#I'm trying so hard

[powerfulkicks]

so many tips for budgeting/being frugal are just twice as hard when you have a disability

"meal plan!" idk if i'll be feeling well enough to cook every day so it's hard to plan for what to eat

"cook in advance!" i can't cook meals for a whole week at once and plus i can't count on that because again idk if ill feel okay to cook at the same time every week

"use cloth napkins and towels!" those need to be washed and folded, i already have trouble doing my laundry

"delivery is expensive, always shop in person!" going to the grocery store can wipe me out for the day.

"base your food shopping on whats on sale that week!" one, allergies are a thing and some people don't have that luxury, two, that's a lot that you have to prep for and that takes energy.

"DIY!" takes time and energy. maybe i could do it by myself but would it be worth all the time i need to take to recover?

i mean none of these are bad ideas or trying to exclude people. most of it is cutting out conveniences. but for disabled people, something that's a convenience for someone can be a necessity to others

[fella-lovin-fella]

[simplepotatofarmer]

i will do my best to fulfill these requests but please remember i'm not a great artist and can really only do blobs ;__;

[team5ds]

lmao anyone wanna send me money in case i have to flee america elle oh elle

[ceruleanterrapin]

The hardest part of drawing is just figuring out a stupid pose

[communistfries]

I won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't enter ascended astarion discourse i won't-

[yetanotherkris]

parts one and two to painting your own santa fe step one : blue (use sparingly) step two : pink (use lots of it, and make sure it goes over the blue bits, also make sure not to let the blue bit dry so that you can give the 3d illusion)

[crispyliza]

I swear I will earn all three boop badges even if it's the last thing i do 😤✊️

[nebulavertigo]

Every morning is bitter.

[matchalattegreen]

Me trying to make depression go away before my bday

[pennynco]

I love Lana's new song but I'm actually having to force myself to like quavo's part at the beginning

Abything for Lana 😭😭🙏

[braingoburrrrrrrrr]

idk how to cope. sh isn't good, neither is scrolling fucking tumblr obsessively looking at sh pics but idk what to do. I want to cvt but I threw away my blades and my thighs have so much nerve damage. I can't cvt anywhere else. Ig I could just slam my head on the table or bruise myself but then I'd be a complete failure who can't even stop shing. nothing works though, and I'm so sick of trying

[baby-yongbok]

Do you have any idea... how hard it is... to write a foursome???

Like, FUCK, this has been KILLING ME for MONTHS.

[rabbitprose]

i spent. a very long time making this.

[patchyourbrokenwings]

the part of me that wants self destruction over anything else has been so loud this week that my ears are ringing.

[sigilmint]

i am trying SO HARD to finish this chapter of CMWL today you have no idea i'm in the MINES with writing this but i want to finish it so i can just move on to the next part of the story but it's so hard ;__;