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#i spent so long being wilfully misunderstood about my gender that im just terrified to come out to anyone now#i see so much ''there's no wrong way to be trans'' on here and still feel like im not enough#unless i go for t or surgery#i don't want those.... or do i? do i feel sick thinking about hrt because i secretly really do want to try it?#also having an indescribable gender i think means you can't really advertise who you're available to#how am i supposed to be on the market? lesbians shouldn't want me cause I'm not a woman - straight girls won't bc im afab....#im positively terrified of pregnancy so that rules out cis men and trans women....#god#i don't feel allowed to date or fuck. ever. lmfao. I'm disgusting#im the one fucking freak who doesn't fall into anyone's categories of ''compatible''#just watch I'll find some cute girl and she ''won't swing that way''. WHAT WAY??? hahaaaaaaa#I'm screwed forever#also I'm 30 which basically means I'm gross and off limits lol#SO glad i spent my entire youth in a depressing miserable relationship and now that I'm able to live#I'm at an age where it's just embarrassing.
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"We get to, this season, explore their chemistry and their real love and their intimacy. So we get to have a glimpse into that world that just feels so pure and beautiful and romantic! And then, sort of navigating those other circumstances once they're out in the world, dealing with real... challenges." - Isa in an interview with The Knockturnal(x)
#outer range s2#outer range s2 spoilers#maria olivares#rhett abbott#isabel arraiza#lewis pullman#there was an article that said that maria and rhett may screw royal over? i say they should go for it! /hj#rhett x maria#i know the last gif is blurry but trust me she was holding his arm and i just thought that was adorable#i might add a lew quote if he ever gets asked about outer range s2 in an interview smh(i'm begging someone to ask him more about it!)...#the biggest fucking grin on her face whenever they kiss#her smile and him smiling back at her before the forehead kiss is EVERYTHING to me#also her little smile as he kisses the side of her head like she knows he's doing his best but knows that it's unlikely that he's leaving..#truly if it gives isa and lew more screen time i'm all for it!#i say all this but i still want a spin-off of them just on a roadtrip#i am convinced that he kisses her just because he thinks she's being really cute#i kinda had a feeling that was maria in the trailer doing something to rhett in the trailer(iykyk) and my heart still fell into my stomach#i'm not including any dream/nightmare sequences because as far as we know they can't see the future... right?#do i sound stupid and biased? maybe... please don't judge me#she's hungry but her heart aches to stay... will the flesh have its way in s3? will she be ... ''already gone'' a la eurydice in hadestown?#tw: food?#will forever be sad they didn't get a dance :(#the way he makes her giggle and smile before kissing her in the car? PLEASE#maybe leaving is her way of fixing things for the both of them so he doesn't have to choose between her and his family?#and so he doesn't have to feel guilt for holding her back every time he looks at her... but girlie have a proper conversation PLS
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“A Beautiful Sunset”
CW: body horror, mind break
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My original sketch/idea had the two of them actually alright and safe in Dream Land, just plagued by memories, they being the lone “survivors” of having their Souls weaponized...
...Then cursed True Arena lore kicked in and now they’re not okay but since the Master Crown stole his eyes, Magolor can’t even see and he’s driven to hallucinating out of desperation and pain
Edit: I turned this into a whole mini series...
Part 2 “The Sun Never Sets” Part 3 “Screams of Joy” Part 4 “Visitors” Part 5 “A Perfect Circle”
Relevant: “Conditional”
Prologue: “Selfish Needs”
#Magoland Branch AU#Kirby#Magolor#Marx Kirby#Dess Art Post#Do NOT click the Read More unless you're ready...#Also...#SCREW YOU TRUE ARENA!!#YOU RUINED MY LIFE! /hj#Dess is cursed forever by the True Arena#HAL seriously said 'there's an alternate universe#where Magolor suffers forever k bye'#And of course now I'm worried for Marx#...If True Arena Magolor is like this...#RtDL DX#Kirby spoilers#RtDL DX spoilers#Magolor Soul#Marx Soul#cw angst#cw bad end
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Translation:
7 DAYS LEFT!
On the 7th at 7 PM, we will go to the Nether.... I will create a way for everyone to escape this island! I promise!
