many existential Twitter threads have changed anything ever anywhere?#I'd hazard to guess it's not very many
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so my friend and i are currently chatting about how i just discovered me referring to weed as "pot" makes me sound like a suburban mom even tho i didn't realize it was an "old-timey" term (??? it sounds just as normal as "weed" to me???)
and i just realized the reason i say pot is specifically because 1. watching kids in the hall (and other things from that era) and 2. talking about pot with the kids in the hall (the ones i know irl still use that word)
so for everyone's information i do NOT sound like a suburban mom for saying "pot" i sound like an old canadian gay man!!!!
but anyway that conversation moved on to talking about weed and the kids in the hall and now i must bring a poll to tumblr
(even if you have smoked before this is about placing yourself in the hypothetical situation i'd be in bc i've never been stoned before and my friend and i were joking about how my first time getting high would be with one of the kids in the hall lmao)
also in your opinion is saying "pot" weird???? literally so confusing to me like damn i guess all my interactions with weed are through the lens of 1. media from the 90s or 2. people who were young adults in the 90s
#as someone who honestly could have my first time smoking weed be with one of these poll options here's my personal take#just on the 3 i know irl bc i have no idea how the others would be#i think scott could be fun if i had a good reaction. but bc there's a chance i wouldn't#my take is that scott would be a person i'd smoke with after i'd done it a few times. bc otherwise he might stress me out#(or i'd stress myself out bc holy shit it's scott thompson)#bruce could be fun but i feel like he'd get very dad energy about it. which like maybe that's the vibe you want#but personally i think bruce would be so supportive it would circle back around to stressing me out somehow lmao#paul bellini tho? he has the ultimate chill stoner uncle vibes. he would be very fun to get high with but also if i had a bad reaction#i know he'd understand and like be able to deal with that without making it into a whole thing. like he's just the genuinely cool uncle#deadass i don't have much of an interest in weed but like thinking about my social circle it would almost definitely be paul#even realistically taking into account my non-kith friends and people my own age i'm like no it had to be bellini lmao#i should let paul know i've cast him in this role#anyway let me know your thoughts especially if you'd choose one of the other three#and let me know if i sound like a suburban mom or an old fag (affectionate)
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The problem I'm having with one of my stories is that it is compelling - but not clicking.
It's a sephiroth gets reincarnated into mdzs. Straightforward. I've got several branching paths: lwj, jc, nmj (my personal fave) and the jade twins (one mind in two bodies). All five of them have great potential, but for some reason my heart is set on sephiroth!lwj, because the aesthetic is sublime.
But! It's! Not! Working!
My main problems are a) despite similar surfaces, sephiroth has fundamentally different morals and life experiences to lwj and lwjs morals are a huge part of his and wwx's stories. B) I can't NOT have wangxian. I don't ship often at all, but when I do I'm pretty set on it lol. I don't want to deny soulmates. Unfortunately I HATE writing romance. C) I do not think sephiroth should be in any sort of romantic relationship at all nor can I see him wanting one. I've read tons of fics where he is in relationships (healthy or otherwise) and they're amazing, yes, but... Under my pen it's just not in the cards. And I do feel pairing him with wwx would just amplify wwx's worst traits, which is the opposite of what lwj does for him.
Everything's in conflict, but the lure of sephiroths second childhood in strict gusu and his complicated feelings about it, wwx being a perfect mix of all his important people with a spine of steel and righteousness that they all lost as everything fell apart, the relationship between sephiroth and his new mother, and how he'd inexplicably lose her too, the white on white aesthetic, the older identical brother, the cruel angels aesthetic with the benevolent demon, the angst of wwx's defection and death, his relationship with qi as a planet's overflowing life force, the tragedy of the mourning angel, monster x monster.... It calls to me.
But there's also the way wwx becoming a demonic cultivator was so vital to winning the war, and the way that affected things, gave him a legitimacy. Involve the silver soldier, and well. Everything else becomes a little extraneous lol. And sephiroth himself is such a big mover and shaker, I don't know what I could do to manage that without wiping out 80% of the remaining jianghu after the burial mounds siege with sephiroth appointing himself king lmao. He's not the kind of person to make small ripples, you know?
And I'd love a twin jades au to sort of turn the chaos inwards a bit (nmj and jgy would be Excellent foils) but again, I can't separate wangxian and imagining scenes feels a bit too close to incest for my tastes, even when it's ONE PERSON in identical bodies!
It's frustrating, wanting to write a non romance fic set in a love story lol. I just. I hate writing romance. But wangxian just don't want to be parted.
