#IM FUCKING STUCK

[silvers-not-home]

do you guys ever think about how in third life grian and scars love actually felt like love in regards to other seasons? how they would dance with eachother in the desert and make eachother flower crowns, embroidering lilacs and poppies on each others clothes, holding hands, killing for eachother- actually killing eachother.

how by last life grian wanted nothing but a break from scar. wanted nothing to do with scar. flat out forgot about him and only interacted with him when he needed something while scar was still infatuated with grian. still holding onto the same cactus flower he gave him in his pocket, months after it had already wilted away

how in double life was the perfect opportunity for them to interact with eachother again, finally after a whole season of being separated they could make up again only for scar to realize it wasn't the business that made them drift apart. it was grian, not wanting anything to do with him anymore. it was grian getting tired of him, letting go of the love he had for him and throwing it away while scar held onto it until his hands became red and sore. scar never wanted to stop loving him but grian never wanted to love him to being with.

how grian cheated on him, lied to him, ignored him, had little to no trust in him. only showed any actual care about him because they shared health, he wouldn't have even batted an eye if they didn't. and scar only stayed because he didn't know how to live without loving him. only stayed with a man that ignored and cheated on him because he didn't wanna be alone- he didn't know how to be alone without destroying himself in the process

but how limited life was different. limited life was the season scar finally learned how to let go of grian and focus on people that actually give a damn about him. and when he finally started doing that he finally learned what it was like to actually be loved. not just appreciated, not just wanted but actually loved- he died with the comfortable yet cryptic feeling of not loving him anymore

then secret life comes around and he's finally content without being codependent on grian. without having to know his input or opinion on what he's doing he's fallen out of love and he's okay with that. he's okay with throwing away the wilted lilacs and poppies hes kept in his pockets after all this time. he's finally okay with not having him and once he is grian isn't. he's asking him to team up, something that's never ever happened before. he notices the dead flowers in his hair and stray sand on his clothes. he's gone back, he never left the desert and scar doesn't wanna admit it but he has. but once he won, he was alone again. right when he was okay with it he got it. being alone for an entire year (it's canon you guys. you guys it's canon and it HURTS :((() but being alone for an entire year makes him reflect obviously. it makes him think about how everyone just walks all over him and how he just lets it happen without doing anything about it. it makes him think about how much actually misses the desert. he can't help but despise what grian did but god does he miss him

AND THEN WILD LIFE????? HUH???? what the hell do you mean grian is trying to get a monopoly on sand. you mean scar? the one that started monopolies in the first place? no he's busy having a monopoly on a green plant with his blond, british, bird friend while living on a mountain. his ass not only went back to the desert he fucking ran back to the desert once he heard word of grian being there. he's okay with being alone but if he had the chance, he'd go back to season one.

you guys ever think about that or is it just me?

[lucabyte]

sometimes everything just sucks real real real bad

[puppppppppy]

act 4 :(

@chipper-smol and i came to a realization

[yrdnzz]

and i got eyes on the back of my head, i got eyes everywhere so i know where you go

[dizzybizz]

my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.

these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)

[crimson-miz]

somebody on youtube wanted a looping version but it somehow got bugged and lost frames when i tried to make into a gif

((LOL DIS 1 LATE TOO, i feel like i'm digging up a time capsule with this shieet))

[starkspi]

From "Unadulterated Loathing" in which Charlie chains these two idiots accidentally together by @otsmosis (who made this comment at the end of the last chapter and inspired me to do whatever this is above)

[sunofpandora]

OFFICIAL AVATAR 3 ANNOUNCEMENTS

This just in guys, last night on D23, avatar 3 has an official title “fire and ash”

We are so back guys 🤭💙🩵

[thehecklingmouse]

the implications of this are driving me nuts.

[darklight-owl]

"Doomed characters who don't know they're doomed are great" ok but what about doomed characters who KNOW they're doomed but TRY ANYWAY?? Doomed characters who RAGE AGAINST THE DYING LIGHT??? Who have nothing to lose so they give up EVERYTHING??? Who are in DENIAL even???

[heartorbit]

something something sewing event

[artuurle]

I find I'm still stuck in place after so long.

[ruinix]

I am so flabbergasted rn. Quinn is so BOYFRIEND.

My mouth dropped coz it looks like a POV where you're in a call with Quinn fucking Hughes.

Well it IS a call, but he's just calling YOU. He was all listening to whatever you say while staring, licking his lips, mesmerized. Then he starts talking about his day. Fuck my life. This is not good for my delusional brain. This is insane. Do it again for 2025.

Quinn Hughes reflects back on his first taste of playoff hockey | September 17, 2020

[clowncollegevaledictorian]

hey carla my love how the fuck did you know who the beast is

[karokawwo]

heeeeyyyy i managed to finish some art for the birthday boyyy. i did not know it was today

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