#INTERNALLY … AAAAAA
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What about wintery vorish things. Pred resting by the fireplace, maybe a mug of hot coco in their hands and snuggled under a blanket. Their prey resting inside their stomach nuzzled up into the walls that squish in around them and keep them warm. Both of them just enjoying a quiet moment with eachother. The pred's hand idly rubs at their belly and they feel their prey burrow further into the stomach walls and give them some gentle strokes in return. Just existing in the moment warm and content.
#vore as a form of affection is so good you guys#prey giving thebpred affection as well not just pred offering prey affection#like the prey curling up inside is comfy and happy to be there#but also they know how much the pred loves having them inside them#the internal belly rubs showing affection from some a vulnerable place#aaaaaa#medli rambles#vore related
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Tw: blood
I tried drawing in the artstyle of one of my first posts of my robot Izzy au I forgot about lol
#tw: blood#total drama#help#art#total drama art#izzy total drama#aaaaaa#silly#robot izzy au#robot#internal screaming#idk man#👍
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Listen!! What about;
Marius on his knees between Akasha’s legs, while Akasha is sitting on her throne. His face in her chest, and she cradles his head. Feels good to be held like this. And then in a small undefined part of his brain, something snaps. Slowly his mouth finds her nipple and not a second later he is sucking it like a starved child. His mother died when he was born ~he killed her, he thinks, he has lived with that guilt for all his life~ He has never been breastfed- but he has a Mommy now. And he calls her so, and she lets him know he is being cared for, the hand that is cradling his head, does not stop. The faint beginning of tears prickling behind his eyes.
“Mommy”
It’s a foreign word that slips from his mouth, a word his lips had never shaped when he was a child, no matter how desperately he wanted too. “She is not your mother, Marius. Your mother is dead, as you well know. Sit up straight, and let me not hear you again.”
It’s shameful, in the way he says it now; clawing at her chest like this, whimpering, suckling, eyes closed, ah, such bliss.. to be cared for like this
I think this would heal him.
#I mean-#pls let Marius give into his mommy issues#he has them alright#I know he does#and at one point he looks up her Akasha’s unmoving stone cold gaze and is like ‘does she know I’m doing this#no she doesn’t know’#and then he#Is like yes of course she knows Marius!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!! aaaaaa and he had internal struggle and is tortured because he let himself get l#like this#Marius de Romanus#akasha#queen akasha#tvc#vc#vampire chronicles
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Lol I look forward to the unintentional psychological damage your SIkuna is constantly giving everyone (except Yuuji)
Same tbh, it's being a difficult Part to write but I'm looking forward to it being finished as well (both to be able to finally post, and to reread it in its finished format for them Serotonins heh) 😂
And yeah lmao once again SIkuna's rolling basically only Nat 20s on random Intimidation checks all the time, whilst trying to just be spooky Enough - yet still as cooperative as he can afford to seem without coming off as completely OOC/unbelievable
(that Sukuna Filter and all-too-natural sinister-looking mannerisms are definitely working against him lol) 😂
As for Yuji, he isn't gonna be totally stress-free here, for one he's most definitely not going to be happy about the whole 'Ijichi got a bit freaking mauled' situation amongst other things
- but by the end of this 'Arc'
(Part 8/end of the Detention Center Confrontation + a short Part 9)
he'll be starting to properly wonder if Sukuna is either not as evil as everyone thinks he is (and he himself plays himself off as, though he's definitely not 100% good either) or at the very least if he doesn't have some sort of... Soft spot for him and his friends??
