#IM SO SAD ABOUT THEM 😭
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hi you yes you what are your opinions on 37 and Sophia
My live reaction to 37Sophia angst fanart on Discord I hope this helps
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Also here’s like an unfinished 37 x Sophia thing as a treat
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The idea is that Sophia is looking at 37 but 37 is looking beyond Sophia do you get it? ok? bye im gonna cry
#IM SO SAD ABOUT THEM 😭#mochasks#thank you anon#I should draw them again#OUGH#MY HEARTGH#AAGGHHHHH#IM REMINDED#AAGGHHHH#I HATE YURI#I WILL NOT BE OVER THEM#WHY ARE THEY SO WHOLESOME MATERIAL YET ALSO SO ANGST#mochadoodles#reverse 1999#37#Sophia#37phi
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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CLINGING desperately to the idea that despite the usual sibling bullying, johnny and sissy got along somewhat decently when they were kids/teenagers and everything only got ruined after she left😭 [for context, this would be a few hrs after the Nancy Incident, idk i just guessed johnny was probably like 14-15 and sissy probably 16-17, god help me ive never been a lore expert lmfao]
#i know im delusional about these characters just LET ME HAVE THIS😭✋#they give me emotions ok!!!#tcm game#texas chainsaw massacre the game#johnny slaughter#sissy slaughter#i came up with these designs for them bc i was thinking of doing a big comic with my interpretation of how the whole Thing went#nubbins telling johnny about nancy.... him confronting her... sissy helping him out a little after the dust settles😭#itd be sooo much fckin work tho and also really sad so just take this and forgive me🙏
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these frames from the newest episode tho!
killer being just beside kid when shanks destroyed that cannon, and these frames make it look like he was slashed by his sword and/or haki!
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bc ofc he was protecting kid 😭
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and this part where shanks, right after his first attack, has flung kid with his sword&haki into the ship's mast
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just, rlly good and devastating ep 😭
#one piece#one piece spoilers#shanks#red haired shanks#eustass kid#killer one piece#kidkiller#why do these two never win 😭😭#im so sad about them even tho i knew what would happen ;-;#kid pirates#op spoilers#egghead spoilers#egghead arc#mine#gif:op anime#long post#one piece ep 1112#one piece ch 1079
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guys i might be the only person in america to be excited for potential joe burrow/drake maye interactions now that drake is going to the pro bowl lmao
#i have a confession to make#im from new england so i am *looks around* a patriots fan 😭#I KNOW I KNOW IT CAN BE DEVASTATING TO HEAR 😭#BUT look at this video from before the draft#drake clearly admires joe a little bit 🥺#so i need photos of them together. expeditiously.#you can imagine how awful this season was for me as a bengals and patriots fan#the butterfly effect from that first game...ill cry rn lmaooooo#i went to work that day and my managers were like “are you happy or sad about the outcome of the game”#i was like “im confused???? this wasn't supposed to happen” LMAOOOO#sigh#oh how i wish their game for next season was at gillette#joe burrow#drake maye#cincinnati bengals#new england patriots
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@luztoyeweek 2024 day 1 - i'll be seeing you by billie holliday
#luztoyeweek2024#...yeah i made myself REAL SAD WITH THIS ONE#the seeing you in all the familiar places and the always thinking of you that way....#the lyrics talking about the “day” imagery with them young and happy during currahee#followed with the “looking at the moon” imagery and them during breaking point#...i feel like i should apologize#FUCK i didnt even have this on my luztoye playlist before the week prompts came out but boy howdy has it consumed my soul for luztoye now#but yeah i was super inspired to do the spotify lyrics-esque edit and im kinda obsessed with it!!#(also yes i know this is a day late from the prompt shhhhhhhhhh)#happy luztoye week i guess 😭#luztoye#otp: hell of an idea#george luz#joe toye#band of brothers#bofb#hbowar#em's edits#mine#also just a HUGE shoutout to rie for putting this week together!!! seriously the prompts are SO cool and i am so in love with it!!!
