#IM NOT PREPARED I DONT THINK I EVER WILL BE

[hwangyeddeongie]

“yeji julie and giselle will perform toxic!” and what if i kill myself instead

[loktauri]

Happy (late) one year anniversary to me finishing s4 and not touching s5 with a ten foot pole

[corviiids]

ok hear me out about this vaguely Your Name inspired lawlight au told via notes they leave each other while bodyswapped

[al-luviec]

Morro design + a ton of notes.

[rmbunnie]

I'm reading A Lonely Place of Dying and Alfred latching immediately onto Tim is NASTY work. Tim shows up and is like "I never aimed to be Robin! I mean I did karate my whole life to emulate Robin and just so happen to have sought you out and grabbed this costume in my size out from that case and really you should be calling me Robin just for now and let me come with you as Robin but I never dreamed it would specifically be ME being Robin. You have a lovely house and home btw :) Now go back to being 10." And Dick's understandably like "No I am a grown man now who are you" and Bruce is not here for this one, but later on is like "You aren't Robin, you're some kid dressed up like my dead son." But Alfred?

IMMEDIATELY Alfred is implying Dick was trying to subtly ask Tim to be Robin (simply not true in in NTT 61, when the implication is made, although he changes his mind in Batman 442) and that Bruce should be grateful for this young man's profound bravery and immense natural skill and maybe show him a few pointers or something idk we'll see :) Like let's be clear, the idea that Tim didn't want to be Robin is simply not part of this story outside of like two lines of dialogue where he's like "oh I didn't consider it could be me!" after which he immediately goes "Wow so you ARE gonna let me be Robin right?" the second he sees the opportunity. The guy essentially makes himself Robin once Dick makes it clear he isn't gonna be. Dick tells Tim nobody should be at first (until he changes his mind) but is ignored because Tim doesn't get why and goes with what he understands, his own stance.

I'm of the opinion that the whole "Tim understands that being Robin is an arduous task full of suffering from the start and chooses to bravely yet sadly martyr himself for the cause" thing I see sometimes is strongly disproven, at least in the beginning of his Robin career, by his "Batman NEEDS a Robin (to love and care for and to watch out for him in return :) )" line of reasoning, his subsequent willingness for Anybody to be Robin whether or not it was him (unless he was consciously okay with other children suffering for his benefit which I find really hard to believe,) and his active glee at anything involving being Robin and persistent smiling pursuit of Doing So against Batman's strong disapproval, because he hasn't officially said no (he did several times, but you can't blame a kid for being excited.) Like, I think he said he never dreamed of being Robin just because having a kid come in begging to replace Batman's dead son because it was a personal aspiration would be extraordinarily rude and arrogant and they wanted people to like this one. He was NOT in any way adverse they just couldn't make him THAT presumptuous, and he is by nature of what he's doing already moderately so.

But say it was true, that Tim was actively opposed to being Robin? Alfred would be pushing this shit HARD onto this thirteen year old kid like what the fuck bro. And "From what Master Richard said, he follows your orders." is HEINOUS but let's not get into that.

[sickfreaksirkay]

no one talk to me about how the word virgil uses to describe aeneas killing turnus means "to bury [his sword]" but also means "to found [a city]". christ

[comradecowplant]

so Ivanova is nearly killed off, saved by actually killing off sweet baby space legolas, and now she's left anyway? AND my boy lennier is going off to "find himself" too? mkay.

[arolesbianism]

Finally fixating on some nugget relationships that aren't horrible for everyone I love friendship <3

[horrorsequel]

something sexy abt watching my 20 y/o self loose his mind on camera with a green mouth from all the creme de menthe and oh my god he was like so miserable but he was still... happy in the moment that was captured here, and that's important to remember. i was in what i consider the most miserable few years of my life (so far!!!!) and i survived it AND managed to find moments of happiness inside it. i got this. even if i never make something out of myself, i think the happiness i've found in my life is important.

[nightshade-heart]

god i really wish i could just. control my voice. could control my volume and how much i speak.

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I have such an important interview tomorrow and instead of trying to prepare, I'm obsessing over She Kills Monsters. Like a responsible person.

[sailermoon]

can everyone drop their favorite picture book im checking out books via libby for my tutoring client :')

[pinkprettycure]

also ppl who think content warnings are spoilers piss me off. ppl who want to be 100% blind will ignore them the ppl who want them dont gaf about "spoilers" dude.

also u can give a detailed CW without spoiling ppl

none of these are specific enough to constitute a true spoiler imo except Maybe the example of Liam's internalized ableism? which doesn't actually tell you what happens. And his fucked up healing is about as much of a spoiler as Marina Existing is.

[rainingincale]

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[greenliar]

Miss your monster art </3

hey im glad to hear someone likes and misses my fanart! monster is still one of my favorite pieces of media ever, but right now im just trying to focus on more silly self indulgent art to fight art block so im not planning to revisit it for now

[musicallisto]

i can't believe you saw your first f1 grand prix!!! what were your thoughts?? i only recently became an f1 girlie myself but it is so so much fun to me. how'd you get into it???

it was so much fun!! i know it's not like a lot happened during the race (literally how were the redbulls so ahead of everyone?? but also my friend told me they breached the budget cap and i was like 😲 drama in the house!!), but cars going zoom is still super entertaining to me. and as I said it's fascinating from an engineering standpoint too! I'm really in awe of all the technical skills in mechanics, thermodynamics, aerodynamics etc that come into play to make one of those beasts of a car. & I also liked how, despite the fact the pilot is alone in his car, there's still an element of team spirit because he's communicating back and forth with his engineers and stuff.

I wasn't totally f1 illiterate before because it's practically impossible to escape it in France, but I think the hype really took on a whole new dimension here recently for three reasons: a) the Formula One Netflix series, b) Charles Leclerc, and c) Alpine's rise in power. 90% of people I know started following F1 for either one of these reasons, but I have two friends in particular who are long-time fans and they invited me over specifically to watch the grand prix last night, so that's how that happened 💞 I'm definitely gonna be watching more!! especially Monaco because it's such a cultural moment in sport <3