#IM SUCHA BIG BRAIN

[mcbeetlebeeb]

OOOOkaay time to dump homestuck garbage on here cause although only my friends look at my barely active page, I can't ever garble my stupid gobbles out to my friends in actual person so here I am

anyways have some? domestic?? relationship? crap? headcannons 🤷

🫐John Eg fart bert☁️

typw of mfker to be out in public and just rest his head on your shoulder, causally getting groceries? in supermarket? head on shoulder. making fuckin pancake? head on shoulder. literally standing doing nothing? head on shoulder

even if he's shorter, he will do it,

don't doubt him

I think he'd have god awful pick up lines but not, like, offensive or crude, just plain stupif bad- some garbage like

"I'd bring you too the movies but they don't let you bring your own snacks :("

like sneaky almost, some would genuinely be so thought out it'd just smear right over your smooth brain

fuckin- breath pick up lines, always-

"I hope you know CPR! you just took my breath away!"

whata fuckin dork

but he takes pride in that and if your interested in him you automatically become a dork yourself

you can't not get looped in with his garbage movie taste and stupid shenanigans

silly pranks with him

he'd pull pranks on you, matter fact if your his partner he'd probably pull pranks on you the most

genuinely sucha simp-

not clingy simp or overbearing simp just, yknow, can't help but go on and on about his significant other if ever brought up in a situation, probably brings them up just to do that

I think hed show physical affection in soft, gentle ways? nervous.™

like im talking hesitantly moving to hold your hand, or doing that stupid move of yawning and placing your arm around the other person and bringing then closer

holding you by the sides of your arms, gently trailing down to hold your hands

so soft for you, an even bigger dork when its just yall, absolute bafoon, a fool for you I'd even say

he 100000% babbles about you to his friends, and your friends, and you- lmao, his whole friend group will and can not escape his wrath of adoring you

absolutely talking Jade and Rose's ear off about you cause Dave can't take another moment of it-

will tell you how amazing and cute and this and that you are

no hesitation

I think hed be more than comfortable with pda, holding hands?

yes.

face smooches?

absolutely.

picking you up like a damn bag of flour over his shoulder?

indeed.

🪅Gamzee Makara🧫 (gamgee maraca)

gonna be honest with you? probably a bit stinky

and not in like a swamp ass way like, he just distinctly smells like face paint and whatever who's guess at sopor slime smells like if it even has a smell-

mfker looms over you

he doesn't get like half of the words you say into his brain a lot of the time unless you specify its importance

he's trying his best

but regardless of not actually listening to your words, he loves listening to you talk, just speaking, he could stare at your face all day

like- in an unblinking manner but still lovingly

speaking of your face, that's what he'd mostly end up hugging, he's already hunched over a shit load so when he hugs you he just hugs your whole dome to his chest

probably garbles some silliness to you in a drunk/high like state, just holding you impossibly close to him and mumbling some junk like

"YoU..yOu GoT a NiCe..A nIcE fAcE..aNdD..sMeLl GoOd,,..WaRm"

I like to think the higher up on the hemospectrum(?) idk that trolls gradually get like more cold-blooded? if that makes sense?

okay like the higher it goes up the more the troll has a tough time gaining and keeping warm

he'd love warm stuff, like some big cat he'd just flop on it and purr away

you get clown makeup on your face each time he gives you a smooch, I don't make the rules

honestly would sniff you, and like, not subtly like straight "SNIIIFFFF"

can seamlessly re-create the actually honk squeek sound, but yknow, saying honk is much easier

and god forbid he finds you sitting or relaxing

all up in your biz, not like, verbally but he's already waddled over and rested his head on your lap or wrapping his arms around your waist and tugging you closer

I think hed be really mushy gushy over physical affection, not like embarrassed but he just enjoys it greatly and will do anything for you to play with his hair more

tbh a bit scary ngl, like, has that uh, union effect from Steven Universe, just sorta appears sometimes, there, observing,

he'd try and get you to eat sopor slime, he wouldnt force you but he'd definitely like, lean in with a tin of it and try and convince you, but he's not shoving it down ur gullet

probably great at taking snuggle naps, like he could most likely just drape all his limbs over you like some limp cat and just peacefully snooze away

also that whole shit of trolls having nightmares if not all snuggled up in sopor slime?

