falllpoutboy
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falllpoutboy · 8 hours ago
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Hello, this is tarot reader #3 again. I know I said I’m done for the year but I had just come from an event as a reader (which is why I had to reserve energy before and after) and had time/energy to spare since it wasn’t as tiring as l had anticipated.
In the mean time while no one has approached my booth yet, and with some inspiration from OG reader’s latest reading, I felt compelled to read two things 1) what are 🍀’s main issues with 🦈 (aka the main baggage’s that scare her on top of the intensity of his feelings and her fear of diving in and going deep as already specified by OG reader) and for some optimism 2) what would their future turn out like when they do work on their respective things that need to be worked on.
I wanna say I want to keep this short though I do tend to be carried away. So without further adieu:
1) what are 🍀’s main setbacks in relation to 🦈? Could include external/internal stuff (his emotional intensity has already been established so these will be new things)
I wanted to see how him being a dad makes her feel - keep in mind there is fear and just generally not being ready given the weight of having children involved. However, there is something interesting that she is trying to deny her own feelings about kids. She’s great with them in general and she wants to be stubborn and practical that right now they are not right for her. At some point she might have even said that she won’t be a mom. She’s rattled by how him being a dad changes her mind. 🍀 wants to stick to her guns. I’m getting “I can’t be swayed to change my opinions just because of how I feel about him.” This makes her withdraw even more. She’s trying hard to practice the concept of sleeping on it as she doesn’t want to make snap judgments but so far everything with him is making her want the opposite of what she thought she wanted. 🍀 likes to preempt and catastropize, already preparing that 🦈’s main priority will be his kids. While 🦈 has many things to work on, this is one part 🍀 needs to mature in, she needs to just surrender and not try to predict. Above it all, she needs to cut herself some slack and give herself more credit. In this regard, she’s more understanding that she lets on/isn’t as selfish as she thinks she is and preparing that she won’t be his priority is something she needs to unlearn since it’s two very separate things that right now, given the influx of everything she’s going through, she likes to lump it all together and use as her it a top excuse to keep their connection from growing for now.
2. She sees him as too trigger happy. Once again, pre-empting. Yes she knows him and she sees how he is with others. He tells her it’s different with her but she’s struggling to believe this.
3. Being with him is “too easy.” Not in the sense that they just fell into each other’s arms just like that but the comfort she has with him is so new to her since she is used to some chaos when it comes to relationships. She wants to work hard for things in general but this connection seems to just flow. There is fear of losing it because she feels that she hasn’t earned it. This is sad on her side but honestly, it’s a lot of work on her end, especially the realisation that she deserves to be romantically happy. Her work ethic is bleeding into her personal life.
4. Slightly similar to #2, she’s scared that their passion for each other now won’t last. Now, an important question she can ask herself is “how will you know if you don’t give it a shot? Why put the cart before the horse by anticipating the ending before you even allow it to start?” There is a denial of how much it will devastate her if they won’t work out since she’s also trying to save face if this happens. She has to uncover her feelings for him first and just let go.
Now, there’s always been a strong indication that 🍀 and 🦈 will work on what they have to work on and eventually find their way to each other. It will take time but the time is needed as there’s a big, if not guaranteed chance, it’s a sure fire thing. As OG reader and I have read through our own card pulls, they are twin flames. I will reiterate that twin flames, while they can be beautiful, they can also be tricky. Your twin flames can mirror your issues unless you get to the point in which you individually have a good handle on it so this case of mirroring the unnecessary parts isn’t as frequent and if it happens, it will be processed in the best way possible. Since they’re having their time apart, they’re already on their way. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, as they say, and they’ve already taken a few.
So, what does 🍀 and 🦈’s future look like (highest potential)?
1) reconciliation and healing definitely. A lot of their individual growths from their time apart will come together as they learn to heal together. On 🍀’s part, it’s the acceptance that she needs him and she won’t be weak for admitting so. Vulnerability is an asset. And he’s teaching her that if only she’s more of a willing student, which she will be. On 🦈’s end, he will learn to ground himself more - which is important when it comes to the next part since he is enamoured with having a fairy tale ending and being with someone who prefers evidence, proof, and commitment.
2) it won’t be smooth sailing. They might be caught up with thinking that once they’ve hit their sweet spot, it’ll be the answer to every issue they have. It won’t be but this is not hard to get past. Harmony, is a huge part of their renewed connection. They just have to lean into it and the honesty they have with each other now needs to be invested back into their honestly with themselves. Earlier, the peace/“too easy” fear of 🍀 was mentioned and this comes back again. The cards give an insight of domesticity and family (dare I say, kids/expansion of family), and this is both a source of joy and being restless for them - the peace of it all. 🍀 wants to work more and even 🦈 does too. They just have to touch base on their wants and needs to acquire/recalibrate the balance of their personal/professional lives. They will become one until one of them questions is it too much of being one? Both of them are go-getters in their own ways, fulfilment will be hard for them as they are always looking for the next best thing. It’s not bad to be so, they just need to foster the ability to be present and appreciate what they have and use it as inspiration vs. a reason for frustration.
One reader brought up Ashton kutcher and Mika kunis and while there are some slight similarities, 🍀 and 🦈 seem to be more similar with Rachel Weisz and Daniel Craig when it comes to vibes (not sure if it’s the timeline but the calmness/public attention part of it all).
I want to say I will take my intended leave until the new year now but here we are. As I’ve learned, especially after reading for these two crazy kids, never say never - so, maybe if the calling strikes, I’ll see y’all again sooner than I had initially planned.Thank you ✨
received november 4, 2024
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falllpoutboy · 5 days ago
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just had to block that user on both blogs like why did that one untagged post set them off so bad??? this has happened on two (2) separate occasions now. go touch grass and stop worrying about my various and silly online opinions !!!!!!!!!!!!!
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falllpoutboy · 8 days ago
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call that gradual release follow 🤫
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falllpoutboy · 10 days ago
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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nah that ask was the last straw LMAOO im moving blogs and going on indefinite hiatus. will send my trusted mutuals my new @ but i guess you’ll see me around eventually 🫶🏾🫡
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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Lurkers? Didn't realise you weren't into New followers. Found you last week on my discovery feed and threw you a follow. Didn't realise it would weird you out to comment so✌️ (bye!)
and please block me on your way out 🙏🏾
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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The funny thing is she wanted good press from dating j but all it's doing is digging up her dirt. Hope she's happy with the outcome and how rocky her relationship is with j now. (Those last pics we had of them don't lie y'all, there is trouble in paradise. They look so fucking awkward and he looked so fucking bored.)
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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do you ever just get an ask thats leaves you like this
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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Hacks s4 is confirmed to arrive in May 2025 😭😭😭. I want to kill myself. I was hoping that they would not be able to release it until the second half of the year or at least until June so that they would exceed the established limit (which is until May 31 every year) and would not be competition for the 2025 Emmys.
hulu/disney knows what to do… open that purse!! now!!! rigging it is ok if i say so!!
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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no seriously, like molly has to be a mean girl. there’s too many people saying the same things. and with details too. like come on now. 2 + 2 = 4
absolutely !
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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DM just posted a story saying she was difficult to work with in theater camp, like if it looks like a duck, swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, then it probably is a duck 😂😂😂
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all the dirt that’s come out about her is recently… 🌝
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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how many followers do you have
only you baby i swear
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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love that all the modern dr seuss movies all range from a little unhinged to VERY unhinged
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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bruh… how many people are lurking down 😭
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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a little bit of god is found in every bag of ruffles cheddar & sour cream
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falllpoutboy · 11 days ago
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i think they should allow everyone in the world to vote in american elections
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