#I'm way happier for it
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This is a niche post and mostly just me trying to put my feelings into words I think
But realizing that my gender feels facetious not in the unhealthy, imposter syndrome-adjacent "I'm cis and pretending to be a man" way but in the much more based "I'm non-human and pretending to have a palatable gender" way has changed things for me a lot. For the better I'm pretty sure 👍
#solar talks#I'm way happier for it#still figuring out some parts#mainly how the whole non-human part works for me specifically#but we're getting there
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cringe culture needs to die because when i was 17 i printed out the entire player's handbook and monster manual with my unlimited school printing credit and also wore a black velvet cape the first time i ever DMed and somehow still thought i was too cool for dnd novels. who tf did i think i was fooling
#ramble#i'm 90% sure i still have it in a folder in my desk somewhere#to clarify NONE of these things are cringe but i was embarrassed bc doing anything when you're 17 is embarrassing#i'm not even exaggerating that i've become so much happier just doing whatever i want and not apologising for it#i hate that it took me 20 years to realise that people are going to think i'm weird no matter what so there's no point masking anymore#and also that i didn't read a dnd novel until this year bc i was missing out#anyway i hate tiktok for bringing back bullying in a different more terrible way#go larping nobody cares#tl;dr you will BLOSSOM the moment you stop caring
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☙ Inquisitor Brendolin of Clan Lavellan ❧
(remake/update of my Inquisitor's tarot design)
#dragon age#dragon age: inquisition#bren lavellan#lavellan#ghilan'nain#i made this#i'm way happier with how this one came out... also cheered to find i haven't completely faceplanted after my multiple year break lol
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mélisande gives me gender envy
Honestly, same
#queer art#trans art#dungeons and dragons#fallen aasimar#aberrant mind sorcerer#my art#thank you so much for saying that by the way#i came up with mel when i was like 'i wanna do a guy that does not pass in the slightest'#long hair soft voice wears dresses makeup jewellery#the whole shebang#like he even looked a little more masculine when i started and now here we are and i couldn't be happier#because if i hadn't thought for years 'i can't be a boy i don't wanna look like one' then things would have been EASIER#anyway. be trans. have boobs. i'm glad you agree#val cardinal
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Missed the Cook! Siffrin post yesterday SO I had to sketch them the moment I saw them
Cook Siffrin is from @anxiousapplepie's Swap AU
#fanart#my art#sketch#isat swap au#isat#isat siffrin#isat fanart#in stars and time#Get even happier idiot!#Also they got two eyelashes because I'm generous#(also because OG Siffrin way of eyelashes is for Housemaiden Sif and one is for fighter#Both 3 eyelashes and two on a side are Loop privilege#Anyway have a bean while I'm figuring out King fight
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"my oshis graduated" outfit swap
#yeah this one was for me#tsukumo sana#magni dezmond#vtuber#holofateswap#hololive#holostars#holocouncil#holotempus#it's funny bc after they graduated I was like#oh I won't draw them anymore out of respect ^_^#but unfortunately I missed them too much so here I am. drawing them still#I should reiterate that I'm happy that they're taking care of themselves#and that they're happier now!#I just cherish the memories we made together also#I think that's the best way to put it#BLOWS THEM A BIG CHEESY KISS#vespy is also my oshi but I cannot draw big buff men in tight outfits for the life of me. NEXT TIME MAYBE#I already struggle with axel and he's like. not even that bulked up#I'M TRYING MEN </3#oh that tag sounds fucking weird out of context#i'm leaving it though
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update on the mhin and kuras comfort fanart :3
#i just wanna put them into a comfy cozy environment#i struggled so much with kuras' head and then realized i just had the perspective on it way off soooo now i'm happier with this :3#tho now mhin is giving me trouble rip#at least now i feel confident in it enough to tag it with fandom tags lol#touchstarved game#touchstarved fanart#touchstarved mhin#touchstarved kuras#art tag
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Monkey MK: "There's something inside you, that you can't control. You know what you are, deep down. A beast, a monster—harbinger of chaos! This thing, that wants to hurt, that wants to destroy, that wants chaos! You're so terrified to let it out! But the truth is, you like it. It makes you feel strong. It's who you are!"
(5x04 The Storm Within)
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Nine: "No, I told you, I get out either way! But, I have had enough of control, enough of watching people put themselves in cages! Of...watching them push away the chaos, when the chaos is what makes them who they are!"
