#I'm sick and miserable
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He doesn't strike me as someone who's good with change
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Cale is a man on a mission to make me cry as much as possible
"The records he had buried in his mind "
B R O
THIS MAN- *unintelligible sobbing and gibberish*
Idc if I'm reading this novel for the 3rd time, it still plays with my heart like it's a GODDAMN BASKETBALL
I'm so happy that he can finally let go of some of his grief 😭 he needs a break
(chap 424 when he cries after talking to lsh for the first time since his death)
#krs grief#krs needs a hug#how long had he been caught up in his own grief so bad he couldn't even watch the memories he had of his former colleagues#GIVE THIS MAN A HAPPY ENDING FOR THE LOVE OF#krs makes me sick#when will his life stop being tragic#I'm going to kill the god of death#😭#I can't take it anymore#this novel makes me miserable and happy at the same time#cale henituse#kim rok soo#trash of the counts family#lcf#lout of the count’s family#i'm reading this novel for the 3rd time and every krs snippet makes me cry#tcf novel#lcf novel#novel screenshot
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i've been rotating shadowheart saying "stop being so gentle" in her dark justiciar sex scene in my head ever since i saw it bc it is so. SO devastatingly sad. here is a woman raised in a cult to believe pain is good and suffering is good and all the agony she suffered as a child and still suffers now in the name of her goddess was right. and then somebody comes along who loves her and they treat her with tenderness and she can't fucking bear it and she begs them to stop because if she thinks about the fact that being loved and cared for doesn't have to involve pain then she'll have to question what the point of all her suffering was and she's committed too many sins to look back now.
#blahs#bg3#if she looks back she is lost!!!#the line delivery makes me so insane there's so much sadness in it... jennifer english academy award#the fact that 'evil' shadowheart is just a cult victim that never got out and some part of her is screaming at the wrongness of it...#she hates it she's miserable but she can never ever ever admit that to herself or anyone else. or what was it all for.#so she just puts on this performance forever#i'm ill. i'm sick.
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i wish the fact that all the members of Crown know sign language got incorporated more into main route stories or even just story and collection events.
it's actually really funny to imagine them beefing with each other either for personal reasons or mission-related mishaps, refusing to talk to each other aloud out of pettiness, just to start aggressively arguing in sign language while they're in the parlor or the dining room, airing out their grievances for the other members/servants to see.
they could conceivably use it during missions too as a discreet form of communication, granted that no one else in the vicinity knows sign language apart from them. and them just signing sweet things to each other whenever they're weary or despondent where talking out loud just feels so heavy and thinking of what to say requires so much effort, so they default to non-verbal comfort and gestures.
#sorry if this is incoherent#i've been asleep the whole day cuz i'm sick and miserable and now it's like 4am#alfons would probably use sign language to antagonize and talk shit about roger when he's not looking#ikevil#ikemen villains
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I think sometimes people need a little reminder about this scene and how important it is in showing us how the dynamic between Arthur and Mary worked.
The feelings between them are solely mutual, nobody is taking advantage of the other, and they actually talk about it. They have the maturity to admit how much they wanted things to be different, and they agree that it's all in the past now.
Mary doesn't demand his help or beg on her knees. She asked sincerely because that's still her father, no matter how he treats her. Arthur knows this, he knows how important (what's left of) her family is to her. He put his feelings about her father aside because he wants to help.
Even despite how their lives had changed over the years, they still cared so much about eachother. After losing her husband, her brother going back to college, her mother not being around anymore and her father still being abusive, Mary was fucking lonely.
She was so miserable and if there was anybody left that she could trust, it would absolutely be Arthur.
And it hurts because so much between them was left unsaid, it's just that Arthur took it to the grave.
