#I'm tired of this shit

[muiislife]

Peter's spider-sense doesn't see Deadpool as a threat anymore WAH WAH

[hotdaemondtargaryen]

it was so weird hearing daemon targaryen say 'winter is coming.'

why do they keep torturing us? we already know the ending.

i want to forget the last seasons of GOT.

[nell0-0]

I hate being stared at while people whisper obviously about something related to me. At least try to be subtle, fools. I have to deal with that enough at work where my coworker clocked me as neurodivergent from day 1 and has, thus, made it his mission to push boundaries and mess with me.

See, this is why I prefer staying at home thinking/drawing/writing blorbo related stuff.

[tallestxiang]

I had an epileptic seizure last night, and it's likely gonna take me until Christmas to fully recover.

I hate this, I can't think at all. I can't walk on my own (I typically use crutches during recovery), I'm weak as shit...

I know I don't owe an explanation as to why I'm gonna be taking a break, but I just wanted to vent about this. I try to act like it doesn't bother me sometimes, but I feel like it's breaking me.

I'm gonna be mostly inactive while I recover, though I might post some memes or something here and there to make myself feel better. qwq

[melomaniap]

defending some of my favorite characters in media part one: misato katusragi from evangelion

if i see one more post being like "misato is a groomer!! misato is a pedophile!!" i will actually lose my fucking shit. how immature ARE y'all?? throughout the show, misato has been nothing but a mother figure to shinji. "but, the phone call with ritsu-" it's called a joke, you actual fucking dumbass. misato and ritsuko are close. when you are close with someone, you make jokes. IT'S CALLED COMMON SENSE. "but she kissed him" TO MOTIVATE HIM. misato literally knows no other way to encourage someone other than using her body. i'm not saying that what she did was okay, but i'm saying that she was doing all that she could think of in the moment. mind you that she was literally dying in this scene. not to mention, when everybody was in instrumentality, she says to him "i never wanted you to see this side of me." she didn't WANT shinji to think of her in that way, so why would she be coming on to him if she didn't want him to see her that way? be so fr. she said "we'll do the rest later" to motivate shinji. shinji is a teenage boy. teenage boys are hormonal. she is assuming that's what shinji wants. she is blindly trying to give him hope because the person this traumatized kid sees as his mother is LITERALLY DYING, not to mention the third impact is happening. shinji's mental health was in shambles at this point to where he could barely even stand up. she was doing all that she could think of to help him. it was a last resort thing that she never wanted to do. and she literally didn't even do anything sexual, she just kissed him and made a bit of a suggestive comment as a desperate attempt to help shinji in the only way she can think of how. the point of nge was to represent trauma. the finale is titled "take care of yourself" for a reason. y'all don't understand misato's character and it shows. it's like the point literally flew over you head. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

(by the way, i'm gonna do a couple of these with eva characters because this fucking fandom loves mischaracterization)

[kawoid]

midori says:

[coleisunderrated]

It's been done to death. Please stop.

Yeah. This is gonna be a rant that will make me lose followers.

I'm going to say it. I'm still not too thrilled about the live action movie. One of my reasons is that the original Ninjago movie didn't do so well compared to the other movies and for understandable reasons. I won't get into that so moving on to my next reason. I'm also sick of all these soulless live action remake/adaptation cash grabs. Diz-Nee is hopefully speeding up its own downfall but I'm already disillusioned. But in the end, I feel this strange sense of... morbid curiosity in how it will turn out.

Now, I'll also say it. This is just me venting. I will not tell anyone else to feel the way I do. If you're looking forward to the movie, do what makes you happy.

[coc0amocha]

idfk why my uterus thinks is funny to start contracting at 4am. Waking me up and not letting be go back to sleep. From 4am to now (6am est) I have gotten maybe 10 minutes of sleep in-between before I started dying again

Fuc u uterus u play too goddamn much

[thousandyearphantombunker]

gotta love that people will scream about how people like me are abuse apologists and that we defend abusers and how lack of empathy instantly makes you evil but like all I wanna do is point out that a lot of abuse recovery 'help' is ableist as fuck

Like they say people with autism shouldn't be allowed to have kids cause 'they throw tantrums due to emotional dysregulation and they lack empathy and can only care for children in a clinical way' and I see way too many people attack the shit outta severely disabled siblings for having the gall to need a care taker and for 'forcing their sibling to take care of them! So evil' rather than get pissed off at the parents who ACTUALLY forced the able sibling to take care of them and didn't properly care for either and acting like the disabled sibling doesn't exist at all and that any abuse a person with a developmental or psychotic disorder suffers is 'justified not only is putting up with you hard but also your too stupid and delusional to be believed and your natural naivety and psychotic makes taking away your autonomy necessary!'

