#IM SAD AND OVERWHELMED
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sometimes when im doing smth i realise how pointless it is, like studying? we are here to live whats the point why did we come to this point as a society but then again this is what civilisation is. OR being in a fandom then realising how im wasting my energy on an unreal thing just so i can be happy or whatever
#at any point of time im having an existential crisis fr#existential crisis#nihilism#eldest daughter#IK ITS NOT DEEP JUST I FEEL SAD THATS ALL#desiblr#IM SAD AND OVERWHELMED#ugh#am i being dramatic?
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*head in hands* Blackwall.....
#blackwall#dragon age inquisition#Dai#hes killing me#oh im obsessed with another sad grizzled knight who feels overwhelming guilt what a shock
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more cats keep appearing on my canvas idk what to tell you boss
wanted to post the separate parts too :)
#wtf... art#i have so so so so many thoughts about cat zoro i dont even know where theyre coming from#like an overwhelming amount. whenever im stressed or sad i just start making cat zoro headcanons. i never maKe headcanons for my fixation#ive never been this kind of person. whats happening to me. looking at my hands. trembling.#one piece fanart#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece zoro#black leg sanji#one piece sanji#sanji
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Drawing made while listening Underdog by Takayan !
+ comic of my slice of life
And this one is from 2023
+ random drawings
#my art#original art#i am not sure what to tag lol#the first character is kinda my persona#I'm not sure about the result but a lot of persons reassured me on instagram#im grateful to them !!#it is so sad I don't have any thought in my head#no hyperfixation and it is the void#last two pic is Nilou and Tighnari#pink hair with black sweat is from Tamon's B-Side#i love this manga it is so hilarious#the one with short hair w blue background is a doodle I made in uni because my ass wasn't listening#and the one with a lot of hand is because I was overwhelmed ):
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another simple comic, ft garm again :')
#i think about lloyd and garmadon alot btw#another garmadad comic coming soon probably because i have whatever the opposite of creative block is#i have too many ideas and then i get overwhelmed and end up drawing non lol#i hope this made you sad because it made me sad to think about it#like that scene in moto messed me up so bad ngl#also im obsessed with this brush now idk what it is#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#ninjago fanart#ninjago art#art#my art#lego ninjago
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what would have happened if harry took draco with him when fighting for their wands and fleeing malfoy manor.. what if draco just grabbed harry and didnt let go and left too
#drarry#draco malfoy#harry potter#draco x harry#there are so many thoughts im having im feeling overwhelmed#im also feeling such an indescribable and overwhelming sadness this is the only thing keeping me afloat i feel#so im just here wallowing in what ifs and couldve beens and redemption arcs
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wears off in a month or so
#a doodley#talkys#as soon as i saved a single screenshot of silco from twitter it was over for me#it rly is mainly that and the ''gets overwhelmed seeing or thinking abt them and has to physically get that out somehow#or put pressure on the face or cover the eyes in shame etc''#i just added the 3rd bc just the 2 seemed so lonely#today i had to slam pause on that scene where silco lights the cigar in his mouth because i got so (embarrassed?) and hide in my hands#for a bit i rly dont know what this is#i still have my ken folder i have to delete it bc its never going to have that insane intensity again ykwim#like i dont think ill draw him again#so sad that silco is fated to this too...i wish i could actually hold onto stuff like this instead of burning through the Big Feelings#really really quickly#this is why im an oc and Drawings of Myself artist lmaooo i wish i could do fandom/fanart stuff beyond just Here's a Portrait/Bust/#Character Standing There/(god forbid) Selfship#tho tbf thats all i draw of my ocs too...#alas!
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pitiful tragedy
A semi-continuation to my previous Ikutsuki and Ryoji comic, because i'm really wanting to share my blorbo (Ikutsuki) brainrot lol. Ikutsuki... the tragic pitiful antagonist you could've been if anyone bothered/cared enough about you in meta and in narrative lol.
#shuji ikutsuki#ryoji mochizuki#nyx avatar#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 the answer#persona 3 spoilers#also please dont rag on ikutsuki in my mentions lmao i love him#these are ikutsuki centric doodles#not ryoji lmao#mildly peeved because I'm trying to cover him as a tragic foil to the persona protags/sees#a life so overwhelming and a life incapable of bonds#making this man walk off the ledge was really a choice lol#sad sad cult man and his dead cult#hire me atlas im making your antagonists 100% more interesting and tragically human#the themes he represents is so fascinating#like because of what it is he always doomed the meta tragedy of it is so delicious
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Another Sona for the small collection XD
She's a Goat bc why not
Also if I had a Chao I want them to look like this lil guy hehehe
Then again I guess the chao could be it's own sona since my sona on this account is a lil ghost maybe I'm thinking too much
Sorry for not being too active artwise
I been so overwhelmed by the thought of school starting that my mental state kinda was everywhere wasn't fun. I didn't even have the desire to draw as usual I was kinda stuck worrying too much about school.
