#I'm sorry I'm ill
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do you think after The Bite michael would go to jeremy's bedside and talk about all the things they promised they would do together. leaving everything and living just the two of them. whispering to him even thoufh jeremy remained unresponsive even though he knew jeremy couldn't hear him and couldn't remember any of it and probably didn't even remember his face and
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hello to my dear darling ace. you’re looking like a sweet little snack made just for me :)
melody of the voice hard to ignore. like gentle chimes gently pushed against each other by the wind, like a tempting lullaby luring by charming the hearing alone. a voice he'd hear within the depths of his mind countless times by now, striking and connecting one to another in a link of crimson thread holding the heart and soul together.
such thing hard to miss when everyone deep within their slumber made no noise. he should've been asleep as well but somehow... or rather someone kept him awake. a single glance of hazel irises over the shoulder to notice the white haired man, with the voice alluring as ever calling for the attention. so, it wasn't a lullaby after all.
❝ already hungry, astarion ? i've given you a lot of blood already. or maybe you just can't get enough of it, can ya' ? ❞
#firstspawn#「003」 𝗜𝗡 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥#HIHIHIIOUU#the light speed at which I had to open a budget Photoshop on my phone#To make this single icon for this ask#I'm sorry I'm ill#HIHIHIHI ASTARION CAME FOR MORE HUUH : )C
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magma fiddlestan be upon ye
#gravity falls#fiddlestan#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls fanart#fanart#disney#sorry but they're literally a disease to me rn. i'm chronically and fatally ill.#professionally diagnosed btw#anyway posting this by itself because i like the pose fuck you#also i think stan looks pretty hot here so#yk. had to do it to him#mods art#my art#mods draws
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if i'm not DISGUSTINGLY in love with at least one (1) of the characters in any given piece of media it is not for me. if i have no one to crawl and weep for? can't get into it. if there is not one single character that makes me want to bash my head through a wall and then write ten thousand (fictional or academic) words about them then what is the point. respectfully
#I KNOW this is my own mental illness at work lest anyone lecture me on what makes media objectively good#I'm not saying it's bad I'm just saying I must suffer alongside the art or I don't want it#solas#emmrich volkarin#cullen rutherford#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#neve gallus#sorry I'm just listing all the characters that have done this to me most recently
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i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#bipolardepression#bipolar things#bipolar disorder#bipolar mania#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#living with borderline#borderline thoughts#bpd#bpd mood#bpd stuff#actually mentally ill#sorry for being depressing#bipolor#i’m actually crying#mental health#my inner demons
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The forest king and the postwoman
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#character design#oc#digital art#SORRY for reposting but I wasn't satisfied with the sketches so I'm making a new post without it#postwoman#the postwoman#adalore#king of the forest#original#original character#Ill draw more of him because I love him#also he is beautiful to any human but for all natives of the world the postwoman lives in he is UGLY AF
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I fight so hard not to kill myself right now I swear
#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd problems#bpd safe#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd#actually borderline#actually bpd#kinda depressing#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#depressing quotes#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#suic1de#sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#sad thoughts#sadgirl#sad quotes#sadnees#i'm sad#sad grl
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I WANNA DRAAWW!! RAHHHGG!! Absolutely swamped with college work, im so tired TT (hence whatever tf this is lmao)
#posted this doodle on twitter yesterday but it's still very relevant today#fr cant do anything until I get 12 posters drawn make my homemade paper and finish/publish my 200 page book I'm gonna-#Send help#i miss being active sm :'((#SORRY TO THE 60+ ASKS IN MY INBOX I PROMISE ILL GET TO YOU SOON <333#anyway I hope everyone else is doing ok#sending love#(also husk please- stay off the internet lmao)#angel dust#angel dust fanart#husk#husk fanart#huskerdust#huskerdust fanart#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#tribbleart#<3
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I FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED
UH-
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ILL GET ON MY PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON-
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JESUS CHRIST HOLDING BLUEY
Yeah that'll do it
#art#shitpost art#jesus christ#bluey#bluey heeler#bingo heeler#bandit heeler#bluey fanart#bible fanart#chilli heeler#lately i've just casually been drawing jesus whoops ithink hes a comfort character HELP ME#IM SORRY ILL DRAW PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON I GENUINELY FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED#ill leave now bye#i'm not seeing those pearly gates am i-
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I can’t take this anymore. I just want to be a normal person with normal emotions, but I’m not. I’m fucking crazy with emotions so intense it makes you feel like you’re about to explode and shatter into a million fucking pieces.
