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Raise your hand if you feel utterly behind in life 🫠
#i told my therapist that i'm tired of being lazy#sorry for the L word#i just have no energy or motivation to do much of literally anything except distracting myself from the pain#of everything that should be done#i'm JUST a guy. but also an adult who should idk know better??? but i don't i am SO unbelievably lost#and it really just feels like I'm alone in this feelind and I know I'm not but the people around me don't seem to get it#or maybe I just need to lock in and get over myself#but I really really can't lmfao#ANYWAYS-
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Sorry y'all AM just reminds me of sigma too much 😋
#im tired so I'm just gonna make my lore for today the fact I passed out in an amusement park from lack of protein#They had to wheel me out and everything#They literally just gave me a tiny paper cup of gatorade and sent me on my way#They did NOT care that I hit my head 😭#red vs blue#rvb#rooster teeth#edit#rvb sigma#rvb maine#rvb meta
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#taking a break from tumblr#(one day i swear im gonna share good news on here but)#separate from literally everything else going on in my life my cat of nearly 10 yrs passed a few days ago from sudden health complications#it was very traumatic and i'm just really fucking sad#will be pausing my queue and stepping away for a while#sorry to anyone ive been chatting with. promise to get to messages when i return#maybe in a week or two or whenever i stop crying so much#sorry to put this in tags. sometimes i really struggle/fluctuate with how to be vulnerable on this app/the internet generally#just didnt want to seem like im ghosting or being an asshole. this has just been difficult. the shape of this grief is new#would love for things to stop happening for a bit. so tired. 2025 has not been my year so far#anyway here's wonderwall
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snoopy school bus
Snoopy #66
6/12/2024
#this is late bc OHMYGODDDDD I LITERALLY FORGOT TO HIT POST#so there's this one for yesterday and then there's gonna be another in like literally 3 hours for today's one lmao#typed up my caption and tags and everything and then just put my computer and myself to sleep without posting hahahaaha :')#the following tags were all typed up yesterday:#peanuts#snoopy#art#66#snobject#i feel like i shouldn't even be tagging these as art anymore bc WTF is this lmao#this barely even resembles a snoopy#whatever i'm tired! tomorrow is a new day :)#no the lines on the road are still not right for American Accuracy#however dot dot dot i think visually it would look bad if i drew it driving on the right side of the road#too much gray on the bottom#or i'd have to move the bus down from the middle of the image#moral of the story is that driving in the left lane is ok if you're doing it for the aesthetic!
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My doctor: Hey yeah that's not normal I don't think it's an issue with your hip
Me: Oh?
My doctor: It's an issue with your spine
Me: OH
#Literally the first thing he said was 'You shouldn't be in this much pain from a labrum tear'#'Yeah I'm p sure it has to do with your back'#Me: Everything makes sense now......#This actually adds up bc I've always had shitty back issues. Lmao#Luckily I don't need surgery!! Unluckily I need to get another MRI! Kill me! :)#If the last MRI didn't bankrupt me this one DEFINITELY will#Also he did say I have a weak hip so I gotta do physical therapy#We'll see how that goes;;#Right now I'm fine bc I haven't even been billed for the first MRI yet. But I know as soon as I get the bill#I will be a HOT mess#Not looking forward to that#Anyway I'm glad this doctor seems to know what he's talking about. And from the get go too#Can't believe it took this fucking long to narrow it down to 'possible spine/back issue' tho#Godddd. I'm so tired#He prescribed me some heavy anti-inflammatory drugs so hopefully that helps with the pain a bit#Lies down#I need a nap bro. Lol#Shima speaks
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to be quite honest. shipping with CANON (not headcanoned) exclusively gay/lesbian characters as someone of the gender they are explicitly not attracted to is a form of erasure and lowkey homophobic. 'just make them bi' is a bad take. bi people are amazing and valid but not everyone is bisexual??? 'theyre not real' is a bad take bc representation matters and i feel like that doesnt really need to be said. obviously the character isnt real and isnt offended but gay/lesbian selfshippers can see how much you dont gaf abt their identities. gay people exist in real life too!!! homophobia is still so acceptable in fandom spaces and its kinda wild.