(5x09 Sacrifice)
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*sweats*
#*cough* didn't uh#Didn't realize these were so on the nose as parallels. Like that each line is the opposite of the other#oh we're fucked in s6#oh hello#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk parallels#lmk theme: identity#lmk MK#lmk Nine#lmk spoilers#lmk s5#*cough*.....eamk for s6.....in a way. In the way that matters to me#Like I've been thinking about the difference between like#Yellowtusk wanting to believe in Azure (''But at the cost of the world?'') and the gang wanting to believe in MK#and how there really is no difference. but YT's belief was framed as ''bad'' and the gang's was framed as ''good''#''I'm sorry pal. But ain't nothin` worth that price!'' uhuh and then it was. Pigsy u little hypocrite#everyone was happier to die with MK than to live without him??? Because they are insane???#and I'm like#bro#the rammies#the rammies next season bro#like MK. MK did kinda choose his friends over the GUARANTEED safety of the world.#He's so funny like that#I just am assuming the open door to chaos is going to have rammies
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✨❤️ Faith and Max | [ 🔍 AU ] ❤️✨
In my heart, I have but one desire And that one is you No other will do
Commission Info | Ko-Fi | My Links
#happy 3 year anniversary to faith and max!! and to those who celebrate lmao#I can't believe how much drawing and sharing my art of these goobers have changed my life in such a massive way#how many of y'all that are so dear to me have I only had the honor of getting to know because I decided to post these guys together one day#I wouldn't have made all the friends I did since. I wouldn't have kept creating or sharing all the things I have since#if it weren't for them none of y'all would know me#I'm just so unbelievably grateful for how much my life has improved and how much happier I've become these past 3 years#and how much they've played a massive part in it#and ofc all of you. my closest besties especially. thank you for being so goddamn kind and supportive constantly#it means the world to me. it helps me and motivates me and inspires me so much more than y'all will ever know#and I can never thank y'all enough for that#I know this is all meant to be silly and fun to celebrate the very first time I drew them together#but it's just as much a way for me to celebrate just how much has saved me since#and show my appreciation to all the wonderful things in my life worth loving and living for#my art#faith and max#oc x canon#the outer worlds#captain of the unreliable#vicar max#maximillian desoto
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Sad Arcane theory: Vi will kill Warwick. It will be a final-nail-in-the-coffin moment for her, cementing her on a path of no return (perhaps as "Piltover's Enforcer"). Paralleled with her sister killing Silco and cementing herself as her League role, "Jinx". If theories about Ekko and Vi falling out turn out to be true, Warwick's death would be a tragic moment where Vi, having cut off all ties to her past, turns her back on the Undercity once and for all.
#happier theory: vi will indeed become piltover's enforcer but facing warwick triggers a lot of introspection and internal battling#until she rises above her demons to ditch the enforcers and return to zaun as its long lost daughter finding her way home#(it will never happen. i'm high on copium. they're not gonna change her league lore you stupid slut.)#vi#vander#warwick#jinx#silco#ekko#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane netflix#arcane season 2
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Happy Birthday Ayn! (★ᴗ★)
I can’t stop thinking about his cn bday sr help
#lovebrush chronicles fanart#lovebrush chronicles#lbc fanart#ayn alwyn#lbc#fyi: just my rambling past here#I wasn't going to do anything but the cn birthday cards…#Fanservice but I'm servicing myself because the outfits are right up my alley#mc in a floor length(?) gown plus the roses and jewelry?#the devs did this for me personally#Bejeweled heart lars mc 🤝 2024 cn birthday ayn mc#I dreamt of the bejeweled dress once it's fabulous#Ayn's fit matches her vibe well enough and he gets a kiss for being the birthday boy#the bday ssr was a good read reinforces Ayn’s character and mentality#with a sprinkle of his parents’ history#‘Maybe Ayn would become a happier child’ :(#also kid ayn gives me cuteness aggression look at his face#jkjjsks my brain is all over the place near finals#I haven't tried an atmospheric piece in months hm#not as rendered as I wanted but I can't spare any more time#hyperfixated for 2 days now it's back to responsiblilities#until Long Way Ahead#I’m at 7k stamina lmao
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Katara traveled the world because she was the last Southern waterbender. She's the one who fought Pakku and stole the waterbending scroll. She brought the Southern Water Tribe back into the world.
Sokka's the one who learned how the North made its buildings and how hot air balloons worked. He brought the world back to the Southern Water Tribe.
That is to say, I'm a Chief Katara truther.
#ambassador sokka is a bonus#i read the wiki and it's like “chief sokka” and i'm like no??? he'd never???#sokka would be happier traveling learning and shopping and helping his people in a different way#while katara has always wanted to rebuild and reclaim her culture and she'd love to help her people directly#sleep has left me i am caffine#i really think i'm saying smth but it MAY be incoherent i can't tell#atla#atla headcanons#drabble?#sokka#katara#chief katara#why the fuck is this not a tag#her spouse is her trophy partner if that's the route you want to go#avatar the last airbender#katara appreciation post#sokka appreciation post too actually look at my pfp i love him
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who else is scared 😁😁😁
#NO BECAUSE............ I'M AFRAID FR#she said she lied about pt. 2 being happier than pt. 1 too. we're so cooked 😭😭😭#at this rate we're getting a pt. 3 like there's no way#aftg#all for the game#kevin day#dara.t
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As a selfshipper I absolutely cannot take it seriously. Like wdym I like this guy who is a absolutely terrible person? And he's nice to me? Yeah actually, and we're in love and queer as hell
#this is about horror sans#guys ik he's terrible buttttt guys he's so finnnneeee!!!!!!!#joonebugg rambles#horror sans#self ship#self shipping#self shipper#proship dni#dni proship#anti proship#proship anti#<-please do not comment on these tags i have VERY personal reasons for ya'll not interacting with me#bc ik some selfship overlap in the proship community and honesty i just wanna keep myself safe and happy here <3#don't waste your energy trying to interact with me bc i won't even give you the time of day#i'm just gonna block you...#sorry if that makes you mad but stay off anti proship tags if it does you'll be way happier <3#anyways rant over
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revamped an old oc of my (they/them)
#spoiled art#my characters#I'm way happier with this design#I never liked their original#original character
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it's that time of the year when i start drawings, then i look at them and go "ehhhh" and then never finish them
#i hate working on drawings for more than one evening#(unless it's work)#but when it's personal stuff it takes a few hours and then it's done#now i don't have much energy to finish them and the next day i just look at sketches and go big EHHH#whatever#and tbh mentally i'm just offline#i feel very disconnected from the internet and all social media stuff and i'm actually happier this way
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