#IT Courses Sydney

[dogfancier]

Can't Run, irish greyhound owned by Denis O'Leary, winner of the Irish Cup. 1938

[rambeu]

SAW TIT TWICE. WILL NEVER BE NORMAL AGAIN

[conceived-angel]

i really love the cast of the bear because they'll say sydcarmy are "connected forever" and "charged and sexy" and "the root of their relationship is passion" and "sometimes your partners at work, you can feel more connected to than your girlfriend or boyfriend" and "work can be a very intimate thing and a very personal thing and a very emotional thing" that (again) "invokes feelings of passion" but if you ever imply they could ever be into each other romantically, they act like you've grown three heads

[ambeauty]

Propaganda I’m not falling for… SydLuca

[monsieurlux]

my take for Eli coming back in the third book is that his abilities are gonna come back but they take time so he's gonna wake up in a couple days in that hole in the morgue they put him in and he's gonna stay for days lying in the dark alone and screaming and wishing (again) he were dead

[falllpoutboy]

Ayo Edebiri & Jeremy Allen White @ Wrigley Field, Chicago 05/19/2024

[fungus-no69]

hope lovecraft is rolling in his grave as I write this. I hope more people write about eldritch horrors being gay and shit. lovecraftian gay sex… (i do not write smut)

Context: it is a beautiful day in rapechestershire and you are a horrible monstrosity

Content: Body horror I guess, reader is a little petty (deserved), dol typical bullying, brief and non graphic gore in Kylar’s, mentioned animal death in Remy’s (you are Eating The Cows), some spoilers for Ivory Wraith’s lore

Remembering to oxidise your body is a burden, making your heart beat is a chore, remembering to move the rest of your vessel with your expressions is tiring. What do animals even need these rigid pieces of flesh for?

…though you quickly realised the value of muscles when your meat began to droop around your faux bones which is something you’re fairly certain does not happen to mortals.

Of course, you can’t maintain a full rest while above water in this fashion. You’ve come to learn that humans do not particularly enjoy a mass of greasy limbs, mottled flesh and gunky mucus spread on the floor. 'Sleeping' is nice though, as limited as your opportunities are. Humans are fickle creatures and that also applies to their sleeping habits.

Nonetheless. You need to practise your human-form-making skills. And what better way to learn about appearing more human than to attend the industry of learning itself?

Whitney:

Why this blonde mortal took an interest in you? You're not sure.

One day they were there and they never left

They’re always poking at your vessel. Rude…

Thanks to them and their lackeys you had to learn how to fake falling over when punched because apparently it’s strange to just stand there and take a hit without flinching.

They know somethings wrong with you but they can’t put their finger on it, this leads to even more bullying

Most of their harassment is about how you look and act apart from the straight up sexual assault.

They once saw you slip up on your transformation because it was a particularly irritating day and you briefly reintroduced your habit of scaring off others by posturing.

Not your finest moment, I say. They passed out because your mutilated structure was too much for their poor human mind to handle.

Thankfully you can help them forget the incident or write it off as some weird drug induced hallucination. (by distracting them with something inconvenient when they wake up. Like an ice cube in their mouth. Or a cut to their gums.)

You can’t let something like that happen again

Sydney:

You don't know why they're looking at you weirdly. You have the correct amount of teeth this time. You checked.

They help you out when people ask you stupid questions like 'are you a ventriloquist?' 'how can you bend that far?' and 'hey where'd your elbows go?'

It’s always awkward to dismiss yourself during those encounters, considering your ‘schoolmates’ don’t tend to let things go and are rather fixated on following their more malicious instincts towards you than letting you leave. So Sydney’s help is appreciated.

You leave little gifts for them in the library. A book you found in the lake and dried, the foot of a rabbit (humans find that lucky right?), little shiny objects you discover while walking around.

You’re far from weak or incapable but Sydney’s interventions make keeping up the act more bearable.