I love to believe it's canceled out by another person snuggling with them,

and that person is you of course,

you can't leave his presence without like a visable mark somewhere on you that you where around him

wether that be clown make up or sopor slime smeared somewhere on you

or you wearing his shirt, or his incredibly long pants

he's also a dork

I think hed enjoy how squishy humans are in general

he'd hold and love every part of you with a lopsided smile

hugging his arms around your hips as he leaves sloppy kisses against your tummy, smudging clown makeup on you

aahugh sleepiness is kicking in but I don't care I must persist because I'm. GAY.

Dave Strider (who names their child this)

breaking news! he's also a major dork

but in secret?

and an even bigger dork when its just yall

type of mfker to just pour his heart out to you in a way that makes you blank in the brain and then go "haha sorry that was weird" or "my bad that was probably cringe"

so unbelievably soft for you behind door, cannot do pda- for the life of him-

"hey, uh I made us a playli-" "YES."

listening to music with you at any given chance, likes sharing music genres and songs

if you dont make mention of him not smiling or laughing often around others he'll just let himself slip like that yknow?

like he'll giggle and laugh at more things, stupid, silly things,

comfortable with you to say the least

CAPE BLANKET, CAPE BLANKET, CAPE BLANKE-

like mentioned above- if you got the chance to snuggle up close to him he'd drape his silly cape over yall both,

mostly you but 🤷

probably had a god damn coronary trying to figure his feelings out

talking with Rose or John like

"I dunno the fucks wrong with me, my heart hurts and my gut feels likes its in knots like im gonna barf?- "

"you like them dave‐ you like _____."

"....i��.....whuh??-"

stammering and studdering round you like he has a speech impediment, has words in his head but just cannot execute them at all-

not with you around

it legit don't matter to him, he will call you bro, dawg, dude, homie, homeslice? home dawg?

probably would use these in an endearing way tho, just "dude?...bro?" in a loving way

"you have a smoochable face dude"

"...fruity.."

"fuck you-"

very hesitant on touching, not that he minds, he just will mentally perish if he ever made you feel weird

he'd definitely be the mfker to when cuddling with him to just to nestle and nuzzle the top of his head into the crook of your neck

mentioning cuddling- like whilst asleep, he'll still have a part of him touching you, wether it's his foot against your calf or his entire leg draped over you

[orchidyoonkook]

orchid (one thing about me im always gonna choose the orchid question for you), cactus, aloe vera, + papyrus 🫶

Nary!!! Please by all means, it’s in the name for a good reason so I’m all for it!

orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?

Masterpiece Theatre III by Marianas Trench

cactus ⇢ something you’re currently learning (about)?

Floristry! It’s mf hard!

aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

True contentedness. Or being able to sleep and wake up when I want too. Insomnia and hypersomnia are assholes.

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

Not my old ass having to search this up cuz I didn’t know it was a thing.

Song: IDWT$ by Bad Omens.

Bad Omens is probably my favourite band at the moment. Our boys are still up there don’t worry. But I was an emo to metal girly with a history of 2000s pop/ pop punk/ rock that somehow branched off into kpop.

I love everything about the song. Noah (singer) does harsh vocals SO well. It’s hard to do that. And I don’t normally like harsh vocals at. All. Like no thank you sir. But I’ve seen them front row live. He does it like it’s nothing and that mixed with the clean vocals (he has sucha pretty voice) and all the quirky little sounds put into the song -> ex: the pops and guitar wah wahs and how it kind of feels like you’re on a roller coaster. It’s just a really kickass song for me. Makes my brain produce the happy chemical. So I associate it with happiness.

Corey Taylor of Slipknot, which might be a scary band for some but they’re a very influential metal band, said that they’re going to be one of the next big names in metal and he’s completely right. I’ve watched it happen in real time as my partner and I have been listening to them since before they got popular. Like 300k listeners on Spotify small. And now they’re breaking 3.5 million. It’s been amazing to watch these guys blow up. They completely deserve the attention they’re getting.

If you have tiktok (I don’t) you might’ve heard their song “just pretend” great song. But they have so many more better ones.

