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Mashwood realness
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based on the fanfic Feeling of Desire When You're Left With the Taste by @mydetheturk
#I like women too guys#wish it wasn't cringe to selfship#because meryl is my short wife#and im claming vash and wolfwood as my boyfriends#I'm not weird we're all thinking it#you wish you were in their poly relationship too#don't lie#live your truth and i'll live mine#and mine is that im in a polyrelationship with the trigun gang#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#roberto i guess?#mashwood#vashwood#shamless vashwood tag lmao
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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we genuinely need more platonic male-female relationships like the one brynne and aiden have
#look i know there's a lot of platonic opposite gender relationship out there#but a lot of these relationships tend to eventually have some weird (?) romance subplot#like “oh he's been my best friend for years but now that we're all grown up I'm starting to have a crush on him”#“she's been my best friend since forever but recently im noticing how beautiful her lips is and her godly curves” ???????#brynne and aiden have NONE of that. they look after each other exactly like brothers and sisters#it's been years since i read tpq but i don't think aru was ever jealous of how close brynne and aiden is if im not mistaken#kotlc could NEVERRRRR 😭😭😭 someone's always ogling someone who's supposed to be their FRIEND#and yeah im just really pissed bc most of this time these so-called platonic friendships start being romantic simply to create some-#-jealousy between the fmc and the mmc#tpq#the pandava quintet#brynne rao#brynne tvarika lakshmi balamuralikrishna rao#aiden acharya#aru shah
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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inseparable. a shadow and its source. life and death. as much as you want to tear away the thought of him, you can't. you stood by him, and his shadow lingers.
also here's this TERRIBLY shitty drawing I made inspired by @denimscotch saying Lysandre needs to "take a chill pill. make slime or something" and @rainbowpufflez encouraged me to actually post it.
#so i was like “oh maybe my pokemon-specifically prfr-brainrot is going away!!!”#and then it didn't. and now we're here. yay. yahoo. yippee even.#yeah but im a big fan of being haunted by your ex (?) husband who--i mean it's really complicated. he “technically” died and all. but#people keep looking at you weird when you call him so husband so really what can you do /j#but unjokingly im a big fan of them being married prior to the events of XY because the betrayal is WOW. and also i think there's a lot of#guilt there anyways you know? even if they weren't involved at all that still sucked#but MARRIED? for TEN YEARS???? yeah. went from fighting over which color comforter to buy to “hey btw I'm killing everyone”/j#i think its also really awful if Lysandre ends up being Not Dead and comes back and then. what's the legality of that?#are you still married or not???? whats the consensus of “until death do us part” if your husband comes back. is that parting???? like?????#augustine sycamore#professor sycamore#pokemon#pokemon xy#perfectworldshipping#pokemon lysandre#lysandre#professor augustine sycamore
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real suffering is learning that the awesome pretty girls in your chem class are also into starkid and you have no way to drop that you know what that is without it being completely out of the blue <//3 i'll just have to settle for liking all of their starkid innit reposts <///3 woe is me
#what's rlly funny is that i don't swear or anything#and keep rejecting everyone who asks me out#so there's this like. image around me at school that i'm ridiculously innocent#which is fair enough in most cases (modern slang & sex references are so weird)#but also it'd be so funny to see their reactions to finding out i listen to like#dirty girl and take off your clothes#& i watch stuff like abstinence camp completely of my own volition#one of then was shocked enough about me listening to heathers#i want her to learn that i too know all the choreo to cup of roasted coffee and every word in npmd <3#LOOK I THINK WE'RE ALL DOING A LEVELS AT THE SAME PLACE#THEY'RE SO COOL AND SMART AND PRETTY AND THEY'RE??? NICE TO ME????#it's crazy#i want to be their fren :)#i feel like if i got into a conversation sith them about starkid i would go so off the rails though#the least normal about it ever#starkid#starkid productions#starkid npmd#tgwdlm#team starkid#hatchetfield#starkid musicals#black friday starkid#trail to oregon#starkid twisted#holy musical b@man#firebringer#etc etc etc#i wonder if they've seen spies are forever..#starkid innit
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Why do people who I have never seen or heard of in my life tag me in posts about mutuals. I do not know who you are