#Forever#ForeverPlayerG#Forever Player#QSMP#Richarlyson#GIRL WHAT#I MISS ONE STREAM AND SUDDENLY MAN'S OFF TO OPEN THE NETHER??? EXCUSE ME???#Me: Wow I've worked so hard updating streams and the archive today#Me: I've got a billion clips to post later so I'm going to take a break and go out and about for a bit#Forever: *Drops this insane comment out of nowhere*#Me: FOREVER. PLEASE LET ME GO TOUCH GRASS IN PEACE#/hj#Apparently he's going to be moving soon and so NOW I'm like oh. oh ok cool he's gonna try and open the Nether and get kidnapped. Wonderful#either that or we'll get the new people on Sunday the day of the elections#and the Nether will open and that'll screw ALL of us over#anywayssssssssssss#Lots of clips to post but tomorrow probably#it's a bit late rn#ofc this is assuming Twitch doesn't screw me over yet again
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Doing homework<<<
Doing homework while wearing a crown so you trick your brain into thinking you're writing some official royal declaration>>>
#I hate homework#with a burning passion#it can go to h***#forever#BURN IN THE FIERY PITS YOU DUMB VERB CONJUGATION#I'm gonna do it with a quill too#cause screw you too kanji
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I'll keep walking on,
even if we never come to understand each other
for the rest of our lives.
#last iyowa-referenced art I promise I just need to draw this as I'm having a blast with adipocere..#I don't rlly think the full song is fully abt them but the reff part rlly strikes me to these two...#y'know I could've done this sooner but you get. the gist of the month of july. the month after pride month#snapping back to the reality where my yuri is indeed unrequited forever cough#30th july marks as the first time I drew zefira and engel (first fanart of these two too) and yet I pulled this kind of sh for the day#I apologize nation#pk2 zefira#pk2 engel#zefirengel#</3#at this point I'll become a pk2 fanartist that draws every characters BUT the postknights😭#I could pull many fnuuy caption for this like engel overdosed on yuri cocaine but alas#listen to adipocere by iyowa btw transfers my brainrot at yuo#it's banger trust#“been awhile since I drew these two” boom doomed#truly the zefirengelversary#kiswart#implied that engel's dead here but you may interpret it however you like girl go wild#yagh#screw it#postknight 2
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I was reading a fic - character gets isekai'd to a world they're pretty overpowered for - and the author described it as a like, invasive species, and that's what I shall be calling all my crossover fix it fics from now on lmao
#writing#ao3#archive of our own#It's genuinely so clever like yeah they're bad for the local ecosystem!! In their home environment they were maybe a little more balanced#But now they're here and they're screwing the plot up irreparably!!#I'm keeping that forever it's such a good way of looking at it#Absolutely delighted#I did tell the fic author this btw I'm not a neanderthal#crossover
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The Journey to Break Free • An Analysis of Malevolent's Themes
This is more like a ramble, but analysis sounds more professional y'know y'know-
Major Spoiler Warning for Episode 19
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Episode 19 may be my favourite episode at least for Season 2 – bear in mind that as I type this, I haven't gone past Episode 19. Regardless, it is definitely a highlight of this podcast for me. It unpacked a lot about Arthur and John, and it explored many interesting themes. The strength of kindess and letting yourself be vulnerable, the reality that healing and becoming a better person isn't always a clean journey, the significance of the connections we make and the memories we carry from them...