#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#depressing quotes#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#depressing shit#mentally insane#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health#sad writing#sad words#sad sad sad#sad but true#sadnees#i'm sad#sad thoughts#sad quotes
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I am once again working on a big drawing so have this in the meantime lol
#goodbye radar was on tonight and I miss him already mannnnnn my little brother !!!!!!#I'll draw radar soon I promise#my art#mash#mash fanart#mashblr#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#hawkeye pierce#francis mulcahy#father mulcahy#hawkahy#I feel like I'm posting a LOT lately sorry I've been manic lmao#hawkahy fueling the mental illness...
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They go way back.
#image id in alt text#aughhghhhh god i am SO fucking ill#sorry about how bare minimum this comic is I'm literally obsessed#they drive me to tears your honourrr#chilshi#pots n picks#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#art cabinet
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lets run to a new world together! ✨
#pjsk art for you for surviving my isatism#ok hold on.#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#polysho#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#ok. So.#AUEIGUGUVUKHJUBYFFBGIUF%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%^%%%%%#MY TIERRRRR IM SAD ABT NOT BEING SBLE TO DO T100 but like i wouldnt have had enough energy even if i did have the time. im around 800 rn..#cause i was too tired... i'm so lazy now but ill claw my way back to t500 at least. sorry i couldnt be siffrin on the leaderboard..#anyways.#this was one of the drawings i made to be stickers for fanexpo !! ^_^#maybe i'll post the ichisaki + ena idrew.. the rest were just for specific people or for my performance#i also have sif and odile but i'd like to draw the rest of the party to go with them :) mirabelle.....
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GUYS I just finished the last archon quest and I'm having so many thoughts about capitano...
Imagine reader falling for capitano while hes staying in natlan, but they have a terminal illness (maybe even related to the abyss like atea's was). They don't want to be a burden to him, he has such important goals he has no choice but to reach and they dont want to waste his time, considering they're going to pass on soon anyways.
And capitano has feelings for the reader, but doesn't want to confess because he knows he's going to die in his deal with the Lord of the night, and even if that doesn't succeed, he's still dealing with too much from the souls he carries and his curse to properly have a relationship with them
So reader doesn't confess, and soon they end up dying from their illness, and they go down to the night kingdom for the afterlife, and guess who they find?
Fucking capitano.
And he's dead!! Well, not actually dead, but actually fused with the Lord of the night, which is somehow even more insane than if he was just dead.
And capitanos surprised cause he thought they'd get old with some random natlanese guy, and hed he stuck dead fused with the Lord but then he finds out they had a terminal illness all this time???
And so you two get to spend time you didn't think you'd have together in the afterlife, and it's really nice lol
#I know this isn't realistic#And the whole capitano fusing with the Lord of the night is a more complex situation#But this is such a sweet idea idkk#Death tw#Genshin spoilers#capitano x reader#Capitano genshin#Genshin x reader#ramblings#capitano x you#Reader x capitano#Also I'm sorry if I didn't approach the terminal illness concept as gracefully as I should have I can edit this if it's like really rude lo#It's probably not but I worry#terminal illness tw#might delete later
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me and my friends were talking about celebrity crushes and 'hear me out's and i showed Matthew Gray Gubler for my celebrity crush- obviously??
these freaks said he was a 'hear me out'
THAT MAN IS SO OBJECTIVELY GORGEOUS HOW DO THEY NOT SEE IT????
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i showed them these images, and they're still stupid.
#mental illness#i need him#i'm sorry matthew gray gubler#thinking about matthew gray gubler#i love you matthew gray gubler#spencer reid#i love spencer reid#mgg#hear me out#celebrity crush
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suic1de has been heavy on my heart lately
#mentally tired#mentally drained#mentally exhausted#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bipolar things#bipolar thoughts#bipolor#sorry for being depressing#bpd#tw depressing stuff#my inner demons
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