[usamey]

dude he was having the time of his life with the kids🥺

[poursomesunaonme]

18(oral sex)+37 w oikawa and iwazumi where oikawa doesn't know how to make reader cum and mentions that to iwa, who offers himself to show how is done😤🥵

JESUS CHRIST NONNIE THIS WAS SUCHA BIG BRAINED IDEA I LOVE U IM GONNA STEAL UR BRAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT EHEHEHEHEHEH

send me a character and 1-2 numbers & i'll write you a lil drabble<3

wc: 797

cw: nsfw, minors dni (pls have age in bio or dm it to me), oral sex (female receiving), cucking

“zu zu!” you call from the couch at the sight of the man coming through the door with toru. “what are you doing here?”

the men share a look before toru turns to you with a sheepish grin. “i may have mentioned… something… at one time or another… and iwa… uh… offered his assistance.”

you raise an eyebrow at the cryptic answer, but shrug off toru’s behavior and turn back to the show you’re fixated on. the boys don’t hesitate to drop their stuff at the door and kick off their shoes, coming to rest on either side of you.

there’s a certain tension in the air - one that hangs thickly around you. you don’t remember anything in the house needing to be fixed, if that's what toru had referred to earlier. so instead, you just wait for the truth to come to light.

that certainly doesn’t take long.

toru’s hands creep over your thigh, squeezing the muscle. you turn to him and see a lazy smile creep across his lips. he leans in and kisses you once, twice, before you pull away and jerk your head towards iwa.

“it’s okay, just let it happen.”

“let what happen?” your question goes unanswered as toru kisses you again, leaving iwa to his own devices.

you feel a hand on your other thigh, prying your legs open. even with your eyes closed, you know it’s not toru’s. his hands are soft, which is rare for a setter. this hand is rough.

you pull away from the kiss to find iwa lifting himself off the couch to settle between your legs.

“um, what are you doing?”

a hand on your cheek steers your gaze back to toru. “iwa’s just helping us out. he said that he’d, uh… show me the ropes.”

you laugh and understand. “so that’s what this is about.”

toru smiles cheekily, thumb running along the underside of your jaw. “so… do you mind?”

“i guess not.” you shrug, lifting your hips off the couch so that iwa can pull your shorts and panties off. “do you mind?”

“anything to help me please my princess.” his voice is sickeningly sweet as his lips meet yours again. you lean into the kiss, shrugging off the peculiar feeling of iwa’s hands wrapping around your thighs.

“you can tell me to stop anytime,” he pipes up for the first time since arriving. you nod, too entranced in the little thing toru does with his teeth on your lips.

iwa’s breath is hot on your cunt as he hesitates for a moment before pressing a kiss to your folds. you squirm at the sensation, but toru’s arms wrapping around you provide an ample anchor to his lips.

the slippery muscle of a tongue slides between your folds and you gasp, letting the sound be swallowed into toru’s mouth. iwa doesn’t hold back for long, starting to weasel his way between your thighs to get more comfortable.

as much as he hates to admit it, toru doesn’t do a good job of eating you out. he tries, he really does, but after an hour, sometimes more, of burying his face in your cunt, it just doesn’t get you off. and toru’s not the person to get his partner go unsatisfied. which is why, you assume, he had recruited iwaizumi as help.

you hate to enjoy the way his tongue swirls around your clit, how his lips close perfectly around the throbbing bud, but you know that in the end, it will only serve to help toru bring you over the same crest.

your eyes flash open at a particularly poignant move iwa does with his tongue only to find that toru watches his friend out of the corner of his eye. you pull back and lick his spit off your lips.

“y’know,” you mutter, “if you just wanna watch…”

“oh, thank god you said that,” toru grins, “you know i’m a visual learner.”

you smile at his eagerness and lean into his chest, reveling in the feeling of his hands roaming over your body. he rolls your nipples between his fingers. the sensation brings an extra amount of arousal to your buzzing body. it isn’t long before iwa brings you to the edge.

“you’re close?” toru asks against your neck. he brings his head up to take in the sight of your face, finding a hazy look and a soft smile. “oh, you are!”

you laugh and pull him in for a kiss, lifting your hips closer to iwa’s face so that he can finish the job. the pretty sounds pour from your lips into toru’s mouth and he swallows them greedily, knowing that the next time you cum like that, it’s gonna be his face buried in your legs that makes you.