A Thought which, by the end of the VS Mahito Arc Junpei Doesn't Fucking Die Arc, becomes an almost certainty in his mind due to a few things
- then 'sunshine child'/Part 2 happens
(and all that follows it on the timeline lol)
(Can't wait 'till I get to Nanami's reaction towards that whole thing lmfao
- the poor guy's gonna get hypertension at 28 because of this kid and his 'if evil then why friend-shaped' attitude towards the freaking King of Curses 😂)
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#Ask#Thinkings™#Anyway yeah it's Internal 'AAAAAA-' Hours for everyone involved (even SIkuna lol) in some way 😂#I am NOT making the fix-it easy for SIkuna to do lmfao sorry dude but hey at least you're not stuck with /Gege/#(though considering the fact that he /is/ a Sukuna variant maybe they wouldn't be too bad towards him 😂🤣😂🤣)#Anyway yeah I can't wait to see people's reaction to this Part lol it's gonna be a bit of a doozy for everyone involved#(I wonder how many people will have guessed how it goes and how many will have not heh (either way hope it'll be a fun read though 👍))#jjk#jjk fic#jjk fix it#jjk fix it fic#jujutsu kaisen#SIkuna#(deliberate misspell)#Syuuya#jjk sukuna#ryomen sukuna#jjk yuji#itadori yuuji#jjk nanami#nanami kento#(they're all mentioned here so imma try to tag it properly)
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Im so mentally ill right now pls hand me my vitamin d pills i need to be fixed, i haven't felt sunlight upon my skin for a week and it's raining over the snow so it's all sloppy and slippery and dark out so i can't go anywhere without getting my feet soaked and my inlaws are asking me what i want for christmas like specifically which means i have to share my interests but i don't want to be perceived right now because I'm feeling the winter paranoia/madness and also i had to take the trashcan out yesterday and faceplanted in the snow and my glasses are all scratched up so i think im going to need new ones and if i want to go ANYWHERE i need to defrost my fucking car on the daily and i hate it. I hate winter i HATE IT. And i have an exam on friday as well as work and a christmas party to attend. I need to move to the forest and become one with nature, just leave society behind and live like Isak in Growth of the soil even though i fucking hate Knut Hansun, that nazi bitch.
#the only thing i have the energy for is apparently scouring ao3 for fics to read through my very specific search methods#and im reading stuff im NOT proud of at all (very cringe) so no im not giving any fic recs#i need the sun please god i miss the sun sooo much give it back aaaaaa#me in the summer: i miss it being dark at night i miss sleeping#me in the winter: i have deficiencies summer me could never understand#why did my ancestors (my danish grandmother and grandfather from bergen) decide to settle in the mental torture part of norway#i need to LEAVE im going INSANE i don't want to live like this#every season is its own kind of hell‚ the only semi good one is autumn and it's usually too short anyway‚ but if it's too long#it's as bad as winter because it gets dark without the snow to bring some kind of light to the day so you're just depressed#and then it gets icy but there's no snow so your car gets zero (NIL) grip on the road and then ur life flashes before ur eyes#abd spring gives you allergies and a low sun so you can't wven drive comfortably#and summer is too hot and it's bright all the time and like. it's FINE. im used to it. i just put up some decent curtains.#but it's disorienting and my internal clock is always completely and utterly fucked.#and i know im raving like a madman right now but i slept for like 13 hours and i have the mental clarity to know im going a little crazy#and i just need to get it out of my system
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Happy International Asexuality Day y’all!!! 🖤🩶🤍💜
I will be forever thankful that Jeremy Bradshaw exists, he has helped me so much to discover and embrace my own sexuality and he is the kind of aroace rep I have always longed for 🥹
And as you all know from know I love him very very dearly so I couldn’t not make a drawing about him today, he’s so important to me, and this day matters so much too!!!
Here’s a whole view of the drawing!
Little wip of the drawing! (Yes I was outside to draw him today, weather is good where I live in France so I thought that I could fully enjoy it!) And I’m emotional because the first drawing I did of Jeremy ever was him holding the ace flag last year so it just feels like a circle has been completed 🥹🖤🩶🤍💜
#jeremy bradshaw fanart#bridgewater podcast fanart#international asexuality day#bridgies#bridgewater fanart#jeremy bradshaw#ace#acespec#bridgewater#bridgewater podcast#fanart#brainrot is brainrotting#misha collins fanart#ace flag#Jeremy Bradshaw is aroace#I love jeremy bradshaw so MUCH#I might have more Monster energy in my veins than anything else#watercolour art#traditional art#Lauren Shippen thank you so much#aaaaaa here’s to one year of drawing Bridgewater related fanarts!!!!#🖤🩶🤍💜#🖤🤍💜
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what does it mean when a pretty girl says that you have “cute handwriting”???