Actually this one gets to skip the queue because we just had another anon push their luck about this. I WAS originally going to leave this in queue but now feels like a better time to nip this in the bud.
This is the LAST thing I'm saying about this topic because frankly it's the majority of what we've been getting recently and it's exhausting. All future asks about this topic WILL be deleted. AS STATED ABOVE. DO WHAT YOU WANT FOREVER. YOUR EXPERIENCE IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE.
TAKING POTSHOTS AT EACH OTHER IS NOT A CONFESSION.
THAT'S CALLED BEING AN ASSHOLE.
k thanks bye
#No offense to this anon or any of the prevs but I'm just so fucking tired of this topic. and so are other mods. seriously. drop it. now.#signed an agender lesbian in real life that's main f/o is just some guy. trust me when i say we don't actually care that much. not that dee#other queer selfshippers: if you're bothered by someone minding their own business. please for the love of EVERYTHING just block them.#if they're actively going out of their way to bother you or ACTIVELY SAYING SOMETHING BIGOTED THEN YES THAT'S AN ISSUE#but if they're just. sitting there. they're fine. block and move on I IMPLORE. LIKE SERIOUSLY. COME ON NOW.#For all you fucking know this could be someone's gateway into figuring out their own identity. we talk constantly about the sexuality aspec#but the amount of people I've seen figure out their GENDER because they selfshipped with someone that 'wouldn't normally be into them' is#frankly not a number you can just ignore. like are we forgetting 'fujoshi' culture that a lot of trans people found themselves from???#Seriously. I'm at a loss for words and frankly just disappointed. Considering officially blacklisting this because this is NOT worth it.#*deep. can you TELL I'm fucking tired of this?#already had one person try to start shit about 'not REALLY being gay/lesbian' because of selfshipping with an opposite gender character#I am NOT tolerating that shit on this blog. NONE of us will.#genuinely if something possess you to try and place yourself as an authority on OTHER PEOPLE'S IDENTITIES. *TOUCH. GRASS.* I AM SO SERIOUS.#LITERALLY NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. QUEER PEOPLE IRL: HEY MAN HOW'S IT GOING.#<< HEY BTW IF YOU SENT THAT AND/OR THE SECOND ASK ABOUT THAT COUNT YOUR LUCKY STARS WE'RE FAR MORE FORGIVING AND YOU'RE NOT IP BLOCKED YET.#Literally please grow up and learn from this. Talk to LITERALLY any other queer people outside of your bubble for fucks sake.#skips the queue#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED LATER TODAY. CAN WE PLEASE GO MORE THAN 2 SECONDS?!
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#i know i am in a teeny tiny minorityy of da fans but#i am. so tired of v4rric#i'm tired of him being in everything#(tired FOR him too. let the man rest)#tired of him being used to market every-damn-thing#i know I KNOW since almost everybody loves him he's a pretty surefire way to get ppl's attenion#but my interest in the game literally DROPPED seeing him involved#ugh you again#i used to like him!!!!#a lot!!!!#but when i say don't leave a seb-mancing hawke in the fade if you wanna keep liking v4rric I MEAN IT#his dismissive tone and insulting word choice#about telling sebastian his WIFE is (probably) dead sent my opinion plummeting to the depths of the deep roads#(i have to tell sebastian or he'll throw a fit. he'll THROW A FIT)#i try to keep it to myself bc i know ppl like/love him and i don't want to ruin that#bc i understand why you'd like him. i do#but for all the talk of him being hawke's best friend he does NOT act like it if you romance sebastian#not to mention the ''ignoring letters from starkhaven when he's viscount bc he doesn't like the man in charge'' things from trespasser :\#i just want to meet and play with new characters rather than have the same guy shoved in my face every time around#varric critical#(if this shows in the tag and you like him i'm v sorry. i tired to censor)
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it's the way i just want people to love and be invested in peter after all the hard work i've put in him tbh.