#like its not even them ignoring the promot some of them seem to genuinely think we're mutuals. idk why???#idk i dont have very many mutuals tbh so its easy pretty easy for me to remember all of them#i dont want to embarrass anyone by being like. hey we're not mutuals. I'm just confused why it keeps happening#idk are people trying to like clout chase by claiming me as a mutual bc im popular? seems weird#i talk
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first time i watched 'no exit' i was 100% in jo's corner like oh great it's sexist dean time . wheeee let's all watch her learn a lesson about hunting and he can be 'right' in a factual way but he'll be as obnoxious as possible about it the whole time . now i think what's happening here is that he has pretty much instantly samzoned her, as a college dropout from a hunting family who has a contentious relationship with her one surviving parent. EXCEPT that she's a five-foot-something twiggy barely-out-of-her-teens woman who has a crush on him and has never been on a serious hunt before, and he's dismissive/over-vigilant enough with the actual sam, a powerfully-built man with clairvoyant powers and over a decade of experience. bearing that in mind, his behavior towards jo is barely outside his normal realm of bossy and overbearing, and since he knows a little something about how sams will respond to direct orders, he still tells her mother she's not on the hunt with them so as to avoid the fallout until it's over. basically i think the whole dean thing, his most consistent characterization over the course of fifteen years, is his tendency to express even genuine protectiveness through the medium of 'bossy older sibling', and this makes him come off like the worst person on the planet. he frequently IS, but it's actually because of other things and has nothing to do with that habit in specific
#'you sound like my mother' 'oh that's a bad thing?' < dean thesis statement of the episode. yeah he sounds like that bc he is a mother jo#like. maybe because i was eighteen when i first watched it i was like he is being SO dismissive to her! she's grown! she's an adult!#but i'm nearly thirty now and alona tal is SO young in this episode . you could snap her like a twig#and she's like. i mean i have a twenty-one-year-old sister and the things i would and would not approve of her doing#based on my perception of her ability to not get hurt in the process. whoof#it's weird . not saying dean winchester can ever be valid but maybe for this one he's just correct in a rude way after all#and then he gets right into the other dean thesis: she has OPTIONS. why is she doing this when she could be doing literally#anything else. he never gets to the point where he considers he could just go do something else. that will never occur to him#but when it comes to sam-type people he assumes they should want the other options. and he is TERRIFIED of this with sam specifically#jo isnt his actual sister so she can and should explore the other options. but if sam does he thinks he'll never see him again#his evidence for this is that when sam went to college they didnt talk for four years. but he also never thinks#'we're better about communication now and if he went back to school we would definitely still talk'#because he assumes all things that have happened in the past will happen that way again. and he's in supernatural. so it's a fair assumptio#spn#q
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guys I'm going to be honest with you I don't think this is a fair comparison at all
#notably shoes are not smth that specifically half the population has to wear to be socially accepted whether it's helpful to them or not!#<- & we can talk about support but the fact of the matter is a lot of women don't need that support & still had to wear them#sorry to complain i just hate these types of posts#i want to emphasize I'm coming at this from the perspective of someone who loves historical clothing & thinks abt it all the time#and who rolls his eyes as much as the next person when they try to copy paste modern feminist beliefs into the 19th century or#inexplicably fuck up the silhouette or make their heroines refuse to wear corsets in contexts they wouldn't as much as anyone#& i have no judgement for women in the past who wore them i think they were just as smart & capable & critical as any of us#but i find it really weird how people's reaction to exaggeration & demonization of corsets (bad i agree!)#is to turn around & pretend like they're inherently neutral objects.#like come on guys we're history people. very few objects are going to exist in any way entirely neutrally & socially contextless#i think it's deeply bizarre to pretend misogyny has no influence on women's historical clothing like this#thoughts
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I've been so conditioned to shut the fuck up about my interests that I still hesitate when posting on this blog that I specifically made to share my interest with people that like the same thing.
