#IM SO STUPID DEAR GOD
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I just lost all my work on a rentry cause i fidnt save. Im genuinely so pissed off and upset tabt i might cry if i dont laugh
#HATE MYSELF DUDE AJXJJJDJJDJS#WHY DIDNT I FUCKING SAVE#IM SO STUPID DEAR GOD#OFFING MYSELF RN CHAT LIKE#I HATE FHIS I HAVE TO START OVER
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#reblogs are very very appreciated!🙏#avart#what tags do ppl even use for this............#commission info#commission open#commissions#commission art#artists on tumblr#i feel so old and stupid dear god#anyway hooray i did it im so cool and great and brave for this big respect
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Mike's posting on Youtube now. If you're a Bendy fan very unhappy with the awful decisions he's been making recently or the way he spoke to his fans.... I would heavily consider making a somewhat civil comment about how fucking annoying his constant stubbornness to keep posting on social media no matter how fucking poorly it goes for him Every Time is, and how just because he's moved to a new platform we aren't going to stop criticizing his actions nor forget how awful he was on Twitter/X
Here's the comment I left, no I wasn't super kind because Mike is rich and a bigot, he'll be fine if I'm a little rough on him. Wonder how long he'll let it stay up lmao.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#bendy and the ink machine#batim bendy#bendy and boris in the inky mystery#I am genuinely so tired of this man dear god#please discourage him from using social media in the comments its so tiring to constantly have to worry or hear about the stupid shit#he does and says constantly I was so relieved when he deleted his twitter cause it meant I no longer had to constantly read and then make#a post informing people on what stupid fucking things he said now#also I didnt bring it up in this comment but lmao lol to promise quality to his fans when the graphic novel literally has#coloring mistakes in it like it has multiple what a joke he is#somebody please point that out in the comments Im begging you guys-#ramblez#for the record I wouldnt consider this bullying bc mike is an asshole but also bc#using social media clearly upsets him greatly esp with how he speaks to people on it#its clearly bad for both his mental health and the mental health of the fans or in particular me#for the love of god tell him this is a bad idea
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u know ur muscles in your calves are Too Tight when your pt guy is digging in and finding all the Actual Muscle Knots that make you want to jump off the table lmao
#stupid rant is stupid#good news is im already on the right track and i just have one more supposed visit#i had to be like I Swear Im Not Being Dramatic But Jesus Dude#so that was good#and my surgeon told me yesterday that im 100% healed too#and i have another non surgical procedure to schedule#i have an appointment to look into food and allergy testing too#this is the year that i hopefully finish figuring out the stupid shit so i can have a year with NO PAIN PLEASE DEAR GOD ITS BEEN YEARS#maybe i oughta see about my sleep patterns too#or talk to my adhd dr about that...#or give up on that lol#anyways#take care of your bodies its the only one you have on this plane
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(rocking back and forth in the corner of an empty room) save me white boy save me white boy save me white boy s
oh my god. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS . BOY.