#⋆ ⋮ 𝘁𝗵𝗲 ���𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲. ❜ ( out. )#[ i really hope this doesn't come across ugly because i definitely don't mean it in the sense that#'my mutuals owe me more!!!!' or anything like that. i just.#i feel so. second-rate#and like literally everybody just sees peter as like. this thing they'll answer when they have nothing else to do#and it just makes me feel like i've failed as a writer#it's got nothing to do with popularity or 'expecting more' from my mutuals i just.#it feels like my writing is shit? or my ideas or. something.#i literally just want him to be loved like everybody else's muses seem to be#i'm so Tired of being the one who always cares the most.#just once i wanna have the muse that is fawned over.#but like. i just can't seem to.#like i. is it the faceclaim? is it my magic system? is it the quality of my prose?#i just. i feel like fucking tearing everything down and just going away#because it feels as if it wouldn't. impact anybody at all lmao.#[ edit: i'm just. i'm gonna throw this in the save tag so that i can look back at this stuff when i have similar episodes#bc man. such kindness. <3 ]#save *
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my job makes me want to kill myself but maybe spending all my money on theatre tickets is the way
#i am literally so damn tired#and also mad at everything idk#i'm tired of living alone & having basically no friends here#because most of my friends live so far from me we are seeing each other like once a year#my only friend who lives near me doesn't really get me most of the time#the only thing we can do together is to go for a walk once in a while or go see a movie#i literally cannot find a normal job with normal boss who's not a fucking asshole#all my coworkers look at me like i'm crazy when i say i don't go to the clubs because i'm not that kind of person#what the fuck is wrong with people really i am so damn tired maybe i should just come back home and live with my parents#for the rest of my life#and finally admit that i fucking failed#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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sigh i hate art snobs sm
#“how did we went from beautiful classical art to ugly modern art” STFU PLEASE STFU#just say you don't like art or only enjoy it when its aesthetically pleasing to you and that u don't try feeling emotion when looking at it#also what the fuck do you mean realistic art doesn't exist anymore#you know you can literally. go to a museum#classical art did not dissapear its literally right here#also you do know that not every modern artist ever do abstract right. you do know that right#URGH i'm so sick and tired of people acting like todays art is ruined and everything is ugly nowadays !!#modern art is amazing and i think you should just shut your ass up#j is rambling#don't mind me i saw a vid abt that and i wanted to SCREAM#art#classical art#modern art
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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gosh FUCK everything was so EASY three months ago!!!! and now I can't stop worrying about everything my body is doing all the time!!! is this tiredness fatigue am I eating too much sugar how long do I have until I end up diabetic is that tingling in my hands neuropathy am I hungrier than I should be why am I tired when I haven't eaten since breakfast why am I tired after I eat what's this and what's that and I just can't get my brain to fucking shut up. I KNOW the facts and I know that I'm fine so why can't I stop turning it over and over in my head!!!
#like?? not only am i Actually Fine also something like that isn't even a death sentence!!!#I saw ONE thing on the internet from like a Microsoft Start Page post about some really weird minor thing that was claimed to be#a sign of diabetes and since then I haven't been able to truly relax or stop thinking about it#like!!! I KNOW the facts and that I'm fine!! I do!!! so why do I keep worrying!!! and why am I more tired than normal!!!!#(the more tired than normal is likely because of worrying. and summertime)#Lu rambles#literally just let me go back to a few months ago when everything was so so good in my head and I was doing so well 😭
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the way i'm losing my mind to do everything perfectly and keep this apartment in pristine condition and then i find years worth of dirty socks and used napkins and dust and fuck knows what else under the bed :| like if i were a different person, my landlords would get in trouble with ME but alas i am only myself and i know i won't say anything
#i pet thy head foul beast#it LOOKED clean when i first got here and then started looking closer and it became very obvious some things haven't been cleaned in years.#if ever.#like the shower curtain? disgusting. the kitchen chairs upholstery? the water was literally brown. the armchairs? i vacuumed enough crumbs#out of them to feed all of the earth's ants#the windows had literal dirt. earth. soil!!!! on them#and i'm still fighting that battle#i had so many stink bugs during the first month and i eventually figured they weren't coming from outside. they were already inside.#and nobody told me anythingggg#the rent is pricey as fuck. in my opinion.#and on top of all this (and more) this lady gives me two hours of heads up she's coming by#and then i wait for another two extra hours only for her to text me no she won't make it today actually#and maybe tomorrow. no hour no nothing. i'm just supposed to put everything on hold and wait.#and not even a quick sorry!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell!!!!!!!!!!#i'm so upset and tired
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Wait why the hell am I not tagging my queued posts as "Whumpty-dumpty-queue"??
