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minkyumami Ā· 2 months ago
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something about Dean telling Cass, "you're our brother" in the same episode where he explains to Amara that she's only been attracted to him because on some level she views him as a substitute for her brother, in the same episode where he apologizes to Cass for being too wrapped up in his relationship with Sam to pay attention to him, something about Amara believing that the thing Dean needs most is for his mother to come back to life, something about both Dean and Amara struggling to differentiate a need for familial love from a need for sexual or romantic love, something about Amara feeling the same yearning he feels, except his is cloaked in shame, something about how he can't control himself when it comes to his heart, something about the bomb being placed there in his chest, in the same spot where Amara wears the mark of cain
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peacockrulz Ā· 2 days ago
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Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf
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gobstoppr Ā· 1 year ago
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hey guys am i allowed to say on main that i dont like metadad . am i gonna get beaten up for saying this.
guys i think we all took the term found family too literally and now everythings flattened into a boring nuclear family. guys can we stop. hello . is anybody there
#text#it was kinda charming at first but it feels like everytime i try to look at the mk tag its always the same shit . guys. guys.#we can do so much more w/ their dynamics than just dad and son ugh its so . ughhh.#every since i realized i was like . really really aroace. ive started to grow a bit of a distaste for shipping culture#this is relavant i swear. iwanna talk about metadede#like ok in fandoms right. theres often#the enforcement of specific roles onto characters for a simplified understanding of them for memes and drawing ideas#we want gay rep but we dont quite have it canonically so we make our queer headcanons seem more legit#by giving a char a same sex partner. ok easy we did it. gay people are real now#and we get awesome art and its wonderful bc people are wonderful#but its like . the relationships themselves feel flat a lot of the times.#metadede never seems to be about dedede. its about mk having a boyfriend. bc we need him to date someone.#and im not like . mad at anyone about this. i participated in it back in the day. but like.#ok so. gay hcs are the most popular in most fandom things bc its easy; hot; and sweet#but things like aro or ace hcs? its just. they. how can you depict that in a single framed drawing of a char?so theres none at all.#its not even that i actively hc chars aroace its jsut this is my world view; how i default to reading chars#maybe this rant in the tags is unrelated after all.#but idk. ive got lots of thoughts about things.#anyways as ceo of meta knigth im right about everything#i can talk more about metadad stuff specifically if people want
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scionshtola Ā· 2 months ago
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i do think a good shtola arc for the future would be like, her sort of calculated recklessness with her own life negatively affecting someone else and her having to reckon with that
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redysetdare Ā· 1 year ago
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every time i see a post that is like "ughh why cant we have aspec characters who aren't aroace for once" I have to do a double take like "is the aroace rep in the room with us right now?" because genuinely....where is all this aroace rep y'all are complaining about? Why cant i find it yet it's apparently the only aspec rep we get?? You admit that TV never says the word aromantic so where is the aroace rep. So far I've pretty much only seen canonically asexual characters and not much else buddy.
#text#half the time i think these ppl see other aspec ppl saying that x character feels aroace and then they take it as canon rep#instead of an interpretation of the character which likely was never meant to be written as aspec at all#because majority of people don't even know what that is#this isn't me saying that we shouldn't have aroallo or alloace rep btw#this is me complaining about people throwing aroace ppl under the bus because apparently we are 'hogging' all the representation in media#and it just reads as people being aphobic towards aroace people specifically and it drives me insane#you can ask for more aroallo and alloace characters without complaining and shitting on aroace characters????#like bro we are all on the same fucking team. we are all trying to get seen and understood. we all want to see ourselves in media#stop fighting like one of us is somehow way more privileged than the other because 'you have x rep'#we all have crumbs my guy. just because someone else is getting crumbs doesn't mean that its your crumbs being taken.#idk i see so many posts like this and it makes me feel so unwelcome in the aro and ace communities#im tired of aroace people being used as a scapegoat that you can target to pretend like you're punching up#when in reality you're just committing friendly fire against people who are on your team#i miss when the aro and ace communities used to like... work together as a big aspec community#now ppl r way too focused on separating them and acting like they have nothing in common and don't have the same goals#and both communities now tend to put a lot of blame onto aroace people because of stereotypes we never had control over in the first place#it's exhausting#like the aphobia is coming from inside the house#i didn't go through the ace discourse on tumblr to deal with this shit.