#my first reaction was ‘what? his eyes do glow!’ and then i proceeded to cry#★ arin rambles#sorry i need to let this out#AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE oh dear#IM DR RATIO YOOHOO#HEYYYYY HEY HEY HEY HEY PLELASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE#IM BEGGING YOU. IM BEGGING YOU#im getting a job so i can e6 him /j#Yall im obsessed with this man i have to have him kill me#like everytime i see him my eyes pop out like those ugly stupid pens with squishy animals on them#i think my body mustve sensed him or something#i literally woke up at 7 am in a cold sweat#im not gonna be normal#IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT#5 DAYS IS TOO LONG YALL IM NOT MAKING IT#IM GOING TO THROW UP#aventurine pleade aventurine please aventurine aventurine save me#AVENTURINE.#Please babygirl what i gotta do to get a suicidal blonde to kiss me around here???????#sorry if you follow me it will get worse#he a masterpiece . he changed my life . he a work of art…….#aventurine honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#AVENTURINE#OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE P#PLEASE ONE CHANCE ONE MINUTE ONE SECOND JUST A GLANCE#im gonan thriw up IM GONNA DIE#tears in my eyes
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super long big huge tired sigh
#im so sick and tired of people#im so sick and tired of only being talked to / used when it benefits other people#i will always live by the fact that friendships are not transactional but#where is the line#i am not an endlessly supply of energy and support just for you i’m sorry#im just not#im not.#im really not.#you’re not a friend to me when you just hang out or text me when it’s convenient for you#i give my all#all the time#i make an EFFORT even when im going through shit#i communicate#and what tf do you do#what do you give me#when god forbid I#ME#I have to say soemthing. I need to rant or I need to talk abt something personal#where are you when i need help???#nowhere! you’re barely there!#i dont need ur dry one word responses or ur lack of interest showing in ur tone of voice#like atp just tell me outright u dont give a shit about me#please it’s so much easier. cuz then i feel batshit crazy for being enthusiastic n actually wanting to talk to u#and i feel annoying and stupid and like a burden#just be honest n stop wasting my time thank you sm#about to go ballistic swear to god#♡ dear diary…
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Bruce and Cassie + •-•
Bonus w Arthur
#mc: cassie#mc: bruce#ship: cassie and bruce#srpats#re: arthur#i think thats the least filled tag of hers that i can also use to find on my blog later so#mine.#i should put it in my cr*cksh*ps tag so I can find it but i dont want just anyone rbing it#lit the only reason i post them here anyways is bc random spam blogs WILL rb them tho so#also if anyone rbs this and tags b*tj*kes i will block fyi 8)#@ jessie i took liberty w the earlier scene w makeup bc even tho its not the right makeup.. its on his face#and it was the closest to the right expression i could get kbye#blood cw#clown cw#kinda#i was gonna have arthur in the drawing on the floor one as a 'dear god theyre both doing it no floors are safe' thing#then.... it was too many frames#im only at sixteen tags but i think#actually if i go over 20 tags i cant even find them in my own tags now#bc tumblrs update is stupid#but of course it is#why would tumblr have rizz#the autie rizz shown here is still more than tumbs has#crackships#maybe it'll work i doubt it tho
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im so excited for this GAMEEEEE AAAAAAAAA
#im skipping the first week of college i swear to god i will not leave home until i play this thing#im still so conflicteeeedddd :^(#if i got it on pc i would be able to take it with me and not rely on sis' ps5 AND i could have mods#BUT I WANT THE GRAAAPHICSSSS sorry im a little bitch for the ps5 😔#BUT IT SUCKS CAUSE I CAN'T GET MODS#and i only have acces to it in the summer which means that if the game comes out 25th of october then ill have only a few days#to play before i leave for college uRHGGHHHG#i think ive already complained about that but its still bugging me so much playing final horizon on a time limit sucked ass#and i havent touched frontiers since last summer cause there's no time to sit down an play a game when im home for only a week#this is such a stupid problem but dear god im so hyped for this game rn
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peace and love every man at my fucking university is either so stupid I’m surprised he found his way to class or so pretentious I’d rather light myself on fire than have sex with him.
#please dear god IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO IS DECENT COMPANY#every time I walk into a classroom and go ooo attractive man HE IS EITHER SO STUPID OR THINKS IM SO STUPID I NEED MY OWN IDEAS EXPLAINED#TO ME#and every woman on this campus who likes women is like. what’s your star sign.#ITS SCORPIO. LEAVE ME ALONE.#i need a nonbinary bitch who lives under a rock please#and I need to get laid. not to be tmi but good god 🧎♀️#op#vanilla coke
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Dear Brother!Astrid, upon discovering that not one, but two tiny red-haired zealots from the Cheydinhal sector, who are trapped in a past which she no longer observes, have shown up in her Sanctuary and are about to upend everything she's built: I need these guys to be dead, like, immediately
#dear brother attached youll find my musings#astrid skyrim#god the skyrim portions are dear brother are gonna be stupid as hell im so excited BUT I HAVENT EVEN MADE IT TO CANON OBLIVION YET#IM ONLY ON CH5 LMFAO#its so funny to me how similar cicero and zath are but zath just. barely tolerates him.#'this is the most annoying imperial ive met. hes also the only one in this void-forsaken sanctuary who will pray with me 😑'#cicero meanwhile is like 'THANK SITHIS YOURE THE FIRST NORMAL FAMILY MEMBER IVE MET'#and astrid looking between them already plotting how to get them the fuck out of here
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There's something about that first meeting with Bruce, Terry and Powers that really gets me. Its so, so early in our titular heroes' partnership. They're still testing each other, weary about how the hell they're going to do this without someone ending up dead. But in this moment, Terry goes at Powers and the only thing holding him back is a single moment of looking at Bruce, and he backs off. This kid, who grew angry at a single comment from a high school friend or his dad being disappointed in him just a short time before, keeps his cool in front of the guy who murdered his dad. Just because just Bruce walking away says not now, not yet.
