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miserable-individual-but-more · 21 days ago

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Sorry mom,

I'm sorry, I'm a failure.

#Please dont be disappointed #I am the child you'll wish you never had #I'm sorry I exist #Please love me #eldest child #desiblr #desi #desi teen #source: pinterest #eldest daughter #oldest sibling #oldest daughter #family #hate myself #tw depressing thoughts #kinda depressing #Idk #web weaving #poems and poetry

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taimanzano · 3 months ago

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One of one. One, alone, one.

#my stuff #transformers #maccadam #orion pax #d 16 #d 16 x orion pax #megop #transformers one #megatron #optimus prime #megaop #I spent like an hour today reading poetry and getting mad at dumb stuff SO that's why this exists. Sorry for the lame poetry #I did what I could with the meager words i have #also english is NOT my language and i much MUCH prefer poetry in spanish #anyway I don't draw the tf1 versions of these two cuz it's so hard man #so many details #this took a couple of hours cuz i still refuse to take more than 2 hrs per page... and I'm forbidding myself from using anything but black #ok good night #si está pitero está pitero ya alv

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 4 months ago

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I am such a big Werewolf Stan advocate I had to jump on this particular train 🙏 (but I didn't really wanna commit to full line art, you guys understand)

Oh, and you guys aren't gonna believe this, but here's part two 🙌

#I've been really enjoying the vampire/werewolf FiddleStan #which i think.... is for some october thing? uh fiddlestantober? or uh fiddle... idk i know it's because it's october!!#and I'm very glad for it #i love werewolf stan so much 🙏#i never really thought about vampire Fiddleford but yeah I've been enjoying that part too #anyway keep making that thanks guys 😋#I KNOW IT'S NOT SUMMER but wouldn't it be funny if they met outside of the fall months #put those bozos into situations 🗣️#this is why summerween exists in this AU guys TRUST 🙏🙏#cole's art #art #gravity falls #grunkle stan #stanley pines #fiddleford hadron mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #fiddlestan #FIDDLESTAN ‼️‼️🗣️💯💯💯#best ship in this fandom NO COMPETITION 🙏#werewolf stan pines #werewolf stan #vampire fiddleford #fiddlestantober2024 #yyeeahhhh that thing #i am not a part of it i am hijacking just this one thing 🙏#i use the praying hands emoji too much sorry guys #gravity falls halloween au

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lazylittledragon · 19 days ago

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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually

#ramble #please let this be a fucking joke #i cannot imagine being this out of touch #YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY #the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason #i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off #I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT #I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN #GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this #is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails #what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy #kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy #i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset #thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice

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yeoldenews · 1 month ago

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(source: The Sheboygan Press, December 8, 1909.)

#really want to tag this alecto the ninth #also I'm sorry #but if I have to have to deal with the existence of the phrase 'meat doll' so do all of you #dear santa #1900s #wisconsin #christmas #kids

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kara-zor-els · 8 months ago

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My ideal Tim and Jason dynamic is basically:

Tim: Kill yourself (100% serious)

Jason: Kill me yourself, bootlicker (also 100% serious)

#I love them both btw #jason todd #tim drake #I'm sorry but that's just how I see them #the bootlicker is about tim following bruce's no kill rule #robin #red hood #the batfam fandom will throw rocks at me for this but idc. postboot does not exist to me

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melioristicbeast · 9 days ago

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"Knock knock! You boys up-" "NO! You can't come in, he's not DECENT!"

Stiles stilinski makes goo eyes at and jealously hoards soft derek hale send tweet

Part two of the brainworm @nerdherderette's request gave me (: Derek in stiles' clothing - the pajama bottoms are my own though (10+ years old target purchase, sadly not available anymore or i would've purchased a backup pair)

In my heart of hearts soft derek in comfy clothes makes stiles go HEART EYES MOTHERFUCKER in a markedly different way from nudity (◡‿◡✿)

#Teen wolf #Stiles Stilinski #Derek Hale #Sterek #Sterek fanart #I made myself yawn so many times drawing this #The colors do not spark joy(tm) but i'm also practising 'it's good enough' so here we are #on to the next project which is a big one #to anyone curious about stiles' shirt: yes that is a fish with a gun demanding the next issue [of a magazine] and yes it exists #but it's an old wish purchase and i have no idea how you'd find the listing anymore sorry!!#For comedic purposes i considered having stiles in just boxers #BUT #in my head there's a reason stiles wears so many layers and it didn't fit him to be running around so bare so sacrifices had to be made #anyway #thanks for reading lol