#in my head you're all gonna think I'm annoying and weird even though we're here for the same reason#brain is broken from all the past teenage ridicule#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#shitpost#bg3 shitpost
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it's just so insane. he looks so good. it looks good. it looks interesting. it is going to get drop kicked directly into the dumpster because they've elected to keep the problem that's had it on a bds boycott list for almost a year. when this movie does badly they're going to blame mackie and sam and not the the problem that's had it on a bds boycott list for almost a year. i'm pacing
#like i knew they were not going to be able to be normal about sam as cap but i did not think it would be this bad somehow like i'm. an idiot#i just really thought they were going to just be weird and insecure and diminishing about it like with fatws#and with the initial description that came out of the movie. and just adding more and more non-sam-centric elements#i didnt think they were gonna be like yeah sorry. yeah we know it's on a boycott list we know it's getting backlash too bad#we're keeping the zionism let it flop fuck him <3#like they HATE THIS MAN#like they are setting him up to fail. they're setting this thing up to fail#kayvswords#okay i have to stop thinking about this or i'm going to just be really sad all day#i'll draw him later to cheer myself up :(#BECAUSE IF SHE WASNT IN IT. YOU WOULD HEAR ABOUT NOTHING EXCEPT THIS MOVIE FROM ME UNTIL IT DROPPED#i'm just really heartbroken#mcuwhining#the first marvel movie i've been excited for since. like. before cacw and this is what we're doing
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it's funny how some people 'round the internet parts (esp. twitter it seems like?) are saying ed and stede's stuff in 2.07 was ooc, when to me it was so agonizingly and thrillingly in-character that i've felt strangely giddy about it instead of upset
#i keep trying to remind myself that i also thought at the end of 1.09 that they'd be back together by the end of 1.10#so i need to check myself before i wreck myself#but also ...... i think we're gonna be okay#i think this is good#they need to get this stuff out!#all the hate 2.07 is getting in general is weirding me out#i feel like i'm in an alternate universe#dollsome's deep thoughts#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#none of these people would have survived luke and lorelai
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#I see people posting like Louis tour pics and such on my dash again. just a little.#and I keep thinking oh look that's nice. and I wonder if people would be made happy if went back to regular posting#but everytime I think about just ...posting a bunch of pictures of Louis...#I think about what he's going through and how fucking sad he is right now#and how things are NOT happy and wonderful for him#and ugh idk it just feels too weird#sorry#it shouldn't like... we're always at such a huge remove from their lives that the idea that what they are currently feeling is#somehow relevant to our fanning is complete narcissism like I'm aware we never know#and we're ALWAYS out of step#but right now I DO know and it just makes me feel weird idk#we've been here before#and time heals all things#but I'm not there#absolutely NOT judging anyone for any posting choices they are making!!!! maybe I even appreciate it#just where *I* am at#more than ever I wish I could do something for Louis make things better#but yet again... I cannot. and it's painful.#especially with how much I've been thinking about that with Liam how all of that years of concern and wanting to make things better#ultimately did not effect shit
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Tastes of Whumptober: Day 3
Fingerprints
“You’re going to make the perfect secret weapon for me. Why shouldn’t I?”
“For you, what the hell?!” He pulled back from the detective, heart pounding in his throat. “We’re doing this together. That’s what we agreed from the start.”
“Yes, of course, but we agreed on different roles. You knew this would require sacrifice. You aren’t backing out on me now, are you?”
Of course carrying out the crimes would be more difficult, even with the detective planning them all. He eyed the bottle of acid: entirely out of place in his friend’s tidy kitchen.
“No, I just- I’ll wear gloves. That’s an option we established as well.”
“In summer? What happened to being inconspicuous, hm?”
“Nobody’s going to see me-”
“Oh, I didn’t know we agreed to kill witnesses now.” A bitter laugh slipped out from behind sneering lips. “Listen to me. We’re too close. If they suspect the secretary, the detective he clings to loses all credibility. And god forbid you get arrested… I’ll bail you out and beat you senseless myself.”
Their partner snapped to attention at that last sentence, lips parting to say something, but no words came to mind except…
“You’re scary when you get like this,” he breathed and, to his relief, the detective deflated a bit.
“I just can’t risk you leaving behind proof. Even if we tucked your hair away, a strand could fall out. It’s safer not to have any. Same with fingerprints. We should only have to maintain it every month or so, alright? You can do that for me.”