Terry obviously wants revenge on Powers, but I feel like it's not discussed much that Bruce does too. Batman is not the only legacy the Wayne's left in Gotham. Their company funded a lot of the welfare and social programs in a corrupt system, and it's an incredible amount of power in the hands of someone who doesn't care or is actively malicious. But that was the Bruce Wayne side of the mission. And the problem with that is that Bruce never really just let himself be Bruce Wayne. He had to have both or nothing, put every single part of himself into the mission.
Terry reclaims Batman, and with someone else under the cowl, Bruce finally reclaims Bruce Wayne. Powers and his hold over Gotham couldn't have been broken without Terry and Bruce working together, both in ways that would've been practically impossible without the other. When Blight dies, there's not even a question if they'll stop. Their redemption is already too far along.
I think part of the reason why Bruce kind of has this begrudging respect, this love/hate relationship with Terry's penchant for forgiveness is how it extends to him. I'd like to think that at first, Terry may have had resentment for what Bruce did with his company. If Bruce hadn't given up, Powers wouldn't have had the power to do what he did, and get away without legal consequence. But I'm not sure he would've held on to that resentment for long, or have it more then a thought in anger. Terry understands what causes someone to fall. As Terry said in the first episode, Something happened to you, and it wasn't just that you got old.
Bruce trains Terry, sees the potential in him to become Batman. But Terry also sees that Bruce could be better and pushes him to do so. He offers Bruce forgiveness and a second chance from his past failings. To make it up to the city he poured so much into and then abandoned. The really interesting thing is that Bruce doesnt offer that back, Terry's drive to be a better person is solely from himself. Bruce hates himself enough to stay in his misery, but Terry is the city's answer. So what? Life is not over. It's never too late. The push to take a risk and care again, about Batman, about himself, and about Gotham.
It starts here. When Bruce finally stands up to Powers, the figure of guilt and anger both if them share, and says no, I'm not going to let you do this anymore.
#sorry im rambling a bit#ah just really love this show#and everything it represents#it is such a trip going from rewatching clips of return of the joker to the first few episodes#because they are so close yet so far#but they already are helping each other from the very first episodes and its ahhhh#idk i have a lot of feelings about semi-sentient gotham finally having enough and sending terry to the mansion#in need but i prefer in love#wake up!!#here's another kid!!! he's going to roast you every five seconds!!#he's going to fly through the city and see the sunrise and make a stupid joke and you are going to feel alive again dammit!!!#sorry dear god im tired#batman beyond#bruce wayne#terry mcginnis#tumblr mobile pls dont mess up my tags#meta
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I think its really stupid that thinking about dsmp actually makes me really sad cuz around the time that i learned about it and the lore (that i then proceeded to forget bc i wasnt in the mcrp grindset yet...sad) my dad got diagnosed with cancer so now whenever people talk abt how dsmp is about grief im like yeah man it sure is my dad fucking died 2 months after i learned about the maniac who blew up a city and that other guy who got his skull smashed in with an anvil
#moth post#and it didnt help that there was another cancer related death not soon after that. so that also always hits me in the gut bc. yeah.#i am tied to that stupid smp by proxy because of bad timing and my brain latching onto things forever#maybe its why i find comfort in tommys character bc i always think back to being a teen cuz thats when dad was still alive and yk wjen your-#-e a kid everything seems better but then you look back and realise that dear god that was fucked i do NOT want that back#idk im rambling#im unable to sleep for whatever reason.#2 hours till my alarm goes off lolll 😋
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Just finished Dear Edward by Ann Napolitano and-the feels, my body and soul were not build for this amazing piece of art. wow. Shit, I love the way she wrote it, and I'd kill her if Edward (Eddie) didn't get happy end. Also, I love the transition form Eddie to Edward, because it represents that little Eddie died on the plane with everyone else there, and is born in the hospital where his aunt says that his named Edward.