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[sugrbugz]

𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙮 — 𝙢𝙖𝙢𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙭 𝙛 !𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 💌

so basically i have mommy issues and will be projecting that onto mammon <3

cw: mommy dom dynamics, afab reader, power play, virgin!mammon, it’s pretty soft! just you taking care of him :3

you never exactly planned on it happening like this. more specifically, you didn’t expect mammon to come to you. you were honestly flattered. it was adorable just how shy he was around you and now here he was at your door begging to come in and talk to you.

“mammon. it’s late, this isn’t something that can wait till tomorrow?” you hummed. truth be told you weren’t even tired in the slightest. you just liked watching him whine and beg for things he wanted.

“no! fuck-please just…please..” it’s almost like he knew you got off to this. “hm. fine.” you made it seem like you didn’t care even though this interaction already had already created a tiny pool of slick between your thighs.

once he was in your room, door closed and locked behind you both his demeanour entirely changed. almost as if he knew his place when he was with you. “what’s the matter mammon?” you asked with a hint of sultry to your voice, almost like you were trying to see how hard you could bend him till he broke.

“that!” he whined, going to point to you but quickly decided against that upon seeing the look on your face. “you.” he rephrased. “you’re what’s..wrong?”

“me? whatever did i do? and why do you sound so confused?” maybe all your signals to him has actually worked. the way you’d send him sweet smiles, flirty little waves, babying him anytime he got hurt. “you have sucha’ different energy than anyone i’ve ever met! and i dunno why..but it’s eatin’ me up so bad inside.” you could actually see the cogs turning in his head, his brain obviously trying to wrap itself around its thoughts.

“and why is this a problem? am i bad?” you asked raising an eyebrow, giving him the look you always gave him when he was in trouble or acting stupid. “no!!” he yelled it so loud you were forced to gently press a finger to his lips, giving him the cue to quiet down.

“then what’s the matter mammon, use your big boy words.” you tease, watching him fight back a shiver. “what, do you like when i talk to you like that? like you’re just a little baby?” his face quickly flushed, him turning his whole body to avoid you. this made you chuckle softly.

“mammooon~” you taunted walking over to him, gently fingers gripping onto his cheeks while you turned his head to look at you. “is that anyway to treat mommy?” you hummed casually, watching as he internally panicked.

“oh? there it is. that’s the reaction i like.” you smirked, one hand sliding off his cheek and to his shoulder while you climbed into his lap. “you’ve finally noticed hm? how badly i wanted to be like this with you?” he felt like he couldn’t even speak. every time he opened his mouth you snatched the words right out.

“my poor baby boy, you can’t even talk. then maybe i should make you useful to me hm?” you smiled and finally his words were found. “i-i want to…so bad..” his voice was exponentially softer, more gentle and less cocky. “i can sense there’s more you need to tell me.” you questioned, “don’t hold your tongue with me. you can say anything here.” you reassured him, your hands finding his back now you pulled him close, using your nails to draw lazy shapes on his back.

“i..im a virgin.”

out of everything he could’ve said, that was the hottest. the soft nervousness in his throat, the way he couldn’t even look at you when he said it, and most importantly he was implying he wanted you to take it from him. you had to shift slightly as to not lose all composure.

“that’s so dumb isn’t it..” he mumbled playing with his hands and almost immediately were you brought back down to reality. “no! mammon baby” you slid forward, cupping his cheeks. “look at me, it’s not stupid. i’m just surprised with the antics you and asmo go through to party” you chuckled, watching his embarrassment slowly leave his body.

“as a matter of fact..” you start, a soft finger gently sliding down his chest, “i think that’s quite alright baby..i’d be happy to help you, okay?” you’d smile, finger gently stopping at his belt buckle. “what really made you come here tonight mammon. tell me exactly what you want.”

he paused for a second, clearly trying to think about his next words. “i came here because i knew you wouldn’t judge me..i want to be with you, i want you to be the person who takes my many firsts..just like this.” he slipped his shirt down a bit, showing off his beautiful pact mark from when you first made a contract with him.

it was that day forward you realized how much mammon actually cared about you, that’s why it wasn’t some big thing about making a pact with him. he liked you. once you recognized those feelings they began to resonate within you and now here you are, half in his lap begging you to take his virginity.

you didn’t reply initially, nimble fingers working at his belt. “for you mammon..i’ll do anything. anything you want, the world is yours my diamond.” you smiled watching his cheeks go red. you loved making him flustered, it was always so easy to do and now you knew why.

you wanted to give him a night to remember, something to separate you from anyone. you shifted back out of his lap, much to his dismay. his grumbling quickly stopped the second you worked on sliding your own top off, noticing his eyes were hyper focused on your chest.