#ive been internally screaming ever since#im never changing my handwriting ever again#i dont think this is flirting but im going to convince myself it is#im a little bit delusional#she’s just so aaaaaa
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i need everyone to pray for me. like spirit bomb style. Ms.self isolation (me) is going to Two concerts and a coworkers birthday party over the course of 3 days
#it’s so funny bc i’m like so ok at work and dependable and shit and i talk over the phone at work to doctors and nurses all daaaaa tiiiiime#but like Outside work socially? holy fuuuuuck i’m a shaking chihuahua i can still hold a conversation but but but but but (short circuits)#i can talk FINE i’ve held entire conversations with strangers it’s OK but like#INTERNALLY … AAAAAA#LIKE OUTSIDE OK? online is a different story i’m talkin about irl strangers#i used to have a job where i busted into ppls houses for a living and i got rly argumentative w old ppl but that’s not this#i’m talkin like#like ppl around my own damn age#once they dig a liiiiiiitle deep past the surface like once * i * start getting asked genuine questions i start like . doin broken down car#noises da Jig is UP the Facade aaaa my normal act FUUUUCK#it’s so funny bc all my coworkers like me but it’s like bc they all know i’m like That as in weird funny and i’m so comfortable around all#of them :3 i love my coworkers 💕💕 they give me souvenirs all da time and i love being weird to them back#but like getting to know people oof. maybe it’s not so different from work…………#it’s always like. worse in my head than what the situation ends up being as it’s so stupid#and it takes like an entire village worth of effort to even Muster the courage to do things jesus CHRIST#i been getting better at it tho!!!! i’m workin on it but it’s just so so so so scary Probably because of da Trauma but aaaaaaahahaaaaaaa#whateeeverrrr it’s all in da paaaast aaaaaaa
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wails i want to go home
#last week interning at this clinic#but the overtime x.x#aaaaaa#just... just a few more days...#just a feewwww more dayysss....#*ੈ♡. rose talks
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A pet peevee: when talking about different lifespans and how cybs can easily outlive a human and ppl start talking about it like "IMAGINE ONLY CARING DEEPLY ABOUT SOMEONE FOR 8 HOURS" angers me because TIME DOESN'T PASS FASTER IF YOU LIVE LONG AAAAAARG.
Think of your pets, like you don't feel like you only care about it for a week bc your dog's lifespan is around 15 years compared to your 80!!
No, you still live those 15 years and they pass as 15 years and will feel like fucking long time. Those 15 years don't become a week.
So I genuinely don't understand why for a cybertronian who can live forever, a human life of 80 years should be mere hours?
Laws of physics are the same for everyone and everywhere! Those 80 years are still gonna be 80 years even for an ageless being.
I'm all for talking about mortality and cyb would cope with human's passing ( you know I even write about it!) but this strange misconception really kills the conversation and nuance.
#ara talks#i just saw another of this and i just screaming internally#thats not how it works aaaaaa#there is a lot of drama involving human-cyb relationship but this is just way to much and incorrect
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i think i've healed enough to finally get past the embarrassment this first one brings me so here goes
Things That Should Have Made People Realise I Was Neurodivergent, But Didn't, Because I Was a Good Kid Who Didn't Cause No Trouble And Masked Like A Good Girl:
that time in second grade when the class was playing outside on a hot day, and a boy took off his shirt. no one yelled at him. i was also very hot. now of course no one saw my internal debate, and trying to suss out what would be socially acceptable by using logic, but i came to the conclusion that since I was 8 years old and was personally nowhere near starting puberty, it would be okay for me to take off my shirt too. i happily played shirtless for a while, although i could definitely feel the weird looks my classmates were giving me. i wasn't confident in my assessment but i was willing to defend my logic and position. i was right and if the others disagreed, they were the weird ones. a teacher passed by in a hurry and yelled at me to put my shirt on in a scandalised tone. she didn't yell at the boy. nothing further ever came of it.