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yingdu chapter is gonna kill meeeeee
#ep 1 already did 😭🙏#link click#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#im so sad about them#LU GUANGGGG 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏..!!!!#how alienating wouldit be to be the only one with memories of all these different timelines#i cant word it eloquently how i would like to but ough im so sad#i cry at the first ep already 😞😞#omfg my brother slammed a door loud as hell the exact moment as when vein first shot + i jumped out of my skin
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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!
+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!
the welcome home guys ofc <3
some of my guys!
(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)
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And now, some friends’ ocs!
Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3
Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3
Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3
#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD#by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc#welcome home#welcome home fanart#howdy pillar#sally starlet#eddie dear#eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3#frank frankly#oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them#laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it#BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk#ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble#oc fanart#sherri stitch-up#hotel hubbub#niebla valentine#puppet oc#daiki iyer#indigo’s art#art#indigo’s ocs#other people’s ocs#puppet ocs#expression practice
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AND HGDUO/GOSSIPDUO/QMOCKINGJAYS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!!
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#hgduo#gossipduo#qmockingjays#badboyhalo#cellbit#qsmp#listen im rly sad so i need to duo post just a little- I had this queued but swagever im posting it now#prolly up there with k!lckity for dynamics that altered my brain and will haunt me#I think about them so much I’ve had to restraint myself over and over from bringing them up in so many posts you have no idea 😭#if things continue somehow and things are stable enough that i feel okay watching then great awesome#if not then im so glad it gave me them- not only a great roleplay duo but also just good vibes I loved them#just a millenniums old demon and the funny little cat he found on a battlefield solving mysteries and eating people ;u;#gif#maybe tomorrow i'll change my url just cuz idk#I wish we could've gotten more with them... they really are great together- maybe we will- qsmp or not#anyway I have salmon that's gonna go bad unless if I cook it like... right now LOL!
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one of my fave traits about erik is how sassy he is so i dont understand how im always surprised to find during rewatches of the xmen movies that he is So Sassy at like. any given moment
#xmen#xmen first class#i rewatched first class tonight so im just tagging that but this applies throughout the movies tbh vlakjklj#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#i think its cause i just watched dofp last night and hes Considerably less sassy there ...#the lil 'no helmet: i couldnt [go against the plan] even if i wanted to' is my favorite tho but otherwise its just pain ....#SHUT UP THIS IS A GIGGLY POST ima make myself sad again ..#i keep thinkin bout how i cant wait to have free time so i can draw cause i wanna draw saw cherik cause i HATE MYSELF#and now this post has derailed. excellent.#IN ANY CASE this can be said about most marvel characters but it just tickles me with erik the most#cause even Old Man Erik is such a little shitter 😭😭💀#watching jean and cyclops about to fight in the second movie and he really gotta make a quip to mystique about#'we cant quarrel with THIS love affair' GIRLFRIEND. BE SO SERIOUS RN#NO CAUSE EVEN IN THE BACK OF THE JET WHEN MEETING PYRO AND CO AND THEY WERE GIGGLING#I CANT. the sillies ..... i forget who they were chortling about atm i just know they were so silly and i love them#its doing an excellent job at distracting me from the fact he's trying to subdue every non-mutant human vjaerlkjkeal#ok obligatory nightly xmen ramble over
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occasionally get hit by how much I love saga and casey’s relationship. casey being a part of the family, saga investigating on her own to find casey, them supporting each other even in the questionable reality around them, telling each other jokes the entire time, being in sync with their little coffee drinks. love them
#obviously they’re not without any challenges (that’d also be. boring) with casey hiding his sickness and sagas insecurity at being#a bad partner and friend. their worry the other might be targeted by the story and is caught up in everything#but their bond is so strong and refreshing#I just watched a horror movie with the typical asshole husband who doesn’t believe and support his wife#and my god it is a relief for saga and casey to actually agree something’s supernatural when nightingale first attacks#and have them communicate and be kind when talking to each other about believes#esp with saga being relatively (minus the Anderson bros etc.) alone in knowing Logan is alive and her life is what she remembers#alan wake 2#im CONSTANTLY a little sad that it’s not. guaranteed we’ll see them together again#at the very least I need saga in the next control game 😭 remedy PLS she’d get along with so many characters