The first one is subversive in how despite Arthur losing some of his morality in order to survive, he still retains some of it and uses it ro his advantage. It may be baffling to see Arthur still wanting to trust others and treat them kindly, as seen with Arthur wanting to offer water to the cana, because this world can turn on you so quickly. However, that may be the point. The fact that Arthur can still find it in himself to care about the beings in this world is a true testament to his resilience. The Dreamlands is unrelentlessly cruel and tests you, trying to mold you to become the monsters that roam this realm, and I think that is why Arthur won't succumb to this world's terrors like so many before him did.
It ties into the tone of the podcast and how it shifts. Arthur may need to be cruel at times, but that doesn't mean he needs to be a monster. Likewise, Malevolent may be a bleak story, but it is not one which needs to overly indulges in tragedy and darkness. Even within the episode itself, there are moments where Arthur and John laugh. There's an entire section in which Arthur interacts with a buopoth, and it's the most adorable thing ever. These moments provide a balance that help emphasize the impact of intense moments even more than if the entire story had just been trudged in grimdark.
(Putting the rest under a "Read More" section as to not make this post too long to scroll through)
As for the second theme, I particularly appreciate it as people who try to heal, typically victims of trauma, are often villanized for not being perfect, nice or behaving. Anyone who doesn't fit the mold of being sad and helpless via lashing out or express anger about their trauma get dogpiled with insults and accusations from those who refuse to understand them. Those who only want to imagine a narrative that recovery is always pretty and always going up with no relapses whatsoever. That narrative formed because society crafted it and enforced it with media tackling trauma victims in a shallow way at best. Because it's uncomfortable for society to face the truth that trauma is ugly, and those that went through it won't come out unscathed like people want them to.
The theme of names being significant is an uncommon but meaningful one. John Doe is a name to give the King in Yellow a new identity, a way to rebuild himself. Lilly is a name that meant a lot to John as the only form of human connection he had while Arthur was comatose and the catalyst to John becoming a better person. Faroe is a name that Arthur keeps recalling because he can't let go of his daughter and the trauma that came with it.
Even the name of the episode is important. I think "the Prison" truly is an apt title for this episode. Not only because this involves Arthur and John escaping the pit they're trapped it, but it's also a metaphor for Arthur's situation. His body is a prison for John that both want him to get out of, yet Arthur is the real prisoner as he loses control over everything from his body to his life. He is trapped in the past because he can never let go of Fareo. He can never forgive himself for causing her death through his neglect no matter how unintentional it was.
And he gave in at the end. He gave in to the past and went to the city to search for Faroe even though the cana instructed them to avoid the city. Even though so many signs point to it being yet another trap. Even though the chances of Fareo being there were next to none.
Yet John didn't protest. It really shows how much John has grown to emphathize with humanity. How he has grown from someone who is selfish and uses others to his whims, discarding them when they no longer serve him purpose to someone who may not fully understand humanity but can genuinely appreciate and care about it. He may not understand why Arthur still clings onto Faroe, but he understands Arthur deserves closure, so even if this may be a trap, he lets him walk in. We, the audience, may not fully understand either, but we understand this is a necessary step for Arthur even if it may be one that leads to his doom.
#Overall 10/10 episode!!! I love it#Now if you'll excuse me I'm gonna take a thousand year long nap#It's almost 4 AM but screw it I needed to get this out#I have so much more to say about Episode 19#but I need SLEEP and it will take FOREVER and I have THINGS TO DO EOUGH.#But yeah I love love love this and I love Malevolent#What an outstanding podcast I love it#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#analysis#media analysis#character analysis#commentary#chris p fried rambles
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ok who was gonna tell me you can't romance anyone in bg3 if you didn't already in the first act.... I'm already 40 hours in and I'm only learning this now........ 😭
#when roleplaying as your character gets a little too real#I'm playing to escape being single forever but I doomed my poor character too 😔#screw you all I'm fucking the alien without a guilty conscience
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all classpect interpretations are equally canon- and this is why:
sburb/sgrub/sname is many things, but the first of those things we see is a computer game. said game's source code can be found in carvings in the frog temple, which comes from a Reckoning meteor; so each sthing version's code comes specifically from itself!