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hasnomoxxie · 1 year ago

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I FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED

UH-

UM-

ILL GET ON MY PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON-

...UMM

JESUS CHRIST HOLDING BLUEY

Yeah that'll do it

#art #shitpost art #jesus christ #bluey #bluey heeler #bingo heeler #bandit heeler #bluey fanart #bible fanart #chilli heeler #lately i've just casually been drawing jesus whoops ithink hes a comfort character HELP ME #IM SORRY ILL DRAW PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON I GENUINELY FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED #ill leave now bye #i'm not seeing those pearly gates am i-

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seldompathic · 1 year ago

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Let him speak

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic art #shadow the hedgehog #sorry its kinda crappy but I'm tired and pen is NOT forgiving #i stg i forget pencils exist sometimes- being able to erase would be nice 😤#sonadow #because any time I draw these two together its on my mind >:))#Sonic is the king of hypocrisy. bro wants everyone to be happy but will willing let himself melt into the floor before a “feelings talk”

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egophiliac · 1 year ago

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popping back in for a couple seconds, because I am obsessed with these two throwaway characters from the last new year's bit. I need to know more about this fancy overdramatic theater kid and IT nerdling's more-likely-than-you'd-think friendship.

(brb, building an entire mental headcanon around these random characters who will literally never appear again. they have a whole sitcom together...in my heart.)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #...i mean. barely. but just in case.#sam's new year sale 2024 #sorry for being...even less around than usual #between this stubborn cold and art block it's been. well it's been a time.#and then these forgettable one-off characters who exist for the sake of a joke showed up...#this is the first time i've actually felt like drawing in the past few days and i'm not going to question it

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licorishh · 20 days ago

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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)

#star wars #clone wars #star wars the clone wars #blyla #artists on tumblr #listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her #can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro #one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know #prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa #i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload #by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist #cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense #anyway ^^)b #listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work #“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently #besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease #aayla secura #commander bly #would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN #(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different #at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring #why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever #i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun #actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do #(affectionate dw)#my art

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arishiastv · 3 months ago

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What is the problem with fandoms and never doing magical girl! reader??? DUDE YOU HAVE A WHOLE UNIVERSE WITH POWERS, MAGIC, SUPERNATURAL SKILLS, HOW THE FUCK IS THERE NO MAGICAL GIRL!READER/OC FANFICS ????

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dedusmuln · 1 year ago

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yeah you support trans people but are you normal about trans men who choose to get pregnant

#i'm not a trans guy who evr wants to get pregnant but #the amount of queer ppl and other trans people i see joke around about like #how weird mpreg or men getting pregnant is #and use it as shock value shit #is really disheartening #like damn dude! it's almost like men CAN get pregnant and there IS a lot of men who choose to get pregnant !#they don't deserve any less respect for that #and their existence shouldn't be made into a joke #ik mpreg doesn't have a great history but like #it just weirds me out to see people treat the idea of men getting pregnant as something baffling #idk normalize it. stop treating it as some weird alien thing #my textbox #a little bit upset. sorry #discourse #pregnancy #<- for filtering

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hansama · 7 months ago

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FINALLY got around to finishing my drawing for @ut-against-genocide! Requested by Anon! Thank you for your donation ♥

Do your daily click for Palestine!

#undertale #palestine #undyne #ut against genocide #free palestine #free gaza #ceasfire now #i haven't drawn a single thing in MONTHS and undyne is the first i draw #it's not that i mind or anything it's just that I'm so DANG RUSTY #on another note... i'm terribly sorry for my unannounced sudden hiatus #i'll try to smack myself into existing again... I'm just incredibly fatigued due to health reasons #but i WILL come back #thank you so much K for inviting me you're the best and sweetest person in the universe

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thekittyokat · 9 months ago

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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martyryo · 10 days ago

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Ministry of mitosis back on track baby

#legit crying at how this turned out I'm on my knees omfg #I wanna have crazy hot sex with myself for this I'm sorry y'all have to hear this #mitosis exists only so I can have an excuse to not draw Tyler's dick #joking obviously ❤️#missed them like this #I hope you appreciate the black mold on the wallpaper and the suspicious stains on the bed #stains aren't that visible but....ik where they are....#I cooked those penguin plushies so much #ok enough cause I'm getting too proud of this #fight club #soapshipping #mitosis #tyler durden #the narrator fight club #fight club 1999 #digital art #artists on tumblr #illustration #martyryo

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