#IM NOT ALIVE ANYMORE
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IM ACTUALLY GOING TO COMBUST WATCH ME JUST DISSIPATE INTO THE AIR SDKFJHY@$*(#T&G%T$*HU#F(@R*#*# JIHOON WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS FUCK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I NEED TO KISS HIS LIL SCRUNCHED UP NOSE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@eternalgyu @candewlsy @wheeboo @blue-jisungs
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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YOOHANKIM RAAAGHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHH UGRHGRHGR I ughh i just ugh i love them so MUCH i love them i want them to be happy so bad
#not to be dramatic but im so glad i am alive at this point in time so i could read their story#i used to think id be so much happier if i was living in the world of pokemon but if the pokemon world didnt have orv novel then i wouldnt#wanna go anymore#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#omniscient reader#omniscient reader fanart#orv fanart#kim dokja#kdj#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#yoohankim#joongdok#yoohan#doksoo#crit's art: orv
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stuck in time
close ups⬇️
#finally came back to this to finish it teehee#the background was so annoying to do#cause like i draw and shade everything in like the lineart??#anyways#the silly guy in the mirror is henry#before he went missing (st play lore)#that was when he first came in contact with the UD#so he’s stuck in time#his soul is#real henry is trapped#maybe not even alive anymore#he’s frozen just how the UD is in 1983!#i think im so smart#no#stranger things#stranger things 5#stranger things 5 poster#will byers#stranger things fanart#will byers fanart#fanart#byler#horror#?#horror art#artists on tumblr#irisart!!!
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#osomatsu san#IS THIS FANDOM EVEN ALIVE ANYMORE LMAO#im so scared maybe im stepping on a ghost town#whatever........#osomatsu#karamatsu#ososan#my artz#im slooooowwwly reposting all my drawings i had on my ig#so yea this is oldish art too
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🩷 Sami Zayn & Jey Uso - Monday Night RAW 23/09/2024
#wwe#wweedit#sami zayn#jey uso#samijey#wwe raw#monday night raw#main event jey uso#raw#jeysami#wrestling#wwe gifs#stuff i made#i cant do this anymore im not strong enough#they keeping me alive tho fr
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hey tumblr. More of the demon-priest au cause i felt like it
maybe more work au soon? but in the mean time have this
#chilchuck#dungeon meshi#chilaios#laios touden#delicious in dungeon#chilchuck tims#bottom laios just for a change#jk hes a switch#whatever not really important ig#is the fandom even alive anymore?#hi guyss im aliveee
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圣人有情而无累
dihua + 情 | 莲花楼 mysterious lotus casebook
#莲花楼#mysterious lotus casebook#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#cdramasource#asiandramanet#cdramagifs#cdramanet#gifshistorical#cdrama#cheng yi#dihua#lhlgifs#jielin's edits#my posts#情 sentiments (not romance or love) / 圣人有情而无累 a sage possesses feelings but is unburdened by it#sgm lxy was described to be cold and unfeeling to the extent he's likened to a ''dead person''#not bc he was above feelings. bc clearly when he was made to face it...it went very badly#so llh ending at the point where he's so composed and at ease despite having to leave everything he cared about behind. yeah.#one would think llh would have been dead from bicha by then. but he's never been more alive tbh#very much a xianxia/cmyth narrative. by the theoretical definitions of xianxia/cmyth#it's a dihua thing to me also since it is them that evoked in one another each of their own ordeals with 情#dfs said to lxy that 你的弱点就是喜欢当英雄. what is good pretending your motivations are so noble#bc dfs had lived his whole life for himself and only himself. he does not pretend to be more than that#and the interesting thing is when it's followed by 一个剑客不该有弱点 as if he's speaking as the 理 of wulin.#being weak is bad and it means you'll lose. that's just the rule of wulin#he is that sort of paradoxical existence...#lxy goes on to prove otherwise as llh. while existing to bring to surface the 情 in dfs#-> just know i do not know what i'm talking about anymore i just have lots of convoluted thoughts about these two im incoherent about#uhhh enjoy some nice gifs!
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i think the creators in the undertale multiverse is SUCH a creative concept and even though it's fourth wall breaking it's so amazing that it deserves to break the fourth wall
everytime other medias and games or stories break the fourth wall it's either taken unseriously (like pinkie pie from mlp or family guy cutaways) or people shit on it for being out of place and just a deus ex machina or something (hi3 i will NEVER hate you for including the players in the final arc) but the undertale multiverse completely subverts that. actually the entire MULTIVERSE is BASED on the concept that people are willing to make media and art and writing and that is what keeps these ocs and worlds and creations going and alive
the utmv isn't even a real thing. like it's not a fandom that spawned from a book or a movie or a show or game or comic. ok well it technically is but the undertale fandom and the undertale AUs fandon are two different things i think. like undertale aus ofc came from undertale but that's a whole seperate branch of things and sometimes those aus have NOTHING to do with undertale (looking at you dreamtale. and others.)
but the fact that a whole seperate branch of a fandom was created just because people wanted to expand on one tiny game and had so much love for it that it spawned this clusterfuck of a fandom is just so amazing to me. i don't think any other fandom has THIS extensive of a multiverse with aus where the people holding the pencils and typing words are so heavily engrained into the lore (ink and error i will forever love you for being aware of creators I AM AWARE OF YOU TOO!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!)