Over time they find that they become enamoured with you and that’s terrifying to them. One, because they’ve never felt like this before and two, Jordan seems to disapprove of you in some way? They don’t explain why but they warn Sydney about you. Which raises some issues which you don't completely understand for all of your infinite (old) wisdom.

As they become more corrupted, they get a bit more pushy with their ‘subtle’ questions about you- thankfully they never nag for too long.

You fear that Sydney, loyal and kind Sydney, will leave you when they find your true nature. That they will find you repulsive like many before them.

Thus, you will hide your true nature from them. No matter how often they ask or the fact that they know something is off- you can never let them confirm those suspicions.

Kylar:

You see the way the shadows loom over this mortal- they are more connected to the other worlds than they realise.

This draws you to them in a way, having someone who is more connected to your home than everyone around you. And them to you, though you suspect this may have happened regardless of your identity.

Kylar is another anomaly in a sea of others who look different but are fundamentally indiscernible. If you were to cut open a human and pry open their ribcage, you would find the same thing in each one. But not yours. And perhaps not Kylar’s.

They seem to feel a strange compulsion to protect you. You’ve seen this type of behaviour with Sydney and maybe Whitney to an extent, but never to the intensity that a knife was procured.

You understand that the utensil is sharp but you're a little bit confused to why the students run away when they see it? Stabbing someone requires strength and you're fairly certain Kylar is not very strong.

Surprisingly, they were the first one to ask about why you speak the way you do. When asked what they meant they told you that you speak in a very formal manner. Your expression must have made a change in some way because they quickly apologise profusely for offending you. It doesn't.

If you sulk about it a little then that's nobody's business other than your own.

Harper:

You get sent to the asylum for your silly behaviour (crimes and general strangeness that does not pass for mentally healthy) and Harper tries to gaslight you "there are no tentacles they aren't real" explain this.

You don’t have a firm grasp on human behaviour yet, especially when it comes to being polite but c'mon. Even you know this guy is a weirdo.

They will inevitably learn about your true nature regardless of how hard you conceal it.

Hypnotism doesn’t work on you, your blood is too dark and thin to resemble a human’s, sometimes you forget to make your heart beat etc.

They’re not as freaked out as you thought they’d be but they do want to run some tests on you

You say no thank you because even if it’s just for ‘personal research’ you don’t want your inhumanity on record (and Harper’s a creep)

They attempt to blackmail you in a sense but you stand strong on your opinion. Who would they tell and even then, who would believe them? And then there’s the fact that there is no human nor invention that can contain or incapacitate you.

You may meet them on your vacation to Remy’s farm, they’re initially confused to see you there but just as easily accept it. As much as they want to understand you- you’re not exactly human, so they don’t expect you to act by the rules of humans.

It would almost be nice if they didn’t finish their little spiel by dragging you to a stage. Stares make your epidermis feel like there’s little bugs underneath it and you feel the urge to peel it off to escape the unpleasant sensation. You don’t, because that would reveal you.

You end your holiday by trashing their office.

Remy:

You originally came across their farm because you were hungry. Remy, of course, noticed the dwindling population of their cows and went to investigate. Lo and behold- they found you.

They don’t know for sure if you’re involved in the missing cows but they suspect you’ve stolen them or something. Not that you ate them.

You allow yourself to be captured, you could annihilate these puny humans if you wanted to but something tells you this place will grant you rest and food.

The fact they stole your clothes was mildly irritating but you can easily get some when you return 'home'. What do humans call it? The five finger discount? You're not sure what having five fingers has to do with saving currency but you appreciate it regardless.

You don’t develop transformations. You lack the biology to do so, but seeing other cattle develop their features tips you off to the fact you’re supposed to be gaining ears and such so you try to replicate them…

The farmhand who opens your stable in the morning almost shits their pants

You don’t try again after that.

Remy is wondering why their cattle are STILL disappearing.

Ivory Wraith:

They are much similar to yourself, tethered to this mortal realm through an object. Though their emotions are a bit more… uncontrollable than yours.