“what’s the matter, want to touch them?” you smile quickly hopping back into his lap. “go ahead baby, they’re all yours” you smile watching as he fights his own nerves, hands quickly flying up to squish your breasts in his warm hands.

you choked back a moan while he just let his hands roam and explore your body. he was so unbelievably gentle with you, always looking up to watch your reaction before proceeding. “you like this don’t you?” he asked, his face turning up into a smirk while the wheels were turning that you were just as sensitive as he could be.

“watch it mammon..” you whined softly, that whine quickly forming into a gasp when you felt his soft lips around the edge of your nipple, “mammon..” you sigh out, grabbing a bit of his hair in your hand. he grunted a bit at that, liking the way it felt.

then you realized something. this was getting messy and sloppy by the second. you wanted to take your time with mammon, show him just how much you genuinely loved him and this wasn’t how you wanted it to go. “mammon, cmere baby” you hum, lifting his head up so you both had eye contact.

the way he looked right now..you wished you could photograph it. so you did. you held his cheeks in your hand while pulling out your phone, taking a quick picture. “hey-“ he started to whine which automatically, you shut down. “don’t worry baby, that’s for mommy’s eyes only”

you watch him fluster even more, gulping nervously. you loved how he reacted, it was rather adorable. “lay back” you hum getting up to strip yourself of the rest of your clothing, leaving you in just a pair of lace panties. you helped him get rid of his own clothes, laughing how he instinctively used his hands to cover his semi hard-on. another gesture that you found absolutely adorable.

“it’s okay honey..you don’t have to hide.” you grin pulling his hands away and crawling in between his legs, much smaller nimble fingers wrapping around his length it was nearly too much for him. you’d never seen this side of mammon before. his hips were already rolling trying to hurry the motion of your hand. “so eager..are you always in this much of a hurry to cum?”

the look on his face was priceless. he wanted to yell out no and that you were wrong but god who was he to lie to you. “y-yes..i like how it feels.” he admitted. this brought a smile to your face, knowing he couldn’t lie to you anymore. you slid down so your face was level with his cock, gently kissing the tip softly you could see how hard he was clenching the sheets.

“you poor thing..” you slid up, knowing he couldn’t handle all this foreplay. you positioned yourself right above his cock, the only thing separating you two was the very thin fabric of those lace panties mammon just wanted to yank off of you. “should i give you want you want hm?” you smiled, rolling your hips down to give him some friction.

he hissed from the sensation of the lace against his tip, whining in response that was all you needed to hear before slipping your panties to the side and rubbing his tip against the pool of wetness between your legs. “feel that? that’s what you do to me baby” you smile running a soft finger down his chest.

mammon looked at you almost like he had stars in his eyes, you were so beautiful to him. “ready?” you asked, softly taking one of his hands into your own. “y-yes..” he gulped making you freeze entirely, “yes what?”

“y..yes…mommy.” there it was. he had said it. your brain went into a frenzy and immediately began to slowly sink down on his twitching length. “you’re sucha good boy mammon..” you hum, head tilting back in pleasure. this caused him to let out a noise you’d never heard, a loud high pitched moan. you didn’t know praise would affect him this much.

“oh wow, you’re so precious aren’t you mammon” you smile, watching his face go flush, “be a good boy and fuck me okay?” you could barley finish before he was fucking up into you in sloppy messy strokes. you coaxed him softly, encouraging him to find his rhythm. you helped him by telling him to match your bounces, what you didn’t know is this was going to be a lot more pleasure than you thought.

when mammon finally got his rhythm right you could feel yourself clamping down on him. based on his reactions you knew he was feeling it to. “what a good boy mammon..you learn so fast” you giggle through a moan, hearing him mumble a few thank yous’. the boy looked like he was seeing stars, eyes glossy, cheeks flushed, hair sticking to his forehead with sweat. it was a very hot look on him.

