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#I'm not phrasing it well but yeah.
noisytenant · 6 months
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i'm no longer in college and i have relatively niche and abrasive hobbies so i've been able to pretty much entirely rid myself of the presence of "chaos gremlin" type white queer people. it's pretty nice and i recommend it
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yardsards · 6 months
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everyone on here loves laios for his autism swag but if half of yinz met someone like him in real life you'd be like "i don't know,,, he makes me uncomfy. something about him just gives me bad vibes, you know? :/" (and the "bad vibes" you'd be picking up on are just. signs of autism)
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multiiocular-mushroom · 3 months
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francis madoka magica crozier
#the terror#puella magi madoka magica#obligatory magical girl au sketchdump#digital art#krita#francis crozier#harry goodsir#james fitzjames#john bridgens#cornelius hickey#also jopson would be SO homura coded that i cannot even handle drawing that someone please help me out with it#everyone is plagued by white magical beasts big and small x2. now with kyubey in the mix#you'd think finding the passage would be easier with their powers - and yet -#anyway sir john held back on becoming an mg until he was desperate to make a break for it#his wish was for the passage to be found - but he did not specify it would be him who'd find it#so he died long before that eventually happened#also no cat ears here if you see them that's just a diadem or another headpiece sorry#thinking about if hickey made his deal after the flogging#again in a bad state and with bad phrasing - just something like 'i wish to get out of here'#and then his ears perked up when they left the ships and he jumped at the chance to get everyone together because he thought he WOULD#get himself and all his boyfriends out.#well. they did leave crozier's camp#anyway i'm probably not gonna draw more of these so if anyone wants to join in i'd like to see some takes on their witch forms!#also yeah. crozier's shoulder pieces ARE modelled after tricorn hats#both bc he lost the other two captains and had to bear the responsibility for the expedition on his shoulders#and because i just wanted to use a symbol of power in a silly way as some mg outfits do#and yes jfj has a cprset and yes i was thinking of orpheus while drawing bridgens#and goodsir in a beret just felt right lol#also made hickey's clothes less open than the others' bc reasons#the soul gem passage
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marshmallowgoop · 1 year
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I combined footage from my Detektiv Conan Blu-ray with audio from my Case Closed FUNimation DVD and made an HD English dub clip compilation for Episodes 57-58, "The Holmes Freak Murder Case."
#detective conan#case closed#video#funimation english dub script#i wasn't actually gonna post this video to tumblr because it's so long (because i have a lot of feelings about this case!)#but folks on discord liked it and i'm all about my funi dub propaganda so why not right?#the dub script here is just so fun--and does so well at making the dialogue *work* and sound natural in english#and has so much flavor! it does arguably too much in terms of creative liberties but things like#'can i really trust what a kid saw?' of the sub translation compared to 'and what were you smoking before you ran out there?' in the dub#are much more enjoyable to me#(other fun phrasings: 'the one who's always hangin' around you guys' (sub) vs. 'the little-bitty one with the great big brain!' (dub))#(and 'of course not! the reason i applied for this tour was 'cuz i thought i might find kudo' (sub))#(vs. 'who me? no no no. actually i signed up because i was hoping to run into jimmy here. but i guess i'm out of luck' (dub))#(and so many more! this script just has so much character)#and while it is a shame that the dub eliminated heiji's accent i do like the changed line ('i know it's you!')#'cause you've met shinichi *once* heiji lol#but yeah this is a fun case! i'm really happy to have finally hd'd the funi dub for it :')#one of my favorite things about the funi dub is that jerry jewell (shinichi's va) voices conan's thoughts#and it's so nice to hear *shinichi* and heiji deducting together (and the way they finish each other's thoughts and vibe... it gets to me)
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writeouswriter · 2 years
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Girl, help, the book authors are trying too hard to be "hip" with the fleeting "teen lingo" and trends again, immediately dating their works before they're even released
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mudstoneabyss · 8 months
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actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)
#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it#this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself#and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure''#but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given#which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin#it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo#like he's been through enough!#because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying#by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them#when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person#yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon#but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi#get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma#especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are#like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow#i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice#or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it#i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#joyousposting
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fluentisonus · 4 months
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getting a number of tags like these on my post and idk. like i want to say that i'm an extremely big fan of the importance of context & setting when it comes to approaching history, it's deeply important to keep in mind at every point. but at the same time i feel really weird about how much people feel the instinctive need to separate roman slavery and e.g. 19th century slavery, & how uncomfortable people seem to be with any comparison or association between the two beyond 'both being slavery'. there were absolutely notable differences (the racial aspect for a major one) but the way people seem to sort of historically quarantine them as things that happened entirely independently of each other & not acknowledge any similar systems or characteristics that might draw parallels between the two is. idk. i think historical comparison can be a very valuable tool & i feel like it's worth examining why people think there's nothing at all roman in 19th c slavery etc etc
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ominous-feychild · 2 months
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Always has been.