#So I just cleaned my room to clear my head it worked im not too overwhelmed or sad now :)#kinda rant#Made sure to make her as purple as possible XD#This is actually a old drawing I just added some lighting so yeah didnt draw much but Good thing I have a bunch of unfinished ideas hehe#artists on tumblr#digital art#GGhosteArt#small artist#art#digital drawing#sonic oc#sonic sona#sonic art#sth#gghosteoc#chao sonic
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idk how to express it but like. my mum asked me earlier "do you have initiative? you need to learn how to do things without people telling you" and idk how to tell her like. 1. i am autistic and a HUGE part of that is not having motivation or initiative in the traditional sense because its harder to read what people want from you, 2. i also have executive dysfunction with my depression, and 3. she is the reason why i have a lack of motivation! because my whole life when i Try to do things to help out, i either get confused or i do it wrong, and shes not patient with me and also doesnt explain things to me - and the worst part is 4. i dont know how to explain stuff to her without it feeling like an excuse, because when i speak plainly, she thinks im dodging blame, when im actually just trying to communicate my default settings and how im working on overcoming them because i live in a neurotypical society. when i dont contribute or help out because im scared of messing up, i am ridiculed and shamed, and when i do contribute, im not allowed to ask clarifying questions or ask for support, because then i am an idiot. and y'know what? its annoying to be told i have no motivation when right now is the time where i have the most self-driven motivation ive ever had
#personal#its truly just like. im not asking for solutions or comments here#its just straight up confusing for me#and i get so overwhelmed trying to say this out loud to people#like i instantly start crying#but its not because im sad! or trying to get sympathy! i am just so freaked out all the time!#i have to be so self regulated its not funny#genuinely the only reason my family dont see me as an actual autistic person is because i can talk#if i was 24/7 nonverbal maybe theyd believe me#my god
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hiiiii i got a really cute haircut and also an offer for a full time interior design job :)
#HEALTH INSURANCE. DENTAL INSURANCE. VISIONS INSURANCE. LIFE INSURANCE. 25% IN STORE DISCOUNT IF I EVER WANT TO LIKE REDO MY KITCHEN OR SMTHN#literally got the acceptance email while i was out at dinner with my current coworkers#they were like ‘we are so sad youre leaving us but we are also so proud of you!!#but ive known them since college and we’re really close outside of work so i’ll still see them all the time#and i will still be able to write for fun :) and its good money and seems fun#wow. im like overwhelmed so many eras of my life are ending and new ones are beginning……… wild how that happens
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I’m Unworthy.
I’m unworthy..
I’m unworthy of having a home.
I’m unworthy of having a safe place.
I’m unworthy of having food.
I’m unworthy of having an apartment.
I’m unworthy to live a decent life.
I’m unworthy to live a normal life.
I’m unworthy to keep or be kept.
I’m unworthy to money.
I’m too unworthy to be important to anyone.
I’m unworthy of having stability.
I’m unworthy of love.
I’m unworthy of family.
I’m unworthy of friends.
I’m unworthy of peace.
I’m unworthy of a car.
I’m unworthy of a good job.
I’m unworthy of comfort.
I’m unworthy of clothes.
I’m unworthy to society.
I’m unworthy of life.
I’m unworthy of a healthy mental.
I’m unworthy to God.
I’m unworthy to the Devil.
I’m unworthy to everyone and everything I come across.
So why am I still alive?
I have nothing and I’m unworthy of everything.
The worst way to exist.
#tired#existing#exist#sad life#life goes on#unworthy#no one cares#life#alone#good for nothing#worthless#not worth it#no one understands#fuck life#i hate my life#so over it#overwhelmed#no peace of mind#lost#disturbed#mental health#mentally drained#no one#nobody#music#take away the pain#im going to kms#ready to kms#ready to die
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hi 🌚
#hi hello im alive for those of you who maybe wondered#the longest unplanned tumblr hiatus***#feels almost weird to be back ? is anyone here ? are you here hello ??? who is here sound off ??#did everything change on tumblr when I was gone ?#if anyone tagged me/mentioned me in anything: I🖤U tumblr won't let me see my activity past July so that's lost I think im sad#i missed u ppl#not sure if anyone actually wants to know but in short: extremely overwhelmed with work and tired beyond reason and for no reason#*no logical reason cause there was a general reason but you know#anyway hope you're good and that spring and summer were kind to you 🖤#onto softer and slower autumn hopefully#oh also: hello new followers which I somehow acquired#(***and general internet-everything-adjacent hiatus tbh)
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surprised that i haven't seen this hc already, but i think movie!Sonic would find a lot of comfort in birds after Longclaw and would learn everything he could about them and how different they all are.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movies#sonic movie#sonic headcanons#sonic hcs#sonic hc#longclaw#sonic and longclaw#idk i think a lot about how much he misses her and the overwhelming guilt and loneliness he had before tom and maddie and his friends#she would've loved to meet them i think#and be thankful to tom and maddie for taking care of her boy#now im sad so be sad with me pls
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How to lock in. How to put your heart into things again. How to love.
#it started with no more art which i was fine with andnow its no more writing or talking either which im also fine with i guess#except that i dont think one can live like this?#im also overwhelmed by asks. i was planning on faking my death til ppl forget im supposed to respond#but i dont feel like doing that every time i get overwhelmed either#sad and avoidant monday extends to tuesday too
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people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime
#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head#around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working#as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of#how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol#i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were#pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family#i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by#ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me#or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made#you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm#im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help#wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career#i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades#but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard#yapping
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