and considering every session we've seen has had an unique frog temple (beta kids: 4 land spires; beta trolls: two separate temples with 6 land spires each; alpha kids: 8 land spires, alpha trolls: at least one temple (with 12 land spires??), possibly located on beforus' moon), there's no reason to assume each and every temple's carvings are exactly the same…
therefore, two swhatever instances can have drastically different classpect definitions because they're running different versions of the game! for example, my own mirrorbent's sgame was compiled in a way where i won't have to go into too many specifics from their own, separate, 12 land spires temple (as opposed to being widely distributed like the beta kids' sburb), and classwise features active knights and passive pages, to pick an example that was recentlyish polled about.
of course, this mini theory thingy would be most applicable to fanventures, while most classpecting theory revolves about homestuck proper for obvious reasons. luckily, i've got some Key Insights about the canon classpects, just beyond this readmore:
get mutie'd lmao!!!!
413 zillion kitys attack!!!!
#no jumpscares or anything below the readmore- just two gifs#homestuck#homestuck413#classpect#classpecting#fanventures#homestuck fanventure#fwiw my own classpect interpretations would be something like. retro plus#as in i developed most of them All The Way Back When but ofc ive absorbed New and Cool things that have been popping up#and of course same goes for Mirrored Bench my most of blorbos. like especially so.#so like (active/passive) witch/heir (manipulate) maid/sylph (create) knight/page (exploit) mage/seer (understand)#but no 'mages get screwed over forever by their aspect' as Actual Class Definition And Requisite#and ofc no gendered classes#But Also yes inversion theory (arc flavor) because im already going to have to rewrite Enough Shit without jettisoning an entire act orz#and also a few custom aspect palettes (earlier tealer fanon mind; richer less gray life; void with. more than like 3 shades)#also also Every godtier has super deep and convenient pockets. All of them. Pockets for Days.#And more things i'm probably forgetting.
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Current Magnolia in Ghetit + Alive Magnolia in Agwe
#posts from the carnivale#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#rp blog#ask blog#ouaw magnolia#mightve gotten colors wrong but screw it this took forever#and yes at some point ill mention what happened to her#i'm waiting for somebody to ask
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hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh
#wip#i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs#[points] its the He#this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs#i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :)#(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D)#i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh#//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ???#'keeps why' i have been. writing#i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs#plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :>#i just dunno where i wanna put it lol#wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh#i haven't really used it in forever...#oh i should update it though fr fr#/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH#like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol#though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything#i forget about hfvhs :D#cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD#/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao#that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh#//anywho... woo.... :33#i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me#Loll#have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D#okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./
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Drops this and leaves
#rawk hawk#paper mario the thousand year door#paper mario ttyd#i have not drawn in this style in forever#not only have i done just that but this is also the first time i shaded in the art style as well#which. i think i screwed up his shoes and tail feathers but other than that i'm pretty impressed#and also yes this is the family guy death pose meme#i got the idea of what if everything in the game was the same but this was his death pose#so yeah LMAO#ttyd brainrot has returned
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@hyenaheeled, bellamy, said:
❝ so, you want to see who can jump higher? ❞ bellamy repeats slowly, making sure he had heard luffy right in the midst of his excited ramblings. this was the first time since the hyena had joined the strawhats, that he was on luffy watch while the rest of the crew explored the island they were currently stopped at. which seemed very wild, no man made structures or other people in sight. as long as they didn't leave the ship unprotected or broke anything, the blond didn't see why not. it was a good question on the captain's part, bellamy had tested his own limits of course, but since their fruits were similar in some aspects he honestly hadn't thought about a friendly competition between them before. mainly because they had been "enemies" until recently.... he cackles in companionable glee, matching the younger man's cheerful grin with his own, full of friendly teeth. ❝ you're on, strawhat! ❞ he agrees readily, clasping the shorter on his shoulder in encouragement. ❝ loser is on toilet duty for the rest of the week! ❞
it had not been easy getting the impulsive, impatient, and frustrated pirate to listen — not when there was a vast new wilderness to explore, with ‘so many cool new beetles!!’ as Luffy had exclaimed ( certain of it ). but the straw hat’s doctor insisted, nearly begged the reckless captain to stay behind, to watch the ship, to rest. he had eventually conceded, grumbling a ‘fiiine’, as the remainder of the crew drew sticks to see which lucky individual would stay behind with the scowling, grouchypirate.