He faltered but nodded, still trembling as the other slid on a pair of thick rubber gloves and carefully poured the acid into the dish. Then they stood up.
“Your hand.” It extended, palm up, allowing them to lean over his shoulder and turn it over. The secretary held his breath and squeezed his eyes shut as a harsh grip forced his hand down.
“Fuck! Fuck, oh my god!!!” The burn started as a tingling before slamming against him, tearing a violent scream from his lungs. “Stop, stop, stop-!” He pulled and turned to beg his friend, but his tears were met only with a sick grin that made him freeze. His hand was released after a few seconds more, but he couldn’t move.
“For good measure,” they said, grabbing a towel to wipe dripping acid from swollen fingertips.
“Owwww! Don’t touch those!” Further pain snapped him out of it, but his hand was still forced up to be examined, soft squeezes forcing out hisses and whimpers.
“Looks good. Come on, let’s get the next over with.”
He was still heaving for breath to respond with when the detective tried to grasp his other wrist, but he finally wrenched it away.
“What’s gotten into you?!” The secretary stood to face the other, still cradling his throbbing hand. “Do you enjoy this? Because I sure as hell don’t.”
“And if I did?” A brow challenged him and, in the moment of stunned silence, they lunged for his forearm. They twirled him and twisted the arm up against his back, still pushing forward.
“Fuck off, let me go- ghh!” The impact with the table forced the breath from his lungs and power he’d never felt folded him over the surface, landing dangerously close to the acid. A drop spilled onto the tablecloth and melted a hole right through.
“I wouldn’t have to hold you if you’d stop struggling,” they called down darkly, already with his other hand in theirs. “Now if you don’t spread out your fingers I’ll dip them anyway, you understand?”
His clenched fist quickly relaxed. And then the acid washed over him all over again, taking away every thought until he was curled up on the ground, screaming, sobbing, staring at his inflamed hands.
When the detective stepped closer, he scrambled away.
“Shhhh, hey. I was just kidding with you, you know.” They held out a hand, thought better of it, and lifted him by the shoulders instead. “Learn to take a joke.”
He was unsteady on his feet, but he could stand. They rubbed his head and took him gently by the elbow.
“Come on. Let’s get those washed off and bandaged up. You’ve got a few days off to look forward to.”
#whumptober#whumptober2024#no.3#writing#my writing#whump fic#fingerprints#original#fingore#unhealthy workplace dynamic#i have no idea how to describe the dysfunctionality of these two#they came fully characterized sir#manhandling#restraint#acid#burning#burned#crying#tastes of whumptober#ask to tag#this one's a bit weird so i included all the tags i think fit :3! sorry if i missed anything at all#hi juno! we're on call while i'm typing these tags and they'll see them in a bit tee hee!
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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I love webcomics as a concept absolutely to pieces but genuinely I'm fascinated by how much this medium seems to be almost corrosive to us working in it. I'm probably just looking at it too close because it's what's in front of me but I wonder if we really do have more weird drama than other indie art scenes just because like, a lot of us are already mentally ill, then comics is such a punishing medium itself that the usual amount of social tension that comes from posting art online is cranked even higher. As someone with one of the Scary Social Disorders, basically everything about the way the social media spheres for webcomics operate is triggering to me and I'm positive the only thing that kept me from becoming an internet star for the day (Bad) at some point was that I chose to quit socializing in dedicated comic spaces and get therapy years ago instead of trying to stay in the thick of it lmao. Not everybody ends up having to make such a black and white decision so most people just keep hanging out in the pot until it boils.
#i will always own up to being a solid fucking pillar of salt#on a GOOD day#and i'm one of the /well adjusted/ ones lmao#every time i watch some turbo drama go down i'm like Ah#that could have been me a few turns back#something about this profession just Does Things to your brain i think#also frankly there's still plenty of time for me to go nuts online give it time i guess lol#i try hard to stay grounded but we're all like three bad days from a really bad day Etc#not to sound self parodying here too but i also strongly feel that various corporations#moving in and turning webcomics into such an Industry while not actually improving working conditions or pay has contributed to this#there are a lot of weird factors coalescing here#anyway there's technically Stuff going on today but i write and delete this post like every two months so#not necessarily about anything current Specifically
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