@the-letterbox-archives
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irritablepoe · 3 months
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You know what's fucking stupid? The little mean voice inside my head that tells me being in a fandom is childish and "aren't you too old for that" and "aren't you feeling ridiculous caring (and projecting) so much for/onto fictional characters" bc literally no MUM, I'm in fact just doing what I love and it's cruel that I feel ridiculous to this day that I'm building up my personality through fictional characters bc I never knew who I really was and fandoms are giving me the opportunity to explore that. Yes ofc that's not "normal" or whatever but is it really that bad? Like I'm feeling better through that, it's giving me motivation to do things. So yeah... Thanks.. another reason I have to unlearn shame I suppose.
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sillyfreakx5 · 20 days
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vent! :3 (Ethical Crisis II)
oh yeah btw my ethical crisis II hasn't gone away, and in fact has gotten worse- it's reached my opinions on shipping and censoring fiction ;w;
like what if i AM wrong? and it's not normal questioning ethics either which is generally a good thing, it's my brain going "AAAAAA I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG ANYMORE" *cries*
so uhh ima become the first radqueer pro para antishipper i guess /j
combined with that my desensitization to certain topics doesn't help. and more ethical apathy lately. :3
oh yeah this happened bc i saw a youtube video thumbnail that mentioned being "a victim of proshipping" and what started as me thinking that that's absurd ended up spiralling down to here "X3
UHHH DON'T OVERTHINK ETHICS GUYS IT'S A BAD IDEA-
actually it didn't get too bad, apparently *gasp* talking about my feelings here helps :0
also I'm half convinced this is just my brain trying to figure out a way to procrastinate on school work- (it's nearly 3 am, I'm in THAT sort of mood)
(btw not saying that being antiship is bad or pathologizing it or whatever, just saying that losing my conviction of what's right or wrong and generally feeling shit about it sucks)
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chemicalarospec · 5 months
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pro tip: if you ever find yourself in a situation with people, you can leave.
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agueforts · 7 months
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sometimes i think when some of u talk about gorgug u forget zac isn't white
#aspen tag#it's not like a concrete thing i just get the vibe sometimes#like sometimes ppl phrase things abt his heritage and relationship to his rage#or how he fits with gnomish culture n stuff#in a way that kinda frames it as like..... passive#when there's obviously very deliberate themes being explored#or like. idk.#talk about him in a way that gives the impression they've never thought about it from the perspective of race#i'm having an autism moment or smth and the tone machine is like fully offline rn#but i guess i just don't get how someone could just. not consider it at all#it's not like it's a stretch it's very much like. baked into him#his parents don't understand his rage or how it's a part of him#their house isn't made for someone his size#he shies away from anger because he already knows the world wasn't made to fit him#he spends s1 looking for his bio parents-- people who'd be like him. who he could connect to with this part of himself#digby & wilma don't talk to the rest of their families because they thought adopting gorgug was a bad choice!#their parenting (well-meaning as it may be) is all about redirecting rage#and gorgug's teaching himself not just how to channel it constructively#but how to be comfortable with it at all#because the environment he's in doesn't offer security in expressing it. not for people like him#and so he's learned to control it and distance himself from it#in a way that he has to dismantle to fully engage with his barbarian class#it's just. it's there#i can't convince of a world where someone could look at him and just. not see it#idk how to end this. yeah 👍#d20
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someone-else-entirely · 5 months
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If there's one thing I'm gonna come away from this Passover with it's a new and enduring love for the wicked son
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jessicas-pi · 11 months
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Okay so. Just read commit to the bit. ADORE IT. WILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT IT. IF IT WAS POSSIBLE AND LOGICAL TO NAME A FIRSTBORN CHILD AFTER A FANFICTION, I WOULD NAME IT AFTER THIS ONE. i hope you know that it's an amazing fic.