in other fandoms there's a strict canon for medias but in the utmv a lot of aus are just a brief concept and maybe some charactization and that's it (dusttale ily 4 this. dusttale is peak fiction). and if you like the concept enough you can make another concept based on it. and if someone else likes your au enough they might make another au based on it or write headcanons for it. and it's so cool that this fandom is kinda self sustaining in a way. undertale's probably never gonna get another update or game and even though deltarune has its connections its a completely seperate thing. but somehow the fandom is alive and still pumping out tons of amazing content
and the fact that we control all of these character's actions is so daunting but also so cool. like these characters do these things because we basically script them to do. we as creators are the ones drawing the angst or writing the shit posts. if a character is self aware of the creators that's just because we MADE them aware. so are they really aware or are we just pretending that we are. if a character is powerful that's just because we made them powerful. if a character hates the creators we made them hate us. if a character destroys aus we make them do that. but they don't actually feel that way or do those things, that's just what we tell them to do and i think that's really cool
ive yapped a lot about this topic (i still have so much more to say) but i'll hold it back and just talk about one last thing and that's headcanons and interpretations. I LOVE PEOPLE'S INDIVIDUAL INTERPRETATIONS!!! I LOVE PEOPLE'S HEADCANONS FOR CHARACTERS!!! i love seeing how other people think the mtt (or other characters but i am a murder time trio fanatic) would interact or how they would act. i love seeing people's dumb comics of them bickering or making out (errrmmmmm) because it's all different. all these people came up with their own ideas and thoughts on how to expand these relatively basic concepts and it's all different because everyone's different and gone through different things <333
all in all i love you undertale multiverse. this fandom is one of the most unique i've ever had the joy of being in and i hope it never dies out (if it dies out what will happen to all of the amazing creations and worlds and people we've made 😕😕😕 ink will be sad. so pls don't die utmv)
#undertale multiverse#undertale au#sans au#utmv#utmv au#people are still making aus and drawing snd writing and i think thats so amazing#I'M one of those people and im actually contributing to keeping the mv alive#when a character has so many different interpretations does it really matter what canon is anymore#maybe everyone's own idea of a character is fanon and the collective opinion of a character + og creator influence#is what REALLY makes something canon#idk im over analyzing this goddamn fandom. someone sedate me#what makes me sad is in hi3 the devs tried to include the players in the final battle as a thank you for playing the game#and everyone shat on them for it because the players shouldn't be inserted into the game#and the character that summoned the players (ai chan/hyperion) is still being shit in to this day#anyways that was a certified#tricule rant
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sketches from break
#i dont post a lot of Really gay stuff anymore because i always get the fear that i’m woobifying them when i do. cheers!#absolutely miniscule break but im good now. i play videos game#ultrakill#gabriel#V1#that 'hell is alive' bit of lore has an iron grip on me rn so expect. something about it i dunno#gabv1el#enjoy my really bad anatomy#gen art
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ep 8 and 9 coming out at the same time is great because I'm terribly impatient but also the last two episodes at the same time.. I'm going to combust
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#aaa#JDUSS im so scared#im going insane#gonna EXPLODE#agatha x rio#agathario#rio vidal#billy maximoff#teen agatha all along#jennifer kale#can i tag alice and lilia anymore.. sob... NO TRHYERE STILL ALIVE TRUST NOT COPING!
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#doodles#im alive im just very busy and barely have time to draw anymore but really trying to get back into it#dragon oc#tamlin#ganondorf
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Angel Cow dad is out
ANGEL COW DAD ANGEL COW DAD
#fe heroes#me: im not gonna post anymore art tonight#also me: ANGEL COW DAD#good lord how is this the happiest man alive i love him so much he is so filled with joy and happiness#askr#I GOT SO EXCITED TO SCREAM ABOUT ANGEL COW DAD BEING HAPPY that i forgot to even tag his name#shame on me
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lolita, my love || interview with the vampire 02x07 "i could not prevent it"
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#iwtv#interview with the vampire#lolita my love#dolores haze#humbert humbert#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#ok LISTEN im not saying lestat is literally like that or their dynamic is the same#bc its not even a little bit#but the insane performative testifying... the theatrics.... the twisting of events...#i literally had twice as many dialogue parallels that didnt fit in here anymore#and there are only like 15 extant photos of the lolita play and none of this is from the novel#so like. wild amount of parallels#sorry to my gf who had to listen to me say this is just like lolita every 3 min in the episode#captains log#anna does creative things#this is like the most niche ass post ive ever made i think like 20 people have seen the lolita musical lmao#if i had a nickel for every amazing piece of media featuring the worst frenchman alive testifying performatively to cover up his abuse
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Some good omens doodles
#Man season 2 was a#rollercoaster#I laughed#I cried#Good food#Also it was 100000% more gay#What a time to be alive#I didn't thought they would dare but here we are crying over these divorced gays#good omens#good omens art#goodomens fanart#aziraphale good omens#Aziraphale#crowley good omens#antony j crowley#ineffablehusbands#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#Also since when the ship is called aziracrow?!#Wth im devasted that ineffable husbands is not the ship main name anymore#Oh well#aziraphale fanart#crowley fanart#good omens tv
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i’m so sane. so normal about him. totally.
#haaaaaaaa#im *so* fine#don’t worry about me#i’ll be back to breathing properly in about 15 minutes i think 👍#the adam’s apple????? baby you’re just too good#and his shoulders look so wide in some pics :(((#his chest looks so buff too#and the forearms………. oh god#arms anon do you see this???????#how can we be alive after this#anyways#the ln logo on the cap :(((( and his smile gahhhh#okay im not gonna rant anymore because i’ll get stuck#f1#formula 1#formula one#mclaren racing#oscar piastri#osc hands osc neck osc arms
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