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lovelyrotter Ā· 1 month ago
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can ppl in this fandom like... stop... implying that transmasculinity in hcs or (especially) canon is shallow or misogynistic or even transmisogynistic on princible, like literally just by being prescent in someones mind or in the text. like that doesnt fuckin feel good. thats kind of really nasty to imply. if its not okay to say about other trans experiences, maybe dont say it about this one either. why is there a weird little exception here. yall KNOW how much that sucks to hear all day every day. what the fuck
#my t#idk how to tell the hs fandom that every piece of trans coding in roxy in hs1 can be read as transmasc too. like transfem and transmasc#at the same time from the EXACT same reasons. its almost like we all share experiences just by way of being trans. weird i know#its almost like being trans rlly truly highlights what it is to be human and how we are all in fact at the end of the day human together#i just want everyone to stop trying to 'poke holes' in other fans trans hcs FULL STOP across the board no matter who they are#or what the hc is. its needlessly hurtful and more often than not trips into real peoples dysphoria which then#makes the target more likely to lash out. so the person poking them abt it can do a ''SEE? THEYRE ALL MEAN ONE OF THEM#WAS MEAN TO ME JUST NOW'' routine. its so obviously a 'im not touching u!!!' playground maneuver like holy fuck grow up#if you wanna fight for transfem/me folks right to just exist random fans personal headcanons is not the fuckin time or place#the XY in roxys name could be read as her having been DMAB or it could be hussie having a long running giggle about him preordering#his own transmasculinity. roxys colour being pink could be bc shes a girl or it could be compcis!!!#roxys desperation for a bf is from loneliness in canon but its often read as her feeling like she needs one to be a real girl#it can ALSO be read as another aspect of him struggling with compcis and comphet esp w/ his fantasies abt being 'a mother'#yknow what i never fuckin see that rlly highlights the fact that this is just a shitty 'girls rule boys drool' thing? theres like. no#discussions on the potential of roxy being any kinda intersex. absolutely none. he could be mtftm for all you fuckin know#but oh yknow being mtftm is A Shallow Read so we cant have that. hs is only for girls didnt you know we need to terf- i mean turf#out every single instance of queer mascness bc its Evil in the text didnt you know#god help the fandoms word of god token trans boy dirk strider for 'choosing' his eternal misery while everyone else is enlightened#by way of transforming into a girl. bc we must place girlhood on an inhuman pedistal of perfection and niceness and joy and rainbows#like what IS this mahou shojo brand gender essentialism???? im fuckin sick of it#can we remember that girlhood isnt & wasnt safe or joyful for everyone & that that can translate into how we curate our fandom experiences
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alchemiclee Ā· 3 months ago
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to ā€œeducateā€ me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic šŸ’€ they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my ā€œanti ship propagandaā€ in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right šŸ˜…#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will šŸ’€#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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bunnihearted Ā· 4 months ago
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#no but i actually hate that i made this blog to vent freely bc i have no other place to talk abt anything or my feelings or thoughts#and im a very isolated person and a shut in and i dont have a job or go to school successfully and i dont know anyone#like blah blah. i have struggled and im drowning in them all. like why the fuck cant ppl just comprehend that we all have different views o#life and the world? like 'wallowing' is .. i have heavy anxiety which is completely untreated and it gives me real bad suicidal ideation#if me complaining on a blog that im btw not forcing anyone to read helps me to stay alive and get my pain out... why does that matter to#other ppl?????? like why does other ppl get so mad seeing someone they dont know vent??