But the image of lwj in the xuanwu cave secretly covering a feverish wwx with his wing, only to notice a handful of white feathers pushing through the black as he unknowingly becomes a better person through showing care for other people, shaking his own deep belief that he is a horrible irredeemable creature incapable of love. Caught in an act of love. Hnggh.
Any ideas?!
#It's so frustrating because the block is on my end it's less so an issue with the actual plot#I know people love crossover character reincarnations even in canon soulmates (my other fics have shown me that lol) but wangxian feels lik#Too much? Idk I don't. Want to try and create a relationship#If you don't know in ff7 wing colour is determined by their morality. As a kid sephiroth was symbolised with white feathers#But as he grew older and later snapped he got the iconic black wing. I see it more as a 'what do they perceive themselves as' which#Gets extra angst points for unreliable narration and blindly righteous vs self loathing vs healing vs denial#The wing probably shouldn't be in the fic it's from the j cells and a symptom of insanity but ehhh it's too cool and symbolic#Like there's so much you can do with seph!lwj. Burning nibelheim vs cr burning. Prodigy on a lonely pedestal. Strict gusu vs sterile shinra#Having a mother but being restricted from her and losing her anyway and nobody telling him anything because he's a little kid#Angel x demon aesthetic on the battlefield. Safer mode HAS to make an appearance I don't make the rules (it's way too underrated ToT)#Wwx would get horns and fangs and stuff to balance it out lol. Noncon bodmod from the energy coursing through you#I feel he'd relate. Lwj being utterly terrified of wwx mentally degrading from the resentment and being forced to watch him ruin himself#Lwj seeing the best of all the people he loved in wwx and seeing him be so genuinely relentlessly GOOD where they fell apart.#Him being terrified of his own overwhelming feelings hurting wwx like cloud. The possessiveness and simultaneous avoidance#Him being even less easily flustered XD. Wwx has a high bar to top some fans from his last life.#Bb lwj getting really stubborn over wanting a stupid big sword and then growing huge enough to use it lol#Sephiroth getting a 'proper' childhood and being so unused to it he can't tell it's still not a very good one. Being doted on by his big br#mdzs#mxtx mdzs#mdzs fanfiction#mdzs fic#mo dao zu shi#lan wangji#ff7#final fantasy vii#cloud strife#final fantasy 7#sephiroth#This is working on the idea sephiroth got controlled by jenova btw the other version is beyond hope#mdzs au
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Heya Captain, I have a question 🙋
How would you deal with annoying people? (it's a strong word, but don't know how else to describe it)
Like fans who are just too much sometimes.
Would you ignore them, just tolerate them or deal with them somehow differently?
As a crewmate on this ship it’s important for me to do everything in my power not to be an annoyance o7 /j
But like I’m just curious on how creators deal with people they find annoying or fans who are just a bit TOO exited I guess. Like how other people deal with this kind of people without being rude or mean. Sometimes you just want the person to get off your back, but have no idea how to deal with it, you know?
If you don't feel comfortable answering this question I totally get it, you can just ignore this ask then
Thank you and have a honey day🐝
y'know, that's honestly a fair question to ask. it is kind of difficult to answer, but i know what you mean. i'll give it a shot.
it's not that i'm really popular enough to have a huge group of "fans" (seems like too big a word!) but sometimes there have been people who just take it out of me a bit. i'm not a high energy person even if i do try, so i can't always match the enthusiasm—limited spoons and all that ;;
when i'm tired, low energy, or just generally not feeling the vibe, i just… trail off a little. not on purpose, i just do. my activity is already really sporadic, so sometimes i'll post art but not respond to things bc i post and go. it's just how it be.
my only real piece of advice is this: do not spam. if someone is going to answer, they'll answer, but spamming them won't help. they might have other stuff going on or generally don't feel up to it—as a creator, you do still have the right not to mesh with people. spam won't make them want to talk to you more lol. being polite goes a long way! (this ask qualifies as polite, btw. very kind of you to worry <3)
just try to respect boundaries, and remember not everyone is immediately going to become your friend, creator or otherwise. life's funky and we all get through it our own way, but we'll be okay o7
(also aw, have a sweet day too, anon 🍯 hope you're alright.)
#ney's chatter (ask answers)#i really am not that high energy tbh#i just get swept up in the moment sometimes#also it's genuinely really sweet that you worry about this kind of thing anon#but since you're asking you're probably doing just fine o7 just treat people like people#and most of the time things turn out okay.#i actually share this feeling sometimes. like i'm bothering the people i want to talk to#i don't know what the solution for it is—but i think we all feel that way at some level#i think people really are more forgiving than you'd think though. especially about stuff like this#'annoying' someone like one time probably isn't going to make them hate you forever#(which... yes i do have to reassure myself about sometimes)
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