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Breaking Up is Hard to Do
I said don't count on me And you said "I figured that out three months ago." And I ignored the phrase as if it was a boring statement about the weather.
But it wasn't, was it?
It may have been subtle But I think what you meant was "I'm not happy anymore."' And I stood there oblivious
It's how I was the whole time Detached and fading A creature of pure exhaustion Was it like watching a star explode? Or more like mirror glass shattering all over the kitchen floor
I hope it was, at the very least, entertaining.
That's all this was, right? Just something to kill some time when you were bored? Honestly, I'm not if I disagreee with the sentiment anymore. Or maybe I've just grown jaded to our routine
I warned you not to fall in love with me the night we met and you said "That wouldn't be a problem." And you held onto that until three months later You said the words while my back was turned Setting you to drive a knife right in the center
Did we even say goodbye before I slipped out the door and into the silver night I don't think we did, but I'm not sure that matters I guess it was fun while it lasted
I only think of you whenever I'm depressed and want to die
#writers and poets#poems on tumblr#original poem#poem#poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled feelings#punkrocksoapoperas#spilled writing#writing#my writing#spilled poetry#spilled emotions#spilled words#writers on tumblr#poets and writers#creative writing#writerscommunity#writer#crmsnmth#Breaking Up is Hard to Do#failing relationship#Kid#both of us knew#I'm not happy anymore
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The amount of anime screenshots I stared at for this one a;dslkfsa;lk
Obligatory click for better quality.
Many thanks to @ashoss for helping me keep my sanity while I was working on this one. Couldn't have done it without them!
Meme reference and clean versions under cut
If you haven't seen The Good Place yet, you definitely should.
I just wanna show this panel off. I put WAY too much effort in it, but I don't regret it :3c
#dreamer doodles#batman#batfam#batfamily#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#bruce wayne#i'm gonna go pass out now#so fucking happy i'm DONE with this one#i can finally know peace#i know this looks messy#but I literally cant work on this anymore#pfffttt
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"Like stuff. Don't be someone that doesn't like stuff, and if you don't like stuff, don't be a dick about it."
- David Jenkins
#our flag means death#our flag means death season 2 was fucking legitimately great#like it's been about a month now#and i'm tired of folks still hating on it#if it doesn't make you happy anymore then just go do something else#instead of trying to convince other people to hate it just because you do#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd fan art#i don't like thing#ofmd meme#david jenkins#stede bonnet#mermaid stede
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"She was a child. She was my baby sister, and I should have protected her, but I— I was just a child, too."
#this has been sitting on my almost done folder for months#I'm not really happy with it but I'm not working on it anymore#aftg#all for the game#the sunshine court#tsc#jean moreau#elodie moreau#my art#aftg art#gala's art
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was anyone gonna tell me shadow saved rouge's life in sa2 or was I just supposed to find that out playing the game myself
(this worked out as a rather fitting closer for the Final Day in Year of Shadow haha, hope ya'll have a fun new year! 🎉🎉🎉)
#happy new year!#closing 2024 with an actual honest to god comic layout I know I'm shocked too#that scene wasn't in the fandub and that's all I'd ever seen so it was a Fun Surprise!#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#sonic#sonic adventure 2#sa2#my art#doodles#comic#no words though! rare form#fun fact the white jungle route is the Only route I ever executed Flawlessly first try#just give me a good countdown and suddenly I know how to play video games#and a fun one too! love the Drama#fun fact originally his dash was green since i assumed he was teleporting around as usual#but my friend pointed out he actually didn't have an emerald on him at the time#which meant if he Didn't find rouge in time or if she Didn't have an emerald they were Both going to die#which is Excellent fun#I do have a shitposty bonus to this because of course I do but we'll see if I have time to make it tonight or not haha#if I was a Little better laying this out the final panel would've centered under panel 2 shadow's hand#tragically it was late enough in the game when I got to that point I didn't want to fuck with the layout anymore#maybe next time I make a comic layout in 4 years!
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debating moving blogs again
#everything sucks on here and i#i'm not happy anymore#but i don#t wanna lose the friends i have on here#even though we like#never talk#idk
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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature
#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#sqq#lbh#my art#which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading#and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4#i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this#i was promised a story with my snake boy#because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS#anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them#i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh#i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels#but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen#though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again#if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story#but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P
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she would've told them unlike her canon! version who decided not to be an ally smh
#one piece#trans!sanji#sanji#kiku#yamato#ワンピース#I'm practicing my japanese shhhhhh#(日本語のペラペラ人:俺は文法とか書く方とか間違ったら教えてください😅ありがとうございます)#translation:#Yamato: I'll be able to get as strong as Oden?#Sanji: Probably... 🤔#[meanwhile Kiku is remembering the time in the hot spring]#(Sanji: Nami-chan!!!)#(Nami: Shut up!! The women's bath is supposed to be a peaceful place!)#Kiku: I am also ⚧️ ... o.o#(y'all english speakers had me all to yourselves for a decade it's about time I start to also sometimes make stuff in my next language lol#notably for media *from* that language#same as it made sense to make fan content in english for [american superhero franchise we don't talk abt anymore] back in the day#(happy seasonal reminder that Ren Is Not A Native English Speaker and This Is My 5th Language hi 😅))#while looking up reference for this I learnt that the straps to tie back the kimono sleeves are called tasuki#also I decided yamato get big muscles cause he got them kaido genes in im (I also gave him his dad's young-man-facial hair)#the more I do transition projections for one piece characters while tryna adhere to the style the more I learn that sometimes stylisation#uses bones less as literal determinants for where things go and just kinda exaggerates shapes based on vibes alone instead#meaning trans characters' bones wouldn't literally stay looking the same in that stylisation in the way they do irl#they'd get exaggerated differently based on what the surrounding stuff is doing#I still think oda's transition demonstration when we first met iva was unreasonable even with that in mind tho
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never beating the fell out of the book allegations (real)
#casey mcquiston#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrbedit#rwrb movie#rwrbsource#firstprince#alex x henry#henry fox mountchristen windsor#alex claremont diaz#iuserzoe#userninz#tusertha#chrissiewatts#usersteen#firstprinced#usermegsb#sheisraging#uservik#tusermira#adaptationsdaily#anyway i thought of making this last night when i was mad and now i'm not rly mad anymore but it still makes me happy#why are all the gold derby videos filmed with a potato#DO NOT REPOST TO TWITTER
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Hi! I love your Ghost Primes with Optimus AU! It’s so good.