Anyways, this ask is to let you know that every time I tried to leave a comment on it on ao3, it said "error 500," and I don't think it let me post the comment, so I kept retrying? There's a chance that it did post it though? So, uh, if you got the same comment on it from me four or five times, just go ahead and disregard it. If you HAVEN'T gotten the comment from me on it on ao3, please let me know and I'll try again in earnest (and maybe from a different device) because I need you to know how much I ADORED that fic and have a lovely comment ready to reply to it with!!!!!!!
THIS WAS THE ABSOLUTE BEST THING TO SEE TODAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! 🥰🥰🥰
Wow, that's weird! No, I haven't seen any comments show up.
I'm so happy you liked it!!! 😊😊😊
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delivish · 4 months
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thatonecrookedsmile · 2 years
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illusion. the art of mimicking real life.
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BATIM is officially 6 years old..oh jeez. A little hard to believe it's been this long. Six long years since the little devil that invaded my life was created. Where did the time go? Still,it's cool to see how far it's come. The journey so far has definitely been a rollercoaster of emotions,with ups and downs,but even so,I'm still glad I discovered this little guy. He definitely brought me a lot of good moments in recent times.
I didn't have anything really new or done specifically with the anniversary in mind,but I had this drawing I was trying to finish a while ago that I thought would be nice to post on the day. As we can see,this successively failed.I had the idea for this drawing since 2021, and I tried to execute it at the time, but I never made it past the sketches. Then last year I tried to redo it from scratch and since then I've been trying to finish it and post it on specific dates and failing successively.
But eventually, I manage to find the strength to finally end this piece altogether and put it behind me. The main drawings had been finished for a while,it was just a matter of doing...well,whatever the final result became. I confess that I didn't really know how to do the "broken mirror" idea at the beginning. And that wasn't even the original idea that I have in mind back in 2021.
I'll admit the first time I stopped and looked at the glass cracks I was unsure if I was liking how it was turning out. But it's better than nothing. And at the moment I'm just thinking "Bro, stop. You've done everything you could do in this drawing. It's over. Just let it go". So I'm going to do it.
Oh and Joey is here too,I forgot to mention that. Technically it was also his birthday too. So happy day of birth,pencil man. He's definitely going through something in this drawing. This was mainly made with one of my AUs in mind and the events that happen in it,but I think if you look at it as something more “canon related” (close to canon?),it might work well too. I think at least.
Better finish this desc before it gets too long. As a bonus,here are the two main drawings I did for this piece,unedited (because I'm not going to show the edited versions,I assume they're kinda ugly separately) :
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Call me "Bendy and the Ink Machine Remix and Lyric Video" because I was AHHH AHHH AHHH trying to finish this drawing.
#The phrase at the beginning of the text is not actually a definition of Illusion it's just a phrase I quoted from TIOL#or at least it's not a real definition i found#I just thought that in the context of the image itself the phrase made sense#batim#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#i guess#joey drew#idk if I should tag Memory Joey on this because considering this drawing is more geared towards the events of my AU than those of canon#+ the fact that I started this drawing before the release of BATDR#the Ink/Cycle Joey here is less ''a memory/copy of the original''#and more like the real deal you know#but at the same time I say this I decided to change the design of the Ink Joey that I was using at the time#to something similar to the one of M!Joey#making it now much more similar to canon even though in the context of the image Ink Joey here is not a memory/copy and#yeah maybe i should have used the old design#now I'm bothered lol;but fuck it#as I had said#if you look at this drawing as something made with canon in mind and not an AU; it might work well too#i.e. interpret it however you want;it's still connected to an AU at the end of the day but that doesn't mean it can't be seen in other ways#what other ways?#I don't know; you tell me. if you want#but hey; at least i wont have to change my AU for the thousandth time because of new canon info haha#damn; only now I find out that there is a tag limit;if anyone has read this far;hi;hope you had a nice week;okay I'll shut up now#crookedsmileart#batdr
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