#also this goes for everyone but u can literally have no idea abt all of a person's life#esp on here where all u see is like my text posts where i vent abt how i FEEL. bc i want to. ??? i want to do that so i do#u dont know the context u dont know my experiences or what has happened in my life or context#u dont know what has transpired between me and other ppl i vent abt#like u know fuck all. u dont have the right to pass judgement onto a stranger that doesnt even know u exist#and even if i complain on here bc i dont have a real life but i want to#u have no idea what im doing with the rest of my time???? im making lists im trying to look up info abt school and programs#im trying to read abt my mental health issues and im doing mindfulness and im going to the gym#i am trying!!! and u dont have any idea what i do or how i try and u dont have any right to judge me bc all u see is one part that is me#complaining bc this is what i use this blog for. genuinely i do not get why this is even a big deal or why anyone would follow or read smth#makes them irritated???????#idk.. i dont wanna disable anons and stuff (bc funnily enough no one ever says this stuff with their url šŸ¤Ø) bc i dont wanna miss out on the#stuff but it is infuriating that i have nowhere to go no friends no therapist etc etc to talk#and this is all i have bc i want to vent !!!!!!! and then i have to be like ok now other ppl i dont even know#and who dont actually give a fuck abt me are gonna judge me and tell me im living incorrectly#and ive never gotten more such things than now? why do y'all hate that i vent abt losing out on my 1st love#and feeling heartbroken?????? what the fuck? that has nothing to do with anyone else but me? like genuinely wtf#i just wanna vent bc i feel like im drowning but now i feel like i cant bc ppl just judge and like ugh
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rainingincale Ā· 7 months ago
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deus-ex-mona Ā· 29 days ago
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengenā€¦ _(:3 怍āˆ )_
#(my toxic trait is that iā€™ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anywayā€¦ eventually.)#thereā€™s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but stillā€¦)#thereā€™s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38ā€¦ that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that monaā€™s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc itā€™s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i shouldā€™ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huhā€¦#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ā€˜so if i asked you if you can start work next mondayā€”ā€™ huhā€¦#sighā€¦ maybe ch 36 next month thenā€¦ iā€™ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 butā€¦#and then thereā€™s the hard to clean text boxes whichā€¦ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#ā€¦though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2ā€¦#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tlsā€¦ since weā€™re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ā€˜idw the creators to find out about itā€™ā€¦ i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so iā€™d like to. yā€™know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. iā€™ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippeiā€™s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tlsā€¦ fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc itā€™s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc itā€™s their job that theyā€™re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if youā€™ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ā€˜em out in dms here or sth. donā€™t worry~~~ i wonā€™t eat yā€™all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless youā€™re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but thatā€™s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc thatā€™s annoying as heā€”#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for itā€¦) iā€™ll improve on my work ethicā€¦ tomorrow. maybe.
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dragons-and-yellow-roses Ā· 1 month ago
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I've decided to get rid of my body, it only causes problems
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kimjunnoodle Ā· 2 months ago
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<3 my bestie is coming over to watch my momā€™s favorite movies with me
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rudylloyd Ā· 2 months ago
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I'd be more into gravity falls right now if the fandom wasn't so allergic to being happy bc I'll be honest since trying to join I can't find. ANYTHING cute or happy its all SAD.