“slow down baby…you’re not ready to cum yet” you smile, a hand gently pressing his hips back down onto the bed. he let out a soft whine, “here baby..” you slowly slid off of his cock, coming to lay at his side you brought his head over to one of your nipples. “slower..or else you’re fucking my thighs instead okay?” you said it in such a tone that he felt so small. like you owned him, it made him submit in ways he never thought he could.

“yes mommy i’m sorry-“ he continued to apologize for going to fast. you didn’t feel he really needed to apologize so you cut him off by placing his face deep into your chest. “suck on them..match your thrusts to your tongue.” you explain, gently running your hands through his icy hair.

slowly but surely, he started to slowly grind his hips deep inside you while also doing the same with the nipple in his mouth. you shivered slightly and the cold metal on his tongue, making him let out a few breathy noises each time. “such a-mm-good boy” you mumble right in his ear, somehow gently tugging on his hair in a way that made his mind go to jelly.

“i-i think i’m close-“ he pulled away to tell you, soft eyes looking up at you like he needed instruction. “it’s okay..you’re doing great baby, i’m close to..” you whine out that last part, legs shaking slightly. “go cum for me okay? give mommy your virginity.” you hum, eyes squeezing shut as you felt your own high coming.

“hah! mmmmm-fuckk!” was all you heard before your lower tummy got a sense of warmth. “i-inside hm? naughty boy. trying to mark me huh?” you smile running your hand through his hair, your other hand quickly rubbing at your clit, quickly achieving your own high with a high pitched whine.

neither of you knew where this road was going to lead you. mammon had found his owner and you found your pet. a match made in devildom <3

ahhh i hope this was okay!! sorry it’s so long hehe ;)

[thanatosisactuallythanatoes]

Most headcanons: tsukki has a sucha  neat room he’s a such a neat freak.

my brain: his room is so messy. he caught in a cycle of “fuck this” “im too tired for this’ “ill do it tomorrow” and “i can still find things so it’s no big deal. he’s lost somethign and find it four days later. the only neat space is his deak and that form nessicty. his shelves look put together but they’re covered in dust. it’s never clothes on the floor though, all of his clothes are in his hamer where they belong, it’s everything else that’s out of place.

[bubbled-clouds]

hi!!! currently at someones house with a six and four year old so time is very Not available for the asks for all my peeps who live far away and are asleep rn :)) todays themee iss what i like about you all or something that interests me or smthg nice you did for me or whatever just nice feelings :) (to my local frends youll get yours tomorrow morning as usual dw i haven’t forgotten you lovelies!!)

nia!! @herebutnotpresent

hihi!!! do i even need to say it?? YOUR ART!!!! so beautiful! i love it *sosososososo* much!!! annnd i love how you always just have a gif theyre 10/01(especially the emergency gifs i loved them💛💛) ily nia and take care!!!!

bam!!! @lion-hearts136 (ik your user!!)

HELLO bam reminds me of ka-bam but your vibes are Quite the opposite of an explosion! your vibes are like a big pink teddy bear 10/10 !! i Love how much time you put into the discord even tho we’re All just dumbasses(affectionate except for me we hate that bitch skdbd) but yeah!!! ily and take care <3

madam!!! @madam-fuck-yeah

HELLO!!! i love how easygoing you are!!! and communicating with me??? woah. thats so cool!!! i and right now thinking ‘i will text madam after i finish all of these’ so if i end up Not doing that i promise its not bc i hate you its bc i Got Distracted sdbdk apologies! ily and take care 💛💛💛

lyosha!! @lyoshaland

my favorite orange eyed yoshi 🥰🥰🥰 i Love literally everything??? about you??? youre sucha. nice person to talk with your brain’s so wack and that mixed with my brain is just a Lot of fun mwah ilysm lyosha im giving you internet hugs!! i love howw kind you are and just !!!! talking to you (also you add the best things in my pinterest board tysm 💛💛💛💛)

nana! @nanaccused

hi nanaaa!!!! my waif 🥰🥰 my tiny tol waif!!!!!! ilysm youre so amazing i love how easy you are to vibe with (does this basically mean i just love who you are as a person?? maybe??? idk how this works man) but yeah!!!! keep being you and keep texting me dkdbsj hahaha i love you???? so much???? just!!!!! ahhh youre so nice to me!!!! like you say the sweetest things and im left shellshocked just like- you said that to me?? i hope you slept well and!! i hope today is better for you and that school goes well 💛💛💛