#dear edward#ann napolitano#feels#sad#im happy for Edward to kinda#move on but i miss Jordan#stupid pilots#its late i know i dont have a life so im stealing others#shay#shayXedward#i loved her the moment i saw her#o god#this was supposed to be a book review#i turned it into a small rant#sorry#still new to tumblr
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waterborne poetry you will always be famous
#rewatching it again god bless this event for giving cy > 20 lines of dialogue and x.iao interaction#yang mode cy uewueuweu cutie..#ramblings!#also i learned that the 'heart of clear water face of ice' thing in cy's stories is actually better read as heart of clear ice face of fros#which i guess has the same meaning but it takes out the water/ice thing which i guess i appreciate#for petty reasons ^_^ no more water ice connection. trust#this event was so funny im sorry i love bullying xq affectionately and babying cy#i also never mentioned how much i fucking laughed out loud at xingqiu's convo w noelle and mika#because dear god help me. he's so authorpilled + i guess he just likes flexing his very prose like dialogue register in front of foreigners#and also peak rich kid vibes of 'idk how to cook i just steal snacks from home when im outside for a long period of time'#also noelle saying 'if you sneak out from home won't you be punished?' (she specifically said wont you be put in solitary confinement?#which specifically i think is funnier because. KLEE HANDSHAKING XINGQIU LMAO#anyways. his response is also so fucking help. 'just dont get caught!' bro pulling an ehe (said like ven.ti)#also hu.tao. i love you my daughter i love your stupid rhyming sentences and little limerick poems literally a sunshine#also zv cohost theyre so sick for this
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what is it about being off my birth control that makes my choking kink come out in full fucking force
#zeph posting#like. sometimes its more than normal.#but dear fucking god its been in my brain the whole goddamn time#trying to get off like yeah im reading hot shit but why cant i come without my hand on my throat#fun fact autoerotic asphyxiation is more common in men. gender affirming kink.#just my hands tho im not fucking stupid. im in to breathplay but not risking my life#like. god itd be hot. it would feel so much better to use more than my hand. but also i do not want to pass out.#i got off track here what was this post about#its not even just me being choked. i wanna choke someone else too.#i knew i was kinda into breath play and choking when i was 18 but not this much#i hate jackles so much for being choked for real on screen bc something abt that scene made me so much more into it
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You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.
Yeah.
#feeling this with Omori#ill look at my recommended tags and see some shit and immediately think “thats enough for today.”#granted alot of the community is children so of course theres gunna be cringey posts and that's fine#but then theres times its just weird and i realise i am far to tired for this shit now#i wanted to try and get into fandom spaces to be myself more and open up but i have now just gotten tired#but ultimately this was also the point in my life i was having an identity crisis and i like to think i have changed alot over the last year#im tired of everyone being called out as a predator or twelve year olds fighting over stupid shit#id rather focus my energy into my real life problems and not the latest “blorboscimbosimp24” drama#christ sometimes i regret getting into omori which is sad because its a game near and dear to my heart#but everyday theres some new shit that happens that sends people fucking feral#and also omocat herself is just a whole can of worms i just cannot be assed with.#that's not to say i hate everything about fandoms. ive met and talked to some really nice people and i enjoy their stuff#but still i have so little patience for peoples bullshit#sorry for ranting but im done with everyones horseshit and people being predators and wether or not omocat is a creep#i dont know i sort of dont care because god knows i have far more pressing matters in my personal life that need my attention#also this doesn't mean im not talking or posting about omori. i still like it but fuck man sometimes it feels awkward saying i like it#rant#random rambles
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