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confessiononadancefloor Ā· 11 months ago
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rant <3
#so i told my friend im thinking abt engaging more in my christian community again starting w going to church more and visiti g exchanges etc#she kniws abt basically all my other friends being more than less religious and active in their respective communities#+ my family being religious even during soviet times and she even kniws abt the orthodox side of my family#so this shouldnt surprise her this much#why is she trying to talk me out of it saying christianity is evil and she cant agree to creationism like ok bitch me too#she acting as if im gonna become some republican american blonde woman or an primitive medieval peasant wthhh#and like i get it she and her family have always been agnostic and she doesnt have any personal experience with believe and faith#but that is even more reason to shut the hell up?? especially bc i just told her as like a life update i didnt want to start a discussion#w an agnostic no less#ppl like that make me so uncomfortable and then she kept saying things like this person is godless as a joke like stfu???#and kept bringing up she csnt believe in god at random times it made me so umcomfortable#especially bc now i feel hesitant to invite her to hangouts w my more 'strict' friends like idk what she thinks abt them and i dont want to#expose my friends who have to listen to enough shit to someone like that like i want my home to be a safe space for my friends#anyways thats the same girl who keeps telling me she doesnt think im white and when i tell her her saying this makes me uncomfortable#shes argues its ok bc she is not white herself ok wth im literally german/slavic how is that not white im crying#cant really articulate what exactly makes me uncomfy abt this but feels like she wants to enable me its really weird#also with tge christian stuff like ive always been religious she kniws abt me reading religious texts its so weird to me#why are you my friend if you disagree with a foundamental part of my life#maybe she thoight i was an ok one bc me and my familys approach to believe and faith is very relaxed but wth man
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kruxton Ā· 4 months ago
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trying to like. slowly come out to my friend before pride month is over but its kind of. Not working šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ im so bummed
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mikuhats Ā· 1 year ago
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I love the part of Harry's character that Venom brought out in him is his insecurity in the stability of his friendship with Peter... like you can glean from MJ as Scream and Peter when he had the symbiote; that it brings out things that DO exist in you, your insecurity, your fears, doubts, and it accentuates it and consumes you and makes you angry. With Harry it's not really implied or said until the end of the game that he was jealous of Miles, and Harry without Venom probably didn't think too hard on this feeling, he probably knew it wasn't anything to be seriously upset over, just a passing thing. But WITH Venom its encompasses him & is shown in How he talks to Peter & Miles in their respective fights with him. He was jealous of Miles, probably because Miles & Peter became close friends while Harry was in his little green tube. He felt that Miles was replacing his relationship with Peter while he was gone. In reality, this couldn't be further from the truth, being that Peter literally started ignoring Miles (even before the symbiote suit!) to be with Harry. In Peter's boss fight with Venom, Harry says "[I've] never been good enough for you... Or Dad." Again, a insecurity Harry had that is now consuming him as Venom and making him angry. I think that Harry probably is, like, jealous of Peter in a way. Almost DEFINITELY after seeing Norman say how he's proud of Peter. There's probably a couple points of jealousy there, but I haven't thought too long or hard about it to talk about it with any confidence. I also think that Peter makes Harry upset in a way only he can, because they're so close and have been friends for so long. Just, like, everything from the "intervention" with MJ & Harry about the symbiote suit to when Harry gets the symbiote near the end of the game & becomes Venom; I think goes to show that. (Though, I feel like anyone would be Royally Pissed Off at Peter for that Regardless of closeness. I think it probably hurt a lot more BECAUSE of how close they are.) Peter has been a consistent, welcoming staple in Harry's life for a long time. He used to go over to Peter's house every day after school, and stay the night when he found out his mom was sick. I think it makes a lot of sense that he has some complicated feelings surrounding Peter that weren't super hinted at Until he became Venom. Because ultimately, he loves Peter a lot! It's that kind of thing where, Peter makes him feel so much more happier than he does any other negative feeling, so I think it makes sense for him not really to show any particular negative feeling he might have surrounding Peter. If That Makes Any Sense. (Unless, of course, Peter makes him mad. Which He Does In The Game.) You know, like, even after the symbiote Chose Peter over him, and Peter couldn't give it back, and Harry was dying again... He still made a hologram recording and thought Peter could make a seed for the Emily May foundation, regardless of if he was still around to see it happen. Even as Venom, he wanted to fulfill their dream together, almost desperately. IDK!!!!! Just a very interesting part of Harry's character to me
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