#the real answer is because I always add too many normal tags to the posts I reblog#because I am a super tagger#everything MUST be organized so I can find it later#idk I think that's good#but like#what if I had enough space to also put a fun little queue identifying tag?#deedoo original#deedoo thoughts#text post#ramble#literally tumblr keeps blocking me from adding more than 30 tags#which is fair#but come on mannnnn I need to overly describe everything in case I forget how to look a post up#can you tell that it's late and that I'm tired??
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kinda really hate how I live my life like a bedbound perpetually-sick/fatigued/lethargic Victorian child who is ready to faint at the smallest amount of exertion and needs a fainting couch for when the vapors overtake me
#i'm literally always so so so so SO fucking tired#like i literally cannot function because of how lethargic and fatigued and exhausted i always am and i hate it#i recently had my thyroid checked and my doc was like yep everything checks out we have no idea why you're always so fatigued#and i'm like oh okay cool guess i'll just fucking die#literally the amount of times i yawn in a day should be fucking criminal#i swear i'm like 2 steps away from being narcoleptic but sleep doesn't overtake me so instantly so i don't think it's that#but goddamn it does not matter how much i sleep or when i wake up or what i do#i am just fucking Tired no matter what#i even taken vitamin D3 supplements or whatever#daily every morning#and yet i'm just a Nothing Person#who can do literally nothing#but lay in bed and be exhausted and sleep until i can't sleep anymore and then just lay there and wait for sleep#it's very weird to think of myself as physically disabled in that way (even if there are other physical disabilities i do contend with)#but like...My Body Is Trash#i'm sorry body like I know your literal only purpose is to keep me alive and everything and i love you for it#even if I don't like how my physical form is perceived#but goddamn my body goes out of its way to hold me prisoner and i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired#negative blah
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if florian did manage to beat kieran in the bb champion match, ( i'm still debating if i wanna keep that in mjverse's canon or not, ) i feel like he'd definitely refuse to accept the champion title.
he didn't take on the bb league to become champion, he took it on so he could face kieran again. he never would've challenged the league if kieran wasn't apart of it, let alone attended bb academy as an exchange student if he wasn't there, so taking up the position doesn't feel right to him.
that and it's not exactly something he's passionate about, he'd much rather be exploring the terarium at his leisure and filling his pokédex. kid's a pokémon fanatic first and foremost, after all.
#everything flori does at bb academy is for kieran & literally screams ''i'm desperately in love w/ you''#and it still doesn't occur to kieran that he has feelings for her it just flies over her head#flori and crispin in perpetual fail hell bc their crushes are oblivious rip#i've been grinding bp and unlocking the special coaches for most of the day#i managed to unlock everyone up to geeta so now i'm working on unlocking the last 3 ( which i'm pretty sure is the paldean mystery crew )#i wish you could invite the team star kids too that would've been fun#i want ortega and lacey to interact... giacomo and ryme too#but i need a break from playing grinding for bp is getting really tedious#i'm probably gonna try sleeping actually i'm tired#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#chara : florian russel cavallari#mj.txt#sv dlc spoilers#indigo disk spoilers
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