They kick people with BPD out of groups because they interpret symptoms of BPD in the most abusive way possible and out right state people with npd can't be abuse victims and kick them out of groups because 'they're the abusive ones' like uh they can be abusive but none of npd or bpd's listed symptoms translate directly to 'abusive asshole' y'all make a huge stink about how there is no such thing as a perfect victim and how your bad qualities such as having a short fuse doesn't negate that but when you see a person with a mental illness or developmental disability you freak out- what the hell happened to 'no such thing as a perfect victim'? Personality disorders are caused by trauma and are essentially a bunch of unhealthy coping mechanisms for it- but I forgot they're not allowed to heal like you guys because they are 'bad people'-

you guys talk about how your damned if you fight back damned if you don't fight back and how frustrating it all is and how it's wrong and how there's 'no such thing as a perfect victim' but as soon as mental illness or disability comes into the picture you begin to start victim blaming or claim that they aren't victims- you guys scream no such thing as a perfect victim until the victim has a disability and now 'well she has bpd so she's lying or was acting emotionally unstable and therefore it was okay that she was hurt her dad who beat her was probably teaching her lesson' 'well he has an intellectual disability and is quite naive and over sensitive so taking away his autonomy is okay because he can't possibly understand what he wants! And if he gets hurt is his own fault not his caretakers'

I'm not an abuse apologist for calling out your bad behavior. I forgot 'no excuses' only applies to disabled people and never applies to people who were hurt in the past by disabled people! Wait didn't you guys say your parents/partners bad pasts and traumas don't justify their actions? Great then your trauma doesn't justify kicking people with mental disorders out of help groups unless they've actually done something beyond admitting they have a mental illness. Being a victim doesn't excuse being a dick. I'll also say if your high functioning being mentally ill or disabled it doesn't justify being a dick- I call out shit behavior that isn't being an abuse apologist or saying that you deserved to get hurt or that you weren't hurt. If your an asshole but you got raped or smth your still a victim who deserves help and I'm not gonna defend what your abuser did and I'm gonna wanna help you however I can but I'm still gonna call you out for when your trauma makes you an asshole to me- that's not abuse apologism. Acknowledging ableism in help groups isn't the same as apologism. Narcissists have feelings too, people with developmental disorders aren't braindead, unfeeling idiots unable to be traumatized they deserve love and no form of abuse is ever justified and psychotic people deserve to be listened too. I'm not ever gonna say someone isn't a victim of abuse because they fought back or didn't fight back hard enough or because they're an ableist asshole but I'm gonna call them out on being an ableist asshole or an asshole in general and abusing others back- that shit doesn't make me an apologist it means I'm standing up to bullshit and if you think being abused by someone with a disorder in the past or having trauma from having to take care of a disabled sibling or whatever makes it okay to hurt disabled people? I get to call that shit out. If you were abused and you start abusing others your an abuser too no excuses right? Well remember to apply that shit to how we treat disabled abuse victims-

if you wouldn't do it to a neurotypical person then what makes it okay to do to someone with schizophrenia or bipolar? Your trauma from dealing with disabled people doesn't make it okay to hurt disabled people! I won't ever justify your mom hurting you because she had a mental illness but I also won't justify you abusing someone else be they have a disability and you have trauma around disabled people.

Also depending on the severity of the disability I'm sorry they might count as a victim too and maybe they shouldn't be help accountable- the no excuses shit only applies if they're high functioning enough

If you can acknowledge that your mom or lover's past trauma doesn't justify how they hurt you then you have to acknowledge that your trauma doesn't justify how you hurt others- that includes people with disabilities like npd or autism. If your sibling was so disabled they needed extra attention or you where forced into a parental role your allowed to be angry and shit and to say 'im not gonna be held responsible for someone else, it's my life the system or my parents can figure it out' - cool your establishing healthy boundaries but as soon as you start demonizing them for needing that care I'm gonna call you out- you don't have to take of them but for the love of God don't go around demonizing other disabled people

Also start calling narcissistic abuse, emotional abuse- a lot of people who engage in so called 'narcissistic abuse' are actually not narcissistic or cluster b- heck a lot of them are neurotypical and not mentally handicapped or ill in the slightest.

Stop demonizing personality disorders

Listen to people with psychotic disorders and developmental disabilities

Stop saying people with severe cognitive disabilities can't develop trauma or be depressed or that narcissists don't have feelings etc

stop ignoring or justifying abuse against disabled people. Stop with the perfect victim bullshit.

people who think narcissistic abuse is a thing or that disabled people shouldn't have kids don't clown on this post

[sappho-favourite-pupil]

A few hours ago i got into a punching match with the wall beside my bed. In my sleep. Again. And i lost.

[a-crazy-little-goblin]

trigger warning - nudity and a lot of swearing

TUMBLR. WHAT THE FUCK. IS THIS BULLSHIT.

WOULD IT REALLY BE SO DIFFICULT TO BAN SEX BOTS OR GET AN IMAGE/LINK SCREENER?

I am NOT in one of my favorite tags to see NAKED WOMEN. I AM ONLY THERE TO SEE ACTUAL PEOPLE'S POSTS, NOT BOTS!!!

I've seen a lot of posts on my feed of people in the lgbtq related tags, especially #asexual (ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAVORITES) WITH PORN BOTS IN EVERY OTHER POST.

To anyone who sees this: immediately block the boys but unfortunately we can't do anything about it because shit like this is apparently not a problem.

@staff

[cinnamon-stixs]

what if Plex, Muno, Foofa, Brobee, and Toodee met the digital circus gang?

just because you asked anonymously doesn't mean I don't know it's you randy. Fuck off, I've blocked like 3 accounts of yours atp.

[scienceoftheidiot]

In case you want an update on my health I'm on medical leave for the week not because of the infection which is a basic viral cold with spice (the eye fuck up) but because my BP is very low AGAIN

Djsbshgdhdgdgdvd

Last year I was treated for hyper tension now I'm in the lows what the actual fuck body

[estellaestella]

I am so tired of blocking blank accounts.

Please @staff , cant you make it so that people have to LIKE and REBLOG a certain number of posts and have an account for a certain amount of time before they can FOLLOW people?

[edsvikquotientt]

tips on how to make physics enjoyable?

[jasonsthunderthighs]

I got a new mask. Anyone want to see it?