But perhaps that came with being human. Formerly, you suppose. Not that you would know what it’s like to be human.

They know your existence is eternal, will last for much longer than their own given their own circumstances.

Inevitably, they belong to this world and you do not.

Nonetheless you understand each other to a point, with both of you being non human and somewhat incorporeal.

They vaguely recognise you from long ago, a painting or two within the temple depicting a monster. They had never really examined it, being too unsettled to do so.

They also remember that during the schism, they felt the presence of something much larger than themself. They suspect it may be you, though they’re not certain.

No matter, you're here now.

…

It is the first time you have felt desire for something other than rest in centuries.

You have never been one to want. You do not experience emotion as deeply as mortals (or former mortals) do, somehow simultaneously deeper but so shallowly. You do not feel affection, and even if you have, it has surely been so long since then that you have forgotten. And yet…

You think this strange feeling in your fleshy midsection is the closest to love you can get.

[thoughtfulchaos773]

"Because you write in margins"

And it's how she says it it's with a shrug and there's a tone of obviousness. Of course I could see you write in margins and of course I'm thinking of you while I do this.

While carmy is touched by this , she's doing something for him - not only that, but she notices this small thing about him.

[japrilalltheway]

still heartbroken over the fact that Syd had an amazing opportunity which she turned down because she wants to work and grow with Carmy and he told her he wouldn't want to do this without her and he will never let her fail and then he tells her he's leaving 😭

[shokujin-art]

This game is a hell of a drive —

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash with a fan last week

[miredball]

[jagroka]

back to square one

[kaitlindogood]

lena oberdorf with the german girls post match, sweden vs germany, uefa women's euro 2025 group stage, 13/7/25

[curtsies-from-princess-ashlyn]

So I did finish The Bear last week and haven't made a final review post of the season yet, so here it is.

I do need to admit this season was definitely better than S3, but it still was no where near the heights of S1 and S2. The supporting characters actually had storylines! Less of the Faks! This season went somewhere! Yay, all good things! However, it continues to fall short when it comes to Carmy.

Admittedly, if the plan all along was to build up to Sydney being "the bear" in Carmy's eyes, I fully see that! What us Sydcarmy shippers saw as moments that were cuing the audience to a deeper connection between the two of them, they were moments that could believably be building to Carmy's confession that Syd is the bear. Does their dynamic feel like it should naturally be building towards something deeper than a friendship and business partnership? ABSOLUTELY it does to me, but I will also be honest with myself that the final episode could be the full culmination of those seemingly romantic-coded moments and there was no greater plan beyond that.

Claire bothered me less this season (maybe that's just because I've accepted that she's never gonna leave), and we actually got to see her be a person beyond Carmy's love interest. Ironically, I thought she had more chemistry with John Mullaney's character (who's married, right?) than she ever had with Carmy. I wish we had gotten closure on her relationship with Carmy and could shut that door forever, but clearly the writers must really love Molly Gordon (who honestly proved she deserves to work with much better material with this character) to keep her around so long, because Claire's presence and characterization is consistently the most common criticism of the show for the past 3 seasons.

I don't have fully formed thoughts on everything at this point, but I think what I'm most frustrated with regarding Carmy and Syd is that the writers have been driving a wedge between them both for the past 3 seasons, and have put such little effort into actually rectifying it. Maybe this season was meant to be a turning point for the next season by the end, as (thankfully) Sydney is portrayed as distraught when she learns Carmy's leaving the restaurant, but like.... it doesn't feel like that? That finale felt more like it could be the conclusion of the show (which *blech* if it is) than a consequential moment that will lead to real resolve. I guess my thoughts are if the writers spent 3 out of 4 seasons to create a rift between its two leads, only to dedicate no time to healing that rift, then have one of them walk away from what bound them together in the first place to conclude the show... then what on earth does this relationship even mean? It feels like everyone lost something, including the audience.

[only-one-brain-cell]

I want Richie to be a Sydcarmy shipper so bad