ei!!! @the-what

(i just realized how all of these are paragraphs skdhdk i didnt even Realize hahaha) EI!!!!! *smooch* youre too kind to me!! i think i currently have six? songs (only three more >:)) anyways!!! Obviously i love your art so i think i shall Focus on smthg else! i Love how kind you are you rlly be like ‘fuck you dumb bitch’ but actually just be like ‘skdhdj im so sorry for making you feel guilty,,,’ dvsks i just get a Whiplash (soeaking of that your music taste?? amazes me??? i love it sm just how diverse you are for a pasty white bitch!!!) (strike through is really fun skdbdk) anyways i think even thought that was like (1) thing i said its enough cuz this is getting Long skbdjs apologies! i love you ei and take careee 💚💚💚💚💚💚 (yikes this was Long tm anyways-)

hella!!!! @hella1975 (you get the whole rainbow!)

ugh this bitch 🙄 jkjk ily dont worry 💛💛 what do i cherish most about you? so many things!!! your writing, how involved you are with the fandom!!! and just how?? easy you are to talk to????? please the first time when i got in the discord and saw people texting you i was like ‘theyre??? casually texting The author of taob???? w h a t ????’ (little did ik youre just a lil shit skdbjs that i love ofc youre so beautiful mwah) hahaha i was So intimidated by you (am i still intimidated? i honestly have no idea thats some deep thinking shit) but!!! now ik youre literally just vibing *insert froge emote here* thats literally you just add a british accent and there you have it anyways!!! (have i been too mean? i hope not ily hella please dont think i actually hate you bc i promise i dont 💛) MWAH ily hella and take care!! (maybe the last few are longer bc my brain works more since im home now idk apologies for all the reading im putting you through 💔💔)

EDITING BC TUMBLR NEVER CARRIED THROUGH MY STRIKETHROUGHS THE ADUACITY

[introspectionofaqueer]

demisexual sadness

why am i sucha horny mother fucker and also demisexual, those two things just do not mix. i want to be able to have sex and masturbate but neither one are an option for me rn. am i a man of god now that im celibate? will Jesus Christ accept me into his heart because of my lack of pleasure? i cant believe people believe that crap. im here to live my life to the fullest and enjoy everything and everyone that i can. unfortunately Jod made me demisexual. im surprised i havent impulsively gotten back on grindr by this point but honestly that never works out for me, men are disgusting. i think from here on out im only down for queer sex. i think being on my period is not helping with this whole situation. i guess it goes hand in hand that i like sex so much with my love language being physical touch. that probably explains why im demisexual too, sex and touch are reserved for love, those i care deeply about. not just any random fool. im not even like thinking about sex this morning, just stewing over the fact i had a dream involving a kink im not even into got me wondering why my brain is so easily able to turn on the "im horny" switch. the shitty part is i know im attractive and im desirable enough to have all the sex i could ever want, only thing is there aint no one i wanna do it with. everytime i decide, "man, dont be so picky, just do it!" and engage in random hook ups i am filled with nothing but intense regret and no experienced pleasure. i wish i could like, make the type of friendships where casual sex was a thing. it feels dumb to act like this is such a big deal but honestly, i cant help how much i like it. but im too afraid of strings attached with FWB situations, nd im afraid to ruin current friendships by proposing such a thing. im afraid theyd actually catch feelings or something and then wed have to end it as well as our friendship. not like i have a plethora of friends to choose from anyway, much less ones id be sexually attracted to. i guess ill just have to hold my horses and wait til i can think about getting off without disrespecting the image of my ex and handle myself that way until i inevitably fall in love with some other sucker out there who will get to experience me until they break my heart and the cycle will continue.

[wren-bishop]

Bedroom - Thalia

@unathaliatorres

Thalia: The bathroom was taken so Thalia was using one of the bedrooms to fix her eyeliner. She was a little drunk so it wasn't the easiest but she was doing fine until someone walked in and startled her so bad the eyeliner went straight down her cheek "fuck"

Wren: Wren came into one of the bedrooms thinking it was a bathroom, "Oh sorry, I thought this was the bathroom" said Wren until he realized it was Thalia, "Torres you made it!" he said excitedly as he took a sip of his drink, he looked her up and down. She looked ... not like her usual self.