#i'm still indignant about this#like i had CONSIDERED IT#and while i realise that society isn't built in a way that doesn't sexualise little girls it fucking SHOULD BE#i was very relieved i didn't get in trouble at the time but god damn if that teacher hadn't been trying to stop a nosebleed or whatever#or like if she'd come back later and had a FUCKING TALK WITH ME#tbf i probably would have lied and masked my way through that one the best i could and then stress cried in the bathroom#also the way i just realised this is why i'm so good at lying in some situations#i was SO SCARED of being found out#found out that i didn't know what to do in a situation or how to talk to people#i was SCARED the first time we had school lunch and i was always so worried i'd have to show people i didn't know something#thank god for scripts#i actually remember developing a script in my head the first time my mum encouraged me to talk to salesperson#i was like 5#and i felt like i couldn't ask mum what to say#i had to KNOW#so i scripted it in my head and gathered my courage and asked where the whatevers were and walked back to my mum#and we went and found the whatevers together#mum fully just did that because she thought i was so shy#i was shitting bricks#i also hated the idea of going to doctor's appointments alone#it was fine for general checkups but when they were actually tryna figure shit out with my migraines it was bad#i'd forget EVERYTHING i'd need to say and i had no script and i was scared and AAAAAA#i'd always take my mum with me#there was this one doctor who hated that and tried to get me to come alone#i was 16 maybe?#when i eventually did go alone it went okay#i masked and came up on top :| and nobody noticed i was fully super depressed and neurodivergent#okay i think that's enough for now#internal monologue#adhd
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ok hi so I won’t post much I don’t think but like I like tdi ig
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THEIR FVCKING FOLLOWING ME
THEY KNOWWWWWW
#ITS THE FVCKING CREEK SHIRT FROM THE BUTTFROSKI POST#I had an internal panic attack when I saw it (not a lie sadly)#IM BEING FVCKING FOLLOWED WTH#it was the most squirrel brained holy sh!t i like it here but also GET ME THE FVCK OUTA HERE moment ever#i’m going to explode#I was there w my mom who hasn’t watched sp in over a decade so I didn’t get any of it 💥#send help#aaaaaa#south park#south park creek#hot topic
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man I love Ashe and Yuri so much just. THEM.
#AAAA THEYRE SO. AAAAAAA#I need to make it clear that when I heard the 'cant believe I'm gonna fall for a line like that' thing I screeched#internally cause I didn't wanna disturb my family but. AAAAAA.#say what you like about three hopes but it was FUN and it gave us SHEZ and also YURIASHE SUPPORTS BABYYYYYY#shout out to Yuri's VA who decided to open his first stream of the game with 'those of you who like Yuri and Ashe - you're gonna like this'#I did indeed like this#thank you Alejandro Saab and Shannon McKain for putting their whole selves into that A Support we love to see it
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HUGE SHOUT-OUT TO @drawnbinary FOR MAKING THIS A VERY SPECIAL PRIDE MONTH!!! 🥹🌻🍊✨️
#cRYING CRYING SOBBING SO LOUD!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! 🥹🥹🥹#i was sOOOO EXCITED WHEN I SAW YOUR SHOP WAS OPEN TO INTERNATIONAL BUYERS AAA#your hassius art is PERFECTION. PURE DOMESTIC BLISS.#DEPICTING THEM WHOLLY IN LOVE.. SO TAKEN BY ONE ANOTHER... AAAA SO SO SO GOOD#love the quality of the phone charms by the way aaA!! such a satisfying feel to them and i love the added level of detail with their backs!#yes i had to get the geeka too because.... very simple math. i am a lesbian and i see rika and geeta. *explodes*#GOSH THE LITTLE BONUS PINS YOU SENT ME MADE ME OUTWARDLY SOB!! THAT WAS SO SWEET OF YOU#i love that drawing you did of them in a LOVING. BLISSFUL. WARM EMBRACE. AAAAAA I'M WEEPING LIKE HASSEL#my own art too GOODNESS!!! THANK YOU!! that little drawing i did of brassius sculpting the little gible statue is still one of my favs 🥹🥹#aLSO FOR THE RECORD I love how the lanyard turned out!! the muted colors actually look really nice and i'm a huge fan of pastels!! 🙏#helps to highlight the encouraging and gentle way in which hassel has an influence on brassius' art style#IT'S THE LITTLE THINGS ABOUT THEM AAAAA#THANK YOU AGAIN KRIS THIS WAS WONDERFUL!!! PRIDE MONTH REAL!!!#flygon used boomburst#Y'ALL WHO LIVE OUTSIDE OF AUS AND WHO LOVE SCARVIO GAYS PLEASE ORDER FROM THEIR SHOP WHILE YOU CAN!!!
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the postcard legacy challnege - hayley brenner
Hayley has always craved a humble countryside life. Waking up at 5am to water her crops, taking care of the animals and spending her evenings with family is what she desires. Hayley recently moved to Henford hoping to meet a like minded individual to fall in love with.
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy challenge#postcard legacy generation 1#hayley brenner#screams internally aaaaaa
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