so while Luffy currently stands watch over the Sunny, Bellamy has earned the privilege of standing watch over Luffy — even after the captain’s petulant protests of not being a baby. the company is still appreciated though, because if there’s one thing known about the young raven-haired man, it’s that even more so than being bored, he hates being bored and alone.
yes, to everyone’s benefit, leaving their captain with a sitter ensured his entertainment. it ensured that Luffy would not launch into the thicket of trees that lined the island’s beach ( leaving them with uncertainty on when he would return or be otherwise found ). at least, that’s what it made certain of most of the time. but above all, as someone who could hardly remain upset around others for long, having Bellamy there helped to quickly shift a sour mood.
❝ eheehee~ yeah! i bet i could make my legs all curly too! ❞ finally, the shorter of the two seems to perk up, features morphing from the less energetic pout he wore and back to an all-too-familiar toothy grin.
❝ but hey! don’t forget, you’re a straw hat now too!! ❞ he transitions to a squat-like stance, the palms of worn, scarred hands propped on top of bent knees. his weight shifts a few times—front-to-back, side-to-side—testing the spring in his own rubbery step. but as he suddenly and without warning jumps up, it’s not only his legs that aid in the captain’s skyward travel. a loud, hearty cackle bursts from within his chest as rubberband arms shoot up until fingers curl over the crow’s nest edge. and like a loaded spring, eager to release restrained energy, arms snap him upward as he beams.
❝ Bellamy!! we’re friends! call me Luffy!! ❞
𝐔𝐍𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃 / always accepting
#hyenaheeled#❝ its not like ‘thanks’ are something i can eat ❞ — answered#❝ screw the plan ❞ — ic#❝ i’m going to become king of the pirates! ❞ — v: main#gore gore i'm sorry this took me forever to reply to omg#but straw hat bellamy straw hat bellamy!!
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My bike wouldn't start yesterday and it was SUCH a perfect day to ride :( it's not the battery/fuses/clutch switch, don't thinkkkk it's the side stand switch/deadcut/ignition button. I rode it 8 weeks ago and it was perfectly fine but I'm having trouble getting it into gear so I couldn't even bump start it after pushing it all the way to the top of the hill :( lol just me on my walk with my 125kg bike.
#i've been meaning to remove the side stand switch forever. nearly stripped the damned screw. fucking thing's made of cheese istg#the clutch hand lever has had play for ages but I've never had issues getting into gear while riding#the whole damned bike is so fucking moldy tho. I need to strip it down and clean EVERYTHING inside that's exposed to air anyway#sunny day job#anyway I'm 100% sure I can fix it. I'll tighten up the cable and if that's a no go then I'll buy another start motor and try that#'won't start' seems like such a simple issue but there's like 10 different things it could be lol#motorbike#text tag#OOhh my print is ready
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Screw Little White Lie season two, I wanna know about what drama went down with Honkytonk to cause Eric Kahn Gale's character to get kicked out of the band and replaced between Battle of the Bands sign-ups and the actual event.
I just feel like that's where the real story's at, you know?
#this is probably the most niche post I have ever posted on this account you are welcome#rewatchers2000#little white lie#honkytonk#eric kahn gale#starkid#theory: he sold his car and the rest of the band exiled him forever#anxiety forces me to clarify that I'm kidding about the screw season two part#high school me would have loved that#SaveCalvin
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