Thalia: Thalia looked at Wren and she admidiatly just melted at the sight of him but tried her best not to smile like a goof" Oh hey Wren, yeah I got a coworker to take my shift, came here with Kimmy but she went off with O,iver really quickly"

Wren: Wren gave her a big hug, "I'm so glad you're here!" he said excited and a little tipsy, "Well that's too bad" he said with a sad face, "You need to find some single friends to hangout with" he joked.

Thalia: For some reason that last comment offended Thalia, it made her frown and she took her time trying to decide how to reply while they hugged "I don't need single friends, just cause I'm single, does that mean im not good enough for my friends who arent single? like you?" She hated how people never seemed to controle their tongue when they were drunk, now she was one of them

Wren: "Dude, I just meant you should have people around that aren't going to ditch you for their boyfriend or girlfriend" said Wren kind of confused at where this was coming from, "Kimmy's texts didn't make sense, what is going on with you? Are you okay? Is this about Chase?" he asked.

Thalia: " Chase is an asshole, he is not worth moping about" she said more boldly then she had expected." What did Kimmy say to you?"

Wren: "I don't know it was super weird and cryptic. Something about you liking people who don't want to be with you and how it hurts you" said Wren trying to remember the texts, "I'll beat a guy up if I have to" he added to be supportive.

Thalia: "I mean, I agree, that's very vague because I do get turned down by pretty much every guy i like" she said more bluntly then she'd usually do. "But im just...I've been in love with the same dude for a long time and it's time to let go...but it hurts like a mother fucker.. you know?" she didnt know where she was going with this, it was like her brain had just taken a pee break and her mouth was tlaking wihtout it.

Wren: "There's no way, you're a total catch Torres" said Wren earnestly. "Wait, how do I not know about this? Who is it?" asked Wren, "and I bet he does like you. I hate seeing you like this" he added. He had no clue who the hell she was talking about, especially because Chase had just moved to town last year so it couldn't be him.

Thalia: Thalia sighed dramatically" If I'm sucha catch then doesn't anyone want to catch me? I'm so sick of people telling me that, especially people i know would never want to date me" She could feel herself tremble with each words  and then she paused and just stared at him for a bit. " Do you remember back in 2nd grade when I found you crying because no one wanted to be your valentine?"

Wren: Wren just listened as she ranted, "I mean not really ... I mean my parents, nana and pops, rory, and chanel, and of course you gave me valentines. I don't really remember it being a bad day" said Wren not really recalling what she was talking about, "why?" he asked, wondering why she was talking about this right now.

Thalia: " Because ... you were like...drowning in tears and it hurt so much to see you that way,....I wanted to tell you that you were my only valentine...I wanted you to know that you were wanted...I just didn't have the guts to tell you....and i couldn't tell you any other moment I had the chance to...not even when you left and I had basically nothing to lose...and then you come back and I still can't tell you...and then..and then it's just way too late..." She couldn't look at him anymore

Wren: "Torres what are you talking about?" said Wren, kind of remembering it. He must've pushed the memory out of his mind a long time ago. "Are you saying that I've been rejecting you this whole time?" he said concerned, "Thalia ... I um. I mean I feel awful but I just. I don't really know what to say ... are you saying that you're into me? I don't understand" he said confused, he'd never had anyone be into him other than Valerie.

Thalia: There it was, she had ruined everything at last. But at that moment it didnt matter, she was just too emotional to think straight"Of course I'm into you" She let out with a wounded voice"I've been pining for you for years....."She sait down on the bed and stared at her hands"I really thought I was over it after you left, i told myself it had just been a silly crush...and it felt like a silly crush..until you came back and it all just...swallowed me whole again...and..I just can't pretend anymore because it's exchausting and it's draining and it's fucking painful"

Wren: "Why would you be into me this makes no sense" said Wren just kind of dumbstruck by the whole thing. He had no idea, "I'm really sorry Thalia, but like I can't be sorry that I'm seeing someone. We should talk about this when you're sober. I should go, but know that I care about you like a lot" he replied as he turned around and left the room.

Thalia: Him leaving like this, that abruptly hurt more then anything had ever done, and it also told her all she needed to know. This was why she never said anything, nothing she would say would change anything, he'd still be in love with Valery and Thalia would still just be his friend, she knew it would make more damage then good and right now she hated herself for cracking.  She cried for a while before getting up and leaving the room as well.