I have a question though, do the Decepticons know that Optimus can see the 13 prime ghosts or do they just get increasingly confused each time they fight?
Thank you for the lovely artwork!!
oh they Know something funky is going on for sure lmao
a little more serious answer: they can tell something is going on with optimus and they desperately want to pretend it's not. they don't want to know how he's aware of things he shouldn't be, how he knows stuff that should have long been forgotten, how he seems to be more familiar with them than he should be. how sometimes he speaks and it's like the dead are talking through him. how sometimes he will answer to empty air and somehow they can just tell what he's responding to. who he is talking to.
they Know. and they really, really want to pretend they don't.
they already carry the guilt of failing them once. the idea of doing it once more is unbearable and they'd rather deceive themselves than face it. they'd rather their friends stay dead and gone than think of them seeing what they've become.
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#transformers one#tfone#transformers#optimus prime#soundwave#maccadams#haunted au#i loveeeee the concept of the decepticons being the former high guard you don't understand-#i will insert so much guilt and conflicted feelings into this dynamic as possible i don't care what anyone says about it ajkshdka#but anyway. the autobots at least got a brief explanation for optimus' weird behavior#the decepticons did not and so at first they're constantly confused and mildly creeped out by how weirdly cognizant the new little prime is#they eventually put it together. and then dearly wish they hadn't because the guilt that brings is Too Much#but they cannot turn back anymore. they chose their path and now they have to stick with it.#so they just. don't think about it.#this is obviously sustainable and not at all bound to result in a bunch of repressed feelings that may or may not explode at some point#ALSO THANK YOU I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY AU <3333#i'm having so much fun with it but i'm so happy others enjoy it too!!!#thank you so much for sending me this ask!!!!
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Just like the original icons these are a redraw of, feel free to use with credit!
Anyways, I drew the first sketch for these back in like, *checks watch* August of last year?!? And then I finished them back in *checks hand* May this year?? Idk, I think I felt they were missing something with the backgrounds but I don't feel like doing all that so y'all get to enjoy my hard work now, YIPPEE!!!
Behind the scene extras under the cut also teehee
#danganronpa#makoto naegi#hajime hinata#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#my art#idk if you can tell but with the og icons i was kinda experimenting so that kinda carries over here with all the diff brushes used or whate#if i ever do this shit again maybe I'll make shoe happy like the others#do it for the shoe fans...#and also so i don't have to that annoying lighting anymore I'M GONNA GET MY PAST SELF FOR DOING THAT-
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*Girls Just Wanna Have Fun playing in the background*
Meme reference below cut
#dreamer doodles#barbara gordon#can't believe it took me this fucking long to properly draw Babs#dc oracle#oracle#cassandra cain#batgirl#is this even funny?#idk anymore#happy late bday babs!!!!#cass: *hacker voice* I'm in#babs: *stares into the camera like Jim from The Office*
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Happy thanksgiving!!
#happy thanksgiving#or#friendsgiving#!!!!!#i hope you have a great day#do you guys have any thanksgiving traditions?#in my family we always played board/card games#it was lots of fun!#i also always helped with making the food#i don't live near any family anymore#but I'm still going to make a bunch of food#i hope you guys get to eat a bunch of good food!!#I'm so thankful for everyone in this community!!#sfw interaction only#agere#sfw agere#moodboard#age regression#agere moodboard#age dreaming#thanksgiving#no pacifier#food
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The intensity of his stare
#i can't do this anymore#i swear making eye contact with him would just heal me#i think i would desintegrate right on the spot#also i'm happy cause making gifs felt fun again after a long time 🖤#papa emeritus iv#copia#papa iv#papa 4#popia#the band ghost#ghost bc#papa copia#ghost band#eye contact#my gifs
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aromantics are way too comfortable implying friendship is the most valuable part of life to bitch about alloros doing the same thing with romance
#the call is coming from inside the house#i should specify#not all aros. but enough to where i don't hang out in the aro tag anymore#queer#queer community#aromantic#aroace#aro#should i tag asexual? the post that broke the camel's back for me had asexual tags too so it feels relevant#but it feels more like an aro issue. but maybe tagging it ace would bring some awareness ? and i did tag aroace#you know what fuck it#asexual#ace#aromanticism#lgbtq+#aspec discourse#aspec community#aphobia#aplatonic#aplspec#ace discourse#← i think every aspec discourse ends up there anyways. saw a lot of aro discourse there so yea#aro discourse#aplphobia#yeah i'm overtagging but if at least one person could see this think about it and stop doing it i would be happy so maxing my chances here
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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.
genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.
you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.
I'm really normal about this, actually
#sbs rambles#omegle#it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness#but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending#there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character#and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds#checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down#and...I dunno. the internet is different now#we don't live in that world anymore#anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together#and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that#that was a really important part of my life#it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao#and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break#like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like#(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off
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