#when I think about them it really gets to me#“it gnaws at me like a sickness”#what if I fucking cried#the last thing he ever wrote about mary was how much he wanted her to be happy#they spent so long thinking about what could have been that it made them so miserable#“I discovered I had a heart because it was broken”#I'm going to throw myself into the sea#I cannot imagine how the grief must have hit mary#I can but I don't want to because that's a whole other level of hurt#oh arthur#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick thinks#arthur morgan#mary gillis#mary linton#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#red dead redemption community#mick vids
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happy valentine's w yhk <3
#omniscient reader#orv#yoohankim#yoo joonghyuk#han sooyoung#kim dokja#just finished my orv reread. miserable#but aside from that. yhk in love <3#absolutely sickening that i must not only work but also take an exam on this valentine's day. and i'm sick#but it's ok. rotating them in my mind to make it through#edit: i'm really mad. i forgot hsy's beauty mark...
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percy jackson hasn't stopped trending since the first two episodes dropped i fear we have found the crown jewel of the next decade of television
#old lady in the backseat of a police car: I PLANNED THIS#i'm sorry for those who do not watch like we're witnessing history being written over here!!!#i know miserable people are about to be realll sick of us#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#pjo tv#pjo#grover underwood#golden trio
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Can you imagine if we finally get a semi-accurate adaptation of Trimax
And it's live-action
#Trigun#Trimax#Trigun Maximum#I'm sick and miserable and I'M DRAGGING YOU ALL DOWN WITH ME#Anyway back to being passed out and incoherently sick byyyyeeee enjooooyyyy#(I think Trigun might actually make a fun live-action. But 98 specifically probably)
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I have a thing for angsty anderperry
Don't judge me
#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson#dps#anderperry#todd and neil#not saying this because i am writing one#angst#angst all the way#i want them to be happy#but at the same time making them miserable..?#idk man#I'm a sick person
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their love story hurts me so bad. if someone asks me "damn, who hurts you?" it's them. they hurt me. they are so "loving you is a losing game" coded. the way no matter what path she took, she will always be on the path that is against him. and lovers who HAD to be on the opposite side in any kind of event could actually kill me on the spot. I'm not even attempting to joke around rn. the way their nature is opposed to each other but they were still drawn by each other. LIKE HE KNEW WHO SHE WAS AND STILL PATIENTLY WAITING FOR HER TO COME CLEAN WITH IT HERSELF. HE DIDN'T FORCE HER LIKE HE DID WITH OTHERS. AND THE WAY THEY'RE NOT EVEN ENEMIES, THEIR NATURE FORCED THEM TO BE ONE. SOMEONE TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME, I CAN'T BREATH WHEN I'M READING THEIR SCENES. I JUST CAN'T
#romance club#interactive game#romance club game#rc song of the crimson nile#rc sotcn#rc amen#rc evthys#i actually hate them#for making my miserable life ten times more miserable#atp i don't have the strength to read anything about them anymore#i have lost the purpose to live#what's the point if I can't see a happy ending for them#i swear on the final chapter of sotcn I'm gonna genuinely cry at their ending#they're all i can think about nowadays honestly#I'm actually sick of them#I'm THIS 🤏🏽 close to take a bath with my toaster#wanna test the theory if it's true or not#normalizing by blaming all of my life problems to hataroth
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it's my neo-noir and i get to paint the cover
i'll be making a masterpost when dead woman walking is out, so i figured it'd be cute to make a themed cover for both. this'll be for the first one and i'll fill in all the text later on when it's all ready to go
speedpaint as always. i did this all in one sitting because i'm quite sick at the moment and needed the distraction. i would not recommend doing this. actually, i'd advise against it
#fallout 4#fo4#fallout#nick valentine#dead man talking#rochedotpng#gloria will be on the other one and will naturally be red. you know. green n red. red n green#song is 'to you' by badbadnotgood. if you ever wanted jazz filtered through a miserable robot do i have the band for you#you can tell i'm quite sick because i absolutely blundered through that sketch. i'm knocking shelves over things are on fire#but got there in the end
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RadioStatic Week, Day 6: Partners in Crime
Vox using his hypnotism on who will be the Radio Demon's next victim (the ship is subtle in this one).