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so hard out there for us suo/sudou truthers 😭😭
#chihayafuru#like there are exactly 0 fics of them where they are the main focus and like 2 where they are just mentioned#and it makes me sad because the depth of their relationship and sudou's true character that managed to shine through because of it#was such a curveball but it was so beautiful 😭😭#sudou rose to my top 10 chyfr characters after reading the manga when i barely cared for his existence before#but he is such an interesting character#i wish there were more fics and discussions about him in general#idk im just in such awe at how suetsugu manages to elevate even the sidest of characters to be fleshed out people that also#carry the weight of the narrative and the overarching theme of connection being physical manifestations of it#like there is no insignificant character every single one has so much to offer i just can't#i love this manga so much#anyway the bottom line is sudou is a great character and also gay
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Shi Qingxuan~ <3
#i love them :>#THEY DESERVE BETTER AAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyways. im not gonna spoil anyone abt what... happens#just know I am SAD about it#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hob#shi qingxuan#a literal ray of sunshine#xie lian's best friend everrrrrr (except hua cheng ofc)#guess what im reading rn ehehehe#the background is a CSP asset btw#im SO mad btw#i recorded the entire drawing process for this (6+ hours) AND THE FOOTAGE IS MOSTLY OUT OF FRAME.#it technically my fault bc I just kinda dont understand OBS yet. but I am ANGY. RGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i miraculously mysteriously centered it for the last ~20 minutes or so. but the rest of the footage is pretty much unsalvageable 😰😭🥺👿#emojis are not enough to vent my frustration. i need to rip a table in half ot smthn#RRRGHRHRJAGDJDB#:)#my art
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Any thoughts about your Hello Es AU?🎤
Thank you ooh -- this was so fun to think about! (I did some art earlier here :)) Spoiler warning for all three episodes of Hello Charlotte 🧸👁️🩸
So, out there in the real world somewhere, there exists “real Es”, (the Charles of the story) who has created Es as his perfect protagonist/ideal identity. Real Es ends up killing someone, and undergoing some kind of psychotic break that creates The House (now known as The Prison). Various people from his life appear there, each with their own murder, reflecting Real Es’ complex feelings about their own crime.
Es/Charlotte – A puppet at the whims of the audience. They have many forms along with conflicting thoughts and motivations. As lax as they may get about their own safety, they always take their duty to the tenets very seriously. They have a little Magalope pet :3 I know in canon the characters are separate, but I’m still picturing them as some combination of Q84 and Ep1/2 Charlotte.
Fuuta/Felix – The fiery friend who's all bark and no bite. He’s the most openly aggressive out of everyone, but still ends up trying to help people around him. Through his attempts to do something helpful, his recklessness, and need to be treated as an adult, he can find himself in pretty significant danger.
Kazui/Aiden – Calm and quiet, but you get a sense he's very observant to the current situation in his silence. Just because he prefers to do his tailoring/piano hobbies doesn't mean he doesn’t have that underlying demon strength. The most parental over Es, even if they're not always receptive.
Shidou/Huxley – A doctor/scientist with a desire to help save the most (alien) lives that he can, even if it means living on the run as a criminal, as well as an odd coolness when it comes to unethical medical procedures.
Mikoto and John/Bennett – when he’s high on soap, he’s as cheery as always :) Just a normal working guy, you probably won’t even remember his face under the hazmat suit, very normal :) When the effects wear off and the stress gets to him, though, John fronts and isn't afraid to defend himself from any perceived threat.
Yuno/Florence – Puts up a cheery front and is happy to work when she's having fun. After a bit of prodding, she reveals a much more serious and jaded side. She gets along with everyone, but isn't afraid to tell her real feelings to Es when the time is right.
Haruka and Muu /Anri – I’m kind of splitting Anri to make two characters, still capturing her fluctuating status in school and attitude of give-and-receive in friendships. They're caring but clingy, they can be protective but also aggressive. Both of them go back and forth between the personalities we see from her in all three episodes.
Amane/Frei – (I know in canon Frei is another Charlotte, so I think that works well given how close they are in age and stubbornness.) She sees things through a view of gods/religion, even if not everyone sees the situation that way. She's a bit at odds with Es, trying to persuade them to join in her mindset, but genuinely cares for their well-being while doing it.
Mahiru/Vincent – The new friend with some strange delusions of a perfect “heavenly” world, a hobby of literature, and suicidal intentions. Es takes pity on her after she receives serious injuries from people who reject her. Real Es developed some kind of attachment to her real counterpart (like Charles' idolization of Vincent), and this manifests into Mahiru crazy about relationships and love.
Kotoko/Scarlett – Has a close mindset to Es (close enough to stem more directly from them) but her intensity and drive for perfection/justice turn them into enemies in some timelines. She gets the closest look at the “real” situation compared to the others, seeing behind the scenes and criticizing Es and the Prison as a whole. She's determined she could do better herself, and Es takes her up on that…
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I’m not going to make a whole post, but for a reverse au I think it’d be fun to see The House tenants featured in Charles’ milgram mv – as the focal character, the audience/Warden would probably assume Charlotte was his victim. Only later would they realize that Charlotte is the stand-in for himself, and that truly he feels responsible for not stopping Vincent’s suicide.
#milgram#es#haruka sakurai#yuno kashiki#fuuta kajiyama#muu kusunoki#shidou kirisaki#mahiru shiina#kazui mukuhara#amane momose#mikoto kayano#john milgram#kotoko yuzuriha#hello charlotte#i know anri really fits muu but i ran out of characters for haruka 😭 so he gets to be part of anri too lol#i wasnt picturing a separation of agressive anri/sad anri -- both of them are both versions#i really wanted mappi as bennett with her cheeriness but it worked so much better this way#ah... what i would give to be in the secret clone room..... Who Said That#im picturing the hello charlotte soundtrack getting mv songs mixed in (but piano/music box versions)#and im wondering if charles' mv genre would be the sweet piano vibe or the more intense kind from the soundtrack#sorry this is jumping in front of some of the drabbles because theyre taking longer than expected and these were quicker to jot down#thank you for the ask pal!!#i had a lot of fun thinking about these ough#amane frei was a last minute choice but ive been going crazy thinking about her.....#and the thought of lab team 02-03-09 made me so happy asdfsdf
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#ive been very sad about them lately so i drew this#i just think that junpei deserves to have someone tell him that he is worth the love and effort#they deserved better#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#itajun#itadori yuuji#junpei yoshino#im so tired rn can’t really form any coherent thoughts but. itajun 😭😭😭💔💔☹️☹️☹️#Spotify
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can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again
#ive been having a bad week again since the exam ugh😭#im really really REALLY trying to study but a little head in my voice keeps saying what is even the point of working so hard#which is soooo ridiculous because it's bc i worked so hard that i got great marks#but like. i didn't feel happy like i thought would. i just felt like 'oh. okay. cool'#and then i just. didn't even have anyone around me to celebrate with#which is idk kinda dumb i guess it's just an online exam#but like see. there are technically total 8 exams to become. um to get my degree#and i just cleared 1 of them#like that was a full 100 marks paper i studied for of that level and i did it#ive just never done this before not since this course ive always scored JUST above passing (not counting the times#i literally failed twice lol)#so yeah anyway it is big for me. but why doesn't it feel like anything 😭😭😭#and why hasn't this motivated me to work harder😭😭😭#idk i thought i had gotten over the 'just do it. just do it!!! just. do. it.' phase i was getting so many things done#but it feels back to square one now#man that book about habits was so right don't have goals have habits because when you do achieve your goal#you'll be like well now what? and slip right back into bad habits again#that's exactly what happened#i used to think lol achieve my goal that's never gonna happen im a shit person and a failure#but like what the hell!!! i did!!! so now what😭😭😭#i think i need a hug#but ive never really hugged anyone except one person and she's 4 years away now#i think i need. my dad to tell me he's proud of me. but he's already forgotten about it so that's not gonna happen#man the day i stop craving external validation. it's over for yall#ugh yuck i used to hate the word validation it always sounded so desperate and needy and pathetic. guess it was just#another form of self loathing lol#im not even sad im like genuinely asking. im trying to solve it like a math problem. like does anyone have the answer
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