(i forgot i draw my vintage!vox with a toothgap instead of fangs OTL)
#had a miserable weekend of being sick so i'm gonna have to play catch up with the prompts ive missed#strabi art#hazbin hotel#radiostaticweek#radiostatic2024#radiostatic#staticradio#voxal#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel fanart#artists on tumblr
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The Seunghan (RIIZE) situation is one of the most confusing and embarrassing things to happen to KPOP fandom in recent memory. I wonder what it's like to be a member of the group and do fansigns where you tell your fans how grateful you are for their support. Like, how do you do that with a straight face and your soul intact. When you have no idea if one of them sent a funeral wreath celebrating an awful event in your groups history. But I guess it's a job like any other, where you sometimes have to leave your values and ethics at the door. Maybe they can get past this but quite frankly, it's just bad vibes at this point. SM continues to be the pits of Hell.
#riize#this sets a dangerous precedence#i feel bad for them as a group#kpop idol-ing continues to sound so utterly miserable#every day there's another example of: nothing is more important than image and money and saving face#that's kpop in a nutshell#unless he committed a crime#they are putting money and image above humanity and supposed/perceived human error. They truly dgaf about him.#and then SK wonders why their youths are so sick#i'm kind of glad he is gone and can just carry on with his life#he'll probably be better off for it#i just saw the funeral wreaths and i'm embarrassed for the people who paid for them and for the florists who made them#it's so damm dystopian
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I'm sick and my throat hurts like a bitch. it hurts so bad it woke me up twice. price make me tea pls. save me price. save me.
#bubuslutty talks#sore throat#I'm sick help#my throat has always been sensitive and makes me miserable#it's always my throat#captain john price#john price#cod mw2#call of duty#john price x reader#captain price#cod
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hi I'm home sick with covid, am probably not getting paid for my time off, and have had to order quite a bit of food cuz I don't feel well enough to make anything o/-< it's getting very expensive very fast and I don't have much money left, plus the money im losing out on from not working is gonna fucking suck.
I can't draw anything rn cuz my apple pencil doesn't work and I'm just so so exhausted anyway but here's my kofi and my v*nmo is herecomeslee if you wanna help a guy out
#covid#kofi#this is such a miserable experience I already hate being sick and I've had covid once in like 2021/22 but this is so much worse dawg#I'm in sensory hell right now like I was so overwhelmed by how full of snot I was that I cried several times including a full on sob sesh#I can't do fuck all either cuz I'm so exhausted but can't get any fucking sleep cuz I can barely breathe (too much snot not a lung issue)#I want this shit to be OVER AUGH#lee says shit
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In my feels about how Gortash abso-fucking-lutely ruined Durge's life. Just fucking destroyed it. But that's also the only reason they have any sort of chance to make something different for themself. He's the only reason they even have a chance at a happy ending (even though it's a happy ending that he can't be in)
#enver gortash#dark urge#dark urge x gortash#durgetash#bg3#Thinking about how my durge had just resigned themself to being miserable and alone and hating the world for everything it#Couldn't or wouldn't give them. For being so fucking boring. They had their magic and that was everything they needed. But then#In sweeps this motherfucker who talks to them and understands them and is just as smart as they are and then suddenly#They have dreams again. All the wants they thought they'd ground into dust years ago come back with a vengeance#It ruined them! If they'd just been able to live in the same furious and miserable detachment as before Orin never would've gotten to them#If they had never started feeling alive again then they never would have begun to balk at the idea of dying on their father's altar#Because who cares about dying when you're already buried six feet under? But when you're alive? Maybe you don't want to die#Maybe you want to live. Maybe you have other things to think about besides Bhaal's bloody love and your siblings' resentments#And that's when they get you#Ughhhh I'm going to be fucking sick#Vesper
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